#I WANT MORE WESSA
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Tell me a few things you love about Wessa!
Ahhh another ask from my fav Shadowhunter blogger! Wohoo! These are the first two things that comes to my head. But there are MORE ;)
Their dark academia aesthetic
The Dark academia aesthetic of their relationship. Now while this may come across as superficial, its more then just "loving books". It's the chaise and adventure they find in books that they then live by in their real lives. How they challenge each other in a conversation and insider jokes they share tethered in the novels they consume. Let the other rant about their favourite things and celebrate novels that invite the reader into more journeys beyond just their own. And the way they talk about characters, morals and plots as experiences and people they know almost intimately. How their choice of words matters, and they are economical about their feelings. Dark over light academia bc London is a dank dark city ahaha. And they feel well deep rather than feather light.
Their timeless love
Somewhat still related to novels, but I feel like what Cassandra Clare did with Wessa was the melting pot of all our favourite literary tropes/heroines in classical literature. Which gives it a sense of timelessness and makes them feel like they are 'endgame'.
I wrote previously that Tessa is the perfect blend between Jane Eyre and Elizabeth Bennet. She retains Jane Eyreās contemplativeness, slight shyness, physical features, dry sarcasm and strong sense of self-actualisation. But also Elizabethās wildness, snappiness, boldness, passionate love and will for happiness, all without the arrogance that came with Austenās heroine.
Meanwhile Will's darker side reminds me of Mr. Darcy in how he pushes those he loves away. John Thornton from North and South who is set in his ways slightly stalkerish (i'm a sucker for the stalker trope sorry not sorry) Will retains the mystery of Edward Rochester, where there is more depth to him that meets the eye and heck even Tessa says at one point that his mood swings remind him of the treacherous Heathcliff. Most of all he reminds me of Alexander from The Bronze Horseman (which only came out in the 90's but technically it came out before TID and is already considered a classic). Alexander and Will overlap in how they sacrifice their love and longing for a greater peace (War and to not upset a family) all for the love of their other one. They are deeply flawed and challenge the reader on their tolerance for forgiveness .
āI love you. Iām blind for you, wild for you. Sick with you. I told you that our first night together when I asked you to marry me, I am telling you now. Everything thatās happened to us, everything, is because I crossed the street for you. I worship you. You know that through and throughā¦ā (The Bronze Horseman)
āAlexander, you broke my heart. But for carrying me on your back, for pulling my dying sled, for giving me your last bread, for the body you destroyed for me, for the son you have given me, for the twenty-nine days we lived like Red Birds of Paradise, for all our Naples sands and Napa wines, for all the days you have been my first and last breath, for Orbeli- I will forgive you. ā (The Summer Garden).
And you find you can, because their love and longing for their partner is almost holy and like a religion to them. Those we love the most, hurt us the most, but in turn, they are also those who deserve the most grace and Mercy. If not for them, then for who?
"You are not the last dream of my soul. You are the first dream, the only dream I ever was unable to stop myself from dreaming. You are the first dream of my soul, and from that dream I hope will come all other dreams, a lifetimeās worth." (Clockwork Prince).
This, coupled with the stakes of their relationship then as a unite (and also separately) echos a timber that reminds me of the setting we find in 19th century Russian literature (but with an HEA tysm CC my heart can't take it). This tragic longing we see in Anna Karenina where any choice Tessa makes she looses something in the same breath. The high apocalyptic war torn feel of War and Peace alongside the feeling of doom you get right at Chapter 1 in Clockwork Angel like we did in Crime and Punishment, when Raskolnikov kills a man, and it's all downhill from there.
Conclusion
CC wrote these two with the aim that they remain true to the history of their time, but blended it in with fresh modern air for us to be able to relate to and TRULY succeed. Who knew a historical romance about two book lovers could escalate so highly in the ranks? Now while they are so high up in the ranks of GOAT-ed couples in literature, they aren't without their flaws. Mainly not bc of the narrative or the character's choices but more to do with CC's discontinuation of their story linearly past TID. But that's a different ask for another time and tbh, that's where I seek out lovely fanfictions like the ones you create in order to fill in the blind spots CC didn't fill.
Thank you for this ask! I hope this was worth the read ILY @ibrushmyteeth-donttellanyoneā”
Artistic Credit: Cassandra Jean
#ask#Wessa#Essay#essay on wessa#TID#The Infernal Devices#Shadowhunters Essay#Cassandra Clare#I WANT MORE WESSA
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the better in black story choices are looking fairly good for me too bad Iām not fixating on tsc rn
#Blackstairs Wessa Win! Kierarktina Sizzy Jordelia more low key wins. Seelie Queen x Seb interesting#so thatās 6/10 I genuinely want to read#s speaks
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@parabathai [ tessa ] continued from here because of beta editor.
every part of will herondale was set on fire. half of him burn, ache and long for his parabatai. and whatever was left of him was all tessa gray's. he had ripped open his chest, handed her his bloodied heart in her delicate porcelain hands. maybe he had given too much, but he knew no way to give less than all he had. will would burn for love, he'd ache and bruise. he would starve for five minutes alone with her. for a second where their eyes would meet or their fingers would touch as they pass each other. there is nothing he wouldn't do for more of those moments.
ā tess, you must believe me. i mean no ill intent, but i am only but half a man without you. half a soul, the rest is so deeply intwined with you - everything you are. i understand your love may lie elsewhere. somewhere more deserving - but that does not make my mourning of you any less. ā tessa was not dead. jem was very much there, and they both loved him. their james. he was no longer will's only. just as tessa would never be will's. in any way it seemed now. a cruel joke. he had been so close to her love - had pushed her away for a curse that did not exist.
will herondale loves love, but he also knows he will never love again. not like he loves jem, never like he loves tessa. she was the sun to his planet, jem his moon. without them both, how was he supposed to be sustained ? how could he not waste away ? would it not be fair to spend the rest of a human life in mourning and grief over such thing ? ā i only wish the best for you, tess. even if that is not me. i only wish to see you smile. ā even if it would kill him if she never smiled for him again.
#parabathai#+ tessa gray.#( š¢š ) ā william 'will' herondale.#see i was feeling depressed .... wanted wessa..... now feeling even more sad but it's worth it#here u go aiden a lil ily from me to u
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Please tell me your favourite thing(s) about Clace! I'm rereading TMI and I just am falling in love with them all over again. I'm at CoFA, they're FINALLY officially together, and their banter is ON POINT (they come by it honestly. Wessa, yk yk.) But YEAH . And also ramble about Sizzy too if you're into it, they're hitting SO hard this time and I'm in love in love in love with them.
