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Me sending a confused carrier pigeon to my friends so I can’t be tracked (I thought about perceptions of myself in the world for a little too long after midnight and gave myself anxiety): Hey guys! Just realized I don’t actually wanna be perceived anymore! If you could forget I ever existed and never speak about me again while I strike my name from the records and erase any mention of myself, that’d be great, thanks! Sorry for the inconvenience of meeting me, love you, have a nice life!!
#I need to hide in a cave#Or perhaps languish in a bog#I could also lay on the floor#These are all options#I simply would no longer like to feel Seen and all of my past actions made around friends no matter how innocuous can no longer be spoken#They can keep the memory but By God let it no longer be shared. Let it wither and perish or else feed it to the crow.#I cannot have different versions of myself be tossed about when I am no longer sure of the version walking around.#My Being would like to go on hiatus until I am figured out.#Unfortunately. I must persist.#just yelling into the void#That or I really really need to catch up on my sleep.#meme time
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Can we see the rat king boggling
Heartwarming: Reach your whole arm inside the Rat Pile for no real benefit to yourself!
#oc: rat king#the rats are more or less pretty normal in terms of Being Rats#so they certainly could brux#as for the skeleton i think its default 'relaxed' state would probably be laying in a crumpled pile on the floor like its dead(er?)#also i keep drawing it petting Liar's head so im just gonna say thats an interesting quirk its got
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Keeps me awake still now Retracing what happened
TO RAGE - DAUGHTER
#specifically styled after the text in the lyric video because it captured me#this is the ultimate ed teach song to me i have to ssy. the change from destroyed to distraught. the need to smash things because of love#its SO s1e10 to me#(the bit i chose as a caption is so s2 laying on the floor also. thinking about them always)#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#stede bonnet#edward teach#blackbeard#the gentleman pirate#gentlebeard#blackbonnet#edstede#i never post gb things i do NOT know what tags to use hdsbdjcdfdrgv#anyway hi friends! this is the edit i have not shut up about the idea of for months at this point#i could do it better i know i could. i will one day#id like to do it as gifs- both the background and the text fading if i could make it sync#i could do just the photo edit part better too i am sure. but i think sometimes we just have to post things. and that is ok too#itll do#(this is a solidly mid daughter song ngl (listen to 'not to disappear' if you want the bangers) but top tier ed song
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Of course post-canon odysseus and penelope love each other (they are a little bit insane about the other. Neither is allowed to leave the others side for months after odysseus gets back. They cycle between sobbing on one and another and aggressively making out. ) but it's true that they have both changed. It's been twenty hard years after all. So
Odypen courting each other again just for the fun of it. Odypen deciding to act like teenagers again and make elaborate plans pretending to sneak into the others room.
Odysseus sending penelopes 90 year old dad a letter challenging him to a race for penelopes hand in marriage. (This does not go over well but penelope though it was hilarious)
Odysseus begging Athena to help him win penelopes heart/hand again. (Athena: What no why you're already married I don't understand you ) (she helps anyways)
Penelope weaving all of odysseus's clothes. Penelope hauling out every tapestry she made of telemachus's childhood (she made one for every year. To gift odysseus on his birthday when he returned.)
Odypen leaving telemachus incharge while they go off on dates (to harssass, cause problems, and badger other people into giving them things). It should be fine Athena has been sticking close to the house lately. And it's only for an afternoon anyways (at first. Headcanon that penelope came with odysseus when he had to go plant the oar and call it a windmill quest.)
