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My conversation with @sunsailsandmoonwalks about trans Ahsoka, because I can’t stop thinking about her
#ahsoka tano#ahsoka#trans Ahsoka#transgender Ahsoka#this is all just reasoning to make her trans okay#transisbeautiful#transgender#I am so queer send help#star wars#star wars headcanons#sw tcw#star wars the clone wars#togruta#togruta Star Wars#kitsunebattleboxer#my thoughts lol#I am in love with her#thank you Em for letting me ramble at you!!!
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“COME WITH ME”
#SARA HESS#WAS CRAZY FOR THAT 😭#THE TEARS WHEN SHE SAID NO#AND THE FACT THIS LINE CAME RIGHT AFTER “HISTORY WILL PAINT YOU AS COLD AND CRUEL” / “LET THEM SAY AS THEY WISH I AM FINALLY AS MYSELF”#THE NAIL BITING LIKE WHEN SHE WAS A TEENAGER#HER POSSIBLY NOT EVEN KNOWING AEGON ESCAPED ALIVE#SHE MAY NOT EVEN KNOW RHAENYRA IS GOING TO HER DEATH AT DRAGONSTONE LATER#SHE MAY TRY TO HELP HER ESCAPE AND SEND HER DIRECTLY INTO AEGON’S ARMS#I’M LOSING MY MIND#QUEER PEOPLE#ARE THE BEST#THE 2 YEAR WAIT WILL BE INSANE BUT THE FICS WILL BE *SO GOOD* IN THE MEANTIME#“COME WITH ME” I CAN *N O T* 😭#lgbtqia#rhaenyra x alicent#alicent x rhaenyra#rhaenicent#ate GOOD TONIGHT#rhaenyra targaryen#alicent hightower#hotd spoilers#hotd finale#hotd season 2#hotd#hotd s2#house of the dragon#I haven’t even put away the possibility of a kiss yet. She could have her#rhaenyra x mysaria#romance in the capital & then after Mysaria dies & Rhaenyra has to flee we get one with Alicent as she’s helping her escape they think 😭
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i need everybody ever to watch this video actually. the issue is not difficult but if you’re somehow still feeling uncertain in any way about hogwarts legacy watch the video. they say it well and they say it with confidence and i love them actually
#hogwarts legacy#all of their videos on the topic are extremely good. downloaded the tiktok app so i could save this one on my phone#fr though it is really Not That Complicated. and none of your arguments to the contrary are good#if you still interact with harry potter i don’t like you and i don’t want you in my spaces.#if you’re going to play hogwarts legacy i hate you actually. and i am going to respectfully posit that you fuck off#nd i don’t care if you’re trans or queer or whatever. wearing a pronouns pin while you send money to legislate trans people out of existence#is not a cute look nor does it excuse you from moral culpability.#if ppl wanna start a fight in the comments i’m happy to tell you to go fuck yourself and die though it’ll help me blow off some steam <3#valentine notes#harry potter#jk rowling#anti harry potter#anti jkr#anti hogwarts legacy#not even to MENTION the racism and antisemitism. dear fucking god
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When will wood said "they say grow up be a mam cause until then you're nothing but a short haired girl"
When will wood said "i was nothing before, so i couldn't have asked to be born"
When will wood said "never learned how I should feel, instincts somehow stunted, just seem haunted by my stupid urge to protect"
When will wood said "dandelion seeds yet to ride on the breeze, you make a wish upon the dead but turn and call it a weed. Only plastic never die"
When will wood said "you fill your head with thoughts you find you can't even feel. Try to make room in your skull but it's full of them. All of the things that you think and think about thinking. I know it's hard, but they’re not who you are. They're white noise"
When will wood said "and a little conformity never hurt nobody, but lately I’ve been worried that you’re losing yourself. So how many milligrams of you are still left in there?"
When will wood said "baby could you play along with me? Baby would that be alright with you? And when we find out what's wrong with me, could you tell me jow could you tell me how and if i'm still pretty?"
When will wood said "it's lonely out here socrates"
When will wood said "but i'll tell you what i'm not afraid to die, i'm more afraid of what might happen first. Either way it's not like we'll get out alive. I can't say that i know which one is wrose"
When will wood said "everybody knows that, nobody knows that, everybody's in on my motherfucking business"
When will wood said "so come on, William, grow up, be a man, ‘cause until then they’re gonna treat you like you’re just a little girl"
When will wood said "everything's useless especially songs, it think the truth is that everyone's wrong. Still sing along, still sing a long long time. I might keep looking for nothing to find, they say "keep tracking it's all in your mind, jimmy you're fine," end of the line, gaining speed, wrapping trees"
When will wood said "oh are you at all like me? Do you know what i mean, or am i too close to see? Someone, anyone!"
