#I KNOW I KNOW I'm harping on it
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Jonathan:* trying to find his baby sister in the desert so he can go home to his girlfriend* Mike & Will: Suzie is a GENIUS you don't even know what the internet is Argyle: Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?
#how that man did not KILL them#I KNOW I KNOW I'm harping on it#but this is the scene#i just know that man pulled into a mcdonald's and ordered one black coffee on the way home#AS IS HIS RIGHT#AND they were having a gay coming of age love story#truly he's god's strongest soldier#jonathan byers#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#argyle#cali crew
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so on the subject of the "Crowley is secretly Revaan/Laverne/Levin/please Twst give us his name" theory, I think my feelings are best summed up as "I don't really buy it, but it's funny". like, in all seriousness, I'm not opposed to it; I have enjoyed the writing in Twst so far and I'm willing to trust that whatever happens will, you know, make sense and not be terrible. but I'm just not really convinced by the current evidence! maybe that'll change once we learn more, we'll see!
with that said, may I propose a few alternate theories about the possible Crowley/Revaan connection:
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#on this installment of things nobody asked but i'm going to talk about anyway#disclaimer that this is mostly a joke please don't get mad at me#(legit no shade to anyone) (speculation is one of the fun things about an ongoing fandom and you never know what'll turn out to be true!)#more seriously i do think there may be some connection that just isn't clear yet#but the more little breadcrumbs we get about what revaan was like the more i think crowley just doesn't act like him#i adore crowley don't get me wrong#(yes he's a dipshit. this is a feature not a bug.)#but like.#not to harp on the scene about lilia's nrc invitation (i am absolutely going to harp on it)#i do not believe that crowley would go through the trash to fish out the pieces and put them back together and save them#just because it was lilia's. just because lilia might want it again someday.#crowley can ✨yasashii✨ all he wants but we know what he's like#and i REALLY do not believe that lilia wouldn't recognize him. i didn't believe it before and i extra don't believe it now.#then again i do tend to be incredibly off about speculation so! who knows! i will trust the writing for now!#i do 100% believe that meleanor would fall in love with the world's biggest dumbass and then double down super hard. that part tracks.#that said i have decided that ambrose being revaan is actually the funnier option just because it would make crowley SO mad#it wouldn't make sense for him to be mad about it and that would just make him madder
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obsessed with ideas of what a fight between those two would look like...
#update: my brain tried to kill me but it didn't work and also i can legally drive now#cats the musical#my art stuff#munkustrap#the rum tum tugger#i have yapped about this endlessly to people but ill harp on it one more time. i don't think either of them would back down if sufficiently#like. annoyed? set off? by each other#because i think in general situations they'll both back down. munkustrap will back down when it's not worth it and it's better to just let#tugger posture. and tugger will back down if with a bit of posturing still if he can see that munk actually won't budge because#actually fighting him just isn't worth it. like i feel like they have a fairly good sense of which one of them should just let it go in a#given situation#i'm looking at them partially as cats and partially as people lmao. i think in a situation where the arguing topic is one that actually#matters to both of them and they disagree - this drawing is on an argument about griz i thought of fx - they'll be locked in a bit of a#standstill until they can figure themselves out. in this situation the way i have it in my head tugger would back down but he would not wan#to. he'd just know munkustrap's standing his ground on this one and there's nothing he can do about it so he'll just turn tail and#scamper off eventually#cue silent treatment for a week or something#and then they take a few naps together and life is beautiful again#bazinga
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thoughts on ian’s face in the “sorry im late” scene in 5x8 (i think it’s 5x8)
my thoughts are that i am going to start crying and never stop. my additional thoughts are:
so he's in bed, right? he's been trying mickey all day, meanwhile mickey has been going through his own process at home. but ian is thinking that he might have finally pushed mickey away for good - or scared him away. so he's in bed, eyes shut - probably not sleeping, but just laying there. shutting out the rest of the day. he hears someone behind him and his eyes kinda open. it's when he hears mickey though that his breathing picks up and we go from this:
to this:
like it's so slight, but like. the little flutters and the way his eyes start to move 😭 there's life left there. i feel like...... in moments like this, it sometimes feels like you might just lay there until you're dust. it's all over. the life you knew, the life you wanted. and yet - here he is again. and i think ian is genuinely surprised. this is where is starts being surprising to ian that he could be someone to come back for.
anyways. he turns around as fast as his medicated body will let him. we don't see his face when he first sees mickey, but we see it when he says "sorry i'm late." and it reminds me of the scene in 4x11 where mickey says "what you and i have makes me free." like it makes me insane. in both of these moments, his face just drops into something so young and so vulnerable.
