#I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IT IS
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does that mean i have to join another fuckass app
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the body i own feels is different from the body i am
#it feels like shit#i dont even know what it is#i dont relate to trans people experiences#is it some kind of body dysmorphia#maybe? but i dont know#there is something inherently wrong about my body#it never looks like how i feel like it should look like#my hair my face my proportions#it all feels off#it feels like im disconnected from it#but i dont know if i should call it body dysmorphia#i wished it could stop#i stopped looking at myself in the mirror#getting ready#taking pictures of myself#i stopped drawing myself#and when that happens it means something is wrong#like my body is something too terrible to look at#too horrendous#but at the same time. if i rationaly think about it#i think i'm not ugly#i'm ok#i'm good#people have compliment me and i have people who fell in love with me#but it feels like i can fool people to think i'm pretty just because i doll myself up#i am naturally horrendous i am artificially beautiful
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every couple of months i try overwatch 2 again to see if it feels any less terrible and usually the answer is no
however, today, it felt terrible AND i got yelled at for not healing enough
#overwatch#overwatch 2#ok look#i dont even know what it is#but the game feels so much worse than 1#its slow#and sloppy?#and the opposite of crisp#like an old rubbery cucumber#and everyone who plays it has an ulcer#also the some of the ui changes were good but like 80% of them were unecessary and confusing#and i havent even started on the monetization model#.text
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'ao3 needs a like and dislike button'
what you need, my algorithm-rotten minded friend, is a grip
#ao3#archive of our own#what.do.you.MEAN#how do these takes still find me#HOW#'but I only want to read the good stuff' THAT MEANS DIFFERENT THINGS TO DIFFERENT PEOPLE#THERE ARE HIDDEN GEMS YOU WONT EVEN FIND#also you know what you TRULY want? fics recs it's called fic recs but hey cant have that if you dont read THE FUCKING FICS first#imagine thinking fanworks are uniquely for your consumption and products to be ranked on a scale#ANYWAY it just boggles the mind#mine
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WE'RE SO BACK
#deltarune#silksong#while im still wary about silksong this year because of the xbox incident back in 2022#let me have this moment </3#chiimo art shenanigans#i dont even know what to feel rn im still shocked LMAO#2025 year of peak...#hollow knight#forgor to add oops
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@spideypoolfan228 I HAVE GOT SOME WORDS FOR YOU.
THERE IS X-MEN EVERYWHERE ON MY FEED ANND I HAVE NOBODY TO BLAME BUT YOU.
HOW DID YOU DO THIS.
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the music video to look at that woman by role model is something that is so special to me
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so apparently going to sleep did not stop the vague sad
#i dont even know what it is#is it that my stories/art are worthless and everyone complimenting them is lying?#is it that im a lazy piece of shit?#is it that i havent grown up even though i should have by now?#is it the goddamn pandemic still messing me up?#is it that i cant talk?#is it that im probably sick and gonna die even though i know im not but what if i am?#is it that my ocs are making me sad again?#is it that i dont look like a man?#is it that im scared of my dad?#spin the wheel to find out!#my utterly fascinating life
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ngl im not even a superman fan. i just REALLY like clark kent,,, (thank you, Smallville, for that.)
#i personally think clark should get to be just a brick wall of a guy. as a treat.#i hope my adoration for clark is visible in how i draw him. i love him so much and i dont even know any of his lore#outside of what was in Smallville ofc#clark kent#superman#kal el#lois lane#bruce wayne#fanart#art#clark kent fanart#i will forever love clark and just be meh about superman#supe's just not as cool
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why do kids cartoons always have the best most nuanced and layered plots and characters and adult cartoons are always just “fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck”
#i could list so many examples#avatar the last airbender#adventure time#gravity falls#ever after high#she ra and the princesses of power#the owl house#amphibia#steven universe#over the garden wall#infinity train#and then the adult cartoons…#i mean i dont even have to tag them you know what im talking about
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pov httyd1 astrid
#how to train your dragon#httyd#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#hiccup haddock#toothless#hiccup and toothless#ivan shitson the killer of grass !!!#sometimes i remember i can do whatever i want#not as intimidating as i thought it would be but iii dont know whats wrong and i think it still slaps so eh lesgo#a thousand fucking notes guys its not even that funny tf??
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PAPYRUS! HE SMELLS LIKE THE MOON.
