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"It'd been a few months since I escaped from Vile Island--"
i hate you i hate you i hate you, you terrible show. get a comprehensible timeline, im begging you. im going to commit a felony
#i hate this show so much guys that's why i've written upwards of 75000 words of fanfic for it#for SPITE and HATRED#i have painstakingly gone through and made the most comprehensible timeline i could for this show#which i keep in my notes app for reference when im writing#but then i watch the fucking show and i see carmens glow up which took place “over a few months” and i want to rip my hair out#i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you#shut the fuck up suzie
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I'm taking my life back. You can't hurt me anymore.
#context will be added after normal tags- you do not have to read what im going to write#club penguin#club penguin oc#club penguin art#club penguin fanart#ahf#tw blood#tw slight violence#cw blood#cw slight violence#filler tag for sensitive shit#filler tag filler tag filler tag#disney talks filler tag#disney talks serious; scary shit that they were put through for the past 5ish months#Hi. If you made it this far into the tags- allow me to give some context behind this piece#I'm hesitant to speak out on this blog about this issue. However. It's important to why I made this#Since august; an artist in this community who is older than me had been stalking me. This artist had made horrific art of me#this user has hurt me and hurt my friends. This user made me think so low of myself; deeply traumatized me and children in this community#im taking my fucking life back. this vile fucking human tried so hard to degrade me and i dont fucking love you. i never loved you.#i never will love you. i never have loved you. You are a nasty fucking piece of shit and i hope you fucking rot. This is the only time you#guys will ever hear me curse and be this cold and unforgiving. I know I'm mostly regarded as a fandom sweetheart#i know to some my words may be shocking. This stalker whos name im holding back from outing on my blog. You're the reason people hurt.#Take responsibility. The reason I used a mouthwashing quote was on purpose. You can fill in the blanks. Don't pretend like you're a victim.#that's all I have to say right now. There's much more i can say; much much worse that has happened.#for now; thank you if you read all of this. Club Penguin's community has and always will have protected me and saved my life.#I'm taking my life back. You cannot hurt me. I hope this hurts.
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a notepad that slowly got turned into a journal
#ffxiv#haurchefant greystone#geese art#ocs#oc: kiriltugh#back when he was still a summoner he’d go through at least three of these a month#and that only got worse when he had to start beefing up his spells due to the. well the everything#and then THAT got worse when all of a sudden he had to hold onto those letters from his good friend#for. you know. the important information on them. and nothing else#neowwww…. my most important author’s note for this piece isssss#that tear was made after he had finished filling this one up.#my second most important note is any spelling mistakes are uhhhh definitely intentional kiril’s bad at spelling#and it’s not just really hard writing in a fantasy script LOL#heavensward kiril#I GUESS
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Petition for more dally and soda antics pls 😆
OFC! SO sorry it took so long for me to get to this but I love these boy 'n I am HAPPY to provide!! fic under the cut!!
also HUGE shoutout to my LOVELY mutal @thedeitywhoplayedwithbricks for not only being right 100% of the time but also giving me the inspo to be able to write this ILY😭
"Woah, Soda where the hell did you get these?" Soda leans forward on the couch, jarrin' Pony as he rests his head on Soda's knees. Dallas appears in the doorway, brandishin' a pair of cowboys so new they ain't even creased. Pony lets out a wordless whine 'n Soda pats him on the ribs, absently runnin' a hand through his hair as he sits back so Pony can readjust.
"Just bought 'em." Soda grins ear to ear. "I've been fixin' to get 'em for like three paychecks now. Sweet, yeah?" Dallas turns them over in his hand, lets out a low whistle of appreciation. He flips them so he can see the sole, runnin' a finger over the tread.
"Wait, Soda, we're the same size, huh?" Dallas grins, his silver tooth glowin' mischievously in the low living room light. Soda wags a finger at him in a way oddly reminiscent of Darry.
"Oh, nuh-uh. I worked my ass off you are not stealin' my boots, Dallas Winston." Dally drops them back at the door, puts his hand up in mock surrender.
"Woah, woah, woah. No need to get your panties in a twist. A man can't even admire a nice pair a shoes anymore." Dallas plops down on the couch, liftin' Pony's legs from where he's sprawled out 'n droppin' them into his lap.
