#I LOVE MY FAMILY I'M GONNA CRY
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THE BEAR SEASON 2 (2023) becomes the most nominated comedy show in emmy history with 23 nominations.
#the bear#the bear season 2#emmy awards#emmy nominations#tv: the bear#AND THAT'S NOT EVEN ALL OF THE NOMINATIONS#THEY STILL HAVE TO POST OLIVIA AND JAMIE AND RAMY YOUSSEF#AND ALL THEIR OTHER AWARDS#FUCKING 23 FUCKING NOMINATIONS#I LOVE MY FAMILY I'M GONNA CRY
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Rhaenyra and Daemon with first-born Aegon, by Gary Gianny
#Grrm writing about baby Aegon in italics and commissioning art of him with his parents he said: That's my little family! 😤☝️#i love this official art so much I'm gonna cry#rhaenyra targaryen#daemon x rhaenyra#daemyra#asoiaf#hotd#art#daemon targaryen#aegon iii
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arceus' most special little girl (and that guy they straight up forgot about)
i see your dad/uncle ingo content and raise you dawn and ingo being goth besties even after leaving hisui
[i have commissions open now]
#pokemon#pokemon legends arceus#trainer dawn#trainer akari#subway boss ingo#warden ingo#autumn.art#*into a megaphone* YOUR HONOR THEY'RE FAMILY#i need more content of these two being best friends#like#what a horrible fate to be thrown through time and space with no memory of your loved ones or if you even had them#what a relief it must be to know that you're not alone in that. like at least you have somebody to be an outsider with#you feel me#send me fic recs of these two i'm losing it over here. i'm gonna start crying or writing fic of my own or both
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Imo Hollow does have some built up resentment obviously but it so so so deeply repressed for a wide variety of reasons including the big reason that is: every single emotion is deeply repressed as a result of you know.. being the hollow knight.
And also! acknowledging in any way that it deserves to or should be angry because of everything it's been put through would be an absolutely devastating realization.
Realizing that it sacrificed everything, literally everything and suffered all for the king, their father.
Being angry or hateful towards him would be so difficult. Hollow gave everything for him,
And wants to believe that even if he didn't get what he wanted, and the kingdom fell, and the plan failed, at the very least the reason for all of that suffering was good.
That it meant something.
That it was for a good cause at least.
Oh and also also! The Radiance being trapped within it's mind and consistently making it suffer (physically and/or mentally) while also being the greatest PK hater of all time and surely not hiding that from her captor, most likely making Hollow very aware of it, and attempting to turn it against him too, the entire time, I imagine would actually cause Hollow to become even more loyal to the king.
(I acknowledge that PK is deeply flawed, and greatly deserving of any and all resentment/anger Hollow might direct at him. And Hollow should be a little more angry actually or at the very least be willing to acknowledge how badly they were treated. STILL I do not believe Hollow would so easily think this way and would intentionally repress such thoughts or feelings.)
#What I'm saying is Hollow refuses to be angry at PK out of stubbornness and to spite the being that caused them so much suffering (Radiance)#And out of desperation to believe everything that was sacrificed was for good cause#For fear of dealing with the consequences of believing otherwise#And also yes out of genuine love#(this a very traumatized bug. Probably the most traumatized bug there ever was and I do not believe Hollow would deal with these#Sorts of things in any particularly healthy way X'D)#Anyone who's ready my fic knows this is my interpretation But wanted to get it out there#Hollow and PK and their relationship is so interesting to me#Literally my favorite relationship in the whole game it's so tragic#Doomed by the narrative family relationships my beloved#hollow knight#hk thk#hk pv#hk the pure vessel#the pale king#hk headcanons#It's cut dialogue but the way Hollow says “...father?...” There is no anger implied there#It seems more hesitant yet hopeful than anything#Aaaaaa I'm actually gonna cry now I shouldn't think about that line
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Does anyone have any good fic that study Shen Yuan as SQQ ( a bit like the " your sister found your body " comics )
or fic where Binghe comfort SQQ ?
or simply SQQ crying ?
