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faggotnadyke · 3 days ago
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[image description: a graphic by @ igototherapy contrasting pop psychology and actual psychology, using the definitions of certain words.
pop: Gaslighting is when someone lies to you or tries to convince you that you're wrong. actual: Gaslighting is an elaborate strategy where you are manipulated to question your reality, memory, or sanity - not just a disagreement over what happened.
pop: Being triggered means that something makes you uncomfortable or annoyed. actual: A trigger is something that causes a sudden increase in symptoms - like flashbacks in PTSD or compulsions in OCD. A 'trigger' is not just a source of general discomfort.
pop: people who are rude, mean, or self-centered are narcissists. actual: Everyone has some narcissistic traits, and many people are unpleasant or abusive without being narcissists. Narcissistic personality disorder is a clinical diagnosis, and it doesn't always lead to abusive behaviour.
pop: Anything that hurts you is trauma. actual: Anything that overwhelms your ability to cope can be traumatic. Trauma has long-lasting impacts and it goes beyond ordinary adversity. Something being hurtful isn't automatically trauma.
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found this today
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Please use these terms correctly. Not doing so will deeply harm the people who actually have experienced trauma, gaslighting, triggers, and people who have NPD.
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wendichester · 3 days ago
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𐙚。⋆ 𖦹 .✧˚ chained reaction,
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summary. a curse tied you to dean and the resolution is... messy.
pairing. dean winchester x reader
wordcount. 576
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The chain glints in the dim light of the bunker, its cold weight resting between you and Dean. The cursed artifact—an ancient, rusted shackle adorned with strange runes—had snapped onto both your wrists mid-hunt, leaving you tethered by three feet of unyielding chain.
“I still don’t understand how this happened,” you mutter, glaring at the chain as you tug futilely against it.
Dean’s jaw clenches as he paces, the chain jingling with every step. “I picked up the damn thing to examine it. How the hell was I supposed to know it’d latch onto us like a damn trap?”
“Because it’s cursed,” you snap. “We’re hunters, Dean. Isn’t not touching cursed objects the first rule?”
Dean stops pacing and glares at you, his green eyes dark with frustration. “Oh, I’m sorry, princess. Maybe next time you can take point and let me know when something’s about to screw me over.”
Your temper flares, but before you can bite back, Sam enters the room, his face a mix of amusement and concern.
“So, good news and bad news,” Sam says, holding an open lore book.
“Just give us the bad news,” Dean grumbles.
Sam sighs. “The chain won’t come off until you, uh… resolve your tension.”
You frown. “What does that mean?”
Sam clears his throat awkwardly, looking anywhere but at the two of you. “It means you have to… make-up―or better yet, make out.”
Dean barks out a disbelieving laugh. “You mean we have to kiss to break it? That’s ridiculous.”
Sam shrugs, clearly wishing he were anywhere else. “That’s what the lore says. The artifact reacts to unresolved emotional tension between people.” He closes the book, giving you both an apologetic look. “Good luck.”
Sam retreats quickly, leaving you and Dean alone in the tense silence.
You glare at Dean, your heart pounding. “This is all your fault.”
He steps closer, the chain pulling taut. “My fault? If anyone’s got unresolved tension here, it’s you.”
“Oh, please.” You roll your eyes, though your stomach flips at the heat in his gaze. “You’re the one who—”
Dean cuts you off, his voice low and rough. “Do you really think this is easy for me? Being around you every damn day, pretending I don’t…” He trails off, his Adam’s apple bobbing as he swallows hard.
Your breath catches. “Don’t what?”
His eyes darken, and his voice drops even lower. “Don’t want you.”
The air between you crackles, the weight of his words settling heavily in your chest. “Dean…”
“Tell me I’m wrong,” he challenges, stepping closer, his boots brushing against yours.
You can’t.
The tension snaps like a rubber band. Dean’s hand cups the back of your neck, his lips crashing into yours with a desperation that steals your breath. You gasp against his mouth, the taste of him overwhelming as your fingers curl into his shirt, pulling him closer.
The chain jingles as his free hand grips your hip, anchoring you against him. It’s frantic and messy, years of buried feelings spilling out in every press of his lips and every ragged breath.
When you finally break apart, you’re both panting, foreheads pressed together. “That enough tension for you?” Dean mutters, his voice rough and uneven.
You laugh softly, your fingers tracing the curve of his jaw. “I don’t think the chain’s coming off just yet.”
His lips twitch into a smirk, but there’s something raw in his eyes. “Guess we’ll just have to keep trying.”
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jihyoruri · 2 days ago
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❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ CARMEN kim chaewon x reader
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❀ ͘ ⴰ previous chapters | richgirl ⭢ that girl (she’s delicious) ⭢ idon’t smoke ⭢ pretty when you cry ⭢ homesick ⭢ super rich kids ⭢ girl, so confusing ⭢ consume (bonus) ⭢ take your mask off
↳ warnings richgirl!yn, more sakura and yn focus on this chapter, angst, flashbacks, guilt, a lot of confusion, over working, mentions of fainting, mentions of not eating, arguments, guilt, alcohol
it had been exactly a week since the girls stayed at the moons' humble home, and things had taken a strange turn, really strange.
yn returned to the dorms a couple of days later, though this time, she didn’t have much of a choice. their comeback preparations were in full swing, and her absence wasn’t an option.
but ever since their visit to yn’s family home, something felt… off. it wasn’t anything anyone could point out directly, but the shift in the air was undeniable. with everyone back together, practicing and prepping for the comeback, the strange energy became even more apparent.
yet, no one mentioned it. it was as though everyone had silently agreed to ignore the unsettling vibe that lingered between them, as if pretending it didn’t exist might make it go away.
no one noticed.
except sakura.
the first thing sakura noticed was how frazzled chaewon seemed after leaving the moon house. she had gone back to grab her phone and returned looking visibly shaken. when sakura asked what was wrong, chaewon brushed it off with a shake of her head.
the next thing she noticed was yunjin. normally the one to eagerly join in on chaewon’s rants about yn, yunjin had suddenly become... quieter. she didn’t even want to hear it anymore, shutting down conversations with comments like, "let’s just focus on this," or, "it’s really not that serious." it was strange, yunjin had always been vocal when it came to their shared thoughts about yn.
well, all of them except for kazuha, sakura thought.
but now, it seemed like yunjin was distancing herself from anything related to yn, actively changing the subject whenever her name came up. sakura couldn’t fathom what could have caused the sudden shift. what happened at the moon house that had made yunjin so... different?
sakura didn’t know where she found the courage, but she finally asked yunjin what was going on with her. the younger girl’s response was short and cryptic, “we’re a group, we should act like it.”
whatever that means.
you see, sakura had worked incredibly hard to get to where she was now, and she continued to push herself every single day. that was her problem with yn.
yn was the embodiment of having it easy. the brand deals, the fans, the love, it all seemed to fall into her lap without much effort. sometimes, it looked like she didn’t even have to try. she just had it, effortlessly shining in a way that made it hard to look away.
sakura liked to call her teruhashi. whenever yn asked what she meant by that, sakura would just laugh it off, shaking her head like it was some inside joke yn wouldn’t understand.
so yeah, sakura felt like she had every right to feel the way she did about yn. everyone in the group had put in years of hard work to get here, sacrificing everything to make it. and then came her—this rich girl whose dad conveniently got shares in the company, who was plopped into the group last minute before debut, only to become the most popular member overnight.
it wasn’t fair.
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the room was filled with heavy breaths, the squeak of sneakers against the floor, and the steady rhythm of the music.
"one, two, three, four, all the girls are—"
"sakura, straighten your arms. make sure your lines are clean," the choreographer called out, scanning the group. "actually, all of you— wait, yn, come here."
they gestured for yn to step forward before turning back to the others. "this. this is exactly how you should be doing it."
"can you demonstrate?" the choreographer asked, turning to yn.
all eyes were on her now.
she stood there, unfazed, wearing bedazzled sunglasses so dark it was a mystery if she could even see. paired with baggy pink sweatpants, a top that barely passed as a shirt, more like a bikini top and, of all things, a pair of low moon boots.
what the hell is she wearing? chaewon had muttered under her breath when they left the dorm that morning and how does someone where that and still look good yn did, gosh she was a mess, a mess who was still the best in the room.
she unpaused the music, and immediately, yn started moving.
yn was versatile. no matter what concept was thrown at them, she adapted effortlessly, slipping into each one like it was made for her. sakura wasn’t going to lie, she had to mentally prepare every time they switched concepts, had to push herself to embody something new.
so watching yn do it so easily… it always made her feel a certain way.
like now.
the choreographer clapped after yn finished the part she instructed her to do, “that’s exactly how I want you guys to do it, keep your eyes on yn for now on.”
sakura kept her eyes on yn the whole time, noticing how the girl didn’t seem all that pleased with the choreographer’s praise.
why was that? if it were her, she’d be basking in it.
“yn you can go back, let’s start from the top.”
the rest of practice was a disaster, not in terms of their dancing, but the energy in the room. it didn’t feel like teamwork. it felt like competition.
sakura didn’t just want to match yn’s movements. she wanted to surpass them, but she couldn’t and that was the problem.
sighs of relief filled the room as the girls took sips of water, exhaustion settling in while they packed up their things.
sakura slung her bag over her shoulder, ready to leave, when she noticed something, yn was the only one who hadn’t packed up yet.
she stood alone in the corner, quietly sipping water from the dispenser, as if in no rush to leave.
sakura wasn’t the only one who noticed.
she watched as kazuha’s gaze landed on yn, her brows furrowing as she said something to her. whatever it was, sakura couldn’t make it out over the chatter of the other girls.
her curiosity only grew when kazuha suddenly shook her head, turning away from yn and heading back toward the group.
"let’s go," she muttered, not looking back.
"wait, wait, what’s up with yn?" sakura asked as the rest of the girls filed out of the room.
kazuha let out an annoyed sigh. "she’s staying to practice more. said she’ll be home in an hour, but knowing her, that probably means tomorrow."
"hasn’t she done enough?" sakura scoffed. "she already embarrassed us today. does she even realize we’re supposed to be on the same level?"
if yn wanted to be that good, maybe she should’ve just been a soloist.
kazuha opened her mouth to respond, but she just let out a sigh and shook her head.
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most nights, sakura was the first to head to bed or at least the first to retreat to her room.
but not tonight.
it was nearly 1 a.m., and instead of sleeping, she sat on the couch, mindlessly watching netflix, barely paying attention to the time.
she flinched at the sound of the front door creaking open, instinctively pulling her blanket tighter around herself.
she had just finished a horror movie and was already onto the next so this was definitely not an ideal situation.
sloppy foot steps was heard making her furrow her eyebrows until it hit her, yn.
yn came into view, the sunglasses she had worn earlier now gone, revealing tired, red rimmed eyes. an oversized sweater hung loosely over her frame, swallowing her up.
she stumbled slightly as she walked through the entryway, one hand reaching out to the wall for support.
"yn?" sakura called out, her voice laced with confusion.
yn looked up at her, her eyes barely open. when she saw sakura, they widened in surprise. "um..." she mumbled, unsure of how to respond.
“I thought you came back hours ago, were you still practicing?” sakura questioned, yn’s whole body language setting alarms in her head, “how did you even get back?”
“it was one of my family’s drivers. It doesn’t matter what time, it's their job." yn mumbled, her words barely audible as she completely avoided sakura’s eyes.
"that sounds pretty privileged," sakura scoffed, her tone sharp with disbelief.
"it was either that, or I would’ve passed out with no one around to help." yn snapped back, her words laced with frustration.
"huh?" sakura muttered, finally noticing the hospital bracelet wrapped around yn’s wrist. "yn... were you just at the hospital?"
"what does it look like?" the younger girl shot back, heading toward the kitchen without a second glance.
sakura followed her without hesitation. “what? how? why?”
yn opened the fridge and grabbed a cold water bottle. “you know, the usual, undereating, overworking.”
“the usual?” sakura echoed, disbelief creeping into her voice.
yn let out a heavy sigh, leaning against the counter. “why do you even care?”
"because one of my members was just in the hospital, didn’t contact any of us, and then just casually calls it the usual?"sakura shot back, her frustration clear, “why would I not care?”
"because it is the usual. not my fault you haven’t noticed," yn shot back, her voice tinged with irritation. "and why would you not care? because you haven’t before, sue me."
sakura let out a frustrated sigh. "yn... this is different. this is important. this is your health."
yn shook her head, taking another sip from her water bottle. "it really isn’t different. with all the stuff you say about me, all the things you probably think about me, why on earth would you care about this?"
“yn-”
"well, since you’ve gotten me started, I guess I should finish, right?" yn cut her off, taking another sip of water, her movements sluggish like someone trying to sober up. "you know, you were probably the one who hurt me the most." after chaewon of course but she wasn’t going to say that out loud.
sakura furrowed her brow, confusion flooding her expression as yn continued. "I mean, you’re the older, motherly one who takes care of everyone... but you never even batted an eye at me. so, sorry for being freaked out right now by you suddenly caring."
the words hit sakura like a punch to the gut. she felt a sharp pang in her chest, she didn’t know how to respond.
"and when I found out you and chaewon were former idols, I thought, great, I have someone older who can guide me through this crazy industry," yn rambled, her voice thick with frustration. "but I guess I’m just too rich and perfect for that. instead, I had you laughing along with everyone else while old men belittled me."
sakura opened her mouth, but no words came out. it felt like everything yn said was just pouring out, and she was left speechless.
yn leaned further against the counter, taking another sip of water, and sakura couldn't shake the thought, was that even water?
"maybe it’s just me being dumb and craving that mother figure but it was such a shock for me," yn continued, "because when I was at sm, the girls I was with took care of me so well. you know aespa, right? you probably know I was supposed to debut with them?"
sakura nodded, her mind numb, her stomach sinking. guilt consumed her, she felt sick.
“yn-”
"did you also know I was forced out of the lineup because of my father?" yn’s words were laced with venom, and sakura flinched, the sharpness stinging her more than she expected. "I don’t want to be in this group as much as you don’t want me here."
