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lady-phasma · 6 months

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Feyd-Rautha Harkonnen - Dune: Part 2 (70% speed)

#did we need this slowed to 70%? probably not #I couldn’t sleep so I did it anyway #I can’t stop watching the micro movements of his tongue #unhinged #my gif #feyd #feyd rautha harkonnen #feyd rautha #dune #dune part two #dune part 2 #austin butler

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smilesrobotlover · 10 months

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Thank you @skyloftian-nutcase for the idea :)

I wrote this fic a while ago, I think it’s posted on AO3 about Sky and Hyrule finding a great fairy, and I wrote about Sky suffering in the snow cuz my dude has probably never been cold in his life. Skyloft seems to be a warming temperature, or maybe he’s used to more chilly air cuz he’s so high up, but he’s probably never experienced snow, so I did a continuation of him having hypothermia but it didn’t go anywhere. But I wanted to draw more snow stuff so I drew Sky suffering in the snow with Time trying to help him. All swaddled up in his sailcloth </3 rip

Also this is not au! The original fic was Lu but this is not! Please don’t tag it as such!

#bruh drawing poses are so hard fr #oh well #I couldn’t find a good reference for this pose so I winged it #wung it?#wunged it #lol #anyways #link between links #lbl time #lbl Sky #time make sure sky is awake #he can’t sleep fr #I did a lot of research on hypothermia #but hey he’s kinda desperate to get out of the wind so #I LOVE painting snow

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goldenhypen · 5 months

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guys i was so fortunate and lucky to get to see enhypen irl tonight :’) sooo grateful omg it was so good and i’m going coocoo bonkers crazier than ever rn

#hoping everyone here one day gets the opportunity to see these boys irl cuz omg it’s just unreal #it’s srsly only now hitting me that i actually did indeed see them irl #cuz i just never thought i would ever get to #i would share pics but tbh my seats were not v good and i couldn’t afford vip so T-T #my pics are horrendous (i’m actually just gatekeeping my jake pics /j)#anyways maybe i’ll share some once i go through all of them #for now i have to sleep and recover from everything tonight cuz omg #i’m actually losing it jake omg what a man #it was jay’s night (cuz it’s jay’s hometown - welcome back jay 🥹) but i’m sorry whenever my focus wasn’t on jay for 80% of the other times #it was on jake #probably more but i WAS PAYING ATTNETION YO THE KTHER MEMBERS #i’m not just a solo jake stan ok #also jake came to our side THE LEAST SO I WAS JUST STARING AT HIS BACK THE WHOLE TIME #yet ig he just has that strong of a hold on me that he’s the only one on my mind since the concert #and before the concert let’s be real and during the concert let’s be real #i’m so delusional rn u guys it’s actually insane #ok sorry i actually gtg now ok gn byee #em speaks

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umemiyan · 4 months

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man one summer i had to sleep on my mom’s couch in the little apartment because there was no bed/room for me…. god i’m so appreciative of my new mattress LOL

#rambles.#i did get cuddles from the kitties tho. but one of them is so big i couldn’t move #that summer sucked major ass my sleep was so screwed i was so depressed i started developing dissociation/depersonalization problems #i used to have to get up and take my brother to the bus stop for summer school #i eventually would just stay awake through the night until then #and when i got back i would crawl into my mom’s bed and sleep while she was at work lmfao #sorry i feel like oversharing again. i feel like it helps me because sometimes i almost forget about this stuff especially in therapy lol #anyways ✌🏻

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imperpetuallylost · 7 months

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kinda crazy but…

im gay for you

:o no way i’m also gay for u <3

#also i’m fucking exhausted it was a long ass day of robot #i broke down crying for no reason in the middle of my last tech interview for drama #because i was so fucking stressed abt hosting the robotics comp this weekend and waiting on college decisions #and also two of my friends were like in the hospital at the time #one bc they hadn’t eaten in like a week because of an ed and we’re doing really badly #and the other because they had to get stitches bc of sh #but i couldn’t really explain alllll of that to my drama teacher #anyway #i did hear back from one of the schools tho!!!!! and i got in!!!!!!#but they didn’t give me as much money as i would have needed to commit there #so like i probably won’t end up going even tho i really loved the school and it’s kinda my top choice #and also the accepted students days all conflict and i ended up signing up for one that would mean id miss the end of district champs #for robotics if we qualify #which my hopes are vaguely high this year #but now i’m gonna have to miss part of it if we do ://///#and the other more competitive one i’m waiting on hearing from some time this weekend i’ve been checking the portal like every twenty minute #it’s really bad #anyway i’m gonna go take a shower and then go to sleep before i drive myself to another breakdown #idk why the tags of this ask was my place to say all of this but it sure was

