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HELENDALE NATION WE ARE SO BACK
#these articles leading up to the premier have me STRESSED#BUT THIS IS GIVING ME HOPE#I may be delusional but I am free#I am holding out for their happy ending#the newsreader#dale jennings#helen norville#helendale#helen x dale
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long way home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#maybe doing bg studies is the activity of choice while waiting fr leaks its so good 2 zone out n not think fr hours#can't stress about canon if you're busy studying window grates and ac units#this ws gonna start as a more train station-y piece#but as i am wont to do i got swept up during my pinterest dive#brought me further and further in2 small town train crossings and i thought they looked so cute#so i am like. puts itfs there :)#i love the idea of them just . meandering whatever quiet town they end up settling down tgt in post-canon#discovering hidden alleys n meeting all the strays holding hands th entire time....#i am manifesting PEACE and TRANQUILITY goddamn it#also i realized after the last domestic itfs series tht my use of red is at an all time low?????? leaning heavy in2 the green/yellow lately#here also . but i like the lil pops of red i included i think it centers them#happy w this!! happy w my me!! as long as i ignore the fact that indoor environments exist maybe backgrounds arent all tht bad :3
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Be wary not of the beast, but the hand that tamed it.
(Read more dog training tips over at Tiger Tiger)
#tiger tiger#rakkatak ann#remy bonnaire#jamis arlesi#Shout out to sabertoothwalrus for compiling all the Jamis Dog comparisons. For references. Of course.#Jamis *is* Remy's loyal hound and we all know it! Everyone knows it! Except apparently Remy!#The court scene made me (and many others) start barking and snarling. But no one holds a candle to Remy Bonnaire.#Something about how both Remy and Jamis have parallel scenes where they defend the honour of someone they love.#Something about how we're primed to expect it to be Jamis who displays the most open outrage - but no!#Rat man better watch it. This time it was mostly barking but next time there will be biting involved.#And dear god. The look of pure thrill and adoration in Jamis's eyes when Remy pulls out his sword.#Bark bark woof woof that man would follow him to the ends of the earth and back and just be happy to be there.#The yearning and sheer force of affection these two have for each other is so well done.#Please. If you actually haven't read Tigers yet...I am no longer asking. I'm on the floor weeping about it.
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SHE'S BACK
#i'm losing my shit#clicking on that trailer and hearing hannah telle's voice#bEYONCE?? meme but max#this is resurrecting my life is strange hyperfixation#it might end up being ass but omg i am so happy to see max again i am holding out for hope for now ;;#life is strange#lis#max caulfield#life is strange fanart#lis fanart#double exposure#lis de#my art
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WOAHHH HI it's JOYNESS FANKID TIME.....this is compassion, your inner hippie. <3 went with compassion because that was the name i gave an olddd joyness fankid i made back in 2015. hoping to find art of her original design from then that i can share here one day....
she's kind of based off the ages-old debate of whether "true" altruism really exists. what exactly goes on in our heads when we try to better someone else's pain? is it possible to separate that from the motive of wanting to feel good about ourselves in the process...? ANYWAYS enough philosophizing. put short, she combines joy's tendency to always want to make things better, but with sadness' tendency to point out the negative aspects of things. she's determined, but just as prone to spiraling.
she's also a real bleeding heart...a bit of a pessimist in the sense that she will ALWAYS treat every minor mishap like it's something huge, but specifically so that she can butt in and fix it. she loves boxing herself into a self-appointed "savior" role. girl's got a HUGE martyr complex.
that being said, she's also an excellent listener...when she decides to be so. self-described "empath" (which she can get a bit obnoxious about), but also quite a useful therapist whenever someone needs it. and on the flip side, she absolutely hates small talk. she just wants to get right to the deep emotional stuff with you right away, even if you're a total stranger.
does she care about others? well of course, but it's hard to say no to that when that's what your whole existence is based off of. someone's gotta tell her "i'm a good person" should Not be the only thing you define yourself by.....
