#I cried... A bunch actually
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Patsy Carpenter
The Evening Star - 1996
#Patsy Carpenter#Miranda Richardson#The Evening Star#my gifs#movie edits#movies : Dramedy#mredits#I've loved Miranda longer than time has had meaning in my life#she is so good in this!#and such a smoke show#and this movie seriously surprised me with how good it was#I cried... A bunch actually#90s#1996#90s fashion#fashion#style
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Sometimes I think about the fact that first living being to orbit the Earth couldn't understand what was happening to her, couldn't understand the history she was making. Laika wasn't a volunteer. The technology to bring her back alive didn't exist. They sent her up anyway. She died, scared and alone, in a malfunctioning spacecraft hastily built to meet a political deadline.
When her heart rate tripled from the stress of acceleration, did she understand the magnitude of what she was experiencing? When she saw the stars outside her little window, did she believe the world had gone dark? In her final hours, did she feel wonder, or just fear?
"The more time passes, the more I’m sorry about it. We shouldn’t have done it. We did not learn enough from this mission to justify the death of the dog. When you understand that you can’t bring back Laika, that she perishes out there, and that no one can bring her back…that is a very heavy feeling." Oleg G. Gazenko
For me, there's some small consolation, at least, in knowing that although her death was unnecessary and cruel, Laika will never be forgotten. I love you, Laika. May you find peace among the stars.
Prints are available here.
#my art#laika#laika the space dog#i ugly cried while drawing this im not gonna lie. she was a good girl. she deserved better.#my dog was sitting next to me the entire time i was drawing this. i wish we'd given laika the love she deserved without killing her for it#if you don't know about laika- i WOULD recommend reading about her but the story is rather upsetting.#also apologies for the print site showing a bunch of weird options. i turned off phone cases but it keeps insisting i want to sell it as on#i thought it would fix itself overnight but apparently not. its not actually available if you click on it. should be just prints.#space art#space history#artists on tumblr#stained glass art#art prints
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currently thinking about how many times we see Till at various ages just...casually injured. Just appearing with scratches and bruises and sometimes blood for No Discernible Reason (the reason is very discernible and it makes me cry)
#the one of him as a literal toddler actually broke me though cause I actually didn't notice it until just now when rewatching round 6#I just paused at that screen and thought "hey I don't think it's normal for toddlers to have a bunch of red scratches on their cheek#then I thought too hard and cried#I also thought his bruises in black sorrow were just weird shading or appeared after he encountered the thing#but those bruises were there since the beginning of the music video#the lip one anyway#I wonder if any of the other kids ever asked him about it tbh#just going up and asking “hey why the fuck are you always injured”#I wonder how he'd react#alien stage#alnst#alnst till#alien stage till
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In dragons rising, Lloyd has three ages.
1) his mental age, probably early 20s
2) his physical age, probably mid-late 20s
And 3) the age he looks, which Arin and Sora has informed him is late 30s-40s
Yes, he did sit in his room and have another existential crisis.
And yes, he did ask both Zane and Kai advice on skincare. Right after trying to find some weird dragoni bull to maybe look his age. Instead he accidentally grew markings similar to Garmadon’s and he’s gonna cry again.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#lloyd ninjago#guys he’s lowkey a young adult#but looks like he went through decades upon decades of trauma and experiences#to the point he looks old#rlly old#Sora said thats the age if her parents#Lloyd almost cried#mentally he probably still feels like he’s a teenager#frontal lobe shii ig#he asked Kai for obvi reasons but turns out Zane was the better ine to ask becuase he just knew everythinb on skincare#and like as much as he’s a nindroid zane doesbt actually kniw everything#so lloyd is mildly curious as to why zane just knows and remembers sm abiut skincare#turns out its a teenage Kai’s fault#lloyd just wants to looks his age dammit#for once in his life let him look his age#lloyd garmadon#young lloyd#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#arin ninjago#arin#sora ninjago#sora#kai ninjago#kai smith#zane ninjago#zane julien#did i get this idea after seeing a bunch if Lloyd dragons rising fanart where he looks way older then he should be? yes i did
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me n who ?!?!?!? ME N WHO GUYS ...