"Not when that man is a hood like you." Pony tears his eyes away from the TV to smirk at Dallas who promptly pushes the kid off his lap so he falls straight onto the floor. Pony wails indignantly 'n Soda snorts.
"You kinda asked for that one, Pone." Pony's mouth drops open in betrayal 'n he clambers off the floor into Darry's armchair, scowlin' at Dallas 'n Soda in turn.
"Did not. Soda you should be on my side here, Dally uses your closet like a goddamn consignment shop!" Dallas beams a throw pillow at his head 'n Pony yelps 'n dives behind the arm.
"Wait a minute, Pony's got a point."
"Nuh-uh! I do not. I don't have shit of yours but I'll tell you right now those are my jeans." Dallas kicks Soda in the shin 'n Soda squeaks 'n slides further down the couch. He lifts a knee 'n studies them, frownin'. After a moment he pulls his nose down 'n sniffs, coughin' 'n makin' a face.
"I wondered why they smelled like menthols." He sticks out his tongue 'n kicks his feet onto Dally's lap. Dallas rolls his eyes but lets him, grabbin' him by the ankles 'n slidin' him down a little further.
"See, now who's the clothes stealer?" The front door swings open 'n Darry drops his tool belt onto the table, glancin' into the living room to see who was over.
"Hey, boys-" He stops, double takes. "Dallas, is that my shirt?"
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Soda wakes up the next mornin' 'n Dallas has already managed to worm out of bed. He always was the early riser of the bunch but most days he couldn't pry Soda off of him so he'd just stay until Soda woke up.
He drops his feet to the floor with a yawn 'n listens for the sounds of his brother's in the kitchen. Pony's still snorin' softly in his bed on the opposite side of the room 'n Soda pulls the blanket up a little higher as he passes by.
The TVs on real quiet 'n Steve's layin' back on the couch, eyes mostly closed 'n hair floppin' into his eyes. Soda pauses beside him just long enough to see what's on 'n Steve absently puts a hand up 'n taps Soda in the chest without takin' his eyes off the screen. Neither of them were particularly mornin' people.
"G'mornin', Dar." He flops down at the table 'n Darry slides him a plate of eggs Soda immediately tucks into.
"Mornin' lil buddy." Darry pulls out the chair next to him, flippin' off the stove 'n pickin' up the newspaper. "You've got perfect timin', I was just about to drag you outta bed by your feet."
"It's a skill. Knowin' when the hell to get outta dodge that is." Soda quips around a mouthful of eggs 'n Darry snorts a laugh.
"If that were true, I wouldn't spend most of my afternoons chasin' your ass around." Soda scraps the last bite off the plate, he always inhales his food like it was runnin' away from him, 'n pushes himself up.
"Hey, be fair. You spend most of your afternoons chasin' Pony. Or Dallas." Soda ducks into the laundry room 'n shucks off his sleep shirt, replacin' it with a white tee 'n his DX button-up. "Speak of the devil, where is ol' Dally?" Most mornin's like clockwork Darry 'n Dallas were up at the ass crack of dawn just putsin' around the kitchen.
"He beat it out of here real early. I think Buck has him doin' prep for a race tonight." Soda pops back into the room, grabs a piece of toast off the counter 'n stuffs the whole thing in his mouth.
"Ready Stevie?" Soda sticks his head into the living room 'n Steve drags himself off the couch, reluctantly. "You drivin' Dar?" Darry leans forward over his paper, hurriedly tracin' an article at his fingertips before foldin' it 'n droppin' it on the table.
"Yeah, I'll give you boys a lift." Soda 'n Steve's beater was lovin'ly busted. Again.
"Alrighty." Steve pulls on a pair of sneakers that may have once been Darry's but had since passed through Two-Bit down to Steve. Soda lets him steady himself on his shoulder, reaches for his boots twice 'n misses them before he actually looks down.
They're not there. Soda blinks at the space he left them last night. Pokes back into the living room. Hell, he slides down the hall in his socks 'n checks his 'n Pony's room. "Soda, buddy, y'all are gonna be late."
