#i miss ice skating! i miss dancing! i miss being able to do anything! im so sick of the pain!

[carmenpeach]

had this moment yesterday of "what am i gonna do, go take ceramic classes and do what i enjoy in life that makes me happy instead of being useful?" and it was this 💡 of like. thats probably something to strive for. to not be miserible.

[ethereange]

I remember seeing a Bakugo x reader prompt post from you- idk if you’re still doing them, if not then you can ignore this ask lmao

Bakugo cheering on a figure skater reader at a competition?? I can just imagine that he has no idea what in the world is going on but his s/o is looking so pretty and elegant so he’s cheering the loudest when it’s over 🥺

ya im still doing them! thanks for responding 💗

bear with me since i also know like close to nothing abt figure skating LOL but ill try my best!! i will say it'll be x f!reader since i dont rly know how to write for anything else, but it’ll prob just be short and sweet x

after writing: ok this was like not that short.. but this was so fun to write lol i hope you like it!

katsuki bakugo x figure skater! f!reader

bakugo has no ideas about figure skating. and you have no idea that he’s here.

he’s never been able to show up to your competitions before, but he’s always tried until a rushed call is met with a grumble, a whispered “good luck”, and a kiss goodbye.

so you can only imagine how he feels when he stumbles through the doors after getting off his patrols early. he was met with the chill of ice in the air, the slightly squishy floors and the chatter of the crowd.

it was packed- more so than he thought it would be; not to say he was dismissive of you in any way, but rather he was proud to know first-hand that you were being successful.

he was scanning the edges of the rink in search of his girlfriend. one lady was currently sliding skate guards on, surrounded by friends and coaches. what if he had missed you? he wondered and his brows creased at the idea.

the speakers began to ring: "now introducing, the-"

but then a finger tapped at his leg, soft and gentle, pulling him from his thoughts and the announcer. he looked down and met the eyes of a little girl, probably no older than 7.

"you're- you're mr. dynamite, right? could you- could you sign my skates please?" she gazed up longingly at him. she held up a pair of them- these tiny things- dangling and showing off its dynamite decal.

he pulled down his cap a little more. "sure thing," he smiled, taking her red marker to scribble away. how did she even recognize me? after a plentiful of thanks, the lights began to dim.

he squinted to see, but the spotlight flicked on, illuminating the skater in the middle.

you. of course it was you.

the music started, a tune he's heard you hum before, and you began to move. but were you really moving? moving now just sounded like any word that could be used for anyone.

because you were flowing. so smoothly, legs supple and in-time with the rhythm. your hair was done all pretty, he wondered how long it took to do it. you hadn't even done anything particularly impressive, yet if the fangirl were to come back and ask for a picture he would not be able to speak.

the music began to swell, and you hit your first jump, your skirt dancing around you, glittering with jewels a reflection in his eyes.

he wished the world would stop, if only for this moment. and it would be your luminescence switching foot to foot, turn to turn, while everything is still, skating to the beat of his heart.

and when your graceful gestures are said and done, the music decrescendos, he doesn't think he's seen you smile so brightly before.

after your several bows and some small strides, you find your way to the gate, a light sheen of sweat on your face. and your jaw drops.

"b-babe??" you squeak.

and he suddenly engulfs you in his hug, and you can't stop your tears.

"holy shit baby!!!" he exclaimed, holding you at arms length. "that was- that was so fuckin'- you're so-"

you laugh, cutting him off with a quick kiss to the lips. "i love you too," you beam, and he mirrors your grin. "oh, they're going to announce my scores now!" and you drag him to the cushioned seats positioned in front of the camera. "wait," you pause, "do you wanna wait off the screen so people don't see you-"

"'s fine," now he gives you a peck on your lips. "i wanna be with you when you win."

and when they reveal your first place score, you're excited, but your boyfriend...

"LET'S GO BABYY!!!!" he cheers as he spins you around, careless of the snapping of surrounding camera lenses.

"my star," he smiles, quieter this time, so only you could hear. and you giggle, noses pressed together.

[mushroomwillow]

I am so unbelievably tired. Flew to New York on Sunday, spent the day with my daughter, flew back with her yesterday. It’s about a 6 hour flight all put together (there’s one layover and ours added another hour).

I’m so happy to have her back. I miss her so much and I hate this stupid “arrangement” that I was forced to agree too. Divorce is so hard to deal with because yes I’m free from my abusive ex but because he was never provably abusive to her I can’t get full custody. And when I ran with her I had no job and no money. The only thing he would agree too is 6 months with me and 6 months with him.

And everyone, fucking everyone, agrees that’s horrible for her. She’s 4. That kind of change is not good for her at all. And the only way I /might/ be able to get anything different is if I can find a school that will take her before she turns 5 sense her bday falls past the cut off date. Then she’ll spend only summers with him. And that’s /if/ he keeps to the agreement of her going to school with me.

But it’s him. Dont trust him as far as you can throw him. In fact trust him less than that. He’ll find a way to make life as hard as possible and his only goal is to hurt the people he can’t control.

There’s a lot of guilt I have as a parent who had her in an abusive relationship. That I don’t have the money to fight for more than what I have now to keep her safe.

But while she’s here with me I try so hard to make the best of it. She’s going to a daycare that has a ton of accommodations for kids with autism. They do so much she loves doing. I’ve tried very hard to dive into every interest she has, space especially. She’s 4 and knows more about space than anyone I’ve met. I’m restricted on what I can afford but I’m going to try my damndest to get her into ice skating and dance classes because she saw one video a friend of mine sent of an ice skater and has begged for months to ice skate. And she loves to dance and asked to do that too.

Im going to be recovering from the abuse of not only my childhood but of being with her dad for a very long time. Im just hoping that she doesn’t get too scarred by her childhood. Im begging whatever will listen that her dad won’t abuse her like he did me. Because getting proof of my abuse was next to impossible. Because it wasn’t physical I couldn’t get help. I never want her to go through that. I know you can’t protect your kids from everything but the guilt from all this kills me.

I’m glad she’s back. When she goes to her dad it feels like a part of my soul is missing. Watching her grow up is like watching a shadow of my child self run around. I want to give her everything I didn’t have.

