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balleater · 2 months ago

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something i've already posted about in the past but am thinking about again because of the conversations in this episode is that i still truly do not understand bells hells'(well, particularly ashton's) view on what is going to happen if the information about aeor gets sent out to the people of exandria. obviously, i'm not an average person living in that world and am instead a viewer of the media with fairly extensive knowledge of the lore, so i could definitely just be missing what the impact would actually be! but the insistence that it would be a world shattering revelation that completely turns everyone against the odds just... doesn't make sense to me?

unless ludinus has a way of editing the information he presents and can take away the context, which would basically make the "footage" even more strange, what they're going to be seeing is... the gods saving themselves from people with the active ability to murder them all and having a rather humanizing crisis of what they should do about it? i guess the working with the betrayer gods part could be considered the controversial aspect of it, but overall, considering everything else that was destroyed in the calamity, aeor really was the one instance that was closest to being "justified". i don't think anyone who cares enough about the gods for this to cause any sort of big disruption of faith would have as big of a problem with it as they are assuming, nor do i really think it's something that would cause mass revolts against the gods in people who aren't devout.

#critical role #cr spoilers #i have spent so much time thinking abt this tbh. so much of my brain power is dedicated to thinking about religion in exandria #i do admit that i'm thinking about it in a way that is very logic-driven when if in the scenario itd be more emotion-driven #this is just nonsense from my thoughts attempted to be put into words that make sense to anyone besides myself LMAO #i was gonna add another part about why their idea that it will Massively interupt their power is strange also #considering the fact they watched a freshly Completely wiped out of followers everlight have the same power as all the other gods in aeor #but this post is long enough and i feel like whenever i post about this im worried abt how it comes across #so i dont feel like adding on to it anymore than i have sjskfn #i am honestly just very tired of god debates. i think there was more interesting parts in last night's than some of the others #but it feels so circular every time. and i still love you orym for being the one who sees this and i want to give him a kiss about it

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zombiekitty33 · 1 year ago

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me in the normal town solving normal crimes

#fanart #twin peaks #david lynch #erm. i have watched ONE SEASON! of twin peaks so far it is sooogood #lucyheads roll out!#i am keeping myself from consuming any twin peaks related content #besides the actual show to avoid spoilers so all i can do in this time of #hyperfixation is make fanart #kind of boring art i am just messing around with photoshop brushes

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agendratum · 3 months ago

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#me quietly to myself: am i finally ready... to follow the skz people blogs I've been living at for at least a year now anyway?..#I'm with my usual bullshit pay me no mind #people who already know know ajhsjd #this thing where i can't follow new people because the dash seems overwhelming as it is #(and by new people i mean people whose blogs I've been visiting daily for a year yes)#and recently yes im feeling like my dash is actually a bit overwhelming #i sometimes can't even catch up with it after i wake up (a thing that is normal to want and possible to archive)#but also im literally like at the skz people's territory all day every day #spending more time over there than on my dash #like maybe it's time #besides today with the livestream and everything #i was sitting there so cozy thinking like ah we're watching this together it's so nice #the only thing that would make the experience better is me actually FOLLOWING PEOPLE #anyway I'll sleep on it and like again pay me no mind this is the brain issues i just seem to have #still such a funny problem to have #as far as I'm concerned most people on tumblr follow so many more blogs #and i get overwhelmed with just a few #you'd think I'm not having fun on here but thats not true #but i am in fact always have more fun on here when i manage to psspspsp someone with the same interest #i love tags reblogs replies i love these interactions #and the funny little follow button makes all this so muuuuch easier #alas the brain bugs that are eating my brain are never asleep #but still I'm gonna go sleep and im gonna just be chill about all this #thanks for coming to the least making sense ted talk #chattering

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goldiipond · 1 year ago

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MARIO GANG WE FUCKING WIINNNN

#skye's ramblings #i just woke up to fucking. dash explosion. TTYD REMAKE WHAT THE FUUUUUCK!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!#ohhhhh yeeah ttyd is actually the only paper mario i haven't played besides color splash #watched a playthrough forever ago but itll b nice to play it myself YAY. nintendy i am smiling at you so sweetly. do spm too please?? please #also nintendo america its 19 years later youre going to leave vivians transgenderism in the localization right. you will do this right #ALSO PRINCESS PEACH SHOWTIME LOOKS SOOO CUTE WHAT. I LOVE YUOU PEACH!!!!!!!!! RUNS INTO TRAFFIC

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chibishortdeath · 6 months ago

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Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).

I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.

So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.

