#I WISH it was as simple as hating them
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Tfw you loved someone too much to ever truly hate them— but goddamn is there irreparable hurt
#sam speaks#conflicting in my brain#I WISH it was as simple as hating them#but no#i go back and forth between#knowing that what happened was objectively wrong#and THEY were wrong for it#among so many other things#but still feeling that pang for their fondness#and what you had before shit hit the fan#EVEN IF IT WAS APPARENTLY FAKE#THE WHOLE TIME#The heart is a heavy burden#You wont ever sit at my table#but I still want you to eat#vent
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I have given up at trying to get people to treat us with any sort of basic human decency. I'll see people wishing for Israelis to get killed, raped, tortured etc, people telling us to "go back where we came from" yet simultaneously talking about how violence and hate crimes are justified for any filthy Israelis who dare step foot in another country, people telling us we don't deserve a single moment of security or peace in our lives because we dared be born in the one country that's safe for us, and people ON JUMBLR will go "they're clearly using Israeli as a dogwhistle for Jew so it's fucked up" "half of the world's Jews are there so it's antisemitic and therefore fucked up" as if it wouldn't be otherwise. I've given up at this point because I've realised no matter how much we try we can't justify our existences to anyone. All I can really do is lean into the argument in the ridiculous hope people will at least see us alongside diaspora Jews, as a part of the Jewish community as a whole, because sure people don't really like Jews anymore but at least they have to pretend like they do.
#jumblr i love y'all but you have to stop doing this i'm begging you#i can't begin to explain how frustrating it is for me as an israeli to see this shit#hating people on basis of their nationality is wrong!!! simple as!!! the sentence ends there!!!#stop implying xenophobia would be justified if it wasn't also antisemitic!!!#and yes it is xenophobia because even looking at it through their “fake colonizer country” argument#i don't see them wishing these things on other countries that are actual fucking colonies like yk. AMERICA.#you think with how much they circlejerk about hating america they'd be wishing death to all americans too huh. curious.#getting off track. xenophobia bad. xenophobia doesn't need other factors to be considered bad. end of post.#leftist antisemitism#antisemitism#jumblr#hila has spoken
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#i used to hoard all of my old school papers with the thought of one day; i'll use them to draw on instead of letting them go to waste!#...........yeah the paper gain was faster than the usage. piled up very fast. worst era of my life my room was always so MESSY skdjffdkjhd#some survived though! thats why you see some very basic chem in the back :P hated it back then and i still hate it now#UHM#oh!!! yeah the art. dskhjdfsjhf. found two markers at random with colours that work rlly nicely together so ive just been doodling like crz#and i rly like how this one turned out.. check out that schnozz!#i wish i was better at retaining simple flowy shapes in my art; especially when i try to finish a sketch digitally. i tend to lose it!#i'll get better at it but only with time! alas#OKAY. IM DONE RAMBLING#LOL.#okay#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#crk#crk fanart#mystuff#doodle
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hiii kaly!! thank you for showing me love and deepspace :3
which guy is your fav? I'm guessing zayne based off your game profile lol
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I do love all the guys, it must be said. But yes, Zayne is my favorite!
I hope you're having a good time with it!
#love and deepspace#scocophobia tw#i've written three fics so far that are just simple reimaginings of things from the game#two of them are sylus' memories but zayne features in one. and another is zayne centric because i wanted to yell at him a bit#give him a harder time than the canon mc does. you know?#been deciding about a first kiss for him and my oc / mc faedolyn (they/them) since#watched his memoria(s? is the plural memorias?) that were in limited wishing pools that have ended the past two days#so i have canon moments to work from / work with#also i hate that grey coat in the 4th screenshot. big shapeless blob#i like his coats that have belts much more
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Some people just can't accept Gilkidu, huh....
