#I WISH SHE GOT MORE ATTENTION
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everyone wants to meme on slender (the game) but no one ever wants to acknowledge kate’s existence,,,,,,,,,, misogyny wins yet again 😔
#icarus speaks#creepyposting#I WISH SHE GOT MORE ATTENTION#SLENDER COLLECT MY PAGES IS SUCH A POPULAR MEME#PLEASE TALK ABOUT MY GIRL MORE
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I love Monster Next Door but they are not going to make me feel sorry for Jane. I mean it's obvious that those girls aren't actually her friends but they also aren't wrong. But she hasn't done any self reflection and she has been nothing but cruel to Diew. I'm glad he stood up for himself and he unintentionally really hit her where it hurt.
#monster next door#i don't think jane is necessarily above redemption#it's just gonna take a lot more work than i think the show is willing to put in for her#so i doubt i'll be happy with any redemption she might get#like we were supposed to feel sorry for her in that bathroom and i just didn't#the issue is that those girls backtracked#and listen. if you're gonna talk behind someone's back like that#you gotta own it when confronted and face to face with that person#you gotta be like yeah i said what i said and am i wrong? otherwise you just continue to enable the behavior#that you yourself find aggravating#if jane being attention seeking bothers you then you either got to tell her that and ask her to change#or acknowledge the friendship isn't for you and step back#but just encouraging the behavior you hate to turn around and bitch about it is not a good look either#honestly i understand jane's purpose in this story i just wish there was less of her
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I find it hilarious how kwko Karin constitutes 90% of all the kwko fanart there is. Marvelous. Keep going
I concur I find it hilarious as well. It's not me honestly I don't think I do anything that special for her to get all that attention, she just... Did that. Completely ran away with the show. Love people for it
#jay gets asks.txt#jay rambles about ocs.txt#I do understand why people like her so much. charming and a great personality isn't she#that said I do wish other characters got more attention as well#but that's on me to flesh them out#I'm like 70%-ish done with the main story. any luck I'll be able to finish it this week idk
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idri's thieves' tools were inherited from her mentor; they're big and clunky in her hands and she'd maybe be better served with finer, lighter tools, but these are the ones she learned with, and she wouldn't give them up for anything
elyss's are a bespoke matched steel toolset made for her by her blacksmith friend and the party's former fighter; she asked him to make them, but she treasures them like a gift nonetheless
melliwyk's are personally handcrafted and bundled together into one fold-out multitool doohickey, stylized as an insect with various tools for its antennae and legs
felix's are a hodgepodge, obviously accumulated and/or replaced one piece at a time across a wide timespan and from completely different sources, bundled together with his other hand tools in a worn but well-tended leather case embossed with a raccoon motif
#mel's are still like-new she's almost never needed to use them for anything#the bard has rogue levels and lockpicks he was just a dick about opening a door one time#and mel was like I guess I gotta do everything my damn self around here 😒#elyss' have seen more use but almost entirely just her practicing with them#because she learned lockpicking in response to having developed a fear of being trapped or restrained and is pretty intense about it#idri's are CONSPICUOUSLY old and unsightly amidst her other belongings and she's probably had to get them repaired a couple times#by smiths or tinkers who-- well-meaning-- were like 'a tool like this would be easier to replace altogether' and got shut down hard for it#felix tries for gnomish craftsmanship whenever he loses or breaks something but he travels a lot and is often broke so you take what you can#(it's all perfectly good but gnome metalsmiths are usually better able to make strong tools at a very delicate scale)#(also small hands are just better for making things suited to other small hands)#oh my god tsakesh and kethri are both also proficient with thieves' tools GOD I love lockpicking ahdjgkdhs#I mean tsakesh's would be skyrim lockpicks agsjfkshsk#kethri's are also a mutt hodgepodge of whatever she can get ahold of ALTHOUGH she's not had to replace NEARLY so many as felix#I wish I had the attention span to draw Objects I think it'd be cool to see different characters' nominally same items#my OCs#elyss#idri#melliwyk#felix#kethri#tsakesh
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There really is a kind of kinsmanship between redheads by default though tbh and obviously it varies from person to person but for me I always notice almost immediately whenever there's another redhead around when I'm in public and I love talking to them. Especially if it's just basic positivity and love about the redhead condition lol. We gingers really do need to stick together and be there for each other! All the little unique things that come with being a redhead can often only be fully understood, sympathized with, and given good guidance by other redheads.
