#I Just Want to Feel SOMETHING [ ic ]
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quick PSA for any cookie run fans who like my art:
please do not use my past-shadow milk design without permission and especially without credit!!!
my friend just told me about people on tiktok using my blueberry milk cookie design, i went and looked and i found two videos by the same user, one video without credit. please do not do this!!! please ask me first, i know my ask box is closed (ill reopen it after i post this) but my DM's have always been open!!! its a design/character that's become very personal to me, yes i know it's just a concept design for a canon character but it still means a lot to me, and it makes me highly uncomfortable when people do stuff like this.
if you want to use my other art in edits that's okay! but please ask me if you want to use ANY of my designs, not just cookie run, for any reason! this is why i get nervous posting AU designs, because i'm scared stuff like this will happen, and now it has.
and of course PLEASE credit me. why do i even have to say this, it's common courtesy to credit the artists you take art from, but apparently some people don't have enough respect for artists to even do that.
edit: also, just in case i'm being too vague:
fanart is completely fine with me, just please credit me (and tag me because i want to rb it)
also, i'm fine with people taking inspiration from my designs as well. i'm not trying to gatekeep, i just want people to ask me first please.
#side note.. the icing on the cake to me is that this person used my design for 3ldershadow edits like. LOL?#most if not all of my posts w blueberry are vanilla milkshake#i dont even ship 3ldershadow.. in fact i dont ship sm with any character other than pv#thats whats really funny to me about it#but yeah i hope you guys can all be considerate about this for me#its not just blueberry that im cagey about .. my sonic au designs i post sometimes are personal to me too#i posted them on twitter once and it got over 1k likes so i had to delete it just bc i was uncomfortable over it#i made that sideblog so i could stop feeling uncomfortable posting blueberry but this still happens ig#ill try not to let this bother me too much#i know it means something to people other than myself so i dont want to stop posting it but im just upset rn i guess#hope u guys understand#psa#not art#txt
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My favorite part of my Adventure Time binge is I pick what looks like the most silly episodic episode with a weird title and a plot that seems pretty open and shut and it goes in the most unexpectedly painful and lowkey horrifying direction that leaves me shook. I expected shenanigans and got an existential crisis instead.
#adventure time#haha princess monster wife has Ice King assemble a wife from other princess parts how silly#instead Im repeatedly kicked in the face with Ice King - Simon's - utter capacity for love and empathy#Like yes he kidnapped those princess parts but the love and care he showed his monster creation in making her feel ānormalā and loved#the dual nature of Ice King's curse is he acts out irrationally but then the love he can't contain still leaks through somehow#And how his wife eventually gave back the stolen parts herself -damning her own existence- bc she knew IK loved her beyond her physical for#BECAUSE SIMON HAS BEEN LOVING AND IDOLIZING AND PINING AFTER BETTY FOR 1000 YEARS WITHOUT SEEING HER#Betty wasn't fully introduced for like another whole season but her footprints on IK's heart can be seen and felt so clearly in this ep#i just wanted something silly in the bg while I ate breakfast and now I need to lie down and cry
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Have you published this yet? š i NEED IT
I have not, I'm so sorry š I am a very slow writer and fake dating real feelings turned into a longer fic than I anticipated!! I do have a tag for it now where I post snippets, and here's some more of The Phone Call as an apology for how long this dang fic is taking (little language warning for anyone who needs it!):
#tysm for your interest!!#i don't want to jinx anything by saying when i HOPE to post it by#but now that most of the july writing challenges have wrapped up i can shift my focus back to it + the ice cream shop au#something i've learned is the longer i stare at a fic the more i will doubt myself#so writing anything longer than 3-4k words is Really Stressful#but i truly do love this fic sm and i'm so hopeful and determined to do it justice !!#it's 3 chapters and a part of me just wants to like post the first one and get it out there#but a larger part of me kind of wants to be able to post it on some kind of definite schedule#and chapter 3 was giving me a Problem as of like a week and a half ago#fake dating real feelings#liza writes#erasermic#aizawa shouta#yamada hizashi#ask#long post
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thinking a little more positively about after f1 ā what do you think heāll move onto? do you think heāll stay a public figure, or will he take the route of a quiet life? and, what would you like to see him do in the future?
I think heās going to take a long long long time for himself before he even thinks about what he wants to do. And I love that for him.