Anyway. I’m exhausted and in pain and I’m expecting her to wake up soon because of the time difference

[junicai]

Relationship with SuperM

➣ BAEKHYUN ☾ baekaria

before being thrown into a supergroup together, aria and baekhyun hadn’t really spoken 

they’d seen each other around the building, and aria was an avid supporter of exo so of course she knew who he was but she wasn’t expecting him to know who she was 

so when aria walked into the practice room and was greeted by baekhyun waving her over and calling her name

sue her if she was a little stunned 

their relationship was a little stilted at the beginning

between the age gap, and baekhyun not having a girl member in a group before, it took a few weeks for the two of them to figure out their dynamic and where they fit around each other 

eventually though

they settled into a pretty comfortable situation

baekhyun tries to put her at ease as much as possible 

there is 8 years in the difference, but you’d swear that its less than half 

although he’s playful and generous with the teasing like he is to other members 

he’s careful to avoid certain topics when it comes to aria, just out of respect for her and not wanting to make her feel uncomfortable

this came to fruition after kai unknowingly made a small comment on how aria “must have been hungry”, considering how fast she was eating

baekhyun knew he didn’t mean anything by it, but he watched aria slowly put down her chopsticks and reach for the bottle of water beside her instead

he didn’t see her eat for the rest of the evening

did kai get in trouble? no but he did get hit lightly over the head

when aria does something cool - like a spin or a trick - baekhyun is the first to say “that’s my child. i raised her, look how well i taught her” 

ten: “heY-”

tldr: although they’re not the closest, aria’s slowly grown more comfortable around him, and he’s looking out for her all the time 

FAN FAVOURITE MOMENT.

200829 Knowing Brothers: when baekhyun brought up the members of superm all showering together to get closer quickly, heechul quickly pounced on aria - the girl slowly moving to put her head in her hands. 

“and where was aria during all of this? don’t tell me you brought her to?”

baekhyun: “well of course we did-” 

aria: “NO I STAYED OUTSIDE HE’S A LIAR DON’T LISTEN TO HIM!”

*cue baekhyun laughing his ass off*

➣ TAEMIN ☾ arimin

aria thought she was going to die

there was absolutely no plausible reason that she should be in a group with The Taemin

he was highkey the reason why she had even accepted her position in sm at the very beginning of her training

this man convinced a fifteen year old to give up the sport she’d been doing her entire life 

his impact  (*¯ ³¯*)♡

please stand by while aria tosses herself off a bridge

she was So Formal at the beginning

he honestly was the member she took the longest time to warm up to - because she had idolized him for so long

will still refer to him as taemin-ssi occasionally, but now its less a formality and more of a tease

this boy was shook when he found out how young aria was - mark and lucas he can deal with because at least they’re 1999, but aria....

“2000??? 2000?” 

he said :O

despite their rocky start, they’re quite comfortable around each other, especially after spending a few nights rooming together over the tour

does aria still look for his validation in a lot of her work? yes, but she’s more open about asking for it now then she would have been 

taemin definitely doesn’t have a favourite kid and it’s definitely not aria no why would you think that

aria really out here collecting parents like pokémon 

gotta catch em all~

he looks out for her a lot during their schedules, mainly because he knows what its like to be the youngest in a group and how it can feel a little like you don’t really have a place there

so he always makes sure to include her where possible 

FAN FAVOURITE MOMENT.

sitting in a circle in a waiting room while mark toy-ed around with the guitar in his lap, aria sat curled in the corner, humming lightly to herself as taemin sang softly along with mark playing “view”.

quietly, she began to sing soft backing harmonies along with taemin, her eyes still attached to her phone in her hands.

when she felt the device being tugged out of her hands and her being pulled upright by another hand on her arm, she looked up to see taemin smiling brightly, still singing 

cue the impromptu concert of a lifetime: with god tier vocals

➣ KAI ☾ kairia

so, they met

and kai just kinda went: mine.

and that was that really 

its like a puppy refusing to give up its favourite chew toy 

“nooo but its my turn to room with aria :(”

never really did the whole awkward, getting to know each other phase? 

not that aria had any real say in it

but jongin point blank refused to engage in small talk with her

so they ended up spending their nights on the superm tour talking about stuff ranging from why the sky is blue to why aria stopped ice skating

she started crying and he did not handle it well, bless him

although he’s super chill and fun to be around

he’s also the only non-nct member that seriously scolds her 

when he found her in a practice room lying on the ground (she was Resting, thank you very much) at three in the morning, he dragged her out without a word and brought her back to her dorms in silence 

aria knew he was mad at her, but she thought it was because he had to borderline carry her four blocks down to the nct dorms 

“no you idiot, im angry because you thought that instead of coming to one of us for help with the bits you’re struggling with, you figured hey. let’s pass out instead.” 

he’s so affectionate with her

you know how lucas and kai have Intense Brothers Energy

well aria has that, little sister vibe that makes kai want to wrap her in a blanket and carry her everywhere

she’d hate that, if he tried that she’d scream (he did try that, this is coming from past experience)

FAN FAVOURITE MOMENT.

kai chucking aria like a cannon ball into the pool during the filming of mtopia when she refused his hugs.

“oppa, oppa no im sorry ill give you all the hugs you want, oppa, JONGIN-OPPA NO NO NO NO -”

*sploosh*

➣ TAEYONG ☾ ariyong

taeyong took one look at aria the first time she showed up for group practice and immediately adopted her (not literally but he would if he could)

eomma meets highly protective brother meets life coach type beat?

so so soft for her its sickening 

says he doesn’t have favourites and will then spend an hour cooking for aria because she’s been in the studio the whole day and he knows she hasn’t eaten yet

when aria was given a duet to do for the sm stages, she had to pick another member to do it with and her first choice was taeyong 

she always has said that taeyong is one of the pillars keeping her upright and sane - without him she wasn’t sure if she would have been able to complete her training 

because of all the schedules they share together, if aria isn’t rooming with mark then she’s definitely rooming with taeyong

whenever she does his makeup (more often than you’d think) she point blank refuses to cover his scar, even when he asks her to do so

��please? i don’t like it.” “*gasp* how dare you.”

sleepy aria! snuggling into taeyong’s shoulder when a schedule ran late!

he gets uncomfy when the stylists put her in too revealing clothes, and has spoken to them on numerous occasions about dressing her in age-appropriate attire, no matter how “sexy” the concept might be

he keeps little bags of sugar-dusted strawberry sweets in his bag incase she forgets to eat and feels faint after the last time (they used to be blueberry flavoured but he heard donghyuck throwing out any and all “blueberry-contaminated” food one evening)

taeyong doesn’t tolerate hate towards aria, especially in person, so he always makes sure to sit down the line from her so that he can see when people skip her intentionally 

FAN FAVOURITE MOMENT. 

taeyong had just been awarded the single bedroom on the last night of the mtopia series, and was staring off into the corner looking rather uncomfortable. aria, who was meant to be rooming with baekhyun, looked over and saw his mouth curled downwards slightly. 

