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Ibi I always want your papa HCs. I live for them.
Tell me about IKNBS Copia... What was he like as a Cardinal? 👀
Sending love, I hope your anxiety pisses off and you have a wonderful evening. 💕
Sorry this took me so long to get to!!! And thank you for asking about him ♡
If you remember, 'strella mentioned that she and Copia had a significant encounter before he became Papa (during his Cardinal days) and they briefly talked about it a few chapters ago. However, you will actually all soon get to see this encounter and learn more about it, so I cannot spoil anything about that!
I feel like I have to briefly dip into my idea of some of the clergy mechanics so this reply is... long. We know Copia was Papa Nihil's assistent prior to becoming the face of the Ghost project and he was the Secretary of the Treasury. I like to think that Copia returned to the Clergy headquarters as he was appointed Cardinal and worked his way into this position (second most employee of the month awards!!). More under the cut...
Before this time Copia climbed the ranks like most everyone else who strives for a higher position within the clergy where lots of travelling through different chapters/branches is involved to become familiar with the clergy's operations. I personally HC the Papal headquarters to be in Sweden (very loosely though, my personal idea about the abbey is inspired by German architecture of medieval monasteries and so my descriptions are all vaguely Central European). However, while the Papal and administrative headquarters are there (a region well famous for the popularity of metal) I imagine that the educational headquarters are in Italy where the presence of the clergy is also very strong (as a counterweight to the Catholic Church).
The European branches are the oldest ones and are deeply rooted in their respective regions (in my head of course, this is all personal HCs and not rooted in real life sources, I deviate a bit for the sake of creating the Clergy as an actual entity). I like to think that in Europe worshippers of Lucifer established a presence as a counterweight to the dogmatic Catholic Church early on and that these individual organisations and groups later all fell under the roof of our clergy.
Copia therefore grew up in Italy and received most of his education there, especially in Rome where he studied. He also specifically spent a lot of time in Florence as a young bishop as I mentioned in the Postcard chapters. While he climbed ranks he also spent significant time in other European countries as well as the US (where the clergy has also established a pretty big presence somewhat recently, talking about the past century as they brought the Ghost project there while young Nihil was the face of it, plus we can assume Copia was conceived there, in my head Sister goes back to Europe after Nihil fucks up though). The Ministry's branch there is still very involved as it's located conveniently for work in the music industry.
Now, Copia was always very studious, hard-working and resilient, so he climbed the ranks somewhat fast. After Copia became a Cardinal he returned to the HQs as I already mentioned and spent many years working hard in the treasury department. I like to think that he took his clerical duties very seriously as well as the work with the congregation itself, so he was/is quite popular as a spiritual guide/advisor. Despite all this I imagine he was pretty lonely. Even though Sister had always been a somewhat permanent figure in his life he was uprooted many times throughout the years. While he reunited with his brothers that he had spent some time with over the years whenever stationed at the same branch (their relation is never confirmed by Nihil but... you know, they figured it out) and grew closer with them it was still hard for him to fully settle which is one of the reasons he worked so hard.
During the time ‘strella shows up, Terzo was just appointed Papa (if you remember she was hired to paint his portrait). By then Copia had been there for a while, was an established figure there, and while new faces were not a rarity, she immediately stood out to him simply because the nature of their encounter was very memorable. However, she very obviously avoided him after officially joining as a Sister of Sin and even after he became the head of the Ghost project. He was very busy though, so while he worked on music and continued his clerical work, their paths only crossed rarely. Those who have read the story actually know the rest already or will come to know soon. But yes, this is how I imagine his path :)
#iknbs#HAVE SOME LORE#TECHNICALLY IKNBS isn't even set in my real idea of the lore i'm drafting#but i am using the same mechanics mostly???#I am chaotic okay#thank you bee i never typed this all out this might be subject to changes but very useful haha#asks
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If Tim and Steph decide that 7am is time for sibling bonding activities, it'll be so, even if the sibling they're bonding with is trying to get some goddamn sleep
