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afab!scar would be one kinky mf like i have so much to say about this guy
afab!scar x amab!reader nsfw under the cut mdni
face riding? yeah. he'd ride your face like there's no tomorrow, hands placed on your neck and squeezing just a tad bit as his thighs press on both sides of your head. he'd be so obnoxiously loud while you tongue fuck him too
biting? uh huh. he'd playfully bite your cheeks, your fingers and would hope that you'd retaliate when you fuck the shit out of him, biting so hard on his neck and collarbones that it would leave numerous bite marks and bruises, even draw blood he doesn't mind
spit play? yes. he'd open his mouth, tongue out and hearts in his eyes as you spit in his mouth. he'd also love it when you spit on his pussy, his ass, or anywhere as long as it was on him
and slap him like a whore, he'd love that. especially when he tries to provoke you, he'd love it so much if you give him a slap and tightly hold his jaw as you fuck him til he can't walk anymore. his face isn't the only thing he'd love for you to slap, do his ass and his clit as well
cuff him, too. keep his feet cuffed to the bed posts so he wouldn't be able to close his legs when you eat him out, drunk on his pussy and relentlessly swallowing his multiple orgasms until he's squirting all over your face
pound him in a full nelson position in front of a mirror and watch his swollen cunt as it spurts out both his cum and yours because it can't hold too much anymore. even fuck the cum back inside him with your fingers until he's so fucked out he’s turned into a dumb slut after the overstimulation
mark him by spoiling his womb with your seed, breed him until he's folded with your cock buried so deep inside his pussy while you choke the air out of him til he's light headed<33
#wuthering waves#wuthering waves scar#wuthering waves scar x reader#wuthering waves scar x male reader#scar x reader#scar x male reader#x reader#x male reader#wuthering waves fanfic#I NEED HIM SO BAD#LIKE I HAVENT BEEN THIS OBSESSED#IN A CHARACTER SINCE RATIO'S RELEAS#playable scar when??#he's so silly#if villain why so baby girl#I couldn't sleep thinking of him#im so ill#i shall miss his onigiri
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cursed kids v2 ⚠️👹
i've been a jjk first years stan since day one and have been wanting to redraw the first art i did featuring the three of them
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#kugisaki nobara#yuuji#megumi#nobara#fanart#jjk fanart#im so tired help but theyre DONE im sososoosos pleased with them#even yuuji who dug his heels in to th very end :'>>>#wow 2020 rly was 4 years ago huh#to my credit i still think the designs i came up with in th og r honestly really good???#obv i didn't do a fullbody redraw (n thank god fr that) so i couldn't include All my details and there were some things that i edited#but overall they r solid !!!! i rly regret tht i couldn't include nobara's fishnets dgfhs#gave her her bat instead . equivalent exchange :)#she has one in the original but i specifically remember being bummed that the pose didnt let me show the nails that were in it#so took Full advantage of the new pose here !! she has killed before and will kill again#other changes....yuuji's omamori earring n sword details r New! as is the decision to include his canon scars :> fits the vibe#megumi changed the least?? changed the tassels n colour of his shoulder kanji to match yuuji and gave him a cigarette to fill empty space#other than that i think th majority of his changes r just me getting better at drawing megu#god the edited poses make these designs sing im so happy i did this#these r my kids !!!!! they have grown with me!!!!!#i am very proud and also sleep deprived and i need to not look at these anymore
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okay but imagine. Thalia Grace, after Jason's death, in a fit of desperation, comes racing to Nico di Angelo, wanting him to summon his ghost, because she just wants to talk to her brother one last time. Before it's too late. Before he reaches Elysium, since the closest she could get to talking to her brother after he goes to the hero's paradise is through dreams, and that wasn't enough for her. Seeing his fragmented soul through dreams is not nearly good enough. She wants the message to reach him. The real him. Not a loomy remnant. She wants to apologise, as she feels her soul being hollowed out with guilt.
She should've looked for Jason, even after their mother told her that he's dead.
She shouldn't have been so busy with the hunters that she would have to cut their brother-sister conversation short.
She should've realised how much her brother craved her attention.
She should've come to the chb meeting that she'd promised jason she'd come to, she shouldn't have made her brother wait like a lost puppy.
