#I LOVE MY FAMILY I'M GONNA CRY
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THE BEAR SEASON 2 (2023) becomes the most nominated comedy show in emmy history with 23 nominations.
#the bear#the bear season 2#emmy awards#emmy nominations#tv: the bear#AND THAT'S NOT EVEN ALL OF THE NOMINATIONS#THEY STILL HAVE TO POST OLIVIA AND JAMIE AND RAMY YOUSSEF#AND ALL THEIR OTHER AWARDS#FUCKING 23 FUCKING NOMINATIONS#I LOVE MY FAMILY I'M GONNA CRY
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Rhaenyra and Daemon with first-born Aegon, by Gary Gianny
#Grrm writing about baby Aegon in italics and commissioning art of him with his parents he said: That's my little family! 😤☝️#i love this official art so much I'm gonna cry#rhaenyra targaryen#daemon x rhaenyra#daemyra#asoiaf#hotd#art#daemon targaryen#aegon iii
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arceus' most special little girl (and that guy they straight up forgot about)
i see your dad/uncle ingo content and raise you dawn and ingo being goth besties even after leaving hisui
[i have commissions open now]
#pokemon#pokemon legends arceus#trainer dawn#trainer akari#subway boss ingo#warden ingo#autumn.art#*into a megaphone* YOUR HONOR THEY'RE FAMILY#i need more content of these two being best friends#like#what a horrible fate to be thrown through time and space with no memory of your loved ones or if you even had them#what a relief it must be to know that you're not alone in that. like at least you have somebody to be an outsider with#you feel me#send me fic recs of these two i'm losing it over here. i'm gonna start crying or writing fic of my own or both
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Does anyone have any good fic that study Shen Yuan as SQQ ( a bit like the " your sister found your body " comics )
or fic where Binghe comfort SQQ ?
or simply SQQ crying ?
(here's said comics the art is amazing, the artist captured it so wonderfully I wanna eat it)
#this is very niche#but I need to read SQQ crying#I NEED HIM TO THINK ABOUT HIS OLD LIFE#Does he miss it ? Probably not#But does he think about it ?#About the family he left ? The people who loved him ?#Also the fact that he's living in a technically stolen body#I need to see it explored#Or hell I'm gonna write it myself#watch me#I WANT BINGHE TO BE A GROUNDING PRESENCE#He would run 🏃🏃🏃 if SQQ was crying and I need to see that#I havr a whole ass scene in my head#svsss#bingqiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#the scum villain's self saving system#mxtx
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#yesterday i had this moment where i cried so much and so hard in a way i haven't cried in so long#it was a moment of pure soul crushing grief. it was like i had lost my dog already. i felt like i was never gonna see her again#(she's still here. tired and sick and currently sleeping. being very loved. still here.)#i was talking to my mom and sister a couple of hours ago and they said they had a moment like that too yesterday#and i think for me that was an extremely difficult but necessary moment of acceptance#in that crying i let go of my fear and denial and fully accepted that there is no getting better this time. she will be gone soon.#and god animals are so very sensitive aren't they? because it's like my other two dogs know too.#it's like thay had that moment of acceptance as well. they were so quiet yesterday. they didn't eat all day.#it's unbearably painful. i'm extremely sad and my heart is shattered. but i'm glad that i'm at peace#no dog has ever been as happy and as loved as she has been her entire life. i'm sure of it. and me and my family are going to be okay.
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love how's the way to get me downstairs immediately is my mum saying there's a gautier capuçon concert on the tv
#gautier capuçon#chat i love classical music 🙏big big fan of his work#btw gautier capucon is a french cello player#classical music#music talk#BELLE NUIT OH NUIT D'AMOUR JUST STARTED !!!! my mum jsut gasped and said oh no i'm gonna cry at that one#why is my whole family full of classical music nerds it's so funny#OH AND THERES HARP !!!!!!!
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Wake up, honey, a new favourite just dropped!!!!!!!