"Do you know where my cowboys are, Dar?" Soda shouts, forgettin' Pony's still curled up asleep. He stirs 'n Soda cringes.
"You left 'em by the door, honey," Darry calls back. Soda sprints back down to the kitchen, slippin' a bit. The pile of shoes is notably missin' Soda's, still.
Oh. Wait a goddamn minute. "Dallas!"
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"Hey Dar, what's for dinner I'm starvin'-" Before Dallas even makes it all the way into the house he's flat on his back. Soda streakin' from the living room to throw his entire weight on Dallas' chest. All the air leaves Dallas in a whoosh 'n he hits the kitchen tile hard. Soda pins him down with his knees pressin' into Dally's upturned palms.
"You asshole you took my goddamn boots!" Dallas grins up at him, brings a knee up 'n shoves into Soda's chest, easily pushin' him off. Soda scrambles for him again 'n Dallas grabs him by the shoulders, wrestlin' 'n rollin' around on the floor.
Soda manages to sit down hard on Dally's chest 'n start to wrestle his boots off Dallas' feet. Dally thrashes around 'n when Soda doesn't get up he grabs a handful of Soda's wild blonde hair 'n yanks just hard enough to pull him off balance. Soda yowls 'n apparently that was too much in poor form for Darry.
He sighs 'n lowers the simmer on the stove, reachin' over 'n easily pullin' the two apart, givin' them both a firm shake before droppin' 'em again.
Soda shoots him a glare 'n Dallas grins wide 'n snorts a laugh. Soda manages to hold onto his scowl for a moment more before he hoots a laugh 'n suddenly they're rollin' around again, laughin'.
"Take my goddamn shoes off you little thief!" Soda grabs Dallas by the ankle 'n pulls the boot off in one swift motion. Dallas doesn't fight him but he sure as hell doesn't help him.
"Who're you callin' theif? If anythin' I'm a victim brutally attacked in my own home!" Dallas flops back on the tile 'n Soda hits him in the stomach with the heel of the boot.
"My house 'n my shoes, asshole." Soda snickers 'n clambers off the floor, offerin' Dallas a hand 'n haulin' him up.
"For now." Dallas wiggles his eyebrows 'n Soda knocks him in the side.
"Oh, you're on." Darry lets out an almighty sigh. Those three words never bode well for his sanity.
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The cowboys have made the rounds about eight times back 'n forth when the hat gets involved. Dallas swears he got it by legal means 'n no one really believes him. 'N the problem really should have worked it out here, tradin' one for the other. But it's never that simple.
"Dally, lemme see your hat." It's one of those brown suedes with the fancy stitchin' around where the brim meets. One of those real expensive ones.
"You can see it just fine from there." Soda's been in possession of the boots for three days by means of sleepin' with 'em. Not on. Wrapped up in his arms like a goddamn baby. So it was safe to say any generosity has gone straight out of Dallas.
Two appears behind him, snatchin' it off his head 'n tossin' it across the room to Soda. Dallas socks him a good one in the ribs 'n dives across Pony to grab it back. Johnny's at Pony's feet 'n he flattens himself against Pony's calves 'n duckin' as Dallas climbs onto the sofa.
Soda holds it above his head, reachin' as far as he can. He's sittin' on his boots like he's takin' to doin' since Darry won't let them wear shoes in the house 'n Soda refuses to let them out of his line of sight for even a second. Dallas goes for the boots 'n Soda makes the snap decision to drop his arm to bat Dallas away. Dally grins smugly 'n takes the chance to snatch the hat back.
"Oh, no way. You're not sharin' 'n neither am I." He plunks the hat down again 'n wedges himself on the opposite side of Pony who was still whinin' at bein' climbed over.
"Glory, no brotherly love from that one." Soda howls 'n Dallas flips him off.
"You first." Soda sticks his tongue out 'n Dallas makes a face.
"Well, you gotta go to sleep sometime." Soda settles back down, slings around Pony. Just his eyes are visible above Pony's mop of hair, shinin' mischievously.
"I'd like to see you try."
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Turns out a hat is significantly harder to sleep in. 'N far easier to steal.