“baekhyun-oppa, is it ok if i room with taeyongie-oppa tonight? i ran out of my tablets, and he has some in his bag..”

baekhyun looked down at her with a small smile and agreed, while the edited captions on the video appeared with the words, “a cute maknae asking to room with a younger member..”

➣ TEN ☾ tenaria

Whipped™

so so gone for her its upsetting actually

yangyang and aria share the position of his baby

except aria willingly accepts the title while yangyang would rather fling himself from a rooftop

ten’s instagram is half his cats, half miyazu aria

he posts her dancing practice on his story a lot, with a variety of captions ranging from “thats my baby  ♡( ◡‿◡ )” to “yah that’s not right…(눈_눈)”

such an enabler for her bad ideas

aria wants to go shopping at 4am? ten agrees, now they’re sitting by han river eating ice cream

pls he’s gonna get her in so much trouble one day

when they walk together, ten likes to take her hand and put it in his pocket

its under the pretense of not wanting her to get lost

he just wants to hold her hand

yes he has lost her in a shopping mall, and NO it wasn’t his fault

ten always complains that they never have schedules together and he misses his baby

“we have superm-” “I NEVER SEE YOUUUU (ﾉಥ益ಥ)ﾉ”

if they’re in the same room ten is either watching her out of the corner of his eye, or is actually wrapped around her like a boa constrictor

hugs n kithes all around

only he is allowed make fun of her mistakes in dancing

anyone else gets deaded. he will fight for her honor how dare you insult his baby

sm give these ttwo a dancing duo video pls

FAN FAVOURITE MOMENT.

the first and only time aria and ten had a duet was during their last concert on superm’s first world tour. during the second half of ten’s solo performance, aria emerged from the left side of the stage, coming to join him in the centre stage. no one had ever seen aria as serious as she was then, both herself and ten becoming completely different people in the moment. midway through, aria spun with her back to ten and leaped backwards into the air - eyes closed - completely trusting ten to be where she needed him to be to catch her.

➣ LUCAS ☾ arihei

besties

please they’re so cute together - tol child next to tini child she barely comes up to his chest :(

bear hugs

he just swamps her in his arms, and when he doesn’t feel like being bent over he picks her up

complains that she’s too heavy but then immediately after will throw her around like a softball

someone tell this man to be careful with her she’s not a barbie doll

singular braincell energy

don’t get it wrong, they’re both super smart

so it’s just - being smort together, but then nearly dying because neither of them remembered that you couldn’t eat raw cookie dough when there are eggs in it

she adores how he’s so confident in the things that he does - like convincing the entire nct fandom that he was fluent in english? king behaviour

so aria looks up to him (literally) but also because she wants to have that confidence some day

lucas says they’re not close and then aria pouts and he takes it all back

nczennies made a 14 minute compilation titled “lucas melting like a popsicle in australia for aria”

and literally what the title tells you, this man goes :(( when he sees her

lucas was actually the person to convince her to go ahead with the [redacted] proposal - and reminded her that it was too good an opportunity to pass up just because she felt like she was outgrowing the boys

he’s so proud of her

and she’s so proud of him

they’re so proud of each other and it makes nczennies want to cry because they never are seen together

sm stop separating the platonic soulmates first markhyuck and now arihei smh

FAN FAVOURITE MOMENT.

during a photoshoot, aria was standing off to the side of the boys, dressed in white suit to contrast the boys’ black ones. the photographer was calling out to her to get her to move closer, but she couldn’t hear him from so far away, and so lucas (who was on the end) just walked over to her, gripped her by the biceps and lifted her vertically and to the left a little bit. 

“luc-LUCAS?”

“you had to move :)”

➣ MARK ☾ mari

½ of the best friend crew

honestly at the beginning, mark and aria weren’t very close, having only really seen each other in passing or with johnny

but after being dropped into training together the two quickly became fast friends, and now they’re borderline inseparable

you thought you knew pain? watch aria’s reaction to mark’s graduation from dream :)

mark’s the reason why aria felt confident enough to pitch some of her lyric ideas to the team, after staying up until 4am to help her make some edits so she was as confident as possible

kinda just, rests his head on her shoulder? and wraps his arms around her waist when he’s tired

mari being confused in foreigner: ???

aria said once in a vlive that she finds mark really comforting to be around - when she feels stressed or worried about something she’ll go to mark’s room and just sit on his bed for a while

aria is so close with his parents - “ahh, how’s my favourite child” “i’m doing great mom.” “no not you, how’s aria?” “wh-hu-MOM?”

you’d swear sometimes mark is younger than her, considering the pout he puts on and how much he whines when they’re not on the same team together for promotions

mark big protecc boi but also little small cuddly boi

they’re so soft for each other ( ╥ω╥ )

in one of the fancams for mark’s solo stage during superm, someone zoomed into aria singing along with him in the wings and dancing to herself with the Proudest Smile™

he’s! so! proud! of! her! constantly! she could be walking and he’d be like “omg get it”

when aria refuses to get up and make herself food (this happens way too often, she just gets into the groove of her work and doesn’t want to move) mark gets her to by threatening to do it himself

consistently caught by czennies just standing behind her and holding her hand in crowded areas - airports, waiting rooms, etc.

FAN FAVOURITE MOMENT.

mark and aria were standing off to one side as the mc explained the rules of the game they were about to be playing. mark looked totally confused, and elbowed aria in her side before looking down and mouthing “what?” to her. aria opened her mouth, before closing it and looking down at the ground, muttering to herself, “결합… 結合….. le chéile…. le… le.. oh oh - combined! we have to put them together, markie.”

and thus, a new confusion meme was born

[faerienextdoor]

Hi would it be alright to get a jjk matchup please? I'm 18, pronouns are she/her. I'm I'm ISTJ and a sagittarius. I'm brave, strong willed, confident, loyal and I love to laugh. I can be pretty judgemental though and I hate strangers, always assuming they're the worst and r dangerous so I try to look intimidating and unapproachable and it works most the time I think. When im with my friends though I can be wild and I feel more confident when im with them, I would literally die for them they're amazing.

