#I am going to claw out my eyes
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Motherfucks on IG are comparing that British brat and Max to Brocedes

#f1#formula 1#max verstappen#brocedes#I am going to claw out my eyes#Nobody. I mean nobody brocedes#Their lore is too deep. too detailed. and too interlaced for anyone to even fathom#Norris can't even call Max his close friend#Holy shit. not every duo who have a fight are brocedes#Unless the falling out is so bad that one of them refuses to even take the other's name AFTER 8 YEARS#That a lifetime of friendship and companionship burns so terribly that to this day everyone feels the sting of it#It is not brocedes. it is just general dispute#Good god I am tired of this overhype of supposed title fight between Max and N*rris#What fight. one is a multi WDC. the other is a PR only racer#anti lando norris
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what if i just FULLY went insane .........
#I AM CLAWING MY EYES OUT I AM BITING AND SCREAMING ......#'BUT I'M NOT GOOD AT PRETENDING' SHUT THE UP SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPPP.#faiza talks#takara no vidro#I KNEW THIS EPISODE WOULD MAKE ME GO OFF THE RAILS
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literally paused my episode of beast wars bc the idea of drawing blackarachnia possessed me. she deserves sooo much more than what the show gives her. shes an unwilling convert to the predacon side but clings to her predacon identity with everything she has. shes a femme fatale. shes a scientist. shes willing to kill herself and everything around her for her freedom. she falls for the goody-two-shoes. shes the goth juliet to the maximals' romeo. shes never allowed to grow as a character outside of the men in the show. she wants control. she clings to it with everything shes got when she gets it. she doesnt want to be "good" she wants to be herself and only what she chooses for herself.
#blackarachnia my favourite in all of beast wars. nobody's doing it like you! nobody has potential like you!!#poppy's new album came out last week so we can blame that too. go listen to negative spaces and think of blackarachnia ok?#t#tf#blackarachnia#beast wars#early versions of this were more scene but she has to be elegant. to me.#theres a version of her in my head with a blond streak. i fought that demon off. but i am still thinking about it...#ok! design notes. put in the gold shoulder thingys and wide collar bc of. well you know what she looks like in the show#her nails and garter are striped like her claws#the emerald thingys on her belt are for her spider eyes#you know the black widow hourglass#gold choker for her helm and neck colour#my art#im almost done beast wars btw. im gonna miss it i fear. on proving grounds rn hence me being insane for blackarachnia
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i can tell i’m getting way too into the wayhaven chronicles bc it’s made me start drawing again so i can depict my mc the way i want 😭
#wayhaven chronicles#as someone with aphantasia i want to claw my eyes out#bc i cannot imagine it the way i want to and i am literally just going off vibes and references#UGHHHH
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eats the shadowhunter novels
#THERE'S SO MANY MORE BOOKS THAN I THOUGHT#I JUST FINISHED THE INFERNAL DEVICES AND IM NOT FUCKING NORMAL IM NOT NROMAL GUYS#AND THEN I GO TO THE LIBRARY TODAY BC I STARTED READING AN UNRELATED SERIES AFTER THAT (the invisible library)#AND I FIND OUT THAT THE LAST HOURS EXIST????? I CAN READ ABT JAMES HERONDALE???? AAA#i was going there to pick up the next books of the invisible library bc i started that series yesterday since i finished infernal devices#and i wanted to check if they had city of bones bc after the epilogue of clockwork princess i realised i HAD to read those too#and they didn't have any copies of the mortal instruments series BUT THEY HAD THE LAST HOURS#so now im gonna read chain of gold and go even more insane abt them#i thought i would hate the shadowhunter books for so so long simply bc it was a series my older sister liked and i was contrarian#and then i watch like 8 hours of someone going insane abt the infernal devices on yt and it got its CLAWS in me man i am HOOKED#i literally got halfway through clockwork angel and then went to the bookstore the same day#and i saw the bane chronicles there and i just SNATCHED it up i mean a WHOLE BOOK abt MAGNUS BANE??? GIMME#i love magnus he's so great#he loves a good sad puppyboy shadowhunter lmao. esp if they have blue eyes#my beautiful scrorkly scrumply little catboy warlock <3
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save me established relationship constellations!shadowpeach, save me
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HE'S BAAAAAAACK!!!!!!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT

