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"stop looking at me with those eyes"
"what eyes?"
#i think you guys can see a pattern here#i am obsessed with them staring at each other#ITS JUST SO FULL OF LOVE I CANT HELP IT#anyways been a while since i dropped fedal content#tada#tennis#rafael nadal#fedal#rafa nadal#roger federer#tennis sport#heart eyes at its peak frfr#i just had to pop in the tiktok trend with the what eyes thing#i cant edit to save a life so here's..pictures.#I CONTRIBUTED. I TRIED OKAY.#yes i know the pics are repetitive im so sorry#I PROMISE I'LL FIND NEW PICTURES OKAY SHSBHSHSB im just too lazy
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Odysseus with his head in his wife's lap, happily not paying attention to anything, humming one of athenas song and carving something
Some random guy: your majesty----
Odysseus: not bothering to sit up: whatever my wife decided is fine.
#the odyssey#epic the musical#Odysseus#Penelope#Odypen#Post-canon my beloved#Odysseus tried to hold court exactly one time before he 1. Realized he's very out of date with everything and#2. Remembered that these meetings sucked so much#Odysseus then quickly climbed into his wife's lap and was like penelopes been ruling for 20 years she's got this#The first time someone tried to insist that it wasn't acceptable for penelope to answer ody nearly killed the guy#Nobody tried to force the issue after that#The only time odysseus sits up to contribute is to be like 'no no we can take that route now I killed the monster that lived there years ag#This is not to say he isn't listening and paying attention! He is! He's just scoping everybody's out#Noticing who's more pushy when they're trying to deal with penelope than they are with him#He's got twenty years of politics to catch up on! And he's going to be sneaky about it#Odysseus post return gaining a reputation for being uninvolved and uncaring only to pull the rug out from underneither the other person#Penelope is a okay with this for many many reasons#First off her system is one of beauty and the fact that her husband didn't spend all her hard work to take back over the second he came bac#Is rare and penelope is grateful everyday for who she married#Second she gets to show off look at how well she did odysseus look at how clever she is ody ody watch as I scam these people isn't that hot#(It is and yes of course odysseus was watching)#Penelope enjoying how odysseus lays out over her like a lazy lion#It scratches her possessive side to show him off like this and she gets to play with his hair#Telemachus attending some of these meetings to learn (tm) and spending the whole time deeply embarrassed#Odypen being 🥰🤝 rat bastards in love
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Can't help but imagine that in the Lucky Clover AU, if Frisk were to manage to sneak away and end up befriending Undyne and the skelebros whilst everyone in the Dunes is probably having a panic attack (maybe Flowey caused a distraction or something, like some scaffolding collapsing causing everyone to focus on figuring out how that happened, giving Frisk the ability to sneak away), by the time Martlet finds them they've already managed to make the Underground a bit safer for at least themself.
Doesn't stop them from being grounded though-
That's exactly the plot set up I had in mind for this AU!
Even though Frisk is under very strict rules by Clover to not leave the Dunes without them, Frisk is constantly wandering off (perhaps influenced by a certain someone...) and exploring the other parts of the Underground. This is how Frisk eventually meets Papyrus, Sans, Undyne, Alphys, and others! And yes, Frisk is always grounded by Clover once they're eventually found and brought home. Doesn't stop them from sneaking out again, though. Clover is getting a taste of their own medicine trying to control this kid LOL.