like???? he's a little boy! and here is someone standing in front of him - someone he he has ALWAYS WANTED to stand in front of him - promising to be there. that he knows ian needed him. that he's here now for whatever might happen. reality is so warped these days but here he is.
and you see it land??? you see ian exhale and settle in a way he probably hasn't in a while. things are not okay. they're not okay!!! and they won't be for a while. but in this little moment together in this room where he grew up, he can breathe out the grief. he can share it.
mickey moves to get in bed and ian just makes room, like he always has. but he never blinks. doesn't dare take his eyes off of mickey. it's like he's scared mickey might change his mind, or dissolve right in front of him. is he even really there?
and there's another layer of disbelief here. another layer of grief. mickey milkovich is crawling back into his bed to hold him, and it's like this. it happened like this. everything he's done and suffered and been made to face comes down all at once. he's tired, he's scared. he's sorry. mickey has finally seen the worst of him.
he looks away, and mickey chases after him. i think it's important to mickey here that he lets ian feel him. something about that tactile, grounding comfort. and mickey won't look away either, it's too precious. ian's safe, even if nothing is the same.
and it's here, in these quivering lips and drawn eyebrows...... this is the release. his body and his mind have been through a lot in the last few days. it's as close to cathartic as ian really gets for a while. it's not long before the walls go back up and he's angry. but right now, he brings his hand to hold mickey's wrist, and he lets himself be held.
now.... this face:
this face fucking haunts me. i cannot name this face. what is he seeing here? i imagine it's so hard to see past this moment, into a future he can't name. it's like he's simultaneously feeling mickey there and also completely isolated. i can't explain this face. can anyone else explain this face???
either way, he closes his eyes against it. and you can assume that rest is coming.
with mickey keeping watch.
#i am legitimately in tears#i think......#our focus as a fandom has shifted in a lot of ways#to our beloved himbo husbands and the silly slutty soft snarky future they share#and like! yes! yes let's! that's what they deserve!#don't mistake me i fucking love it#but the farther away we get from THIS#the harder it gets to come back to it#it becomes this abstract thing#and we end up saying things like#their history or what they overcame#or everything they've been through#it almost softens it#not saying that we need to be harping on the tragedy#it just feels so distant to the point where it's memed and convoluted#we've kind of desensitized ourselves?#i know we've probably said a lot of what we need to say#i don't think we need to constantly relive it or anything#i'm not making any sense#i don't know#this can be such a lonely way to live is all#i'm tired#ily anon#mel answers#5x08#bipolar ian
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consider yourself an enemy if you try to say Nesta didn't have a right to use the trove in the ember bonus chapter.
I know all these ppl are Rhysand Stan's in disguise trying to make a point.
NOT EVERYTHING BELONGS TO ONE CHARACTER ONLY!
The trove obeys Nesta SUCK ITTTT
I don't say it as much but I think Rhysand Stan's annoy me more than Rhysand himself.
LIKE people will never let Nesta goes even though she is practically the authors favorite character?
#pro nesta archeron#its not irresponsible for Nesta to solely control the trove#she is lady death tysm#she is the reason failsand is alive and cutie pie nyx#poor nyx. his parents don't gaf Abt him and wound abandon him then abandon eachother#I know u hate nesta#liar liar#pro nesta#shes the queen#QUEEN OF QUEENS#controlled the mask harp and crown#anti rhysand#failsand#anti rhysand stan#I only trust Elaina and nesta Stan's not Feyre and elain stans#scary mfs#I'm fine with Feyre but not her stans
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untitled (inspired by a @vicku post) || mine, 6 june 2023
#pant rambles#mhac writes#house md#hate crimes md#hilson#poetry#VICKU I'M SORRY FOR THIS. I KNOW THIS ISN'T AT ALL WHAT YOU MEANT BY YOUR POST BUT. I'M INSANE <3#it's loosey goosey beyond the mikveh because i started reading and paraphrasing my girlfriend wikipedia#but i couldn't NOT derail further into equating wilson to g-d#harping on his judaism more than the show does (i'm KIDDING... mostly)#ANYWAY.
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algerian trans women arent able to compete in women sports at all, but yeah its makes no sense to call khelif tme. youre so fucking smart.