My hobbies are pretty important to me, I did competitive gymnastics for a while and won quite a few medals. I still workout everyday to keep my skills. I also do figure skating and I like dance but I'm not very good at it lol. I like stormy weather, horror movies, indie music and roadtrips to nowhere. I hate incompetent and ignorant people and dirty/messy places.

hope that's okay :)

Ofc!! thanks for sending this in and hopefully being patient with me as I send these out ;;

I match you up with....

Geto suguru!

You're both logical personality types. You both have concentrations elsewhere, you both cherish the time you spend together and the relationship can flourish, him deeply understanding everything about you and your quirks and habits. He finds every little thing adorable and cute. He insists on having honest and very open communication in the relationship. If there's any issue, he wants it fixed and he wants to talk through anything that bothers the two of you- it's what makes things work. That, and how romantic he manages to be.

He's witty and sarcastic in his own way, and always teases you for the faces you make at strangers as they pass. To him, you never looked unapproachable. Sure, he and gojo would joke back and forth that you had a bad case of rbf, he could just tell it was an act though. He's seen your bravery first hand. He knows how strong you are, but also knows that you have a soft heart if someone pries hard enough- he's seen that giant smile on your face as you laugh your heart out. Sometimes he's the only one who sees it and he absolutely adores that-

He is a formal dancer, preferring to sway with you. You step on his toes here and there but you both laugh it off. And geto LIVES for how your face lights up as he spins you then pulls you right back into his arms. He can't help but pepper your face in kisses and whisk you off for some cuddles!!!

He thinks rain is calming, and embarrassingly enough gets sleepy when he hears thunder and the patter of rain against the roof and windows- he sprawls in bed and his eyes begin to droop, and he basically pleads for you to join him. He's the biggest cuddle bug when he's tired, and you get to deal with him.

Geto loves to just listen to you- even asking you to tell him about your favorite gymnastics event, any funny story that's happened (maybe falling off a balancing beam), anything. Obviously being getou, he probably goes "oh, didn't know you were a sports geek" seeing all your medals. You have permission to punch him in the ribs lmao. He never misses any event if you still do it competitively or want to go to a public gym to practice- you light even he able to convince him to give it a ago! He prefers to watch though, smiling a bit to himself as you powder your hands up and stand in front of an obstacle with a determined yet calculative expression. It might intrigue him and he tries some stretches with you- and damn this man is FLEXIBLE! After his joints crack, ofc. It gives a nice burn and he likes to use some you teach him as a warm up before a mission!! Curses dont see this man coming!!! He's like jelly the morning after but it is SO worth it. Especially if he gets some of your sympathy and you kiss and baby him or even soothe the ache in his muscles with a massage or some muscle ache cream.

You're so graceful on the ice, while getou barely manages to not have to grasp into the railing for dear LIFE. Do not let this idiot try a spin, he will crack his ass and not be able to sit for the longest fucking time-

Boyfriend rating: 9.9/10!!

[ilkjin]

Just like that

I finally finished the fanfic i promised of prince Changbin and prince Felix! Note that i only did it in two days and cant say that im proud of it but it is what it is, and i have other things i need to focus on. Hope you enjoy!

Prince Felix was hurrying down the steps of the castle, running carefully not to trip over his personally made dress shoes.

God how he hated them, god how he hated his entire royal life. He wanted to run freely. All just to be the first to greet his friend, he wanted to be able to run so fasts that his breath wouldn’t be able to keep up and he wanted to crash into his friends arms, panting as if his life depended on it. But it wasn’t possible. Felix was the crown prince and his friend was also a prince, they weren’t aloud to just show their affection towards each other. And therefore the crown prince was quickly walking over the hall floor to meet his friend as fast as humanly possible. At least his royal life didn’t push him away from Changbin, he couldn’t have handled it if he wasn’t aloud to be with the older boy.

As the slightly orange haired boy began to jog down the last steps outside of the castle to the limousine he was abruptly stopped by his longtime friend and also social media specialist, Chan.

“Woah there, if you don't want your mother to scold you, you should really take it slower..”

“But it's Changbin!”

The other boy formed his mouth to an O and sheepishly stepped aside so that the younger could reach his friend, when he did he immediately stopped himself when he saw his friends new company. Felix didn’t recognize him as royalty but as the governor's son, Hwang Hyunjin.

Lix didn’t have anything against the boy, quite the opposite actually. He liked Hyunjin and they even shared a few interests in music and dancing, they actually enjoyed each others presence even if they never really made their friendship official.

“Lixie! It's great to see you again!”

Changbin as well was on his clear way to hug the slightly younger as his younger body guard cleared his throat loudly to remind him that they were in public. Again, Felix had nothing against Jisung who would now present himself as junior protector of the royal household but right now he wanted to cuss him out for interrupting their reunion. But sadly he did the right thing.

“Sir i'm going to.. Er, find the bathroom.”

The blue haired guard kept glancing behind Felix with an excited grin as he giggled out the words. All of them had to turn around to see what he was looking at and were faced with Felix’s private secretary, Minho. Changbin excused Jisung while Minho went on about some excuse about showing him to the bathroom. They all knew how much the two had been longing for each other and sent them off with knowing smirks.

“10 bucks says that their trip to the bathroom will be cuddling on Minho’s bed”

“Definitely.”

It was certainly nice to hear Changbin’s raspy voice echo through Lix’s mind again. Oh like he had missed him.

He was excited to lead the other two into the castle for the first time in 2 months to show them all the new Christmas decorations that had been put up since last time.

The hall of the castle was open and airy even when there was a huge green Christmas tree carefully sprinkled with ornaments and other decor. It was actually very different from last year when they had a white tree and red decorations, this time they chose a bit more of a colorful approach and it really did pay off. It was gorgeous and the looks on their guests faces just made all the work worth it, even if Felix himself wasn’t aloud to decorate the tree. The cons of being a prince.

The younger showed them around the most important parts of the castle, mostly to guide Hyunjin since he hadn’t been in the castle since sometime last year. Changbin already knew the castle like the back of his hand so he didn’t need a tour. But Felix was happy to show them around since the two of them were very impressed by their overly extra decorations.