#also so you guys know Damian draw that dragon for Tim's dungeon master thing#idk what its called#art#dc#dc fanart#tim drake#batfam#jason todd#tim drake fanart#stephanie brown#stephanie brown fanart#jason todd fanart#they are the most chaotic trio and I love them#okay who am I kidding everyone in the batfamily is chaotic trio no matter who you put there#you can even leave duke cass and dick in the same room cause they all look sane enough#come back in a few minutes and BOOM there's corpses and fire and why is duke holding firearm???#no no the previous statement is not true#because none of them is incompetent enough to leave the evidence
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true true truee
#computer#tech#technology#objectum#objectum sexuality#objectophilia#objectosexual#technosexual#i am so normal for computers#i am normal#op what does this mean#what#chaotic thoughts#random thoughts#chaos#i am not okay#i am not well#i am not sorry#i want to fuck computers bro#one of yall is gonna look at the tags and have a 1000 yard stare as you realize what is wrong with me
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Look, you gotta appreciate the timing I got for these kinda quests
#look i love woljif#but it is very funny to me that he went from Gargoyles to Cultists/Demons only to be found by KC and saved! to get brought to a dragon hunt#which btw i may have been a TAD unprepared for#+the game decided it would not let me win any rolls so....it took a few redos#but i am stubborn :D so we did it............eventually#pathfinder wrath of the righteous#zkretchy#art#any and all actions i will excuse with the fact that my kc is also chaotic neutral#or was....turned chaotic good recently which okay fine fair#knight commander#ocs#woljif jefto#ember#greybor#sosiel vaenic#lann the mongrel#anyhow imma go and deal with woljif's demon problem now......after greengates bc i still havent done that#god so many problems to attend to#wotr
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Dkdkdkdks this is not a serious analysis in any way at all but the podcast I’m listening to has started going through Plato’s dialogues & in one of them (The Symposium) an excruciatingly handsome young man, Alcibiades, tries desperately to seduce Socrates with his good looks in the hopes of gleaning more wisdom from him. In it Socrates does get into bed with him, but all that goes down is Socrates ‘not moving at all’ and rambling endlessly on about philosophy. Idk I’m just pishing myself, this is just so incredibly Ratio/Aventurine core dndndndxndn
#Aventurine#dr ratio#HSR#dndndnnd okay so I need to read more about Alcibiades#apparently Socrates did assert in another dialogue that he was in love with Alcibiades but this was used in contrast to his more reliable#and deeper love for philosophy as to be expected as a the platonic ideal of the beauty of the soul over the body#but this just made Alcibiades more desperate to earn Socrates’s attention#Alcibiades was also apparently a shagger of mythical proportions#charming and slippery and chaotic#🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔#anyway I literally know nothing but the image is nonetheless making me pish myself#Aventurine trying so hard to get Ratio into bed and Ratio taking up this as a good opportunity to chat all night#I am NOT saying Ratio is necessarily ace or wouldn’t be interested / willing in exploring sex with Aventurine by any means but dndndmdm#not that would be a bad interpretation of Ratio either it’s just#sometimes you just want a good all night debate session okay???#rat piss
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something something having a new hyperfixation and now having several new WIPs about it AND just starting to draw certain characters from it just yesterday uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah-
#something something UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I fell into the lifesmp hole#and so now I'm very attached to Scar as a character because man. Man he's got me so fucked up#also that headshot reference is very much referenced from a drawing of Ru's that the public has not seen cause I am feral over it- it was a#very good starting point of how I wanted to draw Scar and like yeah#am I saying these are 3rd life designs? I mean they're on my 3rd life doodle page and Scar definitely has a lilac soooooo#WHICH GOD LILAC SYMBOLISM IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#anywho I can be normal I swear#also vaguely Flower husbands because Jay may have gotten me a little attached to them slightly#just wait til I draw Tango and flood you all with Flower Ranchers it'll be over for everyone#the minute I draw more scar I think it'll be over for everyone#dangthatsalongname#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#goodtimeswithscar#fanart#life series#life smp#traffic smp#trafficblr#should I technically be drawing Scar shirtless? Yeah but I did not wanna deal with muscles for a base reference drawing#so like hey he gets a shirt for the moment- If I draw any canon 3rd life stuff I'll draw him shirtless#I'm also watching Bdubs's pov of the Life series because one of my friends recommended it and like god he's a little chaotic#good on him! He tried to fight a wither with Etho in last life! And died from falling! Again! This man can not stop dying from falling#someone needs to make sure he has a water bucket in his inventory at all times because he died by falling in 3rd life and died by it in las#life so if he dies by falling in double life I'll lose it#also I just like the idea of Jimmy in Overalls no one can stop me from drawing him with them okay okay#I dedicate these doodles to Ru Hatt and Jay because they have to share in my insanity of me losing my mind over this silly series#Madi's art :>#OKAY I'M STOPPING NOW I GOTTA PUT THE LAPTOP AWAY