(this is a response to this post) i see you don't believe that i'm quoting one of the trans women in my life about that, which is your prerogative. it's also your right to miss my point entirely both about the ways this alienates intersex people and about the rigidity of a binary that comes down to the same shrinking circles terfs draw when they try to quantify what a woman is (speak up for women, the most organised nz group, have now submitted on the human rights act suggesting that all babies be karyotyped at birth and the results be public, bc they can't establish any other definition they agree on. absolutely fucking nobody, not even their christian or conspiracist allies, agrees with them on this one.)
but you don't have to take my word for it! when i was at that consultation with the nz law commission, i was in a room with many other intersex and trans people, including trans athletes and trans women like lexie matheson who consult on trans inclusion in sports at a high national level. i don't think there's a single person in that room who did not name what was happening to khelif as we spoke as transmisogyny, who did not speak of her as part of a group with whom we all shared something.
at the end of the day, prison abolition informs all of my politics. i believe that we must look clearly and carefully at harm and distinguish it from discomfort or disagreement, and identify its structural sources and true perpetrators. i believe that to build a better future we must be capable of imagining one. i believe that we can build a world where suffering is not the metric by which we determine value or punishment or righteousness. i believe that we can build a world where we centre and uplift those who are most hurt, in every arena — black and brown trans women, here; in some of my other work, it's incarcerated intellectually disabled people, or asian migrant sex workers affected by section 19, the list goes on — without then pitting them against other people who share some of the same story and will benefit from the same deconstruction of the systems that hold them down. i believe we can build a world in which asab doesn't affect so much of your life by beginning that work now.
there's a politics of scarcity — you have it better than me, so we have nothing in common. i saw it all the time in brothels, the idea that the new girl is taking money out of your kids' mouths. the viciousness with which people who are struggling are so ready to abandon solidarity. is it so hard to demand better for everyone? to think less about the ways we're alone and more about the ways we're together?
maybe it is. i know that well enough as a prison abolitionist. people get scared. they swing at shadows, they swing at anyone who seems to be suffering less, they — we, i should say, i am certainly not immune — get blindingly jealous of people who seem to have it easier. that's grief! that's grief for the easier life that we deserve. and we get to mourn, and take that time to feel it, and then we can choose if we want to keep working hand in hand with each other toward a world where that grief is dwarfed by the promise of the future.
#tony muses#tony answers#or you could simply say that she's not a trans woman instead of trying to make these terms fit? 'exempt' does make no sense here#unfollow me if you don't like what i'm saying! i don't intend to harp on it i like my little corner of tumblr and don't want this to spread#rbs still turned off anons also going off bc frankly i need to catch up on all my irl commitments and on local organising#and on the day job which is international organising related lmao#i really really cannot say this enough: even for the people i know who are both terminally online in trans circles AND organising irl#committing to more of the latter makes you feel a lot better about the former#also as always: i live in new zealand. i think half the problem with trans discourse is that people cannot imagine not just a better future#but a present in which there are communities less dysfunctional irl than this big messy online one#and that's saying something given how much i've vented on here about local dysfunction#i know a lot of people — mostly trans women — on here + twitter who feel afraid to have these conversations in public bc ppl act like this#and they have better things to do#technically so do i but unfortunately last night i was upset so i've opened another can of worms ig#which fucking sucks for me because every single time i have this conversation it devolves into people refusing to believe my csa history#or that i was sexed the ways i was as a kid
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Joanna Newsom in 2023
+ a non visual but descriptive bonus
#joanna newsom#maybe there weren't many appearances but when she did joanna was a master harpist and stunning as always#love joanna#jnew#i'll add a little secret bonus in the tags here of something i've seen#most recently she played her harp and wore a hooded sheer flowery dress with the hood/cape fitted to her head and had her bangs back#i'm sorry for such a vague mention but it's just really nice to know she's playing and practicing next year is gonna be a JOANNA NEWSOM YEA#edit: i added that little recent bonus now bc the person shared it but please be cool about it let's just be giddy about joanna playing#oh i can't wait for the year 20-joanna newsom-24!!!
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“The Sullys didn’t owe Spider anything, they didn’t adopt him.” It is basic decency to not leave a child with the murderers that kidnapped him. Much less a child you knew since infancy, much less a child who at least two of your children love like he’s their own brother.
#spider socorro#spider soccoro sully#miles socorro#avatar#i'm probably done harping on this now i'll get off my soapbox#look i don't hate the sullys#i think it's weak writing that causes this issue honestly#they didn't have time to flesh out every main#and they needed him kidnapped to further the plot#and neytiri is (i believe) blatantly set up to have an arc wherein she accepts him as his own person#though who knows#maybe they'll make him go bad and botch it or something#he doesn't deserve that#BUT in terms of what happened it is deeply fucked up how the adults around him regarded him#i don't think they WROTE it to be that way#but i cannot ignore the child neglecting elephant in the room#why does fandom always inevitably demonize children over adults???#like kids have any trauma or bad emotion and fandom wants to crucify them#and the adults around them can do ANYTHING and it's okay#i saw it with harrison morgan from dexter#the vitriol toward that pooor child#who went through multiple traumas#is baffling to me#or travis and shauna from yellowjackets#constantly demonized and blamed for not handling a horrific situation perfectly well
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I fucking swear, if I see another person say that an explicitly bi/pansexual character is "gay-coded" or "straight-coded", I'm going to yartz.