The castle of Lee always wanted to be the biggest and most admirable so that's what it became. Although prince Changbin’s home wasn’t bad either, just a little bit gloomier than the Lee castle of Sydney.

A humanoid quickly bolted across the floor of the dining room and quickly collided with the governor's son, Felix felt the urge to laugh as the taller boy crashed harshly into the concrete floor with his new weight.

“Jeongin, give him time to breathe.”

Seungmin, Felix’s personal communications manager quickly made it over the path the other had taken seconds earlier and pulled the younger media assistant of the now disgruntled Hyunjin to quickly apologise and brush him of. Of course he didn’t let him and instead pulled the two younger into a tight hug muttering something about missing them.

The last time the governor had visited, Hyunjin became instantly close with both Jeongin and Seungmin. Turns out that it's the only time they can get along, they did love each other but often engaged in stupid arguments. It was lucky that they didn’t work together. Theoretically they both worked in the castle but Jeongin worked with Chan while Seungmin worked a bit away from the two, he was more commonly found with Minho discussing meetings or such.

The crew assigned to Felix did get along when they needed too but all of them preferred others company, like now the prince could bet his life that Chan would be giving Woojin(Changbin’s secretary) a similar, more romantic tour to the one Felix was giving. Although it might have been more romantic if it wasn’t for Hyunjin.

Again, Felix didn’t have anything against him but he did have something for Changbin and his plans were majorly beaten after he learnt that the other would be with them too. Of course he didn’t let the others see how disappointed he was but he could have sworn that he saw Chan in the background glaring at Hyunjin viciously. Originally the prince was planning on taking the other to the frozen lake and evolve their ice skating to later curl up in front of the fire in Felix’s room under some sheep skin.

But of course they couldn’t do that now. Besides it would ruin the youngers intentions anyways. Why did it matter anyways? Felix wasn’t expected to impress some prince, he should marry a princess and live happily for the rest of his royal life. But would he really be happy without Changbin?

He didn’t need to think about that choice anyways, he couldn’t bear ruining the others image because of what was in his heart.

It didn’t matter, the tour was coming to an end and Felix felt slightly empty. He had this tugging feeling in the bottom of his heart just trying to drag it all the way down into his stomach.

Nevertheless he led them into the common room where his mother and her crew was seated discussing some important meeting. He honestly didn't know what to do with the guests so what better distraction then the queen?

The two boys bowed gracefully as they gained her attention unless Felix who just wobbled over to the golden bejeweled chaise lounge and to his utter surprise he didn’t remain alone there. It was a normal thing for them but since Hyunjin was present Felix definitely thought it wouldn’t be this normal for Changbin.

The shorter boy went from the governor's son to where Felix was laying and simply decided to crash on the younger causing him to groan loudly at the unexpected weight. It wasn’t unusual for them, they’d spend hours just laying there with each other thinking on stressful days but Felix didn’t think Binnie would be as comfortable with him since Hyunjin was there to impress. But since he was the freckled aussie shifted his position slightly so that Changbin would fit better and then decided to run his hand through the dark haired boys hair as the other held him close.

Felix did catch Hyunjin looking uncomfortable in the corner of his eye but for some reason he couldn’t bring himself to care, instead he pressed his face in Binnie’s hair and smirked.

Seo Changbin still belonged to him and he didn’t want to let him go. Even if they couldn’t be together he could still make sure no one else stole him away. He had a very special spot in Felix’s heart.

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A few days later Felix found himself by the dining table eating sandwiches while Hyunjin was cuddling Changbin on the kitchen couch, it didn’t make Lix jealous, only sad. He felt selfish, he wasn’t going to get Binnie so why shouldn’t Hyunjin? They could be happy together, happier than him and Binnie could.

He spent almost the entire day with a knife in his heart, it was tearing him up slowly every time the other would share their activities with Hyunjin. Felix just wanted to hold Changbin and call him his, but he didn’t want to do that to his nor the others family. They had a reputation to uphold and he certainly wasn’t going to ruin it.

But later that day when he found Hyunjin pressing soft kisses on his friends neck affectionately while the other told him a story Felix could feel himself break. His ribs shattered and gave direct access to his heart where a thousand needles took their places and the boy had to run out of the room before his determination wouldn’t be able to restrain his tears. Chan seemed to be the only one who noticed and dashed after the younger as he ran out of the room trying his best to swallow the loud sobs escaping him.

He ran and ran until he was far out of the castle and landed on his knees in the tiny rocks on the garden path and somehow he just couldn’t keep it in him.

He let out a heartbreaking scream and let all his emotions flow out through his tears. His pain was so numbing that he hadn't even noticed the unbearable pain in his legs nor the fact that the tiny rocks had pierced through his pants and made their way to open up his skin unleashing a waterfall of blood.

He didn't notice how Chan's footsteps echoed on the gravel, he couldn't even feel it when the other brought him into his arms and held him tight. He didn't feel the warmth of his best friend, he just felt the emptiness of his heart.

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With the numbness wearing off Felix could finally feel things again and noticed how soft the world seemed. His body was relaxed underneath a heavy blue blanket and his head was carefully placed on the fluffiest pillow. They even gave him a stuffed human sized animal.

And even thought his direct heartache was wearing off he still hurt, not just from under the bright white bandages over his knees but also out of confusion. When he last closed his eyes he was out crying in the garden and the sky was consumed by stars and not clouds.

But for the moment being he felt safe. The soft stuffie pressed to his body was radiating a relaxing energy and when Felix turned and placed his arms around it it was as if he was squeezing out a bit of warmth. This was what he needed, he needed this warm from to soothe his pain. It's not like a stuffie could leave him so every time we was in pain he could just go up to his room and cuddle the soft thing.

Although it was rather slim and bony, and it didn't have much fit apart from the top of it's head.

And last time he checked stuffie couldn't move while this one was shaking and making a sobbing sound of unshed tears. Felix properly turned to it and came to the realization that it wasn't a stuffed animal, it was Changbin. The older was laying in his arms trying his very best to drown his sorrow.

“I'm sorry Lix… I am so sorry.”

Felix looked at his friend and placed his palm on the others cheek to brush away tears with his thumb. His little Binnie was crying and it hurt him on the inside. Seeing his longtime friend and crush in a state of doubt and depression was burning all the nerves still functioning in his system.

He didn't want him to cry.

“Binnie, it's ok. Everything's fine.”