#I had such a lovely day after being blessed by Gil and him being together with Enkidu but then someone decided to ruin it#thank you. thank you so much#I hate internet#sometimes I just wish to delete everything and just disappear#because you can't enjoy simple things anymore#and sure I can sound like a hypocrite since I also disagree with a lot of things and criticize them and it's okay to criticize#but I never come to people under their posts (unless they themselves wish to hear my opinion) and say xyz#just let me enjoy at least some things in my life#personal
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just saw the opening animation for sonic dream team .... why are they wasting all these fun concepts and gorgeous animations and new characters and characters that havent been playable in forever on an apple arcade exclusive game that almost nobodys going to play
#i know that apple likely funded the game and thats why its apple exclusive but still#its still such a weird choice to make such a good looking game for something like this#like they could have just done another simple running game . or mobile version of an existing game. why this#why go this all out when nobodys gonna play it#and i do think that barely anyone is going to play it because ive seen so many people complaining that they wont get to play it#and very few people saying that they actually Are going to play it#every time the sonic account posts about it most of the notes are just people begging for them to port it to something else#or saying they hate apple or saying they wish they could play it but they cant#like. come on man
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also the way they attribute the strokes success to their privileged background is crazy like of course it helped them a lot when they were just starting but it’s been 24 years since their debut and they’re still selling out arenas and winning awards and selling tons of records like do they really think their parents are paying every single person to buy their stuff and stream their music
#they certainly do not pay me!!!!! i wish!!!!#the strokes are older than me and they’re still huge does that not tell them anything#like it’s the same w the warning 😭 everyone hates on them bc they’re rich but like#it’s been yearssss and it’s the same their dad is not paying anyone to buy tickets and their records 😭#like it obviously gives them a great advantage but if they weren’t good they simply wouldn’t be successful anymore it’s that simple
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I'm researching TERF bullshit for a lecture now and it makes me so unbelievably angry and sad and then angry again that I need to have transgender sex NOW to balance out the universe. Extra sloppy and kinky, please.
#Creature rambles#wish i was kidding i hate reading this shit#its all so simple so easy to debunk if you think for like 5 minutes but NO#need to have just the most depraved sex just to get the taste out of my mouth i cant stand them
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Not being good at art is the most frustrating thing in the world
#im such an imaginative person#i have ideas for characters and creatures and landscapes and animations#but no matter how vividly i visualise them my hands cannot replicate it#and the fact that it would take years of practice to draw something i can picture right now pisses me off so much#all of these amazing ideas only exist in my head and not being able to have a proper visual of them makes me so angry#i know art takes a lot of time and effort and practice#but its so so so so frustrating in a way that i cant totally put into words#im willing to put the effort in#but it really frustrates me that i could practice for weeks and see only a tiny bit of progress#i think this is why i struggle to learn new skills#my brain knows the theory but it doesn't know how to put that in to practice#i know how to do it but at the same time i cant#god i hate this#i wish id gotten into art when i was young like my parents and sister#their so incredibly talented and i know it took a lot of work for all of them to be that talented#im a good writer but its so frustrating that i cant have a visual representation of my characters and creatures and world#in a way that satisfies me#anyway thats my rant about art sorry#edit: nearly started crying trying to draw a simple face shape so thats fun
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I wish my blogs were more pleasing and aesthetic 😭 also, I want everyone to be proud of me bc I use mobile website Tumblr 😋😋 and I do all of this on my phone
#no bc genuinely I hate the aesthetics but I like them I just wish it was more simple and pleasing yk??#˗ˏˋ꒰ 💖 ꒱ 𝑪𝒚𝒑 𝒓𝒂𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒔#˗ˏˋ꒰ 😻 ꒱ 𝑪𝒚𝒑𝒖𝒔𝒔𝒚
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tales of the titan.s starting with kori and showcasing heart of the team donna and kori BONE APPLE TEETH!!!!!
#kayla its been twenty thousand years since tt (200.3)#YES AND IM STILL UPSET THEY ENDED RIGHT BEFORE THE STAR CENTERED SEASON#also love her and babs getting to be actual friends#and donna and kori at least implied to have their heart to hearts while flying up in the fucking stratosphere#me and who#i hate tho that whenever they break dick and kori up they make them so like uninterested in each others stories#i get thats just the break up way but dick and kori have NEVER been normal about each other#and the titan.s are physically incapable of staying out of each others personal business#literally this panel alone is another tally on the 'take a shot for everytime one of the titan.s makes a 'we're a family' speech'#but ultimately i am a simple girl. i see titan.s i 😭😭😭👏👏👏#* be the girlfailure you wish to see in the world / ooc.
