#I am so enthralled I tell you
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Okay, but the concept of having zombies but they revert to humans, that is brilliant. Because usually in a zombie scenario, a infected person gets to make one moral decision: what to do when they get bitten. And the other people don't have terribly hard decisions to make, shoot the future zombie.
But in Happiness, you have someone who becomes a zombie but then goes back to being human and has to deal with what they've done. You have uninfected people who have to decide if they will kill or banish the person standing in front of them, who looks completely human (right now). And hope is far more realistic, the infected aren't rotting and grotesque, even in the zombie phase, and then they return to their normal selves.
The main characters are staunchly "save the infected humans if we can do it safely" but the other residents all have such varied feelings, which of course change when someone close to them becomes infected. It's fascinating and very well written how they all react and deal with the question of what to do with the infected and when infected.
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I think I've cracked why it makes me so irate when customers have this expectation that workers not only offer service to them but to Do It With a Smile.
It's this sense of entitlement that it isn't enough to have a service offered to you, but that it must never remind you why workers might not be chipper.
What people mistake is that this country is built off freedom that makes us All Happy. What they miss is that this country was built on façades and platitudes - the comfort of being shielded from any uncomfortable reality.
#politics#workers rights#kind of adjacent#but i've said it before: if you want chipper workers contribute to something that would ACTUALLY make us chipper#like... so many people think i'm Rude because i CAN'T HAVE A CUSTOMER SERVICE VOICE (nor am i paid enough even if i could)#and frankly... if they are providing the service without A Smile then what is the problem officer?#is the problem that you had to contend with the idea that... maybe they don't WANT to be here and probably have little choice?#is the problem that you contended with the idea that there's something miserable about that place?#is it the uncomfortable reality that people aren't absolutely elated and enthralled to Serve You?#the frustrating part is when somebody tells you that and you KNOW if you told them that at their placs of work they'd also Not Be Happy#and RIGHTFULLY so because (at least in my eyes) it comes across as needlessly entitled and demanding#had somebody ask if i was okay and i contemplated actually being honest (not a Good idea)
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me every time I make my potatoes: this is decadence this is hedonism this is why i'm alive holy fuck
#I could not tell you what it is these are just really fucking good#normally I eat absent mindedly while doing something else but these fucking potatoes I am so enthralled every time
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also i would like to introduce â¨him⨠the heir of the aldmeri dominion who she totally didnât stab in the eye when she intended to take him outâŚâŚ. and she was ambushed by his guard hidden in invisibility spells and far enough away that detect life didnât workâŚâŚ.. bc the morag tong sent her on a mission they knew! KNEW she wouldnt walk back from alive as she ruffled too many feathers and they wanted her gone osjzjxjxâŚâŚâŚ now she has a thorn at her side (affectionate) DEAD on her heels until they cross paths for realsies in markarth sljzjxjx.
the royal pain of vinny himself, caranthir nemfarion aldmeri đ¤
#âi am the heir to the dominion dear đ¤â YOURE A ROYAL PAIN IS WHAT YOU ARE CARA â¨đ¤#an EPIPHANY i tell ya â¨đ¤§#guess who is playing sk*yrimâŚâŚ.. for the 39382828316 time â¨đĽ´ yours truly of course! <3#i just finished the companions for herâŚâŚ. and her first transformation she almost takes him out soxjxjxj#Bc like it was a random encounter but the timing was IMMACULATE when a group of the thalmor were fighting i think? it was wolves?#and from a lore perspective they set up raw meat along the road as a trap to attract the wolves..#and euphemia and lirinwen were traveling with her rightâŚ.. euphie is a very altruistic dearie!#and they knew she would wish to stop to help who was in needâŚâŚ and then Vinny and liri would stop at her request u know?#so it was a trap! the justicars with him figured it was to kill her right for taking his eye? at the border of skyrim?#well it was actually to question her.. learn who hired herâŚâŚ and see if they can help each other out :)#bc at one point his family was the ruling power in the dominion right? he wished to restore his birthright#BUT ANYWAY so he follows her solo to whiterun right?#UNFORTUNATELY by the time he arrived it just so happened that Vinny underwent her first transformation rightâŚ.. so he almost met the end at#her claws slskjxjxâŚâŚ.#he was tutored by liri when he was young! and they both knew of something to calm her down before she could hurt anyone?#she does get cured of her lycanthropy soon after the questline ends bcâŚâŚ. it was NOT for her akzjjxhx#she prefers vampirism đ¤đ she saw lirinwen and how she can become invisible at will create undead AND enthrall her enemies#and was likeâŚâŚ.. yea that skzjxjxj an effective advantage to have when ur an assassin akzjxj#but him helping her she was SO confused sksjjxj and quite frankly miffed aksjxjjx#isnât it true romance when they vex u so? i think so! enemies to something more etc etc#oc: vindamea verenim#oc: caranthir nemfarion aldmeri#leg.ocs#leg.txt#if u read all that u are a dear â¨đ
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I, logically, know that How to Quit You is a long story. But today I finally got a kick in the ass wanting to write more for it and realized I needed to do some catch up. Decided to back up to the start of the âgetting back together/end gameâ part of the fic and read on.
I have been reading for almost an hour and a half and Iâm not done yet!?!? Iâm a pretty fast reader too! What the hell??? Like I knew it was long, but all the sudden Iâm getting a look at just HOW long again. :|
#1.5 hours for 4 chapters of a (currently) 21 chapter fic#big thank you going out to all yall for reading that monster length story lol!#anyhow I'm making an excuse so Catra will grow her beard out for the winter#I wanna give her beardsicles so Glimmer can find it enthralling :)#Glimmer when Catra is clean shaven: Oh hot damn!#Glimmer when Catra has facial hair: Oh hot damn!!#Glimmer when Catra has facial hair and they hug or kiss: scratchy ouchie ouch#htqy#glitra#finish my longest fic ever 2k23 challenge#and then I'm going to get some hardcopies made#I want to hold this bastard in my hands and explain to people that I wrote that#and to all my beautiful and wonderful friends who've helped edit and beta this thing#just a reminder#I am plannign to print a copy for each of you and ship it out unless you tell me no#but first I gotta get there lol#sometimes I watch ghosttown living and wanna hike or cave#sometimes I watch it and go ''oh lmao you know what I wanna do?''
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butterfly effect - Spencer Reid
pairing: Spencer Reid x fem!reader (no use of y/n)
part two of Casual
Spencer and Reader's first meeting is revealed along with how both are feeling in the aftermath of the restaurant debacle in part one.
word count: ~6.4k
content: 18+ minors DNI! language, angst! fluff (oh the fluff in this one is sickly sweet - i told y'all i don't like unhappy endings)! smut (i simply could not help myself because i've had this one line stuck in my head for weeks and it just so happened to transition very well in this piece i'm not sorry): oral [male receiving], unprotected PIV, multiple orgasms mentioned.
dividers by @firefly-graphics
now playing: butterfly effect by Sophie Holohan also a hint of vulnerable by Leanna Firestone <3
ThenâŚ
You watched as drops of condensation raced down the side of your iced coffee cup, lost in your own thoughts as you ignored the hustle and bustle on the sidewalk to your left. It was a sunny morning on your day off and you were at your favorite local coffee shop, trying to ignore your work responsibilities for as long as possible. You were doodling in the rustic looking parchment journal you had found at a thrift store when you went shopping with Celeste and Maddie yesterday, and you had become enthralled with butterflies once more.Â
You had a hyperfixation on the beautiful creatures when you were younger and in some circles were ashamed to admit how much you knew about them. They were just so fascinating and beautiful, how could you not adore them? You knew that this cafeâs outdoor seating area was teeming with them during April due to their migratory pattern as well as all of the plant life they had blooming within all of the scattered pots seated throughout the patio, so it was the perfect time for catching glimpses of the creatures you had lost touch with for many years.Â
A beautiful one with black and white coloring and long trailing wings fluttered by and you quickly snatched your cup and journal up as you went to follow the beautiful creature. If your memory served you right it was a Zebra Swallowtail, one you hadnât seen since your childhood, and you were determined to capture its beauty in your new journal.Â
Your journey following the butterfly was short-lived though, when as you quickly exited the patioâs gate you ran smack into someone! You felt your condensation coated cup leave your grip as it was crushed between your body and the strangerâs and your eyes went wide as the drink spilled down their front, completely soaking through the button up they were wearing. And to add insult to injury, the manilla folder that had been in their hands was now absorbing the liquid on the ground.Â
With your now empty hand flying to cover your mouth, you began profusely apologizing, saying, âOh my gosh I am so, so, so, so sorry! I wasnât watching where I was going! You see, I saw this really pretty butterfly that I wanted to sketch and I didnât want it to get away but now it has and I completely ruined your shirt and your file and you were probably on your way to work and now youâre going to be late because of me and smell like coffee the rest of the day and oh my gosh I am so sorry I am mortified right now!â By the end of your rambled on apology you had covered your face with your journal, afraid to look up at the person you had run into, especially after such a rambling and childish apologyâŚ
What surprised you was the person letting out a soft laugh in response to your rambling before telling you, âIf you were going after something in the name of science I canât exactly fault you for running into me. I likely would have done the same.âÂ
âYou- WhatâŚ?â you asked, risking a peek over the top of your journal, only to see the smiling face of a boyishly handsome man around your age with cropped and almost curly hair that fell slightly over his eyes. He was gorgeous. His melodic laugh rang out once more and it prompted you to lower the journal to your side fully, risking a glance at the damage your drink did.Â
You cringed as you looked at his once pristine and pressed shirt, but your anxious thoughts were interrupted by him telling you, âYou were going after a butterfly that you wanted to make an observation of in its habitat. As a man of science I canât fault you for doing so.â He bent over to pick up his now thoroughly soaked file and offered a small smile as he came back up and added, âIâm Spencer by the way. I donât exactly follow the science of lepidopterology, but itâs a fascinating subject. Do you study them for a living?â
You offered your name in turn before saying, âOh, uh, no I- Itâs just a sort of hyperfixation Iâve had on and off since I was a kid,â You felt an intense blush creeping up your neck and onto your cheeks after the admission crossed your lips and you wished that the earth would open up beneath you and save you from yourself. Instead of just keeping your mouth shut though, you rambled on, âAnd now itâs probably ruined your day and routine and again I am so sorry! Were you heading in? I could buy your drink! Itâs the least I can do after ruiningâŚeverything.â
âI couldnât ask you to do that, Iâm getting drinks for more than just me,â Spencer replied as he began opening his satchel bag and pulling out a sweater vest which he put on and covered the coffee stain on his front. ���See, good as new. I have a change of clothes at the office anyway. Donât worry about the shirt.â He waved the folder to get the droplets of coffee off and added, âAnd donât worry about the file either. I have it memorized. Eidetic memory. Comes in handy for times like this.â
âRightâŚâ you said, making a mental note to look up what that meant rather than assuming. You nodded awkwardly before gesturing toward the door and heading that way, telling him, âWell Iâm gonna head back inside to get a drink to replace the one I dropped. We can at least discuss how I could repay you while we wait?â
âIf you insist,â Spencer said before following your lead into the small shop, the little bell above the door ringing out to alert the workers that someone had entered.Â
As you waited in line, you cleared your throat and asked awkwardly, âSo, uhâŚwhat do you do for work?â
âI work for the FBI at the Behavioral Analysis Unit. We basically use whatâs called profiling to determine why people do what they do, specifically in the realm of killing people,â he told you as if it was a regular old nine to five and not what sounded like the most interesting job in the world.Â
âI- Wow! That sounds so cool!â you stuttered out awkwardly. You mentally kicked yourself at the stupid reply, but before you could rectify the situation it was Spencerâs turn to order. You breathed a sigh of relief at the out and began scouring your brain for ways you could repay Spencer for the mishap outside.Â
Once you ordered your replacement drink, you cleared your throat and shyly asked Spencer, âHow about as an apology I take you to dinner? You choose where. I just feel really, really bad about spilling my drink on youâŚâ
Spencer was silent for a beat before telling you, âI would like that. Thank you.â So before you two parted ways, Spencer wrote his number in your journal beside another butterfly you had been sketching and you sent him off with a warm smile while what felt like a kaleidoscope of butterflies flew around in the pit of your stomach.Â
Your dinner with Spencer got delayed when the BAU was requested to work a case in Oregon, but you were fine with that as it gave you more time to grapple with the fact that, no, this wasnât a date. This was simply a business transaction because you had ruined the manâs clothes and case file.Â
When Spencer returned after closing the case, you were finally ready to face the gorgeous man in what you hoped would be a platonic business-like way. That was until you saw his face again and heard his what turned out to be contagious laugh. He told you all kinds of fun facts about butterflies he had learned in preparation to have something to talk with you about and you practically had heart eyes as you listened to him ramble on and on about stuff even you didnât know about the beautiful creatures.Â
The spark you thought was there turned out to be mutual and by the end of the night, Spencer was back to your apartment and between your legs, sending you into the most blissful state you had been in in years. As you learned during your dinner, Spencer had a vast understanding of the human body and mind and it turned out that those skills translated to the bedroom as well. Needless to say, he had completely exhausted you and you fell asleep in his arms under your duvet, your legs entangled as you clung onto him like a koala.Â
Waking up the morning after your dinner, Spencer began to come to his senses as he smelled bacon and pancakes being cooked and coffee lingering in the air of your apartment. At first he relaxed into the plush memory foam once more before he sat up with a start. What was he doing? He knew from current and former BAU membersâ experiences, relationships while working for the unit were hard. The hours were odd and long, the mental toll of cases could be heavy at best and all consuming at most, and statistically the odds of someone in a relationship with an FBI agent - specifically a member of the BAU - becoming a target of a pissed off unsub was high. What if an unsub took you as a hostage in order to get to him? What if an unsub killed you as some cruel form of punishment for going after them? That wasnât something he was willing to shoulder onto you, he thought as a shudder shook his whole body.Â
But there was no way he wanted to let you go from his life altogether, so when he emerged into the combined dining and kitchen area to see you cooking in just a t-shirt and underwear, Spencer cleared his throat and greeted you with a good morning before asking tentatively, âHey uh⌠I was just thinking⌠With my job with the BAU being what it is, could weâŚwould you mind if we kept this casual? I had an amazing time with you at dinner and inâŚother places, but itâs historically difficult for an FBI agent to maintain a proper relationship and give their partner the attention they deserve while also giving cases the attention they need. WouldâŚwould that be something you would be okay with?âÂ
Spencer studied your body language as you concentrated on flipping the pancakes in front of you, doing so effortlessly as you nonchalantly replied, âIf thatâs what is easiest then yeah. I had a really good time last night too.â Relief flooded Spencerâs body at your response and he relaxed into the dining chair a bit more before standing up to pour himself some coffee and prepare it how he liked, content with the new arrangement he found himself in with the gorgeous and thoughtful woman in front of him.Â
So thatâs how it went on for the following months. Between Spencerâs cases and your shifts at work, the two of you managed to see each other more and more. Sometimes the evenings started at restaurants and some were initiated at either of your apartments when you were feeling particularly needy.Â
Even though at first you were truly content with keeping things with Spencer casual, as time went on, you had started to develop feelings for the man. Feelings that sex alone couldnât tame and thatâs when you realized what you knew all along. That those butterflies you felt in your stomach during your first encounter were never a good sign.Â
NowâŚ
A knock on your apartment door broke you from your trance of zoning out whatever was playing on Netflix at the moment and you looked up at the clock hanging on the wall to realize it was nearly three oâclock. You had spent most of your day off zoned out in front of the TV lost in your own thoughts when you were supposed to go to lunch with Celeste hours ago. Looking at your phone you noticed all the missed calls and texts and rubbed your tired eyes as you groaned in frustration.Â
The knock sounded once again before you heard Celesteâs voice calling out, âAre you in there? Do I need to call the cops for a welfare check?â
You attempted to smooth down your pjs before opening the door and telling her quietly, âNo, Iâm here. Iâm sorry I flaked on lunch I didnât mean to I just-â
You couldnât even finish your sentence before Celeste was wrapping you in a hug to end all hugs and asking softly, âWhatâs wrong?â
This simple question was always your downfall because the second that it was asked the floodgates opened and you began sobbing into Celesteâs shoulder. All of the tears you had denied yourself over the last week and a half finally began to freefall as you clung to your friend like she was a buoy out at sea and she was the only thing keeping you afloat.Â
Celeste managed to maneuver the two of you back into the apartment and closed the door as you began rambling through your tight and broken voice, âAt the restaurantâŚwhen we celebrated AdriâŚSpencer was there. WeâŚwe had sex in the bathroom but then he just finished and left me hanging. No explanation. Then I overheard his coworker call me Spencerâs love toy. HeâŚhe didnât shut down the comment. I just thought I meant more to him than that⌠So I panicked and left. Almost had a panic attack outside when he came to talk with me. I thought he was going to comfort me but then he just reminded me, âno attachments.ââ This whole spiel took you the greater part of five minutes to get out between sobs and trying to catch your breath, but Celeste being patient as always gave you her attention the whole time. You took a final deep breath before finishing with, âI really, really like him Celeste⌠I was a fool to think I meant more to him.â
Celeste thought on your words for the few moments it took to lead you toward the couch. She sat down and brought your head to rest on her thigh, gently detangling your hair with her fingers as she said, âIâm sorry that he made you feel that way. And Iâm sorry we didnât notice something was wrong before now. Weâre your friends, we should be there for you through stuff like this.â
âItâs nothing you did,â you quickly told her. âWork kept me occupied this week so I tried to just ignore everything but then today I guess it all caught up to meâŚâ Celeste nodded and you relaxed as she continued to mess with your hair.Â
Her silence was broken when she finally said, âNot to play Devilâs advocate, because what he did was not okay, but have you thought about why he came out to check on you when you left?â
This question caused you to furrow your eyebrows together and think about it. Why did he come outside? None of the other BAU members were leaving. It was just him⌠You cleared your throat and admitted, âI uh⌠I didnât think about that.â There was a beat of silence before you told her, âI havenât told you guys much about his job besides that he works for the FBI, but heâs what they call a profiler. He can tell a lot about a person just by reading their body language. MaybeâŚâ
When you trailed off, leaving your sentence unfinished, Celeste offered, âMaybe he knew you were upset from your body language so he came to comfort you?â
You thought about it for a second before telling her, âI mean maybe, but that wouldnât explain-â Your sentence died in your throat as another knock sounded through the apartment. âDid you text Maddie or Adri?â you asked Celeste.Â
âNo,â Celeste replied as you began pulling yourself into a sitting position. âIâll see who it is.â
As she did you started to realize how dehydrated you were, so you slowly made your way to the kitchen to get a glass of water. As you stood, a dizzying feeling filled your head and darkness lined your peripheral vision, but you tried to ignore it as you made your way to the fridge. You vaguely heard the exchange happening at your door, but your attention was caught when Celeste called your name to get your attention. Looking up from your glass and Brita, you saw Spencer in your doorway with a bouquet of flowers and your heart gave an irregular stutter in your chest. âHe says he wants to talk to you. Is that okay?â Celeste asked and you could hear the protective nature in her voice that Spencer was no doubt picking up on too.Â
âY-yeah,â you replied, nodding in case she couldnât hear you across the room.Â
âDo you want me to stay?â she asked, eyeing Spencerâs tall form almost suspiciously as she did.Â
âI think Iâll be okay,â you told her, offering her a small smile. âThank you for coming to check on me. Iâll make lunch up to you next weekend.â Celeste nodded hesitantly before grabbing her purse off of the floor where she had dropped it and began making her way out. You were sure she would stay idled in the parking lot of the complex until you texted her that everything was okay, so you made a mental note to do so after this was over. Whatever this was.Â
Taking a deep breath, you offered a quiet, âHi,â to Spencer as he approached your dining area with the rather large bouquet in hand. That couldnât have been cheap.Â
âHey,â he said, almost as quietly as you did. He cleared his throat and said, âIâŚI wanted to apologize for what happened last time we saw each other.âÂ
Nodding, you quickly wiped a stray tear away as you told him, âI was really hurt, Spencer.â
âI know that now. So thatâs why I brought you these,â he reiterated as he offered the flowers out to you. âIn flower language the white roses symbolize my remorse for what happened, my seeking of forgiveness, and my hope for a new beginning between the two of us. The pink hyacinths represent new love and fresh starts. The white hyacinths represent my wish for healing between us. And the pink tulips represent my asking for forgiveness and the sincerity behind my words.â You tentatively accepted the flowers and took a moment to breathe in their natural fragrance with closed eyes as Spencer rambled on, âDid you know that floriography has been practiced for thousands of years and was even used in theatrical works, most notably Shakespeare? A lot of people take for granted what the flowers theyâre giving mean, but the meaning behind each one can offer you a great deal of insight into the mind of the giver.â
You tried to hide the small smile teasing your lips in response to Spencerâs ramblings which you always found endearing by searching your cabinets for a vase to put them in. With your back turned toward him, you cleared your throat and quietly told him, âThank you. Theyâre beautiful. I justâŚâ you pulled out a vase and let out a heavy sigh as you brought it to the sink to rinse out and fill with fresh water. âFucking me in the restroom and just leaving before I got off without an explanation hurt. Hearing what Derek said, calling me your âlove toyâ and you agreeing to it really hurt. I⌠I know you said no attachments, but⌠Iâve spent so much time with you and got to know you and I realized that I canât do this whole casual thing anymoreâŚâ By the time you finished your statement, you had opened the flower food and put it into the water and hugged your arms to your body as you tried to make yourself smaller amidst the palpable tension in the room.Â
âI could tell by your body language as you left the restaurant that something was wrong but I didnât know what but I followed you out regardless because I knew something was wrong and wanted to try and fix itâŚâ Spencer admitted. So Celeste was right about that⌠You didnât have time to think about that though as Spencer continued, telling you, âI really messed up by leaving you in there after what I did, and it took me a while to realize what I did wrong because⌠Gosh now I really sound like an ass saying it out loud.â He scratched the back of his neck as he said, âI had calculated the longest average time an adult male takes in the restroom and was limiting myself to that time limit as weâŚdid what we did in there. I knew that most of the team had seen you pass by and so I didnât want them to think we were having sex in a restroom of all places. Not that I am ashamed to be with you at all, with you Iâve had the best few months of my life I think, but there are some aspects of my life I would like to keep private from them.â
âOh,â you breathed out, unable to help the huff of a laugh that escaped your lips at the admission. What a truly Spencer reason to leave you hot and bothered. The bit about âthe best few months of his lifeâ made your heart soar once again as you finally looked up to make eye contact with him.Â
A smile broke out onto his lips when his eyes met yours and he slowly approached you as he rambled on, saying, âAnd about the whole response to what Derek said. I panicked. Heâs usually the one who has all the girls and is some sort of expert love maker or something, and Iâm way less experienced than that. So when he brought it up I didnât know how to respond so I guess I just blurted out what would make me look cool to him. Which I realized was a mistake far too long after, when the team sort of had to give me a reality checkâŚâ
Just the next morning after the restaurant incident left Spencer reeling, trying to make sense of what happened between the two of you, the BAU was called out on a case. After the first two days on the case, JJ approached Spencer as they were packing up for the day and asked, âSpence, whatâs wrong?â
âNothingâs wrong, I-â he tried to say but couldnât finish as Emily too approached him while putting her hand up and shaking her head.Â
âYouâve been moody. You donât get moody for no reason,â she argued.Â
âIâm not moody,â Spencer defended himself.Â
âYes you are, youâve been off since that night at the Italian place. What happened?â JJ asked. By then more of the team had started to gather around and he noticed that even some of the locals had poked their heads up from their work to listen to what was now looking like an intervention.Â
Spencer sighed and threw his hands up exasperatedly as he said, âFine! You wanna know why Iâve been in a bad mood? Itâs because she told me to go to Hell and since then I justâŚI havenât been able to concentrate. Sheâs on my mind all the time and Iâve just been trying to figure out what I did wrong so I can fix it!â
âOh so itâs a lovers spa-â Derek started to say.