#still not in shio level tho cuz know your limits#but omg look at him#so gorgeous#so fabulous#i'm in love#(for the tenth time today)#and his name is so pretty ?????#Taira ???????? that sounds like something i would name my future kid#why are the Yotsurugi family so perfect ?????????#gonna cry#negai no astro#astro royale#taira yotsurugi
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oh my god i made chilli for dinner and i had to improvise on the spices and it turned out SO GOOD and i'm so PROUD of myself AHHHHH
#guys you don't understand#i'm such a bad cook#and i was so scared it wasn't gonna be good#it was so watery#i had it simmering on low for like. 25 minutes#it was only supposed to cook for 20 lmao#but it's SO good it's so flavourful#the meat is so tender and juicy#oh my god i actually wanna cry#i made mashed potatoes from scratch too#i'm so so so proud of myself holy shit#my family is ignoring me so i'm screaming about it here#you guys can ignore me too i just#wanna scream#im so proud of myself#and the best part#is my partner loves it#he's so happy i made him dinner and he said he 'fucks with this chilli'#anyways im gonna cry about chilli#ignore this#personal rambles#not stargate#cooking
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i need to explode. Vent post
RAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHHHHH. FUCK. I MISS HIM SO MUCH.
I know and I fucking knew I wasn't going to find him, but my fucking God
How the fuck am I supposed to live like this
"Oh so I have a book character based off of an actual entity who haunted my brain for a little while in the form of alter possession because I had splits at one point and at any mention of him I go literally fucking shitballs insane and will do anything to see him again" like what the fuck is wrong with me /lh
I know I sound insane but that's. Insaner than shit.
Like wow I feel actually awful and freakish some days. I sometimes wonder if this is actually here or if it's just all in my head and some huge fucking coincidence. It seems like every time I get closer to figuring something out about him or anyone and anything associated with him, it's like I take 4 steps back.
And it's. Heartbreaking. I don't know how else certain things could even have possibly happened without his existence, but also am I somehow just making up all of this shit. Am I going to spend the rest of my life chasing after every redheaded transgender man I see only for my brain and my heart to be left. Empty. Because it's not him.
nobody's ever going to be him, and I doubt anyone would ever want to.
There's just a level of feeling abandoned that's never going to heal.
The only thing that helps is writing my books.
Seeing people connect to them. Seeing people connect to, and emulate, him.
That makes me feel less crazy. It makes me feel like maybe if it is all in my head and if nothing is actually real at least it was kind of worth it.
To quote bojack horseman, which i probably should not have watched:
"That means that all the damage I got isn't 'good damage'. It's just damage. I have gotten nothing out of it and all those years I was miserable was for nothing."
This is what's. Just circling my brain. If he's not real then yeah I kept myself alive but why did I love. What was the point of it all. There are other people who love me and it's wonderful but sometimes I miss his smile and as fucked as it is I wish that I'd run into someone who's even slightly like him.
Just so that i can stare at them and. Like. Remember.
Redheaded long haired trans men it's your time to shine im summoning you from across tumblr, come tell me you love me
Bonus points if you're folklore obsessed, dress like a flamboyant dance student, like heels and bartend /j obviously
But like. I can't explain it. It's devastating i miss my brother man 👍
Thanks tumblr for listening to my tedtalk
#This arises because I spent all fucking day trying to find his stupid ass and all he did was send me on a date like a BITCH /lh#But seriously like I could cry ngl I miss him so much 👍#I make fun of him because if I don't I'm gonna get mad because of the fact that I know ill likely never see anyone like him again.#Life is worth it anyways but there's just constantly gonna be a hole where my heart is and occasionally the wound that's mostly healed over#Just flares up and rips open again#And then I have to cry about the fact that he just isn't and likely won't ever be here again.#But I don't have time to do that I've got a dinner to get to. /lh#Also if you've got red long wavy hair and you're trans and you have little freckles and a crooked smile and a pointy chin#And a penchant for mischief#I love you#You're not him but I appreciate your existence#Because somewhere out there you're living your own existence#But if we ever crossed paths however briefly#You still made my life a happier one#Being trans is hard enough on it's own id fucking know /lh#okay ill actually shut up now. But like. You get it#castalk#system stuff#did system#spirituality#demonology#angelology#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#vent post#dead relatives#Idk how to tag this#'Dead spiritual possessed found family' or smth#Where is my niche support group
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why the fuck do i miss pigeons