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Soda wakes up on a Saturday mornin' 'n immediately knows somethin' is wrong. He realizes three things at the same time. One, the boots he fell asleep with are no longer on his feet. Two, the hat he had pressed to his chest is likewise gone. Three, the screen door is bang-in' shut 'n Dallas' laugh is peelin' down the street.
"Asshole!" Soda doesn't bother to put on his shoes or nothin', just rips outside after Dallas. Dally's got one hand pressin' the hat down as he sprints 'n the other clutchin' at least two of Soda's shirts. One guess what the ass has got on his feet.
His blonde hair is blowin' away from his neck 'n he's howlin' laughter into the early mornin' chill.
Soda catches up with him easily, the boots slowin' him down. He throws himself onto Dallas, both of them rollin' into the grass head over heels.
"C'mere you bitch!" Soda wrestles him to the ground 'n Dallas grabs him by his shoulder, grins, 'n easily tosses him head-first over him so Soda lands on his back.
"Gotta be faster than that, huh man?" Dallas clambers to his feet, scramblin' around for the hat that fell off in the scuffle. Soda howls 'n sits up.
"Oh, I'll show you faster!" Soda kicks him in the back of the knee 'n Dallas goes down again. "Hood, stop takin' my shit!" Soda grabs Dally by the hair 'n pulls 'n Dallas wails, reels around, 'n kicks Soda in the front of the thigh.
"Who're you callin' hood you hog!" Soda yelps 'n dives on Dallas again.
"It's not hoggin' if I bought it!" Dallas slaps a zinger to Soda's bare upper arm 'n Soda yips 'n rubs at it like Dallas shot him. "Oh you asked for it now." He hollers a laugh 'n lunges for Dallas.
Niether of them are sure how long they're wrestlin' around in the dew before Darry shows, manhandlin' 'em apart, chests heavin', mouths bleedin', pantin' hard, 'n grinnin' around split lips. "Glory God almighty what the hell is wrong with you two?"
"Well?"
Dallas' got one boot on, Soda's shirt is half ripped off, both are covered in grass stains, hair mussed, the hat is somewhere lost in the high grass, the second boot with it, Soda's got a bite mark on his finger (but that was his fault for puttin' it over Dally's mouth) 'n Dallas is missin' a handful of hair. Both their ribs ache as much from laughter as from the ill placed punch.
Both Soda 'n Dallas point fingers at each other. "He started it!"
#Darry doesn't let them have their shit back for a month :(#soda n dallas would be the pettiest assholes to each other n i will hear NOTHING else#see the thing is soda is inherently full of mischeif#n so is dallas#n when u put them together the only ppl having a good time will be THEM#darry wakes up when soda slams the door n his like oh fuck theyre fighting for real#n then he shows up n they are both laughing so hard their ribs hurt#n ALSO just happen to be beating the shit out of each other#they are brothers#n so naturally have had the age old#don't touch my SHIT fight#on the reg#except theyre both clowns#so its DEEPLY funny to them#AGH#TYSM for the ASK#n thank you for READING!!#i hope yall liked this one#sometimes i have to write dallas just being silly#to make up for the horrors i put him through#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#dallas winston#steve randle#johnny cade#ponyboy curtis#two bit mathews#ALSO JOHNNY MADE IT INTO THIS ONE#just for u guys who are always asking where he is#im SORRY
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btw guys boat boys have got me in their clutches again so perhaps expect a new fic
#YAYYYY!!!!!! WHO ELSE CHEERING !!!!!!!!!#bfop new update in the works also. for those of u that still care#this lovely person just went through a bunch of my ao3 works and left soooo many comments on each of them and it honestly made me so happy#like i fully started writing again for a fic that i last uploaded a chapter for ten months ago because of their comment#so u all have them to thank#yahooooo#jm so excited to get back on the writing grind !!! esp with winter break now#nya talks#trafficblr#hermitblr#boat boys#smalletho
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an angel walks into a bar.
