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the-nation-of-today · 1 year ago

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Boy why are you so girl

#black veil brides #bvb #andy biersack #andy bvb #guy of all time 🖤#maeve.png #also we fucking SEE EM you can put em away #I am absolutely losing my mind btw #the scream that almost escaped when I saw the picture in my notif………#the experts would call that being down stupid

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galaghiel · 1 year ago

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what remnant does to a mf

#fnaf #michael afton #me doods #look away people! this one's just for me and myself only #(despite maintagging yes i know but its for organization purposes) anyways #i am a big fan of remnant mutating the shit out of a person #pair that w michael's unique death and continued exposure to the spirits it ends up doing pretty fucked up stuff lol #post scoop michael looks like a purple titan 💀#i'm literally just making fun of my own design atp lmaooo #whatever's the opposite of same face syndrome i have that w michael #just recently added the bolts to the jaw and i love it sm i'm keeping it #post scoop michael is 6'7 so i just want yall to imagine this absolute unit of a cryptid losing his mind managing the pizzeria #he's out there sobbing shitting rolling on the floor trying to mute the fucking ads absolutely flooding his monitors #i drew what his neck looks like but its usually covered in bandages or a turtleneck #you do not want to see what's under his shirt btw. its a whole circus in there AHAHAHAHAHA

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thekittyokat · 6 months ago

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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

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to-rise-above-monsters · 3 months ago

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envisioning the most sickening, heartwrenching edit imaginable. if i could edit, it would be OVER for y’all

#txt #it is so clear in my mind. but all i can do is draw and it would never hit as hard as an edit methinks #it’s to mr loverman btw. for context for every ship tagged 💀#kenuri #reibert #eruri #levihan #mikasasha #eremika #<- specifically mr loverman with chloe moriondo #eremin #also #the night we met eremin edit would make me sick. it is currently making me sick. and it’s not even created #yumihisu #<- yumihisu has SO MANY songs in my brain.#nothing’s new but in a different spin than the og song. about how nothing changes and historia’s agency and life is stolen from her #consistently. and without ymir she loses any motivation and drive to be her own person. she doesn’t want to live a life she’s proud of.#nothing’s new.#but i feel like i could make an animation of that and that’s less of an edit mayhaps #aot #snk #aot ships #snk ships #these visions will never stop. i am haunted with these absolutely agonizing thoughts about these relationships’ tragedy

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blueskittlesart · 1 year ago

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if we hit 50 zine sales in the first 24 hours i'll play cdi zelda live on twitch

#just got faces of evil to work. so #i have had this post in my drafts since last night and the original number was 25 so thank CHRIST i didnt post it immediately. lmao #we are currently at 41 btw. and i am losing my absolute mind #edit: IMMEDIATELY made a sale after this was posted. jesus christ

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plantb0t · 1 year ago

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WAIT. FRENCH? FRENCH??? THEY MADE TAAKO FRENCH????

#NO. NO #the thing is i was in the fandom when these books started coming out and i know taako is blue specifically because of the discourse #between . you really should make him hispanic vs no you absolutely shouldn't because his whole thing in the first few arcs is stealing shit #and then also no he shouldn't be green either for you know jewish stereotype reasons #and as an . attempt. at compromise. the mcelroys made him blue. i remember this happening #which is definitely coloring how i am reading them replacing taako using a spanish word here with a FRENCH WORD #and now that i think about it. in the gerblins book griffin also mentions something taako says as being ''very french'' what. what #WAS THEIR ATTEMPT AT COMPRPMISE JUST MAKING HIM FRENCH INSTEAD?? IS TAAKO SUPPOSED TO BE FRENCH?#IM LOSING MY MIND #btw if you forgot the original line was ''bad news compadres this place is magic as hell''#so exact same line except with french instead of spanish. i fucking guess #taz b lb #.txt #taz gn #taz gn lb

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undermattsun · 13 days ago

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pls skate ratify stray kids

yeah yeah yeah i hear u (follow @underskz lol)

(this is a draft btw)