#one time i was at a bar and i was in the bathroom washing my hands not really paying attention to who was around. and i looked up at the#mirror and there was a redheaded girl beside me at the next sink looking at me in the mirror. and she got so embarrassed and was like “im s#sorry i didnt mean to stare i just dont see other redheads around very often and youre so pretty!“ and i loved that and i told her that its#okay and i always try to talk to other reds when i find them too. and she was fixing her makeup and we started talking about redhead-safe#cosmetics. lol. i love that shit!#and re: my last post: i wish i wouldve been more quick on the spot to think of what to say to a young redhead girl that would actually make#a difference or make her feel good about the gingeritis or something. you know? i only know what not to say. like what creeped me out or#made me roll my eyes when adults said it to me as a kid. i genuinely do hope that girl learns to love herself and her hair and everything#that comes with being a redhead at some point.#redhead positivity#<- im gonna start a tag i think
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Music Tag
Shuffle your 'on repeat' playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people!
(i dont use spotify so i just shuffled my entire 22k song itunes library which makes this kind of the opposite of a record of what ive had on repeat lmao)
Tagged by @thequeerestdad
He Went To Paris - Jimmy Buffett
Afterglow - José Gonzaléz
Ryan Jigs - Calan
Indelible - Brooke Fraser
Scraps - Cupcakke
Desire - Alela Diane & Wild Divine
What Are You Doing Here? - Bruno Coulais
U KNOW - Willow (feat. Jaden)
Leviathan - Everything Everything
Gift From Virgo - Beyonce
I tag @trombonechurchill @magicradishhead @teacupsandcyanide @do-you-have-a-flag @goldenaltar @g0sts @corvidaeus uuuh and anyone else who wants to do it pls @ me i wanna steal ur music taste
#interesting mix albeit not a ton of variety lmao all but two of these came out of my chill playlist#i rly wish cupcakke's serious rap got more attention shes extremely good#yes her comedy songs are funny but shes also unironically one of the best rappers out there rn
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Mental illness is insane I'm just having dinner w my father eating this a little too spicy pasta enjoying the Yeowch on my throat and the silence and suddenly I'm like yeah I'd kill myself.
#luly talks#i mean it came from out of nowhere grieving but it's so bizarre#like i just got hit by this very heavy rock in my skull this overwhelming and genuine urge for a second that yeah that'd be ok#that's the correct path to take and there's no physical changes i just kept on chewing on my all too spicy bc he used the wrong condiments#pasta. like sure i was a little zoned out maybe if you paid close attention you'd have seen my eye getting lazy or something but like. thats#it. and i always in zoning out#like this wasn't even an intrusive thought those come out of nowhere and just are echoing chambers of fear and shame#this was a calm resolution like yeah. that's the way to go alright.#y'know kind of unrelated but i always wish i had someone to talk about some mental health things i cant w my therapist#more on the speculative diagnosis thing. if you dont know what i mean shame on you for not keeping up with the Luly lore /silly#it's really hard being neurodivergent and im not talking about autism rn that i can manage but gestures vaguely its hard when it's#a group project. it's hard when everything is so fuzzy#because sometimes i tell myself i only think of this bc im all day alone and thinking but like#what. am i supposed to be getting non stop stimuli 24/7 least i realize i hsve something in my skull going on?#i blame my mother for that one she always made me ashamed of being sick or whatever acting like it was my fault#like me noticing symptoms was equivalent to me making them real#as if that wasn't just absurd like. the symptoms are here you twat. I'm not placebo effecting myself w shit#even the ppl who do like. the symptoms are real.#aaahhh siiiiigh yet another common L#brain stuff
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Soo...... are we all just gonna forget about everything she did? Cool. Cool. Cool......