Bestie, I donāt even know where to start š
The fact that during TMI most of the people saw Clary as this tiny little girl and they underestimated her but Jace realized very quickly how STRONG she really was! Like, he kicks her ass for real during training! He knows she can take it! And sheās the bravest person he knows!
And how everyone sees Jace as this strong warrior but Clary knows the fragility that lays underneath his tough exterior. Most of the people describes Jace as "hot/sexy" but Clary almost always thinks about him as āØbeautifulāØ
Donāt even get me started on how Jace lacked love for so long in his life, even thinking that his heart was broken and he was incapable of falling in loveā¦ and then he met Clary, someone with such a big heart and with SO MUCH LOVE to give, and then they fell in love! ā„ļø
It makes me so sad that during TMI Jace had such a low faith in himself because of the way Valentine raised him. That he thought he had to be perfect or the Lightwoods would kick him out. Can you imagine that? Living with such fear of losing the love of the only family you ever know? š„ŗš„ŗ That's why I love the fact that Clary's faith in Jace is so big and it NEVER lacks! And she makes sure he KNOWS it. That he can always count on her and her love for him.
And the fact that even when Jace was taught that love destroys you, he was never afraid of loving Clary! He said that loving her was the best feeling he ever felt. In many other books you see the male protagonist keep the girl away because they are afraid to fall in love but Jace never did that, quite the contrary actually.
I love how they complete each other, and how they helped each other to be better! Jace learned so much from Clary, and became a better version of himself, but Clary also growth so much after meeting him!
I also love how they pick on each other so much! They know how to have fun!
Listen, I know it's SUCH a big cliche and judge me all you want but I LOOOVE how Jace was mean to everyone but Clary lol In my defense I was a teenager when Wattpad was a hit and the bad boy trope was on every story š So yeah, I like that heās such a sweetheart with her and ONLY her š«¶š»
How Jace looks at Clary as if she's his personal miracle š„¹ā„ļø
I love that she NEVER slut shamed Jace! I have seen that some part of the fandom judge Jace for sleeping with other girls BEFORE HE MET CLARY. Like bro? It's his body and he was single, I don't see the problem and I love that Clary never judged him for that. She always knew that what they have is different from anything Jace could have had with other girls. I love a secure female character š«¶š»
Also girl the way he's SO OBSESSED with her! He worships her so hard! I love those kind of male protagonist!!!
There's LOTS of things I love about Clace but I might never finish listing them so let's just cut it here lol
Now about Sizzy... I love that couple because they always seem like such a REAL LIFE couple to me.
Look I'm such a sucker for love at first sight couples like Clace BUT the reason why I love Simon and Izzy is because they are so real about the way their relationship developed.
In real life most people falls in love more than once in life and that's normal and it's okay. You can go through heart break and be hurt but that doesn't mean that you can't fall in love again and it be even MORE stronger than before! Simon represents that so well. He loved Clary so much for many years but then he realized they didn't work like that, and his love transformed into friendship love.
And then he fell in love with Izzy and it was a stronger feeling! This time he knew he belonged with her. That's just like real life is, you can fall in love more than once but it doesnāt mean that your previous love was less valid.
And Izzy is such an amazing character, she was the one that taught teenage me that you can wear makeup, dresses and high hills AND STILL KICK ASSES while doing so!
I think she's such a brave character because she carried the pain of her father's betrayal on her mom for so long... But she overcame it and she was brave enough to open up her heart to Simon. This comes from someone who went through something similar at a similar age and believe me, I KNOW by first hand how brave and strong Izzy had to be to let herself trust someone else with her heart. Sheās so special to me.
And she opened her heart to Simon TWICE! They are a couple that went through a LOT and it makes me so happy to know that they are engaged now ā„ļø
#ask#clace#clary fairchild#jace herondale#clary fray#jace wayland#jace lightwood#Jace lightwood herondale#sizzy#izzy lightwood#isabelle lightwood#simon lewis#simon lovelace#tmi#the mortal instruments#tsc#the shadowhunter chronicles#cds#vierssherondale
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The Elephant in the Room: Matthew is the only one who knows about Jessa (Theory)
I believe that Matthew is the only one of that generation who knows that Herongraystairs is a, uh, arrangement between three people, and that Jem and Tessa remained having feelings for each other even while Will and Tessa were married. I do not think James and Lucie and Cordelia and the rest of the gang know.
After finishing Chain of Thorns and personally being of the opinion we needed more love triangle content instead of less, this scene at the end of Chain of Gold has gobsmacked me in retrospect. This is during James and Cordeliaās engagement party and itās in Magnusā POV. Magnus has caught on to the fact that Matthew secretly loves Cordelia.
Magnus cleared his throat. "I see why my waistcoats cannot hold your attention, Fairchild. I've been where you are. Wanting what you can't have will only rip your heart apart." Matthew spoke in a low voice. "It would be one thing if James loved her. I would go into the quiet dark like Jem did and never speak of her again. But he doesnāt love her.ā āWhat?" Magnus was unpleasantly startled.
This is the first and only instance of a mention in The Last Hours of the fact that Jem and Tessa ever had or still do have romantic feelings for each other, and that Will was the one of the two of them who "got the girl". I do not believe Lucie, Cordelia, or James know of the true events of Clockwork Princess or the reality of Herongraystairs. Let me enumerate some reasons why:
This is the first and only instance in TLH of Jem and Tessaās feelings for each other being acknowledged by any character, despite Wessa being happily married. This is only one of the only instances of us being reminded of Jemās past as a Shadowhunter in the series. Note the laļæ¼ck of āUncle Jemā. Heās just talking about our Jem. Magnus gets startled by everything Matthew has just said. It's clear they're also speaking strictly in confidence.
In ChoT, we have two parabatai who are in love with the same woman, and said woman has feelings for both of them. Yet not once in ChoT throughout that whole love triangle drama do Lucie, James or Cordelia or anyone even liken their own situation to the near-identical version of it that happened between Herongraystairs. They treat the idea of two best friends loving the same woman and said woman having feelings for both of them in return as something alien. Because they donāt know it even happened before.
