#I am too shy for that
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Nothing beats having a new wlw ship from a 8 episode show and not having much media to support the potential new obsession.
While watching a man on the inside I started shipping Didi and Julie very early on. They both express a wlw vibe which was very intense in episode 7.
I am glad to see other people had the same feeling. We now need more talented artists to be involved!
And we need a season 2 with both of them in.
#julie kovalenko#Didi Santos cordero#Julie x didi#Didi x julie#I wish I could write#Maybe I could start with writing headcanon#I have never done that before#I am too shy for that
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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!
there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.
#and before one of u is like '' i have no friends :(" i used to be there too actually#abusive partner cut me off from ALL of 'em. i didn't think i was lovable#it made me EXCEPTIONALLY shy. i still am actually!!!!#i just ... started saying ''yes.''#i would take pictures of flyers in my library and go to whatever events they had#i started taking community classes#if someone mentioned like ''i am gonna start x group'' i actually took a deep breath#and approached them to be like . okay i want in.#i started making the first move with new people - a small compliment#a smile or a little joke. just to share the space with them.#i have MASSIVE social anxiety. bad parent and bad relationship will do that to ya.#but i just... kept going. and going. and going. to each of these little things. and then...#like. .... idk i just am very blessed. i have a STUPID number of friends#a lot of which i reconnected with. bc it turns out love is never wasted. adult life just.#like. gets in the way. but also... i loved u as a weird little kid. i love u now as a weird big adult.#i promise i PROMISE ur friends are out there. u just have 2 find them. and btw#i didn't make friends with everyone. but i did get a lot of people to smile or laugh.#aint that something.#this process took me something like 2 years. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!#i love u!!! hard things are often worth it!!!
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i heard you folks might like fluttershy? 🦋
#she's big <3#i am redesigning my mane six designs Again bc id like to make mini comics of em when ive got the time#no it doesnt say anything about me that i draw both my ponysona and fluttershy as yellow pegasi with wings too small to fly and bodies#too big for their deamenor that live in cottages and speak softly#what are you talking about#my art#fluttershy#flutter shy#mlp#my little pony#friendship is magic#redesign#i GUESS if u wanted to call her a kinsona i wouldnt stop you..........#pony#horse#doodle#sketch#i like to imagine the only pony close to her height in ponyville is big mac...twilight doesnt count cause shes got that freak alicorn growth#going on. speaking of. twilight will prolly be the next design bc shes the one im the most dissastified with from my last batch
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Huh okay
#jei poopy art#my art#art#transformers g1#transformers#optimus prime#megatron#megop#suggestive#jei freaky art#transformers fanart#maccadam#lazy to tag#i made this like last month but i was too shy to post#this account needs more art so#i posted it#working on comms and The Odd Goth Family chapter rn#hehehhe#also did anyoje else know about Hot Motor Oil or am i just late to the party#like what the freak
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there's an art in the dark that took years to refine
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#if i had a nickel for every time i drew something in advance to post at a later date but couldnt take waiting and caved and posted early...#ill b so real idk how many nickels id have but its more than 1 ill tell u that much#im not cut out for holiday posting bc i always overestimate how long a piece will take and like 90% of the time i finish it early#that being said this ws GOING to b a valentines day piece but i accidentally leaned away from th roses and waltzes and in2 angst anyway soo#oops smile :'>#first itfs of the year starting it off strong but jfc i cant believe it took me a whole month before i drew my main ship#fake fan fr fr but! pulled out all the stops and youll never believe it a LOW camera angle!! no birdseye here worms eye only!!!#actually i changed my mind im shy no one look too closely @ th perspective i am scared of the csp perspective tool and refuse to use it#rawdogged those cathedral ceilings like god intended#anyway megumi rly rly wants to get his choreo down before the real deal isnt he so dedicated :)#fake idgafer i saw u longingly dancing with your boyfriend's shadow
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consider,,,a lucanis who is in love with emmrich, a spite who is in love with rook, a rook in love with emmrich, and emmrich who is in love with all three but wants lucanis, spite, and rook to get together because he feels he is not the type of man any of them deserve...
bonus points for spite being the one to realize just what sort of love quadrilateral is going on and is the one to get them all together.
