#I NEED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL
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trying to keep my day as a good day until I think about my dad then I get all emo and post on tumblr about how bad my dad is
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i NEED to go to school i cannot thrive at home i get so depressed here take me back school
#lol#is this relatable#bad dad#I NEED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL#I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS#Anyway#i am scaramouche#why am I so sad all the time lol#I'm watching squid game yay#Ok bye guys#School#I don't wanna be home#So relatable wow#Thoughts#Ok bye end of tags
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growing up!
#FALLS TO THE FLOOR!!!!#so shocking news: the silver artbook actually killed me a little. this is the first finished pic ive made since#wow isnt it crazy that 26 completed illustrations would kinda take it outta ya. bananas. i need to Not do a full bg again for a minute#i had the stupid thought like 'oohhgh i could do a series of silver and lilia as hes growing up!!' im HITTING ME!!! NO MORE SERIES!!!#I CAN DO NON-RELATED PICS OF THAT IF I MUST!!! THE PRESSURE OF A SERIES IS TOO TIRING RN!!!!#my life is a whirlwind i JUST moved and now might need to move again bc id make a ton more#im trying to sell my house and its going very poorly. im doing well at work. ID HAFTA MOVE ACROSS THE COUNTRY AGAIN#ID BE BACK NOOOORTH id go to pennsylvania <3 im from new york so the thought of being closer to my mom is rly nice#and i have friends there both from high school and ohiiiio and new england etc etc!!!! YAY!!!#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#suntails#did u miss this. be honest. when i vanish for months at a time do u miss the rambling life updates. theyre who i am
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Work
The head of another department at work doesnāt like my department. Like, to the point that she deliberately withholds information we need to complete tasks and then claims itās our fault when our work is delayed or incomplete.
We used to be friends but, a few months back, she flipped out at me when I pointed out an issue with a change she wanted to make, and I havenāt really been comfortable around her since. Itās been a lot of scoffing, ignoring me, back handed comments, talking shit behind my back.Ā
Until very recently.
Iāve seen how she treats people, so Iāve been cautious. Today she proved that I was right to do so.
We have classes that students have to apply to get approval to enroll in. Once approved, a qualification is attached to their account and they can enroll online. Only issue is I recently discovered two of these classes have a glitch that was allowing anyone to enroll, regardless of whether or not they had the qualification.Ā
The first time I brought it up, her team reached out to the students and had them apply. Both were approved, so it was all good. Her team are the ones who build the classes, so I assumed, since they were aware of the issue, that they would fix it. But when I checked on these classes today, I discovered three more students had enrolled who shouldnāt have been able to. So I emailed her and her team asking them to contact the students, withdraw them, and ask them to apply. I also asked, again, that the problem be fixed. Because of the glitch, the only fix is to rebuild the classes (and transfer the kids over). She didnāt reply. Instead they simply removed the option to enroll in these classes online.Ā
Thereās no note on the class saying families need to call in to enroll. We just accepted five more kids, which means none of them can enroll without calling, an issue considering I let them know they could do so online. I brought it up with one of her team members who Iām friends with and instantly got push back, informing me that the only way to fix it is to rebuild the class.Ā
I used to work in their department and know it would taken five minutes max. But apparently itās too much work. Which means weāre now going to lose thousands inĀ revenue, which Iām going to have to tell my boss.Ā
We found a bunch of mistakes when they first built the classes and, since then, every time thereās an issue with the classes itās like pulling teeth to get it fixed. But unlike the previous issues where they refused to budge, so we adjusted on our end, this is actually going to prevent people from enrolling and potentially lead us to cancelling the class. All because they donāt want to deal with a glitch that they didnāt catch and didnāt bother fixing the first time.
I donāt think you need to be friends with everyone you work with. You donāt even have to like each other! I just wish people behaved professionally in the work place. I shouldnāt have to walk on eggshells every time thereās an issue just because someone I work with takes every comment or request as a personal attack.
Iām so fucking tired.