#The odyssey#Post-canon my beloved#An important part of the heros journey is that even though you've changed irrevocably the home still loves you#Odysseus#Penelope#Telemachus#Athena#Odypen#Odysseus and penelope being 🥰🤝 rat bastards in love#Odypen mutually obsessed and possessive and insane about the other#Odypen age 50 deciding to act like teenagers for fun#Yes penelopes father did show up to the challenge odysseus set and then promptly beat his ass in a foot race#Yes this did cause a major diplomatic incident when he demanded penelope come back with him#(Hes never ever warmed up to odysseus and every day he mutters about his sweet penelope could have been athenas priestess instead)#(It took telemachus weeping at his grandpa about how he just got both parents for him to change his mind)#Odysseus: athenaaaa I've met the girl of my dreams and I need her to be mineeee#Athena: having flashbacks to odysseus at 17 and the complete distracted mess he was: what the fuck is happening#Athena: like obviously I'm going to help but I am also going to lay on telemachus's floor#And mutter about how this is just like last time? How could it be just like last time when they're already married#Not quite falling back in love but something close to it#Relearning perhaps#As always I'm having post odypen reunion thoughts#Odypen showing of diomedes doorstep in Italy and he just closes the door immediately he's not dealing with two odysseus not today
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can somebody please tell me they see my vision of david bowie’s “the bewlay brothers” and dick and jason. PLEASE TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN
#now my brother lays upon the rocks#he could be dead he could be not he could be you he's chameleon comedian corinthian and caricature#<- are you fucking kidding me#and also literally every fucking lyric of this song just screams jason and dick’s dynamic and history to me#if you can listen to this song without getting at least the tiniest urge to lay on your floor motionless while sobbing with grief#i don’t understand you as a person#don’t get me started on the horrific underrepresentation of bowie’s songs in the edit community#or i’ll never shut up#(i’m obviously not biased at all)#dick grayson#jason todd#nightwing#red hood#batfam#batsiblings#dcu#david bowie#batfam headcanons
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just finished making a Kenny mixtape <3 :’)

#it’s just a lil compilation I put together of my fav songs by him 💗💓💞💕💖💘#side a is his upbeat/energetic bangers#side b is more on the romantic and dreamy side#the order of songs is honestly perfect… I COOKED#tomorrow I’m gonna decorate the little cassette cover AAAA#I’ll share it here once it’s done :D#also I wish I could live in this photo and lay on the floor with ken listening to records 💝#I LOVE KENNY 💖💖💖#that’s all. goodnight <:#💜
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so I’m probably skipping this year for an Ides of March illustration, but I do have an Ides of March tag :)
#originally I planned to do an ides illustration every year but the only ideas I have are way too big to pull off in under 24 hrs#in theory. If I really felt like it. I could finish the remake of that one Trebonius-Antony comic I did awhile back#since it’s just two panels that need finishing for it to be done#but also I could lay face down on the floor and let moss grow over me#anyway have fun. stab a tyrant. I will be sleeping probably
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emily carroll has once again permanently changed my brain chemistry
#i got my hands on her newest book recently and god. GOD#i finished that book and just lay down on the floor for an hour because i had to just absorb it all#it felt like coming out of the theater after watching ATSV for the first time#i was so full of adrenaline and the sheer impact of everything i read was hitting all at once#so perfectly paced so intuitively panelled#it feels so reductive to call myself a comic artist when emily caroll does too#shes so. she's just in an entirely different league#it feels like there should be a different word for her#im so far away from creating anything half as lifechanging as that book was#its so motivating and inspiring but its also like#fuck#FUCK#my work feels so damn juvenile in comparison#emily carroll i owe you my life#i need to rip this book apart (not literally)#i have so much to learn about writing and art#everyone read “a guest in the house” by emily carroll#i hope she gets all the accolades she could ever want or need#god#i need a tattoo of this book#expeditiously
