#I can’t go through this again
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Pray with me that I will pass my exam today 🙏🙏
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Whoever has Sophie Becketts casting I promise I can keep a secret.🙏🏽
#someone just leak it already and put me out of my misery 😭#I can’t go through this again#I’ve been waiting three and a half years#matter of fact you don’t even have to tell me who she is just tell me if that casting call was for her#that’s all I care about#sophie beckett#bridgerton
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New ssoblr members won’t understand how insane we went last year
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you know given all the episodes we’ve gotten so far and how well they’ve been treated…do we REALLY need season 2?
#like do we really wanna see a live action version#let’s think about that for a second#because I know for a FACT they’re gonna go hard#and I simply don’t want it :)#last of us#the last of us hbo#tlou part 1#tlou part two#tlou 2#tlou 2 abby#tlou ellie#ellie tlou#joel tlou#the last of us#save me the heartache#I can’t go through this again
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one more exam, one more exam pooh. just pass it and you’ll be okay. one more exam and then you can relax… mostly 🥲
#⊹ ⋆゚꒰ఎ pooh’s rambling again ໒꒱ ⋆゚⊹#my anxiety is through the roof dude#I can’t go through this again
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there’s a wasp between my window and my blinds
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HELP I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF MY BEDTIME FIC
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BREAD GOAL THAT MIGHT BE RUINED BY THE REFS??
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#big day for doomed yaoi enjoyers#(me)#i’m never ever doing this again i was screaming every minute coloring this i literally cannot do hard light#biggest case of “trust the process” i’ve ever experienced in my life#also i was gonna originally do a gun instead of knife to keep it canon but i quickly learned i can’t in fact draw guns#a knife is more symbolic anyway. stabbed in the back. yk#(trying to comfort myself that i can’t draw firearms even after eight years of art)#i remember playing this scene for the first time and actually breaking down at 2am bc that betrayal STUNG#i actually had no remorse for akechi after that 😭😭 i actually felt like a sadist for enjoying beating his ass in shidos palace#akechi as a character was specifically designed to make me go through all five stages of grief within a matter of minutes#absolute rollercoaster of emotions#ANYWAY IM FINALLY FREE TIME TO NOT DO ART FOR THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#persona 5 royal#persona 5#p5#p5r#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#goro akechi#akechi goro#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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that adhd feeling when your physiatrist won’t refill your prescription until you and your mom tell your ableist dad that you got tested and medicated in secret
#adhd problems#Mom told me if he found out he would leave us#i was 10#adhd#actually adhd#adhd things#neurodivergence#neurodivergent#we now have to do the same thing to get me diagnosed with autism#i can’t go through this again#But I need that conformation that I’m not just wierd
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Now he wants me back and is lowkey begging for me to let him back into my life but he also knows and has admitted that he is in the wrong so he doesn’t expect me to forgive him but I don’t think he knows that two of his friends have already tried to hit me up. Like he’s got competition if he really means what he says he better work his ass off to make up for the fucked shit he did to me (he’s the only one I really want but he still needs to make up for what he did because lowkey getting with your best friend two days after we break up is so messed up man)
#crazy shits been going on man#I still really like him though#so even though it’s super messed up what he did I still want him bro 😭😭#and he seems super genuine at least so I’m giving him the benefit of the doubt#but also we’re not getting back together for at least the next five months#what he did really fucking hurt me and I’m not gonna let him think that it was okay to do all of that no matter how desperate we are#so now he’s on trial basically#if he manages to fuck this up and lies to me about whatever he has said then I’m cutting him off#i can’t go through this again#so I’m holding strong and firm in my boundaries 🫡
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Patterns repeating themselves like my life is a damn Fibonacci Sequence
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Rick Riordan: If I had a nickel for every time a son of Hephaestus died heroically in an explosion in the fifth book in my series, I’d have two nickels.
Rick Riordan: Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice.
Rick Riordan: Unless…
Me *Standing protectively in front of of Harley*: No, Rick- please!!