#LOVE when a band releases more music and people conveniently forget all of the shit thats happened#like i havemt been part of this fandom in AWHILE specifically because people continue to romanticize that god forsaken relationship#but the last thing i remember happening years ago was an actual physical abuse situation this guy was in#now ppl are posting videos with the abuser climbing that boy like a pole#youre kidding. right?#people will see a cis white woman being slightly weird and then defend her with their lives. thats an abusive piece of shit u have right#there but. go off i guess#if you know me you know what band this is about#if you dont know DONT dig theres a fucking reason im not tagging or putting names#last i remember her fans doxxed someone. so.#people like to act like the only reason you can hate this chick is bc youre jealous she has a relationship with a pretty boy#girl i dont want your sadboy twink. i just dont want you SLAPPING SOMEONE DRUNKENLY IN PUBLIC ?????#anyways i wish the rest of the band got some attention bc the actual music sounds rlly good#the entire reason i left the fandom is bc the stans of both that dude and the chick hes with.
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ALSO KYAAAAA I HAVEN'T TALKED ABOUT DECO*27 IN FOREVER BUT ROOKIE OH MY GOD . . .??
tbh i haven't been super impressed with nina's recent catalogue — though i'm not one to seriously dunk on him for "all his songs sounding the same" when i genuinely don't care. i just feel songs like volt tackle and blue planet commit the fatal sins of being really boring, and hell i've only recently come around to rabbit hole ( if only because the "love bluh bluh bluh" part is extremely addicting )
BUT ROOKIE AKAIWUEHWJWB the opening with the bass immediately hooked me in. it's been a while since we've had these kinda edgy, high-energy songs from nina and i'm aaaaaall for it. and aaa the song slowly becoming softer to represent her change in behavior is sooo smart !!
ALSO ALSO ALSO the middle bit where miku suddenly switches to english is TOTALLY A HIBANA REFERENCE and it worked like a charm on me. i've been kinda rolling my eyes at the self-referential nature of the recent songs but i loved this one. it shows off nina's growth extremely given the length and complexities of the lyrics, and i'm so happy for him man.
now i'm just hyped for if we'll get a rachie / will stetson cover . . .
#i love rachie and i wished she got her flowers more often than being reduced to “the better alt to jubyphonic”#which like ??? genuinely fuck you i hate people who hate on other cover artists to prop another up you're all awful people#the community is very very small and everyone is friends/admires eachother - in any other place that'd be so inappropriate#“omg i loooove your art i wish you got more attention than x artist you admire” eat rocks#ack sorry started ranting in tags lmao#♡. cinnamon prattles
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my girlfriend hasn't been online much today (she's studying for finals) she's obviously ignoring me and she hates me (I'm in desperate need of attention) she wants me dead and prays for my downfall (I miss her and I'm clingy)
#t4t#bones is being gay on main :/#sorry y'all i miss her a lot#yes i saw her last weekend#yes i just got home last night#i still need her attention 24/7 and finals week is my mortal enemy#sobbing and crying and wishing she passes all her finals so i can bother her more
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Oh god the next bsd epsiode isn't Sigma it's Yosano's backstory. That was the only time I cried reading the manga o_o I am not prepared
#bsd gets a lot heavier in the decay of angels arc#across the board#war and police brutality themes really start coming out#we should kill jouno I think#solius posting#I LOVE THEMES OF GOVERNMENT CORRUPTION ‼️‼️‼️#anyway Yosano is one of my fav characters ever she deserves so much#i wish she got more fandom attention#gay little doctor#I'm suprised so many people like the hunting dogs tbh#OBVIOUSLY you can like morally bad characters but I feel like most of the fandom doesn't understand them#corrupt police force modeled after japenese imperials#nobody talks about that#it's just OOOOHHH TECCHOU JOUNO SO GAY#THEYRE LIKE WAR CRIMINALS AND NO ONE TALKS ABOUT IT
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spoiler ramble for The Priory of the Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon, about Ead and Sabran and why i gave up reading further after page 400
(the sentences in this book are the most beautiful i've ever seen. they feel like poetry)
(and still)
That there was all this set up for every bit of magic Ead did to protect Sabran only feeding into Sabran’s desperate fanatic belief that she truly IS a divinely blessed demi god, savior of the world
Ever more firmly believing herself destined to banish the nameless one back into the abyss based on a lie told by her ancestor, each miracle spurring her to take more and more risks, forcing Ead to secretly use more and more magic saving her-
Ead all the time risking being exposed as a sorceress and burned at the stake for the very magic that’s been keeping Sabran alive-
the fact that Sabran’s slow fascination with Ead came from how “truthful” Ead seemed to be with her, how frank and irreverent Ead was with her divine queen, this foreign convert from a heretic land telling Sabran her honest opinion even when it was upsetting instead of pandering to Sabran to gain favor