#the angst potential alone#if i can convince my brain to write something other than smut i will in fact consider writing this#JUST. THEM BEING SO MESSY.#SPITE REALIZING THAT EMMRICH IS GETTING CLOSER TO LUCANIS TO TRY AND SWAY ROOK INTO FALLING FOR THEM#LUCANIS REALIZING THAT EMMRICH IS IN LOVE WITH ROOK AND DECIDING EMMRICH'S HAPPINESS IS MORE IMPORTANT#SO HE CONSIGNS HIMSELF TO HIS UNHAPPINESS#Rook could also be in love with all three in this scenario but i think it'd be SO FASCINATING for it to be Emmrich!!#Emmrich lamenting that he found the people he loves at a time he believes to be too late#consigning himself to a bachelor's life. he has his studies he has manfred he's content#and then he meets lucanis who is EXACTLY the type of man he fancied as a young man#Someone with so much heart but some rougish charm. appearing cold but so fucking warm under the surface. misunderstood perhaps#the same way he and death are#and so he is smitten. taken by this man and his watchful eye and his steady hands. fascinated by the demon living inside him#the demon who is so curious about this world. who craves to live and understand and emmrich who at his core wants nothing more than to TEAC#and rook. gods emmrich not having the same instant attraction as he did to lucanis but it all hitting him in the chest one night#reckless rook who takes blows they could have dodged to protect him. who always treats his necromancy with respect and curiosity#rook who always reaches out to touch him but stops their hand just shy of making contact. rook who is uncertain but willing to try#rook who is YOUNG and full of possibility and deserves more than whatever shell emmrich believes himself to be#i am just!!!!!!! do you see my VISION#something can happen here!! i'm fucking telling ya'll!!!!!#emmrich volkarin#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age rook#dragon age veilguard#lucanis x emmrich#lucanis x rook#spite x rook#emmrich x rook#emmrich x lucanis#emmrich x rook x lucanis
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asking and receiving (bonus below readmore)
[ID: A black and white, digital Trigun comic of Vash and Wolfwood. In the first panel is a close up of Wolfwood's mouth as he says, "Vash". Accompanying it is a close up shot of Vash's eye, widen and cheeks flushed. Wolfwood presses a knee against the open space between Vash's legs and says, "Tell me everything you want from me." Wolfwood's face is equally as flushed. He continues to say, "I'll give it to you. Everything." As he talks, a wide shot shows the both of them in white space. Vash is sitting, leaning a little back with both hands pressed against the surface he's sitting on. Wolfwood is in his white dress shirt, stripped of the blazer. He's still leaning in with one knee in between Vash's spread legs, his right hand touching Vash's lips and his left hand behind his back.
The shot closes in on Vash's mouth and Wolfwood's hand against it, pressing down on the lower lip as he says, "You have to ask though. Go on." His hand moves down to Vash's chin, gently holding it. With a shy and uncertain expression, Vash hesitantly asks, "Um... K... Kiss... Please?" Wolfwood, without wasting a second, leans in and kisses him and indulges by pressing deeper, eliciting a small noise of surprise from Vash.
Wolfwood moves away from Vash first and with a smile, asks, "What else?" Vash tugs on Wolfwood's left sleeve, wordlessly budging Wolfwood to give him his hand that was still behind his back. In the next panel, Vash utters, "Hold me..?" He's holding Wolfwood's left hand with his own while his right hand is reaching for his waist. Wolfwood complies, moving his left hand to Vash's shoulder and his right hand continues to touch Vash's cheek. Wolfwood asks again, "What else?"