âDonât you go making more comments,â Spencer snapped, which made Derek freeze, the smile melting off of his mouth. âYour âlove toyâ comment is one of the things that set her off. I know that for sure.â
âOkay so we know that. What else happened?â JJ asked as she took a seat in a chair nearby, seemingly fully concentrated on the conversation now.Â
âI, uhâŚâ Spencer faltered, feeling awkward about being open about his sex life in front of so many people seeing as how Hotch and Rossi had wandered into the space too. He felt heat creeping up into his cheeks as he blurted out, âWe had sex in the bathroom and I had calculated how long I had before you guys got suspicious about what was happening so by the time that limit rolled around I had finished but didnât have time to get her there but I still left because I didnât want any of you to know what was going on.â
The response reminded him of the time they all found out you existed in the first place and he struggled to hear all of the comments. âSpencer Reid, you did what?!â came from Penelope. Emily groaned in frustration as she said, âWe already all knew what was happening in that restroom!â One of the locals chimed in with, âOh come on man, you canât just leave her hanging like that!â âYeah, you messed up big time,â was JJâs snide remark as she leaned her head back and rolled her eyes.Â
The chaotic chorus was interrupted by David clearing his throat to get the roomâs attention. When the focus was on him, he wisely pointed out, âI think we can all agree that seeking forgiveness is what you need to do here. Do it right when we get back from the case.â The older man patted Spencer on the shoulder before continuing with, âLife isnât going to slow down or wait for an ideal opportunity to make things right. If you really want things with this girl to work out, then youâre going to have to accept that there may be obstacles in the way and hurdles you both need to jump over. You have a village behind you, kid. A village that is willing to go to bat to protect both you and those you love. Weâve done it before and weâll do it again. The unknown shouldnât be the reason you hold yourself back from what you really want. So go after her.â
Spencerâs large hands gently took yours into his and when you didnât deny the touch, he squeezed them and told you, âYou arenât just an object or âlove toyâ to me. I promise you that.â He took a shaking breath and you looked up to see tears rimming his eyes as he said, âI was just so scared of something happening to you because of my job that I denied my feelings for you. I have been targeted and taken by unsubs before, Hotchâs ex wife who was in witsec was tracked and killed, JJâs family was targeted just a few weeks after we met⌠I didnât want any of those things to happen to you. But I also didnât want to lose you from my life so I made a deal with myself that we would keep things casual, but I never followed up after that first morning if that was okay with youâŚâ
Tears began welling up in your eyes in response to his words. You knew that he said the job was tough on relationships, but you never thought too into what he was protecting you from⌠It showed that he truly cared in your eyes. That he had thought this through.Â
You were too stunned to speak and the dizzy feeling returned in response to all of the new information. Seeming to notice this, he guided you to the couch in your sitting area and asked, âI trust you know what the butterfly effect is?â
âI do,â you confirmed, curious as to where this was going.Â
âWell sometimes I get to thinking and I wonder what the probability of us meeting would have been if that butterfly hadnât made you spill your drink on me. Think of it as an actualization of the theory. I calculated that the odds would have been slim to none considering how far off our lines of work are from each other and it makes me sad to think that in virtually every other reality we never met. Because youâve changed my life. And yes, the sex is great, but so is the conversation! You are always so genuinely interested in what I have to say and itâs so refreshing because a lot of the people Iâm close to have gotten tired of my ramblings over the years. I didnât realize until I didnât have you in my life anymore that I wanted to come home early from cases to be with you, and not just intimately. I wanted to come home to you in my apartment - what would be our apartment. To bring you flowers and your favorite chocolates. To cook dinner with you and watch your favorite movies. To show you my favorite books and read yours in return! Iâm usually one to look at the statistics and facts of it all, but just this once I would like to believe that the butterfly effect is real and that it brought us together.â
âSpencer, I-â you started, but stopped as a quiet sob left your mouth and you covered it with your hand. When you regained your composure, you nodded and told him, âI want that too. So much. I want to come home to you reading impossibly fast through my entire book collection. I want to take trips to bookstores together. I want to make your favorite meal when you get home from a case no matter what time of day it is. I want to properly meet your teammates from the BAU. I want it all. Because I-â you stopped your rambling once more before too much came out.Â
You didnât have to worry about it though, because Spencer took the words right out of your mouth as he said, âI love you.â
You felt weightless in response to his confession and you felt the biggest smile break out onto your face before you whispered back, âI love you too.âÂ
âCan I kiss you?â Spencer asked as he leaned his forehead on yours.Â
âAlways,â you replied, the smile on your lips evident in your voice.Â
The kiss was the most gentle one Spencer had ever given you and you felt your heart soar and a kaleidoscope of butterflies explode in your stomach once more, reminding you of the day you met. And this time you were sure that Spencer wouldnât let your soaring heart fall.Â
After a few moments though, gone was the gentle kiss that brought you two back together. Soon the kiss was filled with need and desire as you finally noticed the reaction that your body had been having to the man who was now under your hips as you straddled him. Desire once more guided your actions as you moved your hips on Spencerâs, feeling his arousal starting to grow as you lapped into each othersâ mouth.Â
A low and muffled groan left Spencerâs mouth as he moved his hands to rest on your ass and began massaging in time with the sway of your hips. At the same time as you began to ask, âCan I-?â Spencer was whispering, âI need-â You couldnât help the giggle that escaped your mouth before you began moving off of him and down onto the floor between his spread legs, saying, âI take it weâre on the same page then?â
âYes,â was his instant response as his lust filled eyes looked down at you on your knees between his legs, your hands gliding up his thighs and to his belt buckle. After getting the belt undone you of course took a moment to tease his stiff member, earning a small buck of his hips and a beg of, âPlease,â almost whimpered from his lips.Â
âHow can I no to that?â you asked with a small smile on your lips as you began to unbutton and unzip Spencerâs slacks. When you pulled his slacks and underwear down in one fell swoop, you smiled up at Spencer as you asked, âHave I ever told you how handsome you are?â
âA-a few times. Shit-â he moaned out as you began teasing his head with your tongue, focusing on the spot on the underside just below the head that you knew drove him crazy. When you took him into your mouth fully, one of Spencerâs hands flew right into your hair, lightly tugging as you took as much of him into your mouth as you could.Â
You bobbed up and down a few times before hollowing out your cheeks around him and as you did, the grip he had on your hair tightened and you let out a low moan in the back of your throat at the feeling. Spencerâs response was instant, letting out a loud moan into the otherwise quiet room that sounded somewhat like your name. Within seconds though, he was tapping at your temple and whispering, âW-wait. Stop.â
You instantly stopped what you were doing, feeling your heart clench at the words. Wiping the excess spit from your chin, you said quietly, âI-Iâm sorry did I do something-?â
âNo, no, no you didnât do anything wrong, I justâŚâ Spencer said as his chest heaved. âI want to do this the right way. I want to make love to you.âÂ
Your mouth opened slightly in response to the words as you sat back on the floor, shocked at the implication. Before you could come up with a response, Spencer was pulling you up from the floor and coaxing your oversized t-shirt off, revealing that you had not been wearing a bra this whole time which made him groan as he began toying with your now fully exposed breast. He began kissing you once more and a whimper escaped your mouth as he began toying with your hard nipple and you began pushing at his vest and button up, silently telling him to get rid of them.Â
During all of this, the two of you began fumbling toward your bedroom, dropping clothes as you went and leaving a trail from the couch to your bed. When the backs of your knees met the edge of the bed, Spencer collapsed on top of you which ended up with you in a fit of giggles as he rolled both you and himself over to be in the bed properly. When you were comfortably on the pillow, you teasingly asked, âSo what does love making entail, Doctor?â
âSomething more gentle than I usually give you,â he replied as he lined himself up with your entrance. âSomething more meaningful,â he added as he pushed in slowly.Â
The stretch around Spencer was something you needed a moment to adjust to and he gave you time to do so as he buried his face into your neck and let out what sounded like a relieved sigh. This was already a change of pace. Usually the two of you were so needy, he never gave you time to adjust to his size and you always took the sting in stride with the pounding he usually gave you, but thisâŚthis was different. It felt new. It was gentle.Â
Wrapping your legs around Spencerâs waist, you sighed contentedly before whispering, âYou can move.â
And so he did, starting off with small thrusts that you were sure he was doing so he didnât lose it right then and there after the oral you had just given him before you started. But then they transitioned into long and languid strokes, almost completely pulling out from you before slowly pushing back in. At one point Spencer grabbed a small throw pillow you had on the bed and lifted your hips to place it under them and from that moment you knew you were a goner. The angle made it easier for him to hit that spongy spot within your walls and you let out an almost pornographic moan when he did. Over and over again.Â
âYou sound so beautiful,â Spencer grunted out which made you open your eyes to look up at him. You were met with his smile as he reiterated, âYou are so beautiful.â
The compliment had your body reeling and you felt the coil in your abdomen tightening as he continued to brush over that spot within you. âSpencer, I-â your words were cut off by a moan when he brought the hand now not supporting his body weight to your clit and began rubbing gentle circles on it. Your breathing began to become labored as the pleasure continued to mount until it was almost too much. âIâm close,â you told him, feeling your core starting to twitch around him as he filled you up so well.Â
âMe too, sweet girl,â Spencer panted out, leaning down to place a gentle kiss to your lips.Â
As cheesy as it is to say, the tender moment was what broke you. A litany of pleasure filled sounds escaped your mouth that were swallowed by Spencerâs as he picked up his pace just the slightest bit as you began contracting around him, your orgasm ripping through your body in the most intense way possible. Spencer followed behind you quickly, burying his head into your neck once more as he moaned out his pleasure between sloppy kisses placed on your throat.Â
Spencer collapsed slightly on top of you, slightly to the side as he slipped out of you, some of his release following suit as you both breathed heavily in the aftermath of what you would deem the most pleasurable sex you had ever had. With hands wandering in mindless shapes over your body, Spencer mumbled into your skin, âI love you. Iâm sorry it took me so long to realize.â
âI love you too,â you told him with a smile on your lips. You never wanted to let go of this feeling.Â
A few minutes passed of just basking in each otherâs warm embrace before Spencer raised his head and kissed your lips, telling you, âLetâs get cleaned up. Iâm thinking that after we shower I can take you to dinner? On a proper date?âÂ
âI would love that,â you replied as he helped you off the bed and into the shower.Â
That night after dinner Spencer outdid himself with the love making, somehow managing to drag three more orgasms out of you, each more intense than the last. As you laid there in bed that night with Spencerâs arm draped over you, you silently thanked the world for sending that butterfly into your path that fateful morning.
a/n: thank you all so much for the outpouring of love on Casual! i really hope this lived up to expectations that may have been built after the first part! Derek still hasn't been redeemed and Reader still hasn't properly met the BAU team (especially Rossi who was honestly the MVP here), so i'm thinking we'll see each other again in a potential part three? ;)
part three: Right Person, Right Time
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those who didn't ask to be tagged but y'all were so kind in the comments so i will anyways to make sure you see this post <3 (apologizes if i am overstepping by tagging)
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#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid angst#spencer reid x you#spencer reid#criminal minds#spencer reid smut#spencer reid hurt/comfort
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Reading Session
Summary: Astarion walks in on you reading a rather suggestive book, and far be it from him to interrupt your learning process.Â
Pairing: Astarion x female!Tav
Warnings: 18+. Innuendo. Edging. PiV. Creampie. After care. Precum.
Word count: 3.5k
Author's note: Yes. The book exists in BG3. Thank you to @hmdeath for helping me find it đŠˇ
You flipped through the last pages of chapter four of âThe Quarta Sune: A Guide to Sexuality, Eroticism, and Emotional Fulfilmentâ, your eyes widening slightly from all the intricate and rather impressive positions illustrated with some notes on how to maximise pleasure for both parties involved.
Needless to say, it had your heart racing as the faintest of throbs settled between your thighs. You bit your lip, pressing your legs together as the thought of putting some of these pointers in practice gradually took over.
You flipped back to chapter three, taking mental notes and humming softly as you rolled onto your stomach, placing the heavy book on your pillow.
âIf one is to indulge in the âWaterdeep Caressâ, it is mandatory that the one on top sets the pace, looking into their lover's eyes.â
It seemed simple enough.
â...one arm should be wrapped around their neck as the other is set on their chest, caressing a nipple with gentle fingersâŚâ
You nodded attentively.
The images drawn across the pages had your undivided attention to the point you didn't even notice you were no longer alone in your room until a swift hand snatched the book from your grip.
You were about to voice out a protest, but ended up deciding against it once you realised who the perpetrator was.
Astarion.
Of course.
He looked as amused as ever, inspecting the cover before his gaze travelled down the page you had been so focused on.
âReading âThe Quarta Suneâ?â he tutted with a knowing smile. âMy, my⌠feeling naughty, are we?â
You were on your feet in an instant with both hands reaching out in a pointless attempt at retrieving the book.
âGive it back!â
He held it aloft, effortlessly keeping you at bay. âI don't think keeping secrets from me is very nice, is it?â
A rush of heat flooded your cheeks as you let out a groan of frustration. âPlease. Just⌠give it back.â
âI am merely wondering why you'd need to resort to this in the first place, darling,â he asked, feigning hurt. âI'm an open book in these matters â you need only ask.â
And that was precisely why you had bought a copy from Nansi Gretta at The Blushing Mermaid.Â
Astarion was a very considerate lover, and you found yourself wanting to surprise him, too. To have a few tricks up your sleeve that he couldn't see coming his way.
