#I can’t go through this again
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Pray with me that I will pass my exam today 🙏🙏
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Whoever has Sophie Becketts casting I promise I can keep a secret.🙏🏽
#someone just leak it already and put me out of my misery 😭#I can’t go through this again#I’ve been waiting three and a half years#matter of fact you don’t even have to tell me who she is just tell me if that casting call was for her#that’s all I care about#sophie beckett#bridgerton
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New ssoblr members won’t understand how insane we went last year
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you know given all the episodes we’ve gotten so far and how well they’ve been treated…do we REALLY need season 2?
#like do we really wanna see a live action version#let’s think about that for a second#because I know for a FACT they’re gonna go hard#and I simply don’t want it :)#last of us#the last of us hbo#tlou part 1#tlou part two#tlou 2#tlou 2 abby#tlou ellie#ellie tlou#joel tlou#the last of us#save me the heartache#I can’t go through this again
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one more exam, one more exam pooh. just pass it and you’ll be okay. one more exam and then you can relax… mostly 🥲
#⊹ ⋆゚꒰ఎ pooh’s rambling again ໒꒱ ⋆゚⊹#my anxiety is through the roof dude#I can’t go through this again
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there’s a wasp between my window and my blinds
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HELP I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF MY BEDTIME FIC
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BREAD GOAL THAT MIGHT BE RUINED BY THE REFS??
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that adhd feeling when your physiatrist won’t refill your prescription until you and your mom tell your ableist dad that you got tested and medicated in secret
#adhd problems#Mom told me if he found out he would leave us#i was 10#adhd#actually adhd#adhd things#neurodivergence#neurodivergent#we now have to do the same thing to get me diagnosed with autism#i can’t go through this again#But I need that conformation that I’m not just wierd
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Now he wants me back and is lowkey begging for me to let him back into my life but he also knows and has admitted that he is in the wrong so he doesn’t expect me to forgive him but I don’t think he knows that two of his friends have already tried to hit me up. Like he’s got competition if he really means what he says he better work his ass off to make up for the fucked shit he did to me (he’s the only one I really want but he still needs to make up for what he did because lowkey getting with your best friend two days after we break up is so messed up man)
#crazy shits been going on man#I still really like him though#so even though it’s super messed up what he did I still want him bro 😭😭#and he seems super genuine at least so I’m giving him the benefit of the doubt#but also we’re not getting back together for at least the next five months#what he did really fucking hurt me and I’m not gonna let him think that it was okay to do all of that no matter how desperate we are#so now he’s on trial basically#if he manages to fuck this up and lies to me about whatever he has said then I’m cutting him off#i can’t go through this again#so I’m holding strong and firm in my boundaries 🫡
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Patterns repeating themselves like my life is a damn Fibonacci Sequence
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Rick Riordan: If I had a nickel for every time a son of Hephaestus died heroically in an explosion in the fifth book in my series, I’d have two nickels.
Rick Riordan: Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice.
Rick Riordan: Unless…
Me *Standing protectively in front of of Harley*: No, Rick- please!!
#started reading TOA and I’m afraid of what is to come#Rick I’m begging you I can’t go through this again#charlie beckendorf#charles beckendorf#justiceforbeckendorf#leo pjo#leovaldez#team leo#all da ladies luv leo#leo valdez#leo valdez hc#leo valdez headcanons#leo valdez pjo#pjo leo#hephaestus pjo#pjo hephaestus#cabin 9#heroes of olympus incorrect quotes#percy jackson incorrect quotes#incorrect heroes of olympus#pjo incorrect quotes#incorrect quotes#percy jackson#pjo fandom#percy jackson fandom#pjo#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus#pjo hoo#pjo hoo toa tsats
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[ cw: death mention / strangulation mention / stabbing mention / blood mention / self-sacrifice / codependency mention in tags / ]
I think a lot about how common it is for Raph to be the one to have direct focus put on him when Leo gets into all his near death experiences.
Like, when Leo is thrown off a building, it’s Raph who’s right there jumping after him, not even thinking about the consequences to himself when he does. When Leo almost gets skewered by the Krang, Raph’s right there to take the blow and send Leo to safety without a second thought. When Leo’s being strangled to near death, it’s a Krangified Raph doing the job, doing exactly what Raph would never, ever want to do. When Leo is telling Casey Jr to close the portal, it’s Raph who tries desperately to convince Leo otherwise.
Likewise, Leo is consistently very single minded when Raph gets forcibly separated from them. Both when in the sewers and by the Krang, Leo is dead set on finding Raph first and foremost.
I also think it’s interesting that during each of Leo’s near death experiences, the lightheartedness of his words during them goes directly hand in hand with both how close Raph is to him physically and how much danger Raph is also in in that moment. From a literal “I told you so” as Leo’s falling away from Raph to a soft joke about how “hero moves” are Raph’s style - both of these are on the more morbidly carefree side and both of these notably take Leo farther away from Raph and, in turn, have Raph not in immediate danger.