I wouldnāt be surprised if, after all thatās happened, he decides to withdraw completely from public life. As a fan, I will simply be glad to have what and when he decides to share anything with us
#heās going to be there for all the birthdays and the anniversaries and the weddings that he missed#heās going to drop by his mumās place everyday for lunch and heās going to get a little tummy for all the good food#heās going to teach his niece and nephew how to ride a dirt bike and heās going to take them for ice cream on hot sticky afternoons#heās going to let his hair go grey and just be <3#and amid all the good things I want for him I want for him to never leave and to race till he feels heās given everything#but thatās ok because he has given so much to this sport he gets to have something for himself now#anon ask
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recent art
#lies about art#the falses of abyss#okat i mputting this begind a lot of things i#i dont know if i want this to be noticed. but i certainly dont want rhis to be shared#tjis is the on;y social media shedoesnt chec k so this is my only place#im not safe#i dont know how much i can handle#i should jus tell up on her but she threatened me#i dont know what she can do to me if i do it#im scared#i feel lost#i just wanted to help her#i dont understand#im afraid to talk to anyone now#i treid to talk to my friends abotu it but now im scared#what if she sees it. she controls me#she can hurt me she already did#i cant call the police#i cant tell my family#im a coward#i just wanted to hel p#i need to work on everything#i need to finish the commissions#maybe then i can open mroe and i can do something#maybe she needs a little mroe help#i know she doesnt do that on purpose#or i want t o think so#i dont knwo i mso lost#it seems less likely day by day ic ant#ijust wwnate dto he lp
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went to the state fair yesterday and tried so so much good food !!! my favorite things were the pickle lemonade (literally my favorite drink ever since i first tried it a couple weeks ago) and the fried pickles and the roasted corn. feeling like a true midwesterner after that :-)
#although i will say the pickle lemonade i tried by the lake by our house was a lot better#it was punchier#the ones at the fair were watered down a bit i think just from the ice melting in the heat#but itās just SO refreshing#genuinely something my dr would prescribe for one of my health conditions is a shot of pickle juice#so it was so rejuvenating LOL#it was rly fun !! my home state doesnāt have a state fair like THAT#but it took me back to my 4H days :#when i competed agility w my childhood dog as a kid and camped out to do some horse riding events and archery#and pigs and chickens and such#rly nostalgic haha#i only did pigs one year bc it was too sad#but i was a chicken girl through and through#4H is what started me down the dog trainer career path and sparked that interest as a hobby#i didnāt pursue it seriously until a long time later and have since taken a hiatus bc of burnout but#it did remind me why i fell so head over heels in love w it#something abt being so in tune w another creature like that is just#so special#we didnāt get to watch the stunt dogs tho we missed the show :((#i kinda want to go back again to see them perform#kinda feeling like it might reignite something in me and maybe iāll start making steps to be a trainer again#iāve been missing it#personal
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local man haunts (me) open practise yet again more news at 11
#txt#what an experience#i didnt go alone this time which means shenanigans heightened by 20#and by that i mean we were by the glass drinking mate (that security thankfully let us bring in)#and ___ kept going (lifts mate up to the glass) quieres? to all the players that skated by#and i had to just go STOP THAT#and they went they dont want our mate hmph what do they know about mate and i went. well thats the thing. they dont šš#theres was a bunch of kids next to me which meant a lot players over to our side and ekky trucked over#and knocked the glass w his stick on a driveby and scared the shit out of me I ALMOST DROPPED MY MATE he had this shit eating grin#maffhew also kept doing little toodle-loo waves at the kids behind him it was so cute ššš#but anyways i think its so funny ___ kept focusing on ekky too and i didnt realise why until they just drop the bombshell of#āthey remind me of your brotherā and i went āDONT FUCKING SAY THAT WHAT THE FUCK MAN DONT SAY SUCH SACRILEGEā#the rest of the convo was in spanish and i dont know how to like fully convey š¦š· banter in eng but it roughly went#āno he does. he has the same dumb face when he starts shit (because he kept bodily bumping into boqy and forsy)#the same 'was that me? did i do that?' troublemaker face. hes a shit stirrer but never answers to it. hes sleazy in that way.#he has the same beard too dont you see itā#and then i promptly spent the whole time going god he is just like my older brother oh this is a horrifying revelation oh god#anyways they kept saying look at his dumb face look at it just like your brother the whole time in spanish when he crept near#and i had to go SHUT UP PLEASE HE CAN HEAR YOU to which they snorted and went you said its fine if we spoke spanish here theyre not gonna#understand us and i was like OKAY BUT IM SURE 11 YEARS HERE HES GONNA PICK UP#SOMETHING AND WE KEEP CURSING SO FOR MY SAKE CAN YOU SHUT UP#mikksy and schmidty were super playful with eo. tuomo ruutu kept messing w mikksy. and ekky was like a damn bumper car bumpin everyone#maffhew ofc was very dramatic when he couldnt get a goal in against knighter and he did the horse headshake in front of us#and i went āyou can tell whos number 19 because hes the most dramatic person on the ice alwaysā#ekky was super vocal i know he wanted to practise against the empty net but aj was practising tipins and he goes#MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. and aj so confused just moves like ???#and ekky notches one in goes over to him and waves his glove at him to move#also dmen + lundy were practising on my side of the ice afterwards (lundy ekky uvis kuli. kuli was practising solo. lundy was feeding ekky#for some slapshots uvis got some passes in with them) and anyways i did not fucking realise swaggy was still out because i was so focused on#the dmen until he shot a puck straight at my face and like man i know its not personal but damn did it feel personal with the lookback