"yn-"
"I have a question for you, unnie," yn said, dragging out "unnie" with a mocking tone. "do you hate me, or is it your insecurities getting the best of you?"
sakura was speechless. yn was right. yn was rich, pleasant, and constantly praised, yet that was just the surface, what sakura had seen from the outside. she didn’t know the full story, but the proof was standing right in front of her.
sakura wanted to be her in some ways, and that desire had only gotten in the way of building a connection with her.
"yn… I-"
"what’s going on?" chaewon’s voice broke through the tension, rubbing her eyes tiredly as she stepped into the kitchen. "I heard noise—what the hell, did you just get here?" her words were aimed at yn, who just shook her head, walking past chaewon and down the hall.
sakura’s gaze lingered down the hall where yn had disappeared, her chest heavy. chaewon’s questioning tone snapped her back to the moment. "what happened?"
a lump grew in sakura’s throat as she struggled to find the words. "um, nothing. just go back to bed."
she finally understood yunjin.
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gottencents · 2 days ago
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My Humps - Winter
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pairing. idol!winter x aespa!addmember!reader
synopsis. during a casual weverse live, winter stands up to grab something, unknowingly turning her back to y/n. y/n playfully “covers” their eyes but quickly sneaks a glance, which fans instantly catch—leading to chaos in the comments and a flustered reaction from both.
[Weverse Live Stream - Winter & Y/N]
The chat was buzzing with excitement as fans flooded into the live stream, excited to see both Winter and Y/N. The two idols sat comfortably on the couch, both laughing and chatting with the fans. Y/N was leaning back, a soft smile on her face as she read through the comments, while Winter was sitting upright, her attention divided between responding to fans and relaxing.
“Thank you for all your love, guys!” Winter smiled warmly at the screen. “You all are so sweet! Let’s keep reading your messages.” She looked at the screen for a moment, then turned to Y/N, nudging her with her shoulder playfully. “What do you think, Y/N? Should we answer a few more questions before we sign off?”
Y/N chuckled softly, glancing at Winter. “Yeah, of course. We can’t leave without giving them a little more time.”
As Winter settled back down, she suddenly stood up to grab something off the coffee table in front of them. Y/N watched her for a moment, looking around for the item Winter was reaching for. As Winter bent down to pick up the item, her back was now to Y/N, and her posture gave way to a view that sent Y/N’s heart racing—a perfect view of Winter’s curves.
Flustered, Y/N quickly raised her hand to cover her eyes, embarrassed by the accidental peek. “Uhh, nope! Not looking!” she stammered, her face going slightly red.
Winter turned to look over her shoulder, noticing Y/N’s reaction. She paused, giving Y/N a teasing look. “Are you hiding from me?” Winter chuckled, raising an eyebrow. “I thought you were already used to being around me by now.”
Y/N, realizing how silly she must have looked, quickly tried to play it cool. “I… uh… no, I wasn’t hiding! Just, uh… making sure I wasn’t being too obvious.” She glanced at the screen nervously, her cheeks flushed. “I was just, you know, being polite!”
But when Y/N lowered her hand, the fans in the chat immediately took notice, their eyes going wide.
Chat:
gays4aespa: “Wait, why did Y/N cover her eyes though? 😳”
wiplash: “Y/N is hiding something!! 😏”
karinaismother: “I saw that! She was definitely looking. 😂”
summerintowinter: “Did Y/N just peek at Winter’s… 👀”
Y/N froze, realizing her mistake too late. She could feel the eyes of the fans through the screen. “Oh my god,” she muttered under her breath, trying to avoid looking directly at the chat.
Winter, ever the tease, turned back to Y/N with a smirk. “What’s wrong, Y/N? Are you embarrassed?” she asked, clearly enjoying Y/N’s discomfort.
Y/N let out a small laugh, trying to hide her face in her hands. “I’m not embarrassed! I… I didn’t mean to stare, okay?”
Winter crossed her arms, still smiling. “You don’t have to hide it. I’m sure they all saw,” she said, motioning to the chat. “Looks like you got caught.”
The chat exploded with reactions, fans loving the playful banter between the two.
Chat:
#1aespashooter: “Winter caught Y/N red-handed! 😂”
y/nbraincell: “I can’t believe this is happening. Y/N, you’re so obvious! 😜”
WinterBaby: “Y/N totally checked out Winter, and Winter knows it. 😏”
Y/N sighed dramatically, throwing her head back. “Okay, okay. You got me. I wasn’t trying to hide it! It just… happened!” She looked at Winter, who was still standing in front of her, looking far too pleased with herself.
Winter leaned over slightly, a playful gleam in her eyes. “I didn’t know you were so shy, Y/N,” she teased. “You can stare all you want, you know.”
Y/N’s eyes widened. “Winter!” she protested, though her tone was more flustered than serious. “Stop making it worse!”
Winter only grinned, brushing her hair over her shoulder as she leaned back into the couch. “Don’t worry, Y/N,” she said, her voice lowering a bit with a teasing lilt. “I don’t mind. You can check me out anytime.”
The chat went wild at Winter’s bold comment, fans loving every second of the exchange between the two.
Chat:
asepamygay: “Wait, now Winter is encouraging Y/N? 😱”
winnersluvwinter: “THEY’RE FLIRTING, I CAN’T!! 😳”
My4Ever: “I’m loving this! Winter and Y/N are giving us all the feels! 😍”
Y/N laughed nervously, shaking her head. “Okay, okay, let’s get back to the questions before I embarrass myself further,” she said quickly, trying to steer the conversation away from the teasing.
Winter, still smiling, sat back down beside Y/N, nudging her playfully with her elbow. “You’re cute when you’re flustered,” she said softly, keeping her voice light.
Y/N blinked, her heart skipping a beat. “Stop,” she said softly, a shy smile creeping onto her lips.
The fans in the chat were eating it up.
Chat:
polyforwiny/n: “Winter calling Y/N cute?! THEY’RE SO CUTE TOGETHER. 😭”
aespa2028: “Honestly, Y/N and Winter have the best chemistry”
Y/N and Winter shared a brief, quiet moment before Winter nudged Y/N again, causing her to laugh.
“Alright,” Y/N said, catching her breath. “No more distractions. We’re here for the fans, not to make a spectacle of myself.”
Winter grinned and raised her hands in mock surrender. “Fine, fine. But I think the fans liked it more than you think.”
As the live stream continued, the banter between Y/N and Winter carried on, and the fans couldn’t stop commenting on their chemistry. Despite the teasing, it was clear to everyone watching that there was a deep, playful connection between the two idols—one that only seemed to grow stronger the more they interacted.
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4rticbolt · 3 days ago
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Card DECLINED |Master-List|
Monster Trio+Law x !Fem!Reader, crack, fluff, modern-au, poor core (real), cashier is going THROUGH IT, !Early-relationship! , Ugh I thought this was so adorable, might be my favorite so far
They take you on a date and there card declines in-front of you...
Lemme know if I should do a fic for one of em' :)! (And spelling mistakes)
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Luffy
100% bought it all on fast food, he holds a Guinness World Record for the most amount of food eaten, period.
Would be confused at first, and wouldn't get it till you finally told him somethings wrong with his card. He about shoved it in there 100x times...
"HAH!? Why's it not working!''
"Wait huh seriously? Aww man..."
He'd definitely apologize and laugh it off. But he'd silent judge his card for failing him now as he attempted to finally buy you something. He’d definitely go and text Nami to Venmo him some quick money for you--in which she'd automatically decline.
(Much like his card)
Your bf would grumble, but he'd be quick to mask it with his short attention span.
He ended up dragging you into another random store after finding a whopping 5 bucks on the ground, sopping wet and crumpled from the rain... But somehow the cashier accepted it out of pity and he'd managed to buy you a little doodad in exchange--coming up behind you with a surprise in hand.
He giddily spun you around gleaming with excitement as he pecked you on the cheek.
"Shisihi, look what I got youuu! It's awesome"
(It was a crooked hot-wheels, but you ended up putting it on your shelf to cherish it)
Zoro
Sake was his downfall. Alcohol as we all know is incredibly expensive so it wasn't even a surprise, you expected it to eventually happen with how much he loved his booze...
Moreover you'd think it was a turn off with all his bottles but he'd always been a responsible drinker, and he barely got drunk...maybe a few times if he'd finally eased up in your arms.
Though when he swiped his card, it hadn't gone through. He'd pause and play it off a first, trying again, but when the cashier finally told him their were insufficient funds he'd go beet red.
"I don't know what you're talking about, it's gotta be your stupid machine..."
Not slick, at. all.
He'd act dense abt it, though deep down he knew he royally fucked up, so much for a romantic date...
When you finally offered to pay, he stubbornly grumbled as you had placed some spare cash on the counter.
"Oi, You didn't have to do that..."
He wouldn't immediately say thank you, but he'd been quietly grateful you were smart to bring 'just in case' cash... which he'd also said wasn't necceasry... but look what happened.
You tended to be right in these scenarios.
A few days later he had begrudgingly said thank you and handed you some floppy but colorful flowers as he had randomly stopped by your house heading to work.
Coincidently getting lost, but he'd never admit it.
The offer was rather chaotic as you'd just gotten out of the shower, but it only made him more flustered.
"Didn't uh, mean to interrupt, just wanted to drop these off. And thank you for the other day."
Sanji
I physically cannot see this man's card declining, so he had probably used the wrong card...
But even if he did I could see him full on freaking out, like telling the cashier to run it again and crossing his arms as his fingers anxiously tapped on his arm. He almost went to call his bank until he realized it wasn't his main card and his embarrassed meter went through the roof.
He went pink, but as you offered to pay he immediately shut it down. Sanji would never let you pay for anything, he wanted to take care of you and spoil you like no other--so forget asking. Even if you weren't that far along in dating.
He'd rather search the floor for pennies than let you pay.
Though if you did somehow manage to pay, he'd pay you back beyonddd extra. Like I'm talking about full on flowers and little chocolates or anything romantic.
Even if you thought it was rude to accept, he'd quickly assure you it was okay and that 'he wanted to' so it didn't matter if it was 'payback' or not. He'd came over to hang out, and he'd gently grab your hand kissing it as he spoke with gentle words.
"My love, just take it please, it'd mean the world to me."
Law
Law's card wouldn't normally decline, but one of his transactions for his action figure(s) had finally come through and he didn't realized it till he'd taken you out for lunch.
The waiter had handed him back his card and he deadpanned for a moment--before telling them to try it again--but hopelessly it didn't make a difference. And to make things better the waiter outright said he was broke and needed a different form of payment.
Law would loathe the moment, feeling second-hand embarrassment for miles as he brooded wishing it happened anywhere else no mattering the time.
He'd be embarrassed, growing quiet with a darkened expression as he averted his gaze. Which it only intensified when you happily handed the waiter your card, assuring him it wasn't the end of the world... and that you were just happy to be here with him.
He had gone increasingly quiet, and you couldn't help but laugh as he covered his face with the tilt of his infamous hat.
"L-Let's just go."
This man would NEVER let it happen again, and he'd carefully watch his guilty spending habits with a sour expression. The thought of that moment practically kept him up at night.
Law didn't pay you back, but he'd taken a little time off work to spend more quality time with you as that seemed to make you happy. And your doctor-in-training wanted nothing more than to see your smile.
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poetic-vulgarity · 2 days ago
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ᎮᎥᏖᎩ ᎮᏗᏒᏖᎩ II- Kim Minjeong x Reader
Word Count: ~7K
Prompt: When Minjeong transferred to an elite school, she didn't expect to catch the attention of Y/N, the golden girl. Then again, she also didn't expect Y/N to be the root of all her misery.
Tags: slow burn; angst; drama; high school! AU; richgirl!Y/N; happy ending (?) Part I, Part 2
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Minjeong was ignoring Y/N.
That much was clear.
It started happening after the night Y/N confessed to her.
There were texts left on read. Calls unanswered. When Y/N called for Minjeong in the school hallways, the short-haired girl just walked faster and disappeared. When Y/N tried talking to Minjeong before or after classes, the other girl put her headphones on and focused on her exercises.
Y/N thought she hadn't ruined anything with her confession.
She thought she and Minjeong could work things out with patience.
"Maybe I thought wrong."
"Are you kidding me?" Aeri frowned, her arm wrapped around Y/N's shoulder as the two walked along the hallways. "From what you've told me, you've been nothing but lovely to her."
"Well, clearly, something went wrong." Y/N shook her head. "She seemed fine when we were at my house. We even went to a convenience store, and I walked her home. I-why would she just start ignoring me?"
Aeri stayed silent, not really knowing how to answer. Her best friend had been the happiest she'd seen her in a while. It didn't make sense that Minjeong would just ignore Y/N for no reason after that.
The only possibility Aeri could think of was that Minjeong had realized dating Y/N wasn't going to work and had decided to break it off.
The problem was that ignoring Y/N instead of talking about it was a pretty poor way to-
Aeri tilted her head, an idea suddenly crossing her mind. "Didn't you say she's friends with Jimin?"
"Yeah, so-" Y/N turned to Aeri, her eyes widening ever so slightly. "You think she told her about my father?"
"I mean," Aeri hesitated, "Jimin did tell Ning that she regretted breaking up with you... and she always goes after what she wants."
Y/N took her time to think her options through.
It was ridiculous.
Jimin was the one who broke up with her. She was the one who let their parents' business get in the way of their relationship. Two years down the drain because Y/N's father was elected as mayor and not Jimin's.
And now she was ruining her relationship with Minjeong?
Y/N shook her head, looking down at her hands, picking at a few loose skins. "Jimin wouldn't do that."
"Wouldn't she?" Aeri suddenly halted in her tracks, and Y/N turned to her in confusion.
She followed her gaze and felt her jaw clench in anger.
Walking right towards them were Jimin and her group-Yunjin, Ning, and Minjeong. Y/N felt a little sick to her stomach.
The group moved to walk right past her, but Y/N reached for Minjeong, her hand suddenly trembling.
"Hey." She tried to meet Minjeong's eyes, but the other girl refused.
Minjeong could feel Y/N's grasp on her arm but refused to meet her gaze. Her heart was beating out of control in her chest, a mix of emotions washing over her.
She didn't want to see Y/N.
She didn't want to talk to Y/N or get close to Y/N or get to know Y/N.
In fact, all she wanted was to forget her.
