#I am still alive guys
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they hated illario because he was a d1 yapper who was bad at assassinating people and was so annoyingly drunk and grief stricken at his cousin’s wake that viago had to drug him to shut him up (so what if he was also the guy who set his cousin up to die/disappear) . and also for working with the venatori and selling out the antivan crows i guess.
#illario as a guy who regretted his power grab but had no choice but to double down after lucanis came back is interesting to me btw#not entirely canon compliant to how the story is set up but yeah#even illario going WHAT . when he finds out lucanis is alive i am choosing to believe is him panicking because#zara did not in fact get him to die. illario thought he would die there. he did not. (what has he done) (shit. he has to do it himself)#and double on that . caterina didnt trust him enough to tell him#once again reminded he is dellamorte the lesser !#and still he knows hes not even a good crow. he couldnt actually kill lucanis. he cant actually bring himself to kill lucanis!#so ofc he spends the next act trying to manipulate him into leaving and for lucanis to believe its his own doing#and only when all of this fails (too soft to even kill his grandma btw) he has a public brawl w lucanis#that ends so badly for him that he is humilated in front of all the remaining talons#hes literally my babygirl#illario dellamorte#dav spoilers#dav#txt#rook: im sorry abt illario :/#viago: dont be. he had many unredeeming qualities from before he was a traitor
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has anyone here concidered listening to whisper by jack staubers micropop on loop
#man will draw a machine that has so few mechanical parts#rain world#looks to the moon#lttm#i love drawign wires and the arms and and and#also hi guys im still alive and kicking and definitly finished stuff ahem#anyow anyhwo i actully didnt jave anythignt o say i need to sleep#welp uh go listen to whisper by jack stauber#for me#ecasu ei asked?????#yup yup ahem#moons so cool#im usually a pebbles girlie but i do also concider that moon is so cool man#yeh#my art#and she is a MACHINE and she is breakding DOWN and she is also ROTTING becaus ehs is not only metal but BUGS and i think they migth be rott#ROTTING and i am gnawing on my enclosure bars
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Kang Dae-ho + Trauma
Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a mental health condition that's caused by an extremely stressful or terrifying event — either being part of it or witnessing it. Symptoms may include flashbacks, nightmares, severe anxiety and uncontrollable thoughts about the event.
#not spn#he's so real#i get him#squid game has been ruminating in my head as of late#sorry for using this blog for anything but spn as of late do you guys still love me#anyways i am more worried about the guilt that is going to destroy him next season than i am about his imminent death#it is going to be devastating#squid game#squid game season 2#squid game spoilers#kang dae ho#kang daeho#gifset#gif warning#gif#hyunju i love u#ptsd definition came from mayoclinic if anyone cares#i have a feeling there are going to be characters ready to eat him alive over this#i am so worried for him
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Wangxian goes to horse jail for their crimes against equines.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangij#game dev diary#Going forwards you'll see me talk about game dev stuff with 'we' and that is because this is a collaboration!!!#I am doing the art and my friend who has coding experience is in charge of the technical stuff.#We're testing out the basics of the program and figuring out the limitations before getting into the meat of our own project.#This is the part where I soft-announce that I'm working on a game. We're still early into development but it's coming along B*)#Originally the playable character was the horse and the NPC you talk to was WWX but I asked to switch it up for this gif.#We will be changing the window skin for dialogue portraits so no handmade art there yet.#My friend added the official art as a placeholder and it made me laugh very hard.#The thrill of seeing the little guys I spent hours drawing walk around is unparalleled!!! They are alive!!! Moving!!!
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So the Artemis questline absolutely broke me😁😁😁
#I actually cried so much over this guy#like i am still not over it oh my gosh#i hope theres a plot twist or something like oh theyre actually alive#but i mean i literally deleted their soul?? apparently?? Idk let me dream#nms#no mans sky#nms artemis
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many people believe they can tag that they are denying themselves care on my art and think I will let this stand in silence. jokes on you i love my best friend Direct Message
#this is said lightheartedly and without ill will. i get it#ive been there!#whether its a conscious plea for recognition of their suffering or not its still pleading. and who i am i if not a guy w a lot of free time#not art#the world is full of people who care about you that you may never meet. and i. Personally. want you to be happy and alive#Yes This Means You#why else would i make the art ! it's not to fuckin punish you !! its BECAUSE ive been there and i give a shit#about being an example that you can survive it even when everything sucks and the world keeps failing you#we find reasons to go on living. and mine's everyone else. unusual dragon hoard style
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The Codfather and the count (IM DONE!!!)