#i doodled these during lectures ^_^ really liked how they turned out so i colored them...#(TRYING TO MAKE THE SHADOW OF THE PAPER AS UNOBNOXIOUS AS POSSIBLE WAS A PAIN IT TOOK LIKE 6 FILTERS GRRRGGRRGRRGRGRGRR)#i dont even think i succeeded in the end anyway... oh wellllllll#btw why did he say this... he doesnt know what the moon smells like <- DOES HE..........#hes so goofy...... i love him so much...............#papyrus#papyrus undertale#papyrus the skeleton#undertale#cheese draws
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Was looking at refs and since Viktor has two different leg braces I was wondering, do we think he wears them simultaneously?? The refs don't perfectly line up perspective-wise so it's hard to tell but parts of the one he wears during the Hexcore scenes look like they could maybe line up with the brace that he wears over his clothes, but also some parts really don't and look like they'd be super uncomfy. Also HOW does he take these on and off. Experts weigh in
#viktor#arcane#ig my assumption would be that he wears both simultaneously cause in the scene where he injects the shimmer#it seems implied that he just threw off his clothes and kept experimenting#so one might assume he was already wearing the smaller one underneath#tho it is a funny image to think of him just being like 'one sec i gotta go all the way home and grab my other brace to do this'#he can take off the back brace too cause hes not wearing it in the scene where he's in the hospital bed and you can see his shoulder#where the strap would be#but that one seems to make even less sense functionality wise#everything looks like its screwed together#or screwed INTO him#but only the top bolts on his spine are i think#in the close ups of his back brace model it looks like theres cushioning underneath the parts of it that cover the rest of his spine#so he can take it off. but HOW#what parts of it unscrew/detatch to pull open and off#does it not do that at all and he just has to shimmy it off his shoulder and all the way down his legs to get it off like a romper#the shape language of the designs are cool but like. tell me how it wooorrkkksss#forgive me if im just dumb and dont know at all how braces work and theres a very simple practical explanation for all this#any king who wants to infodump about mobility aids at me....the floor is yours#something to be said i suppose about the fact that zaunites have crazy prosthetics with wild augmentations that work flawlessly#and piltover's like. idk heres some fucking uncomfortable ass metal. salo gets wheelchair in non ada compliant place#they havent ever needed to adapt to accommodate disabilities etc etc#or maybe artists were just like 'heres a design' and everybody clapped and didnt give it a second thought#and then they just turned off the visibility on the mesh when they didnt need it knowing thered not be a scene where its taken off#dont even wanna THINK about what that rig would look like#like 40 different controllers#soft body and rigid hard surfaces needing to move together....#a cold chill just shot up my spine#<- guy who is only an animator and doesnt know how to rig#forgive the magic wand tool with zero cleanup. i am lazy
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"nonbinary people are just confused" YOURE DAMN RIGHT IM CONFUSED. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHATS GOING ON ANYMORE. WHO THE FUCK IS THIS XEHANORT GUY AND WHY ARE THERE FOUR OF HIM
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together, we do the same thing again //
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#satoru gojo#i still dont fully know what im doing w my render but i think im landing somewhere#pls let th transitional shift b over im tired of this grandpa#i know i am always like its natural fr styles to shift dont fight it just experiment and go with it see where it takes u#but god is it frustrating not being able to tell if u even like what youre making while youre making it#every piece being a full leap of faith bc u cant recognize what the 'ugly phase' is and therefore cant convince yourself tht it will pass#exhausting i tell u#anyway . gojo.#having a lot of fun w yellow-blue-grey lately so i figured id test them out on gojo more#i usually veer sharp in2 either neons or cool tones fr him but lately ive found the bruised pallid yellow look 2 b really striking#throw some periwinkle down fr contrast bam#i also realized its been a while since i drew gojo w his blindfold so theres that also#idk man i just work here#monthly gojo quota met and perhaps even exceeded#ALSO been looping clouded innocent fr ages and ages its so good so have more vocalyrics in caption smile
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oh my god do not click links in emails that tell you to verify your data or your bank account gets locked or click links in messages telling you your safety protocol is ending, like, tomorrow, you will get SCAMMED SO BAD AND YOU WILL LOSE A LOT OF FUCKING MONEY never ever let anyone pressure you into giving away login information especially to your online banking by creating a sense of urgency oh my GOD
some things to look out for
1. spelling mistakes. do you know how many rounds of marketing and sales experts these things go through? if theres a spelling mistake dont click it
2. not using your name. if an email adresses you with "dear customer" or, even worse, a generic "ladies and gentlemen", it is most likely not actually targeted to you
3. verifying or login links. even IF your bank was stupid enough to send these to customers, dont EVER click those. look at me. they can legally argue that youve given your data away and thus they dont have to pay you anything back DONT CLICK THAT FUCKING LINK
4. creating a sense of urgency. do this or we lock your account next week. do this or your ebanking stops working tomorrow. give us all your money in cash or your beloved granddaughter will get HANGED FOR MURDERING BABIES. no serious organisation would ever do something like that over email or sms. ever. hands off.
5. ALWAYS CHECK WHO SENT YOU THE EMAIL. the display name and the email adress can vary a LOT. anyone can check the display name. look at the email adress. does it look weird? call the fucking place it says its from. you will likely hear a very weary sigh.
6. if its in a phonecall, scammers love preventing you from hanging up or talking to other people to have a little bit of a think about whats happening. there should always be a possibility to go hey i wanna think about this ill call back the official number thanks.
7. do not, i repeat, do NOT a) call a phone number flashing on your screen promising to rid your computer of viruses after clicking a dodgy link and b) let them install shit on your computer like. uh. idk. teamviewer.
7.i. TEAM VIEWER LETS PEOPLE USE YOUR COMPUTER HOWEVER THEY WANT AS LONG AS THEYRE CONNECTED. IF YOU DONT KNOW FOR FUCKING SURE YOURE TALKING TO ACTUAL TECH SUPPORT DONT GIVE ANYONE ACCESS TO YOUR COMPUTER.
fun little addendum: did you know a link can just automatically download shit? like. a virus? an app you can't uninstall unless you reset your entire device? dont click links unless youre extremely sure you know where they lead. hover your mouse over it and check the url.
thanks.
#'oh i was so stressed in the moment' thats what theyre counting on PLEASE dont do this you will lose so much money#sometimes money you dont even have#do you know how much overdraft your bank account comes with?#sometimes the answer is 15k fucking euros
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