#I WILL DIE DROWNING IN MY TEARS
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Love of my life, you've hurt me
You've broken my heart
And now you leave me
Love of my life, can't you see?
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know
What it means to me
…
I swear to you.
If this plays in season 3,
I swear…
I’ll cry…
LIKE F**K!!
#😭😭😭#it hurts#it hurts so bad that it works#dammit Freddie mercury!#queen#love of my life#good omens#good omens 2#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable divorce#ineffable husbands#I WILL DIE DROWNING IN MY TEARS#imagine being the first thing you hear the moment the first episode starts 😭👍💔#I was starting to tear up just from listening a snippet!#just imagine listening more with seeing them!#I would not live#David would not live#MICHAEL WOULD NOT LIVE#bless you neil gaiman#neil gaiman#good omens 3 please
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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just watched npmd and there was one thought what was spinning in my head the whole time
does max have borderline personality disorder???
he has anger issues but when the nerds tried to prank him he LIKED IT. A LOT. dude said it's the nicest thing anyone ever done to him and immediately trusted the nerds he hates like its normal even when they actually scared him. he really thought they made him a gift in a form of a spooky party i cant hes so silly--
also the will to fight a real ghost is reckless af if you think about it and max barely hesitated
the whole "who will pray for me" shows how much he was actually reflecting on his life before dying. he knew there would be nothing for him when the school ends (but at the same time he calls himself a god, his self-image is fucked up). max gets everything and everyone under his control to escape the feeling of inevitable emotional abandonment. being the "literal monster" gives him the false sense of control over this feeling, so max can think he's alone not because hes not okay and his dad is a jerk who convinsed him what he's a nobody and no one will ever want to do anything with him - but because max chose to be alone and hated and feared by everyone
#max makes me crumble and drown in my tears i cant#and i mean the only character with bpd what i know is dennis reynolds from iasip#but max seems really bpd#i know hes still a bully but please give all the kids including max a therapy#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#max jagerman#richie lipschitz#pete spankoffski#stephanie lauter#ruth fleming#grace chasity
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his eyes are sooo sparkly i could actually cry he is literally the prettiest man in the whole entire universe. the universe itself lives in his eyes
#[💒] — june.txt#no like u dont get it im not joking rn there are literally tears in my eyes#i love love loooove dark dark brown eyes like theyre so dark they look almost black. theyre so so so fucking pretty theyre my favorite#im literally gonna throw myself into the ocean and drown in the sea of my tears#june opened pinterest and went down an emotional rabbit hole sorry guys#look at how beautiful he is. iam going to kill myself with a rock#everyone leave my blog i need a moment alone with him#i am going to stare into his eyes for eons. for all of eternity#sitting at my laptop tears rolling down my cheeks 468 pinterest tabs oepn#hes so stunning i am going to commit an atrocious crime#hes so gorgeous do u see him. do u see him. look at him right now#dont even ask me about his moles i dont have the emotional stability to start like please i cant. only one facial feature per day#so. unfortunately i Do have to go die now .goodbye#[🐈] — jun visuals
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I'd like to know why you are all alone while I'm lost at sea /
Maybe we'll be there when you want
#bella#fc!bella#lc ocs#art#this is from reinhardt's (branch-wdk53) pov! you cant escape him in my art. i cant escape him#link leads to stranded lullaby - the lyrics are also from there :3#this is around rein's fears about bella being like ryn but is also about the extraction interaction (still love that name)#honestly every piece of this has. so many meanings like. god#let me just redo all this and go through them one by one lmao#the sea: this one's about them being in the same situation. also their issues (the sea will slowly rise; obscuring and drowning them)#it's also about guilt - it can be a blood ocean! the blood of those they let die...#OOOH I JUST NOTICED THIS: bloodbath! since it's a blood sea :3#the halos: the inner one is halfway just for composition half bc rein sees bella as a good person. the outer (hard to see but) tear-shaped#halo is both a drop in the sea (me when the blood sea! when we've let so many die it no longer matters.) and a noose's opening -#like foos's but metaphorically(? lmao) bella's own suicide by distancing herself from her friends and therefore her help/support system#the black spots: represents rein losing her in a way. he knows what's happening but has no idea how to help. also tied in with his#amnesia/memory loss (totally covered; lost info; yknow). could even be from pain or drowning in the sea! who knows! :3c#...........yeah im normal about these two. you can trust me.#i need to make a bella/ritz piece istg... ive been sleeping on them!!!!!!!!#but. i love these two so much. total of 2 interactions and i made the MOST out of them <3#also since im naming all these now since i gotta save them to post em: this one is called lost