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#clover uty#starlo uty#ed uty#ace uty#feisty five uty#martlet uty#undertale#papyrus#sans#frisk#frisk ut#lucky clover au#the cowboy hat draws#Dear god so many tags for this fandom...#I tried rendering a bit more and adding color! I have learned I do not know how to render and color!#I really gotta up my game... this was still pretty fun though!#Even though I wish the final product came out better. But that's okay! Learning experience#Trying to get back in the groove of drawing and catching up on asks!#Also sorry for not using the fonts for the skelebros. A crime I know#CSP just doesn't like me using different fonts on the same canvas#Here to contribute to the Martlet and Papyrus best friend propaganda
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no photoshop needed 😅
#rhett and link#good mythical morning#compilation#i need to yell some more about yesterday's episode i'm sorry#and i would like to contribute a bit with my posts#not enough gmm posts on the dash lately#but yeah#the first look works so well on link???#even if he said he would look like his dad#lol#and rhett looked adorable with space buns#and i wish link tried something with his hair down or unstyled#just for fun#or just bring back last year mullet okay#my post
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first week back at school and ahhhhhh everything is a little overwhelming currently
- my living space is full of boxes i have simply not had the energy to unpack at all.... hopefully this weekend (but i have also been invited to a Social Event so WE SHALL SEE)
- this school year is going to have So Much Important Stuff happening inbetween the many weeks of practice placement
- such as The Academic Text
- AND i need to finish the big project i was supposed to have finished ages ago
- our teacher this year speaks swedish with a very thick french accent and i speak norwegian with a dialect, we really struggle to understand one another but maybe hopefully that will change over time.... please...........
- i'm stressed about Stupid Bureaucracy Stuff
- and im so so sleepytired :(((
- and it's too humid and warm for comfort :(((((
AT LEAST I HAVE CUTE SOCKS
purchased in a distraught jetlag haze and subsidized by my travel insurance. they're my favourites now
#swedenquest#everything happens so much :(((#but i will be okay...!!!!!!!! no unsolicited advice please#in fact i have been given resources for metacognitive therapy to fight my brain demons and im excited to get more into that#but also how am i supposed to read anything under these circumstances.#tomorrow is self study day and if i wasn't so stressed about Big Project I would've made myself stay at home and rest/unpack#ill simply have to compromise. sleep a little bit longer; couple hours of tinkering at school#take it easy but take it!!!!#also god i was first out to have kitchen cleaning responsibilities this week#which isnt Hard u just need to run the break room dishwasher and take out the trash BUT#the trash bags are the worst quality trash bags i have ever encountered. they tore at my touch.#i tried so hard to remove the trash from the trash cans in a neat and professional manner but it all kept falling apart#and next thing you know there's coffee grounds all over the floor and everyone looks at you with pity#i got some help but it was so stressful and Bad#and there's someone in the 2nd year who keeps emptying the dishwasher even tho it's not their turn and I WOULD DO IT IF U WAITED FIVE MINUT#they did this all the time last year too and it's like. i get that they're stressed out by dishes in the sink or whatever i really do get i#but it's really messing with the system and like... teaching everyone else to not contribute??? because they don't even get to??#AND i lost at minigolf with like 20 more points than everyone at my team#which i genuinely wouldn't mind except i dragged the average score down so bad we could never have won anything#FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL GOING FINE
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I wonder how the famous swiftie who couldn't run her fan account anymore bc she was in jail for refusing to join the IDF is doing... I hope she's okay. We're gonna need every day heroes like that to rebuild Palestine in the future I think
#I hope her and all the others who refused to contribute to the genocidal zionist system are doing okay#antizionism#palestine#bee tries to talk
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Fanart for @mwebber's NAYQ!Seb
The outfit descriptions have been stuck in my brain, so I drew them!
#the bee boxers especially!!! hehe did you guys notice *what* bees I drew?#im actually shocked at the plaid i drew i thought it'd would be trash but somehow its pretty okay?? pretty uggy tho...#ive realized that in order to draw seb's hair you really just gotta go it: fuck it we ball and rly not deliberate too much#hope you guys like!! im pretty happy with these :) and it was fun to draw for a fic i rly like reading!!#not turning into an art acct but#ive not been able to draw consistently in months bcs of burnout so now i am drawing as much seb for as long as my brain will permit#and im still very touched by everyone's compliments on renaissance seb so !! pls take my humble contribution#i wanted to draw smth from chp 4 but i spent [undisclosed] hours straight drawing these and now my hand and head hurt LOL#also having a big revelation abt drawing fanart#it was fun to draw these bcs i basically just tried to build off what already existed in the fic#so if can you notice specific references to scenes from the fic i will be pleased :)#sebastian vettel#sv5#f1#formula 1#f1 fanart#f1 art#martian#sebmark#we do a little bit of f1#new tag?:#catie.art.#*scheduling this post bcs now i must sleep for like 12 hrs as it is currently uhhhh almost 5 am
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No one teaches you what to do when a good man hurts you and you know you hurt him too
#this is where I’ve landed#two good people who tried to make it work but couldn’t#I do think it looks like she did some heavier bending to fit than he did#which is what I think also led to the end#when she realized she couldn’t bend anymore but he wasn’t able to bend to meet her#but I think they both contributed and they’re both hurting and even though she’s okay she’s not fine yet#and that’s okay too#we don’t have to be witnesses to that#we can just enjoy knowing she’s doing good enough while healing happens#and I hope he’s okay too…but maybe his team shouldn’t talk to DM anymore lmao
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seeing the tags of the stranger things post reassures me that I'm not the only one who thought the third season was so fucking weak. I think people only liked it because of the aesthetics. Taking place during the summer means that they can put the characters in funner 80s outfits.
