#3h23 more to go and I’ll be free (I won’t but at least I’ll have less reasons to think about it)
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Can’t this day be over already I just can’t stand seeing the date all the time and being reminded of it all again
#it keeps bringing me back to that day#I’ve been thinking about it since last night couldn’t sleep because of it#had a panic attack too which I hadn’t had in a while#so yeah I truly can’t get over it despite living like I was yk I never really talk about how I felt when it happened#nor how I feel about it now and didn’t mention it to anyone today because I didn’t want to make them sad as well#except someone did in the family gc and it also ended up pissing me off because even then they’re so annoying#and I know it’s something that happens to anyone at some point and all that and some people have it way worse than me but fuck does it still#hurt like a bitch#guess it’s yet another reason why I should go to therapy but since that’s not happening anytime soon apparently I rant about it here#I couldn’t even cry about it freely all day because it spent it with my brother and I don’t want to remind him of that either#maybe they all feel like that too inside but we don’t really talk about that#anyway!#3h23 more to go and I’ll be free (I won’t but at least I’ll have less reasons to think about it)
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