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Rain, I just saw that Jkkr's post about your blog from a while ago got so many likes 😭. Do you think Jkkrs are winning these days? Like, you are one of the bigger blogs, but your likes are not as high. Not to sound disrespectful to you, I think your blog is great, but I do wish Taekookblogs would get more likes as well.
Hi anon! 😂 well, I've been pissing off Jkkrs big time the whole of 2023... so I bet they were elated to see that post.
My blog isn't big, I have about 370 followers, which isn't much at all. I get quite a bit of tracktion, and many Jkkrs actually also visit my blog (I know, because accidental follows and likes happen a lot... also.. I get a lot of Jkk asks, and my blocklist has become pretty long). Last year was pretty crazy, because I went from almost no asks to over 80 a day on eventful days. I still have around 250 unread asks in my inbox from around november/december, because I just couldn't manage the amount of asks I got while also going through a busy time (so sorry to everyone who wanted a reply.. I just couldn't).
Enlistment time is hard for Tkkrs. We just get no to little content. We have to make do with the snippets we get, or with old content. Some of the bigger Tkk blogs have left, others aren't posting much for several reasons. It's just adraught we're going through, nothing more. I've noticed that people come running back whenever something exciting does happen.. so it's not like people don't care anymore.. there's just nothing going on.
Because of Jm and Jk enlisting together, and with the prospect of the travel show... Jkkrs have felt victorious. After last year this times feels like redemption to them. They wont admit it now, but everyone who kept an eye on Jkk blogs last year (hi, it's me) knows that the first half of 2023 was a bad time for jkkrs. Their blogs were struggling. Many Jkkrs started to voice their worries about the state of Jm and Jk's relationship, because it was so obvious that they weren't hanging out for a long time. The few moment's they got (Jk's live) got them through it, but it was really angsty for them for a while. They played it off with things like "going through a rough spot" "Jm is playing hard to get" "Jk has to work for it" "maybe they broke up temporarily", but in reality the very obvious answer is that Jm and Jk just had different schedules for the first time in their lives and they actually did jjust not see each other much. The times we did see them they were just fine, normal.. nothing was weird. Jkkrs just constantly expect to see a relationship when in reality it's a friendship.
The way a fandom moves isn't a good representation of reality anon. Even if a hundred or a thousand Jkkrs scream about Jk and Jm being a couple still won't make it true. Also... always lmao with Jkkrs response to a Jkk debunk being a Tkk debunk 😂. To me the Jkk/Tkk situation isn't a competition. I love talking about Tae and Jk and I enjoy discussing everything about them with all of you.. I find the Jkk side very interesting ofcourse, but not one part of me takes them seriously.
#taekook#straws#fandom shenanigans#also#I am shit at making my own content#I always need to be prompted
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I'm thinking abt that pretty fall leaves embroidery pattern post and about how like... it is categorically a repost, it's a reupload. right? a thing that is generally disliked. but because it's credited, it's genuinely boosting the artist in question. and it could ALWAYS be like this. reposting content could ALWAYS be a symbiotic relationship, but because sourcing back to the original creator of something is so uncommon, it's just easier to ask people not to repost it at all. and people still don't understand the difference. or they'll go to the effort of cropping out usernames/signatures to repost something, which is More Effort than literally crediting the creator of something you liked enough to want to repost. Like. I literally don't actually care if my own shit gets reposted, you have to understand. I just don't want it STOLEN. But "do not repost" is easier to write on my art than "you can repost this, but don't alter the image/remove my signature, don't you dare write 'credit goes to the artist' because that is not credit, please link back to my original post or someplace that you can actually find me. please use an actual link/url instead of writing a non-clickable link of my username, because making it text instead of a clickable link cuts the number of people who will go to the effort of visiting my own page in Half." All those aggregate themed accounts, those fuckin annoying as hell instagrams and facebook groups that are like "body positive art we love wamen 💕 hashtag feminism" and then MASS-STEAL plus sized art created by women, if pages like these that always go and steal my older self-portraits and other works... If they just put a link to my prints of those pieces in the text of those posts, or, fuck, my commission info page? I would literally be living on the moon right now. I would have a house on the moon