(here's said comics the art is amazing, the artist captured it so wonderfully I wanna eat it)
#this is very niche#but I need to read SQQ crying#I NEED HIM TO THINK ABOUT HIS OLD LIFE#Does he miss it ? Probably not#But does he think about it ?#About the family he left ? The people who loved him ?#Also the fact that he's living in a technically stolen body#I need to see it explored#Or hell I'm gonna write it myself#watch me#I WANT BINGHE TO BE A GROUNDING PRESENCE#He would run 🏃🏃🏃 if SQQ was crying and I need to see that#I havr a whole ass scene in my head#svsss#bingqiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#the scum villain's self saving system#mxtx
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Loki - season 2, episode 6 series finale -immediate reaction
Okay, so this time I’m gonna have to split this into two posts. This one is my reaction after just watching the finale, but this time it’s going to be mostly my emotional response, and the more considered post with images will have to wait till later. I don’t have the heart for it right now.
So yeah, spoilers ahead.
Well that tore out my heart and stamped on it!
I mean it was an utterly perfect story for a character like Loki, but I’m still devastated. I love it. And I hate it.
I love it on a story level. The whole season was beautifully done! Loki developed so much over the six episodes, and really won my heart back. I fell in love with the gang from the TVA, particularly OB and Mobius, and I warmed to Sylvie and just wanted her to be able to live the quiet life she’s wanted for so long.
I loved that they really went into the depth I had assumed I’d only get in a fic about the different attempts Loki made to fix things by going back in time. They didn’t just gloss over things, they really showed him trying. I was shocked when after he asked OB how long it would take him to learn everything, he went and spent CENTURIES doing it! My stomach dropped. Because can you imagine what that means for someone? Even someone as long lived as Loki? What that has to do to your mind? And that should have been the first clue things weren’t going to turn up roses.
Then he finally succeeds! But they don’t show it to us like we’re experiencing that moment, but more as though we’re an observer, rushing through it because it’s yet another repeat. And for one brief moment Loki is happy because he thinks they’ve done it. But no, it turns out to have been an impossible task!
And then he finds out that HWR basically gave him his newfound powers, and that he still had a lot to learn, and then we see THAT HE ALREADY HAD LEARNED! The way they kept dropping the sense of time on us, that sense of dread and urgency. And inevitability. *shivers*
How he tries, and tries, and tries to convince Sylvie, but can’t get through to her, and how he has to contemplate whether he’s the sort of man who could kill her. I loved how he visited Mobius to ask for his advice. My god. What a horrible conversation to have to have. But what trust he places in Mobius!
And I loved how he kept refusing to take the easy path. How he decided he couldn’t kill Sylvie, and how he realised there was another way. But OMG at what price!? I can’t….
But I hated how much this hurt Loki, what this took from him. When the gold from the rock trickles upwards to create a mockery of a throne, which is more a prison… just…. 😭 The look on his face once he knows what he has to do. He had to make the impossible choice, and he chose the impossible.
I love that it kept the tone of tragedy that has haunted Loki all through the MCU. I love how they were true to his character in that way, but AT THE SAME TIME allowed him to retain his new sense of self, all that growth we’ve shared through this series but also the change that he’s experienced while he’s been isolated during centuries trying to find a way to defeat HWR and keep the people on the branched timelines safe. His desperate act to do the right thing. And finally it is the right thing in the eyes of the universe and the audience, and yet he still loses. My heart just can’t bear it!
It’s perfect and it hurts.
