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Me, eating glass: only one more week
#cookie speaks#GODDDD#I WANT JT TO BE OVER!!!#tests tomorrow#two clinicals#one paper#it’s doable#then I get my break#sigh#I’m getting TWO massages
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I've said it before but Molten being a kind of wasted potential character while frustrating allows me to do A Lot to fill in some blanks but like as tldr of it is i think they're a parallel of Ennard hivemind wise
#i think of them as like#the opposite of ennard#i think theyre horrifically codependent#they dont want to unmerge the thought of jt is sickening when its been so long#and theyve been through so much together#and freddy might be the literal only thing holding them together jf you consider foxy and ballora#dead-ish or inactive by ffps#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#molten freddy#i think they care for each other deeply idgaf what anyone says they kicked out Baby and didnt mjnd Freddy taking over they love each other#in some way#platonically or smth else
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If anyone makes the argument in season 5 that Byler won't happen (bc they don't want it to) because Will has gotten over Mike so he doesn't reciprocate his feelings anymore, I will laugh my fucking ass off.
#i'm entertained now just thinking about it bc i can totally see jt#NO BUT THE TWO BOYS WON'T KISS SEE BECAUSE IT'S A ROMANTIC TRAGEDY ABOUT BAD TIMING#NO- NO- WILL GOT OVER MIKE BECAUSE IT'S BEEN SO LONG SO MIKE HAS FEELINGS FOR HIM NOW BUT WILL DOESN'T ANYMORE#MAYBE HE LIKES *ANY RANDOM* BOY INSTEAD OR MAYBE HE WILL WE DON'T KNOW#(this is about the homophobes not the milkvans ftr)#but it's the fact that i can totally see it and read the desperation for queer people not to be hapoy#as many queer people as you want fine but they are required to be miserable#'vickie dies and will gets over mike s5' like the vividness with which i can picture this argument#just speaks to how stupid the arguments are now#stranger things#byler
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I think regardless of the situation red would be really stressed out by being given gifts if he's expected to open and react to them in front of others. He has the flat affect of all time and the added stress of knowing people want him to react a certain way just makes it worse.
Many ppl without flat affect already struggle to seem excited enough about things they're given but for someone like red who doesn't really outwardly react to most things it's truly dreadful. He can't stand the entire interaction of being expected to react a certain way knowing people will and often do see him as rude when he doesn't.
The only people he doesn't feel horrifically stressed about this around are like. His mom and green and leaf. Because they are familiar enough with him and know what kind of things he likes and don't make him feel so pressured to behave a certain way.
I think there would be some other ppl who sort of understand and try not to make him feel pressed about these things but red is a bit reclusive by nature so even then he can only feel totally comfortable around a few people. He sees and appreciates the effort unfortunately this is just his cross to bear.
#the johtrio assumedly come to understand red and try to be supportive but i think the first time one of them gave him something#and he had 0 reaction they started panicking a bit like “sorry do you not like it? i can get you smth else ? sorry :(”#and now red is permanervous about it especially since theyre a few years younger than kantrio ik id feel bad#if ppl younger than me who idolized me and wanted to show their appreciation to me ended up dissapointed and sad over my reaction#hell still accept things it just makes him uncomfortable and he awkwardly says/signs Thank You while looking/feeling like this 😐😥#whenever red is super uncomfortable in situations like this he either inwardly wishes green was here to make jt less awkward#or green Is there to help make it less awkward#red is capable of socializing without green or leaf around. it makes him uncomfortable but as an adult he has the Ability#he just lowkey doesnt want to. hes happy with his 2 friends and the handful of younger trainers hes mostly grown used to having around#its 4am if i made any typos or worded smyh wrong...thats for morning ethan yo fjx#pokemon headcanons#trainer red#green oak#blue oak#leaf mentioned
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乐游原 | Wonderland to Love ° Liu Yuning as Mu Xianhe, E36-37
#乐游原#Wonderland of Love#cdrama#Liu Yuning#character: mu xianhe#just a reclusive magician who happens to be a big foodie#i didnt gif the magic part bc it was too cheesy for me#meowmao gifs#jing tian and a producer jiejie skipped over to visit lyn on the zichuan set#and while jt got to meet her idol and snap a pic#tht jiejie asked him if he wanted to cameo xD
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Sometimes I remember that my whole house was so obsessed with the show Merlin, that we named the first tree we planted in the yard Merlin.