#text post #incoherent rambling #project update #game project #I’m still also debating whether or not I can actually even make a proper horror game too #It’s the rule of like just being a horror fan doesn’t make you good at horror being afraid of something does? ya know?#I am trying to go with things that scare me personally but it’s been difficult #either things aren’t concrete of concepts enough or are wayyyy too oddly specific to make anything about #which is quitter talk I know but how does one translate the childhood heebee jeebees of watching top ten gaming videos past bedtime 💀💀💀#or like the way too broad general fear of lack of control without making it too on the nose or too vague #truly a balancing act writing is #kinda ironically I am also a little bit less afraid of hospitals after having been to one for myself rather than family members #which makes things both more and less difficult???#on one hand I have better references for them now but on the other hand I’m desensitized to it 😔#I think I get used to things a little too easily for a lot of things to stay scary #the thing was a scary movie the first time I saw it and now it’s a comfort film #funger was a very scary game until I first died and reloaded a save with little consequence and now it’s just a spooky but fun rpg #but then at the same time thinking about a movie studio logo before a movie that scared me as a kid cause there was a monster in it #still gives weird left over shivers but actually seeing it doesn’t anymore for some reason #I feel like that’s how it’s worked with most things I’ve ever been afraid of in my life besides concepts like death control or idk drowning #ugh writing is HARD #but actually making a functional and fun to play game is harder oh my god do I not know how to make puzzles #I have made swivel chairs that can be knocked and walked over but that’s about it and idk what to do with that knowledge lmaooooo #and I don’t want the entire gameplay loop to be read text search room get key repeat cause that’s boring #I have also desperately tried making a stamina system but there’s not much help with that online especially not in the rpg maker forums #the no necroposting rule sucks all the threads for questions I have never get answered and never will cause no one is allowed to due to age #anyway idk what to tag this probably won’t get seen since it’s not my usual anyway but eh whatever I’ll think about this #hopefully I remember the passwords to two blogs 💀💀💀

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kyouka-supremacy · 11 months ago

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#Aight I'm no marketing strategist but like. It doesn't take a genius to see on my dash everyone going #“If there's not going to be new bsd content soon I'm just gonna drop it”#I really don't get why they went for this route. Oh well. *Goes make the bsd reread announcement post I've been procrastinating on making*#random rambles #Tbh I too have found myself a little tired with bsd but also.#Idk I like the fandom.#Even if I'm not as excited about it as I used to be right now it's still something that makes me happy to interact with every day.#I like the format. To an extent I also like not getting new content because it gives myself the illusion-#I will be able to focus on studying more (lol)#Or at least dedicate myself to other projects I've been wanting to complete #And one of the main appeals of bsd to me stays how the content is widely accessible.#Like I love p/p and I definitelly love it a thosuand times more than I do b/sd. I truly love that franchise.#But besides from watching the anime it's impossible to get your hands on the extra content (manga‚ novels‚ dramas‚ stage plays‚ fanbooks)#Which left me - archivist obsessed - just frustrated #With bsd aside from very niche things (I love you pricey fanbooks... )#Most of the main content is within reach. Man I was able to compile a magazines archive. I could have never done it with p/p #So yeah it's just. A space that fits my very specific kind of autism #Why am I even discussing this again?

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cr0wc0rpse · 4 months ago

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I wish there was an easy and effortless and enjoyable way to have fun and do activities. Like drawing or watching a media. It’s a shame I can’t do those things. Anyway does anyone want to take turns hitting each other in the head with hammers

#bored and it is kind of painful ngl #but I know trying to force myself to draw will result in nothing. and I find it impossible to watch things . just in general #video games aren’t an option because I have no interest in them atm and would become bored in 10 mins. if I could even get myself to open it #I think peeling off all my skin could be entertaining . if possible #perhaps I am also understimulated . but mostly bored. and weirdly feeling alone #I do wish having fun and enjoying things was easy and simple. something is wrong with me but that’s besides the point. I’m chilling #dead text

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thelonelynindroid · 1 year ago

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'it's not my legacy 🤷‍♂️' brad from monetization invented idgaf

#no one even asked and he's just like 'idc lol'#YES I AM STARTING THE REWATCH THE DAY AFTER I FINISHED LEAF ME ALONE #ian voice i don't DO loss #i just perpetually watch <3 #besides i have a whole self insert thing going on so i need to properly familiarise the episodes to make my storyline work #<I forced myself to say that even though I'm embarrassed bc something something trying to kill the part of me that cringes instead of the #part that's cringe something #alexprobablytalksshit #mq #mythic quest

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spotsupstuff · 1 year ago

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ur grading people and if they get an f theyre blocked? my main you aint a kindergarten teacher this is a microblogging platform

yeah, that's why there's that function called blocking! :) cuz this is a microblogging site! that's what microblogging platforms have! :) so you don't have to put up with people's shit! :) interesting that kindergarten teachers where you live are capable of blocking people in real life, hope you had fun with that