⤳ a wip intro.
genre | queer romance. status | first drafting complete !! vibes | italian countryside, penthouse, bondage bars, empty vodka bottles, drag queens, polyamory, your boyfriend's husband's really terrible band, learning to drive in a ferrari, jumping fences, a gasoline on a bonfire kind of love. in a fancy penthouse in bologna, sebastian silva hides away, jealous and scared of the world in equal measure. then his husband introduces him to a sweet, daring runaway, and the boy invites himself to roadtrip around europe with them for a month. a tender romance begins to blossom between them. sebastian is hesitant, but when his husband goes home, and the boy convinces him to travel a little longer, he is suddenly thrown head first into a love he can hardly keep up with. italy, to switzerland, to croatia, to greece: the boy has demons that haunt him no matter how far they run, and in the middle of the mediterranean with a long stretch of road and no distractions, sebastian realises that he does too. can they face their demons before the road runs out, or will their love crumble and leave them alone once again?
pinterest // spotify // wip page // character sheets
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#writeblr#fiction#writers of tumblr#writing#wip#wip intro#aawiab#guys u do not know how much i love this story#it's the prequel to modern day casparverse#and it has been living rent free in my brain for MONTHS#M O N T H S#what if they were doomed but through the sheer power of therapy and community they made it work anyway <3#not in this book though#in this book they are d o o m e d
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Yuma Month: Day 23: Hand Holding
“The more I held hands with Halara…the more tired I became…”
Prompt based on yet another fic of mine.
#Yuma Month 2024#whumpcode#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#yuma kokohead#halara nightmare#pixeldoodles#my art#yeah time to put yuma through the fever ringer again#I think he should have a penalty to using his forte too#so I made one up and obviously it involves fatigue and illness#I think halara is the one he held hands with the most times#not me making a prompt to share my writing lmao#I know that this isn't the best...#and I admit I heavily referenced a screenshot for the hands...#but I had to get this done before I ran out of time#gotta be somewhere again tonight#so I kinda speedran this art...#hopefully this works for the prompt#and yeah I wanted to draw yuma going through it again... x'D#sorry he just looks so good with it I don't make the rules :3c
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Marius is so very character to me. I snort whenever he says these cliche heroic things. As my friend said- most of the things he said are very paladin core. And i havent seen enough of eom to be sure about this but i interpret these things as some sort of masking if i can call it that? Performing to cover up his past, repeating the same phrases hes heard from those he considers true heroes. Being a true knight only because his performance is so polished.
#thats what i think okay?????#and im NOT gonna go and scroll through the marius tag to see if anyones thought abt this#i want to enjoy the idea of me having a thought#unless this is what marius' character actually is#the thing is that because of the amount of information thats already in the campaigns#and what the loa crew says when theyre not actively playing#its hard to interpret#ive fucking had exams from interpreting situations and characters#because its not often that characters will tell you who they are#and i started writing a lot of posts with character interpretations but deleted them#because...well these things are obvious#months ago i made this long post about kremy being suicidal#and i enjoyed writing that and discovering that for myself BUT THATS LITERALLT THE FUCKING POINT I DIDNT THINK OF ANYTHING NEW#ITS NOT A FUCKING MYSTERY#FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE#but perhaps someone will like this#anyway#i left all my notes for tomorrows test at work#im truly a failure in all fields#marius renathyr#edge of midnight#legends of avantris
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Papi, are you alive? Thunderbolts trailer leaked and we got Hailee back from the dead (and there's the movie with Andrew and Florence and its KYAU coded as fuck) Kate and Yelena content galor this week. PLEASE COME BACK. We've been deprived for a year. It's been jail for too long. Grace us with Kate x Yelena content again. Pretty please.
*taps mic* Is this thing on?