#AAAUGH. AAAGH!! i've been very excited to share this weird little freak on here......#hair design took me Forever but i am real happy with the end result LOL#inside out 2#inside out oc#inside out#inside out fandom#joyness#KINDA LIKE. they're holding hands for a reasonnnn 😌#inside out joy#inside out sadness#neb oc#<- HMM. new tag i guess!!!!#sketchbook
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actually I love Tentoo and he is the Doctor and it was the only ending for Rose that worked and it is a huge gift to be able to have the man she loves grow old with her, they were always heading for that, y'all be quiet. I 100% understand the angst but it's okay, they're okay, good ending-
#did you want her to...not end up with the doctor?#she ended up with the doctor. she ended up with the doctor and they get to AGE together#they get to have a real honest relationship the way they both always genuinely wanted#it's hard that the full time lord version has to carry on without her but that is the way that character's story ALWAYS goes#the doctor does not get to keep ANYONE. it would be a different show if he did#meanwhile there is a version of that same face of his - the one that was MADE for love? particularly born out of love for ROSE? the one 1/2#2/2 that always wanted a FAMILY? and stability? and a normal life? the tenth doctor longed for that specifically because of rose#now he gets to have it AND be part-human so he doesn't have to watch her get old. he gets old WITH HER#and they're canonically growing their own Tardis so you don't even have to be sad that they're not adventuring in time and space as usual#because they ARE. it's the kindest ending for either character. and if the full time lord hadn't left without either of them-#-he would have had to lose them eventually. lose Rose because she's human? hello? painful? but instead he was selfless and left her-#-with a proper happy ending. which she CHOSE to have so you can't be like “he tricked her!” she chose to kiss one of them and it was Tentoo#they are the same man. Rose won in this scenario.#and I GET IT I am with Billie Piper I think it will always feel a little off that she was left with Tentoo and not the full time lord#I understand. it still makes me a little sad. but I know it's a good ending writing-wise. really the ONLY ending.#yes I know about the popular idea of Immortal!Rose or Bad Wolf Rose or whatever and that's cute and all BUT - it's not a GOOD thing#it's not PREFERABLE to be immortal. Rose doesn't want to live forever. she wants to be with the man she LOVES forever.#she doesn't want to not die or adventure for all time. she wants to be there to hold his hand. and when Tentoo is born she gets THAT!#Immortal!Rose is tragic. the Doctor would not wish the burden of immortality on the woman he loves HELLO#anyway#I ship timepetals. that includes Tentoo/Rose. because he is the doctor#so there#I have more thoughts on Tentoo specifically but I digress#maybe if provoked in an Ask or something idk#doctorrose#timepetals#opinion piece#tenrose#tentoo#handy
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im so fucking cooked chat
#i am once again in agony over monkeys#MONKEYS.#head in my hands#THEY MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME I WOULD WRITE THEM SO MANY HAPPY ENDINGS THEY DESERVE IT#WHY HAVE THEY CHANGED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY SO MUCH WTFFFFFFFFFFFF#actually in pain#this is ridiculous#traumatized monkeys </3 traumatized immortal monkeys with history </3#their relationship is everything 2 me i am so ILL OVER THEM!!!!!!!#i need to hold both their hands!! fucking hell!!!!#GOD. IS ANYONE EVEN GONNA FUCKING READ THIS 30K FUCKASS FIC IM GOING TO THROW MY CHAIR OUT MY WINDOW#STUPID FUCKINGGGGGFGHGHHGG MONKEYS#I NEED THEM CARNALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#okay im done#carry on#shut up shay!!