Tagging @woodelf68 @pinkpondofasgard @projectprotectloki @scintillatingshortgirl19 @juliabohemian @galaxythreads @makerofrunevests @ladyofthestayingpower @thelightofthingshopedfor @sparklegemstone @iamanartichoke
#I just want Loki to be okay#that did not look like the face of someone who thought they'd be okay#and those were not the shoes of someone who expects to be walking around much#my poor boy#will they ever let you be?#*wails*#I'm heartbroken#its not as bad as Infinity War but its still going to take me some time to get over this#but I'm so glad they allowed him to be the serious character this season and for his actions to really matter#his intent to really matter#he did it all for those he loves#and i have to assume he was also thinking about his family and all the people he ever knew on Asgard#gah!#I'm gonna go cry some more now#loki#loki series#loki season 2#loki spoilers#loki s2 ep6#loki s2 finale#loki season 2 finale#loki series reaction#loki s2#loki review#also I know nothing of the comics#so I have no idea if this is what happens in them
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#yesterday i had this moment where i cried so much and so hard in a way i haven't cried in so long#it was a moment of pure soul crushing grief. it was like i had lost my dog already. i felt like i was never gonna see her again#(she's still here. tired and sick and currently sleeping. being very loved. still here.)#i was talking to my mom and sister a couple of hours ago and they said they had a moment like that too yesterday#and i think for me that was an extremely difficult but necessary moment of acceptance#in that crying i let go of my fear and denial and fully accepted that there is no getting better this time. she will be gone soon.#and god animals are so very sensitive aren't they? because it's like my other two dogs know too.#it's like thay had that moment of acceptance as well. they were so quiet yesterday. they didn't eat all day.#it's unbearably painful. i'm extremely sad and my heart is shattered. but i'm glad that i'm at peace#no dog has ever been as happy and as loved as she has been her entire life. i'm sure of it. and me and my family are going to be okay.
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i'm drowning in sadness for no reason
#the reason is tomorrow's gonna be a big day for me and i'm gonna be seeinh a lot of family and wakinh up early for Eid#and i'm stressed#and that i'm homesick already#i'm trying to get my hopes up for this week but I truly hate it here#I hate being this#I hate wearing this coat of paint. every coat i put on makes me heavier#and i'm tired#and my phone is at 30#and the basement (where i'm sleeping) has shitty wifi and a shitty mattress#I might listen to Kid Cudi and cry if I get the chance#oh yeah and. I realized I want to pass but I donr know how#I have no fucking idea what could change abt me that leads to me passing#sigh#love yall
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love how's the way to get me downstairs immediately is my mum saying there's a gautier capuçon concert on the tv
#gautier capuçon#chat i love classical music 🙏big big fan of his work#btw gautier capucon is a french cello player#classical music#music talk#BELLE NUIT OH NUIT D'AMOUR JUST STARTED !!!! my mum jsut gasped and said oh no i'm gonna cry at that one#why is my whole family full of classical music nerds it's so funny#OH AND THERES HARP !!!!!!!
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MY SCHOOL PRESIDENT (2022-2023) | ep. 12 [finale]
Last day of school: Good morning. This is the last day you have to put up with my morning speech. And it’s the last day of our high school lives. I'd like to congratulate those who already know their next path. I'm also rooting for those who are still finding their paths. I hope you all get to do what you want. Good luck, everyone. [Tinn Tinnaphob Jirawatthanakul - Student Body President]
#my school president#my school president ep12#my school president finale#*gifs#i need to sleep this off#and cry some more#and then write up my love letter for the show#but in the mean time#let's just say#dear my school president: thank you thank you thank you for coming to me!#i am far far beyond my highschool era yet this show captivated me so much#with all of its highschooly vibes: all those matters of friendship family romance study and the future#this show was so well written with music so good and amazing. all of them!#my chinzhilla babies are so precious!!!#so much to feel so much to say still so much to express#from this night on i'm also placing msp under my weekend rewatch and edits for an indefinite time and will regularly camp on the tags#okay. sleep. and cry. and be grateful for this beauty of a show. and write some to release some.#thank you again my school president. all the casts and crews did a really really wonderful and lovely job.#i'm gonna hold on this one for a long long time.
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Wake up, honey, a new favourite just dropped!!!!!!!
#still not in shio level tho cuz know your limits#but omg look at him#so gorgeous#so fabulous#i'm in love#(for the tenth time today)#and his name is so pretty ?????#Taira ???????? that sounds like something i would name my future kid#why are the Yotsurugi family so perfect ?????????#gonna cry#negai no astro#astro royale#taira yotsurugi
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man.