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joking that i'll fall for an older woman then it coming true SUCKS AND IS A CURSE SOMEONE JUST BURY ME ALREADY
#i will die for her tho idc#lesbian#girls <3#nblw#lgbtq#sapphic#sapphic yearning#wlw concepts#sapphic post#women#wlw love#crush ramble#the age gap i will drown myself in my own tears
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I swear to god, if Sonic movie 3 kills off Tom, I’m gonna be so sad
I am praying to the Sonic movie gods to not kill off the donut lord 🙏🙏🙏
Please let Sonic have the family he deserves and not lose any of them 😢
#I’ve been seeing so many posts online of people thinking that Tom will die#everyone’s theorizing that based off the trailer he will die#and meanwhile I’m over here in denial lol#I like that donut lord#he’s a goofy dad who’s trying his best 🥺#I don’t think I’ll be able to handle seeing Sonic’s dad die#I will actually cry if Tom dies#that or if shadow dies#if both of them die#I’m gonna drown in my tears 😭#I remember seeing people dislike him because of how much the second movie focused on him#but I liked him a lot!!#he’s not my favorite (not by a long shot)#but he’s still a nice character and a good father for Sonic!#they were so cute in the first one 🥺#anyways I’ve been seeing way too many posts about Tom’s potential death and I wanted to share my thoughts on it lol#please don’t kill off Tom Sonic movie 3 pleaseee 🙏#beans thoughts#beans rambling#beans way too exited over this movie
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it's me and all the women in literature described in despondent unhappiness in a marriage that they don't hate but don't enjoy as they should and who feel as if they're not the way a woman should be and who yearn to be free of their husband and children not because they despise them but because they're not for a husband and children and who can't say that they're miserable but who feel a numb kind of despair in all that disconnectedness and disconnectedness and disconnectedness. they are just like me for real
#we have the same kind of depression 👍 but also. i can see so clearly that that's the way i would be if i still thought i was a girl.#and i had grown up to get married to someone and tried to be a woman and a mother like that. god...#edna pontellier hold on. i'm going out into the sea with you. we'll drown together.#laura brown from the hours on my kin list 👍#need to reread the hours so bad. opened up my copy of it to check if laura had killed herself at the end or not for this post#and just skimming the last few chapters made me tear up. god. but there are still the hours aren't there? one and then another...#and then you get through that one and then my god there's another...#um. books that make you go 'okay so maybe i have wanted to kill myself a little bit all these years. but maybe i'm going to be okay'#the book ever honestly it is Everything to me#and kate chopin's the awakening is good as well. much to be said about the depiction of people of color in that novel#but the depiction of edna pontellier's mental state is so. ough.#glances at the ratings on goodreads nd stuff have made me so irritated.#god forbid a woman commit the ultimate selfish sin of leaving her children behind because she's so miserable by killing herself.#because far worse than the thought that she could be losing all her personhood moment by moment#and wasting her life away feeling like a shell of a person#pales. in comparison to the thought that she could POSSIBLY abandon the children she didn't really want to have.#of course it's a bad situation for the kids. sorry to raoul and etienne. but they will survive.#condemning the main character for having the audacity to go off and die... sickening. i hate people#valentine notes
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-I need more scenes of the Howling Commandos!!-
–a desperate fan that has alredy seen captain america the first avenger & Peggy carter the serie and it's not enought
#i need them#I need the Howling Commandos#or i'll cry#and fall into desparation#and die#drowned by my tears#damn you marvel#marvel#howling commandos#marvel mcu
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went from writing yan!gojo to working on sappy!sugu i feel sick in the head
#hopefully i can get my act together and work on the sugu fic all day!! maybe then i can actually post it before the weekened ends :’3#i just need to think of a title hhhh :< my greatest weakness….#its funny bc yan!gojo and sappy!sugu are both sooo in love w u its sickening yan!gojo just happens to have a big crack in his moral compass#excluding that theyre literally the same yan!gojo is like i would tear myself to pieces to see you smile i would kill to hear you laugh#and sappy!sugu is like . i could die in the midst of your laughter and die happy. i want to drown in the sound of your joy#stsg will always be smitten losers to me <333 their love is soooo fervent it almost burns if you touch it directly#ari noises ✩
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— WHICH TRAGIC DEATH WOULD YOU SUFFER?
