#I can't believe it's been this long ;w;
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Welcome to Gen 10 💤
Oh my god. I'm already at gen 10.
Eàrlas, our dear Aurora, moved to HOB looking for peace, plants and chickens. What he doesn't know is his life will get a 180º twist in the near future *evil laughs*
✅ Live in Henford-On-Bagley*
*Eàrlas was meant to grow up in this world, but I was being a tryhard at the previous gen and ignored that on purpose. My bad!
#dgsahjdgahsj#I can't believe it's been this long ;w;#I think I will continue the legacy with the villains challenge#ohoho#ts4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#ts4 mm#Sims Princess legacy#Sleeping Beauty gen
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believe it or not i left like . so many out lol my twitter mutuals are actual warriors
#can't believe i've been here since may that's crazy#like i know a lot of you have been here longer but still . MAY ??? IT'S OCTOBER#i left the originals in pt because idk lmao .#there are So Many callum ones but i'll spare you all#anyway this is silly but some of them made me laugh#ALSO IT'S NOT A SLUR IN PORTUGUESE LIKE IT IS IN ENGLISH ALRIGHT but it does translate to the f word. don't get mad at me#not a whole lot of me live tweeting while watching it for the first time i was laser focused i guess...#sorry for the long ass post nobody gaf but i want the brain rot documented here along w the rest of the shit i post#mutuals do twitter que me seguem aqui um beijo vcs de fato são lendas guerreiras
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dehradun days
you meet them for the first time,
knowing it's probably the last.
might as well make the most of this time,
since life comes at you fast.
you find the strangest of signals
in the no-network zones.
cross-tent communication with folks,
just rambling about the unknown.
there's the warmth of shared laughter,
that carries you through freezing nights,
and you look up at the flickering stars,
to finally see things in a different light.
and at 11,000 ft above sea level
you finally reach the peak,
just to realise the joy was in the journey,
and the friends you made that week.
you'll visit caves & splendid cafes,
and remember the city in mere parts,
but years later, you'll still tell everyone,
how dehradun captured your heart.
#inertia-writes#poets on tumblr#desi poetry#dehradun poetry#poems on india#poems on life#desiblr#being desi#dehradun#i went on a trek w the lowest of expectations and it was one of the best experiences of my life#it's so refreshing to meet people from different cities and of different ages and backgrounds#jan and feb were pretty meh but things have been looking upwards from march (thank you god - i acknowledge your existence)#thought of writing a happy poem for a change of tone (and also maybe because i am genuinely happy :) )#this isn't one of my best poems i feel - it's a bit unrefined - but who cares it is one of my happy ones sooooo#there are times when absolutely nothing significant happens and there are days when years happen#i didn't go in the mountains for solitude - i felt that here already haha. i went for a change.#but i gained so many memories w people and so many positive perspectives that i needed in general. also nayata premier league <3#i think i believe in destiny now. i was destined to meet those people and have a good time and come back to reality w a spring in my step#and maybe the mountains were calling. can't stay away from snow too long - i was born during snowy days anyway#came back home and am still in some weird positive trance - good for me#also my lucky streak is still going on - kaavish released a new song#historic moment in time (thank you god 2x)#poems on friendship#found family#poems on found family#all the may '23 - feb '24 melancholy has been washed out of my system. i am now set for the next tragedy of my life lol#dekhte hai kab tak khush rehti hu mein - kuch bhayankar honewala hai aisa lag raha hai#i do not remember the last time i was happy for a month straight - am i living in a virtual simulation?#whoever is controlling my life rn - i would like to continue to stay in this simulation - thanks v much
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#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#dailyhaikyuu#yaku morisuke#hinata shoyo#hoshiumi korai#haikyuu fanart#haikyuus#hq#hq!!#how i've missed my short kings#I can't believe it's been so long#dailykourai on twit revitalized my love ; w ; )7#short kings
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bro. i’ve been following u for like 2-3 years and for some reason i just can’t believe you’ve been in this fandom for so long and how active u r lmao, so just wanted to say thank u for feeding me with dick grayson content all these years 💗💗💗
#i'll respond in the tags since this is a submission post#lolol i can't believe i've been active in the fandom this long either#there are definitely times i've thought about peacing out#and even now i'm considering how much i should be visiting here but that's just bc i know i need to spend more time in nature#and less time w technology#but i have thoughts about dick all the time and it's hard for me to imagine not sharing them w people#like what am i gonna do just ?? have the thought?? and that's it?? boooo boring uninspiring uneventful#no but thank You and everyone else who engages with all the dick grayson content#i have a lot of fun with y'all even when the comics themselves suck#so many cool and smart and interesting people are in this community#and i love being inspired by them and getting to inspire them in turn#i'm happy to feed you all the dick grayson content#thank you for following me for so long 💖💖💖!! yooou are sooo beautiful to meeee 💖💖💖!!#submission