Because if she got close to Y/N, she'd only come to care for her more.
She'd only come to care about a girl who had done nothing but lie to her. A girl whose father had completely ruined her life.
"Can we talk... alone?" Y/N's voice was as calm as ever, but one look at her face told everyone that she wasn't very happy with the situation she found herself in.
"Actually, I need to get to class, sorry," Minjeong mumbled.
Minjeong felt bad about the way Y/N's face fell at her response, but she had a hard time caring about it at the moment.
All she wanted to do was get out of the situation and clear her mind.
Y/N's hand tightened around her arm. "Minjeong, please. I just need a minute."
"Didn't you hear her?" Jimin spoke up, wrapping an arm around Minjeong's shoulder. "She doesn't wanna talk to you."
Y/N clenched her jaw, her eyes darkening as she turned to finally look at Jimin. "What did you tell her?"
"Only the truth," Jimin replied calmly, her eyes never leaving Y/N.
Minjeong just stood there, frozen, as the two stared at each other. She was aware of her friends worriedly glancing at her, unsure of what to do with their situation.
"You had the chance to tell her everything on your own. You didn't, so I did."
"I was going to." Y/N's eyes fell on Minjeong. "Minjeong, I swear-"
Minjeong shook her head. "You had plenty of chances to tell me. You chose not to."
She stared at Y/N for just a little while longer as hurt filled up in her chest. "It's too late now," she finally said simply.
When the bell rang later that day, she pushed the door open and walked into class, ignoring the looks Y/N was giving her.
Their teacher was always late, so students were walking around the room, chatting with each other.
Minjeong settled down in her spot and pulled out her notebook. Her eyes instinctively rolled back when she caught a familiar figure approaching her from the corner of her eye.
"Will you, please, just hear me out?"
Minjeong tensed as Y/N took the seat next to her.
"Minjeong-" Y/N began.
"Don't." Minjeong found her voice again, her eyes glued to her notebook.
The last thing she wanted was to hear Y/N making up excuses, so she steeled herself and refused to look up.
"Look, my father did build your old school, and I knew who you were from the minute you set foot inside this school." Y/N decided she'd be honest and make herself heard. "I was friendly with you because I wanted to make myself feel better for my father's actions. I'm sorry. I promise you that everything I told you when I confessed to you was true. I really do-"
The room seemed to freeze as Y/N's head snapped to the side on impact.
Minjeong's hand stung as it left Y/N's cheek, the sound of the slap resounding through the room, and everything came to a standstill.
Minjeong could feel all the eyes on them, but all she could focus on was the wide-eyed, hurt look on Y/N's face.
Minjeong forced the words out of her throat, her breaths coming up shallow against the weight of the emotions in her chest. "You need to shut up and leave me the fuck alone."
She held Y/N's eyes for a second, taking in her wide-eyed expression. There was hurt in the other girl's eyes, the look nearly making Minjeong feel bad.
The moment didn't last. Once the door opened behind them and they heard the teacher's footsteps approach, Minjeong turned to the front of the room again.
Y/N looked down in embarrassment and shame. She stood up from her seat and wiped away the stream of blood in the corner of her mouth.
The slap had made her accidentally bite herself.
She moved back to her seat, ignoring everyone's eyes on her.
Minjeong tried her best to focus on the teacher and write down as many notes as she could. She had to keep her mind on something, and if writing down notes would help, she'd do it.
At one point during the lesson, she felt a pair of eyes on the back of her head.
It was a familiar feeling, similar to the one she had felt when she walked down school hallway earlier that morning.
Minjeong grit her teeth against the memory, refusing to take another look over her shoulder.
Y/N took the clue immediately.
It took her a slap to understand, but she did. She distanced herself from Minjeong. She didn't look her in the eyes anymore; she didn't try to talk to her or reach out for her.
Their friendship/relationship came to a complete halt...
For a full two days.
"Good afternoon!"
Minjeong's breath hitched at the familiar voice. It was Saturday. Why was she hearing this voice on a Saturday?
The short-haired girl looked up from her phone, and her eyes found Y/N standing there in her family's restaurant.
Minjeong almost dropped her phone in surprise.
She could feel goosebumps trailing down her arms as she stared at Y/N. The girl stood there waiting, an expectant look on her face, as if she expected her to say something.
Minjeong opened her mouth to speak-she wasn't even sure what-but her mother's voice echoed from the kitchen.
"Minjeong, you have a customer."
The girl swallowed nervously. Her phone went back into the pocket of her coat. She straightened her back and moved from her spot, making her way to where Y/N stood by the counter with her hands stuffed into her pockets.
The moment she came to a stop, a heavy silence fell over them.
Minjeong was sure she saw some bruising on Y/N's cheek and on the corner of the girl's lips.
Still, Y/N smiled gently at her and raised an expectant eyebrow, waiting for her to talk.
The short-haired girl's eyes were drawn to the bruising under Y/N's eye and on her lips. Her fingers twitched before she forced them into stillness.
"What are you doing here?" Her words came out harsher than she had intended.
If Y/N was taken aback by her harshness, she didn't show it. "I'm hungry."
Minjeong couldn't help but scoff. "And you decided to come here?"
Y/N stopped, looking around the place.
It was a restaurant, wasn't it?
"Is that okay?"
Minjeong's eyes narrowed, unsure whether Y/N was trying to mess with her head.
"There are other restaurants, you kn-"
A slap was delivered to the back of Minjeong's head. Her mouth fell open, and she turned to find her mother glaring at her. "Minjeong, why are you denying service to such a-"
The older woman turned to look at Y/N, and the latter put her most charming smile on display.
"-pretty customer?"
Minjeong's frown deepened as she watched her mother fall for Y/N's charm.
It was ridiculous.
Her eyes turned back to Y/N, who was looking at her with a hopeful gaze.
Minjeong clenched her jaw against the wave of emotions that threatened to overwhelm her again. "What do you want to eat?"
Another slap. "Let her sit and get accommodated first," her mother hissed, turning to Y/N with a wide smile. "Sit wherever you want, sweetie. Minjeong will be with you shortly."
Y/N bowed her head thankfully, smile still there. "Thank you, Ma'am. It's a pleasure to finally meet Minjeong's mom."
The woman was surprised. "Oh, you two know each other?"
Minjeong opened her mouth to disagree, but Y/N beat her to it. "I'm courting your daughter. I was actually hoping to get your blessing."
She's what-?
Minjeong's face flushed with embarrassment, and all she could do was stare, mouth half-open.
Her mother didn't notice. Her eyes were wide, cheeks tinged pink as she looked at the beautiful girl in front of her.
"Oh, really?" Her mother glanced between them, her expression growing giddy. "Yes, of course, sweetie. Minjeong is a lovely girl-she can just be a little grouchy sometimes."
Minjeong's hands clenched into fists at the look on her mother's face.
Of course, she was completely smitten.
Her mother had always harbored an adoration for the wealthy and powerful, especially when it came to Minjeong's future partner. It was something Minjeong had grown used to, but it never failed to leave a bitter taste in her mouth.
Her mother ushered Y/N toward a booth and then turned back to her. "I knew sending you to that school was a good idea! Why didn't you tell me you were seeing someone?!"
Minjeong resisted the urge to roll her eyes as her mother gripped her arms, giddy beyond reason.
"I'm not seeing anyone. Y/N is an awf-"
Her mother cut her off, nudging her toward the booth. "I like her! Don't leave her waiting, come on!"
Minjeong gritted her teeth but gave in.
Her mom beamed as she walked away, completely oblivious to the storm of emotions brewing in her daughter's chest.
Minjeong reached Y/N's table and forced herself to take a deep breath.
Y/N's eyes followed her every step, watching her closely, completely entranced. She couldn't stop the small smile tugging at her lips.
"What do you want to eat?" Minjeong asked again, gritting her teeth against the urge to throw this girl out of her family's restaurant.
Y/N snapped out of her reverie, eyes widening as she cleared her throat.
This was a restaurant of what, exactly?
"I-uhh-" She looked around, trying to see what the other customers were eating, but she couldn't make anything out. "What-what do you have?"
Minjeong's eye twitched. The menu was right in front of her. Y/N was just too busy staring to notice.
Forcing herself to stay calm, Minjeong pointed at the stupid thing, her jaw clenching as the taller girl leaned in to look.
She could see her mom eyeing them from across the room, not being discreet in the slightest.
Minjeong wanted to be six feet under.
Y/N skimmed through the menu, eyes moving quickly over the selection.
"I think I'll have the dwaeji gukbap."
Minjeong nodded, ready to grab the menu and leave, but Y/N wasn't done.
"Also, the milmyeon, godeungeo-gui, agujjim, and eomuk, please. Oh! And can I get the dongnae pajeon and the guljeon?"
Minjeong rolled her eyes and yanked the menu away before Y/N could order anything else.
"What are you doing?"
Y/N looked confused. "I was... ordering."
Minjeong wanted to slap her. Again.
"What, you couldn't personally shower me in your money anymore, so you came to do that at my family's restaurant? Can't you be a decent person for once in your life and just leave me the fuck alone?"
Y/N just smiled. "Dinner's on me tonight. My parents are in town, and they brought a few friends over."
Minjeong clenched her jaw.
She hated how unbothered Y/N looked, how effortlessly she wormed her way into her life again.
If she had any shame, she'd just go home.
But no. She was there, flashing her money and privilege like always, getting exactly what she wanted.
Minjeong wanted to deny her service-kick her out, ban her from ever stepping foot inside again.
But the amount of food Y/N had just ordered... meant rent was covered for the month.
Minjeong hated her. More and more.
She was about to make that very clear when Y/N suddenly stood up and bowed, looking past her shoulder.
Minjeong turned to see her father approaching with a warm smile.
"Oh, fuck me."
Her father wiped his hands on the black apron tied around his waist as he reached their table. Slowly, almost carefully, he extended his hand for Y/N to shake.
"My wife told me to come meet my daughter's girlfriend."
Minjeong wanted to die.
"Hopefully in the future, sir." Y/N chuckled softly-a sound that tickled Minjeong's brain just right. "It's a pleasure to meet you."
She reached out, clasping his hand with practiced ease, bowing just enough to be respectful.
She just had to be perfect at everything, didn't she?
Minjeong's father was immediately taken in by her manners, her gentle touch.
Minjeong wanted to scream.
She wanted to tell him about the lies.
She wanted to tell him about the secrets hiding behind that polite, practiced smile.
But she couldn't.
The amount of money Y/N was about to spend-the dinner her parents and their friends were about to have-would keep her family afloat for another month.
And Minjeong couldn't take that away from her parents.
It all felt like a cruel game.
Her chest tightened as she watched her father and Y/N exchange a few words. His eyes gleamed with admiration as he looked at Y/N, and Minjeong felt the sudden urge to throw up.
She kept her gaze fixed on the table, doing her best to block out the conversation.
Once her father left-after shooting her an approving nod-Y/N sat back down, looking entirely too satisfied with herself.
"You're a manipulative liar," Minjeong tried again, her voice firmer this time.
Y/N didn't budge. "A manipulative liar who's in love."
Minjeong's jaw clenched at the words.
In love?
The audacity of this girl to even say that.
Her fingers curled into fists.
How could one person be so infuriating?
She turned sharply, stalking back to the counter to put the order into the register-only to catch her mother watching their every move, a pleased smile on her face.
That was it.
As soon as her shift was over, Minjeong was going to off herself.
Meanwhile, Y/N simply watched her go, a soft chuckle escaping her lips. Her heart pounded in her chest.
Why was it so easy to get under Minjeong's skin?
She dragged out her time at the restaurant as much as she could.
As long as she was there, she was fine.
She got to see Minjeong. She got to talk to Minjeong's lovely parents. She got to not be at home with her parents.
It was perfect.
Unfortunately, Mr. Kim had other plans. He worked as quickly as possible, insisting that Y/N and her parents shouldn't have to wait long for their food.
So, far too soon, Y/N found herself stepping back inside her house, dinner in hand.
"What took you so long?" her father asked from the living room, seated among his colleagues.
"I was quick." She replied shortly, carrying the bags into the kitchen.
Grabbing a plate for herself, she made her way upstairs, wanting nothing to do with the circus unfolding downstairs.
The following days were the same.
Y/N would come, order a ridiculous amount of food, and leave-only to come back again the next day.
Minjeong's parents were absolutely thrilled by her presence.
And Minjeong?
Minjeong hated it.
The anger, the frustration, the sheer distaste burned through her chest every time Y/N walked through that door.
But after two weeks of the same thing, the fight had drained out of her.
She didn't yell. She didn't snap. She didn't even glare anymore.
She merely stood behind the counter, arms crossed, waiting while Y/N placed her order.
"Food will take around thirty minutes to prepare. You can sit while you wait." Minjeong's voice came out flat, her expression unreadable as she turned away.
She walked to the kitchen, relaying the order to her father.
"She here yet?" he asked with a grin.
Minjeong let out a slow, controlled breath, doing everything she could to hold onto what little patience she had left.
"She's here," she muttered through gritted teeth.
Her father's smile widened. "Good! Take care of her for me."
Minjeong's mother perked up from where she was wiping down the counter, her eyes twinkling with excitement.
"Let me go say hi to her."
Ten minutes later, when Minjeong stepped out of the kitchen, she nearly dropped the tray she was holding.
There, sitting comfortably at one of the booths, was her mother. And across from her, whipping the tables, was Y/N.
Minjeong froze.
Y/N-cleaning?
Her mother sat there like she hadn't just handed off one of her responsibilities to a paying customer, chatting away with a warm smile on her face.
Minjeong's fingers twitched against the tray.
What the hell was going on?
She stormed over, trying not to trip over her own frustration. "What are you doing?"
Y/N looked up, unbothered, a rag in one hand and a spray bottle in the other. "Helping."
Minjeong turned to her mother, expecting an explanation, but the older woman only beamed. "Such a sweet girl," her mom sighed dreamily. "She insisted, Minjeong! Said she wanted to help out since she's always here."
Minjeong clenched her jaw, forcing herself to stay calm.
This was ridiculous.
She hated it.
She hated how easily Y/N charmed her parents.
She hated that Y/N was still here-in her space, in her life.