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I can't do much productively during the heat wave/health issue flare up/etc. like work on my games or anything where I have to sit at the computer/type for long periods of time, BUT.. I did passively sculpt a few tiny foods lol. I wanted to do one of my bigger usual sculptures, but those take so much more time and concentration, I thought something small just to keep my hands busy would be better.. close up photos look kind of weird and blurry from my camera settings or something, but overall they came out okay, especially in person.. Nearly the only reason I ever wanted to buy dolls as a kid was to get my hands on the miniature foods and plates and stuff that came with them, I've always just been obsessed with small versions of things like that, so.. why not make some! lol
#sculpture#ooops.. i could have posted this on the art blog but I forgor and do not feel like reuploading everything#into a new drafted post on a whole other blog.. not in this heat.. i have no patience lol#items are: tomato. asparagus. a four leaf clover (not food lol). some sort of folded bun or dumpling with meat inside (not based on#anything specific. I just wanted to fold a flat sheet of clay into a shape). pomegranate. cheese wheel. lemon slice. some sort of mushroom.#fish (not a real one. just made up. if it looks like any specific fish that'd be interesting). and fig.#I haven't been able to get many avocaodo pits to carve again. so sculpting. then is good for a tiny craft#WISH I COULD DO COSTUMES OR SOMETHING.. i have some pikced out. bundles of clothes laying on the floor of the closet#but GODS even before the heat wave it's just been so warm.. I know.. it's the summer. of course it's warm#but WHYYYyy............. what if it just snowed all year around and was awesome and beautiful and i was so cold and could wear 25 blankets#at all times.. what about THAT hmm?? .. the ideal..#anyway.. my favorite is the pomegranate and the mushroom maybe#The fig is hard because in the pictures of figs I googled a lot of them have that sort of white powdery type of thing on the outside#that grapes and plums and stuff have sometimes and it's hard to convey that weird like.. sheen.. plus the purple with almost powdery blue#and little lighter specks plus streaks of light green and a little orangey on some of them.#It's okay in person I think but this doesnt show up as much in pictures. The cheese also looks betterin person than images. you can't tell#the slight shine in the pictures lol. but the pomegranates look cool and also photograph decent.. hmm#I should have made toast with an egg on it or something. that would be a nice addition#OH ALSO ASPARAGUS MY BELOVED.. though they look a little wonky. the cuticle pusher tool that I sculpt with in leiu of any actual sculpting#tools has a kind of triangle edge that was suite for the little leaf details of the asparagus so that was cool. its like..ALMOST right lol
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y'all, PNW'ers aren't built for this. Pray for us. This summer is going to be terribly unpleasant.
So basic warnings apply:
Avoid, avoid, avoid.
Hydrate.
Sunscreen.
Lip protection.
Hats.
Parasols.
Mall-bunny.
Misters. No, not that kind of mister, the kind that sprays atomized water. hush, you know what I mean.
Cold packs.
Don't set the world on fire - again.
Pay attention to ground temp for bare feet, human and animal.
Car temps also.
I don't know. I'm not an expert.
Just be careful.
#heat#summer#heat warning#psa#pnw#portland#oregon#doom 2024#I would invite you all over to lay on the floor in front of the AC if I could#but I live in a tiny apartment and also my floor is covered in cat hair and glitter and
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a thing i always was asking to be able to inherit is two swords. but now like. do i even want. two whole real ass swords. where the fuck am i going to put them.
#the previous answer to where the fuck to put them was they have them just laying there on the floor of the closet#also i dont know if its legal for me to own two swords even though these are old ass ceremonial swords.#you could do more damage with a butter knife
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Looks like that video is about a month & a half after The Trade and trevors broken ankle 😣
re: this video… anon 😭 i had suspicions but it is so much worse to have them confirmed that really was like. trevor’s first Public Appearance without jamie AND post-broken ankle which is traumatic in and of itself no wonder every beat reporter was like ‘oh yeah trevor’s just devastated’

wouldn’t you be miserable too if your best friend just got traded and your body betrayed you and what if it was maybe all your fault!!!