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marshmall0w-d3ath · 1 month

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SOTD featuring an unrelated doodle I doodled at 12am (based off LPS 156 :p)

#sotd #this song was stuck in my head allllll day yesterday #I could not sleep bcuz it kept playing #and while I was drawing #but I’m good now I got enough sleep :p #also I couldn’t stop thinking abt this rly old OC I tried to make in middle school #her name was Alex and she had lots of freckles and loved cheeseburgers #that’s all I had #she was my pride and joy #for like a week LOL #but I kinda wanna bring her back :p #she was also incredibly shy #I remember I would draw fake tumblr asks for my OCs and I think she was one of them XDDD #that also reminds me of drawcast 🥺 I fr actually did a ask my OCs for my first ever ones and it was sooooooooo silly #IM OLD #bring back the 2010s #maybe I should start typing this as actual text on the post #and not hashtags #but it’s so comfy here :3 #anyway baiiiii #doodle #littlest pet shop #Spotify

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faggotwalkwithme · 2 months

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qaughhhhxhdhbebrrh

#everything is bad rn.#just had to get out of car after road trip (i’m sitting in the back) which is always bad #bad*#there’s a huge sleeping bag that was next to me which had the worst fucking texture ever #and my mum was constantly brushing against i with her clothes which also have a bad texture and together they made the worst fucking sound #there’s a kid in front of me who has been annoying me all day #and she always drags her fingers along the roof of the car and the seats and the sleeping bag and i can’t stand it #anyway just as i was about to go out #i dropped my phone and o couldn’t get it out again it was stuck in the trunk of the car #so i had to get out without my phone which is fine i don’t need to use my phone all the time but i like to hold it #it makes me feel more comfortable holding like. idk that shape and weight and stuff IDK it’s weird #but yeah i had to wait until the bags all got unloaded to get my phone back but before i got it back i went to the bathroom #which i couldn’t find so my dad asked the staff of the hotel where one was but he called me his mf daughter #😁👍#then i went to the bathroom #cried #my mum came into the bathroom and i hate it when she does this and i knew she was going to and she did #she called out my deadname in the public bathroom and told #me she had my phone #and i was so fucking stressed o did not want to talk i still do not want to talk #so i was just like ok #and she was like Ok???? like i had killed her fucking parents or something #so i had to be like thank you while i was having a meltdown #cleaned myself up and now i’m in the room and it’s hot and i don’t like it but whatever #shut up mars #:(

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cr0wc0rpse · 5 months

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I went to the club last night for real and all day have been recovering. Not because I had any substances. I only had a bottle of slightly cold water. But because I have a headache all the time and I’m already sensitive to noise (everything loud) and it turns out being in a very loud location for 3 hours straight will give you a headache and sleeping it off won’t work. And you’ll spend the whole day laying down and sleeping on and off because of how bad the headache is. But! The club itself was fun :-) goth and full of beautiful cool goth people

#like once I got in the uber home the headache started and I thought that sleep would help #because it usually does #and it did not. I woke up with immediate headache and it was awful all day. couldn’t even move without extra pain #like I’ve been immobile 90% of the day. still in very pain. but more manageable #anyway. the experience was very fun #a goth girl complimented my outfit and said I was hot so like. win #and of course the music was fun. cities in dust by siouxsie and the banshees was played at one point #yaaaay goth/darkwave/industrial music #dead text

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shatterthefragments · 6 months

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Actually before I go like. I’d seen the video of IVs scream in Rain and I just previously thought “oh how nice that adds a lot” but today in the car I thought. Wait? Is there? So I turned the volume up to 40 (I usually have it between 23-29 on the highway) and uh. 😳 That was the very first time I noticed Vessel’s scream in Rain.

I should perhaps listen more closely if headphones???

#I am Not entertaining thoughts of losing my hearing rn #bc I would be SALTY AF as I wear earplugs to all concerts #and work is the loudest bc oven and proofer and microwave beeps all the time #and the oven fans #and the Music and the customers and the coolers have fans and the freezer too and just. it’s so LOUD 😭#and they say ‘no hearing protection needed’#AND THE FUCKING BREAD SLICER TOO #rattle rattle motherFUCKER #though. I have been VERY scared of it (I did also work in fast food which is also LOUD) when I couldn’t hear an instructor hardly at all #from the middle of the room #I spent the two courses I took with him (he’s lovely) sitting right in front of him so I could hear I was. extremely distraught.#but anyway. since then I’m more likely to sit near the front of a classroom #Rain (sleep token)#shatters’ fragments #and also bc I’m super sensitive to sound #(that I hear)#I can’t discern very well on radio like at all like actual ass maritime radios #but like. when I listen in earbuds or headphones I’m almost always on the lowest volume #and sometimes it seems too loud 😔