His deep voice immediately put a stop to the others shaking and made him turn more into Felix. Changbin was practically pressing himself into the younger and grabbed a hold of him as his echoing sobs slowly drowned in his throat.

“I'm sorry Felix, I'm sorry that my actions caused you so much pain. I never wanted you to think that I liked someone else but I didn't think you'd notice me.”

Felix wrapped his arms around the dark haired boy and hugged him tightly to make sure he knew how much he loved him. Because he did, his entire life Felix's heart had been sprouting this unusual feeling around Binnie and only him. His heart always told him to go to the boy and to be with him.

“Of course i notice Bin, i love you.”

The other boy pressed his face into the youngers chest and exhaled a deep breath to be able to help himself calm down. As Felix tilted his head down to land a soft kiss on Changbin’s forehead he could have sworn that he heard him say it back.

[dweebobeebo-blog]

Baby its cold outside - Brendon urie

Warnings; none Words: 1608 Pairing: Reader × Brendon urie 

requested; Yes @belfbastettia >> I was able to get this done quicker (thank god I got a break from the terrible MS medications today) I hope you like it doll!!

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Today wasn't any different from any other day this lonely winter, my now ex and i had a terrible break up last week, Brendon has been trying to get me to go out and do stuff but I always came up with an excuse.

Today he wasn't having it, he came over to my place and forced me off the couch and made me change, we were going to winter fest, so I unwantedly changed for him i was hoping it was just us but it's not.

"We're gonna be late y/n" he shouts I go downstairs and go to his car leaving him behind me.

The ride to the fest was quiet, the only thing heard was Christmas music in the back ground. When we got there we found the group and went to them I really didn't want to be here but I had no choice

"Cheer up" he whispers handing me a cup of hot chocolate "please i just wanted to get you out"

"Yeah why?" I snap, breaking away from him "it's cold and i want to go home"

"Lets go skate" he says i give in and follow him to get some ice skates, I cling to him when we step onto the ice I don't have very good balance as it is so on skates on ice not good, he drags me along by my hand, the songs switch every so soft and he sings to every one of them

"Baby it's cold out side" his voice low, then high for the female part "but I've got to go home"

We skated for a little while longer before I wanted to stop because i wanted more hot chocolate, we followed the group around all huddled around each other like a thing of penguins. I shiver and Brendon pulls me closer to him, we stopped and sat around for a little while, it seemed like it had been forever being here, but it was only an hour. My feet were hurting and I was freezing so I asked Brendon to take me home.

When we got back to my place, I told him to come in for a while he did, I hung our coats up and then went and made hot tea for us both Brendon was sitting on my couch. He looks at me when I sit next to him

"What?" I ask, taking a sip of my tea and leaning against the arm rest of the couch

"How are you?" He asks, referring to my break up, I sigh and shake my head "im sorry"

"Brendon it's fine, I should've seen it coming" I say "it was too good to be true"

"I just wanna keep you occupied" he says, I scoot closer to him and grab his hand, he looks at me

"Tell me something you've never told me before" I say "you've been afraid to say"

"Will you tell me something back" he smiles, I nod and play with his fingers "I hated when you and him got together, because I wanted to be with You"

I just look at him in disbelief, he what.. I got with my ex to get over Brendon because i didn't think he liked me back

"I want to be with You" I say, he smiles "I really do"

He grabs my face and kisses me, not rushed or anything. Gentle and caring, we pull away and I cuddle up to him. Knowing I'll fall asleep with him rubbing my back I ask him to say with me to which he agrees on.

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When I woke up, I was curled up against Brendon, his arms securely around my waist holding me tightly against him, his soft snores answering my question as if he was asleep, and he is.

I sigh and mindlessly trail my fingers over his arm, he starts stirring around so I retract my hand from him, his hand rubs circles on my back letting me know he's awake

"Mm hi.." I mutter

"Hi there" his voice raspy, damn. I move and sit up and he does the same running a hand through his hair and messing it up,

"Hungry?" I ask, he nods "Okay I can make something then"

"Ill help" he grins, we go to the kitchen and decide on some chicken Alfredo, he helps me start everything, while the noodles are cooking we mess around and start throwing food at each other

What is left over of the Alfredo sauce that I won't use, Brendon flicks it in my face and laughs, my first instinct of revenge was to grab the chocolate syrup and squeeze it everywhere on him making sure to get most of it in his hair

We glare at each other, grabbing for other stuff in my fridge. He grabbed my mustard and I had the ketchup

"Were like salt and peppa" he laughs

"only with ketchup and mustard" I laugh, at the same time we squeeze what's left in the bottle on each other, "oh the noodles!"

We both laugh, and I drain the water from the noodles and add the chicken and sauce and then make us both a plate while he grabs us a drink, we sit at the table with idiot grins on our faces

"God we need a shower" he laughs, I nod in agreement, only having one shower in this apartment is a curse "save water shower together"

His words and smile make me choke on my food, I just look at him for a little bit before speaking

"What?"

"Not sexually. Just you know" he plays with his noodles "I just want to shower with you and admire your body"

"Okay" I whisper, knowing damn well my face is red from a blush "just causal shower"

"Yeah, with two extremely sexy people who like each other" he mutters, we look at each other and smile

I nod at him, when we finished eating we did the dishes then went to the bathroom and stripped and showered. Brendon wraps his arms around me and rests his head on my shoulder, he said nothing would happen and it didn't not that I don't want it to happen but I just think we should wait a while, once we got dressed we went back to the living room

"Lets watch a Christmas movie!" I squeal

" Okay pick," he sits down and I get on Netflix to find a Christmas movie, I settled on a princess for Christmas and I snuggled up to him again, feeling him press a kiss to my head i smile up at him, better late then never that he told me he wanted to be with me. My phone starts going off so I get up and answer it

"Hello?"

"Y/n" his voice, my ex. "Baby I miss you"

"No. Do not call me with that bullshit" I say, Brendon comes and takes my phone from me

"Dude fuck off you can't have her back" he smarts off "she's got someone better"

I can't hear anything from him, just Brendon responding, I lean against Brendon when he wraps his arm around my shoulder.

"Me douche bags" the hostility in Brendons voice startles me, "no you're just an idiot"

I move and look outside and see it's snowing, I turn and look at brendon interrupting his talking

"Brendon!!" I yell, he looks at me and smirks "come on!!"