#work is exhausting#and one of my work friends is leaving in the fall and i don't think i'm ready#i've had so many people yell at me for things people above me did#that i flinch when i see certain people#because i don't know if i've committed some imaginary slight#our departments literally have to work together#we program the classes#hiring the faculty#etc#and they make the classes available online#and deal with families looking to enroll#she's literally yelled at senior directors before#but she's performatively nice to the point she rarely gets in trouble for the way she behaves when she's angry#i literally trained her#christ#i need to go back to school#get additional qualifications#and get a higher level job so i have a leg to stand on when people take their shit out on me#she's made people in my department cry#and seems to find it amusing that people are nervous to talk to her#she's so manipulative and until you get on her bad side you'd probably never know#she also gets really angry when i don't cower when she snaps at me anymore#it's a small pleasure#and i'm too over it to care how she feels about me anymore#work#difficult coworkers#non-profit
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pwyw com from last month ! these are closed now but i will open again at the end of feb maybe
#my art#furry#anthro#illustration#oc#cat#dog#i'm working extra shifts in feb and also i wanna clear my q completely and work on fully opening options before i open again#speaking of working shifts i'm so tirreedd today i had a big nap earlier. i love having naps idc....we need to bring them back#unironically we need to live like primary school kids again man i wanna go outside and wrestle in nature then have an afternoon nap#i was out for a walk recently and i realised i haven't felt the stickiness of pinecones or tree sap in ages. or anything#i need to start touching the world more like idc if people look at me weird i want grass stains and nettle stings again.....#maybe this is just a me thing idk. i used to be way more physically involved in nature when i was a kid#and i was way more in tune with the seasons. everything felt different in autumn compared to summer etc - the dew on the grass#also been watching this guy on youtube who just walks in a vague direction through the countryside and i was like on god i must do that NOW#as i explored in hourly comic thing. or daily comic as i insisted on calling it#every hour is a day when you're. stutid#anyway. much love and peace
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college is supposed to be a new start for danny: one in which his āworkā life and personal life stay strictly separate. but when danny moves into his new gotham university dorm for the upcoming semester, his hopes are dashed. gotham is overflowing with lost souls, and they wonāt leave him alone long enough for him to finish his damn physics homework.
when mr. and mrs. wayne offer him refuge in their old study, danny thinks heād be stupid not to take it. he wasnāt expecting their house to still be inhabited, but whatever. he can blend into the background. heāll do anything for some peace and quiet.
now if only he can convince martha to stop trying to out him to the rest of the family.
#ive had this prompt floating around for almost a year now#and i dont think itās ever going anywhere#so merry christmas! yaāllāre welcome to partake#encouraged even#danny phantom#tayscreams#dpxdc#dpxdc prompts#batfamily and danny shenanigans essentially#heās working on the ghost issue in his free time alright#but gotham u is a public school he canāt just claim a haunt & then tell the ghosts that are already there to piss off#he just needs a few hours in the day to study. a place where his laptop wonāt fritz and crash every 5 minutes#thank god for old ass family manors and concerned ghost parents#itās not squatting if you go back to your dorm every night right
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one of the things about being an educator is that you hear what parents want their kids to be able to do a lot. they want their kid to be an astronaut or a ballerina or a politician. they want them to get off that damn phone. be better about socializing. stop spending so much time indoors. learn to control their own temper. to just "fucking listen", which means to be obedient.
one of the things i learned in my pedagogy classes is that it's almost always easier to roleplay how you want someone to act. it's almost always easier to explain why a rule exists, rather than simply setting the rule and demanding adherence.
i want my kids to be kind. i want them to ask me what book they should read next, and i want to read that book with them so we can discuss it. i want my kid to be able to tell me hey that hurt my feelings without worrying i'll punish them. i want my kid to be proud of small things and come running up to me to tell me about them. i want them to say "nah, i get why this rule exists, but i get to hate it" and know that i don't need them to be grateful-for-the-roof-overhead while washing the dishes. i want them to teach me things. i want them to say - this isn't safe. i'm calling my mom and getting out of this. i want them to hear me apologize when i do fuck up; and i want them to want to come home.
the other day a parent was telling me she didn't understand why her kid "just got so angry." this woman had flown off the handle at me.
my dad - traditional catholic that he is - resents my sentiment of "gentle parenting". he says they'll grow up spoiled, horrible, pretentious. granola, he spits.
i am going to be kind to them. i am going to set the example, i think. and whatever they choose become in the meantime - i'm going to love them for it.
#writeblr#i was doing a lot with high school students. over and over again#other teachers kept asking me what i was doing differently - why the kids listened to me. i am not particularly foreboding#and i have a pretty firm personal policy of never reacting in anger#godhelpme.#i was always kind of taken aback#because in general the kids were pretty easy. i explained i needed to keep everything āPG-13ā because this was my workplace#and it was kind of their workplace#too. besides#i love swearing#and since i couldn't swear#neither could they - so if they were going to say āfuckā or become violent#they needed to choose a really specific time#because we only get āthe oneā.. sure enough - nobody wanted to waste the one very specific āfuckā utterance. kids listened.#i think just because - that rule makes sense. the kids understand that i don't want to be unfair to them#that censorship is stupid#but that i'm under these rules too so like let's ride it out together#also i look young and tbh between me and u nobody wants to make the nice english teacher cry#the way these kids defended me to their friends was really genuinely so heartwarming bc the Grouchy Frat Boy#would be like MISS RAQUEL DOESN'T DESERVE THAT KIND OF AN ATTITUDE BRO DON'T TALK BACK TO HER
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I SIGNED UP FOR THE CERTIFICATE PROGRAM!
it's 7 courses, roughly 20 hours each, at the culmination of which I'll have to hand in a 25k novella for a panel of Canadian authors to evaluate. so obviously I'm going to write about an ancient demon who swallows the soul of a baby and enters its body, only to get trapped and essentially regress, so that its generals have to hover around nervously trying to parent it.