Re-blogs greatly appreciated <3
(Likes don't actually mean anything in the algorithm if you didn't know :,) )
#jimmy solidarity#mcyt#solidarity gaming#empires smp#mcyt fanart#solidarity gaming fanart#empires fwhip#fwhip#count fwhip#fwhip fanart#empires s1#UGH TUMBLR LOWERED THE DEFINITION NOOOO#I STILL EXIST GUYS!!! I DRAW! I AM STILL ALIVE!!!#There is so sososo much detail in the coloring someone please compliment me sobgsmfs#charecter design#guys I have so many head cannons rolling around my smooth brain grr#someone ask me questions about them I am a dictionary of headcannons#idk I might change whips design but DO U LIKE HIS WINGS?!?!?!#They are machiney#explodingexplodingexploding
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Look-
Anyone who tries telling you that both parties are the same and there is no point in voting? Has a fucking agenda, and it's a nasty one.
Do the Dems disappoint me? Yes, constantly. Do I have gripes with Biden? 100%.
Do I also recognize that he has GOTTEN SHIT DONE and that those things are like. NOT talked about by people my age because it feels better to be angry and constantly demanding better while being unwilling to put up with Average Joe who is ACTUALLY doing things that progressives have been asking for for AGES (putting caps on medication prices, working to cancel student and medical debt, investing in infrastructure and going after inflation, started working on protecting reproductive rights after Trump put in place the shitty judges who wrecked Roe, is trying to go after how weed is scheduled and pardoned all federal offenses, et-fucking-cetera).
Not only do I actually LIKE some of the shit Biden is doing? If Trump gets back in office? People will die. He and his have been OPEN about the fact that they want to go (somehow) even MORE fascist.
Fucking vote. Anyone telling you not to has your worst interests at heart. Be as pissed off as you want, but fucking VOTE. Because we have a chance of continuing to push a president like Biden towards the change we want to see. We have ZERO chance of that with Trump, or someone like him.
#us politics#look as a queer disabled Jew who is also trans#i am getting REAL fucking sick of people talking about how Biden is shit like#he has done so much stuff#I have my fucking complaints about the guy but anyone acting like he's done nothing is either a complete fucking nimrod#or someone who is probably a fucking troll#like we KNOW that people tried to influence the previous election online#we KNOW people tried to fucking fuck with our election process via online trolling and making accounts and saying shit like this#HOW are we still buying into this uwu all parties are the same#when the EXACT SAME SHIT was used to get the WORST MAN ALIVE into office before????
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was it casual when you stayed up all night researching and brewing potions, trying to find some way to bring my undead body back to life?
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm nurm#mcsm jack#nurm mcsm#jack mcsm#Zombie! Nurm#Bet you wish you paid more attention to vos's ramblings about potions huh jack?#Don't worry Ivor helps them it's fine#Also yes Nurm is still chill with jack#Even as a zombie#I would say something profound about love and trust#But jack just force feeds him mushroom soup until Nurm's zombie ass is like “nah it'd be better to keep him alive he's got the good stuff”#😭😭#Clemont_ine#What is up guys it's me the morning after drafting this#It is five am there is no such thing as too early I am thriving#Proportions are off ☹️ but NOTHING MATTERS AT 5AM GRAAAAAAA 💥💥💥💥
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Too good at social media stalking. Made a vow not to use my gifts anymore lest curiositas (the Sin) hijack my brain and leverage those gifts for Evil, as it always does. Accidentally found acting school photos of AZ from 2011, I am a menace to people's privacy, I have to be stopped
#I know this sounds insane but I am TOO GOOD at Finding#Do you guys remember the philosopher polycule#I am Not Allowed to do Research on people who are Still Alive#In 7th grade I found Pat Benatar's home phone number and called her#NOT!!!! ALLOWED!!!!!!#Lead me NOT into temptation but DELIVER ME FROM EVIL
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I hate how Aang is just never allowed to feel bitter about having his culture colonized. Like he apparently shouldn't feel so upset about colonizers that destroy his people's temples and replace it with pipes and smog. He apparently shouldn't feel angry when he learns that they build weapons of mass destruction for the Fire Nation
And then they try to make him out to be an "airbender purist" in Korra and like....he literally wouldn't be like that
"Aang is a bad father because he only paid attention to his one kid that was an airbender" his culture literally involves venturing out to other nations, and he befriends so many people and learn their cultures through these exchanges
If Aang is excited to share his culture, he is literally going to share it with his entire family, whether they are an airbender or not. He is literally excited to show Katara and Sokka how to play airbending games.
And he would want to do the same with the Southern Water Tribe because that's his wife and brother-in-law's homeland. He would take his children to travel around the world with him because that's what his people do
#everytime i think about the series i forget how white it was written#i feel like they only allow katara to react to the horrors of war because she needs to be “girl that is overtly emotional”#cuz they dont let sokka be affected through it#literally told zuko the day his mom was killed and just hurried zuko out of the tent to comically call for zuki#idk am i the only one that feels they try to make the men affected by colonization not think much of it#while the women have to be emotional about it like hama and either they cry about it or do evil acts that make them just as bad#as the colonizers#listen this is why i cant take katara x zuko seriously#why do i want to pair a victim of colonization to the guy that literally caused that#yeah he learned to get bettwr at the expense of all those lives#listen I'll consider that ship if jet and hama were still alive and thriving
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NO ACTUALLY ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO REPLY TO HIS
it's so true they are all idiots and they all are disasters but after the group mom offered me his therapist info because I was acting a bit weird (and hey, if you need help then get it! no shame!) then yeah I am literally convinced the only way this group is alive is because he has no mean bones in his body.