#there is actually nothing morally wrong with running an account that just reuploads ppl's artwork or their jokes or their cosplays#if you just put a VISIBLE LINK in the description of your post with proper credit then it would be beneficial for everyone#because you can get your little clout or whatever it is you want by putting a bunch of same-category content on a page#but nobody's getting fucked over because if your post blows up then people just get FUNNELED to the source#because it's placed so plainly where everyone can see it#and yeah it's better to retweet or reblog but#on the rare occasion that I see my shit reuploaded on tumblr WHICH IS WEIRD BC I MAKE MY OWN POSTS HERE but anyway#someone making their own post where they upload my stuff. and it's always the floral self portraits so let's say it's a post with all those#if I scroll to the bottom and it says like. Artwork by Serglesinner on Twitter <-- clickable link [Sergle's Prints] <-- clickable link#to my etsy#I'm like oh okay and all the anger leaves my body and I'm like ah I see. and I toss the rock aside#like oh okay so you actually care that a person made these pieces. Instead of posting the caption ''women <3'' or smth#like you've GOTTA die if you do that. but if you just link back#or if you go to the effort of writing like a description with a BLURB? like it's a damn museum. like a light paragraph of info#about what the art is and who made it and their links#I am literally sucking you in a strange and peculiar manner. that is extremely helpful#and maybe other artists don't want this AT ALL and they'd rather people not reupload even if it is credited#but I feeeeeeeeel. like 99% of the time this would solve the issue#reposters could genuinely be helping ppl. sometimes the repost gets more traction than the real thing#as long as it credits the creator then that's an okay thing to happen!#that can land somebody a sale! a commission order! a new fan! A JOB#A JOB!!!!!!!!!!#sergle.txt#I didn't write this eloquently AT ALL what the fuck ever barkbarkbarkbark
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The ultimate dogboy in Dunmeshi to me isn’t Laios, Lycion or even Kuro. It’s Mickbell.
Little dog man’s never had enough. Little dog man has someone in his hands already but it’s not all that he’s wanted and craved. He’s hungered for so long and now he doesn’t know what can quench it. When you’ve been hungry, once you have something it’s hard to not binge eat it because you never know when you’ll lose it. He wants more from them, more of them, more to chew, more safely locked within his teeth, more to taste on his tongue. Hungry greedy unkempt misbehaved. I think he loves like a dog I think he slobbers and digs his teeth in because he doesn’t want to let his bone go and he’s hungry and starved.
And he’s not like Laios he’s not like Kuro he’s not like Lycion, calling him a dog in any way would be the greatest offense to him but also it’s true. Sorry. Dogboy against your consent. You better be ready to unpack a lot of stuff you don’t like hearing about yourself!!!! The unwilling dogboy analogies are the most interesting ones get out Laios and Lycion. Mick doesn’t want to be a dog, it’s dehumanizing, demeaning, but he is, he loves like a dog.
Feeling dehumanized and demeaned by loving so much, by being walked on a leash by your feelings until your body acts on instinct like it’s primal and animalistic, for feelings you cannot control, and you’re drooling you’re drooling you’re clawing teeth snapping but you’re on hands and knees begging for scraps and treats. Just a dog picking up crumbs of a fine meal from where it’s dropped on the floor, affection from coerced hands, peanuts of self-esteem from judging others, anything to soothe while surviving.
It will come back by Hozier save me. "I love like a dog" and everyone is unhappy about this, it’s too much for everyone involved, 10/10. Dunmeshi animalistic metaphors you never miss. Stray dog mick. If I don’t use a dog motif in my mick fics it’s not me someone is impersonating me
This was my train of thought for the mickbell & kuro web weaving i made a while ago I guess. Dog imagery mickbell you will always get to me��
Little dog man wants a white picket fence family and house, somewhere someone to belong to :( Okay that’s more Kuro actually, happy to just have his little kennel day after day just following his owner, shackling yourself for the love. Ough.