"Okay okay" he hangs up and look at me with a grin "he thought we were fucking because you screamed"

"Oh oops but look snow!!" I yell again, "lets go play in it!!"

We both grab our coats and gloves and run outside instantly making snow balls and throwing them at each other, losing my balance at one point my currently target went from Brendons stomach to his nuts, we both fell to the ground me from the ice now glazing the parking lot and him from the impact of the snow and ice hitting him in the nuts

"Fuck!" He screeches, I try standing up but once again I fall straight to my ass, the squeak I made, making Brendon laugh but grab himself in pain

"I-im sorry Brendon I didn't mean too" I say while laughing

"How's your ass feel?" He laughs

"Like shit I think I broke my tail bone" I groan, we both stay on the ground before trying to get up again, he stands up successfully but I yet again fall, giving up Brendon helps me up and back inside my apartment, we shiver and take off our coats Brendon runs and turns the heat up while I make us hot chocolate

" BABY ITS COLLLLDDDD OUTSIDE" he yells, no he sang it. This man is perfect in every way "sing it!!"

"I've got to go away" I sing, him adding his part of course

"But baby it's cold outside" he pulls me to him

"This evening has been" we start dancing 'been hoping you'd drop in' "so very nice" 'I'll hold your hands, they're just like ice'

Ironic huh? My hands are like ice but so are his nuts, we smile at each other and continue to sing the rest of the song, we continue to dance though, until we find ourselves inches apart from each other's mouths

"Baby it's cold outside" we simultaneously sing before closing the distance between us, I pull away smiling with my cheeks fire truck red he chuckles and kisses me again

"I love you. I always have" he mutters

"Finally. I love you too Brendon" i giggle

[rose-coloredghoul]

1-92 :))

whoo ok this is gonna b a long 1

1. Would you have sex with the last person you messaged? text messaged no, facebook messaged yes2. You talked to an ex today, correct? i have3. Have you taken someones virginity? yes

4. Is trust a big issue for you? it can be 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? not recently enough man6. What are you excited for? my mum having her baby!7. What happened tonight? i watched a lotta youtube 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? not rly 9. Is confidence cute? yeah! but not 2 much10. What is the last beverage you had? summer fruits squash11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? like... 1 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? so many 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? heck if i know yet14. What are you going to spend money on next? food probs15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? ye16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? probably, i always am tbh17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? skye probs18. The last time you felt broken? fuckin always m819. Have you had sex today? nope20. Are you starting to realize anything? i think i might be a lesbian?21. Are you in a good mood? i mean kinda? i dont rly have a mood its like 3 am lol but im like calm n its nice

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? yes! 23. Are your eyes the same colour as your dad’s? idk i think so24. What do you want right this second? to sleep25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? id be like o okay thx 4 tellin me i think tbh 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? p much yeah27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? i dont think so 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? memes29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? yes 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? depends what for i think? but mostly yes31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? no he cool32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yea! 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? n ooooooooo34. Listening to? techno fan by the wombats currently (the good shit)35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? no36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? ye37. Do you believe in love at first sight? no38. Who did you last call? my mum probs, i dont call people often39. Who was the last person you danced with? i dont dance40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? bc i wanted to n shes cute? idk41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? too long ago42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? its 3am today so no, but yesterday i did yeah43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? fuckin all the time pal44. Do you tan in the nude? no i dont tan i hate the sun45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? no46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? i dont think so47. Who was the last person to call you? my grandma 48. Do you sing in the shower? no 49. Do you dance in the car? not rly? idk man50. Ever used a bow and arrow? yes51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? my mum forced me 2 a few months ago52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? a lil53. Is Christmas stressful? the time leading up to christmas day is but not the actual day54. Ever eat a pierogi? no55. Favorite type of fruit pie? my grandmas apple pie is the shit man56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? all of them, astronaut, vet, doctor57. Do you believe in ghosts? yeah kinda, i dont want to tho 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? all the time59. Take a vitamin daily? no60. Wear slippers? no my feet get too hot 61. Wear a bath robe? no62. What do you wear to bed? pajamas or comfy clothes if theres ppl in the house63. First concert? james blunt w my mum when i was young64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? um,,,,, asda?65. Nike or Adidas? idk man66. Cheetos Or Fritos? i have never tried either, but cheetos are lie wotsits right? so those i guess 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? sunflower seeds i hate peanuts68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? love story tbh 69. Ever take dance lessons? for like 2 weeks lol, i did figure skating for like 3 years? its kinda similar70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? not rly?

71. Can you curl your tongue? yes72. Ever won a spelling bee?no ive never even participated in one 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? not strictly bc of being happy, but i cry of laughter always74. What is your favorite book? 1984 currently, its so interesting idk75. Do you study better with or without music? with76. Regularly burn incense? no it makes my asthma act up77. Ever been in love? yeah i think so78. Who would you like to see in concert? i really really wanna see the 1975 tbh 79. What was the last concert you saw? dodie! like 2 weeks ago it was so good 80. Hot tea or cold tea? ice tea! i love it81. Tea or coffee? tea82. Favorite type of cookie? chocolate digestives? do they count?83. Can you swim well? n o i cant swim at all rly84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yeah but not well85. Are you patient? nope 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? idk man87. Ever won a contest? a couple but i cant remember what for88. Ever have plastic surgery? its not for me tbh 89. Which are better black or green olives? neither90. Opinions on sex before marriage? do whatever u want man 91. Best room for a fireplace? none of them, smoke messes w my asthma92. Do you want to get married?  yeah i think so 

[jamathon]

Ask me! I'll answer honestly

1: How tall or short do you wish you were? lit 7′0″ 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) cat 3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? met gala type fancy for sure.  4: What was your favorite video game growing up? Just dance 5: What three things/people do you think of most each day? My gf, boulder, art, 