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#Im vibrating at the speed of light rn#I cant believe my eyes#Ive been losing my shit for a solid hour im literally clawing the walls#Have to stop myself from screaming out loud cuz its 3 am#Gravity is the only thing stopping me from breakdancing on the ceiling#Yes im going full hysterical cuz he's BACK#OG ANTI-VENOM!EDDIE IS FUCKING BACK#Im going to explode#I LOVE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH AND HES BACK#AND DRAWN BY COELLO???!!?!?!!!! IM EATING#HES SO GODDAMN GORGEOUS I CANT#AND FLASH IS THERE!!?!? AS HIMSELF AGAIN!!?! NAKED??!??!!#THEYRE TOGHETHER?!!??!!? SMILING AT EACH OTHER???!?!?!!!#This is. Perfect. Its perfect. Hes perfect. Theyre perfect#I never would have believed this could actually happen#I had no hopes of him coming back#What is this#And whats this fucking timing#The world is falling apart and thats when my ultimate blorbo dreams come true?? The fuck is happening??#Ive spent the past few days in a state of emotional shutdown. Completely dissociating. Only just started to actually feel stuff again#And then THIS hits me outta no where??!!?#Cranking my joy from 0 to 100 in .5 seconds#The emotional whiplash has me actually reeling#Nothing feels real rn#And while joy feels almost...inappropriate at a time like this#Fuck it#Im not gonna deny myself happiness rn#Tag rant
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#darn darn darn DARN. like!! tears in my eyes!!!#do you ever want to ask someone so hilariously clueless#like. sir. have you ever been in love. like. have you??? do you know what it is??? to be fond of someone?????? WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR MIN#anyway FIRST boy i've been able to converse with about dickens and tolstoy and dostoevsky and theology comfortably and for WHAT#APPARENTLY my brain jumped immediately to fondness rather than friendship. FOR WHAT!#anyway that's on me for clown behaviour and general silliness#pray for me lolllllll i am literally so so sick of this!! i too would like to live life without the weight of this!!#i've had 'i'll come back to you' and 'i don't want you to be alone' going round and round my head for the whole week.#like. my dude you have someone waiting for YOU back home what are you TALKING ABOUT#a note from the logical side of my brain: girl you don't even agree theologically with major points also he doesn't want to have a family o#be a father. and you knew that before he casually mentioned he was seeing someone. like. clearly it wasn't going to work anyway. let it go#but alas it is SO so horribly easy for me to grow fond of a person it is SO so horribly hard to claw my way out of that#i do not want this!!!! i do not want silly feelings!!! what's more i do not want complicated emotions because he IS my friend!!!!#it wouldn't bother me so much if this weren't like the tenth time i've had#some form of hope and reality hit it over the head with a two by four!!!!
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What if this becomes my 13th reason, what then
#f1#formula 1#charles leclerc#abu dhabi gp 2024#get that Spaniard out of my team. I am losing my mind#About to literally claw out my own eyes. I am going to throw up#I am so tired and sleepy and this fuck ass race is not getting any better
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nosy anon again making a return because i think what my brain did was read that i helped find some kind of writing and then did not fully process what the writing was?? but upon rereading i am very intrigued if you ever get the urge to share i will be all eyes/ears/senses required to enjoy things!!
I GET TO DO WIP WEDNESDAYYYYYY!!! the writing exists mostly in the form of a tag (fantastic! 'verse) and also a thirty-two page doc of snippets and planning, so the sense you will be using most is imagination:
don't think i have ever actually formally written out anything about fantastic! 'verse but! the tl;dr of it is that it's a semi-college au: joel is still a hockey player for the lv phantoms, but morgan is a college student-athlete. it's incredibly relevant to the plot that joel falls in love with morgan in the check-out line of a wegman's, lies a little bit, and ends up going back to get his degree.
most of it is just good fun about college kids growing up, but i think there's a lot of parallels between making your way through a development system where traditional "success" isn't always guaranteed (ahl -> nhl, completion of higher education -> pursuit of a career) because that development system isn't always designed for you to "succeed" or have opportunities. heavy quotation marks around success because part of that struggle is learning what you want in life and how you define success. are your dreams achievable? are they still the same dreams you always used to have? it's infinite branching universes of would you still love me if i was a worm (ahl player forever) (a college dropout) (a college graduate) (older) (realizing the fallibility of your body) (uncertain of the future) (human).