the irony of Ead hiding so much from her and lying with nearly every breath that she can’t help being honest in the few ways she has left-
Ead treating Sabran like a normal woman because she IS NOT divine in Ead’s heretic eyes, Sabran completely unaware, revealing some of her own upsetting truths in return knowing Ead won’t be shocked by this side of her, the only person she doesn’t have to fear being ugly and weak and terrified around, not understanding WHY Ead isn’t overawed by or overly worrying over her-
her belief Ead would never lie to her- Her desire for immortality and fear of death- how fire could not touch her when she challenged a dragon but it wasn’t the Saint that saved her it was a sorceress in a clocktower-
how Ead’s efforts to save Sabran could have been what drove Sabran confidently towards doom
a queen convinced she truly is divine demanding the world bow to her for the sake of their own salvation, riding into a battle she can’t win, blinded by faith, goaded by duty and courage
the choice of aiding in carnage or confessing all and watching Sabran fall apart
the trap of knowing Sabran is only a mortal woman but also the woman Ead has lost her heart to and she can’t watch her die, but telling the truth of her lies will utterly shatter the bond Sabran thinks they have built together
her prioress giving up on protecting Sabran and recalling Ead home to take on a role of great honor and power, yet Ead asks to stay a little longer, she can’t leave Sabran like this, she can’t-
All this set up. This potential.
And where does it go?
where does it go…
A couple of pages after they get frisky, wham, separated by someone else.
Not even a chapter of dread spent worrying about them getting found out, sprinkled with hints of Ead getting sloppy in her lovesickness or Sabran more daringly indecent. No release for the delicious tangle of lies and conflicting faith they'd fallen into.
Just get them away from each other as fast as possible.
Just as it was really getting interesting.
....At least it was lovely, while it lasted.
#The Priory of the Orange Tree#eadaz uq nara#sabran berethnet#.#spoilers#highly personal very specific thirst that remained unfulfilled#to be honest ead was the only character i kept any interest in past the first few chapters#it got to the point i was skipping past everything else#im very character driven as a reader#there just wasn't much time spent on letting me see actual character relationships that were supposed to be Meaningful#outside of Ead and Sabran#tane was especially frustrating#i kept wishing we'd stayed with susa#risking everything to help a friend is compelling af-#waving a sharp stick round bc it is “your dream” is a lot harder to sell#and tane just doesn't get any actual attention into WHY she wants this so badly#like if she just had a super fascination with dragons even that would have felt like more of a reason for all this#im also supposed to care about niclays but why#susa is being tortured one room over to protect her friend let me see her instead#and the way a giant dragon is the first one we see#instead of any of the lesser drakes#just#that's not#how you makes something#look cool#the writing sure is lovely though#just the best i've seen period#maybe that's why im so frustrated
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kanon is fucking messed up for choosing airi of all people as the savior
#assuming airi isn't destined to be a savior and kanon just so happen need to send someone from earth to distract everyone from#whatever the fuck the 10 gods the 10 magicians and maydare itself are up to#anyway fucked up of him by choosing airi who JUST lost her friends got technically verbally bullied and everyonebseem to wish her to disap#disappear instead and no one was happy for her to survive doesn't even recieve her mother's love because of how the mother's attention is#solely for her boyfriend(s?)#extremely fucked of him to take advantage of her in her vulnarable state while also making her a child blessed by all that are mentally#vulnarable that definitely made airu's depressed state even WORSE and what's much more fucked up is how he also kind of saved her from her#life in earth AND gave her a chance to reconnect to her all friends but won't regain the friendship she lost because those two became#different people from the ones she knew despite the similarities. what's fucked up on top of all of that is that the dagger kanon gave her#might possibly be the same dagger that kanon used to kill scarlet and black and later used to stab airi and kill kazuha and tooru#like goddamn holy shit#i can't call kanon 'evil' but i can't call him 'good' either#like wow...... i do not know a single thing about kanon pachelbel but he's very interesting to think about#sylhea talks maydare
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GOT MY WILLOW DEVELOPMENT YEAHHHHHH
#the owl house#toh#willow park#the owl house spoilers#toh spoilers#for the future#i dont think this really counts as spoilers but just incase#willow is the best character i wish she got more attention
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I am so fucking fragile and soft rn like I feel like I might just break under the pressure of daily life. I always forget how okay I can be when I'm surrounded by people who make me feel safe and now I'm back and it's like. I don't like or trust anyone around me. I'm just scared all the time. I can't live like this. I don't know what to do and I'm not sure there's anything I can do other than be ready to tape myself back together when I break again.