But now you just felt disappointed as your plan vanished into thin air.
He was still holding your gaze, now with a hint of delight.
âThis is not fairâŚâ you eventually said, flopping onto the bed with a prolonged whine.
âNow, now, darling,â Astarion began, the mattress dipping under his weight as he sat down on the edge, caressing the nape of your neck. âFar be it from me to interrupt your studies.â
You groaned against the bedsheets, feeling the urge to throw a tantrum from having had your hopes crushed.
âGo on,â he said, shifting closer. âTell me why you were so enthralled by it.â
Oh, he was goading you.
Of course he was.
He excelled at riling you up and smearing it in your face.
So you chose silence, scowling deeply.
His hand moved to your back, toying with the clasps of your nightdress.
âPouting? Really?â he said with a click of his tongue.
But his taunt was only met with more silence.
He then began to tug gently, undoing each clasp with an expertise that only his level of dexterity could provide.
A chill ran down your freshly exposed skin, fingers pushing the fabric apart in their wake and travelling down your back.
That persistent throb in between your legs from before threatened to quicken as you caved under his touch.
You flinched away from his grasp, throwing him an irritated glance.
He held the book in his other hand, and extended his arm to you. âFeisty today, sweetheart? Here, have your book.â
With a pout, you promptly retrieved it.
Astarion chuckled, his eyes dropping to your chest. âDo carry on being a tease â I am rather enjoying the view myself.â
You followed his gaze, suddenly made aware that the sudden motion had caused your nightdress to come apart and roll down your arms, exposing your breasts.
âShit,â you hissed, dropping the book and fumbling with fabric to regain your modesty.
But the damage was done and you were left all flustered under his unwavering gaze.
âWill you tell me why you were reading this book?â he insisted, offering a coy smile. âWas it a fit of depravity that overcame you?â
âNo!â you said, the impending feeling of defeat looming over you. âI just⌠I wanted to see if I could find something â anything â to surprise you with.â
He cocked an eyebrow at you. âSurprise me? How come?â
Your face was swallowed in heat as your eyes darted to the book. âWell, you've probably read it, haven't you?â
âI haven't, but I reckon it's a pile of utter rubbish.â
What?
âBut⌠I got it at The Blushing Mermaid.â
An understanding smile curled his lips. âAll the more reason. See, darling,â he said, bringing his knuckles to caress your arm, âyou don't learn these tricks from books.â
A frown settled on your face. âButâŚâ
His hand found yours and he rubbed each finger with the pad of his thumb. âExperience is still the best teacher.â
âYou're no fun,â you said, sticking your tongue out before rolling over on your stomach and snapping the book open to continue your reading.
For a moment, you chanted victory inwardly as not another teasing remark was heard from him.
But Astarion wasn't easily silenced.
Not for long, anyway.
You tried to focus on erotic drawings in front of you, ignoring how the bed shifted slightly under you.
And then each of his legs was on either side of your thighs, caging you under him.
âVery well, then,â he said, hiking the hem of your nightdress up until it was resting at the small of your back, exposing your backside to him. âIf you're so adamant about this, who am I to deny you?â
You glanced over your shoulder and were met with the most devious grin ever.
What was he up to?
His hands settled on each cheek, groping the rounded and taut flesh underneath.
OhâŚ
He alternated between soft and firm squeezes for a long while, and you had already lost any semblance of concentration.
You felt him pat one cheek twice before his cool lips were suddenly at your ear, drawing a shiver from you.
âAstarion⌠what are you doing?â
You felt a soft kiss being pressed to your neck. âYou're obviously eager to learn a few tricks from this book,â he whispered, as his hands travelled down your sides before gripping your waist rather firmly. âSo teach me, darling.â
Inevitably, your eyes widened at his proposition and you immediately propped yourself on your elbows, turning your head to meet his eyes.
The new angle gave him the perfect opportunity to steal a kiss from you.
It was fleeting and clearly not his main focus, so he pulled from your lips.
âYou are going to read to me your favourite passages.â
âWhat?â
âI am sure you've managed to find something interesting by now,â he carried on, pecking the tip of your nose. âAnd I don't mind being proven wrong about this book.â
It would have been easier to dismiss his request if his hardening cock wasn't so firmly pressed against the swell of your backside.
âI can just tell youâŚâ you said, swallowing hard.
He simply chuckled. âYou said I was no fun, so I am making sure this is fun.â
You gazed down at the open book in front of you, wetting your lips with the tip of your tongue.
âAnd, darling?â he called from behind you. âIf you stop, I stop.â
And suddenly, the sound of fabric being ripped filled the room.
Your underwear had been effortlessly torn apart, granting him exclusive access to your now soaked core.
You shuddered under him, tilting your head to meet his crimson eyes. âWhat do you mean?â
âIf you stop reading, I stop fucking you.â
The crudeness in his words was enough to draw a gasp from you, and mainly because you knew he meant what he said.
Astarion wasn't one to hand out empty warnings.
It soon dawned on you that he had caught a glimpse of the page you were currently gripping, providing him with enough material to use as leverage against you.
Fuck.
âIsn't this the one you want to try out?â he cooed, pressing his erection against your backside once more. âIt seems like we are already halfway through.â
Instinct guided the next few rolls of your hips, yearning for more friction, not at all interested in wasting time reading anything from this book, when the subject of your desires was all you wanted to focus on.
But Astarion disagreed.
In fact, it was the loud tapping of his fingers next to the explicit diagrams of the âProne Delightâ position that snapped you out of your lust-filled haze.
âRead it out loud.â
You groaned, frustration evident in your voice. âBut you can see itâŚâ
He pressed his strained cock harder into you and you yelped from the sudden pressure.
âRead. It.â
Somehow, you found the will to fix your gaze back on the now crinkled page, fingers quivering as you skipped the first steps of the visual guide, darting your eyes down until you found what to read out loud next.
The urge to arch your back nearly overtook you as you read through the instructions.
You cleared your throat. ââAs soon as your partner is flat on their stomach, proceed to place a firm pillow under their hips to elevate them to place them at an ideal angle.â
Astarion quickly darted to his side, launching forward to grip a pillow on the far end of the bed.
You glanced to your side as soon as you heard the sound of laces being unfastened, freeing his cock with a hiss of pure relief.
He pumped it twice as if urging it to harden even more.
âWhy did you stop?â
You jolted from how harsh he sounded, but his tone had an immediate effect on your clit, causing it to pulse more intensely than before.
The bed dipped and creaked under his knees as shifted before patting the side of your waist. âUp.â
You immediately complied, raising your hips high enough for him to place the pillow under them, effectively causing you to gasp.
Astarion smacked your backside softly, urging you, and you felt a gush of wetness spill down your folds as you clenched again.
ââThe legs must be pressed tightly together to further increase the tightnessâ,â you said, but your voice faltered as soon as his firm hands were suddenly on your thighs, ensuring you followed the instructions, which caused your swollen clit to be squeezed in between your soaked folds. âGodsâŚâ
He pulled away at once. âYou stop, I stop, darling.â
You immediately clenched hard around nothing, your body yearning for his cock.
âPleaseâŚâ you pleaded, wanting nothing more than to tear the page apart and spread your legs to invite him in.
Tough luck.
Astarion was in no mood to cooperate with your request.
âYou wanted to surprise me, didn't you?â he cooed, lovingly stroking your plump cheek before giving it a squeeze. âThen go ahead and show me how you can keep your pretty head focused whilst taking my cock.â
Another clench.
A more violent one this time.
Followed by a groan of frustration as you desperately clawed at the book, knowing you'd have to carry on.
ââThe other partner must straddle their legs from behind andâŚââ your voice cracked when he positioned himself atop your thighs, his cock already nudging at your entrance. â... andâŚâ Astarion stilled right away and you groaned. â... and slowly initiate the act of p-penetrationâ.â
He seemed satisfied enough with your performance as proceeded to drag his tip along your folds, coating it in your wetness.
âLike so?â he then asked as he slowly began to stretch you open, earning a sob from you from how thick he was.Â
âYesâŚâÂ
His thighs caged yours, preventing you from parting your legs as he struggled to bottom out.
âGods⌠why do you have to be so tight,â he hissed in frustration, probably realising this position wasn't all that favourable. âKeep reading.â
You wanted to protest, but you just couldn't speak as you tried to take all of him in spite of your tightness.
And before you could feel full with his cock, Astarion withdrew from you in one swift motion, causing you to almost cry out.
âNo! NoâŚnoâŚâ you sobbed, feeling your walls squeeze as if that would magically bring him back inside. âAstarion⌠pleaseâŚâ
He had the nerve to chuckle. âTrust me. I want nothing more than to sink all the way in, but we had a deal. Now, read.â
This was pure torture.
He was too good at making you crave him.
And you were too weak to resist him.
With newfound strength, you managed to move to the next step, sniffling. ââA gentle pace should be initiated first, before setting for a more forceful one, with long and deep thrustsâ...â
Just as expected, he was sliding back inside you once again, rewarding your perseverance.
ââIf there is any sign of discomfort, it is advised to halt at onceâ,â you managed to say in between throaty moans.
Astarion bottomed out before you could initiate the next sentence, letting out a delicious groan of pleasure.Â
You needed more.
You needed him to roll those sweet hips of his.
ââIt is advised to alternate the pace according toâŚââ A sobby moan left your throat as he slid all the way out before plunging back inside and setting a relentless pace. â... â...according to the partner's body language and vocal cuesâŚââ You paused again as creamy lewd sounds filled your ears. It was getting harder and harder to keep your vision straight as he fucked you so good.
But, as soon as you failed to deliver an unwavering diction, Astarion stilled inside you, causing you to instinctively clench around his cock, silently urging him to move again.
âWhat's the matter, darling?â he mocked, caressing your backside with both hands, fingers digging into your flesh. âYou wanted to teach me, so do it.â
There was nothing in this godsdamned book you could use to teach him.
And he knew it.
Astarion knew your body like the back of his hand. He knew what made it tick and what had you beg for more.
But still, you endured, as your lust for him overcame everything else.
ââThis position has been described as one that allows the partner on top to get as deep as possible whilst experiencing unprecedented tightness.ââÂ
You weren't sure how you managed to say all of it in one go, but it was enough to have him slam into you harder than before.
It was almost embarrassing how easily soaked you got from being told what to do, but you didnât care anymore.
And it seemed that Astarion was too lost in his own pleasure to notice you had stopped, so you allowed yourself to enjoy each thrust and groan you squeezed out of him.
He always sounded so pretty buried inside you.
His hands gripped your hips firmly, holding you in place as he rammed hard.
As expected, his pace never faltered, but you wanted to give him more incentive and flipped the page, ready to commence your diction.
ââThe suggested position afterââ
But before you could continue, Astarion snatched the book in front of you and sent it flying across the room with a growl.
âEnough of that idiotic book,â he snarled, lifting your hips. âOn your hands and knees.â
He kicked the pillow from under you, without sliding out.
Your muscles were slightly numb from the previous position and it took you a moment to adjust yourself.
Once he was sure you were ready for more, he pressed a hand down your back, causing you to arch for him.
âYou're too soaked for this to last much longer,â he said, sliding all the way inside, his balls hitting your swollen clit. âYou don't need a book to have me come undone for you, sweetheart.â
You shuddered.
It was almost criminal how good this man was with his words and body alike.
Your mouth dropped open as soon as he began to speed up once more, wet and creamy sounds being heard in between the snap of his hips against yours.
The familiar coil in your lower abdomen signalled how close you already were with each slap of his balls against your clit. Judging by his grunts and less spaced out hisses, you could tell your own climax would trigger his.
But you needed more.
You needed the sight that would have you topple over the edge.
So, you looked down along your body, almost whimpering from the view: a single thick strand of precum mixed with your own wetness was dangling from your swollen clit, swaying with each thrust.
GodsâŚ
You took a deep breath, embracing the wave of pleasure that was about to hit you as you struggled to keep your eyes open.
It came all at once and your arms quivered under you until you had no choice but to fall forward on the side of your face as your climax violently tore through your entire body, initiating a sequence of contractions that further had you tightening around his cock.
It was almost blinding and your mind blanked at once a string of moans spilled from deep without you, breath taken away from your lungs.
Astarion cursed loudly and you knew then, even through your haze of pleasure, that he had reached his peak.
Each contraction aided him in spilling himself deep inside you, your body craving his seed.
You couldn't tear your eyes away from your clit and how swollen it was, parting your folds. Then, you shot a brief glance at his handsome face, wanting to witness it contorting in pleasure and relief as he rode out his own climax.
As you came down from your high, you began to see the first drops of thick cum dribbling down his balls as he began to pull out.Â
By the time he was fully out, a gush of cum leaked out, coating your folds and dripping from your clit.
It never ceased to amaze you how hard he always came⌠the amount of cum was obscene to say the least.Â
He nearly lost his balance and you saw his cock completely covered in cum as he growled through clenched teeth, his fangs fully visible.
Somehow, your knees hadn't quivered and you remained in the same position for a while, trying to make sense of what had just happened.
Eventually, you found your voice again. âYou⌠shouldn't have thrown it away⌠it has some post-encounter care suggestionsâŚâ
Astarion was on his knees, his cock still hard and thick as his half-hooded eyes met yours. âLay down.â
Was he not done ordering you around?
You chuckled weakly, but did as you were told.
He slid from the bed at once and you admired his backside as he sauntered across the room, taking a towel in his hand before returning to your side.
âOn your back, darling,â he said, voice soft and caring as he placed a kiss on your flushed cheek. âAllow me to properly take care of you.â
You offered him a smile, eager for what was to come.
âYou know, that was mean of youâŚâ you said in between shallow breaths.
Astarion pressed a kiss to your forehead, parting your legs. âBut was it fun?â
You chuckled, feeling your muscles sore. âNo.â
He feigned hurt as he dabbed the soft towel along your folds, earning a jolt from you when it reached your oversensitive clit.Â
âDo not lie.â
A thick layer of his cum slowly dribbled from you, which he promptly wiped clean.
âIt was mildly entertaining,â you groaned as he kept on pressing adoring kisses along your cheek. âI'm surprised you were able to hold back.â
âOh, darling⌠I didn't.â
And for the next few minutes, you enjoyed the comfort that came with the silence of being next to the person you adored the most.
Astarion was a dedicated lover.
He would have you come undone for him, but he would ensure the after care was just as rewarding.
As such, he would clean you up and offer you water and even a bath. And if you couldn't walk? He would simply carry you.
But you never wanted it to be a one-sided courtesy.
He deserved to be taken care of just as much and you would often be the first to pat his cock clean with a soft piece of cloth.Â
Sometimes, you would aid each other simultaneously in between tired kisses and hugs, finding bliss in the trust that held you together.Â
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#astarion#astarion bg3#astarion x reader#astarion x tav#astarion x female tav#astarion x female reader#astarion smut#astarion x you#astarion x f!tav
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A Gentle Touch
Installment 1 of The Catlike Tendencies of Matthew Murdock
pairing: Matt Murdock x fem!readerÂ
summary:Â Matt doesn't know how to ask for physical affection.
warnings:Â none that I can think of!
a/n:Â long story short this is inspired by my wifeâs orange cat. He loves her but only tolerates me most of the time, unless Iâm the only one home when he wants attention. However, he doesnât really know how to cuddle with me since we donât do it often so he just awkwardly lurks wherever I am until I invite him closer. It happened earlier and I thought it was hilariously Matt-coded so I wrote this. (Itâs set in the Of Oak and Ivy verse because I love them, but you donât need to read that story for this)
w/c: 2.3k
You were absolutely enthralled in the story Foggy was telling when the noise caught you off guard. A small puff of air, sounding almost like a voiceless sigh. Glancing toward Matt who was the closest to you, one look at his stony expression told you it had come from him. He was clearly irritated, despite his face being blank. Youâd known him for long enough that you could tell when something was on his mind.Â
Maybe heâd heard this story too many times? You leaned more heavily into his arm, which was parallel to yours.Â
Turning your attention back to Foggy, you flinched with a laugh as he gestured wildly when concluding his story, spraying beer at you from his mostly full bottle.Â
âGeez, Fog. Reaching your limit already?â Matt smirked, his icy exterior fading away as you giggled beside him.Â
âHe is, heâs all flushed. This is just like that party at the Beta house sophomore year.â You shook your head, looking at Karen with an exasperated expression. âHave they told you the possum story?âÂ
Smiling gleefully, Karen shook her head. âThe possum story?âÂ
Both Matt and Foggy groaned, protesting and blushing furiously, but Karen was adamant. And who were you to not indulge her?