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Me: I hate [insert thing here] discourse
Also me: *gets so annoyed when people are blatantly stupid and do things thay make zero sense therefore making me go along with discourse bc I can only handle so much stupidity*
#yes this is about queer discourse bc oh my god its painful#yes let people be themselves but also stop being stupid#sometimes things contradict each other and you can be both and that's fucking ok#its like the shit where ive seen people literally just too afraid of one label for whatever reason so they make up a middle label#god i sound shitty out of context#i mean like bi lesbian- you cant be bi and a lesbian that doesnt work#its ok to be bi its ok to be lesbian fuck its ok to be straight i just wish people would stop skirting around labels for dumb reasons#and this is all coming from someone who struggles like hell with labels#i also hate slur discourse bc its very simple who can and cant say what#like if youre cishet ofc you cant say a slur#and nonbinary people are trans so we can say a slur dont fuckign diminish our transness you transmed ass freaks#god damn i hate getting riled up about stupid probably 14 year olds on the internet#people are dumb and im tired of them#long story fucking short do what you want just dont be stupid or an asshole#this was a lot of tags
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Sometimes I think of what life would be like without anxiety. How easy is life for all the people without anxiety? You can make decisions? Talk to people? I can't imagine not feeling like I'm gonna throw up anytime I talk to someone or have to make a decision
#im being asked a very simple question by someone i dont know super well so im convinced my answer will make them hate me#when like. the question is do i like sandwiches and the answer is yes but im so nauseous its crazy#i wish i could be taken out back already
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i think terraria shimmer tastes like chalk and cough syrup. btw
#i think it would taste. horrible#and do strange things to your insides like turn them bioluminescent#i think it tastes like ground up rocks#or similar to the taste of when a dentist has to grind a filling down to fit in your mouth right#been doing that a lot lately bc. my old dentist was fucking horrible at fillings#and even five years later we're STILL finding botched filling jobs 😭 marie simon i fucking hate you 😭 one of my fillings is LOOSE#my tongue keeps getting snagged on it bc there's a fucking GAP between the filling and the tooth it's awful#wish it were as simple to fix as simply pulling out the bad filling like a thorn and putting a bandaid on it instead of. 1000$ procedure
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#anon i don't know why will you send that#but i recommend to choose follow blogs that you like#and to not use language like that with anyone i invite you to educate yourself why that word shouldn't be used ever#if you don't like someone you don't have to follow them is that simple you can block them or filter tags#i promise you the fandom is so much fun like that#i really hope you stop saying that word to people and honestly what a waste of time#i really don't get the need to waste your time sending hateful things to people#i hope you find better ways to enjoy your time#wish you the best#ask
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man… the silence is almost demotivating me from making more stories…
#gayashawol#cw // rant below#cw // mental health#i miss back then when my wattpad notifications were flooded with people screaming#now i just get a simple reblog and the occasional dm saying that i made their day#i’m not unappreciative i just never realised how much comments impacted me so much back then until i don’t get them#it’s even the same on wattpad ever since they removed direct messaging it’s just dry af#the only notifications i get are just people’s wall boards and story updates#stories that i’m not even reading#i wish i had active followers#a part of me wants to make a sfw shinee blog and see if i get any followers from that#active followers to say the least#idk i just want some sort of interaction#idk how to feel rn#i just feel so lonely#and there’s nobody there for me#nearly a week ago i posted to 3-4 different apps that i wanted someone to talk to and nobody replied#depression was worse that day and to have nobody answering your cries my mama’s phone going to voicemail etc fucked me up badly#ughhhhh i just want to post my actual stories now so i can gain followers#but i lost the motivation to do so#it started with my story being taken down on wattpad and now the audience is not audiencing even though i’m doing my best#i legitimately hate this year in terms of post performance wise#on the bright side i made some shawols irl and they are so sweet compared to what i’ve seen online#never been so social in my life lol
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