And what's also weird in ChoT is that Tessa had pulled Cordelia aside in the carriage to ask her if everything was "okay" with her and James, but also if everything was āokayā with her and Matthew. Yet Tessa doesn't even ever allude to having been in a similar situation to the one Cordelia was in. It's obvious that Will and Tessa know that Cordelia had feelings for Matthew and that something went down in Paris between them, and yet Will said nothing to James about being in that very specific situation. Because James doesnāt know.
We get so many instances of James and Lucie talking about Will and Jem being the best of parabatai, and also many instances of them musing about Will and Tessa and their parentsā love. Yet not once did James ever even think to ask his favorite Uncle Jem for any advice about "hey, what do you do when you and your parabatai love the same woman?ā, the same Uncle Jem that he goes to when he needs advice about any and every thing. Itās not knowledge to them that Jessa was ever a thing, or a serious thing.
Blackfriars Bridge was absolutely happening throughout TLH, yet not once do James or Lucie even think of or acknowledge that their mother and Uncle Jem were meeting once a year for their whole lifetimes at the same spot in London, and without Will. Seems like the kind of thing youād at least passively think about if you'd had the knowledge. They donāt know.
In ChoT, Will tells the story of how he rescued Tessa from Mortmain in Wales and he alludes to the events of Clockwork Princess a lot in TLH. He absolutely never mentions that it was at that point in the story that he had "broken up" Jessa and that it rested on the fact that Jem also was very, very close to death. He never tells the story factoring in Jem as āthe other manā at all. Likewise, in ChoG, both Lucie and James laugh at the Lightworm story a couple times, yet neither of them mention they know that it happened when Tessa was about to marryā¦ Jem, and not their own father.
What sealed the deal in ChoT for me: "It was something James loved about his father, but it also meant he could not approach him to talk about Matthew and Cordolia. James was sure Will had never been angry with Jem in his life". James doesnāt know that there were, uh, conflicts between Will and Jem, because he doesnāt even know the context behind those, uh, conflicts that he doesnāt know about. He is clueless.
Hereās why I think itās a secret, why only Matthew knows, and what the implications are:
Tessa would be ruined as a woman, as @amchara pointed out, if the information was known. Eugenia had an understanding with that one irrelevant douchebag, and her reputation has suffered for it incessantly since the understanding was broken off. Tessa had, uh, more than just an understanding with Jem. Lol. She already has a demonic heritage. Iām certain if the Clave knew sheād once had a thing with her husbandās parabatai-turned-Brother Zachariah in addition to being the daughter of a Prince of Hell, sheād be presque-crucified for it.
We simply donāt get Matthew POVs. Thatās probably intentional as it relates to issues like this. He clearly knows about Jessa and the Jessa business. He was the first person that knew that Cordelia was in love with James all along. According to Cordelia in ChoT Ch24, she was sure Matthew knew something had āchangedā between her and James. Matthew was also like, the first of the gang to hate Grace and hate her being with James without even knowing about the gracelet. Matthew had also picked up that James' feelings for Cordelia had āreturnedā or manifested themselves when they broke the gracelet at the end of ChoI. Matthew knows everything, which is impressive, as heās only spent a mere fraction of the series not inebriated.
Matthew sees himself as a Jem figure, which he is in my humble opinion. Matthew told Cordelia in the games room scene (Christmas Party) that he would āwait for herā to change her mind about him. But moreover, heās the one who coined the infamous ālove is a creeping vineā phrase. That type of slower, more gradual love is very reminiscent of Jem and Tessa (Will and Tessa are more like burning twin flames in love, more like James and Cordelia). Itās also rather interesting that at the end of ChoT, Matthew is leaving London to take himself out of the equation completely, kind of like how Jem simply had to be out of the equation so that Tessa could have both him and Will, just at different times. Matthew thought he could play the long game with Cordelia, in the way Jem was always playing the long game with Tessa.
On the assumption that Matthew knows as much about Herongraystairs as us, Cordelia ending things with him in that āI will never love you the way you deserve to be loved, Matthewā way would have hurt him a lot. Cordelia will never live a lifetime where James will not be in the equation (very different to how Jem and Tessa are), and Matthew knows that.
I donāt know exactly how Matthew knows. Iām absolutely certain he didnāt learn the information he does have from Charlotte or Henry, because that means Charles would have known, and Charles would have absolutely weaponized any sketchy information about Tessa that he could have during the Wessa Witch Hunt episode in ChoT. I donāt believe Magnus said anything to Matthew either. I think Matthewās just sneaky and observant, because he was the first person to notice many, many important things in TLH.
Anyways, the TLH gang donāt actually know everything that happened in TID. Not saying anything is wrong with that. Just saying that I think they have a certain, slightly whitewashed version of events. Thatās fine. Weāll never really know our own parents. But I do think that what the gang knows (or does not know) has shaped the way they see love, trust, and friendship, for better or for worse.
#matthew fairchild#will herondale#tessa gray#jem carstairs#herongraystairs#wessa#jessa#jordelia#james herondale#cordelia carstairs#tlh#the last hours#tid#the infernal devices#the shadowhunter chronicles#tsc#chain of thorns#chot#chain of thorns spoilers#chot spoilers#cassandra clare#cassie clare#chain of iron#chain of gold#tessa herondale#tlh theories#tlh meta#fairstairs
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What is ur personal favourite, hands down recommended reading order? The way you like most, the way that's the most optimal way of reading it? According to you of course (and maybe including extra chapters) ? :))
Key:
Cassie Clare Canon -> If a short story is listed by name, it means I recommend you read it there rather than where I list the rest of the story collection. Or, you know, you could reread the story and have fun ;)
My fanfic
NOT PUBLISHED YET. Indicates a WIP that I am actively working on. I did not list WIPs that I am not actively working on.
My fanfic, but NSFW
@vwritesaus fanfic because I accept all her works as canon and also we share almost every headcanon so they fit in with all the other stuff on this list.
W/T -> Wessa
M -> Matthew
EIR -> Expert in Romantics Series
T/A -> Thomastair
TWLTB -> Together We'll Learn to Breathe Series
J/C -> Herondaisy
Note: I have only included fanfics that are fully canon compliant. I have others as does V, and you should read those too :P But these are just canon and bonus chapters.