Mickbell, my ultimate dogboy... He plays the part so well (derogatory)
Coughing blood
#My famous dogboy spiel everyone on discord has heard me give by now#The operas i could sing on this#I need to throw hammers at him but I also need to put him in a blanket burrito and make hot cocoa for him.#It’s ok Rin will do the former Kuro will do the latter. Perfect household ecosystem#Fumi rambles#Mickbell tomas#spreading my dogboy mick propaganda#Very defensive mick fans or mick haters please don’t start shit this post isn’t for you. Don’t like don’t read make your own content#Ok this is still pretty laios as well#i turn cruel when i am empty. if i cannot be loved then i must be fed#Angst & quotes#Mick & kuro analysis coming one day i swear#Little dog man has someone already but it isn’t enough… he has everything from them but it isn’t enough… he wants more more more#Barks and snarls#Crumbs to soothe the hunger pangs…. Feeling ill over him
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Whale fall.
#bart#ishmael limbus company#limbus company#ishmael lcb#i am reading moby dick can yall tell. im having the time of my life#i have a lot of thoughts and a lot of words#i like thinking in the concept of like how the sea is accepting of all. of the wretched and kind#how it it bottomless even for the most holy#IDK THOUGH I'LL THINK OF IT MORE LOL#but a lot of things can be done with ishmael#not a lost was explained within canto five and i will dig to my hearts content and make up heinous shit#i just love doing my own world building and making shit insane idk though
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controversial post but i think i'm just too much of an actual adult to be into hlvrai shipping. none of them are kissing on the mouth. none of em.
especially not gordon and benrey. they are however the world's worst roommate. worsties, if you will. gordon gets a notification every time he looks at that uncanny shitass gamer and it says "newsflash: the worst person you know is hysterically funny sometimes" and the funny aspect is just endearing enough that it prevents him from going entirely looney tunes insane
likewise benrey looks at him through the lens of like "man my new friend I found at the end of the world alien event is fucking mean to me sometimes for no reason. this surely has nothing to do with me, benrey, because I am normal and excellent at making friends on PSN." but also he mutually just finds him fun enough that he's genuinely distraught when it turns out gordon actually fucking hates him and isn't picking up on any of his (incomprehensible) bullshit about not wanting to be an antagonist
literally tldr: why would you ever want to make their relationship into anything else when the "wow everyone else here is so strange (mildly lovingly and also with a fair amount of dread and frustration). glad I'm the only normal person here" dynamic is there and 10x funnier than any possible outcome in which neurotic gordon freeman makes out with low res security guard
and also there are literally 3 other deranged individuals ripe for you people's enjoyment. go get them.
#listen i do genuinely like the idea that benrey is nowhere near as antagonistic in his own mind as he comes across#its one of my favourite possible ways of looking at the canon because it's hysterical#i also have a chronic case of “need this to be deeper than it is” disease#i too am guilty of looking at a comedy series and trying to pull Lore and Development out of it in swathes#but goddamn. if we're gonna make a compelling narrative out of half life funny can we explore other options#im not going to like hit you with a sledgehammer for objectively harmless fandom content but i want to see other shit#hlvrai#benrey#tagging him too the bitch is relevant to this#gordon hlvrai
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I always wondered how James Somerton could crank out such many well written video essays in such a short amount of time…
Because he’s stealing the words of literally dozens of writers who are better than him. ����
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#can you all tell i just watched the new hbomberguy video…#i haven’t watched a james somerton video essay in a while#because his sexism towards queer women really started to leave a bad taste in my mouth#but there was a period in time about a year ago where i was recommending his content to almost every queer person i knew#and tbh i am so heartbroken#like the level of plagiarism this man has committed against his own community…#like straight up reciting wikipedia pages to a paying audience is scummy#but stealing the words and opinions and hard work of small queer writers??#and pretending it’s your own work??#it all just makes me so sad#like it’s so unserious#but also it’s not??#so many people had their work straight up stolen and aren’t seeing a cent from it#all so this soulless man can butcher it and sell it to unknowing queer people#it’s such a disservice to queer people in general and i’m sad i ever encouraged other people to watch his shit in the first place