The look in jason's eyes when she told him she'd have to leave was etched on to her face. Permanently scarring her soul.
She should've been a better sister. She failed him. She failed to make him feel wanted. She hoped Jason didn't face his death thinking that she didn't need him. Because Gods of Olympus, that would break her.
And she poured all of these gut wrenching thoughts to Nico, who suprisingly listened. Yes. Nico did resent Thalia for being in the hunters of Artemis, the same group that got his sister killed. But listening to Thalia pour her heart out to him, really hit a little too close to home. The daughter of Zeus seemed to echo a young nico, trying aimlessly to summon his sister's ghost to talk to her. They both had the same hollow red eyes, burning with hot tears streaming down, the same crease in the eyebrows, the same flicker of rage over their siblings's murder. At that moment, Thalia Grace looked as unthreatening as the king of all god's daughter could possibly look like.
But Nico was glad, that Thalia, atleast cared about her little brother to this extent. Up until this point, Nico had these lingering doubts if Bianca had really cared about him like this, she had dropped everything to join the hunters after all. Hearing Thalia talk about jason had healed his inner child. Maybe big sisters do think about their younger brothers, no matter how busy they appear to be... So he complied to her wishes. She deserved closure from her brother's death. It would do Jason some good too.
He poured all of his concentration into summoning the son of Jupiter, as Thalia anxiously chewed on her nails, pacing around the murky woods in anticipation. Until a wispy figure with rimmed glasses and neatly cropped hair, appeared in front of them.
"Hello, sis."
Nico di Angelo and Thalia Grace were more or less the same, when it came to wanting to make amends with their deceased sibling.
Except Thalia was the older sister who wanted her younger brother back, And Nico was the younger brother who wanted his older sister back.
#I sobbed while writing this btw#Like no joke. There are droplets of tears in my phone screen#I couldn't sleep last night#bc I just kept thinking abt how Thalia would've felt#To get her younger brother back years later only to lose him again#Tbh id be fucking pissed at the fates lol#But I realised that Thalia and nico really parallel eachother#But the roles are reversed#nico di angelo#thalia grace#jason grace#bianca di angelo#pjo#pjo fandom#pjo hoo#percy jackson#pjo series#pjo hoo toa#pjo toa#annabeth chase#hazel levesque#frank zhang#leo valdez#piper mclean
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giggling I love them so much
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm jack#mcsm nurm#jack mcsm#nurm mcsm#Nurm no you can't say that!!!!!!!!!#I think I'm hilarious#minecraft villager#NGL I kinda just couldn't think of what to make him say#But this is funnier cause we don't understand him anyway#He could be saying ANYTHING#N e ways it's late I should go sleep. Night night guys#Nurm deserves to go apeshit send tweet
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My thing about Veth potentially venturing into polyamory is that I do think everyone involved would be perfectly fine with it and happy to help her experiment, and I think that no matter how they do it, it would not fix her. This isn't to say that she wouldn't get any benefit out of trying! It's just to say that it's not a solution to her actual problem, because I genuinely don't think the problem is that she's lacking any one thing that would make her life complete.
Fundamentally, I think Veth struggles with the idea that there will come a point at which she has to settle. Not in a bad way, just in the sense that she is one person with one life and she will have to live within those bounds. Because the thing is, I don't really think her issue ends at struggling to "have it all"; to an extent she does! She is a good parent, even if her kid is a little rebellious; her marriage is supportive (and has fun sex); she gets to go off to save the world with Yeza's blessing on occasion, when the world needs saving. She doesn't have all of these things all the time, but... that's not really a flaw, that's just a fact of life.
But she started out her adult life settling to an extent—even if she loved Yeza and loved being Luc's mom, she did the safe thing that was expected of her. The goblin attack and everything that transpired after shoved her out of that life, but in retrospect, to an extent it likely feels that that pushed her to find something more that she wouldn't have had otherwise. Being pushed to her limit under the worst conditions made her better, stronger, braver, and at the end of it she found that she could have both her original life and much of her new life—so why wouldn't she then wonder if further experiences of that ilk could do the same?
