#I could be overreacting
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is there somthin up with tumblr asks? i remember asking several asks and iām assuming they wete never seen (or they were all ignored coincidentally)
not that iām mad or anything i just yknow madeacooldrawingiwasreallyproudofandtheasknevergotrepliedto
#i could be overreacting#maybe it takes a while to answer asks?#its happened across multiple blogs tho#idkā/
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Minor vent today was just really bad :p
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Ok I donāt know if this is dumb to ask but is it embarrassing to need to go home because of period cramps?? I think I made a big deal but I mean I did pass out but also Iāve heard people do deal with it??? Iām pissing off my parents because Iāve been sick so often and having to make them leave work because of it. It hurt alot but like. Idk.! Iām not even sure if I shouldāve even gone home????? I just oh my god I feel really dumb and weak for some reason but also I get it because I passed out from the pain and this just does not happen but also I was told to ask my doctor which I know heāll just say itās my weight but. I donāt fucking know. I feel like Iām gaslighting myself and having a meltdown over a scratch but itās not a scratch to me but aLSO I know that even if it wasnāt I should react and cause problems Iām being a burden. I mean they said it themselves Iām disrupting their work more often and I donāt want to do that but the last time I tried to tough it out I had to go to the ER which made an even bigger disruption and I just donāt wanna do that again.
Ok I donāt know if this is dumb to ask but is it embarrassing to need to go home because of period cramps?? I think I made a big deal but I mean I did pass out but also Iāve heard people do deal with it??? Iām pissing off my parents because Iāve been sick so often and having to make them leave work because of it. It hurt alot but like. Idk.! Iām not even sure if I shouldāve even gone home????? I just oh my god I feel really dumb and weak for some reason but also I get it because I passed out from the pain and this just does not happen but also I was told to ask my doctor which I know heāll just say itās my weight but. I donāt fucking know. I feel like Iām gaslighting myself and having a meltdown over a scratch but itās not a scratch to me but aLSO I know that even if it wasnāt I should react and cause problems Iām being a burden. I mean they said it themselves Iām disrupting their work more often and I donāt want to do that but the last time I tried to tough it out I had to go to the ER which made an even bigger disruption and I just donāt wanna do that again.
#kinda wish the school nurse had pain killers but we donāt have them#I did yknow throw up but but#I could be overreacting#I know thatās what my doctor will say!! fucking hate that because I know he only has 2 responses to me itās either because Iām fat or itās#itās just normal#I am AWARE that Iām fat#you donāt have to say everything is wrong about me and that I should suffer through things because of it man#I think he thinks I donāt know#which is incredibly annoying because hey man!! youāve been telling me Iām fat since I was SIXXX#YOU DONT NEED TO FUCKING REPEAT IT AND BRING IY UPP#I KNKW#I KNOW#I FUCKING KNOW#MAYBE#JUST MAYBE IM GOING TO YOU FOR ACTUAL MEDICAL HELP#THAT IS RELATED TO MY#ILLNESS THAT HAS BEEN CONTINUOUSLY ATTACKING ME#I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME#BUT I SURE AS HELL KNOW ITS NOT JUST BECAUSE IM FAT#itās so hard to not relapse right now#ohhh the ed thatās just asking to come back and kill me is waiting for this#I can feel my mental health deteriorating every day!!!#I AM FULLY CONSCIOUS MY MIND AND BODY ROTTING AROUND ME#I AM IN HELL.
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The first time I read Jane Austen's novels, I was about the age of most of the heroines. A year or two younger than confident Elizabeth Bennet, a few years older than naive Catherine Morland, etc. For the most part, I didn't even think about it.
I vividly remember re-reading Persuasion when I was the precise age of Anne Eliot. She was even born in '87 (1787), while I was born in '86 (1986), so whenever they mentioned years in the past, I knew just how old she was at that time and just where I had been in life at the same age. (She and Wentworth broke up in '06, for instance, which was my sophomore year of college.) It was a fascinating experience, especially considering how much of that book is specifically ABOUT her age and her point in life.
....I am now rereading Sense and Sensibility at the age of 38, which means I am the age of Colonel Brandon and Mrs. Dashwood, rather than Elinor and Marianne and I CANNOT stop thinking about it.
#jane austen#reading#literature#i could probably write a long post about how my views of characters have changed over time#like when you're a kid and watching Little Mermaid and you are totally on ariel's side#and then you get a decade or two older than her and you're like#ok her dad overreacted but also he had a point.#my feelings about heroines like marianne and fanny have changed a good bit over the years
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āwe need to normalize male friendshipsā being said in response to jayvik got me thinking.
where were these people when the same thing happened, but with a man and a woman?? when the same thing has happened in media for literal decades, where a man and a woman cant even be near eachother or god forbid FRIENDS without it turning into something. most if not all movies end w the guy getting the girl. they can never be platonic. never.
what if i said the same thing abt timebomb? how would those same people react? if i said that friendships between men nd women need to be normalized?
maybe we should normalize friendships between men nd women first. just a thought !