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UMETAROU NOGUCHI - Demon Slayer [sketch redraw]
more art || character page || commissions
Tag list (ask to be added or removed): @carrionsflower @statichvm @risingsh0t @simonxriley @tommyarashikage @kanos @bbrocklesnar @confidentandgood @unholymilf @florbelles @thedeadthree @shellibisshe @roofgeese @aezyrraeshh @faerune @tekehu @jackiesarch @minaharkers @sergeiravenov @carlosoliveiraa @rosenfey @nokstella @queennymeria @heroofpenamstan @alexxmason @tethrras @jamessunderlandgf @a-treides @solasan @bigbywlf @delzinrowe @fenharel
#my art*#oc: umetarou noguchi#artists on tumblr#demon slayer#kny oc#kny#demon slayer oc#my ocs#original character#character design#digital art#okay yes clarification: I have already drawn him but his original design always felt off to me#I loved how dynamic it was BUT#since developing him more I felt the smiling while he holds his sword didn’t sit right#he doesn’t like fighting… he didn’t wanna be a slayer… so being happy to do it wasn’t right#hence the new design#he’s more comfortable just chilling and being helpful#he’s also chaotic af so him looking calm while fighting… hmmm not it#as we speak I am currently rendering him!!#so will be finished soon hopefully#but honestly drawing is something I really wanna do atm but I’m struggling for mental energy#I keep waking up on the verge of a panic attack and I’m so defeated#just… wanna be chill again#but I doubt that’ll happen#anyway I hope you like the new version!#sorry for the semi mental dump
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Gonna share badly translated panels from the official french translation because I can
I can’t verbally explain how much Akane ROASTED Aoi in chap 69 . He really took the ‘I am gonna end this woman’s whole career” to a next level
:))))
--> to explain the ‘you’re pretending you don’t know’
#for her defense#Aoi actually said that 'he suck!' rather tan him being stupid#she was also fcking done on her part#Teru really went 'oospie?' when he saw them#I can't invent this sht he said 'mince alors' I wanna burn the translators#ty Mari for being okay with my half assd translation from french to english of the whole chapter too#Akane finished his rant and litteraly looked at her and go 'well?'#they need to insult each other every two pages in this translation idk why#Teru really went 'not cool bro' when Akane said 'what are you doing here?'#idk why the vibes of the french translations are so chaotic#but I am here for that#Aoi also said 'I asked you more than once :)))' when talking about his watch l o l she was done#oh and in terms of emotionnal damage they also put wavy texts#when the characters are either dying or have really strong emotions and idk what to do with myself with this#toilet bound hanako kun#aoi akane#akane aoi#nothing too special on the others chapters tbh I just really wanted to translate this one because I love their talk ahah#Akane just refers to the seven mysteries as deities rather than gods too#which is closer to the idea of Kamis to me#good volume as always#next one is in one month :))) chap 71/72/73/74 are all good I am not ready#tbhk#random french translation#disclaimer: it's hard to translate the context which is why I didn't do more page too ahah#I can just say that they are using slangs and are hasrher l o l#the vibes is just 'Oh yes you're testing me uh?'#jshk#jibaku shonen hanako kun fanart#jibaku shounen hanako kun
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I think the point of Yae Miko's character is that she is chaotic evil. The only reason she acts even relatively okay is her love for Ei who is lawful evil (which is only moderately better).
Personally, I think it's a beautiful dynamic.
#yae miko#raiden ei#I am genuinely upset that she isn't worse#and that her actions can be passed for mere pettiness#it's neither here nor there#but okay I guess#as a lawful evil person with a chaotic evil ex I still appreciate them#I don't even like them separately but their relationship is perfect
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I’m gonna be real, I know people can do what they want with their fanworks and all and I’m not about to sit here and say I have the only valid take on media, far be it from me to confiscate the coffee shop au, but
I feel like the fandom of NPMD woobifies Max Jägerman to a concerning extent and it shows a refusal to engage with the central theme of the text. Nerdy Prudes is first and foremost a text about bullying. It’s very telling that the lords in black don’t actually make an appearance till real late in. It’s supernatural, yes, but that is set dressing. Nerdy Prudes Must Die is a play that says bullying is dangerous to the point of killing people. None of what Max does is suddenly different when he’s a ghost, or at least not to begin with. He wedgies Ruth and swirly’s Richie. He’s explicitly and canonically the same fucking guy he was before he died, and what he’s doing is still killing people because bullying kills.
All those shitposts that woobify Max as just a himbo refuse to acknowledge the fact that the text explicitly says that he and his behaviour is dangerous and violent and destroys people.