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I will never understand how some people hate all tea, which there are like a billion flavors of, but love coffee, which all has the same terrible taste no matter what
#i hate when people try to get me to drink coffee by being like try this one its mostly sugar you can't even taste the coffee#i literally can taste the coffee in things that are stored next to coffee beans for a prolonged period of time#several people have tested me by tricking me into drinking something with trace amounts of coffee and i can always taste it#and its fucking disgusting#i hate the smell also. when i worked at starbucks i had a terrible time. i couldnt even drink our smoothies bc the mix was stored w coffee#and i could taste it in the smoothie. everyone thought i was insane but once they gave me 2 samples of smoothie#one from a brand new mix and one that had been sitting with the coffee beans for a long time. and i knew which was which#without being told. and they finally believed me lmao#i will never forget this one time i accidentally switched mine and my friend's and drink (soda and iced coffee)#and took a huge sip of iced white chocolate mocha with caramel (i also dont like white chocolate and caramel!)#and almost threw up. i had to seriously fight to swallow it bc i knew if i spit it out in my friends car he'd fucking kill me#i was like well in case you were wondering i still hate coffee
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team star's boss battle music is actually so fucking good???? hello??????
#turns out i was just literally never in battle with any of them long enough to actually hear the whole thing lmAO#i dont think refrain is the right word here but#that second refrain (or w/e around the 2:15 mark up to it looping back around) is just. so fucking good????? it's subtle but good???#maybe around the 1:48 mark but again-- idk what music terms i'm thinking of it's been. a while.#good shit. can't believe i would beat these goobers in less than 2 minutes khdfkjs#had no clue the official theme was closer to six minutes long fjkhasdlkjf#anyways nobody look at me i'm not here#djdksfhl#i just need to talk into the void but like where else am i going to put this???? on facebook????? for my aunties to read???#unsuccessfully fighting off another scarlet fixation#was doing so well on getaway car but brain demanded we think about the sv kiddos again#i'm blaming it on i've been getting back into running and i had to put penny's boss battle music on my running playlist#it'll be a long time until i get to this point but i've already decided it's going to be my push to the 5k finish line music dshfklj#looking at my old running playlist the push to the finish line song i used was the Victory Is Right Before Your Eyes! from bw2 lol#anyways x2 nothing new under the sun here folks#talking tag#hope y'all are good i've genuinely missed you#but being offline is def better for my brain
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I feel like certain people on Tumblr have really been fighting for backwards progress when it comes to how we talk about mental illness and abuse. I see posts at least several times a week on my dash that seem to have the purpose of implying people with insert-mental-illness and/or insert-symptom are not abusive when they do insert-action-that-makes-people-uncomfortable, often times meaning to promote a more positive image of people with particularly stigmatized conditions, like personality disorders, mood disorders, psychosis, addiction, or neurodivergence. And I really really hate it because these posts almost always have the ultimate purpose of telling people not just "This thing is not inherently abusive," but often it comes across as "You were not abused."
I just find that to be really unhelpful and unintentionally hurtful, and for what? I believe that destigmatizing various mental conditions is a worthy cause, but at the same time this type of rhetoric seems to be so protective of people in whichever stigmatized group they're trying to advocate for, that it comes back around to a sort of respectability politics. Anybody can be an abuser. And someone's means and methods of abusing can very much be influenced by a condition they have. Why wouldn't it be? Their conditions will affect every aspect of their life and their interpersonal relationships. Especially if these issues are going untreated or being insufficiently managed. I don't understand why anyone would want to make it appear as if abusers are mostly neurotypical and mentally well people, or that if they aren't, then their conditions have nothing to do with it and the overlap is merely incidental. What? It makes it so hard for anyone who is a victim to come to terms and identify the dynamics of what they've gone through.