TID
When Our Eyes Meet, Darling, I Fancy You
Have I Known You Twenty Seconds or Twenty Years? W/T
Leaves, Cider Donuts, and William Herondale W/T
Happy Birthday, My Tess W/T
Tale as Old as Time W/T
The Howling Wind W/T
My Hips and Thighs and Whispered Sighs (Oh Lord) W/T
The Whitechapel Fiend
A Tale of a Great Behemoth W/T
Nothing But Shadows
Cast Long Shadows
Come Feel This Magic I've Been Feeling Since I Met You T/A
Every Exquisite Thing
A Combination of Shock and Awe M
The Midnight Heir
The Penultimate Hours
Chain of Gold
Empty Bottles, Heavy Hearts, the Memories of Broken Dreams T & Lily
The Letter Game
Part-Time Soulmate, Full-Time Problem T/A
Chain of Iron
Chain of Thorns
Daisy, My Daisy... J/C
breathe T/A
Enouement J/C
Chrysalism T/A
Can We Dance Through an Avalanche? T/A
Serindipity Ari/Anna NOT PUBLISHED YET.
Adronitis NOT PUBLISHED YET.
A Therapeutic Chain of Events T/A TWLTB
The Closet Game A & C
The Golden Age of Something Good and Right and Real T/A
Butterflies J/C
Prices & Vices (I End Up in Crisis) M & A
Your Flower's Filled With Vitriol M & A
In the Gutter, Looking at the Stars M & A
The Name We Give Our Mistakes M
Summer Went Away (Still the Yearning Stays) M
Love Thorns All Over This Rose J/C
You Drew Scars Around My Stars T/A TWLTB
Passed Down Like Folk Songs (The Love Lasts So Long) T/A
Taffy Stuck and Tongue Tied A & Grace
It's a Love Story (Baby Just Say Yes) J/C
Soul to the Universe (Wings to the Mind) J/C, T/A, M
I Can See You (Up Against a Wall With Me) J/C
Across our Great Divide There Is a Glorious Sunrise M
Fourty-Eight M
Dreamscapes on the Wall T/A
I'm a Fire and I'll Keep Your Brittle Heart Warm T/A
The Diaries of Sir Thomas Lightwood, Age 14 T/A
what's in a kiss (by any other touch would feel just as sweet) T/A
A Troublesome Tale of Truffles & Trifles T/A
Religion in Your Lips (the Altar Is My Hips) T/A
A Dazzling Haze, A Mysterious Way About You T/A
Seeking Lapsang Souchang J/C
The Crown You Never Take Off T/A
Closets of Backlogged Dreams T/A
dear christopher T/A
Life Is Not Complex (We Are Complex) M EIR Eugenia/OC
The Cheap Severity of Abstract Ethics M & T/A
Walk, Walk, Fashion Baby M & T
Got Me Right Where You Want Me, Baby (Could I Be More Obvious?) T/A
More Than Anything: A Thomas and Alastair Drabble Collection T/A
The Besotted Couple's Guide to Half-Baked Mistakes J/C
Privacy Sign on the Whole World J/C
Until the Stars Burn Out: A James and Cordelia Drabble Collection J/C
Flying in a Dream, Stars By the Pocketful T/A
Twenty Minutes T/A
hygge T/A
Like a Candle You Burnt Out T/A
Christmas on the Balcony W/T
The Surprise T/A & C
i'm only me when i'm with you J/C
Every Tear's a Rain Parade From Hell T/A TWLTB
A Dwindling Mercurial High T/A TWLTB
Bloodsucker, Famefucker T/A TWLTB
Baby You Got Lucky Cause You're Rockin With the Best T/A
Is This the End of All the Endings? (My Broken Bones Are Mending) T/A
Dinner in the Dark T/A
For One Moment, Our Lives Met (Our Souls Touched) M EIR Ragnor/Catarina
Fashion Is Ephemeral (Art Is Eternal) Matthew EIR T/A
A Little Sincerity (A Dangerous Thing) M EIR Risa/OC
The Moon in Her Chariot of Pearl M EIR T/A
Days Future: Paris 1912 T/A
A Ribbon of Dream T/A
Kaleidoscope of Loud Heartbeats Under Coats T/A
Moonlight Sonata and I T/A
Connecting the Tide to the Sand That Was Dry T/A
Love on Ice T/A
portrait of a dissipated parisian T/A
Time, Mystical Time M
TMI 1-4
The Red Scrolls of Magic
TMI 5-6
Tales From the Shadowhunter Academy
The Bane Chronicles
TDA, if you absolutely must, but I usually recommend people don't waste their time.
Ghosts of the Shadow Market
The Lost Book of the White
Sentimental Boy Is My Nom de Plume W/T
This Beautiful Beast M T/A and Kit H
TWP
#emmalovesfitzloved reading order#please just save this post or track that tag#so i dont have to do this again lol it takes like an hour#i'll update it though#elfl#ask
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rank the Shadowhunter couples from best to idc about them and why?