âIn the fall of our second year at Columbia, Matt and Foggy got absolutely plastered on some disgusting concoction of cheap alcohol and Hawaiian Punch,â You began, rolling your eyes as Foggy gagged across from you.Â
âGod, even the thought of itââ The blond mime-retched.Â
âYah the smell of Hawaiian Punch still makes me nauseous.â Matt shuddered next to you.Â
Karen stifled a giggle as you continued to illustrate just how inebriated youâd found them when youâd come to pick them up. âI was studying and had sat the party out, but offered to drive them home when Fog called me screaming at someone to chug alcohol. I figured theyâd both be in no shape to get home.â
âYou were correct.â Foggy nodded.Â
âI donât remember anything from that night, but I assume I was the one chugging.â Matt grimaced, laughing sheepishly.Â
âSo I drove over to the house, somehow got ahold of Matt and managed to convince him to herd Foggy and himself into my car. When they get there, theyâre holding this bundle, right? I figured it was dirty clothes or something. But as we were driving home the clothes start hissing.â
âOh, NO!â Karen cackled, propping herself up on her elbows as she listened to the story.Â
âOh yes. Naturally, I ask Fog what heâs holding and he says âmy dogâ.âÂ
âWe didnât have a dog,â Matt clarified, looking incredibly guilty.Â
âNo you did not.â You squeezed his arm, hoping he could hear in your voice that you had no resentment over the incident. âFoggy unwraps the thing a bit and introduces it as âSpotâ. But instead of a dog,â
âItâs a possum.â Karen finishes for you, nearly in stitches over her coworkersâ mortified faces.Â
âAn angry one at that. I have no idea where it came from or how they managed to catch it, but there it was.â You shook your head, still amazed at their ability to wrangle the creature while piss-drunk.Â
âWhat happened to it?â Karen asked, and the men erupted.Â
âThatâs classified.â Foggy stated firmly, lips pressed together.Â
âA story for another time,â Matt rubbed the back of his neck uncomfortably.Â
âDonât tell me you killed it!â Karen gasped, whirling to look at the out of them sternly.Â
âOf course not! No possums were harmed in the making of this story, just mildly inconvenienced.â You assured her. âTheyâre just clamming up because they canât remember whose fault it was that it got loose in the science hall.â
Trailing off into a fit of laughter, Karen was quick to follow you as the two men started arguing, pointing fingers. Sitting back and enjoying the show, you shot Karen knowing glances as Matt and Foggy fought, no real heat behind their words.Â
Youâd had so much fun that night, reliving one of the funniest moments of your college years, that youâd completely forgotten about the aggravated sound. Until about one month after, when you were sitting next to Matt on a bench in the courthouse.Â
The case he and Foggy had been working on was tedious and full of metaphorical landmines that threatened to ruin any shot your client had at escaping her abusive husband. The entire firm had been on edge, struggling to keep everything in order. Given your lack of steady employment at the moment, youâd been helping out wherever you could, and had been working this case from day one, right alongside Matt. Which is how youâd ended up beside him rather than Foggy.Â
The blond had flown out of town a few days before to attend an extended family reunion, leaving the rest of you to man the fort, so to speak. Usually, that wouldnât be an issue, but Matt had been increasingly temperamental leading up to the ex parte hearing. His normal reserved demeanor had rapidly been replaced by a moody, antagonistic version of himâdriving poor Karen to her witâs end.Â
After Matt had incited a screaming match over a spilled cup of coffee, youâd told her to take her lunch early, giving her a couple hours where she didnât need to walk on eggshells. The plan seemed to be working so far, Matt responding with less hostility to your persistent support rather than Karenâs eager suggestions for an aggressive approach. Something about this case had rubbed Matt the wrong way. His invisible hackles were standing on end, posture almost bristling as he sat beside you, twisting a white-knuckled fist around his cane. And, though you understood why Karen was pushing for another solution, you agreed with Matt that this needed to be handled quickly and quietly.Â
Scowling at the floor, Mattâs joints rolled beneath the delicate skin of his hands. His jaw was clenched, shoulders curled inward, as if he expected the judge to request a fist fight to grant the protection order. Christ, that could not be comfortable.
Carefully, slow enough to not spook him when he was in this state, you slid the pads of your fingers over the back of his hand. Prying his firm grip off the handle of his cane, you cradled his massive, calloused hand in your lap. He visibly relaxed at the touch, twisting to face you as you traced gentle patterns over his skin, careful to avoid the line of freshly healed cuts on his knuckles. Your curiosity would have to wait for now. There was no way he was in the mood to explain those.
A breathy rumble sounded in his throat, akin to a sigh but less obvious. The same noise heâd made all those days ago at Josieâsâthe quiet indication that something wasnât right.Â
Bottom lip jutting out in sympathy, you squeezed his fingers with your own. âItâll be ok, Matty.âÂ
He swallowed roughly, hazel eyes darting around behind his red lenses. You could practically see the thoughts forming in his mind before he buried them, the stress forcing him back into bad habits. Sweeping your fingers over his wrist, you studied him, satisfaction thrumming in your chest when his breath hitched. âHey, talk to me, trouble. What are you thinking?â
âItâs not going to go well.â His voice was pitched low, angry, but there was a brief undercurrent of fear within it.Â
âWe donât know that.â You chastised lightly, knowing this pessimistic streak was a coping mechanism and not confirmation heâd become a nihilist.Â
âI can feel it. Canât you feel it? Itâs like every officer is laughing at us. Weâve already lost.â Watching Matt, the perpetual optimist, crumble at the thought of things not going the way youâd planned nearly broke your heart.Â
âOh trouble, donât say that.â Threading your fingers with his, you knocked your knees together. âItâll be ok. Even if the judge doesnât grant the order today, we wonât stop trying, right?â
âNo but she needs legal protection now. Truthfully, she needs an armed guard.â Matt spoke bitterly.
âWe can get her temporary protection.â You suggested.
âTheyâd never grant that for a simple DV case. Besides, those are his coworkers. Do you really trust them to keep her safe from him?â Matt scoffed, raising a brow at you.Â
Resisting the urge to roll your eyes, you jabbed your pinky into the flesh of his palm. âI wasnât suggesting we go to the police, Matthew. You and I both know how little good that would do.â
Deflating as he realized you werenât being as naive as he suspected, Matt frowned. âSorry.â
âItâs alright. Not everyone knows the flaws in the system.â You reassured him. âBut I do. To some extent, at least.â
He hummed in agreement, but said nothing.Â
âWhatâs really bothering you?â At your insistent question, Mattâs face flashed with rage, his spine straightening as he tried to pull out of your grasp, but you held fast. âDonât you dare, trouble. Please, talk to me. Itâs eating you away, I canât sit here and let that happen.âÂ
Sighing harshly, Matt ran a hand over his face. âI just..this case feels different. I donât know why. But if we canât help herâŚâ
âAll we can do is try our best.â You reminded him.Â
He let out a single humorless laugh. âI suppose thatâs true.âÂ
When you let his hand drop, he made that pitiful, choked noise again.Â
âWhat?â You asked, slightly worried.Â
âNothing. Just tired.â He lied, wrapping his hand back around the handle of his cane.
It was only once you were truly together that you realized what that specific sound was meant to signify.Â
Since youâd officially started dating, or rather labeling whatever you two had as a relationship instead of dancing around each other, that stupid noise had cemented itself in your life. It seemed like Matt was making it every damn day and it was driving you up a wall.Â
Not because Matt wasnât entitled to his feelings or to expressing said feelings. But because your brain registered that the sound had a specific meaning, and you could not for the life of you translate it from a mere Matt-ism into a language you actually understood. Every little quirk and charm about Matt inherently made sense to you, they always had. Yet this little growling exhale seemed out of your reach. Not to mention, anytime you tried to ask him what was up, he shut down faster than a computer chip dunked in pool water.
Sitting on his couch as he typed on his laptop, he snarled out that sound, eyes darting towards you and away before you could blink. Brows furrowing, you peered at him over the top edge of your book. A muscle in his cheek twitched, a blaring omen that he was holding himself back from saying something.Â
âYou ok?â You asked, nose scrunching as Matt brushed off your concern.Â
âYep. Hungry.â He grumbled.Â
One word answers. Great start. Really breaking down his walls there, champ.Â
âOh, gotcha. Iâll order something. Have a taste for anything in particular?â Setting your book across your thighs, you opened up a delivery app on your phone.Â
âNo.âÂ
âOkay...â You drawled, stifling an eye roll at his grouchiness. âHow about that Lebanese place we liked?âÂ
Receiving nothing but a thumbs up in response, you submit an order before Matt reached another stage of hangriness.Â
Once Matt had eaten half of his shawarma, he was more agreeable. Smiling and chuckling sweetly as you read him cheesy snippets of your romance novel. Crawling across the couch until you were seated beside him, you stretched over his lap to snatch a piece of pita bread for your plate of hummus. Matt blew out a breath, tickling your ear as he grunted. Now that you were close, you could hear the shrill, whimpering undertone. Hidden, nearly silent, as if the growl was to compensate for the whine, to conceal it.Â
Craning your neck towards him, you planted your free hand on your hip.Â
âAlright. Out with it.âÂ
âOut with what?â Matt gave his best âbefuddledâ impression, but you saw past his feigned innocence.Â
Snorting, you prodded his firm chest. As your finger connected with his solid pec, he whimpered again, this time almost moaning. Something clicked.Â
âMatthew Michael Murdock,â You gasped. âYou are not making that sound instead of asking to cuddle.âÂ
Blushing furiously, Matt dipped his head, ashamedâthough he made no attempt to deny the allegation.
Laughing incredulously, you tossed your plate aside and settled into Mattâs lap, threading a hand into his hair. âYou are a ridiculous man.â
Matt rumbled happily, leaning into the touch until his head landed against your chest. Clutching his face between your palms, you trailed soft touches over his cheeks, around his earsâscratching tenderly down his neck when he practically melted beneath your fingertips.
âYou couldâve told me thatâs what you wanted, all this timeâŚâ Shaking your head, you planted a kiss atop his thick hair. âWhy suffer in silence?â
âDidnât want to force you. Itâs been different. Since..everything.âÂ
Snuggling in close, you maneuvered his chin with two fingers, kissing him deeply. His stubble brushed over your skin roughly, making you smile. âYou can always always ask, trouble. No need to be a martyr with me.â
âSorry,â Matt murmured against your lips, chasing your mouth with a mournful noise as you pulled away.Â
âDonât be sorry. Now come here.â Tugging him on top of you, you laughed brightly as he squirmed over you, finally relaxed when his face was tucked against your neck. âThatâs it. Better?âÂ
âMuch better.â He whispered, going limp under your touch as your fingers stroked up his back.
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i am currently in the most insane brainrot for wade wilson ever so im very excited to see that you write for him ă˝(´âď˝)ďž !
could i request a gender neutral reader that has physical touch as their love language but is way too embarrassed about it to ask for affection ? SORRY SO HYPERSPECIFIC IK
u can totally skip over this if u wanna! thank u for ur time :))
of course!! i absolutely love this.
wadewilson x gn!readerâ {dpvwv kinda spoilers?}
ââyâknow? like it was absolutely crazy!..â you let wade ramble on, recounting his crazy past few days with the wolverine, as you lay next to him in bed. his arms flapping away as he tells you his stories.
you try and hint that you want them around you but heâs far too oblivious and enthralled by the words coming out of his own mouth to even realise youâve tried scooting closer to him.
âand there was fighting and big explosions it was crazy, we even held hanââ you let out a huff and roll over.
it wasnât that you werenât interested in the words spewing out of him mouth per say, you just wanted a little reaction? conspiring in your head how you would get this man to hold you without asking!
wade leans over you, brushing the hair from the nape of your neck, âhey hey, whatta matter baby? jealous of oleâ logiebear getting to practically snuggle with your boyfriend?â
you huff again, except this time you grab his hand and wrap it around your waist. he smirks a little, clearly getting the wrong idea! âohhh. i knew it! hearing me talk about how i absolutely beat logan in a fight got you goiââ
âwade shut the fuck up and just hold me. please?â
the man was quick to change his attitude and he sidled right up next to you, his hand pulling your head to his chest. his other hand finds itself tracing patterns on your back and you almost purr into the guy like a cat!
âyknow all you gotta do if you want me to hold you is ask baby..â
âhmm i know.. but im never gonna.â
âââââââââââââââââââ
hope you enjoy!
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Sending Aemond dirty letters by raven while you are away at Dragonstone. She is betrothed to another Lordâs son, but they see each other whenever she visits. He fucks her hard as punishment for sending the letters
Request: Imagine Aemond bejng completely enthralled by reader soft skin and perfumed hair. You can make it a smut if you want to.
Request: Fic request - Luke discovers Aemond x Reader/OC (his sister) having sex outside of marriage
Warnings: 18+, smut, p + v, implied cheating, caught,
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In honor of the Kingâs fiftieth name day, lords, knights and their families from all over the realm traveled to the capital for a celebratory tourney.Â
The guest wing of the Red Keep was already full when you arrived, forcing you and your family to be moved to the royal quarters. This tourney was going to be massive.Â
ââI heard Lord Tullyâs son is participating in the tourney,ââ Rhaenyra said, giving you a knowing look. ââYou should make a special flower crown in case he wins and ask for your favor.ââÂ
The mention of your betrothed left you indifferent. You had seen Lord Tullyâs son two times since the betrothal. The first time was during the royal hunt two years ago and the second was at a feast where he asked you for a dance. For you, it was just a dance, but your mother saw an opportunity to offer your hand to the Tully boy.
ââI am taking Aegon and Viserys to see your grandsire, are you accompanying me?ââÂ
You declined and told her you wanted to lay down before supper, feeling tired from the travel.Â
ââTell Grandsire I will see him later,ââ you added with a sweet smile.
Rhaenyra nodded and you headed to the royal quarters. As you walked down the corridor, you walked past Aemondâs and excitement filled your stomach. You hadnât seen him in months. You knocked gently, but the prince was unfortunately not there. He must be in the training for the tourney.Â
Looking on both sides of the corridor, you saw no guards. Carefully, you pushed the door open and stepped in, writing a small note on Aemondâs desk, telling him to meet you in your chambers after his training. Â
You exited Aemondâs chamber quietly, and scurried to your own, a devilish idea sparking up your mind.Â
A rush of anticipation coursed through you as you closed the heavy wooden door behind you with a quiet thud. You had no idea how long you had left until Aemond would return, so you disrobed completely, and waited on your bed for him.Â
Your hair was down and cascading in waves down your back, accompanied by a few braids at the front to keep it your face â exactly the way Aemond liked. You even added rose oil to your hair in the morning, and put on the earrings he had gifted you for your eight and ten nameday.Â
Minutes turned into what felt like hours as you waited, the silence of the room amplifying every creak and distant murmur from the corridors. If anyone were to walk in, they wouldnât be able to see you from the door. Not right away. The bed had drapes on the bedposts and was situated on the right wall of the room, shielding you completely from the view.Â
Finally, you heard footsteps approaching. Your heart skipped a beat as you heard a knock on the door. A second knock followed â your secret signal â and when you didn't answer, Aemond pushed the door open and stepped inside. He closed the door quietly behind him, taking a quick glance around. No sign of you.Â
He wondered if heâd missed you or if you were elsewhere in the chambers â mayhaps in the bath. Then, he heard someone clear their throat from the right. Aemond turned, his gaze narrowing in surprise when he finally saw you on the bed in all your naked glory. He felt his throat go dry and his breeches suddenly felt tighter.
ââHello, my prince.ââ Your voice was sweet and innocent, but the smirk on your lips was not.
Aemond stood there speechless, his eye roaming over your body, taking in the sight before him. He thought you looked more beautiful than ever, sitting there against the velvet bedding and ornate cushions waiting for him like a gift.Â
He gathered his bearings and stepped closer to the bed. His eye traveled down the length of your body before returning to your face. Heâs dreamed of you every night since Heleanaâs nameday in the spring; your sweet laugh, the smell of roses on your hair, the pink shade of your lips and the way they felt against this, your perfect and soft breasts, the tightness of your cunt â the most perfect cunt.Â
ââMissed me?ââ you asked.
ââYou certainly did,ââ Aemond returned, slowly walking closer until he was at the edge of the bed, his gaze never leaving your body. ââHave you gone mad? Sending me scandalous letters via ravens⌠What if someone else had read them?ââÂ
You let out a soft smirk, unbothered by his reprimand. ââHas anyone read them?ââÂ
Aemond shook his head, his jaw clenching. ââIâd take the eyes of anyone who would dare reading those letters.ââÂ
You chuckled, a playful glimmer in your eyes. ââPossessive much?ââ
Heâs been looking forward to the tourney specifically so he could strike at your betrothed without facing consequences.Â
ââYouâre a sight,ââ he muttered, his voice hoarse. ââWaiting for me like this, bare and ready to be takenâŚââ He grabbed your ankles and pulled you to the edge of the bed, right in front of him.
You let out a gasp, your breath catching in your throat at his words and arousal pooling between your legs. You liked it when he talked like this â dirty and possessive. It contrasted with his usual composed and cold demeanor.Â
You pushed yourself up on your knees and placed your hands gently on his shoulders. ââYou like this?ââ you asked, looking up at him while your fingers began to unbuckle his jerkin. You pushed it off him, revealing a white undershirt under it, damp with sweat from training.Â
He should have bathed before coming to you, but knowing you were at the Keep made his mind spin. His hands reached for your hips, holding onto you, before crashing his mouth on yours.Â
You pulled at his undershirt until he fell on the bed with you, losing yourself in his kisses.Â
''I need you,'' you said against his lips. ''I need you now.''
Aemond growled in response, nipping at your bottom lip with his teeth. ââSo impatient, so eager.''
He sat up and pulled his undershirt over his head, revealing broad shoulders covered in muscle and a softly defined chest. Lower, a line of silver hair was going down his breeches. You licked your lips, knowing what was hidden under.Â
Not wasting time with his boots and breeches, Aemond unlaced the latter and pulled them down to his mid-thighs, his cock springing up from its confinement. He gave it a few tugs, the tip red and leaking. You reached for it, but Aemond slapped your hand away and commanded you to get on your fours.Â
You positioned yourself and waited, the anticipation making your heart race. Your cunt was wet and begging for Aemond to fill it up.Â
The bed creaked as he moved behind you, his hands gliding over your hips before gripping them firmly. He teased you for a moment, swiping his finger along your slick folds and giving it a light smack, making you gasp and push back against him.Â
Soon enough, the room was filled with the sounds of your mewls mixing with Aemondâs grunts every time his pelvis smacked against your ass. You always found this position too animalistic, but you could feel Aemondâs cock hit so deep inside you that you forgot about the dogs. He gripped your hips tighter, his movements growing more urgent.
ââYes, Aemond! Right there!ââ you gasped, your back arching as you felt the coil in your stomach get tighter and tighter.Â
Just as you were on the brink of release, the door to your chambers flew open. Lucerys stood, dumbfounded, with his hand still on the latch of the open door, frozen in place. Neither you nor Aemond appeared to have noticed your little brotherâs sudden arrival, too caught up in your activities.
ââLuke!ââ you shouted, when you spotted your brother in the doorway, your eyes wide and startled.Â
Behind you, Aemondâs head whipped around to look at the door, his eye falling on Lucerys. Fuck. He thought of pulling out, but Lucerys had already blurted out a ââIâm sorry!ââ and shut the door, horrified by what he just saw.Â
The poor boy will never erase the image of his sister on her fours with their uncleâs cock drilling into her relentlessly.
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Nobody Likes A Secret
pairing: no outbreak rich older!joel miller x afab reader.
how to help the palestinians and what it means to write for the last of us characters
word count: 3k words
description: a rich wealthy playboy who becomes enthralled by his neighbor's daughter. it never ends well when he can not fathom having happiness for himself.
warnings: ANGSTY!!!!!, age gap (joel is in his 50s, reader is in her mid 20s), wealthy!joel, neighbor!joel, reader is pretty naive and delusional, taboo relationship troupe, mentions of parent death, VERY BRIEF SMUT, joel is borderline evil and very mean. joel calls reader "kid". joel is also a liar. talks of having children.
authorâs note: I wrote this all in like... two nights. I listened to illicit affair by taylor swift and nobody likes a secret by lizzy mcalpine a lil much and it ended up here. sorry if I make you sad.