Addicts and mentally ill people don't have to be unproblematic in order to be humanized and accepted. And nobody profits from writing hard and fast rules about how abuse apparently works, drawing clear lines between which behaviors can, and cannot, ever be abuse.
#tales from diana#making unrebloggable bc i can't handle the discourse on this topic#my own experience with being abused and taken advantage of by someone who almost CERTAINLY had npd... just kinda breaks me#when i see this and it's like making it out to be 'everyone who says they suffered from narcissistic abuse is lying#or misunderstanding what narcissism is because ppl w npd would NEVER do this'#i can see that it's a highly stigmatized term and i don't want to act like an expert on what ppl w the condition go through#but i can tell you i felt deep sympathy for this man for a long time. i felt pity for all he'd gone through. but he'd just lay on the guilt#for every little thing i did that ever displeased him for any reason. he just degraded and disrespected me. and USED me#he used me for money for attention for CONSTANT attention oh my god#he wouldn't even let me go to sleep sometimes before 3 am. and he stole so much money from me#he put me in physical danger. he gossiped about me to all my friends when i was starting to distance myself#before i even came to terms with just how toxic he was to me.#and every time i just wanted to go somewhere wo him or even just stay at home by myself#it was about HIM. it was about how HE felt about it. he had ZERO sympathy for me and i handled all his emotional labor#this man couldn't even think for himself. he brought all his problems to me for me to sort through bc he was so inept and shallow#he was lazy he was careless he didn't listen to ppl he was casually rude#i didn't allow myself to accept these parts of him bc of all he suffered through i felt like he was just a sad little boy#who never learned manners or etiquette or. just. respect#basic respect. as much as i outlined what i wasn't ok w and what hurt me. it didn't matter to him#and NONE of these things are inherently the things that make me think he has npd#his actual suffering and the things i felt bad for him about were very real and severe#but i know what happened between us and i know he was abusive to me. the ppl writing these posts do not.#to say that someone has been abusive in an interpersonal relationship should be something we should be able to respect#and give ppl the benefit of the doubt. and victims may OFTEN not be well-informed about their own abusers' issues#but ppl can just know whether or not they were abused. regardless of if they fully grasp the why and how#if victims say something problematic or paint w a broad brush talking abt ppl who have something in common w their abuser#we should still correct that gently and kindly and not dismiss their experience outright#like i can't believe i have to say that. but i've seen some seriously upsetting posts on here recently.
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if only 11 year old me knew that someday i would be 21 and still not better but still surviving, and still watching those videos of those two guys on the internet, about to catch a tour irl for the first time in a few months :')
#yknow that meme thats like. adult you trying to surprise younger you..#'you're a guy now' 'okay'#'you were right and dan and phil were both gay' 'WHAT'#many such cases#finch chirps#gen though i lowkey still can't believe IM GOING TO SEE THEM WHAT#being in the phandom through tatinof and ii sucked bc there was realistically no way i couldve gone (parents didnt like dnp +faraway shows)#and i wasnt really participating in the phandom during wad but i COULDVE gone - except i had just moved cross country recently#and wasnt confident making the trip to nashville by myself/wasnt sure if i would have anyone to go with bc i obv didnt have friends lol#I COULDVE SEEN THE FIRST SISTER DANIEL APPEARANCE i literally regret that sm#which feels a bit dramatic but . dnp have been important to me for a Very long time and i relate a lot to dans struggles w queerness+mh ack
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most alarming thing to hear at night: random thud from quemada's terrarium. ms. girl some of us r trying to sleep
#txt#quemada#i was sleepy and it woke me all the way back up pfft. i guess ms. girl was climbing and fell#she's fallen before and the farthest she can fall isn't very far so i know she's fine fortunately#but like. phew. scary to hear that in a dead silent room at midnight wbsndkf..#been calling her ms. girl bc thats what my roommate likes to call her. i find it so amusing for no reason#i also call her madamada (friend nicknamed her) + quemie (i came up w that one)#plus The Beast (must be said in a dramatic voice) and babygirl#she's so baby. i love her so much. i cant wait for her tk grow big and strong#im so excited i'm gonna upgrade her to a (hopefully bioactive) 40gal breeder once i get out of the dorms in may next year#and then if she gets really hugelarge and/or extremely active (she's already rly active tbh) then evenrually.. a 4x2x2#gonna grow all kinds of desert plants and have some grand canyon isopods maybe#but anyways. i love quemada and i still can't believe how lucky i am to have her in my life. weh.#holy shit this got long. goodnight wbsbdjf..