#The people who I love and trust aren't around me most of the time#But being around them makes me feel like a person#Like#They love me#Specifically me as I am#It's impossible to fully believe that (hi elihu sorry)#But I can feel it#Not in the moment but like. I can't even fucking touch people most of the time#I put my hand on their shoulder and they look at me weird#Today I spent half the time holding hands with my friend and like 15 minutes crying because I miss an alter who I have an. Unhealthy attach#My heart didn't hurt as much out there#And now I'm back and I fucking hate it already#3 more weeks of endless stupid fucking work and systems made for neurotypicals#I could do it if I had literally anyone who's first reaction to me limping so badly I can't even walk without putting my weight on a wall#Isn't 'oh my god zane hurry up I'm gonna be late to class' and then fucking abandoning me#Like I'm sorry?? You have the audacity to tell me you're there for me and you'll support me if I need it and then you pull that shit?#You tell me that if i need anything I can ask and you still make fun of me for not eating enough on my own and never choose to touch me?#I can't fucking believe that some people insist I'm their friend when they won't even hold my hand#Like what the fuck. And it isn't me continuing the relationship either#They want me cause I'm funny and I care about people with every single part of me#And they think they're reciprocating but they aren't even trying#They're just making themselves feel good#Ive got a friend who brings me food sometimes which I am so beyond grateful for because I do not have the time energy or mental stability#To do that stuff on my own right now#But svery time she brings it she makes fun of me and calls me immature in some way and it makes me want to die#I can't mention it to her because she wants me as a friend and she's giving me food#But it makes me want to fucking kill myself#Idk this is turning into a vent but most of my tags do thst#I wish I could be loved more than once a month#I'm so constantly in desperate need of attention and affectionate and I fucking hate that about myself
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Depending on how big the closet is, keeping BiBi in a enclosed space might be a good idea while you wait for the vet appointment so that you know where he is and can get to him easily. Some cats like to hide when sick or injured, or just plain upset/scared.
Since it sounds like diarrhea, make sure he has water and/or wet food so he doesn't get dehydrated. And if you can fit his litter box in there cats like things that smell like themselves.
I hope any of this helps!
I ended up doing something similar! I was a little worried if he would be more adverse to eating sine I was moving his food so far, but he seems to be eating ok still.
Funny thing, when I checked on him in the morning he was pretty clean, but the closet was a mess when I got home ^^"
Turns out he got some sort of parasite? I think? (I was too tired to ask too many questions :( ) so I've got about a week's worth of medicine before his stools start firming up again u_u
#Sel talks#scenicphoenix#sel answers#Bibi is baby#unsanitary#I guess he's going to be a closet cat all week :(#Idk where he would have picked up a paricite? Unless I could have brought one in from. The outdoor cat. Oh wait.#She was having diarrhea a week or 2 ago as well. I might have gotten some on my clothes. Heck.#Well. I'll probably work on deep cleaning my room this weekend so I can deep clean the closet next weekend.#I forgot to mention I happen to have a walk in closet (which already had his litter box in there) so he's at least got space and a window#Also hard floors!#Soooo glad I only have a rug#Cleaning up would be so much worse if everything was carpetted#I wish I could give him more attention. I hate to just stuff him in the closet all week :(#I ended up giving him 2 baths yesterday (well 1 and a half. His lower half at least) cause he was so dirty I couldn't clean him with#Anything else :(#Not sure if I should be bathing him when I get off work this week either :/#On one hand; less poop getting spread around#On the other; very stressful for cat and only keeps him clean for so long :(
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