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#gonna say I'm venting a bit (kinda of a lot)#but I may seem selfish from this and let me say now ik everyone was putting themselves first (which is a very good thing)#but having three mutuals deactivate their accounts within I think two months or so??#I rlly don't like to be negative and I might also take a break from Tumblr (as much as I love posting here#so I'm still unsure if I'll even stick to that) bc of how negative I've been lately#I just don't want to keep venting and putting that on everyone so#but yeah I just. It makes me sad to see old/new mutuals go#I never thought I'd have to like#witness it#Idk#I've cried over losing them all and it feels rlly silly but I mean idk#I (try to — my feelings with crying are iffy and I hate admitting I do cry) not cry over everything but I just can't word stuff rn#might be posting less/not posting at all for the next few days or so#I'm gonna be busy in July anyways so it's probably better to just say that now#sorry guys I'm just dealing with some stuff mentally lately (an example being gender dysphoria but I can't even word the stuff going on#not to sound like I'm overexaggerating bc I rlly don't wanna seem like I am. It's nothing too serious so don't#be worried at all pls I'm ok enough I won't just disappear)#I just wish I could have alone time in my room with my cats without my family bugging me for a few days#It's tiring atp#I wanna lock myself up just to recooperate and figure out how to deal with certain things the best I can#anyways yap fest over I'm gonna go play wuwa and build Jinshi more#sorry for venting again 🫡🫡
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oh my god i made chilli for dinner and i had to improvise on the spices and it turned out SO GOOD and i'm so PROUD of myself AHHHHH
#guys you don't understand#i'm such a bad cook#and i was so scared it wasn't gonna be good#it was so watery#i had it simmering on low for like. 25 minutes#it was only supposed to cook for 20 lmao#but it's SO good it's so flavourful#the meat is so tender and juicy#oh my god i actually wanna cry#i made mashed potatoes from scratch too#i'm so so so proud of myself holy shit#my family is ignoring me so i'm screaming about it here#you guys can ignore me too i just#wanna scream#im so proud of myself#and the best part#is my partner loves it#he's so happy i made him dinner and he said he 'fucks with this chilli'#anyways im gonna cry about chilli#ignore this#personal rambles#not stargate#cooking
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i need to explode. Vent post
RAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHHHHH. FUCK. I MISS HIM SO MUCH.
I know and I fucking knew I wasn't going to find him, but my fucking God
How the fuck am I supposed to live like this
"Oh so I have a book character based off of an actual entity who haunted my brain for a little while in the form of alter possession because I had splits at one point and at any mention of him I go literally fucking shitballs insane and will do anything to see him again" like what the fuck is wrong with me /lh
I know I sound insane but that's. Insaner than shit.
Like wow I feel actually awful and freakish some days. I sometimes wonder if this is actually here or if it's just all in my head and some huge fucking coincidence. It seems like every time I get closer to figuring something out about him or anyone and anything associated with him, it's like I take 4 steps back.
And it's. Heartbreaking. I don't know how else certain things could even have possibly happened without his existence, but also am I somehow just making up all of this shit. Am I going to spend the rest of my life chasing after every redheaded transgender man I see only for my brain and my heart to be left. Empty. Because it's not him.
nobody's ever going to be him, and I doubt anyone would ever want to.
There's just a level of feeling abandoned that's never going to heal.
The only thing that helps is writing my books.
Seeing people connect to them. Seeing people connect to, and emulate, him.
That makes me feel less crazy. It makes me feel like maybe if it is all in my head and if nothing is actually real at least it was kind of worth it.
To quote bojack horseman, which i probably should not have watched:
"That means that all the damage I got isn't 'good damage'. It's just damage. I have gotten nothing out of it and all those years I was miserable was for nothing."
This is what's. Just circling my brain. If he's not real then yeah I kept myself alive but why did I love. What was the point of it all. There are other people who love me and it's wonderful but sometimes I miss his smile and as fucked as it is I wish that I'd run into someone who's even slightly like him.
Just so that i can stare at them and. Like. Remember.