#i don't even know what compelled me to open this again tonight but this is a funny message to get today#man it really has been two weeks short of a year#hi#life has been.........interesting lol#and yes#I have seen all of the kate x yelena content and if you don't think I have fifteen million new AUs in my head in a year you don't know me#also like 59 new clexa AUs#my brain is my brain#just because I wasn't here doesn't mean writing wasn't gettimg done#man WHAT A YEAR lol#but I'm glad y'all even care what I have to say about anything lol#I got an email a few weeks about that this blog turned 18#like a 'happy birthday to your blog' or some shit tumbrl email#and nothing has ever made me feel older#this blog is old enough to vote lmao#and I had a tumble before I just deleted and started fresh#I've been on this hellsite too long#anyway...Papi has been through Some Shit#some GOOD some almost legit killed me#the last four months have been...SOMETHING#but I'm here I'm gay and I've never stopped coming up with AUs#for clexa or bishova#I was just...doing life#rants#anonymous#answers
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The Ghoulfriends books really are the epitome of "Freaky Flaws and All...Unless You're Ugly 🤗"
#monster high#monster high ghoulfriends series#monster high novels#i finally picked up the 3rd book after dragging my feet for a month im about halfway through#the story and writing is just so...bleghh#and the mains are so insufferable these books made me like them less#trolls have a big presence in this book and all the other monsters are so mean to them#and the author writes them as tho its justified for every monster to discriminate against this entire race of monsters#its maddening cuz no one has any self awareness about how wrong it is#might i add that they speak broken english and theres a whole section where rochelle turns white savior trying to teach them#only to give up pretty immediately because she didnt actually care about them and it was mainly for her own sake#ironically they feel kinda relevant right now because part of the story is that normies supposedly threatened to build a wall around salem#to keep the monsters out#cant even read to escape this shit#text post
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hello i may be coming to the end of my reserves of sibling horror movies that i can draw vague thematic through-lines through! i would love suggestions if anyone has more!
ideally they'd be stories where the focus is on the siblings' relationship as opposed to just having siblings in, but i've bent the hell out of that rule myself, so tbh i'll accept anything. basket case is on my list. this is a lawless place.
#had this in my drafts and that ask reminded me!!#i think i've gotten through most of the well-known ones? some really obvious ones i just don't want to draw#the black phone (boring-ass) jeepers creepers (illegal) hill house (made by my nemesis) etc#i do want to watch raw and i Might be able to finagle together two more sets: monstrous and absent..... we shall see in months#also thought about dipping into video games! but i can only think of like two :( so video games would be gr8 too!!#even if i don't end up drawing them i'd still like to watch more movies/shows/games with horror sibs#because the main reason this project started was because i'm writing a horror adjacent story about a pair of siblings#and i really want to see different ways of portraying that dynamic in horror. positively and negatively#the results are those characters are shred UP now. they used to like each other. crazy. but i love writing it so much
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Timeline and links and more deets down below the cut!
January
Hiraeth | Romanjay, Past BruJay | 1.7k | Explicit | no capes AU
February
thrill of the hunt (i packed you a lunch) | for whaleofatime | JayBru | 1.3k | Teen | animal transformation fic where Bruce and Jason are both wolves as inspired by Titans: Beast World Tour
Root of All Evil | BruJay | 3.2k | Explicit | Jason with a plantussy, inspired by this fanart
March
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April
Deathbringers’ Guide to Retirement | collab with Salmonellagogo | BruJay | 9.0k | Explicit | assassins AU, written for the brujay server event +1 (900) BRUJAY
Final Resting Place | BruJay | 4.3k | Explicit | necrophilia kink exploration wip that has plagued me since 2023
May
The Loving Touch | BruTaliaJay | 8.2k | Explicit | cyborg!Jason AU, outtake written for my fic The Human Touch from 2020
June
BYOB | BruJay/Bruce&Jason | 0.5k | Teen | inspired by this post
July
One Degree of Separation | BruDamiJay | 4.4k | Explicit | written for DC Make It Poly Week and part 34!! of the jason todd rare pair challenge
this man of mine may kill me | BruJay, Mentioned TaliaJay and BruTim | 5.0k | Mature | gone girl AU
August
The Art of Gift-Giving (an apology in three parts) | for BenBamboozled | BruJay| 2.4k | Explicit | omega verse featuring sub alpha!Bruce and dom omega!Jason, inspired by the peeps of the brujay server
the sunkissed interlude | BruJay | 4.8k | Teen | suburbia AU, continuation of it matters not in my height of the august heat series
September
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November
All Yours, On All Fours | BruJay, Past Selina/Bruce | 2.3k | Explicit | no-capes AU featuring stepson!Jason and stepdad!Bruce
An Irrevocable Fact | for BillyThePidgeon | DickJay | 1.0k | Explicit | inspired by this fanart
A Guy Like You Should Wear A Warning | collab with forestgreen, kieran_granola, meaninglessblah, scandalsavage | BruJay | 3.3k | Explicit | written with the peeps of the brujay server for brujay winning the DC Toxicity Tournament on tumblr
December
eat around the bone | for whaleofatime | JayBru | 5.9k | Explicit | omega verse featuring alpha!Jason and beta!Bruce
Criticality; Implicity | for meaninglessblah | BruJay | 1.4k | Explicit | pacific rim AU, written as a treat for Batfam Kinkmas Exchange 2024
#kuro writes#there were a few dry months there but we made it through!!! couldn't quite make the 60k mark on the word count but i was close!!#will i be writing more brujay in 2025? stay tune to find out (but also ofc lol)#happy new year!! and thank you for all the support this past year!!!