#don't ask me i am going thru it today#ebhehbbehbhebhabh#i miss pigeons dude#oooh the poor little domesticed cuties#kate rambles from here#this is a small detail of the feeling i am feeling#like post leaving nyc is wrecking havoc on my psyche#i don't want to be in the fucking great plains#a few irls don't understand my want for city life- and i didn't know it was this bad until staying there for 4 days-#but my mom's whole family is from the city- i just feel so at home there- and everything i've inherited that way is in my blood#and i just wanna bawl my eyes out#i have been quite a bit but like ik i have a goal now- to move into the city- i've always had that goal to at least move to the city near m#but like nyc was like being somewhere i felt i wanted- it's not that i'm looking to make it big- i miss the noise the water and pigeons#around here you'll hear the occasional car go by- and crickets- i miss the city lights- i keep crying about it for so many reasons but#i just don't know how to actually express it?#because it's such an odd feeling for me to feel? because if yknow me well- i love being at home- i hate sleeping somewhere else-#taking a trip down south this last christmas- i couldn't stand the quiet- it's quieter the more south you go and i can't do this#i've always wanted to leave my small town but ?? like actually being somewhere that has felt home has been unattainable bc every#where in oh hasn't been home... and for once i felt like i could do this- and having to return here- just made me break down and cry#maybe it's the person i live with- that makes me wish to leave- but that's not the full truth- idk maybe a good nap will help#kate rambles#i have a life goal now but i wish i could do it now- i hope sooner rather than later i'll at least live in the city#i've been happily living but now i have a direction i wish to run towards- and i'm gonna chase after it#sure i miss seeing tbz i loved seeing them- but it's not even post concert depression- if that makes sense?#which it doesn't make sense- because for mx it was only pcd- but for nyc it's missing the city... and it feels awful#pls ignore this i just needed to be frustrated somewhere#ig knowing what i'm missing- i can finally work on filling that spot huh? i guess that's what i'll be doing#(also vv small point but the fact that one of the people i live with- refuses to ever visit nyc again- is so comforting to me)#pls don't send me an ask about this i just needed to ramble and i haven't caught up on my daily journal yet to do so- so this is here#how i wish to go to [nyc] again
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Okay, but I can't be the only one who thought Jenny Kord was fucking insufferable, right?
#blue beetle (2023)#blue beetle 2023#jenny kord#justme talking#bitch lived in a mansion her whole fucking life but then has the gall to pretend she has it just as bad as Jaime#someone's who's literally about to lose his home because of Kord Industries#someone who was grappling with the harsh reality that he'd have to give up his dreams to find a miserable job and help his family earn mone#the way my eyes rolled back into my skull when she started crying about how her daddy was always busy#I was so fucking ready for Jaime to go off on her when she pulled the whole 'your home may be small but it's full of love uwu' bs#'well yeah and soon it's not gonna be our house anymore and we'll probably starve'#'because your aunt and the other rich assholes on the other side of the river keep crushing our businesses and destroying our livelihoods'#'but please do go on about how miserable your childhood in a three-story mansion with a superhero for a dad was'#'i'm sure it's all very heartbreaking'
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finished trigun stampede. yeah, im not okay.
#YOU GIVE ME A FUCKED UP SIBLING DYNAMIC WHO LOVE EACH OTHER BUT STILL CAN'T BE TOGETHER I'M GONNA CRY MY EYES OUT#CONTRASTING VIEWS. MORALS. THE VIOLENCE. DOING VIOLENCE OUT OF LOVE. REFUSING VIOLENCE OUT OF LOVE.#WISHING FOR A BETTER FUTURE. TO BE TOGETHER. TO BE FAMILY. BUT NO. IT DOESN'T WORK. IT CAN'T. BUT THE LOVE IS THERE#I AM GOING INSANE#I AM SO SAD#i adore them so much#sibling dynamics always tear me up so bad#nai was right and deserved better im sorry but that's how it is#zira.txt#trigun stampede
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ok very interesting quest in hsr
#theyre getting better at this writing shit#hsr spoilers#tho i think dh and jy was still kinda random lol i guess it made sense since it was a dream(?)...#i haven't seen enough people crying abt misha but to me. its sadge we can't see him on the train anymore :( but he got#his wish.... he talks abt always wanting to go on the express and traveling and he did it.... he made it!! so im happy for him :')#aven pisses me off lowkey ipc hater group. whatever tho#i like where they went w robin so now i'll just wait for sunday#also the boss design is so nice and cool and very reminscent of ena but fuck the gameplay oh my god i hated fighting sundays mecha body#so much .... i swear if robin's gonna need those materials i'll just be like . 🧍♀️#much to think about though. at the same time i actually have no idea what happened and need to read a plot summary#hsr#they also need to stop putting elements that i don't have built like genuinely besides gui.naifen and hime.ko i have 0 fire chars#and id rather not use ms train navigator bc she doesn't seem good against bosses#robin and sunday are intriguing and so is boothill.... neutral on fire.fly but i guess she's alright at least she improved from getting#murdered for shock value in 2.0#ramblings!#oh one more thing sunday apologist i dont think what he did was necessarily right i just want to chew on him like a toy#hoyo loves their characters falling out of giant robots#chicken wing boy pls be playable i'll pull he's so funky a bit in over his head but we love a biblical coded guy w savior complex#oops edit: also wtf is the state of the family rn we kinda just fought sunday fought sunday again for real this time and then he fell#and penacony went back to reality??? or what? maybe i'm not comprehending or maybe there's another part to this???????