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If your almost out of requests I'll send my second allowed one! Didn't want to send a second one at first though to give other people a shot lol
Howsabout.... something something Scriabin with the vibe from the song "This is Love" by Air Traffic Controller? If vibes from songs are allowed ofc xD
Day 13 - I know wrong, I know right, I just love to pick a fight
#My art#Requestober#Vargas#Scriabin#It's been a heck-while since I've done a Vargas song analysis!#The previous still holds true - I'm still very picky on listening to new music lol#It took a few run-ups to convince myself to listen but I can definitely see the Scriabin in it :)#And Nny but honestly the amount of carryover Scriabin and Nny songs have - I don't think either would be happy about it lol#There are a good handful of lines that work best with him tho especially about being combative haha#It's a bit funny - when I was originally sketching this down on paper I was like ''Huh looks kinda like his palette challenge piece''#Which if I haven't mentioned lately I am still out of my mind about it is literally So pretty#So drawing digitally I just kinda leaned into - as well as it ended up being a good art day so he's just Very Pretty here haha#Not so shockingly but I am still Very about Scriabin haha ♪ Handsome terrible lad ♥#It all worked out in the end :)#Also I just realized you broke the only-one-Vargas request rule! >:0#That's on me lol - I didn't realize until literally typing this up so you definitely get a pass#Still tho to everyone else! Keep an eye on the rules!
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Mini Silverborn Countdown
If you’ve been around for a few years, you’ve seen me vaguely mention a “Silverborn Countdown Challenge” several times. It’s been delayed and changed as many times as the book itself, lol.
If anyone wants sort of a low-stakes, very chill and spaced out version of this ye olde never tackled challenge to complete in the next year before Silverborn, I propose what I’m doing:
Every 3 months leading up to the initial release, I am creating one thing based on each of the books.
January — Nevermoor
April — Wundersmith
July — Hollowpox
#nevermoor#nevermoor fanart#nevermoor fanfic#silverborn#silverborn countdown challenge#thank you theo for reminding me to post abt this on here. I am stealing the “mini” moniker (?) in return. lol.#this was in my drafts and I forgot to post it. happens a lot lol.#anyways if you’re reading this happy new years !#nine masterpost ver 1.0 dropping tomorrow evening prob bc I have had a headache all day and that’s the next time I’m free#now time to sleep. zzzzzz. perhaps I’ll have a prophetic silverborn dream. who knows.#I love giving myself set times to draw nevermoor things or just think about the series bc otherwise I go insane#literally thinking abt this stuff 24/7 it’s all I want to draw. But then I have to hold myself back + then end up never drawing anything lol#I have three big things planned for this like big pieces to work on over awhile and get myself out of my comfort zone#but idk what to draw for this first one. aahhhhh. excited for wundersmith and hollowpox though.#also I want to do a little animation for nevermoorian new years. which is on a leap day this year! how fun!!#I have an eternal nevermoor to-draw list that only gets bigger#sorry to the person that requested some Christmas stuff last year. I missed out and was gonna do it this year. then no time. so next year? 😅#also 🏆 to anyone that ever reads my ramblings in my tags. I am so insane about nevermoor especially. <333
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Hi! I drew a little fanart of your MDZS Warrior Cats AU 👉👈 This is how I see the first time Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian meet as teenagers aka the iconic fight on the roof from the donghua XD
Get Booped Idiot!
#fanart#mdzs warrior cats au#Oh I am so happy to see fanart of this AU; I really do hold it dear in my heart.#I can tell you own cats too - the face boop and body language is far too accurate (and so well done! Woah!)#Thank you so much for this! It really made my day B*)#WWX and LWJ having a night rooftop row is canon in this AU too.#They probably do that little stand off stare and territorial chirp at each other until the fight breaks out.#The human who owns the house comes out to shoo them with a broom and that's why it's a stalemate.#All (good) AU's need to have these two have a first meeting fight. It's an essential part of them.#This AU just has them as fuzzy pawed apprentices mutually smacking each other until they end in a stalemate.#I really should bring back this AU...It was so fun
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Finished my rewatch of Madoka Magica + Rebellion, and God.... I am so not normal about Madohomu. The way their fates are inherently intertwined with each other, the way their actions directly influence what choices they end up making, the way they both sacrifice themselves for one another... They are in my brain constantly.