You creep into the large 4-car garage, seeing Joel pacing the oil-stained floor. Heâs still in his work clothes, but he looks a bit disheveled. His eyes are wild, his face downturned into a deep-set frown.Â
âJoel? Everything okay?â
He shakes his head. âHe knows.â
You know only one person who would ruin this.Â
âThisâ being an 9-month-long affair with your older neighbor. Months and months of meeting in dark corners, hardly ever seeing each other in the light.Â
âHow?â
Joel fumbles trying to pull his phone out of his pocket, showing you the 5 missed calls from your Dad. You stare at it blankly, tightening your jaw at the possibility that your Dad is too smart for his own good. Shit, he does know, doesnât he? He throws the phone down on a nearby leather couch that is positioned near a workbench. Joel was pretty good with his hands, but lately his mind has been anywhere but tinkering with wood in his garage.Â
âHe came over an hour ago. Sat me down and told me that he was getting suspicious of some outings youâve had over the last couple months. Said he realized you were not going to the places you said you were going to. So he assumed you had a new boyfriend or something. Then last nightâŚâ
You curl your hands into a fist. âFuck.â
âYeah. Fuck,â Joel grumbles, running his hands over his face, dragging his lower lids down in frustration, âHe said that if I know anything or see anything, I am to let him know immediately. Heâs worried youâre fuckinâ around with the wrong guy.â
You had snuck out of your house last night and tiptoed your way into Joelâs car, which was parked in a nearby cul de sac. He promised you a nice late dinner in the city and then he ravished you in a hotel room you two didnât even spend the night in. He brought you home around 4 am and you snuck back into your bedroom, ensuring nothing in your home was stirred. When you woke up the next morning, your father left you a note that he wanted to do dinner with you that night. Meaning tonight.Â
You know this is detrimental, and while you do not want to freak out immediately, you can not help but feel like someone is stabbing you directly in the chest. Joelâs body language is giving off negative signals, so even though you want to hug him and tell him that you can talk to your Dad, you know itâs not going to change much.
Your eyes well with tears, thinking of how this was going to ruin everything. After months and months, you thought you were being so smart.
âWe canât do this anymore,â He whispers.
And God damn, did Joel hate seeing you cry.Â
But the tear-filled eyes you are giving him are warranted. You donât turn away from him like usual. You never wanted to show him any weakness.Â
This time you confront him, your nose turning upward and your eyes full of disdain.Â
âYou said we were being careful,â You murmur, the salty tears falling down your cheeks.
âNot careful enough.â
The bitterness tastes like blood in your mouth. You want to scream at him but keep an even tone instead, âJoel⌠Just let me talk to him.â
âYou knew where this was gonna end up,â He states plainly, his voice not wavering.Â
And maybe he was right, but you enjoyed living in a loved-up delusion. Maybe it was the sex or maybe it was the looks he gave you from across densely populated parties you were forced to go to. You would put on a show long enough to make your father happy and then you would somehow sneak away with Joel. You knew if your father caught you with the much older man, he would lose his mind, so you were always cautious. You made sure the doors were locked. The moans would stay hushed. The car was parked far from your front door. And during the time spent away from the house, you would get a girlfriend to lie for you. You were always so careful.Â
âMaybe he suspects itâs someone else.â you try to reassure him, but you know itâs falling on deaf ears.
âYou know he knows itâs me.â
âWe donât know that for sure.â
Joel rolls his eyes. He knows that your fatherâs words were simply a warning. If you two continued this schtick, you know better than anyone your father would find out. You knew he already kind of had eyes on you and Joel had caught on to a couple of neighbors watching him from their bedroom windows. He gives your father credit, he was thorough.Â
âWe have to stop.â
You did not realize how much your heart was banking on making this work. Joel was about 25 years older, so deep down, you knew that no one would accept the relationship. But in your wildest fantasies, you imagined you two would run away together. He had tons of money, you had nothing tying you down, and it could be a perfect escape. You had brought it up one night after you snuck over to his bed and he didnât explicitly say no. He just giggled and continued tracing circles on your bare back.Â
You bite the inside of your cheek, âSo you just⌠donât want me anymore?â
He huffs, already annoyed you were making it seem like he had a choice.
âIt was never gonna work out in the first place, kid.â
You just stare at him. The nickname hit harder than it ever has. After months of sneaking around with you, Joel only ever saw you as that. A kid.Â
âDonât call me that. Ever.â
He notices the rise in your voice and quickly realizes he made a mistake.Â
âListen-â
Itâs like every terrible emotion you have ever had comes bubbling to the surface. The resentment you held towards him when he ignored your calls some nights. Or when he refused to get near you at any party. You had your grievances, but you sat there like a good girl and just accepted him the way he was.
Itâs like acid in your throat, it burns.Â
âNo, you listen,â You snap, âYou donât get to play the kid card. You chose this just as much as I did. You told me that my age didnât matter. You told me that you would want children with me one day. You filled my head with all this bullshit and now when shit gets real, you walk away. Youâre a fuckinâ coward, Joel.â
âMy reputation and livelihood is on the line for this! You think I donât still want those things?â
âIf you wanted them bad enough, you would fight for me.â
It makes his face drop. His furrowed eyebrows relax and his mouth droops down into a subtle frown.Â
You do not know where to go from here. The atmosphere in his garage rises with tension, words just hanging in the air.Â
The Annual Miller Christmas Party was the talk of the town. Everyone who received an invitation would proudly display the cardstock on their huge fridges and show their uninvited neighbors to brag. When Joel came over to hand deliver you and your fatherâs invitations, he told you to wear something sparkly.Â
You searched everywhere for the perfect gown for weeks. He had only really shown you attention when forced to be in the same room as you, so you needed to be eye-catching. He was never the guy to wave to you when he was leaving for work or say a quiet hello at the grocery store. Joel was a very regimented man. He never strayed away from his routine which was usually work, hookups with random women, and sleep. He never kept a woman around for too long. You noticed the circulation of women changed every month or so. Joel never wanted to settle down. He had tried that once 15 years ago and his ex ended up with half of his company.Â
But you always loved the way the man carried him. Despite his playboy behavior, you were entranced with him. You always thought he was handsome and when you came home at 25 to help your mother who had fallen sick, you knew that your crush had morphed into borderline obsession. Living next to him would be dangerous.
The dress you chose was red, which was fitting for the occasion. And of course, it was sparkly. Just what Joel ordered.Â
You spent all day preparing for the evening and when you showed up on his front door on your Fatherâs arm, he could not peel his eyes away. You were so radiant and perfect. The twinkle in your eyes shone brighter than the glitter on your gown.Â
During the night, you drank a couple of glasses of champagne and chatted up some of your Fatherâs colleagues. You notice Joelâs eyes following you every so often. You can vividly remember thinking, âThis man wants me so bad.â
That night Joel cornered you in the hallway by the bathroom. He asked you if you were interested in literature, but really he just wanted you alone in his study. You being you, you enthusiastically said yes and followed him down the unlit corridor. Once he shut the huge wooden double doors, you knew that you would be slipping out of that gown for him in no time.Â
And thatâs exactly what happened.Â
He drove you crazy, peppering kisses all down your body. He would groan every time he heard your shaky breath, knowing that the effect he had on you would become a dependence for him.Â
When he first pressed into you, it was different than any other woman heâs ever been with. You did not throw your head back, moaning obscenities. Instead, you stared into his eyes and nodded, encouraging him to continue his movements. It was so sensual and passionate, by the time you two finished, he held you in his arms for 20 minutes. He was never one for pillow talk or aftercare, so he surprised himself.
You were different than any other woman he had ever encountered.Â
You had slipped over to his front door a couple of days after the Christmas party, knocking to ask his assistant if he was home. When she brought you into his office, he told his assistant to shut the door on the way out. His eyes never left yours as you bantered to him. He loved your confidence. He bent you over his desk after 10 minutes, tugging up your skirt and swatting your ass for showing up on his doorstep looking âthis beautifulâ.Â
Joel always made you feel so good. His dirty talk went to Harvard. He could make you cum over and over with his husky Southern accent. Every time he called you âdarlinââ or âprincessâ, you would come undone.Â
A couple of months into the entanglement, your Motherâs health deteriorated overnight. You and your Father stayed by her side when she took her last breaths. It was devastating, seeing the woman you looked up to your entire life slowly slip away. You felt like a shell of a person, unable to really harbor any feeling other than pain.
Joel called you and let you know he would not be able to attend the funeral due to work commitments. You did not care, understanding that thereâs never a good time for someone to die and he had no obligation to come. You arrived at the funeral home and saw a huge arrangement of purple and blue flowers. On the card, was scribbled in his handwriting.Â
âWhat a breath of fresh air she was. Thinking of her family, always. Joel Miller.â
When it was time for the burial, you watched a large SUV pull up right before the final words were going to be spoken. Joel hopped out the back and slowly approached, keeping his distance from you and the rest of the attendees. Once she was lowered into the ground, Joel came over to give his condolences to your inconsolable father.Â
You stayed back, watching everyone except him leave. You sat in the first row of fold-out chairs, watching them throw dirt over her casket. He sat down next to you, never saying anything. His hand extended out, touching your hand that was resting on your lap. It was an unspoken thing, but you never felt more seen in your entire life. He somehow knew exactly what you needed.Â
Someone next to you.
After a couple of months, you felt more like yourself. You called him one night, asking if he was available for a drive. He parked his truck in your usual meet-up spot. You crawled up into the passenger seat and asked him to drive. You did not care where. You two caught up and once he could tell you were getting back to some semblance of yourself, he made his move. He was stopped at a red light when he placed his hand on your thigh. It was the first time you had sex in his truck. That night kickstarted the affair again, which led to the secret meetings in hotel rooms. You two got more bold with your rendezvous, even taking a weekend to the mountains. You donât even remember the lie you told your Father as to why you were gone.Â
Joel always thought you were capable. He admired you for being such a dynamic woman. To be so strong and delicate at the same time was unheard of. Even though you were much younger than him, you were well-versed in everything. You were professional and smart when it came to business. All the while, you were polite and empathetic. He would frequently come to you when he needed advice about work or an opinion on something ethical. He enjoyed hearing you ramble on about things you were passionate about. And God, did he love your laugh.Â
He did not expect to keep you around as long as he did. But your body was like a drug and Joel had a nasty habit. You were always eager and available, and after a while, Joel started thinking maybe it was too much all at once. When you became comfortable enough to sleep over in his bed and make him breakfast, he knew his world was tilted on its axis.Â
He needed to find a way to ruin it for himself, as he had done so many times before.Â
He âslipped upâ one night. As he and his chatty neighbor Jeff sat outside and smoked cigars, he spoke about his desire for you. He didnât particularly say that you two were together, but simply insinuated that he would like to have you alone. And the rumors spread quickly. Soon enough a little birdie was in your Dadâs ear, feeding him information.Â
Joel kept up the act with you, even though it was not really an act. He did like you, hell, he may have even loved you. But he did not want you to need him. So when people started paying more attention to you and him, he knew his plan was set in motion. In no time, it would all come crashing down.Â
âIf your Dad takes this to the board, I will lose my company. Do you understand that?â
You hated that you understood stupid business jargon. You knew that Joel losing his company would be devastating. But at this point, you could not care less. Because for as long as your affair, you watched his walls fall away. He had let you in more than once and in your delusional state, you believed for a second that he would choose you over his job.Â
You clench your teeth as you suck in a sharp breath, tears still streaming down your warm face.Â
âYeah, I do.â
âThen we just end it. This has already gone too far.â
You finally turn away from him, your eyes falling to the concrete floor. As soon as he says those words, chills run down your arms.Â
âYou know JoelâŚâ You drift off, using your shirt sleeve as a tissue. You wipe away a couple of tears and glare back up at him, âI would have given up everything in my life for this. My job. My relationship with my father. Everything. And the fact that you wonât even give me a chance to talk to my Dad to see if he could spare you and this whole charade, really fucking hurts. Iâm not worth that to you and that⌠Thatâs what hurts the most.â
âBabe-â
âNo. You donât get to call me that anymore. You donât get to call me anything.â
The tears flow again as you watch him exhale, his hands on his hips. His hair is unkept and the tie heâs wearing has been loosened.Â
âIâm sorry,â Is all he can say while your lip quivers. You are trying not to lose it completely.Â
You just shake your head, âNo. Youâre not sorry.â
He was. He was sorry, but he could not let you ruin everything.Â
Joel would soon know that you were everything. And as you left the back door that evening, leaving behind the scent of your perfume, he knew that the smell would somehow taint his sheets, even though you had not been in them for weeks. He already started to miss the feeling of your lips. When he tried to go about his evening, he swore he would see you in the shadows of his large house. He even thought he heard your laugh. You were already haunting him even though the death of your relationship happened just hours before.Â
You moved on after a couple of years. Met a guy at your 9-5, settled down, and popped out a few kiddos. Some nights you would lie awake, wondering to yourself if Joel was really happy. You never learned the truth of his deceit. After all, your Father was just grateful that his warning to Joel led to his desired outcome, which was him being gone from your life entirely.Â
And Joel would be haunted for the rest of his life. No woman. No drugs. No party. Nothing ever filled the void you left behind. And it was all his fault. Just like it always had been.
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weapons ă argenti
ŕ§ŕ â ¡ ¡ 0.5k ă afab gn reader â written for @ficsforgaza kinktober ă praise . compliments . endearments ă riding argentiâs spear . letting him hold you and guide you <3
You doubt you would let anyone else guide you through what youâre currently attempting to do. Not any mere amount of trust could sit you down on the marble-smooth handle of the spear; no armour to hide your body, not even a tunic or any clothes at all to shield you from the steel intrusion between your legs.
Only your skin. And desire.
âSuch courage.â Argenti murmurs into your ear as he strokes the soft curve of your bottom with his hands, almost petting you. Crimson locks running in waves down his shoulders caress you like flowers in the wind. âNow, please, show me the spectacle â how beautiful you look whilst the pleasure engulfs you from the core.â
How you wished to melt into Argentiâs silver chest plate now, beyond what is rational and possible. Painfully aware of the polearm beneath you. When he tells you to lower yourself onto it and press between your legs, you are throbbing with excitement at the contact with the cold metal.
Say, this must feel so enthralling to find pleasure where others find defeat versus the shining knight. He did defeat you once before, after all.
What he took was your heart.
Your body shakes as you ease your hips down to glide gently back and forth, stimulating your folds. It is not as frightening as you thought it would be â steel on bare skin, a real weapon teasing your clit. The touch is far from soft, but you can get used to it. Sink into the warm ripples, guided by his praise, velvet compliments trickling down your silhouette until they reach your sweet spot.
A reward of a crystalline teardrop of arousal lazily getting smeared as you chase the higher satisfaction.
âYou are doing so well,â Argenti whispers again.
Perfect, divine, beautifulâŚ
âIt is as if you were meant to be riding this spear.â His luscious lips wander to your neck, kissing there every curve and shiver as you take in a ragged breath. âYou will be mine, dear one, and I am yours forever.â
Staying on his spear is so tempting that you cannot help but shift your weight forward, finding courage to move faster.
To please the knight, whose irises sparkle emerald green, devouring the image before him; if not for his fist gripping the weapon tighter, you would wonder if thereâs really any effect setting his soul ablaze in this very moment.
Yet the thought does not linger, for there are other places on your body that need attention â to be soothed and stroked, fondled until they cry in happiness. Your hands find their way to Argentiâs â a place they know too well, a home for themselves and for you as well.
And so, your eyes shut in awe at the blissful sensation running through your nerves like rosy syrup as you slide against the metal, its shape too similar to what you would love to feel, but made of flesh and pulsating with arousal. No matter, you feel so high, delirious, you could believe the spear is his cock instead.
Euphoria shatters through you like an arrowhead tearing through armour. What used to be icy between your legs now stings like flames, the fever blooming from your core.
You wonder, is this the devotion to which he calls for? Beauty, yes? He finds you gorgeous, then. He grants you what he considers pure and divine.
A release.
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Glittering Scales | Rafayel/Reader
About: You didn't know what to expected when Rafayel texted you to get him bags of ice near midnight. You thought it was for some art piece he was working on and didn't question it. Turns out, it was for something you did not expect. At all.
Pairing: Rafayel/Reader
Notes: Based on that mermen having 2.... you know.... tweet.
AO3: Read here!
Warnings: Mating, Monster(?)fucking, Tentacle, No protection, Hints of breeding. Please tell me if I missed something! Also 18+ only please. Enjoy :)
âRafayel?â
Your voice echoed throughout the empty studio. Normally Rafayel would be here to greet you, be it from the floor or on the ladder he sat on while painting. But today he was nowhere to be found.
A faint splash of water down the hallway alerted you to his presence. With a sigh, you followed the sound, your bare feet breaking the quiet that descended upon the studio.Â
âIs he painting while in the bathtub again?â You thought as you carried bags of ice under your arms and in your hands. After going radio silent for a week, he texted you out of nowhere, asking you to get him enough ice to last him for a few days. And while you had half a mind to ask him why and where he had been, curiosity got the best of you and you agreed readily.
Another splash brought you out of your thoughts, and you sighed at what sounded to be impatient flicks of his tail against the water.
âComing! Coming, jeezââ
The sight of Rafayel sitting in the bathtub, his tail hanging out the edge of it, greeted you. Small puddles of water dotted the tiled floor, his phone lay haphazardly on top of the pile of clothes next to the bathtub. Oddly enough, his painting equipment was nowhere to be found.Â
Despite having seen his merman formâ his original form, you should say, multiple times before, the shimmering blue scales that were on his tail and his skin always enthralled you. And under soft moonlight shining through the full length windows, it looked as though they glowed, drawing you in.
Before you could lift a hand to touch the scales on his tail however, he flicked it, smacking your thigh and dousing your pants with water.
âWhat took you so long? I am on the verge of death!â
âI had to go around and buy these for you! Why do you need them anyway?â You huffed as you set the bags of ice you bought down to the side. It was almost midnight when his text came and you had to scramble to get at least a few bags for him, lest it wasnât enough for⌠whatever heâs doing. The nerve. Pinning him with a stern look, to which he innocently blinked in response, you continued.
âAnd you donât get to talk! What took you so long to text me back? You were unreachable for the entire week!â
If it werenât for the fact that you arrived back in Linkon city mere hours ago, you wouldâve gone and visited him as soon as he dropped off the face of the Earth. Rafayel would never go a day without calling you at least once, so when he suddenly did not reply to any of your texts or answer any calls, you knew something was deeply wrong.
Noticing that you were eyeing him critically, he turned away from your gaze, hoping you wouldnât pick up on anything irregular. But unfortunately for him, you did.