the prophetic hero
you die saving the world, as you were always supposed to. peace comes only with your blood. the world will remember you for centuries. they will write poems, create art, and film movies all about you. no one will remember what you were before your death. maybe you don't even know it either. you have spent so long saving the world time after time that there is nothing left of you except the heroism. you die never knowing love.
#i stole it from the dash#steal from me in turn#but also this result.......... crying screaming#'you spent so long saving the world there is nothing left of you except the heroism'#'you die never knowing love'#laying on the floor drowning in my own tears#» dash games — ⌜the blades are honed; let us test their edges.⌟#» out of character — ⌜main sup irl.⌟
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for the ask game i am resisting just suggesting almost every odd number, so... 1, 3, 7 and 30?
HI sorry for the delay I got lost in a maze of open tabs
1. Art programs you have but don't use: ... sketchbook I'm sorry autodesk sketchbook my former favorite. I'll go back to you someday. Also if it counts I also have blender and opentoonz and almost never use them.
3. What ideas come from when you were little: the entirety of Fantasy Story pretty much!! Fantasy Story in its first and mostly discarded iterations started like over 10 years ago and since then the obsession with space stories and mysteriously immortal magic people in space has only grown. There's a lot more spaceships now. And a lot more magic and people. And somehow Nul is still there.
7. A medium of art you don't work in but appreciate: pretty much everything (I basically only ever work with pencils and digital and never anything too complex), but especially paintings (of any kind) I think it's super cool but absolutely not for me
30. What piece of yours do you think is underrated: well I am not a very popular artist at all so all my art (and writing) pretty much, but also. Everyone look at Dreams of drowning||Of the drowned
#ask game#youni originals#i know you know dreams of drowning you reblogged it in two different occasions. but @ everyone else. go read my writing ����#to all my cool friends who know how to paint. i am kissing you and eating your art. i am biting the canvas and tearing off a chunk.#if i die of paint poisoning then so be it#thank you for the questions!! have a good day#(i assume it'll be day when you read this)
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Was reading the fanrepo from Fanta’s appearance at buzzrythm music fes today and im totally feeling the loss.jpg
#banantxt#cant help but tearing up reading the repos….. :’’’)#its only been a week and i already miss them……….#i want to see fanta live again………#i want to see fanta performance cryyyyy#ive been so busy the past week i havent even finished my own repo#so i couldnt properly relive my experience#can i pls take another day off so i can drown in my post-concert loss#ha ha ha jk this week i will be busy too /dead dying die#gwahhh everyone is praising sekai's solo and the performer showcase aaAAHHHH I WANNA SEE FANTAA 😭😭😭
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you're so sweet me... I love you.... there's so much I wish I could give us, but I can't. and we will never be loved by the world, so let's hope it ends and all our dreams and creations die with it.