I don’t know why that is. Maybe people like the dumb jock trope better because they don’t have to think about the way their behaviour and behaviour they support harms people. Maybe they’re a bullying victim themself who doesn’t want to think about that. Maybe they just don’t care. Maybe theyre the bully and want to validate they did nothing wrong. I don’t know. Really it’s not my business what other people do with their lives. But let me just say
It’s just a joke, he’s just a silly himbo, none of it is serious is just justifying his behaviour, in the same way that real bullies justify harming real people
#motley talks#adventures of the chaotic nb#nerdy prudes must die#starkid npmd#npmd spoilers#npmd max#like okay it’s not that deep and all but this really bothers me#I was once pushed in front of a bus by a school bully when I was 11#like genuinely pushed in the road as it was driving. I’m fucking lucky it stopped#the kids were 3 years older than me and got no consequences because it was just a joke#bullying is not a fucking punchline#npmd dissects the trauma of being the kid it’s okay to hurt for some arbitrary reason#and you can do what you want and all but I am looking critically at your behaviour
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Fall Out Boy lyrics that make me want to write fics because I'm unhinged and always thinking about middle-aged gay men ᵇʸ ᶠᵃˡˡ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵇᵒʸ
Take This To Your Grave
• "And I can't forget your style or your cynicism" - Homesick at Space Camp
From Under The Cork Tree
• "Why don't you show me a little spine you've been saving for his mattress, love" Dance, Dance
• "Can I lie in your bed all day? I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake" - Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner
• "I found the cure to growing older and you're the only place that feels like home" - I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me
• "I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends and I am sorry my conscious called in sick again and I've got arrogance down to a science" - I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me
• "So douse yourself in cheap perfume, it's so fitting, so fitting of the way you are" - I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me
• "I used to obsess over living, now I only obsess over you. Tell me you'd like boys like me better, in the dark lying on top of you" - Get Busy Living Or Get Busy Dying (Do Your Part To Save The Scene And Stop Going To Shows)
• "I'm casually obsessed and I've forgiven death. I am indifferent yet (I am a total wreck)" - The Music Or The Misery
• "I'm every cliché, but I simply do it best" - The Music Or The Misery
Infinity On High
• "I thought I loved you, it was just how you looked in the light" - Hum Hallelujah
• "We're so miserable and stunning... Love songs for the genuinely cunning" - The Carpal Tunnel Of Love
• "Best friends, ex-friends to the end, better off as lovers, and not the other way around" - Bang The Doldrums
• "Do you remember the way I held your hand? Under the lamp post and ran" - I've Got All This Ringing In My Ears And None On My Fingers
Folie à Deux
• "Say my name and his in the same breath, I dare you to say they taste the same" - I Don't Care
• "Does your husband know the way that the sunlight gleams from your wedding band?" - Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet
• "I will never end up like him, behind my back I already am" - What A Catch Donnie
• "My head's in heaven, my soles are in hell. So let's meet in the purgatory of my hips and get well" - w.a.m.s.
Save Rock And Roll
• "I don't know where you're going, but do you got room for one more troubled soul?" - Alone Together
• "You and me are the difference between real love and the love on T.V." - Where Did The Party Go?
• "Anything you say can and will be held against you, so only say my name, it will be held against you" - Just One Yesterday
• "I want to teach you a lesson in the worst kind of way" - Just One Yesterday
• "But even though my eyes closed, I still see you. I just hope that when you see me, I'm not see-through" - The Mighty Fall
• "I wanna see your animal side, let it all out. Oh there you go, undress to impress. You can wear the crown, but you're no princess" - Death Valley
• "Oh, c'mon, make it easy, say I never mattered" - Young Volcanoes
American Beauty/American Psycho
• "She's in a long black coat tonight, waiting for me in the downpour outside. She's singing, baby come home, in a melody of tears, while the rhythm of the rain keeps time" - Jet Pack Blues
• "You are my favorite 'what if,' you are my best 'I'll never know'" - Fourth of July
• "I wish I'd known how much you loved me, I wish I cared enough to know" - Fourth of July
• "The torture of small talk with someone you used to love" - Fourth Of July
MANIA
• "You are the sun and I am just the planets spinning around you" - The Last Of The Real Ones
• "I wonder if your therapist knows everything about me" - The Last Of The Real Ones
• "I got too high again, realized I can't not be with you or be just your friend" - HOLD ME TIGHT OR DON'T
• "There is nothing more cruel than to be loved by everybody but you" - Wilson (Expensive Mistakes)
• "If you were church, I'd get on my knees" - Church
So Much (For) Stardust
• "You were the sunshine of my lifetime, what would you trade the pain for?" - Love From The Other Side
• "Part-time soulmate, full-time problem" - Hold Me Like A Grudge