âAre you sick? Why does your face look so red?â Your eyebrows furrowed as you leaned closer to inspect him. You thought it would be impossible for the blush that stained his cheeks to intensify even further, but it did. If anything, it looked like it spread to his ears too.
âYesâ Well, not really but IâŚâ He stuttered, his usual nonchalant demeanor nowhere to be found. To you, it seemed like he was avoiding any sort of eye and skin contact. Interesting.
With a long suffering sigh, he looked towards you again, his eyes pleading. âPlease just give me the ice. Itâs too hot.â
âOnly if you tell me whatâs wrong.â You countered, but still tore open the bags anyway. He sighed in contentment the moment the ice came contact with his higher than what should be normal skin temperature. The ice that settled on his skin and his scales would soon melt and you idly wondered if you had to buy more when morning came.
âThereâs a store about 15 minutes away, maybe I shouldââ A soft mumble from him interrupted your train of thought. âWhat did you say?â
Despite you prompting him, it took him another minute before he repeated his words.
âItâs⌠mating season.â
It took a few more moments before his words registered in your mind. Mating season, he said. What does that have to do withâ Oh.
âOh. And youâreâŚâ Your eyes darted down, not so subtly wondering where his cock would be when in his original form. Nothing out of the ordinaryâ and was that ironic, saying that there was a merman in front of you ordinaryâ caught your eye.
To you, anyway. To him, howeverâŚÂ
Rafayel drew in a stuttered breath, desperately grasping at the shards of sanity that were slipping away from him. You being unaware of the details pertaining to merman physiology and mating rituals was making him antsy. He shouldâve explained the differences between his original form and his human form a long time ago, yet couldnât as the otherworldliness of it might scare you off. He knew you wouldnât run away so easily but that apprehensiveness stayed because what ifâŚ?
Despite all of this, he couldnât help but preen under your appreciation for his scales. Merpeople took great care maintaining their scales, and mermen in particular would show off theirs during mating season to attract attention from their intended.
You, being his intended, who was now perched on the edge of the bathtub, touching and admiring his scales, would be interpreted as acceptance to the mating ritual. But there was no ritual, nor request from him, so it was all null and void. He pointedly ignored the disappointment that seeped into his gut. This was for the best and for your own good, he thought, and yetâ
âDo you⌠want me to help you?â You asked as you traced the edges of his scales, not catching the hitch in his breath when your fingers trailed further and further up his tail.
âIâd rather not. My physiology is not what youâd expect.âÂ
âAnd let you sit here for days on end?âÂ
â...â Rafayel bit his lip. You had a point. The constant neediness brought by his biology made it difficult for him to focus on anything of note. But what if you rejected him once you saw what was in store for you? It would feel like that day all those years ago all over again, when you didnât remember him despite him spending so much time looking for you.
He shook his head at that. No, he should have more faith in you. And so with much trepidation, he relented. âIf you are that determined, I wonât stop you. ButâŚâ He trailed off, grabbing your arm and yanked you towards him, causing water to splash out of the bathtub and onto the floor. âDonât say I didnât warn you.â
âAt least let me take my clothes offââ
âNo need.â With a snap of his fingers, his flame Evol materialized and he brought the gentle flame to your clothes. And within seconds, every piece of clothing on you burned away, leaving you exposed to the warm summerâs night air.Â
âRafayel!â It always tickled whenever he did that, a fancy trick he liked to use whenever he felt particularly impatient. âHow long were youâŚ?â
âLong enough.â He replied, leaning back against the bathtub to let you get used to your new position. You were straddling him, your hips sat upon the upper half of his tail. While the water both of you were submerged in was cold, icy almost, the heat from his body warmed you.
A spot on Rafayelâs tail piqued your curiosity. It was warm and softer to the touch, unlike other places. You reached down to lightly poke at said spot, only for him to hiss in warning.Â
Oh. Was that whereâ Then howâ
You prodded that spot for a bit, carefully watching Rafayelâs face while figuring out how his merman form worked. He stared right back at you, his pupils dilated and his lips parted as he watched you with interest.
âRafayel? Can you give me that ability to breathe underwater for a moment? I want to try somethingâŚâ
He arched his eyebrow at your sudden request, but didnât comment. Wordlessly, he pulled you closer and into a kiss, wrapping an arm around your torso while tucking a few stray strands of hair that fell on your face.
A simple, chaste kiss was more than enough to give you the ability needed to breath underwater for an hour. And yet he cannot bring himself to pull away from you. If anything, he cannot stop kissing you, cannot stop his tongue from prying your lips open and pushing against yours.Â
It was only when you needed air that you parted from him, albeit reluctantly. Like his, your face was flushed from the heat and the intensity of the kiss, fueling the growing fire that was threatening to take over within him.
Now equipped with the ability you needed, you shuffled away from him and dived under the cold water both of you sat in. Faintly, you could hear him ask what your goal was, but you only grinned in response.
Over water, his scales looked as though they were shimmering, glinting softly under the lights. But seeing them underwater was another story. They looked iridescent, the water around them making them almost dreamlike in its shine. But as pretty as they were, you were on a mission. A mission to see what Rafayel was hiding from you.
You poked the same soft spot that was on the front of his tail, and with a bit of prodding, you found a well hidden slit between his scales.
âThis must be it then.â You thought as you brushed over the slit, missing the shuddered breath Rafayel had let out. You dipped a finger into the slit, and found something roundâ the tip, perhapsâ poking at your fingertip.
You circled your fingertip around the head, coaxing it to come forward. And slowly, you feel it inch closer and closer to the opening, with warm slick coating your fingertips before dissipating into the water.
Rafayel sighed as you teased the tip of his cock, if he was in his human form he wouldâve been fully hard by now. But he was in his original form, his apprehension to your eventual surprise eating at him, causing him to be slower to react. That didnât stop his neediness to take over though, as he could feel himself getting closer and closer to revealing himself by the minute.
He was about to ask if you were doing alright, until he felt your lips on his slit. He tossed his head back, groaning at your tongue teasing his opening and his tip. He could feel his cock pushing through his slit, widening it and protruding into your more than eager mouth.
You gasped when you tasted his salty, tangy tip in your mouth. While it tasted the same as his human form, the tip was smoother and coated with more precome than you expected.
The similarities between his human formâs cock and his original form ended there, you quickly realized. As soon as more of his cock emerged from his sheath and into your waiting mouth, you felt there were ridges on the side of it. Fleetingly, you wondered as you dragged your tongue across the ribbed sides, whether there were more surprises waiting for you. This cannot be it, right? There had to be more which would explain his visible apprehension.
As soon as that thought ended though, Rafayel suddenly cradled your chin, and coaxed you to resurface.Â
Unlike earlier, when he still looked like he had some semblance of control, his stormy purple eyes were now focused, pinning you in place as though you were his prey. The nervousness that was evident before was now gone, replaced with a growing hunger. Hunger that could be only satisfied by havingâ
âYou.â He panted, pulling you closer and closing the too wide gap between you and him. âAre you sure this is what you want?â
âMerpeople⌠My people mate for life. There will be no going back after this.â He stated, doing his best to ignore his growing cock poking at your inner thigh. He had to warn you before you walk into uncharted territory, clueless to the repercussions again. While this was not life threatening, like the things you usually run head into first, it was severe enough wherein if you had denied the bond that formed afterwards, it would tear him apart.
âI think we are past that point of no return, no? With all the vows Iâve made to you.â You replied as you tucked away the damp strands of hair that clung to his forehead, pressing a reassuring kiss on his temple. And that was true. The promise you made when you two were children, the vow you made next to the hospital fountain late at night. You promised you would never leave his side, so why would you leave now?
Rafayel laughed in relief, burying his face between your breasts as he clung to you. With the emotional hurdle out of the way, what was left was the more physical hurdle. Unlike before, however, he felt less worried about this one now.
âI hope you are prepared then.â He smiled as he littered quick kisses all over your decollete, inching closer to your neck and then your lips. âBecause after thisâŚâ
âI will never let you go.â
Rafayel captured your lips with his once more, the kiss slow but all the more passionate. With his worries soothed, he slotted his emerging cock against your mound, wanting you to feel the effect you had on him as you kissed.
It wasnât long before the kisses turned less than chaste. You gasped as he left open mouthed kisses down your neck, suckling on the skin beneath his lips as he thrusted his cock against you. The bumps on the underside of his shaft rubbed and teased your clit perfectly, and you couldnât help but return the favor by shifting your hips to his rhythm, making him grow thicker and thicker by the moment.
You had a feeling that his cock wasnât just ribbed while you grinded against him. You canât exactly explain why, other than there were parts of his shaft that felt⌠softer to the touch, despite knowing that heâs turned on beyond relief.
âRafayelââÂ
âMmh?â He hummed as his mouth left another love bite on your neck, pausing to admire his handiwork.
âCan I⌠Will you let me see it?â You asked, reaching down to drag a finger across his tip. He shuddered at your touch, and you felt his cock twitch in interest. It seemed that his drive to mate was slowly taking over, as all he could muster was a nod.
With his permission, you tore away from him, giggling when he whined at the loss of contact. You reassured him with a quick kiss to his cheek, and dodge his clingy hands when you retreated. Inhaling one deep, steadying breath, you steeled yourself, and looked down.
Oh. Oh.Â
Was that a sight to behold.
Through the clear water, you saw his cock in its full glory. His tip was round, like humans, but that was where the similarities ended. It was flushed dark blue, his cock the same color as his scales.Â
You dived underwater again to take a closer look, your curiosity getting the best of you. Immediately, you spot that there were bumps and ridges down the shaft and all the way to the base. His cock both intimidated you, and made your walls clench.
But that wasnât all.
Curled around his cock was a tentacle shaped like a smaller shaft. Like what it was wrapped around, the tentacle flushed blue and had small lumps on the sides. It was slimmer in comparison, but still as thick as his finger. With avid interest, you reached out to touch it, and was surprised when it unfurled itself and curled around your finger, coaxing you to come closer.
Like a creature under a sea witchâs spell, you inched closer, fascinated by the cock in front you. And before you knew it, you curled your fingers around his base, testing how the bumps felt under your skin by stroking it.
Above the surface, Rafayel gasped as you touched both of his cocks, and groaned when you brought both of them to your lips. He was relieved you accepted the otherworldly nature of them without any hesitation, and were even eager to pleasure him.
With both of his cocks in your mouth, you quickly realized that they, especially the smaller one, leaked more precome than expected, perhaps to make up for the lack of lubrication underwater. The salty taste filled your mouth as you circled your tongue around the larger tip, the smaller one pushing against your tongue and stimulating itself. Its movements made your heat clench at nothing again, and you wondered. How would this feel like if he fucked you now?
Rafayel gathered all your hair that was floating underwater, and held it behind your head. He wanted a clear picture of you sucking on his cocks and by God did he want to thrust himself deep into your mouth at the sight. But he relented. You were still new to this and he rather not risk you choking while underwater.
Pulling away from his cocks, you resurfaced one more to admire them from afar, only to be assaulted by another kiss.Â
Rafayel had enough of his mate being so far from his embrace, he needed you in his arms and on his cock, now. Tugging you towards him again, he maneuvered you so that you would be flush against his cocks, making sure you knew what was in store for you moments later.
Unlike last time where he would grind against you however, he reached down to prod your entrance, spreading your folds with his fingers. You expected him to slip his fingers in but instead, a familiar, yet not, sensation crept in, massaging your soft walls.
âYou can control it.â You gasped once realization kicked in, staring at him in bewilderment. He merely blinked in response, and nuzzled the crook of your neck. Â
âDoes that disgust you?â He asked. While you couldnât see his face, you could feel him tense up, his grip on you unrelenting.
âNo! Nothing like that. I was just wondering⌠What else can it do?âÂ
At your reassurance, he relaxed and continued to nuzzle your neck, nipping at your skin. âYou will have to find out.â
âWhatââ
He pulled the smaller cock away from your heat, and had it latch onto your clit. You whimpered as he teased your clit, its smooth tip and small bumps running along its side sending pleasurable shivers down your spine.
Rafayel ran a finger up your entrance while you were distracted, and clicked his tongue in annoyance. Right. He needed to drain the water around the both of you before he tried anything. The water would wash all of your juices away otherwise and make this experience entirely uncomfortable for you.
He tugged at the stopper and let the water drain away, leaving just enough water for part of his tail to be soaked in water. As the water level dropped, more and more of your skin was exposed to him; the water droplets that clung onto your skin and slid down your body taunted him.Â
With the water gone and out of the way, you could finally see clearly what his cocks looked like above water. And they did not disappoint.Â
The amount of precome that dripped out and down his smaller cock was staggering, coating and smearing your clit with every twitch of it. His larger cock was the same as well, precome beaded on the round tip of it before sliding down the ribbed sides, his shaft glistening under the low light.Â
âDo you like them?â He asked, parting your dripping folds and slipping a finger inside as his smaller cock busied itself with your clit. Your sweet whimpers made both of his cocks throb, and he couldnât wait to hear your moans when he pushed both of them inside you.
He added another finger, burying it deeper within you as you rode his fingers, your hips having a mind of its own. You were starting to get used to the two different cocks when suddenly, his smaller cock shifted, resting your clit against a dimpled surface andâ
âMmhâ!â You whimpered, the realization of him not only having ridges along his cocks, but also having suckers of all things, hit you with full force. It felt similar to having his mouth sucking on your clit, and you fleetingly wondered what if his smaller cock slipped in and sucked on your walls as well.
As though reading your mind, he stopped teasing your clit with it, and slid it inside you, adding what effectively was another finger into the mix, stretching you and satiating that growing ache to have something inside you.
You moaned as his fingers slipped in and out of you, the juices from your heat and his precome mixing together and dripping out of your core. While his smaller cock wasnât as sensitive as his bigger one, the sensations of your walls dragging against his bumpy shaft made his cocks twitch.Â
The primal drive to mate, to fuck and to breed coursed through his veins. His instincts screamed at him, demanding him to push his neglected cock in you and breed you properly. It was tempting, too tempting, with you bouncing oh so wantonly on his fingers, your hands holding on to the edges of the bathtub to steady yourself. But he held back.Â
As much as he wanted you to ride him while he thrusts his hips in sync to your paceâ and God did that thought made another bout of precome drip from both of his cocksâ he was afraid of what was in store for you. He knew once he was in, those instincts would take over and you would not be able to reason with him until it was over.
He could feel his control slipping with every heartbeat, the lustful haze that was clouding the edges of his mind seeping into the forefront. It was a challenge, a manageable one, until you curled your fingers around his larger cock.
âNnhââ He groaned, his cock pulsing in your hand as you stroked the underside of it and traced all the bumps it had. It took him a few steadying breaths not to thrust up and rut against your palm.Â
Through a clouded haze, you fixated upon the cock in your hands as you rode the other. It was bulging and pulsing at different places, with some parts flushed deeper blue than the others. You didnât fully comprehend it yet, the question of whether you can take it all plagued your mind. All you knew that whatever this was, you wanted in you. Now.
â...Are you sure?â Rafayel asked breathlessly as you pulled his fingers and his smaller cock out of you and teased the larger cock with your heat. You drawing circles on his tip with your entrance made him pulsate, staining you with more precome. His hands were now on your hips and he had half a mind to just push you down his shaft in one go.
âI wonât stop until Iâm done, you know.â He cautioned again, one final warning before those little slivers of sanity that he had disappeared like foam. His smaller cock caressed your dripping folds and held them to the side, allowing him better access when he inevitably sank you down his eager cock.
âI know.â You responded as you lowered yourself down, slowly taking his cock in inch by inch. It was hot and the throbbing ridges rubbed against your soft walls, forcing more juices to flow out of you. You paused midway to let yourself get used to the foreign feeling, and watched him as he tried to keep his face in check.
Your tight warm walls made it increasingly difficult for him to hold back, especially when you clenched tentatively around him. He understood why you stopped halfway, as his larger cock grew thicker at the lower half until flaring out at the base. But he felt like you were teasing him at this point, with you dragging the upper half of his cock out and pushing it back in over and over again.
âDarlingâŚâ He hissed as you rode him, his grip on your hips vice like. Following your lead, he shallowly pumped his larger cock in and out of you, in tune to the pace youâve set.
The bumps on the side of his cock grazed your clit with every thrust, and before you knew it, you began to take more and more of him in, your folds spread further and further apart with the help of his smaller cock.
The urge to pull back and slam his hips into you the moment you finally, finally, took the entirety of his larger cock in was overwhelming. He buried his face into the crook of your neck, inhaling a sharp, stuttering breath.
He was fighting a losing battle against his primal instincts, but he had to hold back orâ
âDo it.â
Your voice broke through the lust ridden fog that clouded his mind. Did you just give him permissionâ
âDonât worry, I can handle it.â You said again, nuzzling the top of his head and patting it. He was tense against you this entire time, strained and a heartbeat away from snapping. You knew he had been waiting for you to be ready, and you couldnât help but smile at that.Â
Coaxing him to finally let go of whatever inhibitions he had, you clenched your walls around him once more, forcing a quiet moan out of him. âPlease Rafayel⌠Please fuck me.â
And like a light switch flipping, he dragged his larger cock out without warning, only giving you a second to process before slamming back into you. Every thrust filled you to the brim, and you could feel his hot precome leaking and spreading all over your walls as he thrusted.
âRafayelâ Mmhââ You moaned between open mouthed kisses, his lips capturing yours every time you managed to slip away. One of his hands held you in place as he fucked upwards into you, while the other palmed at your breast, tweaking and brushing over your nipple as your breasts bounced to the pace he had set. You had to wrap your arms around his shoulders then, or else you wouldâve toppled at the sheer intensity of his thrusts.
At some point, when you cannot pinpoint exactly anymore, his smaller cock pulled away from your folds and prodded your entrance, slipping inside and pushing against your tight heat. The sudden intrusion forced your half lidded eyes open, and before you could mention it, the suckers dotted on the underside of his smaller cock grazed your walls, gently sucking on you from the inside.
Rafayel listened attentively to your moans as he sucked on the skin of your neck, leaving numerous bites and markings on you. His rational mind was now gone, replaced by his need to pleasure and breed his beautiful mate. He nuzzled your neck once more, your lovely moans encouraging him to keep going, spurring him on.
The steady tension that was building within your abdomen threatened to snap with every heartbeat, and you could feel yourself being close, so close, to that high that Rafayel was pushing you towards. You couldnât help but move your hips along to his erratic rhythm, anything to get yourself closer to that point.
As though sensing your desperation, which was not difficult considering your walls fluttered more and more around him, clenching and squeezing him oh so sinfully, he pulled his smaller cock out of your heat and grinded the underside of it against your clit.