#aghhhhh I was just thinking about how I need to cut costs and now I'm going back to school š but I'll make it work#only got the one life
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lots of speculation over how round 7 between luka and till will turn out! and its had me thinking about the presence of recurring motifs and how the main ensemble are foils of each other.
i know that many people like to joke about how sua and ivan are genderbends of each other/basically siblings... but in my honest opinion, i think the parallels between the two (similar hair styles and having the more subdued personality of the pairing) are to throw us off about what we know about hyuna and luka lol.
sua and ivan's similarities are to emphasize their situational differences, highlighted by the comic where ivan expressed envy over sua not being in an unrequited love situation (yeah i know that's literally what the definition of a literary foil is, but hear me out LOL). so in that sense i feel that they're not really as similar as it seems?
i personally think that sua has more similarities to luka than she is with ivan, excluding her relationship with mizi. both in terms of their upbringing as being treated like dolls and how their resting face is kind of empty when they're not with mizi/hyuna respectively lol. plus their listless acceptance of the lethal circumstances they exist in
tbh even the childhood dynamic between mizisua and hyuluka (before the hyunwoo thing...of course...) is pretty similar, with mizi/hyuna dragging sua/luka around
i think by emphasizing the similarity between luka and sua, it reframes the events that happened in round 5. while luka probably was purposefully exploiting mizi's grief, it does come to question how much of the cutting shots between the two was mizi seeing sua in luka.
so how does this relate to round 7 between till and luka? there's a lot of speculation that luka will demolish till by pulling the same schtick he did with mizi -- and conversely there's a lot of speculation that vivinos and qmeng will subvert expectations by having till somehow overcome his depression by becoming numb to luka's tricks.
here's a third idea i haven't seen being brought up: luka seeing hyuna in till. i propose this idea because i think we can make some comparisons between till and hyuna. both of them are the most rebellious of the ensemble, both had a tendency to roughhouse as children, and both's choice of music genre is very high-powered with a heavy emphasis on the guitar (i want to say they both have that rock and roll vibe but unfortunately music isn't my forte and i don't want the genreheads to get on my ass LOL).
and now suddenly it feels like the random tidbits we get about luka's interactions with till feels like they're hinting towards something:
#beans of consciousness#alien stage#I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING WITH THIS.#I JUST HAD IDEAS AND NEEDED TO VOMIT THEM OUT SOMEWHERE.#i'm not a lit major and although i did fine in literary analysis back in school. its not rly my forte lol#so i could just be droppin mad bullshit#oh yeah another thing. the anniversary album. sua and luka covered each others songs
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#mine#doctor who#dwedit#david tennant#catherine tate#beloveds!!!!#i saw the newest dw trailer on tv today!!!#i need the new episodes now!!!#oh and i've gotten back into catching up on my big finish audios#i'm listening to the newest classic doctors new monsters set#it's been very fun#oh also i got a new student today#and his mom was a bit worried about how he'd be on his first day at a new school#but he saw my lanyard during carpet time and was like 'is that raichu?'#and all of my other kids were like 'LOOK AT ALL HER OTHER POKEMON THINGS' and he was very happy#and i was like bro you are going to fit right in#ok i haven't talked in the tags about my day in a long while hahaha#byeee good night tumblr friends!!
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there are so many "if this gets (insert number) notes i'll do something productive/good for me!" but has there ever been one where someone goes
if this gets 10k notes i'll slap myself in the face
i suppose i'm wondering
would people be so eager to reblog if it would cause something slightly unpleasant?
#i'm honestly curious#i would have just made the post#but i don't want people to be worried abt me slapping myself in the face XD#evie rambles#okee dokee back to school now#help i need sleep#maybe being quarantined is making me go insane#i haven't talked to anyone outside my family for like over 2 weeks bc we've been sick#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh
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tapping ur forehead this thing on???
(so proud of dnp for finishing the us leg of tit + so endlessly grateful to have been able to attend two shows <3)
#dan and phil#phan#terrible influence tour#amazingphil#daniel howell#dnp tit#i could have spent hours on this but i fear i need to do work this week and i wanted to put it out before i go back to school </3#my art
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Ok this is just 8 pages of nonsense. š
This is entirely inspired by the fact that I do not think Hyrule would see the Master Sword as a stronger sword than the Magic Sword. Cool and special? Sure. Stronger than the Magic Sword? Not so much. The color coding in zelda1 is really really strong (save for tektites mostly) and from that I feel like Hyrule will use the red=good blue=bad logic for lots of things.