When will wood said "why to thine own self be true when it is you who are the problem, not the things you do but something deep inside."
When will wood said "I might be a saint worth steeple, i might be the brain of evil. Bad things happen to good people, good things happen to me."
When will wood said "Although my eyes face forward, climb up on my shoulder. sure you'll see my point of view, I'd bring you with me to the office in my pocket, but the world would put us down. Lock me up and toss the key. You might seem behind bars but friend this cage is inside out.."
When will wood said "Is there cheese in the great beyond? Rinds of parmesan, wine to water, night from dawn. Life gets shorter, teeth grow long. Mind me not and I’ll mind my own and my mind’s not one bite smaller or lesser than yours. Do I belong in right and wrong? Nature, I guess."
When will wood said "Thursday traction, Tuesday titration. My hope is to assess through my objective report of your subjective conjecture whether this proprietary blend of expertise and seasoning works as well as this transorbital ice pick. Holistic ballistics, you got a better idea? It’s about the best we could come up with. What, you think ideas spread because they’re good? No, they spread because people like them. So here we are once again. Holding, as it were, a mirror up to your mirror. I guess it’s just something people do."
When will wood said "Ain’t your you-dentity at stake? Does aspirin kill you with the pain?You’re not your thoughts, you’re not your brain, you’re just the character you’ve made. Up in your head, down in your heart, what seem like separate body parts come together to believe they’re you, and not just chemistry"
When will wood said-
#will wood#in case i make it#can somebody please physically stop me from continuing this#i am so fucking normal i swear i am so normal i even go to normal people school i swear there's nothing wrong with me#i go to a fucking queer youth movment group and a school for mentally ill kids but somehow i still have no to talk about will wood with#what the fuck is this clownary#i thought i went past my will wood obssetion but here we are#i have continued this#it's just becoming a list of all my favourite will wood lyrics at this point#send help#I have got.. to get... normaler....
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just finished interviewing bellini for one of my finals in my comedy class and i'm losing my mind over bellini going on a tangent about how if he were grading my comedy over the past year he would give me an A+. like i didn't ask him to say that and it wasn't related to any of the questions i asked but you better believe i'm leaving that in to be like see professor? BELLINI gave me an A+!!!
#it was very sweet lmao and a great conversation over all#last time i was in town i told bellini a one-liner i came up with about the 2SLGBTQIA+ acronym having the exact qualifications#for a strong password (8 letters a number and a special character) and he said he's repeated it to several people#and it's always gotten a big laugh!! which is so cool!!! i'm not typically a ''joke'' writer my stuff is usually character-driven#so that's awesome that both bellini AND scott really loved that line!!#bellini in particular has been such a fan of my comedy since we first met (across multiple eras now)#like we met while i was working on my musical ''other girls'' and he was so excited to hear about it when i first mentioned it#and had me send him the recording as soon as i got it#and he's been so helpful in developing aubrey as a solo sketch character too#it's so cool having a professional comedian (especially one with such a meticulously good ear for comedy like bellini)#be as excited about my work as i am and be able to help me refine it into something even better#and especially as a queer comedian today who's finding it difficult to navigate this landscape of being ''bad representation''#bellini having been an openly gay comedy writer for almost double my lifetime is such a great resource to have!!#of course a lot of this is true for scott too (tho scott hasn't actually *seen* any of my comedy yet. he's just heard me tell jokes from it#but bellini is such a special mentor for me and i'm so happy we randomly connected over mouth congress over a year ago
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trying to decipher if the overwhelming dread & Thoughts are cause of the state of the world or cause i need a shower.