Amazing!!! And I will probably get hate š¤£š¤£š¤£
1. KitTy - what a surprise huh?! But you could tell š¤£ and I actually explained it in my last post!
2. Herongraystairs - YES, I AM NOT DIVIDING IT AS WESSA AND JESSA BECAUSE THEY BELONG TOGETHER, change my mind (YOU CAN'T) This was the first time in my entire life when I read a book and couldn't decide which love interest I prefer, so I just didn't š I can't believe how cc wrote them so perfectly, truly peak
3. Thomastair - I had a hard time deciding if they are nr 3 or 4 but I feel like I prefer them slightly more than nr 4 BECAUSE Alastair is so incredibly brave. After all that happened with his father, he still did everything to protect Cordelia and Sona. His character development is one of the best in the whole tsc. And Thomas my sweet summer child š his kindness is out of this world. TO THIS DAY I remember those fucking Paris dates šššš
4. Malec - Cc can really write her mlm couples. Their devotion to each other š„ŗ I will forever remember that Alec was the first shadowhunter Magnus ever dated because well he was a Downworlder but Alec saw so much more in him š ok I'm gonna keep this short cause it will take me forever to answer š¤£
5. Gracetopher - YES I KNOW IT DIDN'T HAPPEN BUT IT HAPPENED IN MY HEART. In my mind my little asexual genius couple live happily ok? Grace is such a misunderstood character, she's a child of abuse, she was made to do so many bad things, manipulated as hell but she still wanted to change and be good. And Christopher ššššššš MY POOKIE I CAN'T SPEAK ABOUT HIM CAUSE I'M GONNA CRY
6. Jordelia - Cordelia was, is and always will be THE bad bitch. The ending of chain of gold when she told EVERYONE that she and James were fucking? ICOOONIC. But she's the bravest baby ever. James is this cute and gentle young man but in reality he will kill you š they complete each other PERFECTLY, the tension between them in chain of iron changed me as a person, I will never be the same. ALTHOUGH they would be so much higher if not for chain of thorns... Like... This book just destroyed so many things I can't ā ļø
7. Blackstairs - The tension between them when Emma was "dating" Mark, oh good god glorious. You know, Julian actually reminds me so much of James but he's SO MUCH MORE DISASTROUS, he's a fucking menace and I love that. His sexy brain did things to me š Emma, my second bad bitch (I guess Cortana wielders are all that way) killing a Rider of Mannan??? I'm a goner for girl fighters. MY NEXT JACE HERONDALE. Julian will forever need Emma and Emma will forever need Julian š
8. Markkierantina - My poly cuties š„ŗ it was the same as with herongraystairs, I couldn't decide if I want Mark with Cristina, Mark with Kieran or Kieran with Cristina, but cc corrected her mistake with herongraystairs and made them all smash. Amazing. Cristina was a key to make Mark and Kieran's relationship work, that's all I'm gonna say
9. Clace - That will probably surprise some of you but I kinda lost this clace magic along the way of reading tsc. I absolutely love them as characters and Jace is one of the funniest bitches. Idk, I don't feel it as much as I used to. But well I was 13 when I read tmi and now I'm 23 so š¤£ I still remember that 4-6 tmi books broke me emotionally so I have this great sentiment for Clace but we have many more couples that I love more š„ŗ
10. AriAnna - I fell in love with them when I read gotsm and I rooted for them SO HARD in cog and coi, I couldn't get enough of that tension. And then cot happened.... It felt like cc just decided to drop them, gave them an easy ending just to get rid of them... So I was greatly disappointed. And I know that if not for cot they would be higher
11. LucieJessie - Honesty (and I say this with great sadness) I was bored reading their story in cog and coi, they were just so bland to me, I don't know š BUT cot made everything change. When Jessie came back to life he was SO FUN TO READ I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT!! I loved them and I'm sad that it wasn't like that from the beginning
12. Sizzy - I know, I know. But I never felt them š I mean, yes I love them together and I love their characters but I don't see the magic ššš I WANT TO
13. GwynDiana - Oh they were SO IMPORTANT TO ME š I adored every minute but they didn't have much chapters so š«
14. GideonSophie - Honestly I read tid years ago and I don't remember shit, I know that I liked them and Gideon was a babe to her š
15. CecilyGabriel - Same as 14, I don't remember shit, but I know I liked them less than Gideon and Sophie š
I hope I didn't forget about anyone!!
#cassandra clare#the wicked powers#kit herondale#the shadowhunter chronicles#ty blackthorn#tsc#twp#the dark artifices#malec#jordelia#clace#mark kieran cristina#thomastair#sizzy#herongraystairs#gracetopher#blackstairs#luciejesse
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Tweety's Intro
Hi! I'm Tweety (she/her)! (prev. luciehercndale)
I writeĀ and IĀ make book editsĀ :)
the replies to my asks are here:Ā #posta (I love getting asks!š)
@purplebass-writes is my writing sideblog
my main fandoms are tsc and shades of magic, but I also like fantasy, classic lit, romance, humanities and more
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My A03 profile is purplebass and below you can find the links to fan fic ships collections, in case you are looking for a specific couple :) Shades of Magic: kellila āø drabble collection āøm/e one shot collection TSC: blackdale āø gabrily āø gracetopher āø jordelia āø thomastair āø wessa
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Tumblr Links to fan fics (More links to fics are in the reblogs). (masterpost #1 is here)
THE SHADOWHUNTER CHRONICLES
Gabrily š”ļø
1. Tonight is Gonna Be the Loneliest (CoT Missing Scene)
2 . Someday, Somehow (feat Wessa)
3. Lights Out (R-rated version on A03 + Follow Up fic Lights On only on A03 for rating reasons)
Ghostwriter š»āš»
1. The Most Beautiful Flower (Wedding Night E/M Rating)
2. Three Years and Counting (Ghostwriter Fest 2023)
3. Hold it Together (CoT Rewrite - Post Ch.26)
4. For the Ghost that I Used to be
5. Farewell, Farewell! One Kiss and I'll Descend
6. True Love Stories Never Have Endings (feat Blackstairs)
7. When Life Gives You Onions
8. Late Night, Early Morning
9. Center of Attention
Gracetopher š¬āļø
1. The Sound of Silence (CoT Post Ch. 26 Rewrite)
2. Happiness Was Itself A Chemical Reaction
Jordelia āļø
1. The Tickle
Lucelia āļøāļø
1. For the Sake of Research (feat Jordelia/Ghostwriter)
Thomastair š¼š§
1. Deal With It
2. You Know Me Well, My Love
3. The New Guy With A Gentle Smile (Pre Canon)
4. Beginner's Luck and All of That (R-rated)
5. To Grow as Strong as that Cherry Three
6. Brave the Storm
Wessa š
1. A Different Kind of Music (R-rated)
2. To Beard or Not to Beard
3. Make you Feel my Love
Platonic pairings (friendships, siblings, parents, etc.) š·
1. The Element of Surprise (Matthew + Alastair and Thomas)
2. (Pre- TID Will, Jem, etc.) We Hunt Demons, Not Monkeys
3. (Matthew and Alastair friendship) Desperate Times Call for Desperate Measures
4. (Pre-TLH Jesse and Grace) But If you Sing
5. (Jesse and Grace CoT Missing Scene) What Went Down
6. (Will and Jesse) Hope Never Fades
7. (Tessa and Lucie) A Gift or a Curse
8. (CoT Rewrite - Grace kills Tatiana) Five
SHADES OF MAGIC - THREADS OF POWER
Kelila š”ļøš©ø Spotify Playlist (Songs that make me think about them)
1. Fit Like a Glove (Kellila bday date)
2. A Fantasy (E-rating)
3. A Promise of a Brighter Future (Missing Scene, Threads Spoilers)
4. The Scent of the Night
5. Kiss it Better (E-rating)
#tsc#tsc fan fiction#gabrily#ghostwriter#blackdale#jordelia#lucelia#thomastair#wessa#matthew fairchild#gracetopher#adsom#kellila#shades of magic
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Chot spoilers we all knew were coming
Yes, I haven't read chot yet and yes, I hoped this wouldn't happen, but yes, spoilers confirmed that this happened...