#okay I'm being a little too harsh#I tried rewatching it a few months ago and idk. I didn't finish it#I look at the fourth season more kindly (even though there's still a lot of the russian side plot nonsense)#but I wonder if I gave it another watch I'd be more critical#it's fun to watch a popular series with everyone else and be caught up in the hype. I worry that's what contributed to my enjoyment#at least I can still say the first season is very good. I still really like it
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#hi I’m going to complain for a quick second#so my parents have not contributed a fucking cent to my higher edumacation besides maybe three train tickets#I have paid two semesters so far by my self and with my grandmother giving me some money to help for transportation but that’s legit it#like my parents haven’t financially helped me at all okay#so my dad was going to do taxes today and he told me to print out the college tax thing and I got angry at him#because fuck you use me as a discount when you start to actually help me out at all#so we’re yelling at each other and he’s like oh isn’t there a parent account I can log into and I explain that no it’s fucking college#you do not have a day at all#he does not like this because he really likes being in control of shit#but it’s funny because for the first 16 years of my life he couldn’t give a shit less about my education last two years of HS he tries#to give unhelpful advice that just led to more stress (as in I got a 90 on a test and he’d ask why it wasn’t 100)#so we’re yelling at each other and my sister says to just ignore it because someone might aswell clame it for taxes instead of the state#and yeah sure fine but at least provide some support for me. or fucking tell me you’re proud of me that’s it that’s all I want#the only thing he has given me for school was a fucking BC tee shirt off of Amazon… that’s it#so now we are just fucking avoiding each other and it’s fucking awkward but my mom is treating it like I’m the bad guy here because#I’m angry they told me I had to go to college and now they won’t help me#like I understand that a lot of people don’t have their parents support to pay for college and they do drive me to the train station but#it’s just rude. and I can’t even talk to him about it because oh no big man feelings get hurt when $ is a topic but like grow the fuck up
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Ask game; 21 :)
21 (What I love most about myself): hmm i guess i think i'm pretty funny sometimes, i've got some clever one-liners and wordplay skills. i'm very introspective, often to a fault, but i do feel like that makes me self-aware in a way that allows me to conduct myself with compassion. and i can make a pretty damn nice sandwich, and i'm good at tetris :)
#mayyyybe i'm pilfering from a list of good qualities i made one time. you'll never know for sure#it is kind of funny though really. y'know that post that's like 'not everyone has to be funny all the time'#like 'some people are serious by nature and that's okay'#i do think there's some truth in that and i don't think i'm funny by nature but rather moreso by necessity#like i remember being in school and thinking oh my god if i don't have anything to contribute to my friends' conversations they're gonna#leave me behind in the dust and maybe even hit me with rocks until i die because i wasted their time by making them think#even for a second that i was someone worth talking to. so i tried to be the funnyman#and i was AWFUL at it. not funny at all and more than a little off-putting in the process of trying#and im sure that made it look far more enticing to abandon me than it ever would have otherwise but i couldn't understand that at the time#so i kept trying and eventually forged through the flames of trial and error with a pretty alright sense of comedy#and now i can't turn it off#<this has been an example of introspection to a fault. thank you *curtain falls*#*char noises*#char asks
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[image caption: two books, one very thick and one very thin. the first is "the plot of mass effect 1" and the second is "the plot of mass effect 1 if the n7 armour had a helmetcam". end caption]
my mass effect hot take ((fuck the council))