She hated that a small, stupid, buried part of her chest felt warm at the sight of Y/N helping out.
She exhaled sharply, shoving the thought away.
"Go sit down," she snapped, yanking the spray bottle from Y/N's hand.
Y/N grinned. "You're worried about me?"
"I'm worried about my restaurant looking like a joke," Minjeong shot back.
Her mother gasped. "Minjeong! Don't be rude!"
But Y/N just laughed, wiping her hands on her pants. "I'm just waiting for my food," she said casually. "Might as well make myself useful."
Minjeong turned away before her mother could see the glare she was sending Y/N's way.
She had to endure this.
At least until Y/N got bored and finally, finally left her alone.
Easier said than done.
Y/N was persistent.
At school, it had been fine. They didn't have every class together, and Minjeong could simply ignore her when she approached. But now Y/N was at her restaurant, invading her space, and it was getting to be too much.
The frustration built and built, day after day, until it finally snapped. It happened in gym class.
The basketball ball hit Y/N's cheek with a loud smack, and she went down.
Hard.
The gym fell silent.
Minjeong's eyes widened in shock, regret washing over her.
It wasn't a light hit. It was a ball thrown with strength, purpose, and precision.
Y/N didn't even remember hitting the ground-just opening her eyes to see the teacher and several classmates hovering over her.
Fuck.
Minjeong looked around as the commotion grew. The coach knelt beside Y/N, checking on her, while the rest of the class murmured among themselves.
Her gaze met Aeri's and Chaewon's, who just so happened to be in that class as well. Their jaws were slack as they looked between her and their best friend.
Chaewon was never known for having the best temper. So it wasn't a surprise when she stormed over, shoving Minjeong back with enough force to make her stumble.
"What the fuck is your problem?!"
Chaewon's voice echoed through the gym, filled with unrestrained fury.
"Stop it, Chae." Aeri tried to intervene, wrapping an arm around Chaewon's waist to keep her from doing something she'd regret. She was angry too-they both were-but getting Chaewon expelled wouldn't help anyone.
Minjeong's head snapped toward them, her mouth opening to respond, but no sound came out.
Her eyes darted back to the group surrounding Y/N. Her stomach churned at the way everyone was looking at her-at the frowns on familiar faces, at the unspoken accusations in their stares.
"Girls, that's enough."
The teacher's voice cut through the tension as he knelt beside Y/N, helping her sit up.
"Chaewon, Aeri, take Y/N to the infirmary. Minjeong, stay behind after class. Everyone else, disperse! Class isn't over for another fifteen minutes!"
Minjeong's heart sank.
She had never gotten detention before.
And now, because she let her emotions take control, she had made a fool of herself in front of everyone.
She stood frozen, watching as Chaewon and Aeri carefully helped Y/N off the ground. Even from a distance, she swore she could see the glares they both sent her.
Detention it was.
Minjeong tried to see the bright side of things.
At least now, Y/N hated her. She would finally leave her alone. She would stop showing up at the resta-
Minjeong blinked.
There she stood, in front of the counter, completely soaked.
There was a storm outside. The restaurant was practically empty.
What the hell was Y/N doing there?
"Hi." The taller girl let out, the corner of her bruised lips tilting into a soft smile.
A loud crash of thunder boomed in the background, and heavy rain pelted against the windows.
But Minjeong wasn't paying attention to the storm. Her focus was solely on Y/N. On the dark purple bruise marring her left cheek-a clear, undeniable reminder of what had happened just a day ago.
And yet, she had the audacity to smile at her.
Minjeong didn't know how to respond. Thankfully, she didn't have to. A loud gasp surged from behind her, and she stiffened as her mother rushed forward.
"What happened to you?" Minjeong tensed as her mother gently cupped Y/N's face in her hands, tilting it up to assess the damage. She expected Y/N to back away, to flinch under her mother's touch. But she didn't. She just stood there, smiling, like a complete fool.
"It's been raining so much these days," Y/N said, as if it were the simplest thing in the world. "I slipped and fell."
Minjeong's breath caught in her throat.
Did she just lie?
Y/N could have easily exposed her.
She could have ruined her right then and there, could have held it over her head like a trophy.
Minjeong had expected her to lash out, to finally snap and make her life miserable.
But she didn't.
She just stood there, soaking wet, a bruise on her face, and a stupid smile lingering on her lips.
Why?
Minjeong already knew her secret. She knew who Y/N really was and why she had approached her on that first day. She knew how rotten Y/N and her intentions were.
So why?
"You're completely soaked too."
Minjeong's mother turned toward her. "Minjeong, get her a towel and an ice pack, please."
Minjeong froze.
Her mother turned back to Y/N and ushered her toward a table. "You need to take care of yourself! Look at that pretty face of yours! And what if you get sick?"
Y/N chuckled lightly. "I'll be fine, Miss Kim. I was more worried about you, though. How's your leg?"
Minjeong stiffened.
Her mother had injured herself years ago-she had slipped during a storm, just like this one, and broken her leg. Even now, on cold nights, the pain lingered.
But how the hell did Y/N know about that?
Why did she care?
Minjeong's heart fluttered, just for a second. She gulped, pushing away the feeling, and stepped away to grab the towel and ice pack.
Her fingers gripped the fabric tightly as she glanced back at Y/N, who was still sitting, listening intently to her mother.
A nagging thought scratched at the back of Minjeong's mind, urging her to give in to this strange, persistent kindness.
She shoved it away.
"Here," Minjeong muttered, placing the towel beside Y/N and setting the ice pack down on the table.
She turned to leave- a hand wrapped around her wrist.
Minjeong's breath hitched. She looked down, expecting Y/N, but it was her mother.
"Hold the ice up for her, will you? I'm going to get her some soup to warm up."
Minjeong's jaw nearly dropped.
She could not believe what she was hearing.
It was pure karma.
She opened her mouth to protest, but her mother was already walking off toward the kitchen, leaving her alone.
With her.
Minjeong turned back to Y/N, who was still sitting, head tilted slightly, studying her with that same infuriating curiosity.
She sighed and reached for the ice pack.
A soft chuckle stopped her.
Minjeong's gaze flickered up.
Y/N was smiling-lips curled just slightly, dimples barely visible. She pulled the towel from her shoulders, setting it aside.
The sound of rain against the windows filled the silence between them.
"You don't have to do that," Y/N said, voice softer than usual.
Minjeong frowned.
"Just keep me company for a little while, please. I miss talking to you."
Minjeong felt it again. That stupid flutter in her chest.
Y/N had to be faking it. She had to. But the look in her eyes-
It wasn't the same glimmer she gave her friends, the playful twinkle that Minjeong had grown used to seeing.
This was different. It was softer. Gentler.
Minjeong swallowed, pressing the ice pack against Y/N's bruised cheek.
Y/N winced slightly at the cold but didn't move away. Instead, she smiled, shifting slightly to make space beside her in the booth.
Minjeong hesitated. Then, slowly, she sat down. Silence settled between them, but Y/N didn't let it linger."I'm sorry about Chaewon," she said, voice quiet. "She's... protective."
Minjeong tensed. It wasn't like she could disagree.
Chaewon was protective. But she was also right.
Minjeong had hurt her friend.
Her grip tightened slightly on the ice pack as she kept it in place.
"She had every right to be," Minjeong said, her tone cold. "I didn't mean to hit you that hard."
Y/N only smiled, leaning into the touch.
Minjeong's breath caught, her jaw clenched at the closeness.
How could someone she hated be so damn comfortable around her?
Minjeong wanted Y/N to get angry-to yell, to scream.
Not sit there and be friendly.
She clenched her jaw as Y/N smiled, "So you did mean to hit me."
Minjeong couldn't deny it. She stayed silent.
The rain outside filled the quiet that settled between them.
She could hear her mother moving around the kitchen, the clatter of pots and soft humming mixing with the sound of thunder in the distance.
Minjeong wanted to say something-anything. Even an insult would do. But her mind was blank.
The ice pack had started to warm against her fingers. She adjusted it against Y/N's cheek, pressing it gently into place.
"I still don't like you," she huffed, more to fill the silence than anything. "I'm not falling for your lies again."
Y/N exhaled, something unreadable flickering in her eyes.
"I didn't lie about wanting to be your friend. Or liking you," she said softly. "I just... didn't approach you with the right intentions. I'm sorry. My dad-he's not the best person. I barely know him. But I knew that he hurt you. And I wanted to make it better somehow."
Minjeong's throat tightened.
She didn't want to hear that.
She nudged Y/N's shoulder instead, scowling. "Just shut up and keep drying yourself. You're soaking the sofa."
Y/N smiled.
It wasn't much but it was a start and she was patient.
So she kept showing up at the restaurant.
She kept talking to Minjeong at school.
Interaction by interaction.
Brick by brick.
Until, somehow, impossibly-Minjeong let her back in.
Things got better.
So much better, in fact, that on Christmas Eve, Y/N found herself standing in front of Minjeong's house, clutching bags of gifts and food in her hands.
When the door opened, Minjeong just stared.
Her voice caught in her throat, countless thoughts racing through her mind.
"Y/N-what are you doing here?"
Y/N hesitated for only a second before raising the bags slightly, a small, lopsided smile on her face.
"I promised, didn't I?"
Minjeong blinked.
If anyone had told her that Y/N would actually show up, she would've laughed and told them to get their head checked.
She hadn't even expected Y/N to remember. The words had been brushed off as a joke, an empty promise at best.
But she was there.
With food. With gifts.
Minjeong's chest fluttered painfully as she took in the sight of her.
The soft glow of Christmas lights reflected in Y/N's eyes, and the crinkle at the corners of her smile made her stomach twist.
"You're crazy," Minjeong mumbled, before sighing and stepping forward, pulling Y/N into a small hug. "Y/N, you didn't have to."
"It's nothing." Y/N shrugged, stepping inside when Minjeong opened the door wider for her.
And if Minjeong had thought her parents were easily charmed by Y/N, her siblings proved her wrong.
Y/N didn't even have to say anything to win them over.
The moment they saw her step inside, looking like Santa Claus himself with all those gifts, their eyes lit up.
Minjeong watched from the side as her siblings swarmed Y/N with excitement, admiring the gifts all for themselves.
She bit the inside of her cheek to stop a chuckle, but still startled slightly when her mother suddenly gasped.
"YOU CAME!"
Before Y/N could even react, Minjeong's mother had grabbed her arm and dragged her straight to the kitchen. "Come try my kimchi! You like spice, right? I made it extra spicy this year!"
Minjeong couldn't help but soften as she watched her mother pull Y/N into the bustling house, filled with the laughter and chatter of her family.
The sight of her siblings holding their new toys, excitedly showing Y/N their favorite things about the gifts, made her heart swell.
She exhaled, shaking her head as she slowly made her way into the living room.
But even as she sat down, her eyes never left Y/N.
The way she smiled, the way she laughed, the way she fit so effortlessly into her world.
It took a while, but eventually, Y/N stepped back into the living room, her eyes searching for one person and one person only.
Y/N gave her a small smile. "Your family is lovely."
Minjeong stood from the couch, reaching for her hand without thinking. "They keep hogging you," she muttered, tugging her gently" "Let's run away."
Y/N laughed but didn't hesitate to hold Minjeong's hand. She smiled, glancing around as the other girl led her to her bedroom. The house was small, but filled with warmth and comfort. Y/N couldn't help but envy it a little.
"Thank you for all the gifts," Minjeong murmured, closing the door behind them. "You really didn't have to."
The silence was a welcome change, but it didn't last long.
Somehow, they ended up lying on Minjeong's small bed, facing each other, when Y/N reached into her pocket and pulled out a small, wrapped box.
"I didn't know what to get you," she admitted, "I'm sorry."
Minjeong let out a soft laugh, her fingers moving to gently take the box from Y/N's hands.
"You didn't have to get me anything, Y/N. But whatever this is-it's perfect."
The gift was small, wrapped a little messily, but Minjeong didn't care.
She was too focused on the way Y/N was watching her.
Nervously, yet eagerly.
She unwrapped the box, tilting her head when she found a guitar pick inside. It was gorgeous-an ivory color with the initials K.M. engraved on each side.
Minjeong ran her thumb across the engraving, feeling the smoothness of it.
She couldn't believe what she was holding.
"The guitar should be arriving tomorrow."
Minjeong's eyes snapped up at Y/N's words, her grip on the pick tightening.
Her brain barely registered what she just heard.
'The guitar should be arriving tomorrow.'
The words repeated in her head, over and over, as she just stared at Y/N, her mouth slightly open.
A million thoughts, emotions, words-nothing could properly form.
Y/N was crazy.
No-this was insane.
There was no way Y/N actually bought her a guitar.
Just the thought of it made her feel lightheaded.
"Do you like it?" Y/N asked hesitantly.
Minjeong was still staring at the guitar pick in her hands, her mouth hanging slightly open.
"I heard you tell a client you were saving up to buy one," Y/N continued, pulling out her phone and sitting up to show Minjeong a few pictures. "It's this one. I talked to a guy, and he said this one is good for beginners."
Minjeong's breath hitched as she looked at the screen.
The guitar was beautiful.
Glossy black, brand new strings, shining under the store lights.
She swallowed thickly, looking up at Y/N again-who was just watching her, waiting.
Patient.
The gift was expensive and gorgeous and thoughtful.
Minjeong's heart swelled, her chest tightening with an emotion she couldn't name.
So she did the only thing she could.
She threw her arms around Y/N's neck, hugging her tightly.
Y/N froze for a moment at the sudden warmth engulfing her-but then she melted. Her arms instinctively wrapped around Minjeong's waist, pulling her close.
Her heart skipped at the unexpected affection, her cheeks burning.
She closed her eyes and smiled, taking in Minjeong's warmth, the way she felt against her-her scent, her presence.
"I'm glad you like it."
Minjeong couldn't stop herself.
Her grip on Y/N tightened as she buried her face in the crook of her neck, inhaling her scent.
It was warm.
Comforting.
She sighed, her heart pounding as she closed her eyes.
"I love it."
Her voice was soft, muffled against Y/N's embrace.
She slowly pulled away, her face burning as she looked down at her hands.
"I also got you something," she mumbled, "but it feels useless compared to your gift."
Y/N frowned slightly at that.