So, I'm already disappointed...
Let's start from the beginning.
I'm gonna be honest, I never liked Matthew from his very first appearance in Tales of the shadow market. Yes, his story is tragic and pity, but the way he choose to deal with it made him absolutely unlikable for me. Love and loyalty for James was his only redeemable quality (for me).
And I could totally deal with the fact that he fell in love with Cordelia (after years of unrequited love for Lucie), but I was hoping we won't go that road...of full on love triangle (especially, when it's obvious for everybody that Jordelia is the Endgame, so you don't split between two guys like in Wessa/Jessa case, instead Matt just becomes annoying obstacle), I hoped he will keep himself in hand, that he won't take the moves... That would make him noble and the relationship of him and Jamie, James and Daisy, Matt and Cordelia would stay pure...
But looks like only HeronGrayStairs can be such high standard of self-sacrifice, purity of feelings and undivided understanding...
looks like Cassie choose to make Matt blind to James' feelings for Daisy, I mean, yeah, he thinks Jamie obsessed with Grace, but if he himself wasn't obsessed with his own tragedy (swimming in it, drowning in it, made everything in his life spinning around it) and looked closely around he could see his (Jamie's) true feelings (Magnus saw it), and thought a little and didn't forget how Grace manipulated him (Matt) to kiss her against his will and realised she does it somehow with James too... but he ignored it
And, also the whole situation : in 1903 you took married woman to Paris, your best friend's wife... This already looks bad. And you know she loves him, her husband, your best friend... wtf? This could be handled more original, I thought.
But, according to spoilers, No...
So, it makes me not liking Matthew even more... Thank you very much, Cassie
Maybe Cass decided that it's James' turn to fight for Daisy's love... Only, she actually didn't do anything to fight for his love with Grace, she just was herself (and poor James couldn't afford to himself even that) and she's lucky that he for all those years kept his feelings for her underneath that ā½huĀ¢kĀ”n' bracelet's spell, and accidentally, due to circumstances, married him. And, after everything he went through by his willpower and love for her, HE got to proof himself? I know it's romanticized that a man should chase and conquer, to provide and proof himself... But that's double standards bullshit against the backdrop of author tries to adhere in her works to the modern canons of equality and other trendy agendas, in opposition to "the moral and ethical prejudices of those times" and all that jazz... But maybe I'm digging too deep... sorry not sorry... I'm just pissed off... beforehand...
And knowing about certain death, which I'm trying to deny for now... I remember Cassie said that on early stages she wanted to end this trilogy even more dark and tragic... Seriously? How dare you, ma'am!!!
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#cot spoilers#chot spoilers#chain of thorns spoilers#cassandra clare#tsc#tlh#chain of thorns#the last hours#the shadowhunter chronicles#james herondale#cordelia carstairs#cordelia herondale#matthew fairchild#grace blackthorn#christopher lightwood#gracelet#jordelia#herondaisy#heronchild#herondales#bookish#books#ya books#ya fantasy#anti fairstairs#anti matthew fairchild#the last hours tlh#cassie clare#shadowhunters#chot
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OKAY OKAY I WANT THEORIES FOR WHAT THE WESSA STORY WILL BE ABOUT
OKAY, THIS IS ME DAYDREAMING.
CC said the story takes place after TID.
I hope it's 50 pages, not 20, FIFTY.
It could be about Tessa's 17th birthday, she's born in January. So her first birthday in England.
TESSA PROPERLY LEARNING HOW TO FIGHT (no offence to Gabriel, but those 3 classes, were not enough).
THEM IN ANOTHER BALCONY MAKING OUT (based on the latest fanart).
Will deconstructing 5 years of old habits/bad manners.
Tessa learning more of her shadowhunter heritage/ Starkweather family.
Will's education to become head of the institute.
Them traveling for a mission (with a chaperon OF COURSE, like Sophie)
Endless possibilities. Do you have theories ?
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Actually it's never said she is surprised to get pregnant, she knows she can as she is aware of Charlotte and Henry actively trying for it more less the same time she had Alexander, as you say is hard to know what is going on, but them nevertalking with each other meanwhile all the other couples do, and the situation of her not living the life she wanted is what makes me think they had strains and was meant to parallel Robert and Maryse, but probably Cassandra didn't find them interesting enought to write so she centered her attention on Will and Tessa
I was wrong, then; I seemed to recall pretty vividly that Alex came as a surprise. Whichever way, I stand my point: thanks to Clare's focus on Wessa, we know next to nothing about any other TID couple, and I wouldn't go as far as to say that Gabrily wouldn't have survived the death of one of their children.
What's certain is that Cecily should have never ended up being a housewife to such a degree, that's for sure.
And, being a writer, I can relate to Clare about not considering all of your characters interesting in an equal way, but interesting or not, if my characters lost a son, I would write about them grieving his death, for Heaven's sake.