#i literally started a rpg campaign with the premise that basically the council actually believed shepard at the end of me1#and the alliance somehow discovered the crucible plans and started building it right away instead of much later in 2195#and shepard showed up at the alpha relay not to destroy it but to fire the now completed crucible at all the reapers arriving#(somehow they cut the catalyst out of the loop idk. probably because all the reapers were there in one place & it was simpler)#and then the premise of the campaign was ''okay now you have a galaxy full of people who still don't trust each other''#''they didn't have their unifying trauma and they never learned to cooperate as a result of it. there is factionalism and shit.''#shepard was basically backed into a corner by being made the human councillor & was a non player character#that game ended up falling apart because someone in my group tried to basically pothole the game into being about murdering salarians#(they were playing a member of a headcanon secret krogan clan that basically kind of made the other krogan irrelevant/redundant?)#(like there were so many things in the setting they effectively had to break in order to make these plot beats work)#(incl like. the entire narrative complexity of the rest of the krogan)#and it just got fucking exhausting to fight them on every single thing (which is what they basically demanded)#this person also systematically demolished my mental health and my confidence in my ability to be competent at anything though#by making me extremely dependent on them while claiming they wanted to help me become independent#and leveraging their psych degree to be ableist as fuck to me#so like. i'm probably saltier than i should be about their creative contributions. idk i'm not gonna feel bad for it though#op and prev i'm sorry about the ramble in the tags#mass effect#personal
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shrieking screaming
#i wanna b active on my own discord server but like i need to step back bc its just making me feel kinda shitty already#idek why#plus i know im gnna over Mokey everyone. tries so hard to sound normal and not mother everyone in the chat#anytime anyone says anything im like no? abt it takes everything in me to not go full mokey mode#screaming bc i want to connect w ppl so bad but i dont think im meant to#i think i was just meant to b viewed from a screen and not a lot of ppl Get it#i dont wanna b like nOboDY gETs mE bc thats not true. but i do feel as if im operating on a veryyyy different level than a lot of ppl#and im like ik they do not give a single shit when i talk so im like shit im so sorry im gonna SHUT THE FUCK UP FOREVER LOLL#so im just gnna let everyone do they thing and ill pop in when i need to or when im called or apparently when theres steves in the chat#beetlejuice ass bitch#kinda sucks i feel i will never truly fit anywhere but its okay#i can Belong and not.... have to... idk. idk. going to journal bc wtf#hhhh practicing acceptance and gratitude and reframing how i look at things.#sometimes i still have these days tho#ill just save all my thoughts for a video like i was meant to#thats how i contribute :/ i dont get to have conversations i dont think#i fear i am generally just too much for people#im like ugh they think im annoying i shouldve never started this lmfaooo i just wanted to have ppl to talk to abt stuff i like with 😔#always comes back to this
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alright y'all lil (alright, maybe not so little) recap of the second show of AG's Boom Done tour last night 3.4 in Buffalo @ one of my favorite venues, Mohawk Place. because my brain commits absolutely everything to memory at shows & i like writing it all down before i forget
(for fun & plus maybe folks going to this tour want to know what's shakin, since i haven't seen much online yet):
(note there will be setlist spoilers)
- alright so first, a freakin HIGHLIGHT for me was, of course, GET OUT!!!
Anthony was just kinda messing around with his guitar & then teased it by being like "hmm... how should i play this..." and then went into that and the crowd reception was AWESOME, dude. whatever the opposite of masking is, that's what i was doing there. i definitely started physically jumping up & down once i realized what it was (typical wavernot4love @ the AG show behavior). aka evidently he knew your boy (who like i've mentioned on here, got into Circa last summer through a kind person at a Dunes show rec'ing me Get Out & then BSN. Get Out was straight up my introduction 2 Circa) was in the building (/Ih).
also, i had to shorten my clip to post because in the rest i must've had my phone right next to my mouth,,, which made for some horrifying tone deaf live vox from wavernot4love. be glad i spared y'all from that one.