When it was given to us 11 years ago it was hardly a scraggly stick, and now it looks like a giant bush
Artist rendition
#this is the first year it has like!! actual bark!!!#only the middle/ main trunk#I’m so emotional over this tree you guys don’t even know#he won’t stop growing branches on the bottom#so he just looks like a huge bush when leafed out#then another tree we planted the same year looks like a Maple Tree TM#I love all the trees in my yard#every day when it’s warm enough I tell them all they’re doing a great jobs#and one who burnt during a really hot summer didn’t grow for YEARS#but we didn’t give up on it#no sir#we cut off the burnt limb#we kept telling it that it was doing great#and last year!!! it finally started growing new twigs!!#it grew more than like 5 leaves!!!#and this year so far there’s already a LOT of growth!!!!!!#and one tree I got from a childhood best friend like 5 years ago has absolutely taken off#like holy hell#the tree was a sapling from the tree from her backyard#it was my favourite tree growing up#it’s were we were kids together#guys no you don’t get it#we slowly fell out of friendship and then years later she texted me#‘hey you know that one tree you used to love? do you want a sapling from jt otherwise my mom is throwing it in compost.’#‘she thinks you don’t care about this tree anymore but I know you do’#*sobs*#Spoofy tambles
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hows my favorite lesbian celebrity?
TERRIBLE !!!!! my bdiy has been aching eberdya for some reason i am so in pain !!! to fistrcat myself from the pain i have started playing the piano again after teaching myself for about a week a few years ago .. i wsnt 5o rlesrn all of beitney spears somgs on piano thts my only goal
#yoire all LUCKY i am drawing art ... (i am doing this because i enjoy it and it makes me happy)#you should all be THANKING me for doing this everday .. (i choose to draw rveryday because i enjoy it and it makes me happy)#i want to buy a drum set and learn the drums but rhey are so exoensive#ehat do you MEAN jts over £200 ??? for a goos drum kit ??#im POOR !!!
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completing the 2.2 trailblaze mission gives you new daily text messages from aventurine if you have him.. 🥹 so you're Not just left with his scheduled post-suicide-attempt farewells. and it's a really nice conversation too. he plays it off like a game buuuut he loses on purpose every time so really he's just opening up of his own volition
(i'm still alive, and i'm happy about that 🥹 his conversation with acheron really left a profound impact on him oh my godddd)
aventurine... of all people... reaching out and talking so honestly about what happened and how it affected him... and seeing a therapist of sorts (bit of an oversimplification but that's basically what the doctors of chaos do so like). sometimes all you need to start learning how to value your life again is to uhh ..literally get cut in half
#ALSO! MY AVENTURINE STELLE FRIENDSHIPISMS#they're real.#he trusts her quite a lot it would seem huh. despite everything#they have a chance to be friends for realsies now and he seems to actively want that and that makes me so happy#go dumpster diving with her kakavasha. you'll have fun#honkai star rail spoilers#I'M SO GLSD HE'S BACK FOR REAL BTW#i got so excited when i saw him in the fake-out and then he started talking about the ipc's deal and i was like ?#and realized jt wasn't real. and i was miserable#BUT THEN HE'S ACTUALLY FOR REAL BACK 🥹#thank you argenti (??????? god i wish that hadn't been off screen. i bet they had the funniest dynamic in the world)#i think once he and boothill get talking they'll get along. boothill's a pretty amenable guy even though he likes to say hello with his Gun#so that'll be fine#they have a lot in common after all. in terms of the ipc fucking them over forever#i wonder if there will be any other texts from aventurine... guess i'll find out in like 40 minutes when the day refreshes
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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao
#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her#and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that#bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control#AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern#which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have#become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and#then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see#the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then#immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now#hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him#she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women#bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely#fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are#capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the#like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond#or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to#feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe#months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time#its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like#there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she#wouldnt show up and ive been right each time#like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at#them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all#anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it#and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy#and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way#its just AUSHD AUGH#anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore
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Just saw a take saying that jason should have more parallels and similarities with joker and no. Just no. Don't give them ideas...
#like i dont deny it COULD be interesting#but dc would just use it as an excuse to villainize jason#and make him seem like a mass murdering psychopath with no empathy and compassion#(hello most post crisis rh!jason comics)#and also what does it serve???#and they said “and then have bruce look at jason and have his heart broken over the similarities jason has w joker” LIKE?#why do you have to make EVERYTHING about bruce????#if you want to make jasons character more interesting or layered or whatever#WHY THE FUCK IS IT ABOUT BRUCE#this is why jason cant be written well#because everyone focuses on bruce and HIS feelings abt jason#which is the fucking problem :)))#and also what similarity would jason have w joker exactly?#laughing maniacally when a baby dies? be serious please#jason todd#going through the jt tag and having an aneurysm over the bad takes again#:)))
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why can i literally not function at school like i swear i'm trying i just can't focus????