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Hi! Since Iāve been on TSC brain rot (again) lately Iāve been revamping/reformatting up my Pinterest boards related to it and also making and adding to some playlists so I thought Iād self plug here, the playlists arenāt anything special but theyāre fun and I am genuinely proud of my (somewhat pathological in set up) pinterest although not all my tsc boards are as detailed as I want them to be. But here they are!:
Tessa pinterest board w Wessa + Jessa + Herongraystairs sections:Ā https://pin.it/75FjUJ3
Tessa playlist:Ā https://spotify.link/fTZ01JDbQDb
Herongraystairs playlist:Ā https://spotify.link/iDcBbeGbQDb
Jem pinterest board w heronstairs section:Ā https://pin.it/5kGH7fa
Julian pinterest board w blackstairs section:Ā https://pin.it/2M7mVRn
Julian playlist:Ā https://spotify.link/txvgM6TbQDb
Emma pinterest board w emtina/rosastairs section:Ā https://pin.it/1o3qzgw
Emma playlist:Ā https://spotify.link/gujbLLWbQDb
Blackstairs playlist:Ā https://spotify.link/Mpby6hYbQDb
Cristina pinterest board w kierarktina section:Ā https://pin.it/7IjiUWg
Magnus pinterest board (this one is really not as detailed as I want it to be/Iāll be doing more work in the future lol):Ā https://pin.it/5LsJp8F
Cordelia playlist:Ā https://spotify.link/ngM3s1WeQDb
TSC pinterest board with sections for different characters dynams aesthetics etc. I might give certain characters like Isabelle Cordelia Grace or Will their own boards later on also I do plan to add and edit more sections all my Pinterest boards are constantly under construction lol:Ā https://pin.it/6GdB0kt characters who currently have sections here are Clary Isabelle Maia Lily Will Charlotte Sophie Cecily Mark Ty Livvy Dru Annabel Kit Diana Helen Aline Cordelia Grace Alastair Lucie Anna and like I said more tba
in case the links donāt work or something Iām ourladyofthetrees on pinterest and blackiris on spotify
#s speaks#the shadowhunter chronicles#tsc#tid#tda#tlh#tmi#tessa gray#jem carstairs#emma carstairs#julian blackthorn#cristina rosales#cordelia carstairs#wessa#jessa#heronstairs#herongraystairs#blackstairs#magnus bane#there are other tags Iām lazy#there is some show inspo baked into the clary Izzy Maia sections because I first made those aesthetics while sh was airing#different songs on the Herongraystairs playlist are more relevant to one or two of the individual ships than others so I might#also make separate playlists for Jessa Wessa heronstairs later and just more playlists in general#the dark artifices#the infernal devices
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anyway hereās my two cents on whoās making the cut for these 10 shadowhunter romance stories!! (See Cassandra Clareās latest announcement about better in black)
tid: idk i feel like this could be a rogue Sophie/gideon or cecily/Gabriel moment. or wessa with jem existing too. who really knows but all of the above i would enjoy <3
tlh: um maybe hopefully plz thomas and Alastair we barely got to see them actually be a couple I feel like so that would be fun. I would also love a luciejesse or herondaisy moment <3
tmi: um well OBVIOUSLY this is what Iām most excited for because i have a normal attatchment to the characters of the mortal instruments. ANYWAY i want sizzys proposal in full detail. we got the clace and the malec ones give them the lovely proposal that i deserve to read. pay them RESPECT. i would also looooove a clace story like any at all. i love and miss them dearly. I would also love a malec story with the kids bc we have literally hardly seen into their family life after they got Rafael but maybe thatās what tec3 is for idk cassandra doesnāt acknowledge its existence. but also if theyāve had two books Iām not exactly sure if sheās writing more about them. DO NOT GET ME WRONG!!! I would loooooove more malec content im not an IDIOT but like idk. but also theyāre fan favorites so i just donāt know. im trying to see into cassandraās mind and itās not working. i would also actually drop dead to the floor and cease to exist if it was centered around the tmi gang as a whole going on a date night all together triple date moment!!! THATS what i want but i think thatās a bit idk itās j not gonna happen. unfortunately for me. whatever ill take what i can get and reread the brunch story. I love the brunch story.
tda: well Cassandraās use of the word throuple makes me assume itās a safe bet to think one of them will be kierarktina but thereās also the delusional thought that sheās talking about herongraystairs. so idk abt that but yeah kierartina. a Diana and Gwyn moment would also be like somewhat shocking but fun and fresh. idk thereās not that many tda couples tbh. emma and Julian already got their moment in sobh and i donāt wanna read about them so Iām hoping itās not them. idk
misc: the thing is i feel like this project is very ambiguous bc the theme is just live and romance so it could be anything like people who were never officially couples. unrequited love is fun. kit and ty moment. but also theyāre the focus of twp so im just not gonna go there and Cassie may not either. i was also thinking abt this and a malcolm and annabelle story would be reallyyy interesting. also they donāt really fit into one specific series but theyāre around in tec,tmi and tda bc theyāre awesome i would LOVE a Helen and aline centered story like tell me about their time on wrangel island because we know next to nothing about that seemingly important place and what the hell goes on there. and helen and aline get fuck all in these books. anyway. thatād be a good time. also like. she said there may be some spice . but like i want love confessions and silly goofy character moments and actual stories not just characters going at it yk. so liek what are the vibes here cassandraā¦
this post got really fucking long for no reason feel free to leave YOUR thoughts on what you want to see in these stories <3
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Welcome!
Hello! This is my fanfiction recommendation blog. The fics in this blog were written by various authors from AO3, Quotev, and Tumblr. If you're looking for fics posted on Wattpad, please go to my Wattpad profile and check out my reading lists.
This blog isn't dedicated to any particular fandom, so don't be fooled by whatever my blog's current theme is. I post what I like. My main criterion to determine whether or not I post a fic here is whether or not I want to reread a fic someday. I'm a simple woman. (This blog is basically my library.)
Most of the fanfictions here are female reader or OC inserts. It's quite rare for me to post character/character fics because it's also rare for me to read character/character fics. Also, most, if not all, ships are straight. If they're supposed to be a gay ship, one of them is probably genderbent. Sorry. If that's not your cup of tea, you're free to click/tap away. Additionally, some fics may include dark content. If you don't know how to define that, maybe you shouldn't be looking at this blog. As always, you're free to leave if you don't like such fics.
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Assassination Classroom | Anatsu Kyoushitsu (ASSCLASS)
Akabane Karma
Avatar: The Last Airbender (ATLA)
Zuko
Avatar: The Legend of Korra (LOK)
Mako
Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes, The (TBOSAS) | The Hunger Games (THG)
Coriolanus Snow
Black Butler | Kuroshitsuji (BB)
Alois Trancy Ciel Phantomhive Sebastian Michaelis
BTS
Kim Namjoon Kim Seokjin Min Yoongi Jung Hoseok Park Jimin Kim Taehyung Jeon Jungkook
Bungou Stray Dogs (BSD)
Dazai Osamu
DC
Batfamily & Batsis Bruce Wayne Damian Wayne Damian Wayne / Mar'i Grayson (Demonfire) Dick Grayson Jason Todd Kaldur'ahm Kyle Rayner Roy Harper
Death is the Only Ending for a Villainess | Villains are Destined to Die
Penelope Eckhart | Cha Siyeon / Callisto Regulus (Calliope)
Folk of the Air, The (TFOTA)
Jude Duarte / Cardan Greenbriar (Jurdan)
Genshin Impact (GI)
Diluc Ragnvindr
Haikyuu!!