#bestie thank you so much for fact-checking me 🙏🙏🥰🥰 i love when y’all come in my inbox & answer the questions i yell into the void of my tag#we are Suffering about trevor TOGETHER in this house. if i scrolled all the way to the bottom of my drafts i think i could find even more#heartbreaking content from before The Trade but we don’t need to suffer that much otherwise the penguin cup of tea is really irish coffee#confirms ALL of my theories about miserable trevor leaning into mason for comfort because in some universes that’s THEIR boyfriend who left#liv in the replies#trevor zegras#mason mctavish#need to go lay on the floor about this one folks. do you think trevor said he would only do it if mason came if he could sit next to mason#right at the end where people were rushing out not stopping to talk tired by the end of the line and not even thinking just to guarantee he#wouldn’t get asked anything because he still has a hard time believing it’s real he keeps thinking jamie’ll be there especially w/his ankle#i’m sure he doesn’t have a great time with stairs so he probably will nap on the couch sometimes and that moment right when he first wakes#up to the bang of the door and he doesn’t quite know he’s awake yet and he thinks it’s jamie coming in? heartbreaker right there bud. sorry#ALSO because I can’t say it and leave it alone I almost put that last bit strictly in the tags but like. there’s gotta be some part of#trevor that knows it’s nothing to do with him but still naïvely believes that if he’d maybe been there if he hadn’t been injured things#could have worked out differently if he’d been there and it’s his fault his ankle broke and do you remember all the interviews jamie gave#about how you never think you’ll be traded and how strange it is to be moving and now i need you to take that naïveté times 1000 for trevor#who of course he never even pictures jamie leaving they were building the core together!!! why would they ever get rid of him!! and if only#trevor had been there to show how important jamie was. what would he have done? literally nothing but that does not stop the emotional guil#from enveloping trevor like a rain cloud and making him sit in mason’s apartment with ice cream bowl in hand. holistic treatment l
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X-RAY SURF
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SURF FETISH
SMAP GO! GO! SP 2013.09.30 (Part 1)
#*lays on floor like a starfish*#what did he mean by this#tsukutta#snipsnipbit#also i genuinely dont have a subliminal 2tk agenda lol#it was just the first screenshot i could get of his shirt fully visible#(but i will probably gif or clip this [again] even though i genuinely don’t want to add things to my backlog rip)#(my goal is to ‘finish’ giffing by my trip..and then when i get back..start scanning again 😗)#(i will hold myself to it one way or another.. genuinely really sorry but it might be a couple more months before scanning starts again 😭)
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should i be asleep right now???? probably. but i cant do that right now because im busy crying about the parallels between step and argent.
#like. shes a vigilante situated in los diablos that caught the attention of the rangers#she spent most of her time distancing herself from them because of a secret pertaining to her skin#and yet ortega wormed their way into her heart anyway. became her closest friend despite the danger she posed to them#enough that she helped them set up their secret hideout#a la ortegas words- “that used to be your job”#meanwhile with chen he relies on her as a teammate but he doesnt Trust her#as for her powers: she and step are the only ones who could control the nanovores#did step save her life in the nanosurge?? most likely. but it was her technopathy that kept the nanovores from eating more of her and -#started rebuilding her#in also laying on the floor thinking about how argent and step can/was taught to be what people require of them#argent with her shapeshifting and step with their being a regene#all because of the very truth that would drive the people they love away should it be found out (supposedly)#MOSTLY THOUGH. RAT KING. SHARKS. BRAIN FRIENDS#THEY SHOULD BE FRIENDS WITH EACHOTHER I THINK#THEY DESERVE TO BE#argent#fhr#pulp speaks#ok i. need to actually go to bed now. goodbye worlds
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thinking about sharrah's complex relationship with humanity by the end of origins ngl.
daughter of clan sabrae, which was subject to humans stepping in and raiding and destroying dalish lives and property.
life saved by duncan, who is human, but grey warden first, and even her Keeper offered a reverence of sorts. paired off with Alistair as a combat partner and fellow new recruit, and also painfully human, but more strikingly prone to putting his foot in his mouth and apologizing for what might seem like the smallest overstep in comparison to human hostility towards the dalish.
oh so frustratingly nursing a crush on said new recruit to the point where her answers to his advances are as blunt as possible. ( if she doesn't scare him off by calling his bluff, or if it's not a bluff at all— ) which escalates into wanting so fucking badly to climb him even though he's a gods-damned shem, but he's handsome and utterly sweet when you catch him out from under the facade
and it's just them and this ragtag party against the world, and it's Leliana and Morrigan and Alistair all sanding the edges off the wariness towards humankind ( because they're just people at the end of the day and they are not trying to kill her or hers ).