#started reading TOA and I’m afraid of what is to come#Rick I’m begging you I can’t go through this again#charlie beckendorf#charles beckendorf#justiceforbeckendorf#leo pjo#leovaldez#team leo#all da ladies luv leo#leo valdez#leo valdez hc#leo valdez headcanons#leo valdez pjo#pjo leo#hephaestus pjo#pjo hephaestus#cabin 9#heroes of olympus incorrect quotes#percy jackson incorrect quotes#incorrect heroes of olympus#pjo incorrect quotes#incorrect quotes#percy jackson#pjo fandom#percy jackson fandom#pjo#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus#pjo hoo#pjo hoo toa tsats
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Ok this might be cheesy but in my Crow!Rook play-through, I’ve had Lucanis on my team since we yoinked him out of the Ossuary. I have done quite a bit since then, and have now finally decided to give the man a damn break. My brain, dreamer that it is, took the thought and ran.
Rook leaves with Davrin and Bellara. Lucanis thinks now he has time to sit and catch up on the missives from contacts he’s let pile up, maybe try that new brew Teia got him as a “welcome-back-from-the-dead” present.
But as he works, he finds his gaze trailing toward the door of the dining hall, expecting to catch sight of that lopsided grin — one that makes his heart forget itself and stutter — burst through the doors. He’s gotten use to the sound of Rook, it seems. He enjoys some quiet with his coffee, anyway.
Sighing down into the seat at the fire, the assassin inhales that warm, rich coffee frangrence rising with the steam. He gives it a light swirl; a very light, practiced movement of his wrist. His brow pinches slightly at the sharp pain racing up his arm, the result of a nasty blow from a hurlock and a sloppy block on his part.
Rook was quick to take the hurlocks attention with a precisely aimed arrow that had embedded itself in the hurlocks throat… He’d expected the dark spawn to fall over, but it charged the younger crow.
The fight was brutal — Lucanis shudders at what would’ve happened if all the darkspawn they put down that day would’ve gotten into Minrathous’ streets — and Rook, he remembers, took a few blows themselves.
The cup pauses just as it touches Lucanis’ lips. Trouble finds Rook… Or perhaps it’s Rook who finds it (maybe they’re one and the same). What sort of trouble has that reckless assassin found this time? Will Davrin know to keep an eye on Rook’s left, which they always leave open?
Is Rook cutting it too damn close right now? As he sits there, hesitating to drink his perfect brew, Rook could be fighting. Could be bleeding.
Could be loosing.
“Where is Rook?” Spite asks.
And all Lucanis can manage is a quiet response, nearly a mumble as the flicker of the fires flames consume him while that feeling — the feeling of a hand around his throat, tightening, heart moving from a flutter at the thought of Rook to an aching thud — is consuming his chest, “I don’t know.”
Rook has made it this far without him. They’re strong; the strongest he’s ever known. And with a beautiful smile, too. A dimple that forms in their cheeks, and a curve of their eye to illuminate that mischievous spark. A laugh, strong and sweet, like the feeling of the sun hitting his face for the first time after leaving the Ossuary… The only reason he is out of that hellhole -
“You gonna drink that?” Hardings voice snaps him from the flames. Her brow raises and her mouth wobbles with a smirk, “You’ve been staring at the fire like that for minutes.”
“Ah, I was lost in thought.” He disarms her with a quick smile. A delicious brew will make a person think. He will miss the taste when he finds the bottom of the cup. Which he will. It’s inevitable.
All delicious things come to an end.
Lucanis takes a small sip…
Anyways that’s what I started thinking about before I entered the crossroads… I’m gonna go recruit Taash now 💕
#didn’t mean to yap like that but I’m not sorry#you can’t convince me that Lucanis wouldn’t be a little anxious of his little crow Rook going off on their own for the first time#rookanis#lucanis x rook#rook x lucanis#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv#dragon age veilguard#datv spoilers#dragonage the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#da4#veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#rook and lucanis#lucanis romance#datv lucanis#I imagine he has a little separation anxiety from a romanced rook#both he and spite are protective of what is theirs#so it gives me joy and feelings to imagine Lucanis fighting the worry#and breathing a sigh of relief when Rook finally bursts through the doors again
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[ cw: death mention / strangulation mention / stabbing mention / blood mention / self-sacrifice / codependency mention in tags / ]
I think a lot about how common it is for Raph to be the one to have direct focus put on him when Leo gets into all his near death experiences.