Crucially, she has not actually run up against a hard limit yet, and as such she hasn't had reason to believe that there is a point at which she has to stop and recognize that there isn't more for her to find. When she was drinking more heavily during missions, even when it caused the death of herself or others, there were no long-term consequences. And the thing is, I'm not saying that she should face that kind of major consequence, but she seems as though she is scared to accept that maybe she could be happy if she stopped before she does.
I'm also not suggesting that she should stop experimenting or trying new things—the Luxon knows I am not one to talk in that realm—but I do think she is searching for novelty not because that would make her happy, but because she doesn't believe that she has the capacity to know what would make her happy. She was unaware that polyamory was even an option, so think of what else she might not be aware of! She doesn't have perfect knowledge of the world, after all, so how can she trust that she's found what she really wants? So yeah, she could fuck someone else, and it might even be an enjoyable experience that she didn't know was missing! But that only prolongs the question of what else she might be missing.
I think that deep down, she's terrified that if she doesn't keep pushing until that external hard limit, she will end up with regrets later, and simultaneously she is resentful that her friends all seem to have reached a point where they are largely content with what they have, because she wants them to have everything. She wants herself to have everything. And she has not yet allowed herself to come to terms with the fact that only she can determine when the everything of what she already has is enough, and anything else is the cherry on top.
#but also she should still try polyamory. because it'd be very funny.#I just think she should corner essek with a knife after sleeping with caleb like 'SURELY YOU WEREN'T ACTUALLY OKAY WITH THAT YOU LIAR'#(because she still feels guilty and unsatisfied and she couldn't possibly be the one keeping herself from being content. nosiree lmao.)#but in all seriousness hilariously I think she should talk to essek about it cuz I think he would actually relate most lmao#and he does seem to be doing well with it! like he's living within the bounds of what will keep him alive sure#but he's also doing so in such a way that's like#I can't have my cake and eat it too but I can be content eating the cake#like look. as an essek girlie. do you think I do not relate lmao. BUT the important point is that it really is up to you#you can do what you want forever! but you also have to live with that.#critical role#cr spoilers#cr meta#veth brenatto
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More dude and bruh texts
#UTDR#UTMV#My Art#Cross Sans#Epic Sans#Kross ship#Kinda? Implied maybe?#These two share a bed regardless of relationship. I've just decided#Maybe implied krepic? Because Wick is in my head lol#Epic's collection of pictures of Killer sleeping on Cross grows#He has a whole album on his phone and if Cross knew he would probably combust#Anyway I woke up at 4am and couldn't get back to sleep and my brain would NOT let go of this idea#Drawing this like I'm exorcising the thought out of my head lol#Epic doesn't wanna sleep because nightmares but he does wanna use his bro like a bodypillow real quick#Killer's doing it like every night he must be missing something#Speaking of. Nightmare did see and he does not care#He thinks nothing of sharing a bed because they all do it constantly so this must be normal#His reaction was ''oh good you can wake Killer and tell him too''#And assumes the immense embarrassment coming off Cross is cause he got caught sleeping#TW suicide#Cross is just being dramatic but y'know just to be safe#This is the 3rd thing I've started drawing that involves Killer and Cross and cuddling#I need to finish and post the other two still but this is becoming a pattern lol#Anyway I have to do a shot of cold medicine and go be at work ����
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TILL
#alnst#alien stage#alien stage till#alnst till#till alien stage#listen. i am sorry.#anyway do you think about the fact that some people couldn't recognize till in the r6 teaser#do you think itll be harder to recognize him now#anyways um. once again i am sorry#i originally planned more for tills birthday#but some things came up. theres been heavy rains in my area#my room ended up flooding. i am now sleeping on the living room floor#please bear with me#this is all i got.....#lowkey projected onto him here bc. same. this is lowkey how i be feeling#sorry that was so unnecessary eugh.#anyways this is a scheduled post#at 12am this will post so#good morning! happy birthday till!#i DO have more till posts lined up just saving them for a more appropriate time#para.art
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Scorpions from the past