The fact that it's Homura's countless attempts at saving her and suffering for her sake, that gives Madoka the courage and motivation to make the ultimate sacrifice and become a God. Homura's sacrifice for Madoka's sake pushing her to do the same with no hesitation or fear. While she spent the entire series being too hesitant and scared to do the right thing, at least in her own perspective. But Homura gives her the resolve and strength to do what's right, no matter how scary it is. Madoka is not scared anymore, now that she knows how much terror Homura went through despite how scared and hurt she was. If Homura can do so much for her sake, she can do this for her in return.
The fact that it's Madoka's unknowing confession to how much that choice of sacrifice has cost her, that pushes Homura to reject God Madoka's wish. Homura is willing to bear any suffering, as long as her beloved Madoka is happy. She was suffering in silence for so long in this new world, having to live in a reality without Madoka as she knew her. With nothing but her memories to be her comfort and her curse. But she pushed herself to go on for Madoka. As she always did. It's only when she learns of Madoka's true feelings in her labyrinth, does she gain the resolve to rebell against it all. To reject it. To do what's right. To ensure Madoka's happiness.
All of the choices they made that moved the narrative along was... for each other. And it's so incredibly tragic, because every single action they took shows how much they do love and care for each other. Even in different timelines, with different memories, in different worlds. They are connected. But their love became their downfall.
Madoka sacrificed her own happiness and life to ensure that everyone else - especially Homura - gets the life of peace and happiness they deserve. But it's a life she cannot experience, nor remember in her god-hood. Homura ended up betraying the wishes of the one she loves, accepting the fact that Madoka will hate her one day. She's not happy in the world she created as a demon. But it's a world where she knows Madoka has everything she wants. And that's good enough for her.
CAN YOU TELL HOW INSANE I AM ABOUT THEM
Can't wait for the upcoming movie, my god
#mia babbles#I LOVE TRAGEDIES#i needed to get this out of my system#because i am going insane#love as a neutral force that can bring both good and bad is my bread and butter#and no i do not view as madoka OR homura in the right#that's the tragedy of it all#madoka is not right for choosing to throw herself away for the sake of others#there are countless hints in the narrative that this choice has cost her greatly#and i mean.... she says it outright. that madoka in the flower field was real. just without her memories#which is tragic in and of itself#and homura is not right for ignoring madoka's own wants and wishes#and she's not happy by that choice either#she is MISERABLE in the end of rebellion. girl is barely holding it together#i mean she literally calls herself the devil come on#homura hates herself#they are both suffering for the other's sake#because they love each other so much they are willing to suffer for their sake#DO YOU SEE#THEIR LOVE IS THE FORCE THAT GIVES THEM STRENGTH BUT IT BRINGS THEM PAIN ALL THE SAME#GRRRAAH
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".....Alan Price is really neat-" "YES WE KNOW, CONNIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE ALSO HAD A CONCERT TODAY!!!!!!!"
#wAHHH got to use a song of his for an assignment for school and that made me very happy 🥹#working on some Important Artworks for next month.... gOSH only a month away..............#included this little doodle of alan at the end of my assignment eeeeee pride month doesn't stop around me 🤲🏳️🌈🎹#i don't draw 70s!alan too often b u t i definitely want to do so more... especially if i start drawing out my 70s animals au idea 👀#anyway aAAAA ALAN CONCERT DAYS ARE THE BEST DAYS I SWEAR#alan price#the animals#70s rock#classic rock#classic rock fanart#devil in her art#animusings#i love the alan expressions where he is Holding His Head For A Myriad Of Reasons (mostly pain) ME TOO ALAN!!!!!!!#it's not fun getting migraines from sheer excitement bUT HERE I AM TODAY!!! AND ALAN ALWAYS GETS ME THROUGH THEM!!!!!
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AHHHHH i can’t believe Katara knows. And from Ara. And all of it at once, that’s gonna be a lot to process. Anyways I LOVED the chapter and CANNOT wait for the next one ( you always have to torture us with cliffhangers, don’t you? (Hah but i kind of love it a little bit))
I’m reaally excited for the next chapter the latest one made my week once again :)
What’s that meme? The one with the kid smirking back at the camera as the house burns in the background?
That’s Ara.