Redheaded long haired trans men it's your time to shine im summoning you from across tumblr, come tell me you love me
Bonus points if you're folklore obsessed, dress like a flamboyant dance student, like heels and bartend /j obviously
But like. I can't explain it. It's devastating i miss my brother man 👍
Thanks tumblr for listening to my tedtalk
#This arises because I spent all fucking day trying to find his stupid ass and all he did was send me on a date like a BITCH /lh#But seriously like I could cry ngl I miss him so much 👍#I make fun of him because if I don't I'm gonna get mad because of the fact that I know ill likely never see anyone like him again.#Life is worth it anyways but there's just constantly gonna be a hole where my heart is and occasionally the wound that's mostly healed over#Just flares up and rips open again#And then I have to cry about the fact that he just isn't and likely won't ever be here again.#But I don't have time to do that I've got a dinner to get to. /lh#Also if you've got red long wavy hair and you're trans and you have little freckles and a crooked smile and a pointy chin#And a penchant for mischief#I love you#You're not him but I appreciate your existence#Because somewhere out there you're living your own existence#But if we ever crossed paths however briefly#You still made my life a happier one#Being trans is hard enough on it's own id fucking know /lh#okay ill actually shut up now. But like. You get it#castalk#system stuff#did system#spirituality#demonology#angelology#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#vent post#dead relatives#Idk how to tag this#'Dead spiritual possessed found family' or smth#Where is my niche support group
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why the fuck do i miss pigeons
#don't ask me i am going thru it today#ebhehbbehbhebhabh#i miss pigeons dude#oooh the poor little domesticed cuties#kate rambles from here#this is a small detail of the feeling i am feeling#like post leaving nyc is wrecking havoc on my psyche#i don't want to be in the fucking great plains#a few irls don't understand my want for city life- and i didn't know it was this bad until staying there for 4 days-#but my mom's whole family is from the city- i just feel so at home there- and everything i've inherited that way is in my blood#and i just wanna bawl my eyes out#i have been quite a bit but like ik i have a goal now- to move into the city- i've always had that goal to at least move to the city near m#but like nyc was like being somewhere i felt i wanted- it's not that i'm looking to make it big- i miss the noise the water and pigeons#around here you'll hear the occasional car go by- and crickets- i miss the city lights- i keep crying about it for so many reasons but#i just don't know how to actually express it?#because it's such an odd feeling for me to feel? because if yknow me well- i love being at home- i hate sleeping somewhere else-#taking a trip down south this last christmas- i couldn't stand the quiet- it's quieter the more south you go and i can't do this#i've always wanted to leave my small town but ?? like actually being somewhere that has felt home has been unattainable bc every#where in oh hasn't been home... and for once i felt like i could do this- and having to return here- just made me break down and cry#maybe it's the person i live with- that makes me wish to leave- but that's not the full truth- idk maybe a good nap will help#kate rambles#i have a life goal now but i wish i could do it now- i hope sooner rather than later i'll at least live in the city#i've been happily living but now i have a direction i wish to run towards- and i'm gonna chase after it#sure i miss seeing tbz i loved seeing them- but it's not even post concert depression- if that makes sense?#which it doesn't make sense- because for mx it was only pcd- but for nyc it's missing the city... and it feels awful#pls ignore this i just needed to be frustrated somewhere#ig knowing what i'm missing- i can finally work on filling that spot huh? i guess that's what i'll be doing#(also vv small point but the fact that one of the people i live with- refuses to ever visit nyc again- is so comforting to me)#pls don't send me an ask about this i just needed to ramble and i haven't caught up on my daily journal yet to do so- so this is here
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yesterday my niece was sitting in my lap and we were cuddling and i told her i don't want her to grow up and she was like why don't you want me to grow up and i was like because i don't want you to ever stop cuddling me and she said i will never stop cuddling you 🥺
#brb gonna go cry#my niece was the first baby in our family and she's my goddaughter#i was living with her until she was like one and a half years old#she doesn't remember it because she was too young but that time was very very special to me#i love my niece and my nephews so much#when i see them they always run into my arms and it's my favorite thing in the world#and i never want them to stop doing it#my niece is turning 6 this year#and i'm so emotional because my god i love watching them all grow up but also i don't want them to grow up#don't mind me just crying my eyes out on this sunday morning
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