#arcane#arcane viktor#arcane jayce#jayvik#gay#arcane rant#not to cry wolf but i feel like alot of this has to do w the fact its a gay ship#could i be overreacting? maybe!#but these r just my feelings nd opinions#nd im allowed to have them
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weird way to propose but yes
#the wifebeater??? the heartagram belt?? the tattoo?? the slutty slutty way his shirt is riding up?? the hair?? the everything??#he's literally perfect I'm losing it#drooling#I need him right now#carnally viscerally desperately#some may say this is an overreaction to a literally one second long clip#I say I'm not being dramatic enough#I would do things to this man that not even god could comprehend#I can go on but I will not for your sanity and my digital footprint#please 2002 bam give me one chance#bam margera#viva la bam#jackass#mtv jackass#cky#but daddy I love him
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I have finished 2001: A Space Odyssey... and I would like to announce, that I am officially adopting Hal. I need to draw him immediately, thanks, goodbye.
Also I apologize for the influx of Hal reblogs that are to comeāNo I'm not actually sorry, MWAHAHAHA
#Adding Hal to my collection of gay computers#He did nothing wrong#he could never do any wrong#he is a perfect boy#he did not deserve that#Frankly I think Dave overreacted#2001 a space odyssey
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havenāt been active in the rykter fandom in awhile, but iāve seen quite a lot of opinions floating around on here & twt that i had quite a lot of thoughts about!
someone said the show is queerbaitingā¦ and i genuinely cannot believe how anyone can see a character figuring out his queer identity and only see the matherik ship & dumb it down to queerbaiting.
edit: i want to clarify this part i said on queerbaiting because i didnāt articulate my thoughts in depth. at the end of season 2, mathias initiated a kiss with erik ultimately implying his queer identity. and his season 3 storyline has confirmed him as a queer character, who is crushing on erik & struggling with acceptance whilst getting bullied by his ex-best friend. however, erikās pov is open to interpretation, which leaves a lot of space for fan theories (that i eat tf up) but at the moment, thatās all they are. fan theories. erikās actions can be interpreted as both platonic & non-platonic, and i donāt see the show dangling matherik in the audiences faces. since theyāre very focused on mathiasā story and his perspective rather than erikās. whose own story seems to focus on him hanging around the wrong crowd and his questionable behaviour. it leaves the storyline open to go down two very different routes: erik could have his own queer realisation and the two of them eventually end up together. or mathiasā has unrequited feelings for his straight (or aro š) friend but those feelings helped him with his own queer journey to acceptance. and i think with how theyāve set erik up, it could genuinely go either way and make sense.
^^ thatās why i believe the queerbaiting claims are a stretch.
itās become very clear why people began watching rykter: matherik. but people NEED to remember that the show is not solely about them. it never has been. this show is about the chaotic lives of āshelteredā (i canāt think of the word iām after) teenagers who all have the capability to be stupid, immature and selfish. which yes, includes felix as one of those characters and yes, includes erik as a teenager capable of being a bad person at times.
these teenagers are also all (well almost all) capable of redemption. mathias has proved his own ability to be redeemed after his s1 antics, erik will surely have his own redemption path regarding his current s3 antics and thea is currently having her redemption this season. just because erik has been generally good in the first two seasons, doesnāt mean he isnāt prone to poor decision making & shitty actions. remember: theyāre all 15-16 years old.
iāve seen a few people suggest that the rykter writers are āgetting offā on or āenjoyingā the homophobic abuse that mathias has been subjected to, but i think thatās a massive stretch. and an extremely poor outlook on the shows writing in my opinion. many people forget that even though norway is a progressive country that homophobic shitheads still exist. and the way mathias is being treated by someone as horrible as felix & no one saying anything due to being āshelteredā followers is quite real.
and when someone as jealous, hateful & spiteful as felix who clearly puts up with his own share of prejudice gets to put someone else down (someone who he also feels ābetrayedā by), heāll jump at that opportunity in an attempt to make himself better and stronger. from victim -> perpetrator. i understand the frustration around this season focusing on felix quite a lot but people need to stop seeing his storyline as ways to āexcuseā his actions and moreso to explain them & simply SHOW his life. they seem pretty hellbent on showing you that heās a shitty person regardless of his home life & personal issues.
anyways rant over! time to disappear again lol. feel free to disagree with anything i said. always happy to have a discussion!