Just straight up hurl.
Perhaps even spew.
Or retch. Disgorge. Upchuck. Yarf. Etc. You get the picture.
#taking the term “(blank)-coded” from you all and putting it on the top shelf until you learn how to play with it#squirrel speaks#sometimes I'm in so much pain looking at my recommended posts that it feels like I'm going to pass a fucking kidney stone but in my soul#yes i know i keep harping on this but GOD we've been through this so many times.#“haha he's yearning he's so gay-coded” FOR YEARNING?!?????????#THAT'S YOUR REASON FOR BIPHOBIA. THAT HE'S YEARNING. HATRED UPON YE; CONTEMPTIBLE WRETCH#don't make me come over there and wag my finger at you#UGH ignore me I'm venting carry on carry on
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every now and then something in my brain turns on and oh hello information i didn't know i had stored! where've you been !
#doodles#sona#sometimes i have. a brain#at inconvenient times but still Hfbshf#//geez it's loud in here i gotta go ffvfvh#why are you playing your music so loud....................#it tastes like tortilla chiops.... i'm sorry....................................#sometimes quiet music is like a bad itch and then sometimes louad music is like. getting smacked on the shoulder over and over#i can't just Ignore it lolll#/alright well i've lost my brain anyway so; this is a new song hello#i don't like this one so much.. it's okey tho :)#i like the one where the singer seems to say 'pretty' in an odd way#so it sounds like 'pdiddy' but she says it very nicely hfshv#it's a good noise :3#oh we're on the usual playlist okay#the mariachi squad is back. alright alright#'mariachi squad' Alright hfbshfvsd#they're on a stage n such. and it's like 30 guys. i know not much more than that hfsh#i like the harp.................#oh and it's a live recording#bing bing bing bing bing bing bing bing bing [<- geetar]#//guitar looks like GweeTar and i have a sibling that hates when i say it like that Lmao#Geetar. Gweetar. Qwiz. Qiz. you see what i mean#//anyway i totally forgot what i was posting kbsk#so. this is one reason i don't go into details w/ my projects usually lol#like yea it's Relevant but is it Worth it hfbvshd#but ye it's loud in here.. bbbbye :3
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like aside from the many sexual innuendos and symbolic acts of sexual violence, the fucking. force feeding Sam demon blood scene. i will never. how can i even. the violation of that scene is so intimate and then the fact that Sam spits instead of swallowing. how will i ever fucking recover from that or be normal about it
#sammy tag#and like not to harp back to Lucifer#but u just KNOW if Sam was a Female Protagonist#the storyline would be Lucifer trying to impregnate her#not the whole true vessel thing#AND IN AN IDEAL WORLD IT WOULD HAVE BEEN IMPREGNATION REGARDLESS#i'm not saying i don't love the true vessel thing#i just really like impregnation as another source of trauma for Sam#[looks at JohnSam notes] if that wasn't clear#thoughts tag
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Melodie: You will die, Lena will die, everyone will die, The Snow Queen Has Won. Rory, in the Glass Mountain, surrounded by enemies, with absolutely no plan: I'll be there in less than thirty minutes. Me:
#I'm sorry I just love that girl so much#so brave#so determined#so good#rory landon#melodie the harp#the ever afters#shelby bach#I don't know why I tag this fandom like there's content for it to be found in lol#but God I love these books#I need to talk about them constantly but instead I can only think and type#the sorrow
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Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake
#was already not in a great place mentally but i entertained the call and was actually feeling okay talking to them giving them an update#she just hits me with that. and I'm not normally sensitive about my weight even when my mom harped on me for gaining some a few years back#i genuinely normally don't care bc I'm happy with myself. but i know ive lost weight because I've been on icu and we don't have time to eat#im so fucking mad and im even more mad I'm crying about it#bc what the fuck#i was actually feeling like momentarily safe talking to them and being vulnerable about working on my next life stages#and she just ruined the call. i wanted to talk to my mom and dad more. i do miss talking to them about some things.#i was happy to get to see my family all together even if it was for the dogs birthday. and people were smiling and shit#and ik theyre gonna say i ruined it by being sensitive but jfc#it was literally the 2nd thing my mom said to me on the call after we sang happy birthday#why couldn't she just shut up. why couldn't she have said anything else. why did i let it bother me so much i hung up#I'm just fucking tired and sad and now feeling even lonlier than ever#i just wanted a nice moment with my family god fucking damn is that too hard to ask for#and im even more angry and sad now that i cant call them back bc my mom will get on me about smth else we were previously talking about#that phone call was supposed to be a neutral zone just for the birthday song. and i was going to ride it out but fucking hell#why didnt i just put up with it so i could have talked to my family#and no calling them back isnt an option. they haven't apologized and it would be an un neutral call#which gives them space to harass me about work and shit
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I said it before and I'll say it again.