Minjeong shouldn't compare gifts. That wasn't what this was about.
Before she could say anything, Minjeong stood up and walked toward her closet, pulling out a small box covered in reindeer-patterned wrapping paper.
Y/N's heart quickened at the sight.
She could see the effort Minjeong had put into wrapping it-the way the corners were neatly tucked, the way a tiny ribbon sat perfectly tied on top.
Her eyes flickered up to Minjeong, who was now holding the gift out for her. She reached over and took it carefully, her fingers running across the smooth wrapping.
The box was light and small in her hands. "Can I open it?"
Minjeong nodded.
Y/N smiled softly, taking her time untying the ribbon, making sure not to tear the paper as she lifted the lid off the box.
Inside, there was a layer of tissue paper.
She gently pulled it back and her breath hitched.
A blue jewelry box sat inside.
Her fingers trembled slightly as she lifted it, flipping the lid open.
Inside, nestled against the soft velvet lining, was a golden necklace.
Y/N carefully picked it up, turning it over in her hands-
-and a small chuckle escaped her lips.
Dangling from the chain was a tiny, detailed basketball ball charm.
She swallowed thickly, her throat tight. It was so simple, yet it meant everything.
"You couldn't help yourself, could you?"
Minjeong smiled as she watched Y/N admiring the present.
Her heart squeezed gently as Y/N laughed and carefully lifted the necklace from the jewelry box.
Minjeong knew her gift was nothing compared to what Y/N had gotten for her. But seeing her like this-her face so soft, eyes full of warmth-made her more than happy.
The two stayed in Minjeong's room for as long as they could.
Which wasn't very long-because soon enough, her siblings and parents were calling them downstairs.
Y/N didn't linger much after that.
Christmas was about family, after all. The last thing she wanted to do was overstep.
So, despite Minjeong's mother asking her to stay for the twentieth time, she gently refused, saying she needed to get home before the snow started falling.
Minjeong walked her to the door, feeling a little sad to see her leave but too too shy to ask her to stay.
"Thanks for coming."
Y/N nodded, her chest feeling impossibly full. Minjeong had no idea how much tonight had meant to her.
She leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to Minjeong's cheek. "Thanks for having me."
Minjeong felt her breath catch in her lungs.
The touch was gentle. Warm.
The spot where Y/N's lips had been tingled, heat rushing to her face.
Her eyes fluttered shut for a moment, trying to memorize the feeling-burn it into her mind.
But before she could process it, Y/N was already pulling away.
"Drive safely," Minjeong managed, her voice barely above a whisper.
Y/N smiled at her one last time before stepping out into the cold, pulling on her jacket.
Minjeong stayed by the doorway, watching as she got into her car.
And only when the car finally disappeared down the street did she allow herself to breathe again.
Time went on and Christmas break soon ended. Y/N was ecstatic to return to school after the break.
She couldn't wait to see Minjeong again.
As she walked through the hallways with her friends, there was an extra bounce in her step, a lightness in her chest.
They made their way outside for lunch, hoping the sun would warm them up.
"I don't know, I still don't like her."
Y/N paused mid-step at Chaewon's grumble.
She quickly exchanged an exasperated glance with Niki and Aeri before sighing. "Give it a rest, Chaewon."
"Give it a rest?" Chaewon scoffed. "Did you see the way she threw that ball at you, Y/N? That girl is dangerous, I'm telling you! What if she gets angry and throws another ball at you? It's psychotic. You were knocked out!"
Y/N shrugged, thanking Niki as he held the door open for her.
They stepped out into the school's wide garden, where the winter sun was shining brightly.
"She's got a strong personality, so what?" Y/N said easily. "Plus, she didn't mean to hit me that hard. And-" she grinned, holding up the charm hanging from her neck, "-she got me a necklace for Christmas!"
Chaewon snorted at that.
"A strong personality? She sounds like a psycho to me."
They reached an empty bench, settling into the sunlight.
Aeri gently nudged Y/N. "Just ignore her. She's just petty she's single."
Chaewon went on to argue that, but Y/N didn't mind them.
She knew her friend was just being protective-and she was thankful for that.
But at the same time, she was sure of one thing.
"Chae, Minjeong would never do anything to hurt me again. Trust me, she's-"
The words died in Y/N's throat.
Her chest tightened, breath catching as her gaze landed on a new sight.
It felt like the air had been stolen from her lungs.
Minjeong was leaning against a tree-not too far away.
And standing in front of her, with one hand gently placed on her waist and the other tangled in her hair, was Jimin.
Y/N watched, frozen in place, as Jimin tilted her head down and kissed Minjeong.
Minjeong tilted her head up to meet her, their lips pressing softly together.
Y/N could see everything, the way Jimin pulled away gently, the way Minjeong's lips curved slightly in response.
Her heart plummeted into her stomach.
The world around her blurred, sounds faded into nothing-her ears were ringing, her pulse pounding in her head.
She hadn't even realized that she'd stopped breathing.
Her lungs screamed for air but she couldn't breathe in.
For a split second, the urge to step forward burned inside her. To pull them apart. To rip Jimin's hand away from Minjeong.
But time had frozen around her.
And in that moment, Y/N was done.
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pixiexdusts-world · 3 days ago
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Min Ho’s unexpected plus-one
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Min Ho Moon x girlfriend!reader
Summary: Min Ho surprises his friends with a girlfriend, and they can’t believe she’s real.
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If my heart beats any faster, I might actually pass out.
I smooth down my sweater for the hundredth time as Min Ho leads me toward the table where his friends—Dae, Q, and Kitty—are sitting. They’re deep in conversation, laughing at something I can’t hear, but the moment Min Ho clears his throat, all three heads turn in our direction.
“Guys,” Min Ho says, his voice casual but confident. “This is my girlfriend.”
Three pairs of eyes widen simultaneously.
“Girlfriend?!” Kitty is the first to react, nearly choking on her drink. She looks between us with the kind of shock I imagine she’d reserve for a major K-drama plot twist. “Did I miss something? Since when do you date?”
Min Ho sighs dramatically, placing a protective arm around my waist. “You all act like I was destined to be alone forever.”
Dae, who has been quiet up until now, finally blinks out of his stunned state. “I mean… kinda?” He looks at me with an apologetic smile. “Not because there’s anything wrong with you! Just, you know, because Min Ho’s… Min Ho.”
I laugh, and Min Ho groans. “Wow. Amazing. So much faith in me.”
Q leans forward, resting his chin on his hand as he studies me. “Okay, but seriously. We need details. How did this happen?”
“Yeah, and how are you putting up with him?” Kitty chimes in, narrowing her eyes at Min Ho like she’s waiting for me to expose all his flaws.
Min Ho scoffs, pressing a hand to his chest. “You know, a normal reaction would be ‘Congratulations, Min Ho! We’re happy for you, Min Ho!’”
Dae shrugs. “We’re still processing.”
I decide to take pity on him. “Honestly, he just kind of grew on me.” I glance up at him with a teasing smile. “Like an expensive, annoyingly charming fungus.”
Kitty gasps in delight. “Oh, I love her.”
Q grins. “Yeah, she’s definitely keeping him humble.”
Dae finally smiles. “Okay, okay, I approve.” He looks at Min Ho. “But if you mess this up, you know we’re all taking her side, right?”
Min Ho sighs. “Obviously.”
I can’t help but laugh as Kitty gestures excitedly for me to sit next to her, already launching into a million questions. Min Ho might have been nervous about this introduction, but honestly? I think I just found my new favorite people.
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As the night goes on, I settle into the group’s dynamic faster than I expected. Kitty is relentless with her questions, grilling me on everything from my favorite K-drama to my most embarrassing childhood story. Q is effortlessly charming, throwing in sarcastic quips that make Min Ho roll his eyes every five minutes. Dae, despite being the most reserved, gives me reassuring smiles that make it clear he’s warming up to me.
Min Ho stays close the whole time, his arm slung casually across the back of my chair, his fingers occasionally brushing against my shoulder. It’s subtle, but I can tell he’s still a little nervous, like he needs to make sure I’m okay. It’s sweet, really.
At one point, Kitty leans over and whispers, “You know, I don’t think I’ve ever seen him like this.”
“Like what?” I whisper back.
She glances at Min Ho, who’s currently bickering with Q over something ridiculous, then back at me with a knowing smile. “Soft.”
I feel my face warm, but before I can respond, Min Ho turns back to us. “What are you two conspiring about?”
Kitty just winks. “Nothing. Just girl talk.”
Min Ho narrows his eyes at her suspiciously, but before he can press further, Dae checks his phone and sighs. “I should probably head out. My dad’s expecting me home soon.”
Q stretches. “Yeah, me too. But this was fun. You’re officially part of the group now,” he says, giving me an approving nod.
Kitty grins. “Yeah, and don’t worry, we’ll make sure Min Ho treats you right.”
Min Ho scoffs. “She doesn’t need you guys for that. I’m an amazing boyfriend.”
I hum thoughtfully. “Debatable.”
Kitty bursts into laughter. “Oh yeah, I definitely like her.”
As we all say our goodbyes, Min Ho laces his fingers through mine and pulls me a little closer. “See? Told you they’d love you.”
I smile up at him. “Yeah, I think I love them too.”
He smirks. “Not more than you love me, though. Right?”
I roll my eyes, but there’s no denying the warmth spreading through my chest. “You’re lucky you’re cute.”
Min Ho grins. “I knew it.”
And just like that, I realize—being with him, being part of this? It feels exactly right.
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donloco · 4 hours ago
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For me it has more impact now than when it came out. Maybe due to the dialogue....
"Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirror....."
and
“People shouldn't be afraid of their government. Governments should be afraid of their people.”
This line, this one hit really hard....
“You wear a mask for so long, you forget who you were beneath it.”
seeing all the 14-17 y/o queer kids who don’t know what v for vendetta is…. u mean the blockbuster film written by two trans women about a masked vigilante who decides to singlehandedly take down a fascist alternate version of england set in the distant year of 2020… and his driving force was getting justice for a lesbian who he never met but whose diary he found, who was separated from her wife before being killed by said fascist gov…. and it stars natalie portman…. okay
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captain-bubble-wrap · 21 hours ago
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I'm having a bit of a downtime. I feel so conscious about my appearance. May I have Quinn reassuring me that I look good?
My love, I'm sure you're absolutely stunning. Chin up, buttercup! 🩷
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Quinn hadn't participated in practice today. While he caught up on some rest, you had decided to go into the city for a little retail therapy of your own. Only it hadn't quite gone the way you had hoped. Everywhere you looked, there was a girl you felt was prettier than you, looking at something you had been interested in for yourself. It was easy to look at her, then at yourself, and convince yourself that you couldn't wear it near as good as she could. Self-sabotage and insecurity were bullying you into a early shopping trip.
It didn't matter what you did, they were all beautiful while you felt like trash. What did Quinn see in you, you wondered on the drive back to his apartment. He could have his pick of any Instagram model he wanted, so why had he chosen you? You would beat yourself up the entire time, resigning to tears after parking his car.
You had returned empty-handed.
"What are you doing back so early?" Quinn asked, seeing you walk through the door unexpectedly. He had been in the kitchen making himself some lunch, and had he known you were headed back, would have made you something as well.
"I wasn't feeling it." Your eyes were still red as you caught sight of your reflection in the mirror by the door. Quinn was bound to notice soon enough. "I think I've got a migraine starting."
"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that, babe. Do you have anything you can take?"
"Yeah."
He was genuinely being helpful, but you had blown him off and shuffled past the kitchen towards the bedroom. As he watched you go, your eyes down to avoid making eye contact, he knew there was more to it than the headache excuse. He'd let you go for now, not wanting to push you too much that you just shut down completely.
In the bedroom, you had gotten under the covers, hugging Quinn's pillow like you did when he was away on the road. You didn't want to cry anymore, but you had hurt your feelings so badly that there were no good thoughts left to give you even a drop of confidence in anything.
"Sweetheart?" Quinn asked, darkening the doorway some time later. You had almost drifted off to a nap when he called out to you, and could have faked being asleep, but you weren't trying to be mean to him.
"Yeah?" You mumbled into the pillow.
"Are you alright?"
"Sure."
You could hear him sigh from across the room and soon the feeling of him climbing in to bed with you would finally make you give him your full attention. He had laid his head against the pillow of his you were clutching. His pretty eyes waiting to catch sight of yours desperately.
"What's wrong?" Quinn asked softly, his hand getting lost amongst your hair.
"Bad day."
"You seemed happy when you left." His brows pulled in slightly, trying to guess what had triggered the bad mood. "Did something happen while you were out?"
You bit your lip, pulling your eyes from his face. Why did he have to be so good at figuring out what was bothering you. "Just..."
Patiently, Quinn looked at you, his fingers giving you the gentlest scalp massage while he kept his hand buried deep in your hair.
"I just didn't feel like being shopping, that's all."
"Y|N, why don't you want to tell me?"
"Because it's a stupid reason," you choked out, eyes flicking back to Quinn's in haste.
His gaze softened, "Nothing is a stupid reason if it makes you feel like this, but I won't make you tell me. I just want to know you're alright."
"Why are you attracted to me?"
Quinn's expression twisted slightly. That was about the last question he would have dreamed you'd ask him. "What do you mean? In what way?"
"Why me over some model or something?"
He'd raise his head, propping himself up with his right arm. "I wasn't attracted to you because of your looks, sweetheart. That's just an added bonus. Do I come off that petty?"
"No, you don't. I just-- it's hard to not judge myself against all the other girls that could have my spot. I told you it was a stupid reason."
There was deep concern in Quinn's expression. There were few things he hated more than when you got down on yourself.
"As cliche as it might sound, looks eventually fade and no longer matter. What makes you, you, is your personality, baby. It's what shines through any amount of makeup or outfit. You can't fake a personality, not a real one. You know, as good as I do, that there are plenty of girls faking all of that just to get with any of us. They can't keep up the charade, and away they go, and another takes their place. Do you know how refreshing it was to meet you? How you genuinely smiled? That little snort you let out when you laughed at yourself for being nervous asking for that autograph? Do you remember how bad I blushed? I could hardly sign that jersey. I thought I was going to have to replace it because my signature looked like a fake."