More comfortable now, Vash leans in to kiss Wolfwood. Wolfwood catches him immediately, pressing his thumb against Vash's lips to stop him before demanding, "Hey. Ask." Vash looks back in surprise and Wolfwood meets his eye with a quiet, insistent look. They're quiet for a moment before Vash leans in again and curtly requests, "Kiss. Me." Wolfwood says "Good", smiling as he lifts his hand away, and meets Vash's lips. In the next shot, Wolfwood had adjusted his position, sitting on Vash's thigh. The hand that was once on Vash's cheek has moved its way to Vash's nape, pushing away the collar of his jacket with his pinky. His other hand continues to grip on Vash's shoulder. Still kissing, Wolfwood asks again, "What else?"
In the next shot, Vash is starting to turn, moving Wolfwood with him. Vash asks, "Let me on top of you?" Wolfwood says, "Mhm" before asking again, "What else?" The next panel shows a close look of Vash's face. He's looking down, flushed and shy just as he had been at the beginning, but now, more decisive. Vash asks, "Wolfwood... Let me have you..?" A panel of Wolfwood taking Vash's hand into his, pulling it towards his chest. The next panel shows Wolfwood lying down where Vash had laid him. Vash's hand is on Wolfwood's chest, covering the cross of his rosary while Wolfwood's hand lingers against his, loosely pressing Vash's hand in place. He looks up at Vash with a shy smile of his own, flushed cheeks. He says, "All yours."
A panel shows a close up of Vash's tender gaze before he leans down to be closer to Wolfwood. The final shot is a front view of their positions, Vash's face turned away from the viewer; Vash is leaning over Wolfwood who's lying down with his right leg draped over Vash's legs. Wolfwood's left hand holds onto Vash's left arm. With finality, Vash says, "...Mine." End ID]
[ID: A follow up bonus comic in a looser, sketchier style. They're laying comfortably in bed when Vash asks, "What was that earlier?" referecing to the start of the previous comic. Wolfwood glances away and says, "To get you used to it. Asking. And getting what you ask for. Since you're alwasy hesitant about it." Vash's eyes widen, tight lipped. Wolfwood continues, "Knowing you, it'll be a tough habit to break..." When he says this, Vash can't help but laugh, unable to deny it. Wolfwood slowly brings a hand to Vash's cheek and continues to say, "So I'll keep trying -- whatever ways I can... to get it through your thick skull." Vash takes Wolfwood's hand with his, kissing the the palm gently. Wolfwood's eyes soften and holding onto Vash's cheek, he leans in to try for a kiss. Vash says, "Hey..." before stopping Wolfwood's lips with the back of his hand, a smug look on his face, "Ask." Wolfwood's embarrassed and with little irritation, asks, "Really?" Vash smiles, saying, "You're in need of practice too." They pause for a moment, Wolfwood looking contemplatively, before he's leaning in again, asking, "May I please kiss you?" Vash looks him in the eyes and says, "Yes." The comic ends with a "chu", indicating an off-panel kiss. End ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#it took me so long to post this even after getting clarification about the maturity warning and stuff#bc i am so shy about it. SDGMKDSGMKSD I LIKE THIS COMIC BUT IM ALSO SO LIKE... AUGHHHH....#when i posted this on twitter though it was like... a few days after ep 11? ive always had the thought circling about vash deserving of#asking for things... and getting what he wants bc he never gets both. doesn't get the opportunity to ask and hardly does he get what he want#maybe the results can go in his favor but at some point along the way he'll still lose something bc nothing can ever go perfectly for him...#and he's usually the one begging and pleading with people to not. do something. it's not even asking at that point it's just straight up#please believe me. please trust me. please don't shoot that person. please don't kill anyone. please don't do it.#and wolfwood.... it was not always this lovey dovey ok. he wouldv noticed this habit miles away and they got into a fight about it the first#time they talked about it bc wolfwood is being hypocritical too. as he always is!!!! but i think as they get more intimate#wolfwood finds ways to make vash understand. smth smth insatiable want and love and desire for wolfwood that makes it much easier to ask.#wolfwood can also just be so compliant. sometimes. which is also an issue in of itself that id love to explore at some point#but he also just enjoys giving into vash fully and completely.#bc he loves him a lot. but anyway#i hope the id is comprehendible.... please lmk if there's something wrong with how im doing it asfdgkdsmgs#ruporas art