On the other side of things is the apology from Leo, heedless of the danger he himself is in as he seriously and genuinely speaks to a Krangified Raph face to face. Then there’s Leo’s freezing and desperation as Raph takes a hit meant for him and sends just Leo to safety, leaving Raph himself behind. Both of these involve much closer proximity and Raph being directly harmed - these together make Leo much more vulnerable in his words and actions, something not even the threat of death can make him.
These two care about each other so much, and they’re way too much alike for their own good.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rise raph#rottmnt leo#rise leo#honorable mention to the time Leo desperately tried throwing himself into harm’s way to get to Karai#and Raph is the one who has to pull him back#I also think that it’s interesting how both of them go about self sacrifice#because wow they both have problems with it#Raph’s tends to be immediate reactions not even thinking as he throws himself over his bros#Leo’s are often shown to be ‘for the greater good’ (said greater good often being his family)#once again I am saying that post movie these two would likely have codependency issues#considering Raph’s already present acute seperation anxiety and Leo’s immediate memory of Raph standing over him bleeding#another thing to mention is how Future Leo’s actual death still falls into the whole ‘morbidly lighthearted words’ category#I also wanna point out that in Many Unhappy Returns the trust that Leo wants so much does NOT come from Splinter but from RAPH#side note but in regard to the fighting that Raph and Leo were up to during the time between the shredder and the krang#I think it’s interesting that it’s NOT depicted as screaming matches - very blatantly not this actually#also also! I totally love how the movie parallels Oroku Saki and Karai with Raph and Leo respectively#there are so many parallels in general in this show+movie it makes me froth at the mouth#and because it breaks my heart - the beginning of the movie had Raph getting angry at Leo and lashing out at him#the end of the movie has the Krang very very angry at Leo and lashing out at him#both of these times has Leo ‘ruining’ a mission so…bad parallels#in the movie as well there’s a Krangified Raph who beats Leo senseless#so I have to wonder if Raph and Leo just…can’t roughhouse anymore#else Leo would flinch or Raph would be so scared to accidentally hurt Leo like he was already used to do before#then suddenly their usual dynamic of Raph never having to be softer with Leo is thrown on its head#worse is if they’re so terrified of this dynamic leaving that they power through their own sufferings to maintain it
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My third and final piece for the @hermitshippingbigbang !!!! This one was a DOOZEY it took a while, but it was SO fun!!!
This has been such a blast, and you should totally go read the FIC this piece accompanies and check out the other artist’s works as well!!!
// piece one // piece two // piece three (you are here!) //
Flat color version under the cut
#my art#Hermitshipping big bang#hsbb 2023#hermitshipping#trafficshipping#trafficblr#traffic smp#life series#life series fanart#ravager#double life#ranchers#team rancher#solidaritek#solidango#AAAAAA IM NEVER RENDERING ANYTHING EVERY AGAIN I HAVE SO MANY HOURS ON THIS THING#I love it but it took. SO LONG#Genuinely though I had SO much fun these last few months with this and I can’t wait to go through the fic collection after these are posted#<- I say drafting these three posts two days before#I’m going to update the links as these posts go out and the fic goes up- Pixie wanted the arts to go up first so they’re easier to link in-#-the fic#Anyways yeah!!!! ACK go check out all the other artists and writers!!!
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I saw Dev Patel last night at an advance screening of Kinds of Kindess, and I told him I loved monkey man. I haven’t stopped thinking about it, like he’s so pretty in person
#He thanked me#AND LOOK AT ME WITH HIS BEAUTIFUL BROWN EYES#I was giggling and blushing all the way home#I lowkey felt bad too because I was STARING at him trying to do the math in my head#but I was like ‘no it’s can’t be’ BITCH IT IS!!#I’m still in disbelief tbh#I just HAD to tell him I loved monkey man I have no idea if I’d ever run into him again#this is going to get me through the next few months tbh#dev patel
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thinking of the boys and honestly?? just imagine since they traversed time and space for mc they have to be a little unhinged right? imagine the lifetimes that passed them by where they may have missed mc, weren’t able to find her or get to her in time before she dies in that timeline. the constant agony of searching forever for someone who is fleeting just like the sands of time. growing older and decaying only to be reborn again in a constant cycle. and never in the same place or at the same time. constantly having to travel the world to try and find her again. and the few lucky times mc is near enough for them to establish themselves in her life before they lose her again. but the time they get to spend with her is never enough and is so fleeting before they’re back to wandering the world looking for her soul again
#it reminds me of fallen i think it was. where the girl reincarnated and the angel kept finding her in every life time#and like you can’t tell they’re perfectly sane after having to do that over and over again#searching for her and finding her and watching her inevitably die#eons over eons like these men have to crack at some point#and in my mind they crack to become possessive yanderes bc that’s the energy they give#but also what if they’re mad at mc for constantly going through this cycle and leaving them even though she’s not choosing to#i really think maybe that’s why Sylus reacted the way he did when we first met#like man was PISSED. in love but you could tell he was hurt and angry and maybe they have every right to be#lads#love and deepspace#lads sylus#sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lnds zayne#zayne love and deepspace#dr zayne#rafayel#lads rafayel#xavier love and deepspace#lads xavier
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