Akaashi Keiji Bokuto Koutarou Hinata Shouyou Hoshiumu Kourai Iwaizumi Hajime Kozume Kenma Kuroo Tetsurou Meian Shuugo Miya Atsumu Miya Osamu Oikawa Tooru Sakusa Kiyoomi Sawamura Daichi Sugawara Koushi Suna Rintarou Tsukishima Kei Ushijima Wakatoshi
Harry Potter (HP) | Marauders
Draco Malfoy Draco Malfoy / Hermione Granger (Dramione) Female Harry Potter / Draco Malfoy (Drarry) James Potter James Potter / Female Regulus Black (Jegulus) Regulus Black Remus Lupin Sirius Black
Harry Potter: Magic Awakened (HPMA)
Daniel Page
Hogwarts Legacy (HPHL)
Ominis Gaunt Sebastian Sallow
Honkai: Star Rail (HSR)
Dan Heng / Stelle (Danstelle)
How to Train You Dragon (HTTYD)
Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III
Jujutsu Kaisen (JJK)
Fushiguro Megumi Fushiguro Toji Getou Suguru Gojo Satoru Ieiri Shoko Itadori Yuuji Kugisaki Nobara Kamo Chousou Nanami Kento Ryoumen Sukuna
Little Women
Theodore "Laurie" Laurence
Love and Deepspace
Sylus
Marvel | Marvel Cinematic Universe (MCU)
Bucky Barnes Loki Peter Parker
Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug and Chat Noir (MLB)
Adrien Agreste
My Hero Academia | Boku no Hero Academia (MHA | BNHA)
Amajiki Tamaki Bakugou Katsuki Shinsou Hitoshi Takami Keigo Todoroki Shouto Todoroki Touya | Dabi
Night Manager, The
Jonathan Pine
Percy Jackson and the Olympians (PJO) | Riordanverse | Heroes of Olympus (HOO)
Apollo / Female Percy Jackson (Perpollo) Female Percy Jackson Percy Jackson
Sailor Moon | Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon (PGSM) | Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon (BSSM)
Chiba Mamoru / Tsukino Usagi (Usamamo)
Shadowhunter Chronicles, The (TSC)
Jem Carstairs / Tessa Gray (Jessa) Jem Carstairs / Tessa Gray / Will Herondale (Herongraystairs) Tessa Gray / Will Herondale (Wessa)
SPY x FAMILY (SXF)
Loid Forger | Twilight / Yor Briar Forger | Thorn Princess (Twiyor)
Tears of Themis (TOT)
Artem Wing Luke Pearce Marius von Hagen Vyn Richter
Tokyo Revengers (TOKREV)
Akashi Takeomi Haitani Ran Haitani Rindou Hanemiya Kazutora Kakuchou Kokonoi Hajime Sano "Mikey" Manjirou Sanzu Haruchiyo
TOMORROW X TOGETHER (TXT)
Choi Yeonjun
Twisted Wonderland (TWST)
Ace Trappola Azul Ashengrotto Cater Diamond Deuce Spade Epel Felmier Floyd Leech Idia Shroud Jack Howl Jade Leech Jamil Viper Kalim Al-Asim Leona Kingscholar Lilia Vanrouge Malleus Draconia Riddle Rosehearts Rook Hunt Ruggie Bucchi Sebek Zigvolt Silver Trey Clover Vil Schoenheit
Umbrella Academy, The (TUA)
Five Hargreeves
Wonka
Willy Wonka
There are more fics of certain fandoms and there are more fics of certain characters. Nonetheless, as long as they're listed above, there's at least one (1) fanfiction of them in here somewhere.
Happy reading! <3
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Tell me your thoughts on Thomastair, Herondaisy, Wessa, Sophideon, Sizzy? I am wishing to discuss them. You don't need to if you don't want to. You can send me a list too!!! Omg that would be so fun.
I think I probably have more Sizzy related headcanons than the others since theyāre in a big chunk of the canon Catarina shows up in, but I do like the other ships too
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I'm posting this mostly for @emmalovesfitzloved, who I'm chatting with about content production privately. (She is LOVELY btw and never pressures me. I adore her and you should too.)
I'm specifically posting this instead of sending it as an ask because I write fic and I want people to understand why I put out Wessa fic so rarely and why it feels so half-hearted compared to others. I feel like I get tons of requests for Wessa and only follow up on them like a quarter of the time. I'm sorry, I feel guilty about it, and I feel like I owe an explaination.
The thing about Wessa for me is that I love them very much and do in fact enjoy writing them when the mood strikes me. However, in all cases, my love for Wessa always coexists with this bitterness and sadness over how their story was handled in the TSC canon. Thinking about it is tiring.
This means that writing Wessa fics inspires joy, yes, but it also makes me feel really upset and drained after writing them. Because I wonder why Cassie couldn't focus on them, why they're constantly pushed to the side, and why I have to essentially twist their entire story to make it into what I like. Why I have to produce everything for them beyond TID, and why the other guy gets to have all this fluffy content that's exactly what I want for Wessa.
So writing Wessa is deadass draining. Like, I'm in bed early that night if I write a Wessa fic, even if it's a fun little oneshot that's exactly what I want to see for them. This is why it often takes me a really long time to answer Wessa-related asks as well. Producing content hurts in some core way that I just can't handle frequently.
This isn't to say that I don't think about them a lot or have tons of headcanons for them - I do. I enjoy thinking about them - I have a Wessa tattoo that I've never once regrtted! - but I don't like to ruminate on them, and fics necessarily require a lot of rumination.
On the other hand, I love to ruminate on the TLH group because that rumination is a source of great joy. I have no bitterness or sadness in terms of anything in TLH, and thinking about the series makes me giddy. I can easily stay up all night writing a Matthew or Thomastair or Herondaisy fic, and thinking about the other characters/ships, especially in relation to my blorbos, also puts me in a really good mood.
So this means that I can churn out a LOT of TLH content really, really happily. I love the way the canon was handled, and I feel like I'm producing love letters to the TLH canon. Working, in a lot of ways, with Cassie (who I respect deeply) to continue her story and expand on her world. Whereas with Wessa I feel like my fics are fueled by a lot of hurt that I need to channel, and I feel like I'm fighting the canon and combatting the author that I call my role model.
This is, of course, a bit of a self-fulfilling prophecy. I want Wessa content I enjoy; I wait for Cassie to publish it; Wessa never gets jack shit but when it eventually does I almost never enjoy it; I become more upset; it becomes nearly impossible for me to produce the content I enjoy. There's no content I enjoy because I failed to produce it, and producing it's hard, so I wait for Cassie to publish it; Wessa never gets -
You get it. It sucks.
But that's it.
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