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Tiggles 💙
#fluffyart#tickling art#tickle art#tickle#tickling#tickling community#avery nimbus#tickles#Casper Reid#I’ll be real#I love reading descriptions people write about their tickle art#but sometimes I am too shy to do it myself ////#lee!casper#ler!avery#especially when I’m the lee…
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you guys are my captive audience now
#fate samurai remnant#miyamoto iori#saber#do you think they frot. i do💖#sorry i am too shy to post this on twitter so it has to go here
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hi its me youre all in danger never get invited cause im such a hater
#got my finger on the detonator crazy girl shit gonna go spring breakers!!!!#death stranding#higgs monaghan#being into this game is fun bc you need to have something wrong with you to draw these designs fr.#unfortunately i love his dumb ass a lot so here i am..... there will be more.......#i made this the cover art to my higgs playlist too.. im very shy and make my playlists for an audience of 1 but i keep thinking about it#i miss 8tracks!!!!!!!!!!!#art tag
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I suddenly had the urge to turn myself into a stuffed animal...a plushsona if you will... 🦇⭐🧸💙
Design isn't quite solidified yet but I think she's coming out cute...
#arts#original arts#I am shy about posting personal characters. because the last time I did that. it got Way Too Popular. if you know you know#as much as i appreciate fans of my work-#online popularity always comes with (often extreme) harassment. and it was a lot for an 11-14 year old child to deal with#trying very hard to be brave now...thank you dear followers for being chill and niceys :)#plush#stuffed animal#bat#plushsona#my characters
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For jjong month ♡ part [3/4]
#stylish and flavourful Mr. Bling 🌙✨️#he's a goof and i love him for it~#i wish his other vcr's were available in nice quality too but alas :'))#jonghyun#kim jonghyun#shinee#mygifs#speakofgifs#jjongmonth#the agit “the story by jonghyun” vcr#shinee jonghyun#analook#lol my shy ass confirming with you multiple times if it's okay to tag u. haha thank you for your patience <3#you've invited me in like the introverted vampire i am. i'm staying for afternoon tea; can't get rid of me and my gifsets now heh~~ :)
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Enough general kn8 art, time to make everyone look at my weird little ship hello
#kn8#ichikawa reno#i still want to tag him leno help will i ever unlearn this#narumi gen#narureno#outing myself as a weird little freak#pls consider them they are very fun in my head KJSDHFS#Has anyone else ever even thought of them together in any way or am I more delusional than i already know i am#don't look at me I'M SHY ABOUT THEM#i just think narumi being such a little shithead and reno being polite cutie would be sooo funny#also aesthetically they are very pleasing together#which is the initial reason i started shipping them but now everything else is making sense too skdjfhs#manga spoilers ahead but like narumi respecting power and reno getting to use 6 which is the most powerful numbers weapon like??#IT MAKES SENSE#logging off and digging a hole and lying in it now out of fear goodbye
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OH WHAT'S THAT??? More ihnmaims art I never shared hell yeah
Also from like May, I still really like them
#ihnmaims#i have no mouth and i must scream#ted ihnmaims#ellen ihnmaims#am ihnmaims#tedam#<- bc of the piano#personally i have a hc Ted knows how to play some instruments like the piano#idk they find a piano and ted teaches am how to play it or smy#this is for anotherrrr au but shrug#its kinda based on the ''good'' ending of the game#anyway!!!!! finally wasnt too shy to share this#puffy art
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dhmis drag show i love you SO much!!!!! so happy to hear abt the encore genuinely ‿★
#ALSO am serious when i say someone show the drag queens my fanart pls pls dm them im too shy#dhmis#dhmis yellow guy#dhmis duck#my dhmis postings#me art
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Quick riddler sketches. They're pretty loose but I kinda like them!
#riddler#edward nigma#edward nygma#the riddler#my art#i cropped out my OC bc i am too shy to post about them fjdjdjdhdj#batman rogues
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