vent post in the tags. idk. do whatever 👍
#sorry bros im about to ventpost in these mf tags 👍#im so fucking tired man. im already suicidal to begin with but the Everything happening is making it Worse. Yippe Yahoo Hooray.#therapy in a week though so ive got that at least.#this is the worst time of year for shit to go south.but Uh Oh saying that makes me feel like a selfish fuckass because other people -#- have it worse. like. god fucking damn. i get Extra suicidal around september -> march range sure. but other people are literally suffering#like as we fucking speak. and ive done fuckall to help cause i dont know HOW to help. but thats not a fucking excuse#im just being comfortable in my lazy ass depression spiral cause im a selfish fucking prick. “i cant spare the energy to vett things”#other people are fucking dying and im over here like “noo im too tiwed :( i cant do anyfing so im not gona do anyfing cuz im wazy and tiwed”#what the fuck is wrong with me lmao. knowing me im not gona change shit anyway despite fucking complaining about it cause im just. fucking#Like That.#idk. i was reblogging some of those “hold in there dont kill yourselves” posts cause like. yk. suicide bad or fucking whatever. but someone#on this site said something along the lines of “ok but how many people reblogging/posting these told jews to kill themselves” and like.#i dont know. i dont fucking know dude. so i guess im not reblogging Those anymore.#theres bigger issues out there and here i am focusing on some queer people who might kill themselves. idk. i should just join them yk#cause i never fucking focus on the bigger shit cause “i dont know how” and “i dont want to make things worse so i just wont do anything” so#im not doing fuckall other than just being part of the fucking problem here.#i should probably just delete social media for a while and see from there.#or just fucking drink about it thats the other option. its worked for me before (lie) so i may as well do it again am i right#im sorry i never like. boost gofundmes or fundraisers and shit i just.#i dont have a fucking excuse. im just a lazy fucking bastard in my own stupid fucking comfort circle.#“oh no seeing that people are dying makes me uncomforyable :(” ok well people are fucking dying you self absorbed douchebag. why cant you#get off your stupid fucking ass and do something. get a job so you can fucking help people or *something#its not like you have to pay rent and shit.#<- all about myself. cause yk. self centered douchbag. hooray.#i dont pay rent and i dont have to pay for my own food. i still live with my parents. im fucking useless to society so i may as well get a#job and send the money i dont fucking need to somrone who DOES need it. but here i am.#in.my stupid fucking bed til noon cause “the world is scary and jobs are hard :(”#its fucking retail. retail isnt as fucking hard as like. construction and shit but here i am anyway “unable” to do shit.#i fucking could if i just fucking ballsed up and put up with shit. but no. here i fucking am going “nooo i should just kill myself instead”#vent post
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feeling frustrated while being in the closet and living with other people who dont know im trans, having to hide my art so they dont suspect a thing is really exhausting. it prevents me from doing bigger and more explicit paintings :c
(btw my commisions are open so I can save up to start hrt)
#transgender#trans art#trans artist#ftm#traditional art#dysphoria#trans artwork#my art#transmasc#vent post#sorry if this is incoherent#i am so tired#i am scared#im in the closet#queerness#transphobes#send help
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google search: easiest way to become a captain of something so that i can be addressed as "Capt." on paperwork instead of "Mr.", "Mrs.", or "Ms."
#im aware of mx#i personally do not vibe with it#i am aware of many other potential neo-pronoun-esque terms i could use#but the bank and the pharamacy and all the other stupid corporations of the world arent going to care about that#and will just keep sending me mail addressed to 'Ms [my name]'#i must command a vessel#personally I'm hoping to steal a yacht from a billionaire#but of course ideally it'd be an old haunted pirate ship so the ghost crew can help me with the actual sailing#original post#also any other enbies out there uncomfortable with gender-neutral language that uses 'x' as a kind of cure-all?#it feels....othering#x is the unknown variable in an equation#it just feels weird to me personally when it's just sort of tacked on to the end of something#to indicate 'oh this thing is Weird and Different'#ofc these are all my personal preferences for my gender identity#obvs plenty of people out there like terms like 'Mx' and that's great for them#just not for me#gender#queer#language
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(me, preparing an important presentation on queer issues): ah, yes, doing this will make my favorite fictional characters so proud of me >:)
Me, cont: yes, they will indeed be proud of me for standing in front of an audience and talking, despite the fact that they do not exist, cannot see me, and do not know of my existence. making fictional characters proud of me is something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve...
(does anyone else do this?)
#personal#like... i'm doing something difficult#and pretending that they're going to be proud of me if i pull it off helps#if i manage to pull off what i'm trying to pull off it will be huge#even if the audience is limited#i'm half debating advertising it to get some extra publicity#sending the zoom link by which people would be able to watch me#but... hmm...#my topic is a little controversial#it's about the intersection of the queer and christian community#and how christians should learn to be more chill with LGBT+ folk#and... how christians and LGBT+ people shouldn't be enemies#but instead focus on the real villains of the world- white supremacists and nazis#this will be incredibly difficult to handle with sensitivity and grace#and i'm really scared of doing it for a lot of reasons#putting a few different kinds of potential targets on my back to deliver an important message#but if i do it..... and do it well...#i'm sure the fictional characters i adore would be so proud of me despite the fact that they don't exist#and cannot see me or know who i am
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24 days!