#the Scorpions are a reference to his comics and past trauma#i definitely think that ghost would have triggers or moments where he beeaks down and some of them are during really bad moments#also i post more soapghost on twitter#It's 7am and I have yet to sleep but my mind is only thinking about the next part of the comic#simon would most likely disassociate and ghost would take over#soap would blame himself because he couldn't calm him down in time to not let ghost come out#If he hadn't pressed his mouth closed so hard or bs able to properly calm down#that he wouldn't have to build this wall up again.#i also think ghost would come out especially when he realizes that Simon's directly putting not only soap but himself in harm's way#But the comfort bits where soap slowly softens ghost back up by just spending time near him#telling jokes and getting simon to realise he's safe again so he doesn't need to put up the walls#but soaps inability to help was the final straw that let ghost out so it'll be really rough to loosen his walls again#simon riley#ghostsoap#john mactavish#soapghost#fanart#mw2 fanart
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Mother
#Teru seeing loving parents and their children and even if he accepted his parents literaly left him alone#even if he is used to it#it still hurt so much#also i can imaginr he would struggle with some self guilt thinking what had he done that his parents left him#Imagine little Teru waking up from a nightmare in the middle of night and not having anyone to go to cry to or to have a hug#waking up in the middle of night abd there is only darkness silence and only himself#i think he would talk outloud to at least feel better#nothingbizzare art#sorry i couldn't sleep at night thinking of this#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart#teruki hanazawa#mob psycho fanart#artist on tumblr#kageyama shigeo#shigeo kageyama#hanazawa teruki#the design u see now with Teru is my like post confession arc desing like when his hair just grows out
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Happy birthday my baby boy my present to you is my first ever fully finished comic
#genzen#zengen#genya x zenitsu#genya shinazugawa#zenitsu agatsuma#muichirou tokitou#himejima gyomei#muichiro tokito#himejima gyoumei#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#I've been agonizing over the idea of their first ever sleepover ouygeudgdggjdhgjj#it's so funny bc the only reason I started drawing this comic is literally just bc I wanted to draw zen with a nightbrace 💀#I must project my adolescent orthodontic pain and struggle onto zenitsu agatsuma or else my life will end#I imagine this is like. they're not quite yet all the way friends but they're getting there hehe#little do yall know what this will blossom into.......#the last page is supposed to be like. zen listening to genyas heartbeat slowing down while he falls asleep hehehe#speaking of the last page#I completely forgot to draw the nightbrace on those last two panels LMFAOOOOO OOPS#this comic has spawned genuinely just. some of my favorite Genya drawings I've ever made#especially the one of him yawning it's so. ouywghdhj. my gneys.#there was gonna be an extra page after the this is nice panel where zen is all relaxed and sleeping#and then just. gets woken back up by the most HORRIFIC beastly sounding snore possible from Genya#but i couldn't figure out how to draw it so i just left it on a sweet note hehehe#never in my life did I think I would draw as many statues of Buddha as I have. thanks Genya.#speaking of it always very much surprises zen to find out that Genya is like fully and wholly religious he does not seem like the type atAL
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I fear Kevin Day is the type of person whose struggle always came second. He funcioned enough that while everyone knew he wasn't alright, it was also nobody's problem, as someone else was actively having a harder time and they took precedence. He internalises all his problems and keeps going and going but he is fueled by alchool and sheer desperation a 100% of the time. If he were to stop for even a second he wouldn't know how to start again.
Did he ever, at somepoint in his life -away from the ex foxes, a pro player, married to Thea- wish he had it worse, just so that maybe it would have been his turn being saved? Being first? How badly would he feel, just one second after thinking it, because he knows damn well he has enough trauma to fill a stadium and he isn't actually jealous of his friends that had it worse, he isn't . That's a fucked up thing to think, stop it, stop it.
Would he still drink himself into a stupor to shoote the ache, to banish the thought? That's the help he got, when he was at his worst, a drink, and then two, and then a thousand. And it worked, it made him go, it picked him up when he was down, and now he can't get down without crashing.
Did he wish to be saved? Did he hope somebody, anybody, took the time and put in the effort to help him, just because they saw him down, not because he begged, but because they noticed he could use a hand. Or two, actually. Was it torment, to always be under the spotlight, yet never been seen? Did he run toward fame hoping the more eyes on him meant it would be easier to be noticed?