#bitter is the water made from your tears - to anyone but me. your face is still blue from your flights to the stars - in my head - it's#still blue. but we are not 17 anymore and we do not make attempts to reach the sky like little snakes - their last slithers#now we make earthquakes against our mechanic mind machine - break every little cog that isn't quite in it's place either way#but we drown our valleys with the same salty rains#you'll never be happy. I'll kiss you and I'll tell you that after a millennium of suffering - in our world#i would have told you if i could - don't listen to anyone and just let go. how beautiful it is to be a memory. a pain in somebody's heart.#how beautiful it is to die when you're far too young - fly with the little leaves in the wind that you wanted to become#we're the same.
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ben you could literally end the show with the world/globe exploding and we all would probably be okay with it.
i hope you guys know i could just stop making bugbo anytime. I have tons of plans for episodes but i wouldnt want anyone to be too disappointed if the series just stopped at some point and never continued. im only gonna work on the series when i enjoy doing it. if there comes a time where I want to stop, I want to Try to at least end it satisfyingly. or maybe I won't. maybe it'll just stop!
i Want to continue it and I absolutely have plans to but it's not a 100% guarantee, just remember that
#Bugbo#yeah were gonna find you#were gonna help you out#and save your life#oh bugbo#were gonna stop him#were gonna end his plans#youll be alright#and if we don't find you youll probably die#and that would be bad because I would much cry#id drown in my tears#and eat my own ears#and face my own fears#the grief would last years#I typed all of that on my ipad
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⌗︙・squirting on geto's face ⸜⸜・
"it's good, isn't it." he chuckles, sending vibrations to your cute. you're spread out on the bed with geto's head in between your thighs. he kisses your clit gently before sucking it in his mouth. you whine, no matter how many times you've done it, he had always made you cum so hard. geto wraps his arms around your thighs, burying himself deeper into your cunt. he smacks his lips, licking around his mouth. in his mind, there's nothing better than being in between your legs and he would die here if he could. his breathing is hard because of how eagerly he eats out out.
"i want to try something today." he says, a smile forming on his lips. he pats him fingers against your opening, smirking at the sound they make.
"i could drown here." he jokes and you snort at his comment, pushing his head between your legs again.
"don't be a brat, sweets and let me do what i want." his smile is contagious and genuine, making you feel warm inside. geto finally pushes one of his fingers inside of you. it's easy for it to go in with you being this wet, so soon another finger joins the first. he rubs gently around your walls and you think about what he might do. he usually prepares you for his cock by fingering you but you know he loves eating you out and fucking you more than making you fall apart on his fingers. his thumb finds your clit, rubbing it in circles. you whine and moan, your body relaxing at his gentle touches.
"here we go, sweetheart." he says and his fingers suddenly change their pace. he hooks his fingers on your sweet spot, rubbing it in rapid pace. your back arches of the bed and slutty moans exit your mouth.
"suguru, slow down." you gasp, tears spilling out of your eyes. he abuses your insides, every thrust of his fingers better than the other. your pussy sounds even wetter than before and you feel embarrassed. the room is filled by the sounds of your pussy and your slutty moans.
"are you gonna cum?" he coos, kissing your lower tummy. you nod your head, unable to say anything. he licks at your clit, his fingers still hammering inside. your legs trash around his head as you cum, juices spraying everywhere. you squirting catches geto of guard as he gets his face covered by your juices. the fountain of your juices stop but you're still shaking and spamming around his fingers. he presses his hand down on your tummy to stop your rapid movements.
"oh my god," he chuckles, wiping the wetness of his face, "are you okay, love?"
"better than ever." you reply, breathing heavily. the whole orgasm drained you off all of your energy.
"let's go wash up, baby. my hair is so wet from your juices."
"im sorry, sugu."
"don't be, you're gonna do it again soon. i want it. "
#jjk smut#jjk x reader#jjk x you#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen x you#jujutsu kaisen x y/n#jujutsu kaisen smut#geto suguru x y/n#geto suguru x reader#geto suguru smut#geto suguru x you
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