#LKSDJF /LH BTW #i fucking hate it here slash gen #but i miss writing and if i wanna write kpop shit then so be it #if thats whatll do it for me #probs gonna go watch the superboard mv like 20 times just to feel something CRAZY #hi my name is miki how toxic do u want me to make these kpop men #bang chan i am cumming for u #coming******#hahahahHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAH #hes been literally looking too sexy lately its actually doing dmg to my brain like hard dmg #what if i just absolutely lose my mind #this is tumblr no one is allowed to cancel me for being free on here bc we're on fucking TUMBLR #god i hate it here #why would u enable me like this #.....this is all bang chans fault like actually #lets get to the root of the situation its HIM #HES THE PROBLEM #SDLJFAKLJLSKDFPOENVOPE #sorry lost my cool there aha #cries #– asks

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arolesbianism · 2 months ago

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Mental health shit is kicking my ass but at least I have my silly guys

#keese draws #eternal gales #oc art #oc #my birthday is in a few days btw wish me luck #I’m trying to be excited best I can but yknow #I’m hoping that my friends and family do a good job at distracting me from the horrors for all that #which I’m sure they will they do a great job at keeping me from losing my shit on days like that #we’re going to eat good food and play games and it’s going to be fun and I’ll be happy #just need to hold out and not freak out too much in the meantime lol #but yeah I’ve been considering tweaking a couple of the staliens antennae recently #hence the mason #but I’m not sure if I’ll commit #most of the cast has fairly distinct antennae from eachother with mason being the main problem child to me #if I was willing to draw more detailed antennae then I’d go absolutely ham with everyone’s antennae but I’m not so #I’m mostly thinking abt this because I drew odile as a stalien a few days ago and gave her some fancy antennae #in my minds eye her antennae are Huge and she uses the to help read carved languages #the actual main stalien cast have very normal not noteworthy antennae except for sorta beats but having two pairs isn’t even that uncommon #but admittedly I am half tempted to try giving one of them huge antennae simply because it’d be fun to draw #but none of them rly fit the bill for that except maybe butter but they already have long ass ears they don’t need both #I should rly go fill out everyone’s toyhouse bios at some point I did like two or three a few weeks ago then gave up #and I didn’t even do any of the staliens I think I just did aris and sier #I also need to fix their mini playlists I have on their profiles but that can wait #anyways I now need to do some fun 2 am cleaning I was supposed to do hours ago #I got distracted drawing

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crossbackpoke-check · 3 months ago

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about to be sooo nosy so. my apologies. but. morgan frost? girlfriend? do share (or don’t! again this is so nosy i’m sorry)

for legal purposes i can neither confirm nor deny anything about morgan and his girlfriend but afaik i think he’s single right now? at one point (within the past four years 😭) he did for sure have a girlfriend and that is the extent of my wag knowledge