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#having a creative rut feeling#gonna rant#im basically a giant baby and i don't handle angst very well#and i constantly worry that im just. idk mentally weak or a deeply uninteresting person bc of it.#every big fantasy artist i see is usually very into making sad or angsty pieces and like i wish i was like that#like i fall into this mental hole very very often that im just holding myself back with how many subjects i dont write or draw#but also like when i DO write dark subjects it doesn't make me feel any better??#i dont like feeling sad or angry bc once i am its extremely hard to get back out of it.#and thats scary for me.#but also i want to make art that means something instead of my nonestop slew of smut and feelgood content.#i genuinely feel so trapped by my own emotions and its sp frustrating.#i keep getting told how good for you it is to get the negative feelings out but it never helps when i do it#i just feel. worse? i dont feel good.#i kinda wanna delete the one cloud post bc it just doesn't feel good.#ugh#idk i want to have good intelligent things to say and thoughtful art to make#and everything i make feels soft and cheesey and lame.#not that i find those things lame#but just that it feels like im stuck in baby brain.#when i was a teen i would write horror stories!!! i still love horror!!!#but if i make someone suffer in fic now it feels me with this awful awful overwhelming sense of dread and guilt and i end up so upset#im frustrated at me bc this is such a fucking weird sensitivity to have. im tried of telling myself its okay#bc i WANT to feel mentally free enough to create shit that isnt just uwu soft.#i don't think im making sense but like.#you know#I've literally been bullied out of fandom spaces for only making soft content#multiple times.#so idk maybe this is a learned sense of shame#but i feel like a big over sensitive baby and like I'd be able to do so much more if i wasn't#vent ish
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i feel like i’ve been WAITING for the other shoe to drop wrt people’s opinions about watcher for this very reason. not that i think the reaction is completely not understandable but the greater the parasocial relationship, the greater the fallout as soon as public opinion shifts. you don’t have a relationship with these people they’re just content creators, chill
#ready to see all the people coming out of the woodwork to say how they’ve never liked watcher/unsolved/etc#and act like it’s ‘cringe’ now that their fanbase feels ‘betrayed’#it’s great to have a fanbase but parasocial relationships will bite you in the ass every single time#it’s interesting too though because i’ve seen watcher have a LOT of support as they’ve tried to build something separate from buzzfeed#so this is the first time they’re getting real pushback about a decision they’ve made wrt shifting their platform/expanding their brand#so ig we’ll have to see how they react moving forward#but it’s soooo interesting to see how enthusiastically people dump on buzzfeed#AND how many people dump on youtube and how over the years so much of its functionality has been stripped away#how many ads you have to sit through. how much sponsored content there is now. etc#but when they try to do the same thing with youtube that they did with buzzfeed it’s like how dare you not lick their boots#because if you lick their boots and we lick their boots we can watch stuff for free#anyway.#even if you don’t any to say it’s a bad business decision. it’s not like there’s not precedent for it#1) the move away from buzzfeed was successful and 2) what about the dnd shows or whatever#don’t you guys watch those dnd shows that are ‘behind a paywall’#don’t you guys have netflix hulu disney hbo amazon etc ad nauseum that are actually owned by billion dollar corporations#don’t you guys get on your high horses about supporting independent artists all the time#it’s interesting that people will profess to be such big fans!!! and feel like they’re friends!!!!#but how dare they think their work might be worth paying for#idk. idk. it’s entitlement though#sorry for the rant i’m ALSO not trying to blindly defend a bunch of people i don’t know#but you guys are being soooo fucking annoying about it lol#anyway i’m still waiting to see what their response is going to be from here before jumping to conclusions#also to be fair i am biased to be lenient about decisions made by independent filmmakers vs big studios etc#like everybody freaking out about the ai art used in late night with the devil. who cares honestly#‘they should’ve paid a real artist!!’ idk maybe their budget didn’t cover that#i don’t want it to become the industry norm but at the end of the day i would rather see indie shit getting made then only seeing#the big studios (who don’t have equitable practices anyway!!) making shit#but that’s another conversation. just to be transparent about my viewpoint on this kind of thing#maybe controversial but also can’t we have nuance. for once.