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gremistired · 8 months

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Good evening everyone! Haven’t been toooo active cus 1, I have been going through a lil bit of an art block for utmv art (which sucks cus I’m still heavily hyperfixated) and 2! I’ve been working a lot on getting my arg ready for my friends, so that’s what’s been consuming me

Oh and there’s another thing, waiting on adopts I bought! :D

Came up with the genius(/sar) idea to combat my design block with just buying adopts to get the character in my mind, and it’s been successful! Still waiting on one of them but the one I got today is just so gorgeous I’m so happy to have him

Anyways you may be wondering why I’m here, weeelllll I decided to combat my art block by drawing my characters in lil expression challenge things, and for this guy I uh…

I got carried away-

Anyways meet cosmo!! Or cosmos!error! :D might change his nickname but I love this flamboyant lil guy and I’m so happy to have him in my hands (oh btw the eyeshadow isn’t a skull design thing he manually applies it)

Anyways rambles over eat up gremlins I’m going to sleep (it’s like almost 3am as I’m posting this-)

#oc art #digital art #undertale oc #undertaleau #utmv #i’m so silly #I shit you not I like was so autistic over this guy #like sick to the stomach autistic #I couldn’t sleep all day waiting for a response #did y’all know I have autism?#anyways rambles over

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deus-ex-mona · 2 years

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why can’t this week just end alreadyyyyyyy

#rant about the week incomin’ in the tags bc ‘complaining’ is my unofficial middle name #this week has *not* been my week so far and it’s only wednesday morning #my horrible week commenced on sunday night when i was unable to sleep bc my pillow was oriented wrong #thus i had a grand total of 1 hour of sleep which was not very poggers tbh. so i tried to sleep on the train but…#the guy next to me??? kept swaying to lean on my shoulder??? so i hunched over to avoid physical contact but he just landed on my back??#so that sucked balls. i kept having to wake up to push him away with my bag and then trying to go back to sleep.#but then!!! just as i fell asleep after one such instance!!! the guy’s phone alarm went off????? like?? why???? why would you set an alarm??#we’re on a friggin train mannnnn!!!!! why did you have to set an alarm?????????????#and ofc when the dude finally alighted (and i was asleep) he just *had* to jab me in the side with his elbow when he got up. ಠ_ಠ #so that’s how i knew the rest of the week was gonna be just ✨peachy✨#anyways manning 2 workstations (+ 1 bonus ‘mini’ workstation) on 1h of sleep isn’t very fun. esp if you’re incompetent af like me #and ofc there just had to be problems too. like the printers couldn’t print (and the systems crashed everytime i tried to print something)#and this sample running software kept closing itself in the middle of running samples so that was a pain to deal with #and tuesday (yesterday) wasn’t much better. in fact it was ✨worse✨. none of the 2 workstations could get started till like 10am and aaaaaa—#to make matters worse i had stubbed my toe so badly in the morning that my skin tore. so walking was ✨much pain✨ as well :(#and ofc yesterday had to be the one day where i had to walk back and forth an unnecessarily high number of times >:( sadded #and ofc they *had* to have an hour-long meeting about something or other towards the end of the workday when i had yet to eat my lunch >:(#(fell asleep during the meeting though bc it was boring as balls whoops)#and i could only take a half-hour break after that >:((( i wanted my full hour dammitttttttt #and ofc it was raining when i left and ofc it took like 25 mins for me to hail a taxi on this booking app bc i didn’t want to take the train #and ofccccc i misheard the taxi driver when he arrived and he roasted my chinese speaking skills. and ofcccc we were caught in a traffic jam #(i had a really nice hour long nap in the cab though so thanks traffic jam)#and thus ended my terrible 2 past weekdays. i’m drained af and it’s *only* wednesday morning????!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i’m mentally looping anzu no uta (imascg) to cope. ‘nu-uh i don’t wanna work’ so true anzu #i just wanna sleeeeeeep and wake up this weekend or sth idk it’s too early in the year for this #it is suiyoubi my dudes #may spam self-rb my monster-length character image/gif posts later to cope. you have been warned

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romijuli · 1 year

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Son boy!!!!

#i couldn’t sleep and wanted this card so I went down and did a ten pull #also bloomed lp ssr Azami but this ain’t about him #anyway if the Sakuya likers haven’t seen him bloomed yet good fucking luck

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floral-hex · 1 year

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Denim jacket came in the other day. It’s a hefty boy. Heavy heavy. Sleeves are kind of long, but I have nefarious plans for them, so it should work out. Stocked up on supplies. Big bucket. Big bleach. Armful of fabric dyes in varying shades of black and yellow. It’s been in the 100°s here, and I already sweat like a swamp beast. Strictly fall & winter wear. Plenty of time to make something garish and gauche. It’s a good distraction. My life is falling apart. I need good distractions.