picrews: 1 2 3 4
mking silly girlfailure picrews are the only thing saving my sanity which took quite a number of blows today ( its hanging on by the measliest thread but i think its better to consider it go n e )
anyways i wanna make a silly tag game so we are going to make a silly tag game because in the wise words of martin luther king i think wait it was probably gandhi "be the change you wish to see in the world" arent i so cool guys im taking like the first step forward and :stareyes: ahahah
(no pressure) tags !! 🏷️ : @cienxpidity, @ilyuu, @anonbinaryweirdo, @suntoru, @tuesdayberries, @lume-nosity, @mrcrazyvillainvillainn, @ceneid, @amalythea, @xianyoon, @aeon-yao, @ryuryuryuyurboat, @auroratumbles, @snobwaffles, @the-white-void + everyone i probably forgot to tag (SPS IM SORRY) n anyone else whod like to join !!
#💬 ⌗ 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 . . . ✧#i was in a very silly mood ( mental breakdown ish ) i cried like 16 times in the past hour and that's probably not a good thing but HEY#its fine#im so fine#im so#im so...#*perishes*#begone negativity#its time for me and my delusions#speaking of delusions i actually had the WILDEST Dream last night#and its so crazy because its like the first dream I've had in the past year that's not about a fictional character#yes im pathtetic#carrying on#and i was like escaping from t h e. m a. n i n t he. h a l l w a y#and i was like runnning away yk and then shrek comes over and helps me out by defenestrating me and so i land in some bushes and then start#like putting candy into a bag??? and im like HURRY UP SHREK HES GONNA COME AFTER US#and then i got to this like cult area#where it splits into two paths and i remember it so vividly because there was this gate security and i had to type in my student id to get#and so it opens up to this room and there's two pathways#the one to the right has this giant ass shrine golden statue surrounded by a bunch of children#and the one i go to has little cube spaces caved into the walls for like little decorations and a stair for like a lower other half of the#room#and theres a bunch of children and my irls#and so we break outta there yk#we escape#we get out#and we run into like osme shopping place#and my friend is planning to abandon me with her other friend and they're running away to china#but they refuse to take me with them (ultimate betrayal)#HELP edit but the tags didnt show up cause there were too many...
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hello. can anyone hear me. hello
#madeleine iwtv#interview with the vampire#roxane duran#madeleine eparvier#madeleine éparvier#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia de lioncourt#claudia éparvier#iwtv#iwtv spoilers#i actually cried#edit: when i posted this i didn’t see it other posters but now im looking again there’s a bunch whoops
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what is it about mothers and their innate ability to absolutely ruin a mood.
#like gee thanks i was actually doing okay then BWAH BWAH FUCK YOU#cowboy cries cowboy tears#look i know i have a bunch of homework and i’m stressed about it!!!#i’m also stressed about my job interview!!!!! “if working starts affecting your grades youre done” BITCH disrespectfully fuck ALL the way o
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My brain just hit an old hyperfixation (is this what it's called? I hope I used the word right) and oh dear am I losing my mind now. I need to write a story I think. About this one old guy. He's unhinged. There's so much information about him and yet not enough. I want to explore his character so much. He's definitely a criminal - at least he was one - and I'm 95% sure he can do actual real magic, and he's a musician and an artist and an actor and a magician and a philosopher and a traveler and a conman and so much more and also I think he's some kind of immortal. Maybe he just has a VERY long life. It's strongly implied he was a pirate at some point of his life. He started a cult by accident several times. My conspiracy theories about him include him being a secret god.
He's also a freaking round blue raven. Someone save me from my mind.