(I have only just gotten past the first witch and the twinks hate me but understandable have a nice day, boys... but honestly Arshem CONTINUES to remain the healthiest despite going through the roughest imo.)
#bewitching sinners#arshem nephus#i love him so much and there is no way he isnt the reason the others are still alive#this boy is so quick to mother hen and i love him hes really doing his best!#like all of the stuff i keep hearing palmier did to him im like boy please i love you see the light im begging#i am trying to not use any walkthrough info on this first run and i am SO STRESSED#every single time it comes to arshem right now because hoo boy that guy is struggling and i do NOT want to make him worse#i want only the best for him and it stresses me out that i might make him miserable which im like... so invested in him rn#anyway hey guys this is him this is the love of my life my dopplegangers ex boyfriend ! (jazz hands)#thank you anon for knowing the game and appreciating the silly lil fucked up boys as well they are so disastrous
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Not pictured: Bellara dragging Carver back as he tries to storm out; "No... No! I'm not doing this again!"
#carver hawke#rook carver hawke au#datv#dav#da2#veilguard#da2 anders#lucanis dellamorte#bellara lutare#i'm so sorry lucanis unfortunately you're starting with +50 rivalry and you're gonna have to work to get those friendship points#this post is made by an avid andersmancer who knows carver would not take learning about lucanis and spite well#listen he's chill with a lot of questionable things because he's a grey warden buuuuuuuut....#carver and i both have anders trauma but for very different reasons sksksksks#in da2 my hawke romanced anders and they broke up after anders lied to him about separating from justice and the explosion#not because he disagreed with anders' actions like ed had little to no love for the chantry or elthina but y'know... It's Complicated#and carver never liked anders to begin with but he begrudgingly acknowledged that he wouldn't still be alive#if anders hadn't been there in the deep roads with them during the expedition so he couldn't hate him *too much* even if he never#approved of his and hawke's relationship.... but once carver saw the state of his brother in the aftermath of da2 it was gloves off on site#carver's really having a shit time tbh he hates this underwater prison and he hates having to turn to a bunch of assassins for help#and he ESPECIALLY hates it when the guy they're looking for turns out to be possessed like deja vu am i right
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Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.
If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.
I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.
I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.
Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.
#p5#akeshu#akechi goro#kurusu akira#wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack#it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size#also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks!#i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god#and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo#ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :)#why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute#well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part#hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :)#also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right#so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh)#hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake#ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it.#but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess#anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon
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Spreading my trans Pyke propaganda lmao
#I TRIED RENDERING AGAIN#I FAILED TERRIBLY#Im still alive#barely#I drew this instead of sleeping#it’s almost 6 am help#I locked tf in to get this done#graduated from just shoulders to now drawing half body shots#another Pyke post because I love him#my husband actually#the guy of all time#hitting him with my trans beam#stardust rhapsody#I miss stardust rhapsody#dnd#pyke stardust rhapsody#legends of avantris#my art#I’m gonna sleep now
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can you remember being born? were you born at all
#my art#kuron vld#vld kuron#vld#this is sorta a companiom piece to the haggar one i posted recently#also. just now realising the perfect timing of posting that drawing on MOTHERS DAY of all possible days#i swear i didnt plan that. didnt even cross ny mind?? but its neat ig#this drawing is pretty simple but i really like how it turned out!!!#it was meant to evoke those infographics of human fetus development#its wrong. there should be middle stages between a fetus and a fully grown adult man. but theres nothing there.#like. he had no childhood or anything. he just woke up as a full ass guy. theres no middle point between a mindless clump of cells and him.#no infant. no child. no teenager. just kuron.#this is wrong and unnatural and it shouldnt have happened but it did#the part of him that looks the most alive is the bloody arm. his life depends on it. hes nothing without it.#sigh. i have so much to say abt this piece and i feel like its pretty barebones and simple tbh#but i still cant put into words what i mean!!!!! i am trying and failing!!! argghhhhhhhhg. whateverr#i have THOUGHTS about this but a weird ramble is all youre gonna get folks. maybe one day il write a small coherent analysis of this thing#he will never escape haggar. he was not meant to. hes asleep and clueless and hell never wake up#he wont ever become more than what was planned for him. and he doesnt even know#blood#gore#i guess. not really gore. more like viscera and flesh?#kuronposting
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