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Every time a post either mentions TES 6 or makes me think about TES 6 I'm that spongebob meme of the guy with the spear, stopping myself from blackpilling all over again....
#nevermind how long we've been waiting for it#i really fear that beth's fascination with like. “look at how much BIGGER our worlds are and how much HOURS OF CONTENT our game has!”#like looking back that the trend of “more content for the sake of it” was a thing even with skyrim and the radiant quest system#and the trend with ai becoming even more prevalent and advanced and bragged as a way to make so much MORE CONTENT!#i would not be surprised one bit if we got a new “advanced randiant quest” system or w/e and it's ai generated writing#i can't speak on starfield bc i didn't play it but looking at the state of bethesda and making stuff like tes castles or w/e it's called#the only thing i expect is wondering what new way they're going to strip even more rpg elements and commodify this franchise into something#that is bragged about not for its rich rpg world you can have adventures in but bragged about as an infinite content machine#and like i want to believe because bg3 was so successful that it would wake corpos up to the fact that people WANT actual rpgs but#with the eternity tes 6 has been in the works (allegedly) it might be too late#and like Infinite Content Machines have their place but i just think back to that one post that talked about the massive cultural impact#deficit with starfield vs the impact skyrim and fallout 4 (and hell even 76) had. tes 6 will sell well no matter what#but. yeah
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Why did my cooking dream get hijacked by my brain making a William Afton oc and au what was that about.
#luly talks#my dreams#I'll peace like i can recollect it was weird#bc it literally was ME BUYING GROCERIES W MY DAD but then the line between when we ended and Michael and William started blurred#i remember the grocery store very well also bc it was very similar to the one i go always to but smaller and more sepia#it was dark for a grocery store like it was just letting sunlight in#pears were half off like some black friday offer so all the products were suuuper cheap#i saw one bottle of milky pear juice for like 1k. and the same w these 4 stacks of frozen waffles who were like 1070.#or this bottle of pear pancake mixture that had 2 or 4 lts#it was kind of when i went away that thr lines started blurring so let me tell you what i remember about this Afton:#he didnt seem. murderous. he was grocery shopping w his kid for fuck's sake 😭 i think he was even sitting somewhere while i ran back and#forth taken aback by these offers? like kinda dismissive at best#uh. Henry was brought up believe it or not. it was like... they broke up or something? like he was kinda upset about the mention but like#in a i dont want to explain why im not with him rn sort of way#very insecure he seemed. like he run into this woman who might've been someone but idk who was whom asked sbout henry and bro was SWEATING#you'd say dream william was a fucking loser he just got locked in thinking like what do i say and HOW do i say it#to make it sound casual but also not weird.#bc on top of all he also seemed to have some weird gender things going on bc he first instinct when trying to explain himself to the woman#(who i cannot stress enough was super friendly like a fucking neighbor or something just going hey hi! hows da family? ^_^)#was to refer to them both as girls as this jokey comradery Let's Ignore The Topic thing before going No That's Bad I Can't Say That#this whole internal monologue in my dream happened in a sort of comic panel thing btw where shit went from these warm browns and greens and#shit from the grocery store to jarring black and whites and reds as William tried to have a straight thought#looks wise unfortunately not a lot going on.though considering this was literally my dream getting turned over can we say my Afton is argie#something something my turn stealing from them etc etc or whatever#uh. brown hair. but not too dark. it was greying and that was making it lighter. also very angular face as you'd expect#high cheekbones pretty eyebrows no facial hair. hair was a bit longuish tho? like a messy ear length maybe?#he had a button up w buttons lose bc it's so hot and humid rn also sunglasses which i know 100% was influenced bc the last design i rbed#a little.before napping#also he had age makes too though his age was most visible in his scrawny long exposed neck#me/mike change was minimal bc we're both pale and brunette hit tag limit so hope y'all like my brain's oc i guess 😭
