#i miss back then when my wattpad notifications were flooded with people screaming
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man… the silence is almost demotivating me from making more stories…
#gayashawol#cw // rant below#cw // mental health#i miss back then when my wattpad notifications were flooded with people screaming#now i just get a simple reblog and the occasional dm saying that i made their day#i’m not unappreciative i just never realised how much comments impacted me so much back then until i don’t get them#it’s even the same on wattpad ever since they removed direct messaging it’s just dry af#the only notifications i get are just people’s wall boards and story updates#stories that i’m not even reading#i wish i had active followers#a part of me wants to make a sfw shinee blog and see if i get any followers from that#active followers to say the least#idk i just want some sort of interaction#idk how to feel rn#i just feel so lonely#and there’s nobody there for me#nearly a week ago i posted to 3-4 different apps that i wanted someone to talk to and nobody replied#depression was worse that day and to have nobody answering your cries my mama’s phone going to voicemail etc fucked me up badly#ughhhhh i just want to post my actual stories now so i can gain followers#but i lost the motivation to do so#it started with my story being taken down on wattpad and now the audience is not audiencing even though i’m doing my best#i legitimately hate this year in terms of post performance wise#on the bright side i made some shawols irl and they are so sweet compared to what i’ve seen online#never been so social in my life lol
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