#spot says stuff #this is the INTERNET You are the one who curates your own fucking experience and if i dont like someones vibes or what theyre saying to me-#-they are going to get blocked! ''grading'' people??? its called judging people and having set boundaries and self respect #im not here to conform to strangers tastes n the need to Watch Me i dont care about that more than i care about myself #i am not a ''content creator'' i am not someone with some power like a ''kindergarten teacher'' i am a stranger to All of you and-#-just another tumblr user and i dont owe you fucking anything just like nobody Here owes me anything besides base respect #n base respect includes watching what you say to people. i dont have to put up with strangers faults. im holding everyone here accountable-#-for their actions and words because i believe that you are capable of being a good considerate human person n acting sensibly #what would happen if i blocked a person on Tumblr Dot Com. the goddamn apocalypse? please. blocking isnt controlling people around you-#-its Boundaries. you can get over some random bitch blocking you on the internet. its not my responsibility if someone decides that their-#-entire emotional wellbeing depends on a *Stranger*#i have P@NSEAR blocked cuz i just Dont like their content. if someone ''gets an F'' from me for behaviour then MAYBE theres a REASON?#''ur grading people'' goddammit man who Isnt judging the people around them and the interaction they have with them #HOW many times ive said ''feel free to block me!'' in a positive way cuz of smth as small as a too gorey design. what do u think-#-blocking is ysee??? ''you are acting entitled'' because i AM! i AM entitled to having a good comfortable experience on the INTERNET #just like ANY OF YOU. please anon! you dont like my way of treating myself on the Internet do just that! block me! i wont throw a fuss??#if Anyone here doesnt like the smallest aspect of me judge me. i invite you to. judge me and if that aspect is too loud for you Block me #to get along with this anons absolutely correct n in place anecdote: Grade Me. give me an F. boot me from the school whatever That means #keep yourself safe and make your experience on the internet comfortable #i cant tell if youre one of those dumb anon askers who r just lookin for attention or fight Or a reasonable person but heres my look at it #entertain it before you disregard it. got me pissed off from the moment i wake up u dont even know bout my whole blockin system dear god

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arklay · 2 years ago

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WIP DAY.

tagged by @girlbosselrond @morvaris @aartyom @risingsh0t @phillipsgraves @leviiackrman @indorilnerevarine & @denerims over the past month! sorry it's taken me so long to get to anything at all, i'm sure you guys have heard me address it enough, but thank you all so much for continuing to tag me in things while i've been inactive ♡

tagging @aelyosos @brujah @calenhads @florbelles @jendoe @lightwardens @liurnia @nokstella @nuclearstorms @shadowsofrose @shellibisshe @steelport @swordcoasts @wrymbloods @voerman & all of those who tagged me again cause i'm so behind + anyone else who'd like to share anything they're working on, not just writing! ♡

i haven't written anything since the last wip game i did, but i started trying to put diana's timeline together at the start of january, so i mean... i'll show that instead. as you can see, fatigue hasn't let me do much with it even though i've got all of her timeline already done and strewn about all over the place.

started with 1995 onwards cause it was originally going to be an ewskers timeline situation, but then wanted to include all of her backstory so i went back to the start and still have the late 80s and early 90s to get through before then, but yeah :]

it's going to include like all little moments i've thought of between the ewskers just for me and placing them on the timeline, so you can imagine how long this is going to get if i have to go to 2021 for village... like just 1996-1998 is going to be so much... she's very special to me if you couldn't tell already lmaoo

never sharing this though, it's just for me, and like will help for when i do her timeline page (more in-depth version of what's on her oc page) to just run through canon events and brief descriptions and whatnot. you understand.

everything is blurred out besides 1995 ewskers momence and the years, just cause like idk her i feel weird sharing her in-depth backstory unless it's in dms or something, just cause there's lots going on there and yeah. things. idk

i also made a carrd for twt if you wanna have a look at that :] there's some cheeky subtle things with the two resi items i used as pics hehe

actually, you know what, i'll give a lil bit from where i left of with that rewrite anyways, even though it's been months since i wrote it. but why not

Wesker left a fleeting kiss behind her ear then reached around her and hooked his fingers beneath her coat, prompting Diana to glance back at him. But all he did was gently pull it from her shoulders. She watched him from out of the corner of her eye as he hung it up on the rack by the door, his movements careful and almost calculated, until he turned back towards her, and the warmth of his body returned once more. He pressed up against her side this time, as opposed to her back, and one of his hands found a home on her waist. The way the arm it belonged to was resting firmly against her as he began leading her towards the kitchen was comforting, secure, yet unmistakably possessive. And she revelled in it. He had quite the knack for handling her just the way she wanted.