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So, someone commented in one of my fics asking if they could do an audio version for YT and monetize it and it made me so fucking mad i couldn’t focus the rest of the day at work
#imagine coming to someone and ask if they can make money off of the thing you painstakingly wrote for months FOR FREE#i blocked them but i cant really stop them if they choose to go through with it#and it genuinely made me not want to post anything i write ever again#i write in my very limited free time for fun and because i love my stories and this just made me furious#like what's the point?#i get that once it's out there i cant control it but is it too much to ask to respect the story for what is it?#im just a fan writing for other fans#this is just me venting#i might delete it later
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ok so one thing i'd like to see in a fic (and plan on putting in mine) is like...
so you know how tom hiddleston has played loki for like a decade. obviously he has aged, he's gotten some wrinkles, hairline receded just a little bit, etc etc, which isn't a bad thing, aging is normal. Especially in that span of time.
But loki himself is a being that would live thousands of years. Even though he does age, the amount of physical aging that tom hiddleston underwent in like a decade would probably happen over the course of several centuries for loki. But even so, you see loki age physically throughout the films, because tom does (and obviously editing tom and chris to look the same age over that many years would probably be offensive and also be a lot of extra work)
So one thing i'd love to see in a fic is like... recognizing that loki is physically aging way faster than he should. Is it all the stress he's been under from thor's coronation + torture + being on the run from thanos? Is it the effects of malnutrition? Did Thanos/The Black Order take advantage of how time is funky in space, and so even though Loki was missing for only a year, perhaps he was tortured/kept aboard The Sanctuary for several years?
And what would Loki think of this? For the context of my fic, Loki basically got resurrected a bit after Infinity War, so he would really be around to see how much his physical appearance has aged. And loki is obviously someone who cares about how he looks, i imagine he would be very self-conscious (maybe even like paranoid) of how he now looks and be sort of desperate to 'fix' it. And it would really add to the whole multi-faceted crisis he's going through.
anyways. yeah.
#bouncin around my head#i hadn't really planned to make a post about it since it would just be in my fic、#but seeing as how it's been like months since i've made any progress、i'm still not even 1/3 through、and it'd be in a later chapter...#also i've had this be my wip for years :((#i want to write it so bad i promise i haven't just abandoned it :(#i'm just so busy#and then the few times i'm not busy i have no inspiration or motivation or energy or anything :((((#please my soul years to create but this body doesnt#also this is about og loki. This is an anti-loki series blog!!#loki#og loki#aging#loki fanfic#fanfic#fanfiction#ao3#loki fanfiction#unityrain.txt#headcanon#headcanons
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hey y'all! so if you've been reading the tags on my posts you know i've been writing a novel - and it's done (again)!! hurray!!! which means i'm now on the lookout for beta readers :D (again)
(if you've seen me make this post before, no you haven't)
A Dance With Death is a 83k word portal fantasy about demons, the afterlife, and what it means to be a victim of fate.
A blurb and a quick summary of what i'm hoping for is under the read more for anyone interested:
"Demons are generally expected to go undiscovered in the living world.
Azazel is not one to hit general expectations.
Mia, though, a weathered pizzeria worker and now accidental-demon-finder, has seen worse. A mutual agreement flourishes from her discovery – Mia doesn’t see Hell, and Azazel stays in the living world in return. It seems simple enough at first, but the tiny kitchens of the pizzeria prove an unfortunately intimate place if you don’t want to make friends with your demonic coworkers.
