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treating godspousery like it's some kind of harmful or horrible belief to have is so self-hating and bullying-esque i really have to express that gods want to romance you right now and always. you are worth their time, you are worth their love, you are worth their romance. you make them laugh. you have so much beauty in you and they see that. it's attacking to treat strangers like they are somehow below their god's romantic love.
additionally, you are not less equal than their god-status lovers. put yourself on a pedestal because you have truly earned it.
#baffy talks#godspouse#godspousery#paganblr#helpol#i've been biting down these opinions for TOO LONG MATE#i'm not a godspouse myself but i used to be one and i DESERVED THAT LOVE#I REALLY REALLY DID#and you do too
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Y'all, I am so sorry
#ender speaks#harley sawyer#False Heaven#i tried to stay focused on false heaven#i really really did#but this horrid science man has overtaken me like a plague#making a stupid meme was the best way i could describe it#hope yall dont mind > <;
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yeah so. ok. i cant stay here if its gonna be like this. mutuals dm me and ill give you my discord
#im not doing anything drastic right this second bc i know im upset and thats affecting my decision making#but i really dont think i can stay on tumblr like this.#bg rambles#bg rants#fuck ai#fuck tumblr#i really liked this place man#i really really did
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#lana del rey#without you#scott#i don't think i will ever be 100% sure this is the right decision#i try to see the future but i can't#i just imagine what we could potentially have together and it kills me that i need to throw that away#i really don't want to do this#but i know i have to and that it's the right thing#i wish things never changed between us#i wish you could've been the one#i wanted it to be you#i really really did#i'm sorry scott#i'm so fucking sorry
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well i don't know if it's just me and my own brain or if its absolutely tiktok being the most sensitive people who overhype fucking everything, but i watched the "most difficult, gut-wrenching, hardest documentary anyone has ever had to watch" Dear Zachary and...well, i did not have the same reaction as most people say they've had. Not like in an edgelord way, obviously it's sad but idk man, the only thing i kept thinking the ENTIRE time was "how the fuck did this guy know so many people??"
#personal#i didnt cry and i really wanted to feel affected#i really really did#but it was just kinda...#whispers#i was kinda bored through the majority of it#dear zachary
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#and one more thing#it was so nice to be in full theaters for a change#as much as i do love having space for myself#i really did miss the feeling of sharing pop cultural moments with people at the cinema#i really really did#and i kinda thought that it had been irreversibly lost after the pandemic#but it’s not#and barbenheimer is really to thank for that 🫡
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guess I really, REALLY liked Omori, huh...
#i really really did#add em to the collection#omori#one of the best games i've played in the last decade#no hyperbole#omocat#jrpg#earthbound#mother#hashtags galore
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my contribution to this trend🙇
#I really like that second one#puppy coded#my art#jayvik#arcane#jayce talis#viktor arcane#fanart#arcane fanart#illustration#art#Viktor I did you so dirty my bad ily tho
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WAIT
I JUST REMEMBERED HEARING AN ELON MUSK QUOTE WHERE HE TALKS ABOUT HOW HE BELIEVES CHESS IS "TOO SIMPLE" OR WHATEVER AND HE SAID HIS FAVORITE GAME WAS A GAME CALLED "POLYTOPIA"
I JUST REMEMBERED THAT IVE PLAYED POLYTOPIA
It being Elon's favorite game (or at least one so important to him that his biographer dedicates a lot of time to it) is.....really really funny.
Basically, imagine Civilization, but as a mobile game. So like if Civilization Revolution was even more dumbed down (that's a Civilization insult. That's devastating. It's devastated right now). For what it's worth, it's not a bad game. On the contrary, from what I could tell in the little bit of time I played it, it's a perfectly competent game with good design. But it's not a deep game by any means. I played through it once, won easily on my first go, then saw that the other playable characters had barely any differences between them.
Like, not to imply you can judge a book by its cover, but here's what it looks like

I came across an article by Dave Karpf discussing this exact thing, and I think it describes it wonderfully
#i didnt link the article itself because its substack and i dont fuck with substack#but i did want to at least provide credit to the author because it was very well written#anyway i think about elon describing chess with the phrase 'no fog of war...no technology tree'#honestly it just reads like someone who really likes Polytopia and wishes every game were polytopia#it would be like me complaining chess doesnt have passive relics randomized paths and deckbuilding#slay the spire addresses these limitations
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Just Checking In! (aka Something About Red Triangles)
#well its 5 am but i DID IT#sorry i just thought about how bill turns red when hes mad and had a Vision#i actually really love how this came out. maybe i AM a good artist sometimes#doc talks#my art#bill cipher#gravity falls#the book of bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#book of bill spoilers#gravity falls spoilers#the axolotl#undescribed
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it's extremely critical that you see the photo of the perp walk for luigi mangione as being propaganda. i've seen so many people wave it off and instead fawn over his looks. and trust me, i know it ended up being kind of pathetic and weird - but please don't brush it off as a "modelling opportunity" for him. it's a fucking terrifying message the police are sending.
i want to make a few comparisons here, in case you're not from the US or familiar with why the perp walk thing is something to pay attention to. just to set the groundwork for why this is a purposeful, unusual, and cruel act by the nyc police - for why this is not a common occurrence and for why that matters.