But in all honesty, I don’t think she truly understands what she just did, haha - not that she’d care much... haha, Ara is in her ‘IDGAF gurl mode’ so it’s probably better she’s leaving the compound. after one million words it’s finally time for her to put on her big girl pants on and actually take control of her life,,, away from the people she traumatized and who traumatize her. GOOD LUCK ARA!! WE WISH YOU THE BEST! (Well… some of us do haha… some still cry for her head on a stick)
I AM GLAD YOU ENJOYED THE UPDATE AND SUPER SORRY IN ADVANCE FOR THE NEXT EVEN WORSE CLIFF HANGER………..
#This chapter was supposed to be one chapter#but it got split up into two#and now the second part is coming along so nicely haha#I know a lot of you hate Jet but fuck it Jet is a winner in ITF#He is truly one of my favorites to write because he can be really smart but also CHOOSES to be an asshole most of the time#which is such a joy#MARKET MADNESS NEXT CHAPTER IM READYYYYYY#The Ara-era has ended#its kind of sad… most of the original OCs are no more#We got Reho & Rasu haha#FINGERS CROSSED BOYS HOLD OUT TO THE END YOU GOT THIS!!!#(I hope they got this)#We will have one more Ara update in the future#because after all this time spent with her we should follow up#tie this package up with a nice bow and never look back inside lol#OK THANKS FOR THE ASK ANON#I AM HAPPY YOU ENJOYED!!!#LIAB#leaving it all behind#ITF#ask
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should i leave it up to the masses if bruno is a closet trans woman at this point cause like i genuinely dont know for myself anymore
#liiiike the reason i am holding back is mainly because im worried it would have transmisogynistic implications#since bruno's large size and power (esp with dusk) is constantly emphasized. and its supernatural stuff vs ''hes like that bc hes amab''#like. castor is there as an afab character in the exact same spot so i dont think it comes across as bioessentialist.#but theres also how he has a more masc name and he would never actually come out as a woman in the narrative#its more. ''what if bruno had a happy ending'' au material. does that make sense#castor succeeds where bruno didnt. he escaped. he actually took agency rather than pretending he had it all and doing nothing with it#and him coming out as trans is a big part of that bc he accepted something about himself and moved forwards. where bruno never could#because bruno forced herself into a box and just wallowed in the shame of what she'd done#and i REALLY like the conclusion that if bruno had just taken real initiative and forged her own path then she'd have been truly happy#and idk maybe i have enough happy trans women characters to make up for this one? but idk. i dont want it to come across as meanspirited#bruno's story is a tragedy but i dont want it to be meanspirited. especially since im not transfem myself and i know transfem rep#thats actually good is hard to come by#not that i dont think queer ppl can have tragic stories too. but idk#echoed voice
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#Ignore me#4 months is quickly coming up... 4 months since Alec died#Every moment of every day I'm at a loss for what to do#And how to behave#Keeping myself busy at work is nice. I have#To be forced to use my brain other ways and do things#But by the end of the day I'm so unbelievably exhausted#I'm just masking as a happy-okay person.#I spend the quiet time at work rotating this new reality#It's exhausting to pretend to be okay#But what else am I supposed to do?#It's not fair to the people around me to constantly be on the brink of crying.#To be sad and quiet and idk. I don't want their pity or sad looks#But sometimes I do just wanna scream#I don't always want to hear about their recent adventures#I want to curl up in a ball because my regrets are eating me from the inside out#I fucked up an important part of my life because I'm a coward and#I was juggling too many trashfires in my life to deal with the messy place#We left our friendship. I thought there was time. There should've been time.#A whole lifetime to figure it out. Make things worse. Make things better.#To be happy#And now he's dead and none of it matters#I'm supposed to live the rest of my life now#I don't know how to do that anymore#Nothing feels right or real#Every atom of my being keeps raging against the truth#He's gone#The sweet boy that would make me laugh... share my love of myth & language...#Carry me bridal style... kiss every inch of my face... kiss the palm of my hand#And then hold it to his chest to fall asleep....
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