• "I will never ask you for anything, except to dream sweet of me" - Heaven, Iowa
• "I like playing dumb, letting you figure me out" - I Am My Own Muse
• "I've got all this love I've got to keep to myself. All this effort to make it look effortless" - Flu Game
• "Self-sabotage at best, under your spell" - Baby Annihilation
• "I think I've been going through it and I've been putting your name to it" - So Much (For) Stardust
• "In another life, you were my babe. In another life, you were the sunshine of my life" - So Much (For) Stardust
• "I used to be a real go-getter, I used to think it'd all get better" - So Much (For) Stardust
#i will not apologize for being chaotic#bein a little unhinged about fruk tonight#you don't even know#yes these are all about fruk#maybe one day i'll work my way through this list and just write an amalgamate of FrUK oneshots because i'm... Normal#okay the headfirst slide lyric is about Framano AND FrUK so...#also as you can see i am SO normal about Fall Out Boy#fanfiction#floralcrematorium writes#fall out boy#floralcrematorium is so normal and cool#fruk
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CRIMSON, LOOK AT HIM, HE'S SMILING 😍😍😍
ON GOD am I getting this acrylic, this ART
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HES LITERALLY SO FUCKING ADORABLE AGSJFISJDKAKSS I WANT THIS ACRYLIC STAND TOO AHDJSISK do you know where it can be bought????? >_>
I keep staring he’s so gorgeous and adorable and handsome and beautiful and and and_:(´□`」 ∠)_
#I’m CHEIWINF ON HIM#HES MY NEW CHEW TOY#AND I AM A CHAOTIC DOG#AARRRRHGAHGRHRRKKRRHRRAARRGGRRRRR#okay…… I’m good…….. BAKEBAKRBAKRBAKRBKAR#crimsonkenjii rambles#crimsonkenjii answers
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www chapter 7... we are almost there....
#sophie speaks#once again unable to tell if this is any good#anybody hoping that dick and reader are going to come to any sort of understanding i apologise#that is definitely not happening#but it IS going to make dick more curious#'what the fuck is wrong with this girl' *gets text* 'what the FUCK is wrong with this girl'#im still not entirely sure how i want to write him... hope i get it okay at least#hes a mother of four chaotic children and also a manipulator and a murderer and doing horribly and the best at all times#i am going to write him snap btw. it will probably even be early on the story lmao#'im going to be very nice' to 'i am going to forcibly insert myself into her life' pipeline is shockingly short
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comfort them comfort them comfort them
#op what does this mean#what#chaotic thoughts#random thoughts#chaos#objectosexual#objectophilia#objectum sexuality#objectum#computer#i want to fuck computers bro#i am so normal for computers#i am normal#i am cringe but i am free#i am not okay#i am so tired#i am unwell#i am not sorry#send help#help me#do i need help?#i need help
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remember to watch a meteor shower with Foul Legacy tonight <3
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#foul legacy#foul legacy childe#ohmy god that was an exciting day#me and my friends drove two hours to see other friends (i was the driver)#and it was cool and chaotic and very fun#and on the way home just as i was getting back to my city my car decided that it had enough#so that was fun#it's okay now no one got hurt#but it is late and i am tired#i did go stargazing yesterday so go see the shooting stars with moth#okay goodnight
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I thought that it was stupid that Brandon Sanderson had the narrator of Tress of the Emerald Sea call all the unnamed sailors "Dougs" when he could have just called them, you know, sailors. But then I started using the term. Turns out having a word for "yes, we know that realistically all these individuals have unique identities and personalities, but they're not the focus of this story so we're going to treat them as faceless background characters" is surprisingly useful.
#random thought of the day#because i was thinking way too deep into the portrayal of the nurses in artful dodger#and getting a bit worked up at how they're shoved aside (as usual for medical dramas) and not treated as real people#and then i was like 'calm down they're just dougs in this story it's okay'#(and then the next ep had one of the nurses call the girl a witch and i was like 'oh they remembered they have feelings. good work')#(and i felt even better)#incidentally despite my one and only post about that show being an angry nursing rant i am enjoying it#the girl's stupidly modern face and extreme entitlement are annoying#and i did skip part of ep ii because i'd just prefer not to watch relics be the butt of the joke#(even though they looked to be heading a slightly-less-offensive route than expected)#and ep 3 is going more soapy and melodramatic and less fun#but i do like that they have a 'young idealist versus experienced fatalist' dynamic going#soundtrack is fun#anachronism stays mostly on the fun side of the scale#fagin is shockingly amusing (i had expected more of a 'creepy blackmailer holding the past over his head' instead of 'chaotic criminal dad'#and i like that they're showing some restraint#(the deciding factor in watching it was my extreme surprise that a historical original was tv-14 instead of ma)#so we'll see how long it lasts but for now i'm not regretting the decision to watch
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