You laughed softly remembering that day. He had been a little bit of a bumbling mess but it was so cute.
"You kept popping up in my head the whole rest of the day. Your eyes, your smile, hell, even that perfume you had been wearing. Drove me crazy all day. I see beautiful women everyday, but not a one of them are waiting for me back home like you are. I don't picture any of them waiting for me, wearing one of my t-shirts like you do. Each time I hear your voice when I'm away, I melt, because I get to hear it every--single--day."
You had been chewing on your bottom lip to keep the tears at bay and Quinn had noticed. The hand that had been lost in your hair moved to hold your face, and his thumb would coax your lip from between your teeth.
"You're the only person I have eyes for -- the others are just people. You're my baby, and I love you. They don't mean anything to me. You have my heart."
"Quinny~" you whispered, knowing everything he said was his raw, unfiltered truths.
"I mean it, all of it. You might think the other girls are prettier than you, but I don't. Not for a second. You're the only one I want."
You didn't know what to say. His ability to melt away any bad mood you were dealing with, soothe any hurt feeling you had, and reassure you through it all had been a natural talent. It was times like these that you didn't feel like you deserved him, but you'd never tell him that. You knew already that he hated when you put yourself down and when you thought you should have less. Instead, you'd try to be thankful for him taking the time to explain his reasonings to you.
"I'll reassure you more, if you want me to. I just need to know. I'll do whatever I can to make you feel better, just to keep stuff like this from happening. I just don't want you to shut me out, okay?"
You'd give him a nod. "I'm sorry to be this way."
Quinn smiled, "It's alright. Do you think I don't wonder why you put up with me half the time?"
"But I love you!"
"Exactly! Because I know you love me -- that you truly love me for me and not the other stuff-- I don't have to worry about anything else; I don't let the other stuff rule me. Does that makes sense?"
"Mhm," you nodded.
"And before you say it, you don't need to be sorry. Things happen, and sometimes we just need a little more to see what we've been overlooking."
The air went out of you like a balloon. Quinn's ways with words left you speechless more times than you thought he realised.
"If it would make you feel better, I'll take you out sometime next week and let you know how beautiful I think you'd look in anything you try on. Anything you like, it's yours. No limit."
"Quinn~"
"I mean it. If it makes you smile, I want you to have it."
"You make me smile."
He laughed softly, "You have me already, silly."
You'd roll over on your back as he climbed on top of you, lips hovering just above each other's. "Unless you're wanting something more. Then I can give you that, too."
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peace-hunter · 2 days ago
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Question for baby prime Orion au: how do the rest of the gang take that Orion is the "lost" prime. Because here's the reaction I think they'll have:
D-16:oh primes my friend is a prime and I punch him in the face yesterday!?
Elita: oh primes, this trouble making bot is a prime!?
B-127: one of my new friends is a prime, this is awesome!!
"How well am I taking that one of my friends is actually a demi-god?" reactions from best to worst:
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you're pretty much right with Bee. this has been the wildest day he's had since forever, he's very much just along for the ride and he's kinda just "this may as well happen :)"-ing through everything. he's also lowkey clinging to the one (1) good new he's gotten from this whole affair for dear life. like. he could freak out about the fact his entire life has been a lie and he's been working himself to death for a tyrant that's betrayed their entire race to their sworn enemies. or he could be happy his new best friend is extra cool now. so. y'know. glass half-full half-empty kinda deal.
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Dee's reaction is,,,, complicated. obviously.
on one hand holy crap his friend is a prime that's the coolest fucking shit ever he's friends with someone directly related to megatronus prime-
on the other. this is just one more thing he's been wrong about for cycles. everything he thought was true is turning out to be a lie and even if this isn't a betrayal like sentinel's it's still something he has to accept is not what he thought it was. Orion, his best friend, the person he trusted the most, is not what he thought he was.
and even though Orion didn't know (which... is also a point of contention between them with Dee not being quite able to believe one could forget such a thing even as Orion swears over and over again he had no idea) there's still a divide between them that wasn't there before. now Orion is this almost mythological being directly created by their god for greater things while Dee is just... a miner.
now Orion is a Prime. and Dee has just found out what happens when you trust a so-called Prime.
and he also can't help but wonder, as he remembers all those times Orion ignored what he said and involved him in his crazy schemes with no regard for what he thought about it, if it's just in the nature of Primes to do as they wish without considering what it means for everyone else.
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but the real victim here is elita who is experiencing a level of cringe that hasn't been seen in cybertron before nor will be seen again until maybe four million years and a war later during peace negotiations. pray for her.
baby prime orion au
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00valentina-writes00 · 23 hours ago
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ik this is a over done trope but reader flinching during and argument please with ambessa or sevika (ignore if this makes you un comfy)
Ahem how bout both?
✞⛧ Sevika AND Ambessa when you flinch during an argument ✞⛧
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✞⛧ Sevika’s initial reaction would be a flicker of surprise, quickly replaced by a sharp, assessing gaze. She’s not one for unnecessary drama, but she can read the situation like a book.
✞⛧ Her first instinct would be to immediately back off, her posture stiffening as her mind runs through what she just did to make you flinch.
✞⛧ She’d never want to make you feel unsafe, and if she sees you flinch, she’d pause, her intense focus shifting to you. It would throw her off balance for a moment, not because she’s unsure of her own actions, but because she never wanted to make you feel that way.
✞⛧ Sevika’s eyes would narrow, her protective side kicking in as she looks at you like you’ve just wounded her in a way words can’t explain.
✞⛧ Her voice would soften, though not necessarily in a comforting way—it would be more of a controlled, cold calmness. “Did I scare you?” she’d ask, her tone low and even, though there’s a hint of frustration underlying it.
✞⛧ If you don’t answer, Sevika would get even more guarded, crossing her arms in front of her chest and giving you space while trying to hide how affected she is by the flinch.
✞⛧ Despite her tough exterior, Sevika would feel a pang of guilt. She’s not someone who tends to apologize, but she might mutter, “I didn’t mean to make you feel like that,” in a rare moment of vulnerability.
✞⛧ She’d probably keep her distance for a while after that, trying to process what happened internally, but her eyes would never leave you—watching, waiting for some sort of response
✞⛧ Sevika would be incredibly introspective after the flinch, likely replaying the entire argument in her mind, dissecting what she said, and wondering if she was too harsh, too fast with her words.
✞⛧ Even though Sevika’s a fighter, she has an incredibly strong sense of pride, and seeing you flinch would hit her harder than she’d care to admit.
✞⛧ If you tried to apologize or explain why you flinched, Sevika would hold up a hand, telling you to stop. She’s not the kind of person to let you take the blame for something she feels responsible for.
✞⛧ You might see Sevika take a long breath and slowly step towards you, her usual stoic face replaced by something closer to concern—a rare sight for her.
✞⛧ If you’re still visibly shaken, Sevika would drop any argument she’s holding onto, her gaze softening as she focuses entirely on making sure you’re okay, though she’s still not great with emotions.
✞⛧ Her frustration would shift inward, and you might catch her muttering under her breath, “I didn’t mean to fucking hurt you.” It’s rare for Sevika to admit when she’s wrong, but she doesn’t like seeing you afraid of her.
✞⛧ Sevika would give you time to process, but she’d also be very blunt about how she’s feeling. “You think I would hurt you?” she’d ask, her voice quieter now, not filled with the anger it had earlier.
✞⛧ If you told her that you were just startled, she’d take that as a small relief, but still feel bad about the fact that it happened at all. “I’m not gonna hurt you, [Y/N],” she’d reaffirm, but with more emphasis on reassurance than defensiveness.
✞⛧ She might offer to sit down with you, her stance softened, but her brow furrowed in concentration. She’s not good with comforting, but she’ll try, even if it’s awkward.
✞⛧ The next time you argue, Sevika would be more cautious, taking a moment to gauge your reactions before she raises her voice or gets more heated. She’s not one for letting arguments go, but she’s not going to push you to the breaking point.
✞⛧ If you bring up what happened in the past, Sevika would have a hard time admitting how much it bothered her. She’d downplay it and act like it wasn’t a big deal, but deep down, she’s processing how to better handle your relationship.
✞⛧ Sevika might not openly show it, but seeing you flinch makes her question how she presents herself to you. She doesn’t want to be a source of fear, even though she often exudes a commanding, intimidating presence.
✞⛧ In rare moments, if you ask her about it later, Sevika would simply shrug it off but with a quiet intensity in her eyes. “I never wanted to make you feel like that. I just… don’t do well with soft shit,” she’d admit, showing how much she struggles with vulnerability.
✞⛧ She may not be able to apologize directly, but she’ll do things to make it up to you—maybe fixing the situation with actions rather than words. Her way of showing she cares would be by offering you the space you need and then following it up with practical support.
✞⛧ If you flinch again in the future, Sevika would tense up instantly, but this time, she’d be quicker to pull back, knowing how badly she messed up the last time.
✞⛧ Sevika might get frustrated with herself more than anything else. She’s not the type to back down from anything, but when it comes to making you feel comfortable, she’s out of her depth.
✞⛧ As she reflects on the situation, she might get a little defensive, questioning herself: Am I too much? But she’ll keep it to herself, never admitting to the self-doubt that follows moments like these.
✞⛧ She’ll probably make up for it by doing something practical for you—whether it’s taking on extra responsibilities or handling something that would ease your stress.
✞⛧ Sevika might also check in on you more often, even if it’s in her own blunt way. “You good?” she’d ask, trying to gauge where your head’s at and how she can fix things without making it awkward.
✞⛧ The next time you fight, Sevika would be less prone to raising her voice, realizing that yelling isn’t always the answer when it comes to you. She’d still argue with the same intensity, but she’d dial it back a little.
✞⛧ Sevika wouldn’t easily forgive herself for making you feel scared. Even if she doesn’t say it out loud, she would work harder to be less overwhelming when communicating with you.
✞⛧ As time passes, Sevika would subtly show that she’s learned to tone down her anger when she’s upset with you, recognizing that your emotional well-being is just as important as her need to be heard.
✞⛧ Even if the argument itself is unresolved, she’ll make sure the aftermath doesn’t leave you feeling like you’re walking on eggshells around her. If she needs to adjust her approach, she will, even if it takes time
✞⛧𝔸𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕒✞⛧
✞⛧ Ambessa would immediately notice the flinch, her sharp eyes narrowing with a flicker of concern. She’s not someone who misses details, especially when it comes to you.
✞⛧ Her first instinct would be to stop mid-sentence, her anger momentarily fading. She’s not used to seeing you afraid, and it causes a slight shift in her demeanor.
✞⛧ She’d take a deep breath, her voice lowering, no longer filled with the same intensity as before. “Did I scare you?” she’d ask, her tone surprisingly calm, but with a hint of vulnerability.
✞⛧ Ambessa is incredibly proud, so she’d try to mask her own unease. She’d raise an eyebrow, but there’s a subtle tension in her posture, as though she’s trying to figure out how to respond to your reaction.
✞⛧ She’d not apologize outright—Ambessa isn’t the type to back down from her beliefs—but she’d soften her approach, trying to gauge whether you’re physically okay or just emotionally shaken.
✞⛧ The moment she sees the flinch, a part of her feels a pang of guilt, though she wouldn’t admit it. Ambessa rarely shows vulnerability, so she’d struggle internally, not knowing how to reconcile this new layer of her relationship with you.
✞⛧ She would stop pacing or gesturing wildly, looking at you with a careful gaze. “You don’t need to be afraid of me,” she’d state, more as an assertion than a question, trying to convince herself just as much as you.
✞⛧ If you don’t say anything, Ambessa would grow increasingly frustrated with herself. She’s used to being the commanding presence in a room, but this is different. She doesn’t know how to fix it immediately.
✞⛧ Ambessa might take a step back, giving you space, though it’s clear she’s not used to this kind of emotional vulnerability. She’d cross her arms, trying to maintain her usual air of control, but she’s silently concerned about how much you’re affected.
✞⛧ She’d avoid making direct eye contact for a moment, visibly rethinking her words and actions. Ambessa is fiercely intelligent, and she’d be running through everything she just said, trying to pinpoint what made you flinch.
✞⛧ Ambessa might try to reassert her dominance in a different way, by sitting down or leaning against something, trying to display authority while simultaneously keeping her voice steady and calm. “This isn’t how I intended for this to go,” she’d admit quietly.
✞⛧ She’d attempt to approach you more carefully, though it’s clear she’s not quite sure how to be gentle. “Tell me what I did,” she’d ask, trying to understand why you reacted the way you did.
✞⛧ If you explain it’s not her fault but just the intensity of the argument, she’d frown deeply, taking that into account. Ambessa doesn’t like feeling misunderstood, but she would respect your honesty in this moment.
✞⛧ Ambessa would try to mask her emotions by shifting the conversation back to the issue at hand, but the tension in her body would remain. She’s used to arguing and controlling the situation, but this time it feels like she’s lost her grasp.
✞⛧ She’d likely keep the conversation civil afterward, but there would be an undercurrent of carefulness in her tone that wasn’t there before. She’d check in with you periodically, making sure you’re still okay.
✞⛧ Despite her initial reaction, she would be sensitive to any further signs of discomfort. Ambessa would be hyper-aware of your body language, making sure you’re not retreating or shrinking away from her.
✞⛧ If the argument continues, Ambessa would intentionally lower her tone, trying not to overwhelm you with her usual fire. She may even offer a compromise, though it’s a rare moment where she’s willing to soften her stance.
✞⛧ Ambessa is fiercely protective, so if she feels like she’s been too harsh, she might take a subtle step back from being confrontational and offer reassurance. “You’re important to me,” she’d say, though not in a way that’s overly affectionate.
✞⛧ She’s not quick to apologize, but in rare moments like this, she might drop her defenses just enough to show a softer side. “I didn’t mean to frighten you,” she’d admit quietly, her voice lacking its usual edge.
✞⛧ Ambessa would be conflicted. She knows her strength can be intimidating, but she also values loyalty and respect above all else. Seeing you flinch causes her to question if she’s gone too far in asserting herself.
✞⛧ If you try to walk away or distance yourself, Ambessa would stay rooted, allowing you space but not letting you escape the conversation entirely. She’d want to resolve things, but she’d give you the autonomy to handle the situation at your own pace.