#anon PLEASE i am the nosiest person in the world i understand i want to know everything. ever. however #because i have no evidence and don’t want to spread unfounded rumors i will state for the jury i am not a gossip blog #& anything i say should be taken with a grain of salt. or a vsco deep dive & also maybe a dig into the flyers media archives. wrt UNfounded #but i will gossip in your dms because it’s a vital method of communication and important for community building.#also i’m like 95% sure i just osmosed the fact that morgan and his girlfriend broke up sometime earlier in the hockey season from someone #else (probably flyerskay) and accepted it at face value like absolutely i’d trust kay with my life. she would never lie to me and therefore #i can’t be lying to you. i can’t remember morgan’s gf’s name tho but i can like. vividly remember her artsy possessive vsco photos 😭 help #that man posts more about tom petty than he does anyone else in his life besides joel so really how would we know if hes posted her less #the answer is we wouldn’t and i want to say her name is katie SO bad but i know that’s tyson’s gf it’s like. victoria or stacie or somethin #& i want to see if SHE deleted all her vsco pictures of him bc that’s how we’d know they broke up. frosty stop following so many girls #i want to try and find her and see (she’s a model and she was public and had her vsco linked so all of this is public info btw.)#ANON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA OANDJRIWNDHOWHDB IT IS 1:38 AM AND I HAVE JUST MANAGED. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD ANON HOLD ON #BUCKLE YOURSELF THE FUCK IN FOR AN ANSWER YOU DID NOT ASK FOR BECAUSE THIS IS A R I D E AND I NEED TO YELL ABOUT IT I CAN’T MY GOD I CANNOT #B R E A T H E i’m about to start crying again but the backstory is that. i have had a fic that i have been working on for literal years.#my version history says March 15 2021 and it started in my notes app about 3000 words before that and it’s based off of a tweet i thought #calla had quoted and just said ‘Joel’ about but in my notes i never #saved the actual tweet and many times throughout the years i have gone back and advanced searched every version of joel and joelle and bee #and behavior on calla’s blog that i could possibly think of and just assumed like. it must’ve gotten deleted or the account suspended and i #could never remember the wording well enough to just google it but believe me i tried and put in every variation. never found it in 4 years #i try periodically. fast forward to about twenty minutes ago i am looking through kay’s twitter and searching vsco because i SWEAR she has #the picture of frosty’s gf’s fingernail marks in the back of frosty’s shoulders i am talking about / I can’t find her vsco linked anywhere #but i’m like ok. search up a couple other things and think about who might have it and on a WHIM look up vsco in ash notthequiettype’s acct #no results okay whatever i think about what else could maybe pull it up for me so I have SOMETHING for you. I search frosty. I scroll. GUES #WHAT I FUCKING FIND FROM NOVEMBER 13TH 2020 it is THE FANTASTIC TWEET THAT SPAWNED 16K OF NOTES & FIC & A SPREADSHEET OF JOEL’S CLASSES #AND I NEVER WOULD’VE FOUND IT AGAIN IF NOT FOR THIS!!! LOSING IT!!! by it I mean my mind and my sleep schedule!!! it’s 2AM now good night!!#liv in the replies #morgan frost #philadephia flyers

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mikansei · 3 months ago

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there's nothing quite like scrolling the twt tl and watching everyone lose their minds in reverse chronological order over the latest hoyofair animation

#i mean this positively btw (i am also losing my mind over it)#HE CUT THE TIT WINDOW INTO HIS スタレ TSHIRT WITH A PAIR OF SCISSORS #ス♤レ #<- if that weren't an absolute bitch to type i'd make it my starrail tag here #he's only existed as a character since like last dec but truly aventurine is one of the babygirls of all time #he's so uncool i love him so much #also he custom-ordered those shirts he could've asked for pre-installed tit windows but no. he rly said ✂️

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unsat-and-strange · 4 months ago

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this was supposed to be a quick sketch. anyways. average first time listening to Jiminy experience

ten songs later:

I'm enjoying bear ghost

#ebb rambles #bear ghost #ebb draws stuff #jiminy #hey btw all colors taken straight from the album cover because it's so nice and pretty #im absolutely losing my mind over this guy's #how am I supposed to be normal about vultures like I can't I genuinely cant

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mostremote · 1 year ago

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Donald Sutherland on President Snow and power

#president snow #the hunger games #katniss everdeen #i am absolutely losing my fucking mind over this #this is from the DVD extras btw

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avvidstarion · 2 years ago

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this is a quick ten min doodle of my infamous mc bc i love them so fucking much i am frothing at the mouth. everyone say hi to dante

#the storyline is fine but dante is my everything im literally obsessed #i am working on a bigger thing too (I want to figure out how people are doing those spotify edits!!!) but i needed you all to see them #who is dante well dante is literally the saddest most pathetic beast imaginable #they are so scared all the time and they hate attention so naturally they are the lead singer of a band #their band is called deathbed confessions btw theyre like grunge-y chill alternative #i picture them as an absolute pushover so in my mind they just really love singing and jamming with their friends in hs and when the rest #of the group wanted to take things to the next level dantewent along with it not because they are particularly keen on the idea of being #the frontman of a band but bc they dont know how to say no to people/stand up for themself and bc singing truly is their passion #they have this weird push and pull with the concept of being in a band bc on one hand theyre great at it and they love to lose themself in #the music but on the other hand they didn't really want to do this #anyway #dante rose #my shitty art

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the-nameless-ramekin · 1 year ago

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🤧🤧🤧 THIS IS EVERYTHING TO ME

genuinely at a loss for words and pumping my brain for actually coherent English things to say JAHSJKHKH so there's just brain dumping in the tags 👇

