#I could be overreacting

[lovebvni]

I will be honest, something that bothers me is when I say I am a Christian shifter, people believes I’m conservative. I, indeed, am not. I just believe in God and that He’s over it all.

I believe in other gods and deities. I work with them. I do tarot. I do and say things that go against the typical Christian. That does not mean I am less holy than you. That does not mean I am a demon. It just means I see the world differently than you.

I am not going to ever force my religion down your throat. If I ever do, or seem like I am, call me out immediately. I will warn you I have different beliefs, and I will state them as I see them, but I will never tell you that you have to conform to what I believe.

My religion does not change my belief in the spiritual realm or processes.

[asmogorna]

zombie ..

waywood doodle that im NOT happy with because my CAMERA didnt capture the COLORS RIGHT😒😒😒

[delphinidin4]

The first time I read Jane Austen's novels, I was about the age of most of the heroines. A year or two younger than confident Elizabeth Bennet, a few years older than naive Catherine Morland, etc. For the most part, I didn't even think about it.

I vividly remember re-reading Persuasion when I was the precise age of Anne Eliot. She was even born in '87 (1787), while I was born in '86 (1986), so whenever they mentioned years in the past, I knew just how old she was at that time and just where I had been in life at the same age. (She and Wentworth broke up in '06, for instance, which was my sophomore year of college.) It was a fascinating experience, especially considering how much of that book is specifically ABOUT her age and her point in life.

....I am now rereading Sense and Sensibility at the age of 38, which means I am the age of Colonel Brandon and Mrs. Dashwood, rather than Elinor and Marianne and I CANNOT stop thinking about it.

[epicvampiretime]

‘we need to normalize male friendships’ being said in response to jayvik got me thinking.

where were these people when the same thing happened, but with a man and a woman?? when the same thing has happened in media for literal decades, where a man and a woman cant even be near eachother or god forbid FRIENDS without it turning into something. most if not all movies end w the guy getting the girl. they can never be platonic. never.

what if i said the same thing abt timebomb? how would those same people react? if i said that friendships between men nd women need to be normalized?

maybe we should normalize friendships between men nd women first. just a thought !

[cezqstar]

haven’t been active in the rykter fandom in awhile, but i’ve seen quite a lot of opinions floating around on here & twt that i had quite a lot of thoughts about!

someone said the show is queerbaiting… and i genuinely cannot believe how anyone can see a character figuring out his queer identity and only see the matherik ship & dumb it down to queerbaiting.

edit: i want to clarify this part i said on queerbaiting because i didn’t articulate my thoughts in depth. at the end of season 2, mathias initiated a kiss with erik ultimately implying his queer identity. and his season 3 storyline has confirmed him as a queer character, who is crushing on erik & struggling with acceptance whilst getting bullied by his ex-best friend. however, erik’s pov is open to interpretation, which leaves a lot of space for fan theories (that i eat tf up) but at the moment, that’s all they are. fan theories. erik’s actions can be interpreted as both platonic & non-platonic, and i don’t see the show dangling matherik in the audiences faces. since they’re very focused on mathias’ story and his perspective rather than erik’s. whose own story seems to focus on him hanging around the wrong crowd and his questionable behaviour. it leaves the storyline open to go down two very different routes: erik could have his own queer realisation and the two of them eventually end up together. or mathias’ has unrequited feelings for his straight (or aro 👀) friend but those feelings helped him with his own queer journey to acceptance. and i think with how they’ve set erik up, it could genuinely go either way and make sense.

^^ that’s why i believe the queerbaiting claims are a stretch.

it’s become very clear why people began watching rykter: matherik. but people NEED to remember that the show is not solely about them. it never has been. this show is about the chaotic lives of ‘sheltered’ (i can’t think of the word i’m after) teenagers who all have the capability to be stupid, immature and selfish. which yes, includes felix as one of those characters and yes, includes erik as a teenager capable of being a bad person at times.

these teenagers are also all (well almost all) capable of redemption. mathias has proved his own ability to be redeemed after his s1 antics, erik will surely have his own redemption path regarding his current s3 antics and thea is currently having her redemption this season. just because erik has been generally good in the first two seasons, doesn’t mean he isn’t prone to poor decision making & shitty actions. remember: they’re all 15-16 years old.

i’ve seen a few people suggest that the rykter writers are ‘getting off’ on or ‘enjoying’ the homophobic abuse that mathias has been subjected to, but i think that’s a massive stretch. and an extremely poor outlook on the shows writing in my opinion. many people forget that even though norway is a progressive country that homophobic shitheads still exist. and the way mathias is being treated by someone as horrible as felix & no one saying anything due to being ‘sheltered’ followers is quite real.

and when someone as jealous, hateful & spiteful as felix who clearly puts up with his own share of prejudice gets to put someone else down (someone who he also feels ‘betrayed’ by), he’ll jump at that opportunity in an attempt to make himself better and stronger. from victim -> perpetrator. i understand the frustration around this season focusing on felix quite a lot but people need to stop seeing his storyline as ways to ‘excuse’ his actions and moreso to explain them & simply SHOW his life. they seem pretty hellbent on showing you that he’s a shitty person regardless of his home life & personal issues.

anyways rant over! time to disappear again lol. feel free to disagree with anything i said. always happy to have a discussion!

[bigintorobotsrightnow]

I have finished 2001: A Space Odyssey... and I would like to announce, that I am officially adopting Hal. I need to draw him immediately, thanks, goodbye.