(i'm gonna put one of those keep reading thingies here, click it 2 see the rest)
- he also played Dyed In The Wool & Frozen Creek, continuing that theme (though I expected these more since he's played em recently). Dyed In The Wool with everyone singing along during the chorus was probably my top moment, and one that's gonna stick with me forever, honestly. i remember thinking it straight up felt like, a churchlike (but positive) experience or something during the songs everyone did that for (remember, it's just anthony this tour no backing band, so it was somewhat quiet in there). more on that later, but AG kept pointing out how nice the singing along was & how fun/awesome this all was, and man, that it was.
- he mentioned valuing spontaneity over a planned setlist every night and basically implied he was just goin for whatever felt right at the time. so just consider the songs i mention here as a basic guideline, he could very well switch stuff up every night. i love that he's like this when it comes to shows - idk dude, like, at one point he even asked folks what time it was, laughing when they told him, jokingly accusing them of being untrustworthy & then going right back into the tunes. dude was just here to play, for as long as he could.
- kinda tied to that, there was a running gag of the set being "inconsistent" (his word). he'd bring up jokingly that there'd be moments where everyone could be singing along, and then songs that nobody knows (and he'd jokingly "apologize" for that), and he'd even (lightheartedly) call specific people out and be like (to laughs) "look at this person, they have no *idea* what i'm gonna play next!" actually i think he said that before Get Out. at one point he was (paraphrased slightly) like, "so if i start playing 12 Circa songs in a row, let me know." i love how he just does whatever the hell feels right in the moment.
- also a couple times he messed up while starting a song (i think due to laughing) and bro would call out folks laughing at him for it (lightheartedly) and be like "this is all performance. vou don't know what goes into this!" (this was not at all serious and said through laughter. straight up half the show was all of us in that room just cracking up together)
- he introduced his Title Fight cover (Numb, But I Still Feel It) by calling TF one of his favorite bands & joking that they're gonna hear this & think it's time to get back together so... if you hear that Title Fight reunited, you know why, which, well, if you know that side of the scene, you know what's up. real shits and giggles moment, if i do say so myself.
- at one point (only bad thing) someone at the front was being objectively Weird in the way people (unfortunately) do to try to get an artist's attention (let's just say it involved throwing money (????? literally what) while yelling stuff about understanding because they're in the industry (??)) and he honestly handled it with so much grace. he pretty much said that made him uncomfortable etc and he would Not be taking more of their money please, he already did that, and that led to him ranting for a second i think mostly to himself in a thinking out loud/under his breath kinda way about *hating* having to sell stuff in the first place in order to do this and like,,, i go into this a bit in the tags but it genuinely reminded me of how i get when i'm passionate about something. what i'm trying to say, is dude clearly was heated & meant it. fully. just felt relevant to include
- then he ranted about something related to the moneythrowing, drunk (question mark) weirdo (long story, but it ended in him telling them to tip bartenders with their money instead of weird things), then used that to go on a tangent about how we should always tip people working in service in general and respect/be kind to them even if they seem rude or whatever because doing that shit is hard & sucks and maybe your kindess will be the wakeup call that causes them to one day have a moment where they're like, man, i was a dick back then for no reason. (i feel like i am nearly direct quoting him here)
- then after a song he joked about the incident saving we were probably just all watching like 🧍♂️ and it was like watching dad yell at mom at the dinner table while you just sit there staring at the ground and safe to say the mood was fully lightened after that moment of self awareness fhfhfh
- then a few songs later i guess the person that was being weird had left so he was like, (at this point there were no weird vibes whatsoever, like we were all just scoffing/laughing at the situation and cheering him on) "oh that person who hates me left. did they give the bartender that money?" (someone implied they thought so) and he was like "good." and that was the end with that weirdo situation lol. i have absolutely no idea why that person, drunk or not, thought that was a normal cool thing to do. as always, please don't be weird 2 musicians they are in every sense just Some Guys (gender neutral), treat them like anyone else.