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Hrmm... Revising my game and I feel like there's still sooo much writing left to do, for something that probably won't even amount to much, so.. I do want to narrow my focus more (especially given my health problems seeming to get worse/less energy the past few years), but I'm not sure how would be best to...
I currently have 5 characters as the Main ones with full planned questlines and such, with each character having 6 quests you can do for them. But I haven't really started the writing for the 5th main character. So then I was thinking, if I were going to write 6 full quests worth of content anyway... is it better to allocate that time on just doing a Complete 6 Quests for ONE single character, OR would it be better to do something like.. choose THREE side characters and do 2 quests for each of them? So that people have a wider variety to interact with and sort of sample around (of course with the idea that, once the first version of the game is released, IF people actually care about it enough to make it worth the effort, I would then add additional content to complete those 3 characters stories as well)
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SO... If you were playing an interactive fiction sort of game centered around talking to & doing quests for a cast of characters (like there's no larger plot, more it's just about interacting with people, every character kind of has a self contained story, the focus is just learning about them and the world and exploring the area) --- Which would you rather have?
(and of course it would be stated up front which characters have only partial questlines, so people don't expect them to have full quests like the others and then get disappointed, or etc. etc.)
Basically, is it better to just focus in specifically on having one fully complete questline? Or for there to be a few stories that are not complete yet, but have more initial options available?
#I guess I just feel weird about investing too much into characters if possibly nobody will like them. so the idea of being able to sample#around a wider variety opens up the option of like 'hey even if neither of these 4 are your favorite - you have 3 other options soon too!'#or whatever. BUT I also am very anti-the trend of releasing half finished games or shit like that where people preorder and then#the game sucks on actual release and isn't fully playable or good until 5 updates later#HOWEVER.. those are giant companies with hundreds of employees and millions in funding. I feel like it's different for someone#if they're just like ''hey I am getting zero money for this and doing it entirely on my own in my free time and before I do like 50+ hours#of work on top of the 100+ hours of work that I already did - I would like maybe to at least see some proof#people are interested in this - so I'm releasing the game with like a small amount of the originally intended content removed#that I still have planned out and hope to add later and the game is still entirely done and completely functional#except for just a few quests I might add later.. sorry'' etc. etc. ??? like I think that's different. but maybe some people dont see#it that way and would still be like 'grrr.. how dare there be unfinished options..>:V" idk#And the nature of the quests is such that it's not weird to have it be partial like.. again.there's no major plot. it's not like the quests#are leading up to some dramatic thing and having them half done would make it feel like a cliffhanger. It's meant to be very casual just#chilling and doing little tasks and such. And last thing to clarify I guess - by 'side character' I don't mean taking some unimportant bac#ground character and forcing them to have quests. I mean like.. originally the game had 8 full characters and I thought that was#too much so I cut it down to 5. So I still had everything planned for all the side characters too. Id' just be like.. re-giving them#quests and focuses that were already planned from the beginning but that I got rid of.. former main characters banished to the side lol..#ANYWAY... hrmm... hard to decide... It's just so niche I think. I feel more and more like I should just get it to a 'proof#of concept' state and get it out there to interest check rather than invest in it soooo much for nothing. Because I really do not have the#tastes other people do or interact with games or have interest in things in the same way. A lot of the stuff that I love (slow. character#focused things with basicaly no action or plot where its' just about getting to explore a world and learn about#people in a casual low stakes setting but ALSO not romance) I think people find very boring so... lol...#This year as I try to pick the project back up again after abandoning it for like 3 years I keep looking at stuff and going.. ough...#yeah... cut this maybe.. I should cut that too.. I should make them a side character.. remove this.. blah blah..#Though I did ADD a journal and inventory system and other things that like People Expect Games To Have so.. maybe#that will count for something.. hey..you can collect items.. it's not just 'talking to elves for 600 hours simulator'.. are you#entertained yet? lol.... When I was making my other tiny game for that pet website and I gave it to the play testers and someone was like#''it should have achievements so I feel I'm working towards something concrete'' I was literally so blindsided like..??... people WANT that#in games..? is the goal not simply to wander aimlessly &fixate on world/character lore& make your own silly pointless personal goals? I did#do them though because it IS fun to make up little achievement names and such but.. i fear i am out of touch so bad lol..