Then Mia introduces her boyfriend, Jake, and suddenly their blooming friendship feels a lot more dangerous. He’s six feet of jealousy and rage, and he doesn’t like how close Azazel’s secret has made them. They’re not sure how far he’s willing to go to keep them away from her.
After all, the Harbinger of Death is only willing to wait so long."
Since this is my second round of betas, this is more focused on the parts i've changed. general story flow is my main concern, as well as thoughts on the ending. i'm not too worried about a deadline on this since i'll be busy myself, but around a month or so would be nice if possible.
If you've read this far - thank you! If this is something that takes your interest, please leave a comment on this post or drop me a message and we can talk about it in a little more detail :)
#not writing#beta reader#beta request#hey yall im back at it againnnnnn#but hey the novels done!#and by done i mean its ready to be scrutinised and thrown through three months worth of edits again#if you think you'd like read a little bit of my personal work and point out every spelling mistake i've made (a lot) this is for you!!!#and now the novels “done” and about to be busy with readers i can focus on this account a bit more :D#in between the job hunting and the agent emailing at least
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"You know," Spencer started, "I think it's safe to say that I've never been as confused by another human being as I am about you."
I blinked. Cocked my head in his general direction. Furrowed my brows. Surely, I had misheard.
"Thank you for reminding me why I rarely come and talk to you. It's because of helpful comments like that." With a shake of my head, I prepared to rise.
"That wasn't meant as an insult." He sat with one leg outstretched, an arm balanced on a bent knee, his gaze trained on nothing in particular. "I just don't understand how someone can do everything in their power to make everyone around them happy, even at their own expense, and still blame themselves for not doing enough."
Eyes widening, I focused them back on him.
"You stand up for yourself, then panic for saying too much. You stay silent, then berate yourself for not speaking up. With odds like that, how could you ever be satisfied? Maybe that's the point. It's like...you're hell bent on making yourself miserable."
"I—" I cut myself off, cursing. I couldn't fight back against anything he said. It was the brutal truth.
"And for what? 'Cause you think you deserve it? 'Cause if you can just do everything right, tie up every single loose end, it will make up for that one thing you did wrong." I stiffened. "The one thing you can't go back and make right."
"Stop!" I lunged across the small space between us, reaching for him to shut him up. But I smacked into his knee instead. Chest bruised in more ways than one, I pulled back and knelt before him, my face buried in my gloved hands, my braids falling like curtains around me. "Just...stop."
The wind whistled in my ears, rustling leaves in the distance.
"It wasn't your fault." My skin prickled, but I couldn't bring myself to look at him yet. "We're the kids. They're the parents. They're the ones who are supposed to know better. She should've never put you in that position. By doing that, she took something from you that you'll never be able to get back." I bit my bottom lip to keep it from trembling. I refused to cry. But his voice was so close, and it was so soft, softer than I'd ever heard it. And it almost sounded like being forgiven.
"I won't pretend to know what your dad was like. But from the way you talk about him, I can't imagine he would want you carrying around guilt that isn't yours for the rest of your life. Nor would he want to see you take it out on yourself."
My breath caught. Wide-eyed, I looked up at him in disbelief. Then, I broke. Tears streaming down my face, sobbing into the sleeve of my coat.
I sniffled, struggling to regain control of myself. "God, can you just go back to being an asshole? It made me cry a lot less."
Spencer chuckled.
I furiously wiped away any remaining tears, the rough fabric of my gloves stinging my face. "I just don't want to end up like her, you know?"
"You won't."
"I'm not so sure about that. I'm basically following her blueprint. Lying, keeping secrets —"
"You won't," he said again, firm but gentle. "You care way too much for something like that to happen."
Skin erupting in goosebumps at the compliment, I stared at him. His gaze was fixed elsewhere for a moment, until he finally glanced over to meet mine. My breath hitched, a weird feeling settling into my stomach.
#writing#writeblr#original writing#creative writing#writing community#wip: MDE#figured since I made that post about sharing my writing I should probably follow through with it so#I realize I haven't posted my writing in months lolll#but I've rarely been on here in the past couple months so I guess that makes sense
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