Now, do I think that the Magic Sword is stronger than the Master Sword? No, especially if it is Sky's hot-off-the-press master sword. In Hyrule's hands I think the Magic Sword is at least on par with the Master Sword (remember his strength stat is maxed and also Hyrule is constantly wearing a power bracelet??(which I never draw lol).
Also this is so low quality but I don't think this concept deserves anything better lol.
#also no I did not make this in like 3 days. I was working on this one before the last one.#even when they are simple and sketchy and messy like this they take a lot of time :]#linked universe#comic#also I'm probably going to be inactive for a while. I need to get into grad school lol. i'll be back!
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yknow what. I wanna say: CSA and COCSA survivors are all incredible, but I also wanna give a shout out to ppl who were exposed to sexual stuff or had any kind of sexual experience as a kid that they either aren't comfortable labelling as or don't consider abuse, but they know it still fucking sucked and shouldnt have happened. Even if that changes later in life and you identify as a victim/surivor, it can be messy to have to imagine those labels applying to the ppl in ur life and that can take time.
The most important thing is to prioritize your recovery + health, and to support other victims + survivors.
#COCSA ment#CSA ment#This is like. V personal and venting (maybe over sharing)#It's. I'm going to be honest recent discussion really brought this back into my brain aaughhh. Not in a bad way necessarily#Just. I know I've had experiences that I think others might label this way and I struggle to really understand that#Beyond the gut feeling of ''it doesnt count'' there's the understand that I might be denying it bc of shame or even just. The fact I have#An internal definition of it that excludes myself. And that I don't want to imagine the other ppl as 'abusive' and I don't think they had#The intent to hurt me. And the fact in one situation I know none of us understood boundaries or consent bc we didn't#Actually talk with adults about what like. Sex and sexuality meant so all out fucking context was porn. And just idk#I have specific experiences but those Memorable Incidents were just part of a larger pattern of me learning Abt sex young#And then failing to get proper sex ed for years. And the internet. And the Fucking Internet#(fanfic is like. Anti sex ed. 70% just the fucking worst shit to internalize 30% ''hey this is actually Okay'')#Sex Ed... Like in school... Needs a fucking HEAVY overhaul but it's still better than nothing usually
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Something I don't understand at all, is taking away some of the support and accommodations when things are going well?! Like surely if something is going well, you should keep those supports.
#this is NOT about a lot of things like for example someone learned a BADL#or like if the support was about working towards where they no longer needed something#but like an IEP in school (which is a list of accomadations where I live) support like being allowed to wear headphones#which it's very annoying#i remember when I was in school people would take away support if things were doing well#suprise suprise I then regressed and they always had to put more support in than they had taken away#and also people were planning for me to go back to school they said things could be taken of my IEP if things were going well??!!#and also more added if things went bad#autism#school#support
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more fanart for @moosemann404 fic... this time sketches/doodles of different chapters. im obsessed with this fic.
#portal#portal learned unhelpfulness#fic so good needs to get a tag#i wanna draw so much for this fic.... before i go back to purgatory (school)
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JULIE AND THE PHANTOMS (2020) // JULIE E OS FANTASMAS (2011) 1.01 - Wake Up // 1.01 - Enfrentando Fantasmas -> Julie meets the Band.
#julie and the phantoms#julie e os fantasmas#jatp#mine#mine:gif#storytime: when i was in middle school i found myself to be obsessed with julie e os fantasmas (jeof)#and by watching it i have learned some words in portoguese which - later in my life - i have always wanted to learn better#besides that - in middle school i used to wear julie's iconic side ponytail !! i was THE biggest jeof fan like EVER#i used to watch it with my little sister and i would pretend i had some ghosts friends as well - popping out of my stereo (lol)#so... flash forward to 2020. i can't recall HOW i found out about jatp... it's just that i have heard of it and i was like hold on...#does this have to do anything with jeof? so i was super intrigued and watched the pilot and YES!! a brand new up-to-date remake#of my favorite tv show as a kid LIKE WOW. and idk i thought it was somehow underground as the og one ... saw NO ONE talking about it online#until up recently when i got back on tumblr (actually 2 years ago) and i saw there was this LIVELY community of people appreaciating this#show AS MUCH as i was appreciating the og as a youngster.#goes without saying that it was so surprising to me and it healed parts of me that i didn't think needed to be healed. wow. just wow.#i have never posted content for these two bad boys#mostly bcs i was salty that jatp was canceled (ugh) until now!! i hope you enjoyyyyy#ALSO i remember as a kid i was watching jeof on tv right? but i had missed some episodes so i remember LMAO going online and there was this#website (like a random person's own website) that was hosting all of the episodes. my very first experience with streaming series online
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