but it can't also be all of humanity that's like this, right? because she's seen too many humans kill and steal and hurt her people. or maybe it is, and the dalish have only seen the worst of it
and then it's Denerim. it's Denerim, and what few elves they even see in the city are barely second class citizens despite their closeness to humanity. despite almost being flat-eared themselves.
it's Denerim, and the nobles are turning a blind eye to the alienage, it's Denerim, and a deal has been struck for tevinter slavers to operate with impunity to steal people who could have been her kin. more fucking humans doing nothing but hurting.
the tevinters see no mercy. not in their lives, not in their suffering. they don't die as cleanly as they could have ( as she was taught to end the life of an animal ).
it's Denerim, and Anora seems to betray you twice. time and again. so maybe it's just the fucking nobility, except you still see people averting their eyes from the suffering.
( so, too, why you don't deny Alistair his own wish. to remain out of the nobility. away from that kind of power/destruction )
it's Denerim and Redcliffe and people see you the way they saw Duncan. warden first. you are a Warden before you are a dalish elf.
#». sharrah mahariel | misc#idk idk im . im laying on the floor rn#just. just thinking about how her temper is so much shorter with everyone who Isnt Her Party#she drew and killed the humans you encounter in the forest during the prologue#and i know damn well the templars in awakening are gonna draw that ire too. fucking /humans/#also not gonna lie like. she's wanted to climb alistair since uh. a little after lothering#ESPECIALLY after when responding to his silly haha im TOTALLY hitting on you in the most crass way i can think of#with the bluntest 'so you mean sex' and he turns bright red and absolutely runs for the edge of camp#like how could she NOT#hough. anyway. anyway. humans. <- exhausted
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(to preface this is absolutely ZERO HATE to the cast i am not speaking about cast members at all when i say this)
i love the outsiders so much and the whole cast crew and team is amazing but like. they have been acting so unusually unprofessional lately?? i know josh boone had a very particular situation and so they had to announce his departure only two days in advance. it sucked but it was one of those 'what can you do' type of situations. but then with alex's debut not being formally announced?? there's nothing wrong with alex needed to push back his debut, but there IS something wrong with the date change never being announced properly. and that wasn't the first time that many fans have been confused about something related to the show due to a lack of communication.
and now everything's getting all weird and messy because principal actors aren't announcing whether or not they're staying and no one wants a repeat of josh's departure announcement, but of course that whole thing is difficult because actors have a right to privacy and control over when they announce their leaving. that still doesn't mean that fans aren't getting antsy as we come down to literally just a few weeks, really only a couple of days, before contracts are supposed to end. again, this is nothing against the cast, i think they should be able to announce whether they're leaving or staying on their own. but everything's been piling up these past few weeks due to a lack of communication from the people in charge of the show.
also, i definitely can't say anyone's happy that the show gets extended for a few more months, only for tickets prices to rise AGAIN. the tickets are becoming ridiculously expensive, and of course this rise in price happens right around when the musical stops properly communicating important news to fans
the vibes just feel very off right now and im hoping that things start looking up
#im not claiming to know how the theater industry works!! and im not directing this to any group or individual at the outsiders#this is NOT meant as hate#this is just me saying that i'm not sure what's been going on lately#but its clear that many of us wish things were done better or were going better with the musical right now#also this is just an opinion thing BUT i wish the outsiders hired more cast members#i know this is also a very very difficult thing that i definitely do not understand very well#but i hate to see those patches of days/weeks where the cast is being worked to the bone trying to fill in for sick cast members#or the times when actors have to take on more than one role in a performance because they're so down on people#like that time brent posted where he was literally sick as a dog laying on his dressing room floor but had to show up anyway???#it would be amazing if they could find a way to get just a few more people for in moments like those when half the cast is sick or injured#so those people don't have to show up anyway and make themselves feel even worse#anywho this is just one long stream of consciousness and i hope things start to work out better for the cast and crew!!#not just for fans sake but also for THEIR sake because lord knows they work themselves to the bone all the time#the outsiders#the outsiders musical
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