- back 2 totally unserious things, during... uh don't mind me, like i've said in my previous posts i'm still getting 2 know Boom Done, so whatever song has like, the horns kinda near the end? he just started making freakin. horn noises since since there were, in fact, no horns in the building and made us all do them too and everyone was just straight up cackling because it was so stupid (/pos).
- idk one thing that stood out to me was one person belting along at the end of... i can't remember what song it was actually, i think one of his older tunes, but you could tell he heard & a song later complimented it & said it was beautiful. i'm telling ya, he kept going on about how nice folks singing along sounded and encouraging that, which was awesome because i wasn't sure what the vibe was gonna be there since it was just him playing.
- don't want to go into detail since it feels like something between Anthony & whoever he decides to tell it to in real time, ya know, but he did tell a pretty extensive story leading up to Miracle Sun. in terms of themes, it was in regards to (with plenty of laughs mixed into the serious bits, of course) letting folks that matter to him down + falling into a cycle of engaging in stuff that temporarily made him feel better but was moreso just self destructive, in the past. just interesting stuff to hear in connection to a song.
- at the end, before Dear Child, he just talked in the most honest manner about knowing he's let people down, cancelled shows (there were laughs mixed in here too), just not been the best version of himself over the years etc, but appreciating how long everyone has stuck around, and how we keep coming back, & jow much it means whenever we tell someone go check out a song or anything like that, & helping him continue to do this and also support his family and whatnot and man it just. embodied everything i love about AG solo sets i guess. i just admire how open a book &p vulnerable dude is. while i love his more theatric frontman persona of course as it's fun as hell, it's so nice at solo shows like this to hear more from him, in seriousness and otherwise. also dude was posting about how fun it was on instagram later so i'm just glad we all had a great time.
- also at one point before a new tune he was talking about these cds he had that have that on it + some rerecordings, Frozen Creek (feat. Keith of GOW), etc. i love cds so i ran to snag one later of course (they're $12)
- as for other merch he had a few shirts (like that cute one i keep seeing around, with him & the puppy), some art prints, & the Boom Done book thingy (i really wanted it but couldn't swing the $25 right now sadly)
anyways,, i posted on Setlist FM for the first time, here are all the songs i remember for sure (there were definitely at least 4/5 others i am not thinking of, i'd say he did 17ish songs, he played for close to an hour and a half. keep in mind he talked a LOT with us which was awesome)
edit: someone added a few more!!!
anyways, that's the show!!! 1. i may or may not be trying 2 figure out how to pull off one of the other northeast dates (looking @ Cleveland, which is closer but i'd have to drive to, or New York, which is further (+ yknow.. dealing w getting around in NY) but i could take a bus to, this weekend/next week as we speak,,,, that's how freakin good and homey (more on that in the tags aka uhh literal diary section of this post) and impactful this show was.
and 2. if any of this (especially said tags) sounds loopy it sure is because i wrote most of this at roughly four am last night post show, when i was even moreso still back *at* the show in my head. i still stand by all of it though of course, i just know it might not be the most coherent.
this tour rocks. AG's tunes mean so much to me. get out 2 a show!!! tell me about your experiences if ya do/did!!!! yay!!!!