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Gonna take a little break. I'll still queue stuff but I can't really be here as of late.
#feel a little under appreciated a bit... like idk people just don't give a shit about me or my content#Don't get me wrong I do this for me just sucks seeing everyone have their ships getting attention and I'm just here rbing my own stuff#over and over again. throw that on-top of my depressive state right now about just personal stuff and it only makes me feel worse#on-top of that I've had to block so many anons coming here and trying to kick me down. I'm exhausted tbh.#Anyways just voicing my thoughts- I'll queue stuff so its like im not even gone. but i am.#asks will not be answered until im in a better headspace/return.#anon is going off so if you want to be rude to me or my ships you got to expose yourself cowards.#to everyone else. bye.
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sometimes you reblog from some... "interesting" blogs but I don't really mind bc I block them and bc you're not hypervigilant which is good and part of your easy going nature. yay. anyway I like your blog
i very often go thru my followers blogs & follow some people back as well as like/reblog/queue random posts on random blogs that could be suggested to me. sometimes those blogs look okay/normal and similar to mine whenevrr i look thru it but afterwards they might rb/say some questionable things or you know, not be as similar to my blog as i thought,, which is my bad
#literally been called naive my whole life#i don’t look at op’s blog whenever they make pro woman/feminism content or whatever so i don’t realize that they’re excluding trans people#i’ll be like yay women without even considering that the op is a shit person#so genuinely i’m so sorry if i ever reblog a post like that it is genuinely not my intention i just don’t really think about the fact that#people have views like that in my day to day life since i don’t see a lot of that content. obv i know people in the world believe things#like that but i never consider that certain posts might be from those people when i’m minding my own business#just scrolling on social media#i’ll try to be more hyper vigilant about posts that could be pro woman but anti trans. but again i just see a post ab for example#‘women getting cat called is bad’ and ill be like yes it is & reblog it without checking to see if op is transphobic/rad fem/etc#so as a result i end up reblogging a post like that without realizing it. i don’t consider that when i’m just scrolling it doesn’t even#cross my mind#really sorry everyone i’ll try to be better and sorry this is so long#genuinely not my intention to reblog from terfs i am very much not a terf & wouldn’t engage if i thought more deeply ab posts on here#i’m just here to rb pretty images and funny text posts and that’s all. the hateful posting isn’t even on my radar#and thank u i’m glad u like my blog <3 love u!!