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#personal vent incoming to just get off my chest don't be weird about it#i've known since i was a kid that my dad was overtly abusive but#just in the last 3-5 months i've learned my mom was and currently is almost just as abusive#but she's just covert about it instead#all of my adolescence was about surviving my dad who was so obviously a monster that he was almost easier to deal w in a way by comparison#this is. what an utter mind fuck#there's also like. no member of my family that i can turn to for help#bc they're either just as bad or my mother has ruined any relationship i might have w them over time#and i also fear being a burden#so i'm making a plan to get out but god it's overwhelming thinking about doing it all alone#and the thought that it might take years to actually get out or get healthy#she's kept me isolated from any support for so long#and im afraid any family that could possibly help wouldn't fully understand or they would be just as bad as her#and it feels impossible to progress at all bc im living w her and literally filed as her dependent on taxes#like ik this is gonna be the hardest thing to escape in my life and i've already escaped a lot#but this time i have to largely on my own#is v scary#and she's conditioned me to believe that i can't make any right decisions on my own without her#and that anything i do is always 'backwards'#makes it that much harder to make a clear plan#her work schedule is so inconsistent that it makes getting therapy online (since i don't have a license or car yet) nearly impossible#to do it without her or my brother listening#that i've just felt trapped for years#but. i can Tell i'm getting better now and rapidly. more than i've been for a v long time#so the process is just beginning and i think even she can tell#which is also dangerous#but ik i can do this its just the amount of time and effort and organizing behind her back and doing it alone thats v overwhelming#but anyway#we stay silly
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yayyyyyyyy 🥰💜💜💜
#pulled only for her & got her w/ abt 25 pulls <33 arlecchino savings continue 🫡#ALSO i _finally_ got lion's roar !!!! been trying to get that sword for so long i can't believe it took me 3+ yrs 😭#ive just been pulling favonius swords.... i have 3 of them at r5 🙄#genshin impact#my posts
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isn’t teresa just the best? i’m rewatching the sharpe series after finding your blog again and i’m just so overwhelmed with love for her. she’s so kind and patient, i missed her bad af when i read the book version of sharpe’s rifles 🥺💕
[ she IS the best, anon, absolutely. Teresa's character is so unique and amazing--she's kind and patient, but she's also ruthless and cunning. Her story is absolutely heartbreaking, but she manages to find love and happiness in spite of everything, and that is such an incredibly powerful thing to see. She's everything to me and has been for a long, long time, as has @lacomandante, my very best friend in the whole world who writes Teresa!!! Go show her some love, too!!!
I haven't been on this blog often lately, but I'm hoping to be back soon and regularly! I'm very glad you found me again--it's messages like this that make keeping this proper bastard up and at 'em worthwhile!!! ]
#; mun speaks#[ AHHHHHHHH this was the SWEETEST THING to wake up to#the fact that teresa isn't in the book version of rifles is an absolute shame#also GO TELL KIRAN THIS. KIRAN DESERVES THESE KIND MESSAGES WAY MORE THAN I DO#she's actually PRESENT most of the time#also can y'all believe that i have been here for TEN WHOLE YEARS#A FULL DECADE... WRITING THE SAME CHARACTER........ ]#[ i realized that recently and i cried a little bit about it honestly. i can't believe it's been THAT long...... ]#[ anyway im gonna go cry about it some more....... i love one ( 1 ) proper bastard so fucking much ]#[ thank you for the kind words anon ;w; ]
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Me when I finally post chapter 8
#i swear y'all imma quit bullshitting soon#can't believe it's been over a year#ALMOST TWO#that's how you know i ain't shit#bc why did it take THIS long!!!!!!!#but i'm almost done now 🥹🥹🥹 i'm literally on the last section and then i can slightly re-edit this beast and post it and i can be FREE#w
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