#seriously why is he so cool#he's like. a ball.#he's ROUND#if no one stops me I'm gonna make an au and introduce all my mutuals to a russian cartoon that lives in my head rent-free#it has an obviously mysterious old man and an old woman who seems to be very normal but actually has some weird past as well#and they're in love you can fight me on this THEY. ARE. IN LOVE.#there's a disastrous scientist who keeps forgetting to sleep and is kinda cute in a nerdy way#there's a mechanic guy who lives a bit away from everyone surrounded by tech and he's actually unhinged#he's a single father btw. he made a robot baby because he was lonely. it's very important for his character.#I WILL ship the scientist and the mechanic because no one can stop me <3#there's a local farmer who was a famous disco dancer an archeologist and a VERY famous actor in the past. he doesn't care about it anymore.#he was like. Captain America actor kind of famous. or Superman.#and then he just committed a bunch of crimes for his new friends and left to live in a village far away from big cities#all those people with very suspicious past raise a bunch of children together#absolutely inseparable adhd and autism best friends boys who I think are capable of destroying the world#and toxic teenagers couple:#a girl who honestly needs to figure herself out first before dating anyone and a poet boy who is SO deeply in love with her it's not okay#the farmer dude also has a rebellious teenager niece who visits him sometimes#and the mechanic's kid is usually in space but sometimes returns and I am not ashamed to admit that I cried during some of those episodes#I am going to think about them. they are so important to me.#I am going insane.#also yes they are all round animals. if you're wondering.#someone just tranquillise me already or something. it's 5 a.m. and I am losing my sanity
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Gay struggles below lmao personal not snz
The way I was in love with my childhood best friend but they were two years older and got bored of me and ditched me but now it’s ten years later and we’re in a play together and there’s still some fuckin part of me that craves their attention and approval and love, and they are the same, honestly, like they are so similar to when we were kids, but I feel so different. But I feel like they still see me as the same and it makes me want to scream, like we’re both adults now, I’m not an annoying little 11 year old anymore gOd why can’t I bring myself to feel like your equal why do I still simp for you like an idiot when I’ve lived half my fucking life since we were friends 😭
Edit cause this isn’t important enough to reblog:
Bruh they drove me home today because there’s the part I forgot to mention where we’re practically neighbors, and they started talking to me about their fucking pollen allergies getting worse in their 20s how about I just fucking crawl in a hole and never come out
#actually there is one snz part#which is that as kids we played a bunch of snz related games 😭💀#and like…purposefully shared colds with the idea that then our parents would let us hang out even though we were sick#which was crazy for me because I was an insane germaphobe and usually cried when I had to be around sick people#so like…yikes oh man#there’s layers of baggage there lmao
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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy
#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her#she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy#and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general#HOWEVER#i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids#one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids#and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere#like im actually worried about it#i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly#and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on#so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention#anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho#and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job#but im so sadddd#also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group#its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff#and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly#literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving#things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much#but i literally can't see a future here#and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired#she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks#anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids#its just really hard#which is why i've stayed this long#i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss
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ok i am not having any luck with sketching anything new so i am taking this as the universe telling me 2 get my shit tgt and finally resume work on my zine piece that i haven't touched in a month
#hina.txt#check-in next week cries cries cries#locking myself in productivity jail . NO new itfs until u get a chunk of this done#honestly if i manage to really lock in i genuinely think i cld finish it in a session#but it's just tht i have been so motivated fr canon and canon alone#anything else i am just like but i dont wannaaaaaaaaa#it's not even that i dislike the piece i actually rLY vibe with the concept it's based off one of my favourite things#plus i get to draw a bunch of leaves#i just dont want to work on it FHJSGHsdjh#but i must and so i will >:c#sukuna voice ganbaruby.................up the stairs here i go#IF U SEE ME POST ABT STARTING NEW ART U HAVE PERMISSION 2 TAKE ME OUT BACK N PUT ME DOWN