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since it seems Iām one of like 3 people that like minsc/jaheira, let me see if I can recruit more to my cause:
- while he was trapped in stone, jaheira visited him all the time, openly weeping and speaking to him
- even while under the tadpoleās control, minsc only listened to ājaheiraā
- when minsc thought ājaheiraā died, he was inconsolably angry
- jaheira was willing to risk EVERYTHING to get minsc back. nothing mattered to her more. she threatened the emperor - and the rest of your party for that matter - and screamed āhelp my friend!ā
- when jaheira talked about how she had to leave him behind, she explained it was the logical thing to doā¦but she said she hated herself for it because minsc never would have left her, ever
- minsc referred to her as his wychlaran - a wise woman of rasheman, bonded to a berserker bodyguard for life. there is no higher title or deeper bond in all of rashemaar custom
- jaheira disagreed with this, to which he said āthe title matters not. only this: when minsc does as minsc does, and charges in to make a mess, jaheira does as jaheira does, and saves us all anywayā
- minsc knows her children and they know him
- jaheira smiles the most around him
- they love each other
#bg3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 jaheira#bg3 minsc#jaheira x minsc#they WOULD DIE FOR EACH OTHER#I donāt personally think theyād ever come right out and say their feelings#but they just like hold hands sometimes and jaheira stares daggers at anyone that looks at them#their bond is so deep that feelings wouldnāt even change much#I just imagine jaheira waking up in a cold sweat#having just dreamt about leaving him#and she feels like sheās just been drenched in ice until she looks over and sees heās sleeping contently under his tent#and silently she walks over and lays down next to him and he wakes up immediately because he can sense she needs something#āare you alright?ā#āhold me you fool.ā#and sleepily minsc just pulls her into his chest#the feeling of ice running through her veins melts because he is warm and comforting and familiar#anyways.#I just think theyāre neat#and I want others to think so too#I donāt think they have a ship name yet#maheira?#jinsc?#idk tell me your thoughts#my post
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Letās get to know each other, YÅ«ri~
#shoutout to yuuri for nearly going into cardiac arrest multiple times but managing to not actually have#a heart attack when victor first showed up#yeah idk i just wanted to draw something and not feel like a blob#yoi#yuri on ice#victor nikiforov#viktor nikiforov#victor nikiforov fanart#yoi fanart#yuri on ice fanart#yuri on ice!!!#digital art#my art#fanart
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the 14 year old edgelord in me keeps trying to compose deep poetry about coming to after dissociating. calm down babes. weāre all good here.
#blue chatter#just. the experience of blinking into existence becoming associated with ice in my mouth#and how itās becoming a pattern that the first visual thing I process is a hand in front of my face#At least that I remember. Iām sure other stuff happens but my memory is unsurprisingly v blurry after#I feel bad for making my roommate take care of me so often#but I super cannot control when I dissociate#and I do genuinely need the help#bc today I was home alone and it took a loooooot longer to break out of the blurry stage#I somehow didnāt think to get ice about it until I was in the middle of the grocery store an hour after the episode had ended#I want to be more independent about this so people donāt have to take care of me all the time#it is relieving to know that I can live with friends after grad school#so *someone* can be around usually if something goes wrong and Iām not cognizant enough to help myself#but I donāt wanna make them feel like they have to help me or put that on them#or like. freak out their kids. their kids are not raised remotely like I was and theyāre rly young so they donāt rly understand this.#how do you explain trauma to a three year old whose parents are incredibly good at gentle parenting#idk. Iāll figure it out. hopefully with time and therapy Iāll be able to process my trauma enough that I wonāt be like this forever.#I donāt wanna be like this forever.#I want to go to grad school and start practicing in clinical psychology and help people#and be independent and be able to support my friends instead of the other way around
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idk if this question has already been answered or not but idrc, would your ice have considered it "talking about it" to admit his physical attraction towards mav? like calling him beautiful or genuinely complementing him. this goes for mav too
i do feel post debriefing ice would call mav beautiful openly or some sappy bs like that
love your writing š
anon i need you to know this ask was so cute it made me physically nauseous. i was sick all week thinking about how cute this ask was. thank you for sending it.