âRafayelâ!â The sensation of his suckers pulling at your clit drove you over the edge. Like a coil snapping under pressure, your heat tightened around his cock as you reached that high, clenching and spasming around it.
âMy mateâŚâ He breathed out, not once stopping to give you a break as you navigated through the pleasure he brought to you. The way your walls clasped around him as you were pushed over the edge brought his own high forward, forcing a growl past his lips as he suddenly pushed both of his cocks as deep as he could within you before letting his come spill over, releasing as much as he could inside you.Â
He didnât stop there however, he continued to pump his cocks deep into you, hoping to push his essence deeper inside with a few more unsteady thrusts.
As you paused to regain your breath, he pulled away from your neck and brushed the hair that fell messily on your face away, and kissed you as tenderly as possible.Â
He looked calmer now, content even, compared to how he was before. The tension that was present on his shoulders and eyebrows was gone, dissipated along with the apprehension that he had about showing you the entirety of his original form.
A sudden glint in the corner caught your eye. It was your phone, its screen turning on most likely because of someone texting you. Next to it was your belongings andâ
Oh. You forgot about the ice.
âYou shouldâve told me this was going to happen instead of making me buy ice for you.â You laughed, seeing that the bags of ice had now turned into bags of water with ice chips in it. They werenât that expensive so you didnât really mind, but the time you spent scouring shops that were still open close to midnight was now rendered unnecessary.
Rafayel kissed your cheek and nuzzled you, still basking in the afterglow under the moonlight. â...I was scared you would reject me.â He confessed, still clinging onto you like a lifeline. âWill you let me make it up to you?â
You were about to ask how he would do that when you were acutely reminded of his cocks still being inside you, still stiff and ready for another round.
âHowââ
âIt is mating season after all.â He simply replied, and you noted that his eyes suddenly had a predatory glint to them, making your heat clench again and your heart race.Â
âYou, my darling mate⌠are going nowhere.â
#love and deepspace#love and deep space#love and deepspace rafayel x reader#love and deep space rafayel x reader#uh. yeah. theres tentacle#i dont even main this guy and YET#this idea was living in my brain rent free so i had to write it out
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á´/É´: HERE I AM WITH ANOTHER SAM SMUT! I seriously don't know what happened here, but I hope you enjoy nonetheless. Just a small disclaimer: don't go around hitting people, kids. Use your big words for big emotions!
Thank you for your time and all your love!~
PS: bonus points to whoever finds the tiny easter egg.
á´á´ÉŞĘɪɴɢ: Sam (SDV) x afab!Reader
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É´ÉŞ ⧠ᴥá´Ęɴɪɴɢęą: weird, drunk guy hitting on the reader. Sam getting protective and physical. Guard dog Sammy. Mentions of blood, the taste of blood, and bruises.
Cowgirl position, making love bites, dirty talk, cream pie, Sam is a little obsessed in his fuck-drunken mind, cock-piercing, pierced tongue.
Believing in Sam had always come naturally to you. The moment he showed you his guitar and the way he could handle it, you knew he had potential. That is why you never minded coming to his band practice; you enjoyed cheering him on, giving his cheek a kiss after each session and smiling at him, praising him in a gentle voice.
Sam loved having you as an audience. Everything about you made him want to be better. He taught himself your favourite songs, just so he was able to see your face light up when you recognized the melody. Sharing his passion with you was easier for him than with anyone else. At first, he had thought your personality was the reason for that, but when you kissed his cheek after one of his practices and the first thing he had felt was the wish that you would kiss his lips instead, he began to consider that there perhaps was more than just the trust he showed you.
After all, whenever Sam had doubts, he would come to you.
Whenever he didnât know what to play, he would come to you.
Whenever he felt like he had to show someone a new song he taught himself, he would come to you.
That is why no one was surprised that he would come to you once his band had landed its first gig in Zuzu City. Blue eyes glistening with excitement, his whole body trembling while he tried to refrain from jumping up and down as he relayed the news. You laughed with him, hugging the blond tightly to your chest. âI knew it was only a matter of time,â you told him. And he believed it.
That was also the reason you stood in front of a stage in Zuzu city, wearing your most adorable outfit you knew was one of Samâs favourites, given the way his gaze lingered whenever you had it on. In fact, he had given you the expected reaction when you had stepped up to the bus; first squishing you to his toned chest, just to stare once you had pulled away. His voice had been hoarse as he complimented you, telling you that you were an absolute beauty tonight. You had smiled at him, your fingers running through your hair as you leaned towards his ear just to whisper some words that would spin around Samâs head for the whole ride. âYou look deliciously hot as well, Sammy.âÂ
Deliciously hot, huh? He had never heard you call anyone else like that. Did that mean something? That was entirely possible, wasnât it?
The way you stared up at him while he was on stage definitely made him wonder. But he was not innocent, either, because he stared right back. Each song he announced, he announced for you. Each special solo was dedicated to you. Each look with hooded âfuck meâ-eyes that seemingly danced over the crowd was dedicated to you. To Sam, this whole fucking show was for you. And you drank it all up.
In fact, you were enthralled enough you didnât even notice the guy who pushed up to you as Sam thanked the crowd. All that mattered was Sam, and his voice whispering a good night to the crowd. His blue eyes landed on you again, and you took the chance to smile at him, blowing him a kiss.
âYou alone here?â a voice next to you suddenly slurred over the noise of the crowd, which meant that its owner must have been incredibly close. You turned your head slowly, meeting a guyâs face. He seemed drunk already, and the grin he gave you certainly wasnât one of good intentions. You cleared your throat and took a step back, scratching your neck. âNo, no really.â
âHuh, thatâs smart for a pretty girl like you.â
 You gave an awkward smile, not wanting to tempt the stranger into attempting any further conversation as you turned around, trying to make your way to the bar. You had exchanged two sentences, and you were already desperate to escape the situation.
You were able to make it to the bar and ordered a drink that you could down before finding Sam, when suddenly, a hand landed on your hip, using the leverage to spin you around. A gasp left your lips, your muscles tensing when you saw the drunken man again.
âHey, I wasnât done talking to you. Somebody should teach you manners.â
You grit your teeth, trying to squirm free of his grasp. His hands were sweaty and felt uncomfortable â disgusting - even through the fabric of your clothes.
You had never been in a situation like this, not in all the years you had lived in Zuzu. Your eyes trailed to the stage automatically, trying to make out the blond hair. Maybe he would catch your gaze and-
âI am talking to you,â the voice snarled, making your attention snap back to him. His hand was still on you, and you wanted to get it away from you.
âFuck off,â you hissed, squirming again and finally being able to get rid of his hand.
âThat is no way to talk to someone. Especially for a pretty girl like you. Maybe I should take you home and-â
âDidnât you fucking hear? She told you to fuck off.â A familiar voice, a voice that felt safe. Sam had emerged from the crowd, pushing past the guy to stand next to you.
âAnd who are you?â
âHer fucking boyfriend. Also telling you to fuck. Off.â
One of the blondâs arms was quick to snake around your waist, pulling you into his side with a quick tug. Again, a hand was on your hip, but this time you felt much more comfortable. Much better.
The happy glint that had been in his eyes while he was on stage had vanished and was replaced by something dark. Something you had never seen cloud those pretty blue eyes before. It almost seemed possessive.
The stranger cleared his throat, and for a moment, it seemed like he would retreat without any other word.
But then, everything went down fast.
âFine. No one wants a cheap slut like you, anyways.â The drunk man hadnât even finished spitting on the ground in front of his feet before a fist connected with his jaw. Sam, the man who played the SpongeBob theme song when bored and loved the minions had thrown the first punch, and a good one at that. The sheer power behind it made his opponent stumble backward, the blond using the opportunity to now step in front of you.
âDonât. You. Call. Her. That!â he growled, his fist already lifted for the next hit. The guy, despite the level of alcohol that he probably had in his system, was fast, though. He shot back up and allowed his knuckles to meet Samâs face, but his aim was off. His head knocked with a light cracking sound to the side. You let out a loud gasp, and desperately tugged on the manâs shirt, trying to get him away from your harasser. âSam. Come on. Letâs go.â
But Sam had started something. And he would finish it. You were absolutely shocked as he aggressively shoved the guy, who now had blood on his knuckle. He used the distraction he had created to hit his face again, this time sending him to the ground with a grunting sound. Trying to defend himself while falling he scratched Sam, but it seemed the guitarist didnât even mind. Instead, he straddled him and gripped him by the collar of his shirt, staring right into his eyes.
âNever. And I mean fucking never touch her again. I will find you. I will break your hands and shove them so far down your throat they will come out of your ass again.â
âSam!â You cried, which finally got his attention. He let go of the shirt, dropping him in his own spit, giving the pathetic figure a snarl. Without another word, Sam gently took your wrist, leading you toward the backstage area where he had gotten ready. Once he finally turned around to settle you on one of the chairs, knelt down in front of you to make sure you were okay, you could see what the impact had done to him. His carefully styled hair was a mess; there were scratches on his cheek, and his pretty pink lips were busted open. You found it pretty unfair that he had just gotten into a fight and still looked hot. Maybe even hotter.
âAre you okay? What a disgusting-â
You couldnât help but stare at his lips. They were so pretty. And he had gone all out just to protect you. You just had to kiss him, didnât you?
You couldnât resist anymore, your hands grabbed at the back of his neck and pulled him in. The blond winced at the sting when your lips collided, but by Yoba, did your hands feel good against the heated-up skin of his neck. He would have been stupid if he hadnât kissed back; and who was he to deny your tongue entrance to his mouth, anyway?
It would have been a shame if he didnât suck on your tongue like a desperate man, and fuck did your lips taste good.
Blood and saliva mixed together, but you didnât seem to mind. In fact, you let your hands trace through his hair, giving a few blond strands a soft tug. Sam grunted, getting on his long legs without breaking the kiss, allowing himself to drop down on the sofa while pulling you towards him. You took the chance and straddled him, only pulling away to kiss down his jawline.
âYou know how long I have wanted to kiss you?â The guitarist murmured, allowing his head to dip to the side to give you more access. âEver since you first played that stupid song to annoy Sebastian and Abigail,â you answered bluntly, kissing down his neck. You knew Samâs face would bruise up tomorrow, so what were a few more? You wanted this fucking man.
Fangs sinking in the flesh of his neck, you sucked on the newfound redness, shiver running down your spine when you heard the deep groan rumble through his chest. Feeling you react to the sound he made gave him a sudden boost of confidence, large hands trailing down your back just to grip the flesh of your ass with both of his hands. He gave it a good squeeze, not being able to help himself but moan. You felt so good already, and you werenât even undressed.Yet.
âSamâŚIâŚFuck, I want you.â
That certainly was an understatement by now. You needed Sam. Given the pulsing you felt beneath you, you were pretty sure you would get what you needed, though.
His fingers were now clawing at your butt as he pulled you in closer, his busted lips smashing into yours again. This time he didnât even flinch at the feeling; this time he was nothing short of greedy. Shoving his tongue past your pearly whites, he explored your mouth, trying to get to taste more of you. You moaned for him when he sucked on your tongue again, his piercing rubbing against the muscle. The heat that had begun pooling between your legs made you shift around his lap, only to be rewarded by the blond bucking up his hips in an attempt to chase the feeling. Both of you moaned into one anotherâs mouths, and you were sure you had never craved something this much in life. Samâs hands had left your butt now, fingers working on unbuttoning your pants. His fingers were skilled, so the small button keeping the shorts together definitely wasnât much of an obstacle. In fact, you could feel his fingers toying with the waistband of your panties faster than you could blink. Not that you minded. Quite the opposite; while still enjoying Samâs tongue dominating yours, you lifted your hips so he could pull down the fabric that separated his slender fingers from your heat.
âThatâs a good girl,â Sam cooed in your mouth, making you moan quietly. How could a man have you so wrapped around his finger without even touching your pussy yet?
That quickly changed when the calloused pad of his index finger found your clit, gently nudging the hardening bundle of nerves. âSo wet for me already, arenât you?â
You nodded, your brain not able to produce words that would even come close to explaining that he would be able to make you just as wet by only getting naked.
Your hips rutted against his finger, and in turn, his hardening cock. The blond sucked in a sharp breath through his teeth, the need to get you naked and feel you against, scratch that, around his drooling dick growing in the pit of his stomach. But Sam, ever the gentleman, instead allowed his finger to slip through your folds, circling your needy little entrance with ease before dipping in just the tip.
Your reaction was immediate. You arched in your back and tried to press down your hips to coax him in a little more, but Sam, staring at you in absolute awe, removed his finger whenever you attempted. How could one person be so hot? How the hell could he have gone so long without touching you?
âSam, please. Give me something,â you begged, licking your lips as you looked down at him. Sam, giving you a toothy grin, finally gave in and pushed a single finger inside of you, enjoying your lip being dragged in between your teeth to keep yourself from moaning his name out loud. His finger thrusted up inside of you, and just to give you a better idea of what was awaiting you he bucked up his hips.
The blond took his time, only adding a second finger after you begged him to, scissoring them within you to coax out more of the moans that sounded like music to his ear. He himself had to dig the nails of his other hand inside of the couch to ground himself enough as to not whimper and moan just from touching you. However, when your hands set into motion to remove your shirt and bra, allowing those fucking pretty tits to bounce free, it was game over. A low moan left his swollen lips as he stared at your chest, shamelessly ogling them. You could have sworn you saw his tongue loll out of his mouth, some drool dripping from the muscle, but a third finger stretching your drooling cunt distracted you.
âSam, please. Can I ride you? Pretty please.â
He was dreaming, probably. Or he had smoked too much weed and was imagining this; how else could this be happening? But your hips rutting against his fingers that were coated in your slick were telling a different story. And even if all of this wasnât real, he would enjoy it while it lasted.
âSam? Please, baby. Please let me ride this cockâŚFuck, you are so hard already. I can feel it through your pantsâŚâ
The whine that left you when he removed his fingers from you absolutely tore his heart into shreds, but he needed to free his dick. Otherwise, it would have ripped his pants apart, given that pretty begs that left your sweet mouth oh so easily.
He shifted you around in his lap, pulling down his pants and boxers just enough for his erection to spring free. The skin was hot, and you just had to gawk at him. Sam was big and girthy. And at that-
âYou got your dick pierced?â You whispered, but it pretty much sounded like a whimpered moan. The blond grinned a little, tongue trailing over his teeth.
âMhhhmâŚYou like it?â
Fuck. You could have had an orgasm on the spot, by doing nothing else but imagining the pierced tip to bully into you.
Sam opened his mouth to tease you just a little more when he suddenly felt your fingers wrap around his shaft, guiding his drooling tip to your entrance. He was absolutely hypnotized, watching his tip kiss your sloppy hole and the way your thighs twitched. âFuuuuckâŚâ he breathed as you allowed the tip to enter you. You were insanely wet, and your cunt greeted him with another gush of juices.
The blond decided he could have died right then and there and his life would have been complete; that was at least what he thought until you pushed and pushed and pushed. He just couldnât take his eyes away from his dick vanishing in your desperate pussy, centimetre by centimetre. His mouth was hanging open, and now you definitely could see his tongue hanging out, his chest heaving and falling quickly as the man who had fearlessly thrown punches before was now whimpering for you.
You yourself werenât in much better shape.
The metal pushing against your wall the more you sat down on him; his sheer length splitting you open, it all had you a babbling mess. Telling him how good he felt, how big he was, how much you had wanted this. Samâs hands were pawing at your hips, visibly straining himself from not just fucking into you, fucking everything he couldnât say right up your cunt. But you needed a moment, he knew by the way your walls clung to him, the way you shifted around. You were so fucking precious, and he wanted you to know. His lips trailed along your neck, sucking onto your skin once he found your collarbones. His finger had taken its place on your clit again, flicking the bud gently as his blue eyes peered at you again. His eyes had the same look in them as they had before, just this time they were also filled with silent worship. This look alone gave you to strength to lift your hips, just to drop them down, allowing him to bottom out inside of you again. The two of you moaned in unison, and for some reason, you couldnât imagine a life without this dick anymore.
Your hips rutted back and forth as your lips found Samâs again, the kiss you shared desperate and wet. But neither of you cared as moans spilled from your connected lips. His pre-cum was mixing with your wetness, causing sloppy sounds whenever your walls completely wrapped around him. âYou are so fucking pretty on my cock like this, baby. Does it feel good, huh? Like me filling you up? Like beinâ my good girl?â
You wanted to answer, you really did. But your open mouth only let moans of his name pass, so you resorted to a quick nod. You placed your hands on his arms, nails digging into the flesh as waves of pleasure hit you with every single movement of your hips.
âSâŚSam,â you rambled, head thrown back. You started to full on bounce on his lap again, your tilted back position allowing him a full view of those jumping tits of yours. They were simply too hard to resist; his head dipped down and placed kisses all over the heated-up skin until his lips finally caught on of your nipples. He eagerly sucked on it, his hand carefully squeezing the other. Couldnât let one of these pretty tits go without attention now, could he?
The breathless moan that entered his ears stimulated his brain in a way he couldnât describe. Something feral was awoken within him; the events of the night flashing in front of his inner eye. You were his now, right? His pretty girl, and he needed to show you just that. His hips snapped up quite automatically, while his mouth switched to the other nipple. His finger was still massaging circles into your clit, making your vision go blurry.
Sam and you hadnât ever done as much as hug, and still, he knew exactly how to touch you. Your nails this time found his chest through his shirt as you tried to keep up with the fast pace he had immediately picked up, your whole body bouncing with his tip bullying up into you whenever you sat down on him. His piercing was rubbing against your walls, massaging them just like they were sucking off his dick. You were pretty sure you had never been this wet before, and you were even more sure that Samâs crotch was drenched by now.
Sam apparently tried to break you apart as his hips kept snapping up at a rough pace, neither caring about the droplets of wetness falling from your cunt, nor about the way he was whimpering and begging for you with his voice.
The sounds that his vocal chords produced became more high-pitched as his dick twitched and pulsed inside of you. His cock abused your cunt, and you were all for it. Honestly, you would have cried if he wasnât fucking you like his name was written all over you.
Your orgasm was nearing, you could feel it tickling every nerve of your body, giving you the feeling you had to pull away. But he just felt so perfect. So right.
Trying to voice your nearing orgasm was definitely harder than you had expected. All that you could come up with was his name again. Your tongue felt heavy, like you were drunk. And in some way, you were. Drunk on his dick, his smell, the feeling of his tongue and mouth messing with your tits, him.
Sam didnât feel much different. He could have sworn that he was about to burst at the seams. You felt heavenly, delicate, and yet like you needed to be pounded into oblivion. He just couldnât get enough of your tits in his face, of the way you sounded. You were his favourite song now.