✞⛧ She may change her approach entirely, opting for a more measured and less commanding tone. If she feels like she’s pushed too hard, she’ll shift back into a more controlled demeanor, but the worry will be evident in her eyes
✞⛧ Afterward, Ambessa might focus on actions over words. She would make sure you’re comfortable, making the effort to attend to your needs in practical ways, like preparing food or taking care of other responsibilities.
✞⛧ Her pride won’t let her completely back down, but she’ll make it known that she’s not a threat to you. “We’re not enemies,” she’d remind you with a subtle gesture of reassurance.
✞⛧ Despite being a formidable leader, Ambessa would be deeply shaken by your reaction. She’d want to reassure you of her commitment, even though she might not be the best at expressing it openly.
✞⛧ If the tension continues to linger, Ambessa might get frustrated with herself. She’s used to maintaining control, and being in a position where she’s unsure of how to fix things challenges her more than she’s willing to admit.
✞⛧ Ambessa would want to avoid you feeling like you’re walking on eggshells around her, so she might take extra care not to escalate things further. She would be cautious in her tone and actions, trying to bring down the tension.
✞⛧ If the argument comes up again in the future, Ambessa would be far more aware of her approach, actively trying to make sure that she doesn’t trigger another flinch from you. She’d try to use her words more carefully, even if that means holding back some of her usual fire.
✞⛧ Ambessa may not be used to showing this side of herself, but if you’re still upset or anxious, she would give you space to talk about it, even if it means dropping her pride to listen.
✞⛧ In her quieter moments, Ambessa might confide in you about her struggle with balancing strength and vulnerability. “I wasn’t raised to show weakness,” she’d admit, revealing a small crack in her otherwise impervious exterior
✞⛧ Ultimately, Ambessa would want to make sure you feel safe, heard, and respected. While she might still have moments of pride or dominance, she’ll take extra steps to show that she’s not going to harm you, emotionally or physically.
✞⛧ Though Ambessa may not say it out loud, seeing you flinch would make her reflect on her leadership style and the way she manages relationships. It would be a turning point for her in considering how she communicates with you.
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mayanneaa · 2 days ago
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always and (not) forever - ʀᴀꜰᴇ ᴄᴀᴍᴇʀᴏɴ.
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PAIRING : rafe cameron x reader
SUMMARY : rafe breaks up with you right after you get accepted to stanford university.
WARNING(S) : angst, swearing, not really proofread
A/N : can you tell i just watched to all the boys: always and forever? (divider by @roseraris )
WC : 0.7k
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Your heart’s pounding more and more as you click on the email you just got.
It’s late at night, only the crickets outside accompanying your growing emancipation. You squeeze the hem of your pajama shirt, biting your lip almost to blood.
This is the moment you’ve been waiting for forever— the week of acceptance letters from Stanford.
You can’t really remember when exactly you decided that a university across the whole country was good for you. It just… happened.
Your boyfriend, Rafe, wasn’t particularly excited for you to study so far away since he wanted to go to the one in-state. You managed to convince him that you’ll be well.
The email is long, but after the first words, you don’t even bother reading more. You got in.
A scream escapes your lips, quickly muffled by your hands. You sit there wide-eyed, the faint light of your laptop’s screen falling on your face.
“Oh my God.”
You immediately grab your phone, trembling fingers dialing Rafe’s number. He answers faster than the first ding.
“What’s up, baby?” His voice’s a little raspy and low as if he was falling asleep.
“I got into Stanford,” you whisper, the words feeling unreal once they leave your mouth. “Can you believe it, Rafe?”
There’s a silence, followed by a hum. “That’s… great. I mean, you’re happy, right?”
“Yeah, of course!”
There’s a silence— a moment where you can let your emotions cool off a bit, followed by Rafe clearing his throat.
“Actually… Can we meet?”
You knit your eyebrows. His voice is steady but distant. Something you haven’t heard in a while. “Like, right now?”
Rafe hums in response, and you feel the confusion bubbling up. “Well, if you want to you can come over, but be quiet. My parents are asleep.”
“I’ll be there in five.”
You hang up the phone, your hand lingering as you glance at the laptop screen.
Was Rafe overthinking this whole ‘distance’ thing once again?
You’ve already told him a million times that it will work out. So why the sudden change of mind?
You slip your feet into your slippers and grab a hoodie you throw on on the stairs.
The light from Rafe’s motorcycle flashes through the windows, a quiet buzz filling the natural silence. You quickly open the door and get outside, a chilly breeze hitting your bare legs.
“What’s wrong?” You ask, crossing your arms on your chest.
Rafe takes off his helmet and looks at the ground. “I think we should break up before you go to Stanford.”
You grimace, scrunching your nose. “What are you talking about? Rafe, we’ve been through this. I know it’s hard to be this long distance, but we can do it—”
“No.” The word comes out of his mouth so quickly, you gasp under your breath. “Honestly, how do you see that? Going from what we are now, from me getting to your door in five fucking minutes to seeing each other once God knows how much time?”
“But… you agreed to that earlier…”
“I was wrong,” Rafe says as quietly as a whisper, his voice cracking. “I’m not going to watch it all fall apart in two, four, or even six months. It’s better if we just end it now.”
You squeeze your arms and clench your jaw so tight it almost hurts.
How dare he just stand there, not even looking at you, as your life seems to split in two?
“Don’t say that, Rafe. You don’t mean it…” You say, your voice is small, but you know better than this. Rafe doesn’t just say things.
“I do.”
Two words. Those two words were enough to let the tears pushing onto your eyelids fall.
“Are you serious? After all we’ve been through, you leave me because of some stupid belief that we will not make it?” You sigh, anger spilling out with each breath you take.
“Go, Rafe. I don’t want to see your face.”
He inhales sharply as if you just slapped him. Maybe you should’ve done that. Instead, you turn on your heels and storm into the house, not giving Rafe another glance.
All you hear is the engine running, and the quiet sound of your heart breaking.
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insomniakisses · 3 days ago
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pregnant omega vivi hcs pls??
Pregnant!Omega Viv HCs - Mixed Arsenal Pack Au
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Getting Pregnant:
We all know despite her being Beth’s Mate it was Buff!R that got her pregnant during the 3 some.
She felt an immediate shift that night, wrapped up in Rs arms and held so tightly but so gently while they were Knotted.
She’d looked up and realised she was the only one still up, she still doesn’t know why she reached for Rs hand and guided it to her tummy.
It was like her Omega knew what she didn’t.
The next morning she’d woken to very clingy R rubbing her tummy and nuzzling her mumbling she didn’t mean to cum so much.
They definitely showered together, that was the first clue something was different.
R had always been respectful of Beth and Viv having a mate bond, but after that night without realising it things began blurring.
The shower was the start, doing something one on one like that was a mate level intimacy.
Beth had opted to ignore it when she has walked in but was confused seeing R; nose buried in Viv’s neck softly swaying them and a hand on Viv’s Stomach.
When they had gotten out and changed R seemed to have returned to normal hurriedly readying herself for practice and spent to day mostly with Leah.
Beth knew that meant something was up, and R had chosen Leah so no body bothered her.
But another sign that something was wrong was Viv’s constant need to be looking for you or craving your touch.
Then there was the growls anytime Beth hugged her.
It wasn’t till a week or so of this going in the Beth’s patience was at an end, Viv’s neediness at full level and R’s fear had come true.
Viv had started to get a milky scent a clear tell tale sign she was pregnant.
Beth had figured it out by now too and they had done the test to confirm it.
No longer angry Beth had talked through everything with Viv and they’d decided to tell R.
She WAS the sire after all.
So now Viv just needed to tell you.
Telling you:
You had continued the avoidant behaviour, staying with certain alphas or hiding with Leah in her nest.
That’s where she looked first but you weren’t there
A frustrated pout made its when onto her face as she searched the entire ground’s for you.
Eventually she had to ask Kyra, the Omega being the only one who knew where your den was since you’d taken her there for her first time.
When she found you, you were lounging in the Den, strolling on your phone, her soft knock starting you slightly.
“Can we talk… Y/n?”
You just hummed and looked at her awkwardly not used to having people in your den and having some clue about what she was going to say.
She just crawled onto the mattress and awkwardly laced her hand with yours.
“Vivibear what-“
“Y/n I’m pregnant..”
The two of you just say there for a second in silence until you gently tugged her forward as u lay back.
You let her lay on u, kissing her head and rubbing her back.
It was silent again for a bit u till she mumbled against your chest.
“Do… Do you want them..?”
“Yes.”
That’s all the talking that really happened that day, having spent the next few hours just holding each other.
Viv drifting to sleep, safe in your arms.
Pregnant!Viv:
Soft soft baby
She’s so happy to be pregnant
Rs overprotectiveness means that she ended up moving in with Viv and Beth
Morning Sickness was bad for Viv
REALLY BAD
She needed so much comfort and cuddles in the early stages of the pregnancy
R barely let herself go into deep sleep, waking at the slightest movement from Viv.
R is just a nervous baby because she loves Viv so so soooooo much and doesn’t want her hurt
Even if its her pup that hurting her
When the morning sickness was over and Viv’s bump started to grow things changed in Rs mind.
Viv and the pup became her priorities not just Viv.
Constant bump kisses and rubs
Making noises and talking to the bump too
All the soft soft stuff
R cuddles viv from behind, body wrapping around her so she feels safe and hands on Viv’s bump so the pup can feel her safety too.
Viv’s craving were of course all snacks from the Netherlands
But R has no issue spending her life savings on importing whatever Viv wanted if it came to it
The whole pregnancy was just a soft soft time with Viv always wanting to be in Rs arms and being carried around all the time.
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fclsebnnyodair · 2 days ago
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. ۫ ꣑ৎ . loser stiles and his out-of-his-league pretty girlfriend.
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pairing: stiles stilinski x fem!reader.
summary: when stiles finally asks you to be his girlfriend and you say yes, he can’t believe it —and he’s not the only one. you two come in very different fonts. but, you’re so quick to prove him and his self-deprecation that you like him, fully and shamelessly.
warnings: used of y/n… im sorry. a little fluff? reader being a menace and the end of stiles life (in a good way).
a/n: i tried my best to be funny and make it a little longer. a mother needs to feed her kids. based on this req <3
stiles stilinski had spent a solid seven-teen years being a complete and utter dork. a nerd. a disaster in human form. the kind of guy who could tell you, unprompted, that the fear of long words is called hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia but somehow still couldn’t spell “necessary” on the first try.
he was the guy who tripped over air, made obscure pop culture references no one asked for, and had a deeply unhealthy relationship with sarcasm.
so, naturally, when you—actual goddess, the prettiest face in beacon hills, social butterfly extraordinaire—agreed to date him, stiles was convinced he was being pranked.
“she said yes,” he had told scott the night it happened, voice shaking, hands gripping his best friend’s shoulders like he was trying to transfer the shock through sheer physical contact. “she said yes. to me. like, willingly. no coercion. no hostage situation. just… yes.”
scott, ever the supportive best friend, blinked at him. “huh.”
“what do you mean huh?”
“I just—” he rubbed the back of his neck, looking way too amused. “I mean, don’t take this the wrong way, but… dude, that’s y/n.”
exactly.
you weren’t just popular. you are the cool kind of popular. the kind that made people want to be around you instead of just tolerating your presence because of high school hierarchy rules.
you had this effortless confidence, this ability to make everyone feel like they belonged—even stiles, who had spent most of his life on the outskirts of social normalcy.
you are the type of person who could go from hanging out with the lacrosse team and his girlfriends to sitting with the theater kids in the same day, and everyone would be happy to have you there. people gravitated towards you.
meanwhile, stiles had spent most of freshman year trying to convince people that his name was, in fact, not short for “stilton” like the cheese.
It didn’t make sense. and yet, somehow, here they were.
dating you was like winning the lottery, except instead of money, stiles got the incomprehensible love and affection of a literal angel.
which was great.
except for the fact that he had no idea how to be cool enough to keep up with you.
“you’re overthinking it,” you told him one day as you sat in your car, legs propped up on the dashboard.
“I always overthink it,” stiles replied. “It’s literally my defining trait.”
you laughed, and god, that laugh. It was the kind of sound that made people pause, made them turn their heads just to see what could possibly be so funny.
“okay, fine,” you said. “then tell me. what’s running through that giant brain of yours right now?”
stiles exhaled dramatically. “alright, let’s start with the obvious. I am a disaster. you are not a disaster. explain.”
you tilted your head, amused. “you really don’t see it, do you?”
“see what?”
you smirked, leaning in a little closer. “you’re kind of amazing, stiles.”
he blinked. “I’m sorry, what?”
“you make me laugh,” you continued, like you hadn’t just dropped a bomb on his entire worldview. “like, really laugh. you make things interesting. and you care so much about the people around you. I like that.”
stiles stared at you, brain officially malfunctioning. “uh. are you… are you sure you’re not under some kind of supernatural influence?”
you rolled your eyes, shoving his shoulder playfully. “just shut up?”
and just like that, he realized something insane. you actually liked him.
not just in a “haha, he’s fun to have around” way. not in a “pity date” way. not even in a “this is a temporary thing before I move on to someone more worthy” way.
you liked him. dorkiness, sarcasm, ADHD-riddled brain and all.
maybe he wasn’t as out of your league as he thought.
still, he spent the next few weeks in a state of perpetual disbelief.
he kept waiting for the moment where you would realize you had made a grave mistake and move on to someone who, well… had the ability to walk in a straight line without tripping over absolutely nothing.
but you didn’t.
In fact, you made it very clear that you were, for some ungodly reason, into him.
like, full-on, public displays of affection into him.
which was insane.
because now, not only did stiles have to deal with his own confusion, but also the confusion of literally everyone else at beacon hills high.
It started with a completely normal lunch. stiles, scott, lydia, and you were all sitting together, as usual, while he rattled off some extremely important information about why the original ‘star wars’ trilogy was superior to the prequels.