the prosecution alleges the show of force is due to the charge of "terrorism." for comparison, in june 2015, tsarnaev was found guilty for the boston marathon bombing, which killed 3 people and injured hundreds. his actions are considered to be an act of domestic terrorism. i have spent the last hour looking through google for pictures of similar to mangione's perp walk - and so far, i have found zero. i also just do not personally remember a moment like that, despite living in boston at the time.
they allege that luigi is a stone-cold killer who carried out a longterm plan, making him particularly dangerous. again for comparison: in nyc, recently cory martin was found guilty of the killing of brandy odom. the murder was planned and premeditated to steal insurance money. and yet no staged perp walk. why didn't her life matter enough for a "show of force"?
but mangione gets paraded by a veritable army of police officers as if he is a rabid animal. for a single citizen who allegedly killed one other single citizen, the "largest perp walk ever" occurs.
so what is the "strong message" that the mayor and the police were trying to send here? the mayor speaks as if mangione is already convicted of terrorism. there is a very thin number of people who feel threatened by the CEO's death. none of us felt like mangione needs to be under massive armed guard.
the message is that you shouldn't resist. they are trying to "make an example" of him - that if you behave badly and kill a single rich person, you'll be treated as if you killed hundreds of people. you will be treated worse than a man who was found guilty of terrorism. you will be considered guilty without trial. the message is that the rich are a protected class, and you cannot touch them without massive punishment. they are trying to prevent a revolution by showing dominance and force against you.
the message is that the police are a puppet of the wealthy and that the law is not equally applied across class disparity. it is "some are more equal than others." it is "one life is more precious than another."
the show of force wasn't for luigi. it was for us. it was a warning. they are trying to remind us who is really in control.
#i bring up tsarnev only bc i feel like people DID want blood. i lived in boston. people wanted to rip him apart.#i do not personally remember a moment where he was paraded around like that. and the fact we gave more dignity to him#than luigi .... is startling.#and i just realized last night i was like - i don't really remember a perp walk like that. maybe im misremembering#but i went to google and i was like. wait why the fuck was it so fucking big.#it WASNT a random act of terror. it WASNT to injure/kill as many as possible.#even if we consider it to be premeditated murder: when have we ever done this.#so brandy's life didnt deserve “a show of force?”#the mayor doesn't say ''our city wont stand for this'' when it's a planned murder for insurance money????#anyway . ur not immune etc etc etc#but i also wanted the comparisons in here in case ppl aren't from amercia etc#this ISNT normal or usual. this was overkill by like a million#on the other hand they gotta do this bc they're scared :)#i kept this bc i had ppl ask me not to delete this but i just felt like#it wasn't really poetry just talkin
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Rewatching Arcane

#arcane#league of legends#viktor#jayce talis#my art#AAAH YES THE HEXTECH DREAM#jayvik#the most stupid thing mel medarda did in her life#mel i love you but that was a REALLY BAD DECISION LMAO#A prayer for Viktor F#A prayer for Jayce the Council hate his autism idk
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the happy end
#deltarune#ralsei#kris dreemurr#(not really)#kralsei#(also not really)#i wish there was a tag for ralsei/player. maybe one day there will be#deltarune player#art tag#last time i did an illustration with flowers i didnt research the meanings beforehand but a lot of people thought i must have.#and that made me feel bad so this time i was VERY DELIBERATE with the flower choices#(hard to tell but the bouquet is myrtle flax and catchfly)
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if y’all see this floating around: yes, it’s from me, and yes, you can find the original post on hoyolab under the same user <3
#fuck ai#gacha life 2#gacha club#gacha life#procreate#ibispaintx#clip studio paint#picrew#art#memes#ai users dni#i don’t support ai#fuck off#my creation#wowzers#did i really hit#10k#15k#???#20k#omg
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reading my own fics as a reference for a new wip and squinting at it like "how the hell did I do that"
#did I really wrote that?#because it's just too good for me to belive I wrote that#was I possessed or smt?#writing#writers#writer#fanfiction#writers meme#writers woes#fanfic#writer memes#ao3#wip
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License to Kitty.
#dungeon meshi#izutsumi#marcille donato#chilchuk tims#I still stand by my tags on the Izutsumi character study piece I did in January - but I will repeat myself on a few lines here:#I *really* love this character. I love that all of the dungeon meshi crew are complicated and have difficult to love components.#But Izutsumi is a particular kind of hard to love. I foresee a lot of people being turned off by her abrasiveness and lack of teamwork.#She is very self-centered and openly goes against what the party agrees on.#She's a picky eater in a story that is 50% about eating good and healthy food!#It is in part about her growth but admittedly even *then* she remains rather true to her self-centeredness.#Even though she isn't as nice or funny or compassionate as the others...Izutsumi is still someone worth loving.#Even the more difficult people are someone worth loving.#And those people in turn are people who have something and someone they love.#She may be a girlcat but she is the most human of them all.#I hope that if you are an anime only watcher and are feeling put off by her at the moment; you'll give her a chance.#By the way: *yes* I worked very hard to draw that skateboard pose. It was worth it.#EDIT: HAPPY 500th POST OF POORLY-DRAW-MDZS!!! What a comic to commemorate the milestone with!
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