#rykter#rykter nrk#matherik#rykter s3#rykter spoilers#benjamin ebbesen#teo tomczuk#erik#mathias#s3#i could put more tags#but these were just my most recent and i cba#anyways i think people are overreacting
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deeply glad that Anthony and Kate fucked off to do their thing and weren't their for Lady Whistledown reveal because if they'd been their the show runners would have also made them react in a way that is so Out of Character for the sake of whitewashing Penelope and getting their unearned pay off and it's fr so unrealistic that she wrote the nastiest shit about everyone and was not shunned ššš like what happened to stakes and consequences
#like loves peneloise down bad in s1 and s2 and was looking forward to their reconciliation but it also felt so rushed and unearned#like the writing was saur bad this season#anthony bridgerton#kate bridgerton#anti penelope featherington#anti polin#the writers should have tried on redemption arc route for Pen instead of acting like she did no wrong & every1 else is just overreacting#not a pen hater but the way most of her fans paint her as a saint pisses me off so much#this season could have been good but everything feels like a downgrade from last two seasons#from costuming to makeup to cinematography to the quality of writing#like dont get me started when subplots didnt get their ending and were left hanging#ugh i have so many thoughts#kanthony#bridgerton season 3#š
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Pray for me, friends.
#am I cracking under stress?#is it just a bad case of June?#am i overreacting?#or am I trying to run away?#i dont know#but something is *off*#I am running low on hope and boy could I use some#Iām being petulant but dang it Iām not really ok about it#personal#delete later
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house š#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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Because I am subscribed to your profile, I just got an email saying you have uploaded 120 fics. One, Iām glad you felt comfortable coming back. Two, I am absolutely tickled that I have an email list of your fics now and will be going down the list re-reading for the foreseeable future.
AO3 IS SO FAKE STOP PUTTING MY BUSINESS OUT THERE FOR EVERYONE TO SEE
#i thought if i deleted the collection no one would notice and we could forget all about my overreaction#also i genuinely appreciate the truly insane outpouring of love and support but i am not good at like...compliments#so i was like okay well give the fics back#also all the fics i hid when i realized i didnt know what i was doing with them have returned#yay last young renegade
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#maybe itās just me but I donāt think two teens sneaking a kiss and getting a little touchy so quickly they could be in full view of everyone#merits church wide intervention and prison level security at future events#should they do that? no. is that how you get them to not do that? very much no#Iām tired of this! everybody be normal for once! talk to your kid and stop suggestion I failed massively you need an apology the kid is#wicked and going to hell and they all but need to be shackled to their chairs with a constant patrol#Overreaction much!! not something we should be dealing with three weeks later probably! a great way to create conflict and mess the kids up!#i make two tiny mistakes (miss this instance which the camera also missed and then tell a friend what the parent said because it hurt and I#get This. Nuclear Bomb
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this guy is honestly making me question too much shit
bc there's no way in hell is just that nice, right?
at this point either: 1. he's being this nice and kind bc he has a crush on me, 2. he's honestly that nice, which will make me have a crush on him, bc omg. he's just the nicest person ever
#aj rambles#sorry but this guy is making me so confused#especially since i was having an āam i even attracted to guysā phase - which is not helping this situation at all......#but like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#context if you're nosy: i sent an email to all students on my department with a forms to see if anyone could help in the data acquisition#but like this procedure takes an hour - i said so in the email - so i thought no one would be interested#and he just volunteered?? in the forms?? didn't even tell M - who introduced us - to ask me about it. no he volunteered as if he is actuall#interested in this#which i know he isn't bc i talk to him LOL#and like he does stuff like this all the time. like talk to me if he sees me alone - not just hi - he actually asks about stuff#he's watching an anime bc i recommended it to him. stuff like that#but maybe he's just that nice.#he also talks to my other girl friends like this ig#but we have more *moments* like once we seated together gossiping about his bff's love life LOL#idk#again maybe he's that nice. but then bad new's for my heart bc that is just the sweetest thing#ALSO HE'S SHY!!!!! LIKE BLACK CAT ENERGY!! IM A SUCKER FOR THAT#Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#anyways omg im so sorry for this rant. this makes me think im overreacting#but idc
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Anyway guess who is switching to testosterone enanthate because he might be allergic to cypionate
#You might wonder how I could go a whole year without thinking I was allergic#And the answer is that the nature of my disorders and how i was raised have taught me to dismiss most things as an overreaction
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oh my fucking god
#i only speak chaosā ā¹āāļ½”ā
ā ā¹#venting againāą±Øą§Ėā”Ė ą£Ŗ#swearing cw#tw swearing#cw swearing#tw cussing#tw cursing#IM. SO DONE.#this is so stupid actually#im getting triggered. by my irl bff interacting with my tumblr moots.#i know i said maybe i could be a bit selfish with this but holy shit#GHHHHHHH#venting and crying isnt enough i need to fully eliminate my emotions#literally. why am i overthinking and overreacting and.#hgggggggggghh.#im so tired smh
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saw somebody mention the sticky notes and
(family guy death pose)
#i need to sleep but also OUAGHā¦#i could be totally overreacting but stiil#Ouagh#lis#life is strange
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