âGonna cum, princess,â he breathed in the valley of your breasts, holding onto your waist to help you pick up your pace. You were sobbing his name as you felt your orgasm tearing at your insides. You wanted to warn him, you really did, but the cry that left you reached your tongue faster than any words â it was unholy. Lewd, and desperate, full of arousal as your orgasm made your body quake.
Your body was shaking on him, the release you felt paralyzing you, and yet it only turned Sam on more. His hips fucked into you ruthlessly, metal of his cock piercing bumping along you as his tip kissed your cervix.
âFUCK!â He snapped, teeth sinking into your tit as a violent orgasm made his cock twitch, spurts of cum painting your walls white.
But that wasnât enough for Sam. He needed it deeper. He needed you to feel it on your way home. In bed. With heavy breathing, he put his feet on the couch and while holding you down, fucked up into you.
Strained sobs left your lips as your sensitive cunt was abused so mercilessly, but those whimpers that filled the room and came from those beautiful lips; they almost made you beg for more.
The blond only stopped when his hands on your waist began to shake, just like his legs. His thrusts became sloppy and less precise, hips stuttering and losing force until they completely halted. The two of you sat in silence, your head on his shoulder while his arms held you close and secure.
It took you several moments before you shared a silent gaze, your lips meeting in another kiss. This one was much slower, sweeter, even. You still could taste the blood on his tongue, and you still didnât mind.
When you pulled away, you could see that Sam looked even more beaten now. The scratches had swollen just like his lips, and a bruise was starting to form on his jaw. His neck just looked as bad; love bites scattered all around the pale skin.
The blondâs hand reached out to gently tuck a strand of your hair back, a smile tugging on the corners of his mouth.
You gave a shy smile back, sighing slowly.
âYou shouldnât have fought with someone because of me.â
Sam snorted, shaking his head.
âFor you? Iâd happily get beat to smithereens.â
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Hi i just went through your entire blog and now im having intense sagau zhongli brainrot hafjdjhdjexhsn imagine sagau zhongli worshiping fem readers chest for hours *dies*
(lying) I am so normal about boobs and Zhongli⌠but Anon I Am Thinking So Hard (TT) His hands are so big, his fingers are so long⌠with only one hand heâs able to cup your boobs (and if not then he does his best, just completely enthralled with the way some of your fat leaks from between his fingers and outside of the confines of his greedy hands) and just⌠squeezes while he uses his mouth on the other one, licking and kissing you until youâre sensitive from his textured (and forked) tongue⌠I am so okay and sane about this.
Pairing: Afab! Reader (heavily implied ; no mentions of anything other than boobs (size not specified)) x Zhongli!
Warning: Yandere, Sagau, God-like reader, cult-like behavior, obsessive and possessive thoughts, n//sft (not explicit), groping & kissing & sucking, chest/boob worship, reader is implied to be bedded by multiple characters, implied murderer (or willingness to commit), cocky Morax makes an appearance, forked tongue and cold blooded Zhongli nation rise; ask to tag!
Word Count: 2k
Zhongliâs hands are, unlike most people would be led to believe, slightly colder than the average beingâs. Due to his connection to the Geo element and most natural stoneâs cold temperatures, it isnât surprising that beneath his gloves lay hands that felt smooth and chilly to the touch.
It was one of your initial observations when you first felt his un-gloved hand make contact with your own. It had taken a lot of sugary words of affirmation that he would not hurt nor taint you if he touched you with his bare hands, heâd convinced himself that you were as fragile as the carving made of crystals thatâd heâd crafted, Zhongli had always feared that he may be still too much of a brute to handle you without breaking.
The feeling sent shivers up your spine, you wouldnât quite know how to describe it, his touch was light as a feather but as imposing as the Archonâs presence, it was akin to the feeling of marble beneath bare feet, smooth and pleasant yet chilly.
His hands are also, much to no oneâs surprise, slightly calloused, but not as much as youâd expect for a being once known as the God of War. The tip of his fingers were slightly thicker, as was the palm of his hand, probably from the way he gripped his weapon and the amount of times he found himself doing so. After millenia of wielding all manners of tools, it was impossible his hands didnât tell the story as well.
Even so, his hands still managed to feel soft as they traveled across your skin. They glided across your body, up through your arms and across your collarbone; the ethereal touch leaves your skin tingling with desire and anticipation, eyes transfixed with the enchanting smile that graced Zhongliâs handsome features as he allowed his hands to wander across your bare skin, even though you were the one on the receiving end, it truly seemed as if Zhongli were the one enjoying it the most. His body relaxed, shoulders loosen, he looked at peace. His long hair let loose, his clothes replaced by silken robes that hung from his frame lazily, he was the picture of serenity and earthly bliss.
The first time youâd seen him he had been so terribly nervous, a sight completely unlike the one youâd come to know across your screen, his posture was stiff, his words felt rehearsed, and you were certain you heard a relieved sigh once he finished introducing himself; youâd later come to know it was due to a crumbling feeling of anxiety and fear of upsetting you. He may be one of the oldest of your acolytes but it was perhaps that very fact that weighed heavily on his shoulders, he had to be the best, the most knowledgeable, the most befitting servant of a deity such as yourself.
To be completely honest, had you not experienced the absolute madness that it was to be sent into a world youâd once thought fictitious and later been told you were a deity revered by the Gods of this world themselves, the mere thought of a man like Zhongli, a being whoâd witnessed millenia pass him, whoâd met Gods of times long since gone, nervously reciting a greeting in the mirror in preparation of meeting the likes of you would have been a comedy like no other.
However, many moon cycles had now passed and youâd learned that not only had you unknowingly become a God in a world youâd once played with but that Zhongli, the man in front of you right now, was perhaps one of your biggest devotees.
And prove his devotion he shall.
Itâd become a ritual for certain acolytes, the ones of age and who bore a Vision, to engage in more physical forms of worship now that you resided with them in the same physical plane. Not all of them took part in the process, some believing it to be sacrilegious to even so much as think of you in such a lewd manner, but the ones who did fought tooth and nail to be allowed a fraction of your time and grace.
Tonight, as you lay in one of Liyue Harborâs most exquisite hotels, it was Zhongliâs turn.
Every âworshiping sessionâ heâd dedicate himself to a new part of your body and tonightâs focus was on your chest.
Heâd been so careful in peeling off your garments, making sure not to be too rough â as in his excited state heâd sometimes miscalculate his own strength â or too hasty, wanting to savor the moment your breasts finally revealed themselves to his greedy eyes.
Once they finally are free, he lowers his hands to cup one in each, allowing himself to play with them, all while squeezing and pinching at the fat until the skin turns sensitive, he was never rough, never trying to hurt you, but he couldnât help the thoughts of simply digging his nails a little deeper to leave a more lasting mark for the next âfollowerâ of yours to find. However, the thought of your pained whines managed to reel him in, for now.
While he uses his hands to massage the general area, his thumbs come and lay above your nipples, making sure to circle the areola, allowing your breasts to process the touch and slowly harden your nipples without him touching them directly. He lets the tip of his fingers trace the spot, teasingly hovering them above your perked nipples before going back to knead your breasts.
Youâre panting ever so slightly, the feeling of your breasts being used in such a way sends small waves of pleasure straight into your clit, it leaves you trying desperately to create some sort of friction between your legs. The man above you notices and chuckles, finally giving in to your soft movements of desperation and allowing himself to play with your nipples properly. He takes the hardening nub in between his thumb and index, slowly pinching and pulling at the skin, rubbing your other breasts as lewdly gropes the fat.
âMhmmâŚâ You whine, bucking your chest into his hands in an attempt to incite more. You bring your hands to meet his own and start instructing them into squeezing your chest tighter and faster, switching between tugging and pinching, kneading and softly-scratching.
âMhâm, like that?â He chuckles, allowing himself to be guided, only applying pressure every once in a while, teasing your desperate behavior.
âDo more,â you mumble between soft pants, heâs teasing you - purposefully setting a slow pace that has you wanting more - so you decide that the only logical way to get him to stop is by teasing him back, in such a way that he has no choice but to give in and finally drop his frustrating game, âI know youâre better than this, Morax.â
â⌠Oh?â His expression turns into one of shock and later amusement, almost taken off guard at your words; but he knows His Idol, he knows how much you enjoy playing with him, riling him up until he loses his restraint and gives into his more primal desires.
His eyes darken, his eyelids fluttering and eyebrows turning in amusement, a grin â no, smirk â more akin to that of his younger self takes over, while his golden eyes seem to take an unnatural glow. He leans forward, fully engulfing your body with his own, until his head meets your breasts and you can feel his hot breath against your skin.
âI wouldnât have thought your excellency to be so greedy,â he chuckles, the warmth he lets out makes you shiver, his hands trace the sides of your breasts while he begins to plant open kisses into your flesh, âmhm⌠âso needy, my love, have the others not been serving you as well as me?â
You groan as you feel him begin to suck at your tits, his tongue poking out and leaving glistening trails of his drool across your skin, itâs gentle, his forked-tongue barely touches your flesh but the ghost of its presence is enough to give you goosebumps.
Zhongliâs mouth occupied itself with your right breast as his hands worked on your left, while he playfully bit and kissed you he made sure to keep stimulating you as much as possible, his hands molded your skin, squeezing and caressing every bit of flesh his palm made contact with. His open-mouthed kisses slow down as he approaches your nipples, he takes his time - making sure to softly graze you with his sharp teeth, making sure to tease you as much as possible while never quite stopping.
Your eyes never once left his, it was overwhelming, as most things were with Zhongli, the pleasure paired with his intense gaze as he made sure to commit every expression of yours to memory would have made anybody flustered.
He laughs but itâs not mocking, his eyes glaze over while he makes a show of finally getting around to sucking on your perked up nipple, he stares at you - as if daring you to look away - while his lips finally latch onto that place you so desperately had wanted them, his cheeks are clearly flushed as he begins to flick at the nub with his tongue while sucking the spot.
Instinctively you arch your back but he quickly uses his own body to drag you down, he moves around a bit, as if trying to find the best position to latch onto you, desperately wanting to overtake your body and shield you from everything that wasnât him.
His hand cups your breast even as he pulls away with a lewd âpopâ, never letting your chest be without some form of stimulation, he licks at the areola, making sure to make a spectacle as his tongue travels across one breast to the other. He switches movement, kissing and sucking while still kneading and pulling. Heâs never rough, never cruel in his touch, heâs always so delicate, making sure to treat you with the utmost care.
The feeling of his cool digits after having his warm breath on you is jarring but nevertheless pleasurable, you whine as your hands shoot up to cradle his hair, fingers finding their way onto his silky hair as you unconsciously pull him closer to your body.
He chokes on a moan, his eyes roll back slightly, if there was one thing Zhongli adored was the feeling of your hands pulling against his hair, it was one of those things he could never get enough of. The truth was that this session was fueled by his own selfish desires of being your most devoted lover, your only lover; if there was one thing in this universe he craved more than you was being the owner of the title of your beloved. He hoped that these special sessions between you two would prove that he truly was the only one worthy of such a title.
For who else could have you breaking so beautifully in their hands from pleasure alone? No one, he was the only being able to lure you into such earthly desires, he was sure of it.
His tongue on your nipple, playing with your beautiful body, his hands desperately gripping at your chest, all while he savored the proximity in which he was able to see you fall apart were blessing given to him and him alone, holy gifts from you to him, your ever so loyal servant, who dedicated his heart, soul, and body to you.
Even if you did not know how deeply the devotion he held for you went, you could tell from his aroused state, his never ending servitude, willing disposition, and obsession with pleasing you that you had, knowingly or not, enthralled a man who was now willing to do anything for you.
Just seeing you fall apart from him playing with your chest was enough to have him coming close to his peak, a ball of pleasure forming as he memorized the look of pleasure and bliss that took over your hazy features.
Your breathing is quick, your body feels hot and bothered, his touch is intoxicating, you want more of it and he wants more of you, youâre not able to even so much as forget who it is youâre with for everything he does is so clearly him; no one devoted themselves to you the same way Zhongli did and if there was such a person, heâd make sure to eliminate them before they became a problem.
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Angel | He didnât plan on having a traditional future with a marriage and a family but one surprise trip to your work has him second, maybe even triple, guessing himself.
⤡ Ft. Nakahara Chuuya
Warnings | Fem!Reader, mentions of having children/pregnancy, slight identity crisis on Chuuyaâs part, WC: 1.3k
A/N | Hello Tumblr people!! I am so excited to finally get to posting this fic. Hope you all enjoy and have a wonderful day <3
The day started out just like any other day for Chuuya, waking up next to you still soundly asleep, making the two of you coffee and breakfast then sending you a text to wake up to as he left for work. Heâs been lucky today, only having a short stack of paperwork to finish before heading out to the field. After checking in with a few of his subordinates, Chuuya decides to call it a day early.Â
An exceptionally ordinary day for the Port Mafia executive.Â
The ginger checks his watch and a grin graces his features when he realizes you should be getting out of work in about 20 minutes. He can easily make it to the clinic you work at before you get off. Usually heâll text you that heâs coming to pick you up, but he figures today heâll surprise you and whatâs a surprise without a bouquet of your favorite flowers from one of your favorite local florists?
Chuuya makes it to your work in 15 minutes. With 5 minutes to spare, he parks his car. The executive strips himself of his jackets, trying to make himself present as if he has a more casual job then he does and walks into the clinic.Â
This clinic isnât somewhere Chuuya would usually frequent, each time he visits you he feels a bit awkward entering the building. You work as a pediatric nurse, so you see children all day every day. Youâve expressed how difficult it can be watching sick children coming in all day but you still love getting to help them and their parents, even if itâs just for a small visit.Â
The executive makes it about 5 feet into the office building when heâs stopped in his tracks at the sight of you with a child, a little boy â he canât be much older than 4, maybe 5, years old. Youâre sat on the floor with him, playing some sort of made up game and something in the gingerâs chest stirs.Â
Your smile is wider than usual, a sparkle in your eye as the little boy climbs into your lap, handing you a book with his small and chubby outstretched arms. You take the invasion of your personal space in stride as a soft laugh falls from your lips and you start reading to the young child. Youâre so enthralled with the boy that you donât even notice your boyfriend standing there, starstruck.Â
The scene laid out in Chuuya makes his heart yearn. In his line of work having children is risky. Being with you alone is dangerous, if it werenât for you being an ability user yourself, Chuuya never would have entertained a relationship with a civilian. But with a child⌠heâs not so arrogant that he would guarantee their safety when, realistically, he knows thatâs not something he can assure.Â
Logically, his brain is telling him that the two of you could never become parents. But that little voice in his head thatâs gotten increasingly louder since he met you is practically screaming at him. The image of a small bundle of joy with your hair and his eyes flashes across his mind. Then thereâs the thought of you pregnant with his child and that short circuits something inside of his brain. He's no longer thinking logically.Â
Chuuya never thought he wanted that. He was okay - content even - with it only being the two of you for the rest of your lives. But now? seeing you with a child like this, how good you are with him, heâs no longer sure.Â
Youâve never brought up the idea of marriage, let alone children. Chuuya just assumed you understood thatâs just something he wouldnât be able to give you. Or maybe even that you didnât want that kind of life. But the mafia executive is plagued by images of you in an extravagant white dress, a swollen stomach and a child thatâs the perfect blend of your genes with Chuuyaâs.Â
Oh.
The ginger is too far gone.
Itâs not until your coworker, the receptionist, is greeting Chuuya that you notice him. Not a moment too soon either, Chuuya was spiraling in a direction he doesn't think he would recover from. The womanâs voice brings him back to reality as you look up from the picture book that has a cat on display. Your eyes are misty but you smile brightly at your boyfriend.Â
Youâre so breathtakingly gorgeous that Chuuya literally feels winded, like your smile stole his ability to breathe.Â
You tilt your head curiously. âCouldnât wait till I got off to see me?â
âWell, I was planning on it, but looks like youâve been preoccupied.â The ginger squats down next to you and the little boy in your arms stirs, turning to eye the ginger suspiciously.
Your attention is brought back to the small child for a split second before your head is turning to look behind Chuuya as the clinic door loudly clicks open. You smile warmly and maneuver yourself up, somehow keeping the boy in your arms. A woman with the same green eyes as the boy walks in with a baby swaddled securely to her chest.Â
You gently let the boy down and watch as he runs up to who Chuuya can only assume is his mother. The resemblance, even at such a young age, is uncanny. Once again Chuuyaâs thoughts are brought back to what a child with you would look like. What features would he or she get? Hopefully they would get all of your personality and temperament.Â
The ginger looks over to you as a way to subtly observe your features but what he sees makes his stomach sink and face drop. The look in your eyes is longing and Chuuya knows. You want children of your own. Thatâs not the look of someone who never wants children.Â
You put on a tight smile as the woman speaks. âThank you so much for watching him. say thank you to the nice nurse, natsu.â
The boy waves at you with his small and chubby hand. In a timid and quiet voice the boy thanks you and then waves as his mother guides him out of the clinic. You both watch the trio until the door shuts.Â
âOh my god- I didnât realize my shift was over with already! Are you here to pick me up? I just need to finish entering something and then I'll be out, okay-?â You blush, catching yourself before you call Chuuya your usual term of endearment while still in a professional setting. âU-uhm⌠fifteen minutes max. I'll be out before you know it.â
The gingerâs face softens and he smiles at you lovingly. âYou got it, Doll. Yâknow where to find me.â
You smile back at him and nod. As you go to turn around, Chuuya grabs hold of your hand and stops you so he can bring it up to his mouth and place a tender kiss atop your knuckles. Your breath hitches and your shoulders tense for a moment. Your cheeks heat up and you quickly look around to find your coworker cooing at his display of affection.Â
You let out a squeak and pull your hand back when the executive looks up to you.Â
âChuuya- I- You-â You let out a huff and frown at him, grabbing him and spinning him around then pushing his back. âJust- Go, Iâll meet you out there.â
Chuuya watches you with an amused smirk as you turn and scan your keycard to unlock the door. He waits until itâs shut to wave at the receptionist before heading back to the parking lot.Â
His mind still lingers on what the future could truly hold for the two of you. He's seen plenty of his colleagues build happy lives outside of the mafia. Maybe itâs wishful thinking but chuuyaâs starting to think maybe he could too. The two of you have made it this far, why not push the limits?Â
The executiveâs hand twitches and phone burns in his pocket. He's made the decision, thereâs something he has to do. He waits to get into his car, but the moment he does, Chuuya is unlocking his phone and searching up engagement ring cuts and styles.
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