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guys i have a secret... i expanded upon the idol x manager heta au thing that i drew for wiener bc i like that shit ngl and im so on the fence wether i should keep it as heta or just make them ocs lol
#bc i want the freedom and like#well maybe its also just that im a purist lol#as in i dont really like aus unless they also keep the same feeling and humor of the source contebt#and i want the freedom to do humor that alligns more with what i like and japanese gintama like humor yknow?#like you know what i mean every piece of media has their own style of dialogue#humor. story structure. etc etc#and with aus especially i usually am not into them because they lose all that shit from the source#and it makes sense its an au not the source obviously but... LIKE IM A PURIST OKAY#I LOVE CANON#WHEN I MAKE FAN CONTENT I TRY TO MAKE IT AKIN TO CANON BC THATS WHY IM HERE AND NOT MAKING OCS#i think ive been failing recently bc i let my robooty humor and dialogue style in too much bc idgaf.....#but still yeah ive been on the fence...... idk what to doooo wahhhahhahaha
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#man the more i learn about the online spaces i hung out around as a kid the more grateful i am that i did nothing but mind my own business#like the awful things i learn about content creators i liked as a kid and their communities and the popular figures in the fandoms of stuff#i enjoyed. i literally dodged so many bullets. learning about it makes me feel like that scene from spiderman#of the guy in the library wearing headphones while spiderman gets his shit rocked in the background#and i say hung around cause i didnt engage with anyone else in those spaces. like i never messaged anyone i rarely replied to posts#hell. ive never even commented on a youtube video#its crazy. i walked out completely unscathed cause it never occurred to me that you could socialize with other people over the internet#ranting
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dodging-the-question ass type of answer i have to lay down
#snap chats#YK WHAT I MEAN god this is still a funny answer to me i remember during my first playthrough i was just#'cunt thats not what he asked WHO DO YOU. SWEAR FEALTY TO' fuckin /arakawa entrusted me to you/ WHO DO YOU--#are you here on your own volition or because arakawa sent you Are You Here Ultimately For Aoki's Sake Or Arakawa's#am i making sense. im 90% sure im making sense.#cause using my EYEBALLS it fuckin lookin like he's here on arakawa's order and not so much aoki's#I MEAN WE KNOW SAWASHIRO LITERALLY LIVES ONLY FOR HIS SON DON'T GET IT TWISTED#this is only a point of contention considering the horrors down the line.. and sawashiro TRULY havin to answer that question.. lol..#that whole question of Who's Sawashiro Loyal To at the end of the day.... that shit got answered with arakawa's body in the bay#and some old fuck with his eyeball punctured in#At The End Of The Day WHO IS HEAD HONCHO IN YOUR HEART figured it out gang#wow i love him he's so unwell <3 gonna go watch that scene again bye
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#ok i am uncomfortable with some of the people who end up liking my posts#like who the fuck are you and why are you posting/supporting gross shit? and how the hell are you finding my shit even#this is why i don't partake in fandom and do my own things and make my own content but it's not enough to be kept away from weirdos i guess#don't worry it isn't the majority here but yikes time to start blocking#fauxtrainpost.txt#this is literally my silly train blog where i draw trains as people. cmon man.
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the stage in a hyperfixation wehre every day you go talk to a friend on the same wavelength of insanity about it as you, and every day emerge from the dms shaking and covered in blood .
#error 0#literally nothing but evil shit goes on in the interest channels i have with my sibling i stg#for the past week not a single day has gone by without one of us making the other so fucking sad about our jsr hcs.#to say fucking nothing of the darkness that was going on back at the peak of the kirby hypfix.#true ----- veterans remember us talking abt our oc finite as Haha Wacky Cabbit and then like 70% of the art we put out#was alarming eyestrain unreality bullshit that no one had the ----- and pseud context for#i think. most people never even found out all the Finite Deeplore#...hm side note this is maybe the third time ive found myself talking about me and pseud's jsr headcanons and the finiteverse#in the same breath. i hope thats not an omen#kirby is one thing bc kirby has a Lot going on#but a 1-2 year jet set radio hypfix where i get consumed in an ouroboros of my own nonsense? that's scary.#i think it's not super likely though - as stated it's an ouroboros#jsr is so starved of official media and i have a chronic aversion to fancontent#so the moment me and pseud stop feeding into each other's brainrot the fixation is dead in the water#...That Being Said. you never know. bc the finiteverse kept chugging along#even when me and pseud could go months at a time without touching any official kirby content#and honestly the kirby hypfix might have been the START of my fancontent aversion#and things got so scary in the finiteverse. writing a fucking worldbuilding wiki and shit#(never got to a presentable state though)#why am i speculating on the trajectory of my hyperfixations like its a goddamn weather forecast. that wasnt the point of this post#welcome to netscapenavigaytor dot tumblr dot com where i say anything#remember kids. be shameless in talking about your interests or else you will be like me#and just talk AROUND your interests instead of about them
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