#luc posts#like i take notes but then i get bored and the doodle on the side of my page thst was meant to take 5 seconds took 10 minutes :(#and then im lost and bc im lost i get all fidgety and i keep doodling and then jts just a cycle#if i work for 20 minutes i feel like ive ran a marathon and i have to take a 40 minutes drawing/staring into the distance break#and im gonna fail maths but theres literally nothing i can do no matter what i do I can't focus for over 20 minutes at a time#and then its the end of class and i feel guilty bc oh i didnt do any work :( like i feel bad and i want to fix it but idk whats wrong so ho#can i fix it if i dont know whats wrong with meeeee#ugh#it literally makes me want to cry am i just lazy is that what it is am i literally useless why cant i work#like i was so ahead kf the average grades and i never learnt to study and now ugh i dont know how to function so i just dont#and it doesn't help that my friends are all geniuses#like they complain about their one mark away from full marks and im just like OH MY GOD if i could just focus then i coukd do so well#likr ok i guess i wont mention tjst i failed that test bc yall sre complaining about getting one mark off fukl makrs#likr fuckkkk okay i have so mucb potential why di i waste jt :(((((#i hate school so mucb#i genuinely consider dropping out sometimes like I CANT DO THIS hiw do these peiole di ut how hiw how someone tell me how to function#like these peiole getting top marks withiut eben truijgn and i tyr and i cant fishcis so i fail snd then ufh i want to die#bc its so embarassing i eas like top 10% of the class a few years ago and now i just cant function like how do these peiple do itso#someone explain ot me how oieolem focus and dony get distracted and ginish things kike ugh
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Shrimprat zine teaser <3
#blaseball#Rat Love#Shrimp Chocolate#Hades Tigers#Blaseball zine jam#ohohohohohoo you thought I was only going to make a JT zine???#this chocoholic zine is very vague and incoherent. I don't care look at them they're so cute#I'll link both zines on tumblr when the jam is over but I wanted to put this piece here on its own too <3 <3#you don't need to know anything about blaseball to enjoy looking at these cute girlies <3 <3 <3#art
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i cant do anythunvg
#txt#even if i tell my mom how i feel she doesbt like jt and gets annoyed#im over thinking things or something#sorry for being upset about my cat being sick and telling u how i was depressed my entire life and i really did want to kill myself in#middle school. not just because of school but because of my home yet you just tgink its my dad im mad at#does anyone know if we have compassionate understanding mothers tomorrow or will i gwt lost in time#sui
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11/3/24 worthms
#jt#im doing better than i was when i made this i suppose#this year was really bad for me mentally#i don't want to define a whole year like this but its undoubtedly true#also like over 60% of my ms paint poetry vent whatever bullshit#is me crying about one person who doesn't care about me#i should have realized earlier u would think#ms paint
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honest to god this is about to be what's going to happennext tuesday for my art instructor. sorry you aren't getting shit from me
#still pissed qbout her giving us the actual rundown of the project tuesday and telling us we had the entire#break for thanksgiving to start working on it despite the fact that you aren't supposed to give work over break apparently#and now making it due on tuesday. honestly. as long as I have a D in the class it's fine#I need to make pieces for my portfolio but it's the fact that she thinks the class is being lazy when she literally is giving us next to#nothing in regards kf time to work on our FINAL PROJECTS. and she wants them to be great#sorry ma'am I have a small word or two to say on your course evaluation#and it's also the fact that she's a student as well. not a professor. SHE SHOULD UNDERSTAND ATLEAST SOME NO????#not to mention all of her assignments are extremely vague. like yes jts an art class but#when you write about the stuff you want to see you shouldn't make it sound like a riddle#im just so mad sorry
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its when ur current depression becomes an equal rival to the worst year of ur life that its truly over
#vent#looping the same song i did when i was like 16 for the first time since i was 16. its over.#i hate this like actjally. like actually. but when u say ur depressed and want to kill urself over everything it doesnt feel as serious whe#ots actuslly gotten really bad. and then no one seems to notice . and u wont ask for help or attention and thus cannot and will not blame#anyone for not giving u any. so ur best comfort is just fuckinfn. x reader fics. instesd of anyttingelse#sigh. lying. im sure people uave noticed but we all knoe no ones going to actjally do anything. i wont reach out and neither will u. notrll#i dont know. fuckass purgatory of wanting to isolate and wanting to be checked on and not feeling cared for bjt knkwing its on U etc etc#my personal and constant hell#and like what cluld anyone reallydo. idk. wharever. i hate myself i hate evrrything in my life i hope a truck hits me#dentist on friday. wish i didnt get anxiety spikes everytime i had to get a cleaning. me and my fuckass dental hygiene and weak teeth#just keep crying and feeling abxious and self loathing all thetime. and then u feel so fucking stupid bc everyone around u has it way harde#and jts like what is my probprm. my life should be so so easy so why is this happening to me menrwlly and emotjoanlly#ihate this. i hate mysrlfnsoabd i hate my life i hate my brain i need to die i neeed to fall putof a window#and dont get me starteddon my envious jealouzpathetic nature. seeing people being smarter and successful and happy and w friends#icant do this dawg. hope i die
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