silly little snippet:
#do i LOVE this snippet no we're still workshopping but i felt like y'all needed context for why it's fantastic! 'verse#and i can't link ash's tweet because. priv nor can i link kay or jos' replies so this is me saying Just Trust Me the tweet is this scene#anon the gift keeps on giving. i get to gab i get to be nosy the world is ideal i am here for it#does it count as wip wednesday if the w in question has been ip for four (?) years?#liv in the replies#HI THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO GO OUT WHEN I FIRST GOT IT BUT I MISSED WEDNESDAY SO I HAD TO WAIT A WHOLE WEEK TO HIT IT AGAIN#BECAUSE I GOT EXCITED ABOUT DOING THE DAYS OF THE WEEK wip wednesday#you know the one oh i LOVE this part audio? that's me any time somebody asks me questions i am SO inclined to share.#one time somebody made a comparison about the blog and walking through a garden and it made me weepy i can't even lie#ALSO I SAW YOUR OTHER ASK i am in the trenches about whether i want to post it or not i did also go look and see her morgan posting in 2019#and maybe she is the same girlfriend?? maybe they broke up and got back together?? maybe she just cleaned up her vsco??? SO confused#(the debate is for all the reasons you mentioned lol it's just me deciding how Public you have to be before i think i want to paper doll yo#into my narratives? in a public forum because i would absolutely dm/gc/etc where there's no chance she could see or be involved#(as if she is on tumblr) but also figuring out how much i let into the sandbox. To Me things like the edm polycule or including wags can be#interesting within the narratives and sometimes i just pretend they don't exist! right now i am intrigued by the fact of whether or not#i invented a girlfriend (???) for morgan but she really doesn't fit into my narratives in a fun/interesting way besides that#and i don't want to spread misinfo if i DID invent this other girlfriend. rip morgan's imaginary (??) gf although i KNOW there was one#with the artsy vsco claw marks on his back. i promise!!! maybe it was just her!!!#fantastic! 'verse#i have better snippets i promise this au is funny it also features like. all of the 2019-2020 flyers because that's when i started writing#AND probably ten of those 32 pages are plans for a sequel/companion about isaac ratcliffe my beloved 😭#don't think too hard about who is actually playing on the flyers or draft orders without people. EYE know who is still on the team#but i did not do the math shenanigans to figure out who replaced people like morgan or scooty loots. vibes only no PP units
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i am so sick in the head tonight guys this is unbearable
#— ai rambles#i have so many thoughts 😭#not only do i think about kishibe peegasm rn but also satoru peegasm#i am going to claw my eyes out of their sockets#i think this will be the first thing i'll be writing before all the ideas dropped in my asks 😭#jesus christ i feel insane i need to get it out of my system#tw piss
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I don’t think I’ve cried/have wanted to cry this much over a show/movie in my life watching s2 ep4 of House of the Dragon
#raineyrambles#usually when I say this I’m just teary eyed and not actually crying#but there are very much real tears coming out of my eyes rn#spoilers after this tag btw#the moment I knew we were losing raenys and maelys was when the first showed vagar in the woods#* rhaenys and meleys#and then there was a moment of hope when aemond stood down for a moment#but the tears started when the sun fire and meleys started clawing at each other#and sunfyer#crying out made me start skipping 5 seconds over and over again because I couldn’t stand hearing it in pain#and then after sunfyer went down that’s when I knew it was definitely over because there was no way rhaenys would stand down#it was just a matter of when#and oh god what made me start crying the hardest was meleys last look to rhaenys#like you can’t not only kill a beloved character but you also killed a beloved animal??#how am I supposed to go in watching this show when this’ll be happening every week lol#you know I think I cried harder for this then luke but I think that’s cause I knew it was going to happen#I didn’t know this was#hotd#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#house of the Dragon spoilers
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me, lying as always: i’m gonna wait to reply until i make some new icons.
#CLAWS RETRACTED.#[Y U ALWAYS LYIIIIIIN. 🎼 I couldn’t get my internet to work right for three hours so I immersed myself in the pool that is fallout 76 with#my brother. and I was like nah nah nah I won’t reply until I have ICONS. but lbr nothing works out properly and I gotta deal with the#nightmare. I am exhausted but I want to write so guess what wins until my eyes can’t stay open. one down like six to go. and I gotta jump#from selina to Alana. which weirdly is a much more comfortable fit for me. I just don’t always want to -write- alana. that’s why we have a#multi in this house. tomorrow I have work shit to do and I’ll probably fo76 some more. just for the perk where you can’t literally swim and#not her irradiated. praise fucking be. time to tuck into a few drafts to see how far I can get. thank you guys for your patience and your#time ♥️ I’m trying my best over here but I have like no time not spent running errands and panicking intermittently.]
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there is nothing funnier than being in therapy for 4 months and then your test results to show you're even more depressed now than you were 4 months ago
#like wow im sorry i did not create the problem#in other news; i am blaming the fact that i had to return to work#there is no way that did not impact my test scores#like yES actually doing the exact thing that made me wanna claw my eyes out of my head in the first place did NOT make me feel better#not sure why the doctor thought it WOULD but go off bestie#she can hear about it at the end of the month
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My blog title is SO RELEVANT rn
Please just let me think about the gay people in my head i dont WANT to do finance revision
#moss mumbles#i didn't even make the title about mike and will. i don't even remember which gay people i was talking about actually#nick and charlie maybe? or zu/kka??? idk#theres a possibility it was even cat/rad/ora but idk#the point though is that i want to think about the gay people not the fucking debt relief orders#i am going to claw my eyes out im so done with this
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me: yeah the free aku chat is just gonna be something small, quick, and simple purely for testing purposes :)
also me:

#i’m actually going to claw my eyes out of my own skull#okay that was a little too violent#but still LMAO like why am i like this#it is still much shorter than the touya nii chat but my god#the free tomura chat will not be like this#this took WAY too long and it isn’t even finished (it’s close tho!)#just like#yeah#why am i like this lmao#inky.log#inky.chatplots
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