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ending of venture bros movie was good and wasn't the first thing to make me cry really hard for the first time in months because that'd be embarrassing wouldn't it be
#HIT ME WITH A THEME OF CHOSEN FAMILY AND FATHERLY LOVE. AT A SENSITIVE TIME IN MY LIFE LIKE THIS#also the combination of the two being a theme because he chose to have them for different reasons from his father#that was sweet. fucking sweet. you're kidding me. he's such a shit dad but he loves them. he loves his sons#'wake the boys' STARTS SOBBING CRYING WAILING#I'm finished with it though I'm FINISHED it's over what am I supposed to do now#I'm gonna rewatch it probably tomorrow. for sure . but I'm also like MAN IT'S OVER. IT'S OVER. I'M NOT DONE YET BUT IT'S OVER.
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Just watched this week's JJK & TGCF eps- I feel wondrous again and I'm gonna be okay 🥹🧡
#ooooghhghhhh jjk was so gooodddd#it was just 24 mins of throwing hands like that's the sorcery fight i signed up for!!!#and it was creepy in just the right places like sukuna's disdain & choso's memory attack??! sooo gooodd#but then miminana showed up and i ☹️#and tgcf??? ohhhhh i feel like I'm gonna cry#I've missed them so bad like when xl started bonding w sqx i felt like my family came back fr#and everything is so beautiful this season like fuck it UP haoliners 🤸🏿♀️🤸🏿♀️🤸🏿♀️#i will say i was staring hard at jw during his father-son catch up w xl like he really got the nerve 😠#but like I'm so happy. all the lil details- backgrounds character designs sound design#and jl intro! tho she's already making me sad again 😔 love that woman#anyway I'm really happy again i forgot that my hobbies keep me going#i have to finish this work for midterms this weekend but I'm gonna take breaks like i used to. i think that's what it is#blah. anyways#I'm gonna sleep now probably#ki log#jjk lb#tgcf lb#tgcf
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I honestly wish my birthday wasn't in 2 weeks. I always get really depressed around my birthday.
#october 23rd everybody mark your calendars!#it's a monday and I have sweeney todd rehearsal that night so I probably won't even get to have my birthday on my birthday#I'm gonna be 24 years old it really shouldn't matter so much to me anymore but it does#but I'm not a kid anymore. my birthday isn't special to anyone but me anymore. to everyone else it's just another day.#well it's all I've got it's the only time I ever feel seen and like people care enough to pay even the slightest attention to me#i just recently realized that receiving gifts is a love language for me too and i honestly hate that i feel like such an asshole#it feels worse because I haven't been able to get even a shitty job since i graduated college and my family is fucking broke too#so when my sister said she already had my birthday present my mom just jokingly says 'at least someone's getting you something' !#i seriously almost started crying when she said that. i did not find that funny at all. she said the exact same thing about christmas#which i feel the same way about. I've just been having a horrible last like 2 years and now it's almost my birthday again and I'm still#exactly where I was last year. I'm trying so hard and I just can't make any progress.#I'm stuck and it just feels like there's nothing I can do about it at this point.#anyway sorry to be such a downer I'm gonna at least try to go to sleep#abby's self deprication hour#abby's insomia thoughts
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