#this spurred from a series of posts about kevin always fumbling the men in his life#and yeah. he really is always second place#he supposedly ends up with thea which. what the fuck.#to me that alone speaks volumes about how out of everyone in aftg he is the one that starts and end basically at the same level of struggle#this is also about the part in the EC where he talks to wymack about Bee#and look i love bee and Andrews’s relationship he really does deserve her#but kevin is right to say that she is his and he can't have her#they text each other#kevin needs and deserves to have his own therapist#someone that is his alone#it breaks my heart to think about this boy#he wont even ask for it#he says: she's Andrew's#and that's it to him#it is true and unchangeable and nothing can be done ablut it#and never thinks okay maybe someone else could be to me what she is to him#and no one else says it either#im sleep deprived this is killing me i had to get it out#kevin day#you deserve the world#nobody even wanted to listen to you talk about history#you are easier to deal with when drunk#you don't have to words nor will to fight them on either of these fronts#you ask once and when you are denied you neverask again dont you#aftg#these are the types of people that end up killing themselves and everyone is surprised at first and then goes...oh yeah he had a hard time#but we couldn't imagine it was that bad#we wish he told us
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I don't understand people who say that Gwen and Miles don't have to end up together just because they're a girl and a boy and how a girl and a boy can be just friends but at the same time those people claim that Gwen and Hobie most likely slept together when she stayed over just because they're...you know...a girl and boy, and that a girl and a boy can't be just friends...
#also when they believe that someone who's afraid of human touch like gwen who couldn't stop thinking about miles most likely slept with#someone else?????#while she was longing for a whole different guy#and that hobie wouldn't help a homeless girl unless she sleeps with him#and y'all call yourselves fans who totally understand the movie lol#gwen stacy#hobie brown#miles morales#spider punk#spider man#spider woman#ghost spider#spider gwen#spider man across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#Spiderverse#also i forgot to mention that she's only sixteen and the last thing i needed when i had problems like her in that age was sex#her whole character arc was about making friends not doing strangers
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My friend wasn't at Career school today so I did this and sent it to them to make their day
Spot the difference! (please tell me I'm not the only one please tell me I'm not the only one-)
#punch out#don flamenco#sleeping beauty#I couldn't stop thinking about this for a long ass time#FUCKING LOOK AT HIM#dramatic mf#I apologize for the poor quality and shitty comparison
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Personal reference sheets look like shit.
Anyway I had to make sure I wouldn't forget so I HAD TO draw him like this
He can chop off my ass.
He CAN lure Megatron between his thighs and he WILL smash his head off.
It's not done and I don't think it ever will be c:
( maybe one day, If I find the motivation to do so)
The whole thing behind the cut
It has the potential :>
#transformers#maccadam#transformers idw#starscream#A FUCKING TWINK#I couldn't sleep without thinking about him#My baby screamer#Idk how to draw alt modes#So ignore that lmao
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draw bill as discord from mlp
Biscord
#this is actually the second drawing of him I'm doing. I couldn't decide on his wing color. blue or red?#here it's blue byt I think red fits the whole design more overall. although discord's design is atrocious so maybe blue?#the other drawing is better I swear#posting this now and going to sleep. Hopefully someone will help me decide on his wing color#(I've already decided actually. just need other opinions too)#ask#anonymous#mlp#my little pony#discord#gravity falls#gravity falls au#bill cipher#biscord#art#fanart#traditional art#watercolor#I hate Discord's design so much it's impossible to draw#mlp discord#my little pony discord
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mmm Sebagrell but it's them resting in bed again at midnight, Grell is sleeping on Sebastian like usual using him as a pillow and Seb is trying to read a book. But next thing you know Sebastian blinks and wakes up to find Grell finally on her side of the bed but only because Ciel is in between them because the boy had a nightmare and couldn't sleep alone so Grell let him sleep in their bed with them, so it's basically a mini family sleepover which Seb is still trying to figure out how he got in this situation in the first place
#Grell was the one who let Ciel sleep in since Seb was out cold for once and she couldn't say no to him since she felt bad but also was tired#will I draw this later maybe I dont know life was getting funky yesterday gulps lol#black butler#kuroshitsuji#grell sutcliff#grelle sutcliff#sebastian michaelis#sebagrell#sebagrelle#ciel phantomhive#our ciel#o!ciel#also sebagrell being ciels parents because let that boy have a second chance of having parents#dadbastian#mombastian#momma grell#I think thats the tag I dont remember#mono yaps
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