Like, when Leo is thrown off a building, it’s Raph who’s right there jumping after him, not even thinking about the consequences to himself when he does. When Leo almost gets skewered by the Krang, Raph’s right there to take the blow and send Leo to safety without a second thought. When Leo’s being strangled to near death, it’s a Krangified Raph doing the job, doing exactly what Raph would never, ever want to do. When Leo is telling Casey Jr to close the portal, it’s Raph who tries desperately to convince Leo otherwise.
Likewise, Leo is consistently very single minded when Raph gets forcibly separated from them. Both when in the sewers and by the Krang, Leo is dead set on finding Raph first and foremost.
I also think it’s interesting that during each of Leo’s near death experiences, the lightheartedness of his words during them goes directly hand in hand with both how close Raph is to him physically and how much danger Raph is also in in that moment. From a literal “I told you so” as Leo’s falling away from Raph to a soft joke about how “hero moves” are Raph’s style - both of these are on the more morbidly carefree side and both of these notably take Leo farther away from Raph and, in turn, have Raph not in immediate danger.
On the other side of things is the apology from Leo, heedless of the danger he himself is in as he seriously and genuinely speaks to a Krangified Raph face to face. Then there’s Leo’s freezing and desperation as Raph takes a hit meant for him and sends just Leo to safety, leaving Raph himself behind. Both of these involve much closer proximity and Raph being directly harmed - these together make Leo much more vulnerable in his words and actions, something not even the threat of death can make him.
These two care about each other so much, and they’re way too much alike for their own good.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rise raph#rottmnt leo#rise leo#honorable mention to the time Leo desperately tried throwing himself into harm’s way to get to Karai#and Raph is the one who has to pull him back#I also think that it’s interesting how both of them go about self sacrifice#because wow they both have problems with it#Raph’s tends to be immediate reactions not even thinking as he throws himself over his bros#Leo’s are often shown to be ‘for the greater good’ (said greater good often being his family)#once again I am saying that post movie these two would likely have codependency issues#considering Raph’s already present acute seperation anxiety and Leo’s immediate memory of Raph standing over him bleeding#another thing to mention is how Future Leo’s actual death still falls into the whole ‘morbidly lighthearted words’ category#I also wanna point out that in Many Unhappy Returns the trust that Leo wants so much does NOT come from Splinter but from RAPH#side note but in regard to the fighting that Raph and Leo were up to during the time between the shredder and the krang#I think it’s interesting that it’s NOT depicted as screaming matches - very blatantly not this actually#also also! I totally love how the movie parallels Oroku Saki and Karai with Raph and Leo respectively#there are so many parallels in general in this show+movie it makes me froth at the mouth#and because it breaks my heart - the beginning of the movie had Raph getting angry at Leo and lashing out at him#the end of the movie has the Krang very very angry at Leo and lashing out at him#both of these times has Leo ‘ruining’ a mission so…bad parallels#in the movie as well there’s a Krangified Raph who beats Leo senseless#so I have to wonder if Raph and Leo just…can’t roughhouse anymore#else Leo would flinch or Raph would be so scared to accidentally hurt Leo like he was already used to do before#then suddenly their usual dynamic of Raph never having to be softer with Leo is thrown on its head#worse is if they’re so terrified of this dynamic leaving that they power through their own sufferings to maintain it
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thinking about this photo
#can’t think too much about how phil almost died without spiraling#and that’s just referring to the video filmed on their holiday like… how was that this year#phil in the wad hat…#with all his little drinks and the remaining milky bar buttons#they’re actually in a hospital room and they are lucky to have access to good healthcare and all but#there’s just a certain feel to hospitals that I can smell and feel through this singular pic#dan being sillay and taking a little pic while he’s like >:[ cause yeah wouldn’t you be too#but like god… something so intimate and human about this whole ordeal and the fact that they shared it with us#companions through life… this is some real partner shit#like i know they’re gonna be there. they’re always going to be there and right beside each other through everything#but…………. man#shoutout to pinterest once again for sending me down my nightly dnp spiral when im just trying to scroll and it’s either cute pics#or this#dnp#dan and phil#phan
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