Also I apologize for the influx of Hal reblogs that are to come—No I'm not actually sorry, MWAHAHAHA

[faceless-dude]

Flash in the second (no longer canon, alas 😭) version refers to Sonic with the "死に水"(water till death, a parting water???) expression before their duel.

Which is fully equal to russian expression "to have someone to bring a glass of water to your deathbed" which is, i'm pretty sure, universal/multilingual actually due to importance and symbolism of water in general.

So, to sum this up, ver 2's Flash:

1) acknowledges that he's the one who actually cares about Sonic enough to fulfill his last wish and to stay with him until his final breath 🥺😭

2) just threw it right in Sonic's face that he's a hopeless helpless goner and all his desire to fight is nothing more but an agony of the dying insect 💀💀💀

3) is a dramatic bitch 🗿💅 (ver 2's Sonic literally just wanted to spar for fun and seemed to be willing to let go of whatever grudge he held against Flash; meanwhile Flash just imagined him almost begging "to give him a honorable death"-snotful bullshit lol)

[vesna-v-irkutske]

Need those nikita's stories so bad plsplspls🙏🏻

I read every single one I could get my hands on. Which wasn't a lot, only 4 (and there's an alleged 5th one, but I'm not sure it's not fake, too "out of ordinary" for Nikita, it's more like a creepypasta these days), but those were more than enough.

In all honesty, they're SO stupid and crazy that I'm not sure I wanna work on them and show them to people. At least not word for word, maybe abbreviated versions with less derogatory terms for all kinds of people, because I don't wanna spread this kinda talk. Doesn't matter if he was 100% serious about it or not. For the most part they're not even that funny, it's just ultraviolence for the sake of it, porn and absurd. You can say he was trolling, doing it for shock value and attention, and he was, at least to some extent (Nikita called it "drunken nonsense and sadistic fucking stories"), it feels forced and learned at times, but man... Not when you ACTUALLY start doing shit instead of just thinking about it. Imagine how these stories about brutally killing someone can be perceived now. 💀

TLDR: ANYWAY. WHAT I WAS TRYING TO SAY WITH THIS. The stories are FOUL. I don't wanna translate them word for word (it'd be EXTREMELY hard anyway). Just what's happening there in general, but without losing the meaning and anything important.

[a-franciscan-spirit]

Pray for me, friends.

[sparklingchim]

[moonstruckme]

You guys I have an interview tomorrow and I can't even begin to explain how much it means to me, so today I just have a mock interview with someone I've met a dozen times and even still I feel sick :')

[mapelapple]

I hate when people say "compared to Dean and Sam. Adam had a great life🙄" like... yeah?? But why do we need to compare childhoods?? His was still bad. Just because he wasn't raised to hunt monsters doesn't mean he didn't have a bad life

[separatist-apologist]

Because I am subscribed to your profile, I just got an email saying you have uploaded 120 fics. One, I’m glad you felt comfortable coming back. Two, I am absolutely tickled that I have an email list of your fics now and will be going down the list re-reading for the foreseeable future.

AO3 IS SO FAKE STOP PUTTING MY BUSINESS OUT THERE FOR EVERYONE TO SEE

[cryptonic0dreamer]

Jackson's Diary: Oneshot: Inspired by chapter 131-132: Jackson centric: Angst: Hurt no comfort: No beta we die like exer: Jaxer(?): Could be read as platonic or romantic

And My Blood Will Freeze For You

Jackson has always been used to the cold, ever since his mother died alongside the emptiness he always felt winter had made a home in his heart.

Today was different, today the usually quiet winter raged a storm. He can feel the frost spreading from his ribcage and through the rest of his body ever so patient yet quick, his blood turning into icicles that would cut his skin from the inside to make it's way outside of his body leaving a bloody mess in the painful process.

The rain was pouring outside, the sound of each drop like a song that rhythm with his storm; quiet and almost unheard to the outsiders yet rining in his ears loud enough he can drown in it, and there will be nobody to save him.

Nobody to reach their hand to him, to chase him down a hallway or constantly ask him if he's feeling ok even though he won't talk and he would deserve it

He would deserve drowning for the entire night because he fucked up and hurt Exer

Jackson grinds his teeth and without even knowing it, soft tears start forming in his eyes.

Jackson had spent a long time wishing that he could go back in time to his childhood and do something anything to save his mother, now he wishes more than anything that if only he could go back and change the results of what had happened for Exer.

His mind scrambled at all the things he could've done. If only he never picked up that dairy. If only he never reached out to Exer again. If only he had told the truth. If only he never went to the forest earlier today. If only he ran after David instead,

(If only he never warned David about that rock. A cruel part in him whispers)

Jackson pushes the possibilities away, now only focusing on replaying the events in his head again and again and again and again until the scenes crash together and he can see himself in Exer's place.

He focuses his thoughts on that imagine, his cold blood spilling out. His body laying beneath the rock, his breath shallow as he breathes out cold smoke. Maybe if he tries hard enough he could believe that this is what had happened, that he's the one in the hospital bed and Exer is waiting out with Pamela and David,

Because that's what should have been. That's the reality they should be living in, not the real one he's forced to face right now.

He should've been the one hurt, not Exer. Never Exer

And the worst part is that this won't be the last of it.

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THAT'S ALL FOLKS!

Keep dreaming!

[gin-juice-tonic]

Anyway guess who is switching to testosterone enanthate because he might be allergic to cypionate