#I have very little idea of what I’m doing but I like that #I like when people have no idea what they’re doing but they try to do it anyway #I’m hoping it at least makes it unique #it’s easy to think outside of the box when you have no idea what the box is #just let me get a little hyped for this please #my life right now is… not great #I need little victories #I spent last night cleaning and crying and I’m just so tired #I have no idea what I’m doing. in general. in life. right now. I’m lost.#no no this post is about a jean jacket #no moping allowed #I can’t wait to huff bleach in my tiny bathroom #I need a fucking hug #and weed. and sleep. and lots of affection. I can get one of those. the other two… blegh 🫤#I actually probably don’t need drugs and I couldn’t get any if I did. not unless I want to drive 3-4 hrs across state lines…#…which… I have thought a lot about this past week. I’m one bad day away from it I swear #I just… I can’t handle this. I can. but it’s hard. I just want to rest and not feel like my world is ending #Ian shut up #okay kisses #you can ignore this #text

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pepprs · 2 years

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my brain is so fucking evil for the dream i just burst awake from. what is WRONG with me.

#purrs #i can’t even say what it is LMFAOOO like it was just. it was just so PERFECTLY engineered to be upsetting based on very very recent #information i had absorbed and now im awake at 9am andni went to bed after 3:30 anyway bc i couldn’t sleep but i WAJT to sleep more but i #also don’t so i can hang out and have time to myself today outside of packing the stupid kitchen. but im so fucking mad about this dream.#WHAT THE FUCK. why did i dream that. now i feel weird and anxious and i want to throw my phone into a river. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!#i can’t say what it is bc it’s a) a topic no one ever talks about b) that happens to be one of the things on this earth that upsets me most #except it’s normal for literally everyone else so im trapped in the psychic prison and can never tak about it on top of how embarrassing it #would be if it did bc it’s like a joke but i actually feel it so hard and unironically. but omg iwwish i could wring out my brain i feel so #like poisoned by this dream now and i won’t be able to stop thinking about it. head in hands #delete later

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cloneboywonder · 1 year

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I almost accidentally texted my boss that “it’s so hard being a teenage girl in her 20s” :-(

#I also almost told her I couldn’t come in bc I couldn’t trust myself to keep up my little work persona #but I also powered through and didn’t say that #I could’ve tho she doesn’t care what I say #idk I called off summer school this week and like my bad bc I did in fact sign up to do it 💀 but dear god I would die if I lost it #I haven’t cried at this job yet (outside of injury but thats legal crying 🙏) and I will not be breaking my streak #it’s fine we were way over staffed to begin with and half the kids have job placements so like I’d be bored out of my mind anyway #I’m just going to go back to sleep and then go see my mom #I hope Andy printed my little pieces for my costume but when I asked him last night he kept being like ohhh I lose the blah blah #you’re missing parts 😐 of my 600 dollar printer 😐 that I left with you because you said you’d take care of it if I let you use it 😐#ough it’s fine if there any more problems then idk Lydia’s GODD at problem solving and she will be here tomorrow night well at midnight we #so we are probs just coming right home and going to sleep but we have 2 days to get crisis work done if we have to #I’m so lonely I’m going back to sleep #my apologies to my students lol #I HEART 8 AM PERSONAL DIARY POSTING I’m getting such a good grade from my doctor when I tell her #my posts

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diari0deglierrori · 1 year

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Can’t this day be over already I just can’t stand seeing the date all the time and being reminded of it all again

#it keeps bringing me back to that day #I’ve been thinking about it since last night couldn’t sleep because of it #had a panic attack too which I hadn’t had in a while #so yeah I truly can’t get over it despite living like I was yk I never really talk about how I felt when it happened #nor how I feel about it now and didn’t mention it to anyone today because I didn’t want to make them sad as well #except someone did in the family gc and it also ended up pissing me off because even then they’re so annoying #and I know it’s something that happens to anyone at some point and all that and some people have it way worse than me but fuck does it still #hurt like a bitch #guess it’s yet another reason why I should go to therapy but since that’s not happening anytime soon apparently I rant about it here #I couldn’t even cry about it freely all day because it spent it with my brother and I don’t want to remind him of that either #maybe they all feel like that too inside but we don’t really talk about that #anyway!#3h23 more to go and I’ll be free (I won’t but at least I’ll have less reasons to think about it)

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