“you just have to accept that Jar Jar Binks was a crime against cinema,” stiles was saying, mid-rant, when he felt a hand casually slip into his.
he froze.
the table went silent.
you, completely unbothered, just kept eating your fries, fingers lazily intertwined with his.
scott immediately stopped chewing. lydia raised an eyebrow. somewhere behind them, he was pretty sure he heard jackson choke on his drink.
stiles, being the mature and composed individual that he was, blurted out, “are you—did you—was that on purpose?”
you gave him a deadpan look. “no, stiles, my hand just accidentally fell into yours.”
scott made a choked sound that was very unhelpful.
“I just—” stiles floundered. “you’re—you want to hold my hand? In front of people?”
you smirked. “what, do you want me to sign a permission slip first?”
lydia rolled her eyes. “stiles, stop acting like you just won the lottery.”
“but I did,” he said, eyes still wide. “this is like if someone found bigfoot, but instead of running away, bigfoot started dating them.”
you snorted and leaned closer, whispering, “you’re an idiot.”
and then—just to completely obliterate stiles’s ability to function—you kissed his cheek.
the cafeteria erupted.
all right, maybe “erupted” was an exaggeration. but scott definitely lost all ability to contain himself, because he burst into uncontrollable laughter, clapping stiles on the back so hard he nearly faceplanted into his lunch tray.
jackson muttered something about how the world was officially broken.
and lydia? lydia just sipped her drink and said, “honestly, this might be the funniest thing I’ve ever witnessed.”
stiles, meanwhile, was still sitting there, trying to process the fact that you had just kissed him in front of the entire student body.
“okay,” he breathed. “alright. cool. totally fine.”
you squeezed his hand. “you’re so lucky I can keep up with you.”
“I strongly agree.”
scott shook his head, grinning. “dude. just take the win.”
yeah.
maybe he should.
now stiles had zero business being on the lacrosse team. he was only there because coach finstock occasionally needed a warm body to throw onto the field, and also because scott insisted that he “needed to be included in the team dynamic.”
that was stupid, because stiles was about as useful on the field as a drunk giraffe.
still, here he was, suited up, trying his best to not die.
you were sitting in the stands, chatting with some of the other girls on the cheer squad, but every so often, he caught you watching him.
why on earth would you be looking at him when there were actual athletes running around?
at some point, coach finstock (in a moment of pure insanity) decided to sub stiles in.
naturally, it went horribly.
he got knocked over in under a minute.
hard.
like, wind knocked out of him, stars in his vision hard.
by the time he sat up, still gasping for breath, he vaguely registered that someone was calling his name.
then, suddenly, you were there, pushing past some of the other students on the sidelines, crouching next to him.
“oh my god, are you okay?” you asked, eyes scanning him for any visible injuries.
“you,” stiles wheezed. “just—taking a quick—dirt nap.”
you sighed, shaking your head. “you really shouldn’t be allowed to play this sport.”
“tell that to coach crazy over there,” he muttered.
you rolled your eyes, then—without warning—cupped his face and kissed him.
right there.
on the field.
In front of everyone.
stiles was pretty sure his soul left his body.
by the time you pulled away, he was definitely malfunctioning.
“god,” he managed.
you smirked, brushing some dirt off his jersey. “maybe if I keep doing that, you’ll actually start scoring points.”
scott, who had jogged over at some point, burst out laughing, —again.
“please don’t encourage him,” he told you.
you just shrugged, standing up. “what can I say? I like an underdog.”
stiles, still staring into the middle distance, finally processed what had just happened.
then, very calmly, he said:
“I have no idea what’s going on, but I’m definitely not complaining.”
stiles finally gets it. he gets you. 
It took three months of dating before stiles finally stopped expecting you to give up on him.
because the truth was, you could.
but for some ridiculous, unexplainable reason—
you didn’t want to.
and maybe, just maybe, that was the best part of all.
stiles stilinski had exactly one defense mechanism when faced with overwhelming emotional stimuli:
panic.
pure, unfiltered, high-octane panic.
and you?
you loved it.
you lived for it.
In fact, stiles was about 80% sure that her actual favorite hobby—above reading, music, and being generally awesome—was finding new and creative ways to make him short-circuit.
your weapon of choice?
kissing him.
at random.
without warning.
In the most inconvenient and socially inappropriate moments possible.
stiles was already having a rough day.
coach had made him run extra laps for “being a distraction” (which was not fair, because technically speaking, it was danny who had laughed first).
so there he was, post-practice, dripping in sweat, hair a mess, brain still recovering from almost getting hit in the face with a lacrosse ball, when you materialized out of nowhere.
“hey, loser,” you greeted, leaning against the locker next to his.
stiles jumped about a foot in the air. “jesus—you can’t just sneak up on a guy like that!”
you, completely ignoring him, hummed thoughtfully. “you look cute when you’re sweaty.”
stiles immediately turned red. “I—what—who?”
and before his brain could fully reboot, you leaned in and kissed him.
right there.
In the locker room.
With scott and half the team still standing right there.
stiles froze.
his brain immediately short-circuited.
somewhere in the background, he could hear the distinct sounds of his teammates reacting.
jackson made a disgusted noise.
“seriously? right here?”
danny, ever the neutral observer, just snorted. “I mean, props to her, I do love watching stilinski suffer.”
scott, instead of helping, just shook his head fondly. “dude. just accept it.”
you, for your part, just smirked against stiles’s lips, completely unbothered, and pulled away with a satisfied little hum.
stiles, meanwhile, was still frozen in place.
mouth slightly open.
face burning red.
brain? completely fried.
“did I break you?” you teased, poking his cheek.
stiles let out a strangled sound.
jackson groaned. “oh god, get a room.”
you turned to him, smirking. “jealous?”
jackson scoffed. “not even remotely.”
you shrugged, looping your arm through stiles’s. “good. because I’m not sharing.”
and then you walked off, dragging stiles with you—leaving the entire locker room howling in laughter.
stiles had one sacred rule in life:
the library is a safe space.
the library was for quiet and learning and pretending to do your homework while actually texting scott about supernatural nonsense.
the library was not for being publicly humiliated by your ridiculously hot girlfriend.
unfortunately, you did not respect the sanctity of anything.
stiles was sitting at his usual spot—textbook open, pen in hand, pretending to study—when you slid into the chair next to him.
“hey,” you greeted, voice suspiciously sweet.
stiles narrowed his eyes. “you’re up to something.”
you smiled, all innocent. “me? never.”
he squinted harder. “what do you want?”
you tilted your head. “can’t I just want to spend time with my adorable boyfriend?”
stiles immediately turned red. “I—you—stop that.”
“stop what?”
“being cute,” he hissed, glancing around to make sure no one was listening.
you grinned. “make me.”
before stiles could formulate a response, you very casually leaned forward and kissed him.
and not just a quick kiss.
oh, no.
this was a calculated attack.
a slow, lingering kiss, tongue and all—just long enough to completely fry his brain, but not long enough for him to actually do anything about it.
by the time you pulled away, stiles was bright red, gripping the edge of the table like his life depended on it.
“why?” he gasped out.
you shrugged. “felt like it.”
stiles gaped. “we are in library.”
you smiled sweetly. “uh-huh.”
“In a library.”
“yup.”
“where people can see us.”
she leaned in, lips brushing his ear. “I know.”
stiles let out an undignified squeak.
and that was the exact moment lydia martin—who had apparently been sitting three tables away—very loudly shut her book and said, “I’m going home. this is disgusting.”
you just laughed.
stiles, meanwhile, buried his face in his hands.
now, there were rules when it came to dating in front of parents.
rule #1: no PDA.
rule #2: seriously, no PDA.
rule #3: do not test sheriff stilinski’s patience.
you had no regard for any of these rules.
stiles had just walked you to the door, ready to say a very normal, appropriate, and respectful goodbye, when you suddenly grabbed his hoodie, pulled him way too close, and kissed him stupid.
right there.
In his driveway.
where his father could definitely see.
and as if that wasn’t bad enough—
the front door creaked open.
sheriff stilinski cleared his throat.
you pulled away completely unbothered, turned to the sheriff, and grinned.
“good afternoon, mr. stilinski.”
stiles, meanwhile, had stopped breathing.
the sheriff raised an eyebrow. “you trying to kill my son?”
you smirked. “not today.”
and then she smiled—like a menace—patted stiles on the chest, and walked off, leaving him to deal with the aftermath.
the sheriff stared at him.
stiles stared back.
after a long, painful silence, his dad just shook his head and muttered, “unbelievable.”
then, he walked inside—chuckling to himself.
stiles, still standing frozen on the porch, groaned.
you were going to be the death of him.
and, honestly?
he wouldn’t have it any other way.
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anigym6 · 3 days ago
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While so much here covers actual history and is definitely worth the read, I want to emphasis one point in particular..
Imagining and/writing a scene, no matter what it involves, does not equal reality. Fantasy does not equal reality.
This is actually something I've had to confront in my own therapy recently. I was wrecked with guilt and shame over the things that turn me on, confused by content that I've read and listened to that is morally disgusting and fucked up if it happened in real life, and actually doesn't speak to my values whatsoever. I didn't understand WHY I found what I found titillating, and was going crazy over it.
My therapist cut through all my anxiety and worry and disgust in one session by breaking it down like so...
"You read stories and play games about about heroes fighting big evil monsters right? Do you sometimes imagine yourself in those scenes?"
"Yes, I mean there's a power fantasy there..."
"Would you actually want to wage a war against dark dragons and whatnot?"
"WHAT? NO! That's...."
"So why is it any different when it comes to your sexual fantasies? Fantasy does not equal reality."
And y'all... Y'ALL. This exchange shifted everything for me.
Just cause I usually over-level my video game characters and enjoy one shoting enemies on the field... does NOT mean I am a heartless murder just waiting to go on a killing spree.
Just cause I write my own OCs going through horrendous, dangerous trials, in epic fights against ancient evil... does NOT mean I want to experience anything like war and death and mortal combat.
Just cause I fantasized about a ton of immoral sexual scenarios and get off to them... does NOT mean I want them to happen to me in real life.
Reading, writing, playing... it's all fiction. It's all fantasy. It's literally the safest place you can explore messed up and morally questionable content without causing actual physical harm.
Sam and Dean having sex in a fic is not real, and it does NOT mean the author endorses incest. Kawakami coping a feel on Joker in a fanart is not real, and it does NOT mean the artist thinks teachers should be allowed to fuck their students. Midna collaring Wolf!Link in a fan video is not real, and it does NOT mean the editor is into slavery or bestiality or whatever else snap judgement you could think of.
You may dislike, despise, or be triggered by stuff like the examples I gave... but. it. is. all. fiction. You don't like it? Avoid it. Filter it. AO3 has fantastic search options to not show fics based on tags YOU tell it to not show. Take control and accountability of your own online content consumption, as the rest of us will do for ourselves.
Policing immoral acts in fantasy will not prevent nor stop immoral acts in reality, so hang up the fake badge for all of us and yourself. You are waging the wrong war in the wrong plane of existence.
Fantasy does not equal reality.
i didnt realise ao3 was started in response to lj deleting account relating to p//edophi|ia and they explicitly support the posting of such works yikes
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coffeecacao · 1 day ago
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Okay, let's talk about the coming out scene, because people are saying Taash was the one out of line.
Shathann is a sympathetic character. That does not make her a good person. She saved her child from a life of servitude by leaving the country she loved and tried to preserve that culture in her child. I respect that. I also wish there was a way to encourage Taash to embrace both sides of their culture.
BUT.
From the moment we meet her, Shathann criticizes literally everything her child does. Taash runs an errand for her, and Shathann criticizes their posture, pronunciation, gender presentation, AND sexuality, completely unprovoked, yes, in one fucking conversation. Shathann invites Taash over for dinner and then makes Taash cook that fucking dinner. And this has happened before, as stated in the dialogue. Taash is so affected by this behavior and probably worse they have endured their entire life that they say "you don't get to tell me who I am" at a simple question about their heritage, out of pure instinct.
Now to the actual scene.
Taash invites their mother to their new home and prepares a dinner for her, which Shathann immediately criticizes and has Taash make vegetables to go with. Can you imagine inviting someone into your home for dinner you prepare only for them to shit on it and ask you to cook more. And Taash does so, with a grunt. I'd be like bitch you're in my house, I cooked, eat. But they just do it.
Then they say it. "Im nonbinary." Shathann asks what that means, completely fair, and Taash explains that it means they're not a man or a woman.
Shathann asks if this is because she criticizes their gender presentation. Now listen. I have a parent who thinks nearly everything "wrong" with me is a reaction to their actions. It pisses me off. So Taash is getting reasonably frustrated, and insists that's not why. VALID. They were asked a question and they answered.
Let's talk about the Qun and gender identity. Yes they have a word for people who identify as a different gender than they were assigned. But this is implied to apply to trans men and women, not nonbinary people, so Shathann is asking Taash if they "just" identify as a man, because that's something Shathann can better understand, something more convenient for her to process. Sort of like when trans people come out to someone and are asked if they're "just gay."
No. And Taash says no. They have explained who they are. If Shathann was just having a hard time processing it that would be one thing, but she basically talked over Taash and tried to suggest that they were just a man, which they are not. Taash is being vulnerable. Taash doesn't even HAVE to tell Shathann this, but they want to, they think she deserves to know.
And what Taash says next is not purely to do with this one conversation, as explicit in the text. "why am I never enough for you." Never. Not now. We have seen Shathann critique Taash in every scene they share, and that's with a whole other person present who is not in the family. We don't know what happens in private. Shathann signed her child up for a fucking war without even talking to them about it. What Taash says is the build up of years of being talked over and criticized for everything they do, provoked by offering themselves to that person in a vulnerable position only to be talked over and criticized more.
"Why am I never enough for you."
And Shathann does not answer. She doesnt say "of course you are." Even if she disagreed with Taash's identity, which would be shitty, she could still affirm that they are enough for her. She doesn't.
She fucking leaves.
Maybe she thinks that's what Taash wants. Maybe not. But if someone asks you something like that, you affirm them. You say they are enough. Especially if they're your fucking child. But no, this conversation is too inconvenient for Shathann, she's not getting her way like she did when she signed Taash up for a war without their consent, so she just leaves. She could've said "I don't understand, but I love you." She couldve said anything. But she just left.
I'm sad she died. Im glad she accepted her child in the end. But no, Taash was not in any way out of line in this conversation.
Shathann was.
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