Tumblr can't deal with all of my tags RIP so here's more things I included that got thanos snapped:

this has had more cultural impact than the renaissance. not even my partner on our wedding day could move me to this degree.

not me not realising your two accounts were the same person LMAO 🤡

genuinely am so overwhelmed by the sheer prowess, beauty, intricacy of this masterpiece. bias aside (being my story and also my existing love for your art) it's just objectively the most visually stunning thing I've ever seen

I will blast my current story with copious amounts of leorook in honour of you

how tf did it take me an hour to type everything out + wrangle Tumblr

i drew a thing for this beautiful fanfic by @the-nameless-ramekin >:3c i 100% recommend this fic for people who enjoy crying (and beautiful writing in general!!) anyway hey rame...it's ao3 user bachstreetsolo o(-( i love your writing (i cried!!)

keep reading for rambles and alt images 🌟

fun little detail (kind of) - i gave each character clothes in a hue close to their partner's hair colour...vil's was a bit hard to work in but she has a bit of white in her hat. also sorry for having the opposite of same face syndrome

honestly i think this might be the most detailed piece i've done? even my rook birthday art wasn't this intense omg. i aim to do more detailed pieces in the future 💥 i can't keep doing flat backgrounds forever...i'll keep improving 🔥 and seriously read the fic it's crazy good

#THIS IS SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL DETAILED AND THOUGHTFUL I DON'T DESERVE THIS #firstly your art is absolutely astounding holy shit #good god #the composition? use of perspective? colour?? lighting?? sense of space??#IF I WASN'T LYING DOWN UPON MY FIRST VIEWING OF THIS MASTERPIECE I WOULD'VE KEELED ONTO THE FLOOR BTW #I AM OBSESSED WITH ALL THE FINER DETAILS like their clothes being their partners' hair colour YOUR BRAIN #also ace's camera and the little heart ❤️#VIL'S INCOGNITO OUTFIT (although partially obscured)!!!!#AND ALSO?? THE FOREST IN THE BACKGROUND AND THE LIBRARY SHATTERING #IDK IF THIS WAS LIKE SPECIFICALLY PLANNED BUT HOW IN THE BACK MURAL THE 6 ANGELS ARE CLOSED OFF AND EXCLUDING THE 4 THAT FELL #WAIT ALSO. ROOK TURNING BACK BC HE'S THE ONLY ONE THAT RECOGNISES LEONA #did I mention how beautiful and immaculate your art is. yes I have but I'm gonna do it again #UGH THIS IS FLAWLESS AND IT'S REARRANGING MY BRAIN #also leorook holds head in hands oh my lord #I'M LOSING MY MIND THIS IS SO INCREDIBLY GORGEOUS AND I AM BEYOND GRATEFUL FOR THE TIME AND EFFORT YOU HAVE PUT INTO THIS #I'll give you my firstborn #my credit card info even #okay now it's time for obligatory feelings rant #frankly it is surreal seeing something related to one's story without being the person creating it it's like an out of body experience /pos #wow I have a degree in incoherency ANYWAY #this had me reminiscing #crying #I'll never forget this as long as I live. also I want it on my gravestone.#OKAY SUMMARY TIME #THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR PUTTING SO MUCH TIME LOVE AND EFFORT INTO THIS. IT IS INCOMPREHENSIBLY AMAZING.#to think that somebody appreciates your work enough to put in so many incredible intricate references and details #and devote their time and energy into producing something so gorgeous HAS ME ON THE FLOOR. CRYING.#(warning it’s Publicly Getting Vulnerable Hours™) but anyway I don’t usually think very highly of my writing #(especially tfac in particular because it took so long and I was pretty much a different person writing chapter 1 vs chapter 20)#so this destroyed me emotionally

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mirick-vn · 1 year ago

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i am both loving and hating school rn

on one hand, i get to have creative freedom on what i'll draw about in arts for an upcoming project, but on another hand, all this research for english essays and science projects are making me want to pull my hair out and throw my laptop across the room

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ramshead-shackles · 1 year ago

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#someone just needs to put a blanket over me and tell me to go home at this point #i am absolutely losing my mind #and miserable #and my manager #who’s supposed to be here all day btw cause she has to close #just decided that when the next person comes in she’s going to leave #and I’m just #🙃

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