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Wow I wish the Deepspace Trials were as easy as these freaking Abyssal Chaos battles ☠️
#StillStuckOnTheSameOpenAndIceTrialsSinceLastMonth
#The one good thing about this abyssal chaos feature is 1. the free shit#and 2. the free feeling of accomplishment in this game again after steamrolling these battles#... But I'm still actually questioning what I'm accomplishing by doing so??#seriously how does this Abyssal chaos thing even work... are we really supposed to just playing the same thing over and over??#love and deepspace#ash battle cries#there's so much freaking happening in this game right now and I don't even care because I'm still STUCK ON THESE MOTHERFKING LEVELS 🫨🤬😡🤯#this is fine 🐶 ☕🔥#id feel more accepting of my own anger if I was even close to beating the 2nd parts of those levels.#but i just feel pathetic at this point lol. FU open trial 70... and Ice trial 80 can just eat a bunch of shit SERIOUSLY.#HOW ARE PEOPLE AT 100+?!!! 🤬#sorry for the rant ... if you're still here i hope you have a very nice day 😁
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i think nintendo should give me early access. because im so cool and awesome and gay
#styx says#cries and sobs on the ground... i miss my wife tails. i miss her a lot. ill be back#i dont wanna wait til november 19th !!!! arggghh grrr i wanna see my wife nowwwww#i mean i have the pc port but its weird?? weird to maneuver and theres a glitch where you just randomly speed up rlly fast dfghjk#anyway. please nintendo.... pleas let me play the game early.... ea.... i want innnn let me innnnn!!!!!!#i also saw smth abt merch. please know that if theres ANYTHING with violet or candy (or raven but i dont see a lot of her) im buying it asa#CAN YOU IMAGINE IF THEY MADE THE TROPHIES FROM TS.4 REAL???? id actually die . i can carry my wife around w me....#extra thinkin abt violet cuz i was wearing my* wedding ring today and yesterday :]] <333#*i have a bunch of rings and ill just pick one and wear it where wedding rings go lol one day i might get an actual one but til then#my rings i got from claires will suffice
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If you've never seen the behind the scenes/bloopers/commentaries etc on Bones just know that David Boreanaz is actually so funny
#bones tv#bones fox#in the commentary on the ep where booth gets blown up by the fridge. while he was sitting in the hospital emily remarked that it looked#painful. and he was like oh yeah i actually threw myself around the room a whole bunch before this to really get into it. i tied myself to#the back of a bus#😭 SIR#I got an actual dvd set of Bones a while ago because it is THE comfort show for me and amazon randomly took it off prime and I cried#so now I have disks that nobody can take away from me and they come with bonus features!#also carla gallo (daisy) when she messes up a line defaults to 'im going to kill myself' WHICH. MOOD
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little floof has the best possible time at con, proceeds to spend the next month crying about it
#personal#not trying to be dramatic but i have actually cried a little two separate times tonight because i'm just so. happy. 😭#these past three-and-a-bit days have been packed to the brim with so much joy and excitement there was nowhere else for it to go#i feel so warm and just /happy/#i haven’t felt this much like myself in months and months i adore con#it just feels a little like home every year#it feels safe and full of joy and laughter and i can just dress up and be goofy with my friends#and getting to see my favorite guests brings me such infinite amounts of happiness#and all the interactions i have with them and how they REMEMBER ME and have started CALLING MY NAME IN THE HALLS TO SAY HI fjeiwoaf#and skip beat asking me if i’m coming to their next show every time they finish one#and shun giving me Super Top Secret Information today that they’d be performing in the traditional music concert & asking if i’ll be there#and them waving and smiling when they see me#jigoroh being so cute and going 'HI SARAH HI SARAH' and going for a high five when i went up to ask for a picture after their panel#and a bunch of them reposting my stories / posts on ig with the SWEETEST little thank you notes thanking me for coming#and them all telling me ‘see you next year!!’#anyway i cannot possibly explain it in words but this con honestly means so much to me and i love it so so much#and i’m just. right now. so happy. that there’s nowhere else for the joy to go but to leak out of my eyeballs
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Don’t let him deceive you he has a fake katana and will smack you with it.
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#harvey’s arts and stuff#original character#rottmnt oc#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles oc#I’m just doing a bunch of rottmnt oc stuff now lawl#I don’t remember if I posted Jpop before#but he’s a weeb hamster with kidcore aesthetic#his katana is actually a box cutter he’s just small#it breaks all the time and he cries#also he’s a self proclaimed enemy of the mad dogs#cuz theyre all teens and he’s 10
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