i actually had a couple drabbles where yes ice both pre- and post-TGM mission is like yeah im physically attracted to you, but itās less like āoh my god youāre so hot šā and more like āi mean, yeah, you objectively look like tom cruise so itās not like i really have a choice.ā
but ābeautifulā specifically i had not thought of, and it has knocked me off my feet and made me go feral/rabid/undomesticated for a few days straight, so i will be writing something about this. thanks.
#the reason there is very little of maverick in ch9 of wwgattai is because it would all be 100% fluff.#thatās the whole reason i started writing the drabbles.#i had to play up the āoh no weāre still not really togetherā bit for the plot but#by the late aughts/early 2010s these are two old men who are extremely consciously in love#& just canāt say it out loud because it might change everything/have an effect on their careers#something that Should Be Done before they die but they both know so they donāt really HAVE to talk about it#I still donāt think i hit that feeling exactly which is disappointing but whatever#cutest ask ever anon. ill be thinking about this for months.#i clearly didnāt give their pre-2000s sex life a ton of thought but im sure ice was calling him āpretty boyā in bed from day one#jsyk#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#top gun#top gun maverick#asks#edts notes#ANON!!! You sent this ask two months ago & this has just been sitting in my drafts sorry sorry sorry#first 3 are pre-tgm and last one is post-tgm (mav retiring ā¤ļø)#anonāi just want you to know how seriously i took this ask; two/three months later. i wasnāt planning on writing out their wedding night#at all#this ask was what made me write their wedding LMAO
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āYou can be my wingman any time.ā
āBull****! You can be mine.ā
#itās been a solid decade I think#since I drew something that wasnāt histology diagrams or pathology specimens or bones#so Ik this isnāt the best haha XāD#but Iām just putting it out there ācause I love these boys! ā¤ļø#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#forehead kiss <āā tagging this ācause I feel like it got lost amongst the colour when I took a brush to this paper ššā¤ļøāš©¹#topgun#top gun 1986#my sense of proportion has gone on a longg vacation#guys guys Iceās mole is on the wrong side#but I really really wanted to draw it#so I did šš¼šš¼#do you ever look at your handwriting and think: OMG *thatās* unfortunate??
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Taylor returning over and over to the falling through the ice accident in the Bolterāeverything to me
#like. just. the shock of it all#thereās something about Taylor where her experience of life is so ā¦.. brutal#like I donāt know how else to say it but it just is. life is not easy on her it is always ready to CLOBBER her#and in a way sheās not easy on life. thereās some kind of magnets/opposite poles stuff where sheās just always drawn to the worst things#to feeling them and experiencing them and almost ??? creating them#like I donāt mean to overstate it. and I know she has a family who loves her (thank GOD)#and also sheās very practical and industrious about creating this very Instagram worthy life full of Fine Things and a Fun Time#and of course all the resources in the world at her disposal to create all the trappings of it#whether itās a celebrity Fourth of July party or the eras tour#and sheāll do it and love it. but as all the best critics know and point out the most fascinating thing about Taylor is always the music#and itās where all the weirdness and stubbornness and difficulties of her life. her a c t u a l longings her actual fears#her actual terrible awful experiences that she charges headlong down the paths of#is set free! and itās breathtaking in the most shocking way#like falling through the ice! I always say the first thing that always hits me about a Taylor album is the bitterness#just this blast in the face. and her music is so gentle! in so many ways#and the packaging is so appealing and her voice is so soft and expressive and there is none of that weird experimentation#even musically (remember when she shut down imogen heap for putting a minor chord in clean she was like absolutely not. Iām obsessed)#(with that moment forever)#but like. so much of Taylorās packaging and life and HER really does SEEM so basic or ordinary or just rich girl ordinary I guess#she likes basic things and wants basic things. but also she is so hungry so restless so angry so wounded the rich internal life is CHURNING#all the time. every second. and itās spectacular to watch and also I will worry about her until the day I die#or justļæ½ļæ½ļæ½-I donāt know. itās going to be spectacular and it is sometimes going to be awful#but she will keep furiously writing her way through it!!#there IS such a woundedness to her. and it makes me love her so much because itās packaged in such a way people think it must just be#whining or privilege. but itās not! itās just. the human condition and Taylorās own flaws#okay Iāve lost the plot here a bit in my ramblings but yeah the ice metaphor. insanely perfect