#em#milo.txt#im thinking about em again. i mean when am i not they're always on my mind#god they make me so fucking happy#ive been having such a shitty past few weeks but talking to them has helped#it feels. incredibly magical to have a love as strong as ours#they called me a good boyfriend today and they just. get me yknow?#in ways no one has ever. in ways i didnt even expect! in ways that feel full of love#i love how we've become entangled in one another. it really feels like there's no true me without them and vice versa yknow?#like yeah yeah yeah im my own person. kickass grad student whos queer as fuck and hot and theyre their own person.#fucking amazing scientist beautifully radiant individual whos so kind and gentle and fuckn CUTE ((they sent me a selfie this morning#and i was like HEY GIVE A GUY A WARNING OKAY!!! I NEED MY BRAIN FOR SCHOOL! CANT BE TAKING MY BREATH AWAY LIKE THAT#AND RENDERING ME SPEECHLESS!! theyre sooooo cute. i see them and im like ohmygod youre so fucking... youre so pretty youre so cute youre so#hot youre literally every word that is escaping my mind right now and i have never seen something as breathtaking as them))#ANYWAY!!! it still feels like half of me is missing when they're not with me yknow? and its true#half of me IS missing... they are !! they're my other half they're my beloved they're my lavender they're my fucking bestie#it really sucks being this far from them and not having them in my life in person but soon! soon.#theyll be in the same city as me again and we'll go for drives and we'll go grocery shopping together#and get weird looks because we just. get so GOOFY together#godddd i love when we would try to forage for fucking food in [redacted] at like 10 pm but eVERYTHING CLOSES SO EARLY#like that time we went to taco bell and they only took cash so we had to pivot#god i just miss that shit!!!! i miss that with them !!! i miss laughing and being happy and having no worries and feeling. GOOD#i love that i can just look at them and they KNOW what i'm thinking like i dont even have to SAY anything and they KNOW#and how genuine they know me? god. they send me reeses and hi-chews in care packages and its the ONLY time i have them bc i dont usually#buy shit for myself like that PLUS it feels like an extra special treat when i get them from them.#also the way they have helped me love myself? like fuck.#if they're capable of loving me so deeply and truly. maybe i can too yknow?#ill do things that i wouldnt have done before knowing them (like admitting i DO know things and celebrating my 48% on an exam and eating#ice cream because its going to make me happy even though theres still remnants telling me to not)#like.... they really have changed my life for the better
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For every time someone in my family says a transphobic/homophobic comment, I add one more queer character to my novels
#Even if theyre side characters or main characters#I am doing it.#JUST to spite them#since I cant outwardly say anything to counter what theyre saying#slowly healing the world one queer character a time 🙏#Cupcake Rambles#So far ive got 20+ characters that are some flavor of queer 😍#Someone send help /j
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this girl (turned friend) i met on bumble bff a little over a year ago suddenly called me a variation of “baby” today ????
made my brain glitch ngl
#she’s never called me that before???#we’ve never used that kind of nickname/petname between us before????#i’m getting war flashbacks to when this friend i had a huge crush on starting calling me with a similar petname one day haha#the gay panic was so real#was it because i referred to our hangout as a date the other day 😭😭😭#like i like her as a friend and we keep talking about our dating misadventures so i’m shocked and confused rn#i honestly don’t know if she’s queer — we’ve never talked about our SOGIE before????#WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY#HDHSKALDJKSSL SEND HELP#rambles
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fyi it helps to actually read articles beyond the headline before sending me asks about whether im involved in something siegedsec did. you can even just quickly go over my profile and see that if it were something im involved in and willing to talk about having been involved in i already would've done so.
so to very clearly put it into words again: siegedsec is a group unrelated to me, i am not the only queer hacker out there (shocking i know), i am not the only hacktivist doing big things (shocking i know), siegedsec has been a source for some of my articles - this is regular source work and doesn't mean im involved with them.
if you do however wanna learn more about the heritage foundation hack you should read the following two articles, i will not be adding any of my own commentary since i haven't had time to look into the leak at all. but it's great work from sieged as always!
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I think I have a type...
The three leads in my WIP are:
nervous shy boi
shameless flirt
cold-faced but secret softy
and the flirt calls the shy guy 'kitten.' I might be obsessed with them.
#why am I like this#they're so cute send help#queer books#writeblr#writers on tumblr#mm romance#queer romance#WIP
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Hello everybody!
We are offering to make any gif/graphics request you ask of us as long as you donate to the vetted families and charities listed below.
We are also collaborating with the following artists:
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half body, colored and shaded, two characters, 65$
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@snoozingfae
from whom you can request fanart in exchange for donations.
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- send proof of your donation in asks of our blog and the artist of your choice if you commission art.
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Emergency Commissions
I am the main provider of myself and two other disabled queer people, and I lost one of my jobs right before pride. One of my roommates needs a brain scan to diagnose what is either seizures or ministrokes, and her only means of making money for this are illegal and particularly risky. She is waiting on her disability ruling in the courts and has been fighting that case for well over two years because that's not unusual in our state. We will also probably need help with rent this month, but I'm not sure how much yet, so the initial goal is just for her brain scan. I have an interview today, and I've applied so more placed than I can count.
Dm me for proof or more details, she's sending me screenshots of her online medical center acct.
I will do art for anyone who helps her with this, and I sell finished pieces on my art blog @theartistrans Any help with this is deeply appreciated.
$C--V--PP--kofi
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