It can not be this hard to write a female lead that stands hand and hand with the protagonist. That her whole character doesn't revolve around just her feelings towards the protagonist. (Say what you want but if in the end her arc was about accepting her feelings about the mc then her arc was around those feelings more then anything.)
And it can not be this hard to make two childhood rivals take up a lot of their screen time and have their relationship be a major part of the show and not have them come off as romantic. In fact it can not be this hard to just not give them romantic tropes.
You know how I know it can't be this hard because say what you will about the later seasons, about the fanservice and all that, but hiro fucking mishima managed to do that with Gray, Lucy and Natsu. Fairytail for all its faults has some good relationship and characters especially in its early seasons. And I hate how it's apparently such a challenge for everyone else.
#fairy tail#mha#i can name you like 20 things about lucy that aren't about Natsu can you all do that with Ochako.#mha is genuinely the better written of the two but people sleep on ft relationships#i know there are others but these are the two i know and i'll harp on them until the day i die#i'm so happy there was never a real love triangle there#lucy is such a well written female character mashima stop making her seem weaker then she is#i wish ft was more popular so i wasn’t actually just shouting at the void with these#i don't care that we got a “not cannon” with Horikoshi 329 has this issue too#its so prevlent i had such high hopes for this manga and now their all gone 😭#my hero acedamia#ft 100yq#shouts of the void#i'm still so mad about the chapter ahhhh
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Also in the replies of the Steph concept art on twitter announcing she was gonna be in a new project at DC (posted by Travis Mercer), there were at least 3 comments saying "will Tim be there?" I don't care how hard you ship timsteph I'm exploding you with my eyeballs if you do that on my girls post again
#ramblings of a lunatic#taking a step back to acknowledge that my stanning may be getting overzealous#but then again I'm not in ppls quotes or replies I'm vagueing on an entirely different website with no relevant tags. it could be worse#anyway I know tims had it rough these past couple of months ever since zdarsky shifted focus of the batman title to have less tim#but it still feels. idk. just a wee bit uninspired to act like steph can't go two steps without tim being behind her#im ngl i like timsteph when they're cute but timsteph twitter has been. pissing me off a tad lately#the refusal to acknowledge the sexism in dixons robin run and how it impacts stephs writing and their relationships writing#the refusal to acknowledge tims occasional condescension and hypocrisy when it comes to stephs vigilantism#seemingly only wanting her to be spoiler when he wants her around and telling her to give it up most of the time#also the constant disrespect of stephs batgirl era on there weirdly enough?#I've harped on about this on main and in drafts but despite it's flaws it's a good turn for stephs character#she's the focus she gets development (an upward trajectory! which had previously been unheard of for her! bc she did have flaws as spoiler-#-its just that both writers and characters alike seemed to arbitrarily decide she didn't have the capacity to grow past them! but she did!)#hell i saw a BIZARRE take today i just have to bitch about#which was them saying that Batgirl was a ''heteronormative mask'' steph put on#with spoiler being her more authentic self (and this being paralleled to gender expression with stephs isolation from the batfam as spoiler-#-showing how she ''wasnt like them'')#which. I'm not denying you the view that spoiler has a certain genderific swag to her but the needless dragging of her batgirl persona#steph got treated badly as spoiler bc she was A Girl. it's genuinely that simple dixon felt batman and robin would never stand for a girl-#-running around doing the things they did and would need to chivalrously stop her. he's gone on record saying this#she's constantly getting belittled by mostly men (cass also dismisses her but it feels distinctly less gendered)#and in the end it's barbara who learns to give steph a second chance despite her mistakes and they have a positive relationship#something ppl are quick to dismiss as being in and of itself sexist bc they're pairing the two girls off together#as if batgirl isn't a legacy and as if babs and steph don't have parallels in their resilience and refusal to accept when ppl tell them no#for better and for worse!!#like. idk how you took the strongest feminist element in that comic (bc there are elements of sexism here and there! 2009 n all)#and somehow turn it into ''heteronormativity'' YOU PPL ARE JUST SAYING WORDS AT THIS POINT!!!#anyway. someone take away my internet access
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