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Andrew Garfield on The Jonathan Ross Show
#this is old but I love his expressions in it#andrew garfield#my gifs#also it's funny how we're so similar in some ways and so different in others#like when he said he wasn't an adult at 26 I felt that#I did not feel at all that I was an adult at that age either#but then he also said he's a very messy eater#and I'm the complete opposite#even as a little little kid I could eat something as messy as an ice cream cone and get none of it on me#no mess at all and very fastidious#I just love every new little thing I learn about him#I am so wild about him#I know it's silly but I still want him to be the oneā¢ļø for me#please let me love him
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ą¼ @thesundowncrew
Electricity didnāt like the wisp. The wisp didnāt like electricity, either. They were never meant to occupy the same space. It did, however, give the wisp another way to play tricks on visitors.
This time, she simply meant to make a lamp flicker. Just a tiny flicker to draw the visitorās attention so she could begin leading him into stranger halls.
Instead, all the lights flickered out with a sharp crackle and the shop plunged into darkness.
The shopkeeperās exasperated sigh from the front of the building could be heard several halls over. āSorry, sorry! Keep calm, please, Iāll fix it. Just got toā¦ find a fuseā¦ā His words trailed off into mumbles and the sound of items being rummaged about.
Another sound, fainter yet much closer to the visitor (perhaps just around the corner, in the next room), slipped into the darkness. A childās muffled giggle.
#thesundowncrew#(!!! hi hello i just had an Idea and i needed to write it agdgd)#(please feel free to let me know if u want something different or if u want to plot more first tho!! <3)#|ą¼| threads#|āā§| wisp#|ą¼| ic
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Having fun, more and more! (Patreon)
#Doodles#Unicorn Tails#Dangersoft#Villainsona#Just Desserts#True Villainy AU#Okay fine I'll talk about the really silly fixation I accidentally fell into lol#It's all Jello's ISaT stream's fault they mentioned Wall Day and I got curious!#Actually it was Jello reciting Will's line as the mad cultist in a kids' unicorn game that got me interested lol he just went all out#And it really is a kids' game! Like yeah some of the lore is dark and ominous and weird but it's genuinely just a nice unicorn game#And the character customization is cute and you can buy a spider hat! I want a spider hat#I'm fully onboard at this point lol I intend to buy it for realsies and play as an alicorn and go hunting for the Estranged Rabbit#Dangersoft is great of course <3 Neon green horse love that for her#Some happies <3 I've been quite happy lately :D Big Loves yay <3#If there is an article of clothing I can hide in I will take the opportunity every time lol#Regularly hiding in hoods and collars - it just feels nice!#More Charm more cutes <3 I've had the idea of her cutting her hair for S3 since she was created but I still don't Actually have anything lol#She's just cute and I love her! She's adorable no matter what she looks like#I think I was thinking something along the lines of her long hair being used against her in her True Villain form#Like how it's normally up and ice cream shaped but Kaiein wanted it down and it gave her a different look#But short it can't look like that :) She's always light and fluffy if it's short! I like it <3#Speaking of - her candle wings popping out from her Kaiein wings!#It's weird to see her with her hair down and glasses on in that context haha#I do like the symbolism of dark inky wings being cut through with fire and light :) Still drippy tho lol#And rounding off with a Just Desserts bee <3 I posted that one JD Pet Bee a while ago but I think bees are also wild animals#They're important for sweets production and pollination! Fruit-based sweets need them!#I personally really love bees I think they're the cutest but I also get really stressed about buzzing :'D#Does Not help that my hair is a colour they're attracted to so they come up right next to my head to investigate agh#So Charm is the same! Loves bees! They're wonderful and important and cute! But the buzzing...#She's being very brave tho <3
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