6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? "pwease no steppy” 7: What is your opinion on life? V weird. v cool 8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] I tihnkkkk it was melancholic but i shud take it again bc it’s def changed  9: Are you ticklish? very 10: Are you allergic to anything? not that i know yet 11: What’s your sexuality? gay bi gay bi gay bi.  12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? Tea 13: Are you a cat or dog person? cat 14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? whichever one is least lonely. probably merperson. 15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? Alex bertie!! 16: How tall are you? 5′4 17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? Kiwi 18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] likeee 125 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? pass. 20: Do you like space or the ocean more? Ocean.  21: Are you religious? No 22: Pet peeves? A . Lot. im so impatient.  23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? Diurnal! 24: Favorite constellation? uhhhh *panics and looks around kitchen* the big spoon 25: Favorite star? North bc i used to see it every night after work and i didn’t know it alr had a name so i named it after my gf as a romantic gesture hahhahaha 26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? Yuh 27: Any phobias or fears? Afraid of loneliness  28: Do you think global warming is real? shut up.  29: Do you believe in reincarnation? Havent thought about it 30: Favorite movie? Scott pilgrim 31: Do you get scared easily? Yes 32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? 1 33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.] my blogs a 10 even tho i still have the OG tumblr theme 34: What is a color that calms you? blue 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? Iceland 36: Where were you born? baltimore 37: What is your eye color? hazel 38: Introvert or extrovert? both 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? hahahhaha yesss 40: Hugs or kisses? bofa 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? Would love to visit boulder i miss the mountains & weather a lot 42: Who is someone you love deeply? Rayven 43: Any piercings you want? septum tbh 44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? yes. v hot 45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so? not anymore 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! Rayven is my crush and also my gf she’s about to turn 21 which is exciting!! this feels like show n tell haha 47: What is a sound you really hate? fingernail scratching jeans 48: A sound you really love? keys jingling 49: Can you do a backflip? no 50: Can you do the splits?  no 51: Favorite actor and/or actress? emma stone  52: Favorite movie?alr asked. scotty P. 53: How are you feeling right now? fine but restless bc of a tummy ache 54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? back to black acctuallly im tired of dying it  55: When did you feel happiest? idk 56: Something that calms you down? tumblr 57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] havent had an evaluation in years so idk! 58: What does your URL mean? that’s my JAMATHON!!! To describe a good song. A word i tried to make happen. like fetch. except not original, just “jam” with “athon” added.  59: What three words describe you the most? Understanding. Funny. Intense.  60: Do you believe in evolution? Yes 61: What makes you unfollow a blog? If they dont post enuf memes 62: What makes you follow a blog? Memes 63: Favorite kind of person: Funny, outgoing, spontaneous  64: Favorite animal(s): Whales 65: Name three of your favorite blogs. eh idk 66: Favorite emoticon: the drooling one 67: Favorite meme: too many 68: What is your MBTI personality type? intp idk if that’s right 69: What is your star sign? capricorn  70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? no 71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? i like layers. probably my leather jacket w black pants and a my yellow shirt. it makes me feel cute 72: Post a selfie or two? too hard 73: Do you have platform shoes? yes 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? I used to be double jointed and could bend my finger back to touch my hand, unsure what happened but now i have 0 party tricks 75: Can you do a front flip? yeah probably 76: Do you like birds? So much!!!!!! 77: Do you like to swim? no!!!!!! 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? swimming... 79: Something you wish didn’t exist: pollution 80: Some thing you wish did exist: cures 81: Piercings you have? ears 82: Something you really enjoy doing: playing music/drawing/taking pictures 83: Favorite person to talk to: rayven 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? cupcakes 85: How many followers do you have? like 100 on this blog now hahaha 86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? yes but will I? No. 87: Do your socks always match? No 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? No 89: What are your birthstones? Turquoise  90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? Fox 91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? I want to be creative but when i think about it...a red rose.  92: A store you hate? The grocery store bc im there all the time 93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? zero now but at the beginning of the year i was drinking around 4-5 a day.  94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? fly 95: Do you like to wear camo? nah 96: Winter or summer? Used to be winter but nothing is good in the south. 97: How long can you hold your breath for? not long at all it gives me anxiety 98: Least favorite person? some of the people ive met in the past year have been atrocious.  99: Someone you look up to: My roommate Chris.  100: A store you love? I could spend all day in H&M  101: Favorite type of shoes? vans 102: Where do you live? ....atlanta 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? Yes bc my girlfriend is and we always share food so like... i guess i eat meat on my own but that’s liike once a month haha 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? hmmm...bismuth. 105: Do you drink milk? No 106: Do you like bugs? Not in the south. 107: Do you like spiders? NO. 108: Something you get paranoid about? Bugs. 109: Can you draw: NO. 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? people love prying idk at this point 111: A question you hate being asked? are u a boy or a girl has definitely gotten old 112: Ever been bitten by a spider? yes 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? yesssssss 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? depends 115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: my gf 116: Favorite cloud type: rain cloud 117: What color do you wish the sky was? orange.  118: Do you have freckles? yes 119: Favorite thing about a person: humor 120: Fruits or vegetables? veggies 121: Something you want to do right now: sleep but im restless :( 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? hmmmm depends 123: Sweet or sour foods? sweet for sure.  124: Bright or dim lights? bright bc i need new glasses and cant see in dim light 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? dragons  126: Something you hate about Tumblr: nothing really 127: Something you love about Tumblr: takes my mind off everything 128: What do you think about the least? everything i shud be thinking about 129: What would you want written on your tombstone? something super funny that i cant think of rn 130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? John cena bc i think he’d find it funny 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? Inability to fake happiness  132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? sometimes! 133: Computer or TV? computer bc its both 134: Do you like roller coasters?  no 135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? yes 136: Are your ears lobed or attached? lobed bruh 137: Do you believe in karma? idk 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? strong 8.5! I don’t think im too shabby most of the time actually 139: What nicknames do you have/have had? kiwi 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? yes named Kiki  141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? plenty  142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? Depends 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? Receiving  144: What makes you angry? people not being nice really irks me 145: How many languages do you speak fluently? 1 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? tag yourself im nonbinaries  147: Are you androgynous? i’d say  148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: lately it’s been my chest. it’s p hot 149: Favorite thing about your personality: I’m funny.  150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. uhh idk 151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? the uhhh one w swords  152: Do you like BuzzFeed? ya 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] Tindeerrrrr  hah 154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? uh idk 155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? ya 156: What embarrasses you? a lot 157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: when other people are noticably anxious  158: Biggest lie you have ever told: idk 159: How many people are you following? lots  160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? lots 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? like 50 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? like 3,000 ishhhh  163: Last time you cried and why: My birthday bc one of rayvens gifts was ....so ....fuckin..sweet 164: Do you have long or short hair? short 165: Longest your hair has ever been: long 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon? It’s annoying lmfao 167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? Only bc im nosy 168: Do you like to wear makeup? no 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? no 170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? yup