#it is safe to say i have genuinely endless respect & admiration for this person who happens to be my favorite artist in the world#i could not be happier or moreso in my neutral state of how i feel like things should be than i am at the ag show#also the more i hear him talk the more i realize homie reminds me of... me.#not in a “me modeling my behaviors after him because i look up to him” kinda way#though i certainly have picked up on small things there like i tend to with folks#like phrases and the like#but no#moreso just in a “the two of us happen to share some innate similarities in regards to a buncha stuff” kinda way#just an observation. in hindsight i wonder if i subconsciously picked up on this back when i was first getting into his music#n that contributed to it resonating with me so much#i don't know man i just know i'm glad 2 have this dude's music in my life and to see homie thriving#truly hope we can meet @ a show sometime soon so i can dive into how much of a positive impact he's had on my life. i have so much to say!!#i tried to make that happen at this show i really did#i just guess it wasn't meant 2 happen then. and that is okay!! i know it will whenever it's meant to.#going back to what i said about everything just feeling.... right at the show i keep thinking about how while i miss that already#and am kinda having a crisis where in my head i feel like i'm still there (or should be) as opposed 2 here back in regular just. life#i'm just glad and lucky moments like this show are a real thing that can be my life at all.#basically i just mean the vibe of ag shows feels like everything i define my life by really#realized as something/place i can actually physically experience.#shows r my safe space that embody everything i dream about when i'm just going about day to day life#live music is everything 2 me & that's only amplified exponentially by folks like anthony that get it & turn shows even moreso into a home#thanks for reading if you have#i'm truly glad to have this space where i feel like i can talk about Everything#i love that on here the “oversharing” thing is just a thing everyone does#actually that ties back to what i brought up about anthony#i respect how unapologetically open that dude is in ways that might be “too much” for some people & really connect 2 that#point is i am so grateful for days like this and music like this and people like this#anthony green#circa survive#wavernot4love talks ag tunes
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one fundamental thing about me that i've learned as i've gotten older is that i am incapable of experiencing someone interact with something i love. like i tell someone to listen to a podcast i really like, i Cannot be with them as they listen to it. if it's a movie that's really near and dear to my heart, i Cannot be with them when they watch it. and very especially physically being in a room with someone AS they read anything i've ever written makes me want to break out in hives. nope. discuss it afterward? hell yes! hear their thoughts and feelings once they've finished it somewhere else? sure! but make me experience it with them and i am a squirming leech on a hook who yearns to be eaten by a fish to be taken out of my intense misery.
#liveblogging life#like most neuroses in my life we can blame this one on my mom for her incapacity to be tactful#the amount of times she's immediately told me something i love is terrible has definitely contributed to this lol#but also thinking about the MULTIPLE times i've tried to listen to a podcast with someone and just Cannot Bear#their utter silence or seeming indfference#nope! the cringefail nature of someone not liking something i really like in real time makes me want to die#and i cannot stress this enough: i CANNOT be in the same room as someone as they read something i wrote#i let my mom read some of my published poetry (finally) and like. it was definitely a mistake lol#but it wouldve been a BIGGER mistake if i hadnt told her point blank she needed to take it home and read it away from me#blame my hypersensitive autistic ass i guess??? but any reaction that is Not What I Want must mean they Hate It or s/t#much much much prefer to rec something to someone and have them get back to me later with their opinions#brought back by remembering the trauma of trying to share a comedy podcast with my sister#in a car ride where she listened in absolute silence. i couldnt even get through the whole thing#like 20m in i was like. okay we can listen to something else now.#it was HORRIFYING. how do you people do it.
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It's new years eve once again, and I need to somehow top last year, so...
You're more amazing than Wartortle
Oh shit! 😲😲😲 He went there!🤯 But remember that trying to keep going bigger and bigger isn't sustainable long-term ☢️ Endless growth is the philosophy of the cancer cell 🤮
Anyway let's throw a party! King!
Party King
Once upon a time, a mighty dragon in a castle filled with a great hoard of treasure was slain by a mysterious knight, and that knight claimed the castle as his own and became a king. He used the wealth of the hoard to throw extravagant parties, hiring wizards and artificers to create enchantments and magic items to make the parties truly legendary. Over the centuries, the crown of the Party King was passed down, and even today the castle's epic parties continue.
But the secret behind the story is that the dragon was never slain at all. The dragon, having grown bored of collecting riches and interested in human culture, donned a magic crown from his hoard that allows the wearer to shapeshift. He spun the tale of his defeat, and threw his first party, a celebration of his death (and of his new life). The dragon-turned-king is happy with his new life, but secretly wishes that he could enjoy the parties in his true form…
The king's festivities are motivated by pure hedonism, but magic researchers find much to enjoy about them. The king is willing to spend heaps of gold on enchantments and magical items, giving wizards more funding than they could ever hope to find anywhere else. The resulting works are intended for entertainment, but one man's firework is another man's rocket ship, and so the Party King incidentally funds great leaps forward in magical knowledge and research.
I also made this card, inspired by Sorrow's Path
#asks#idk whether this is balanced because it's Really Weird#sorrow's path is an interesting card because you're reading it and you're like “oh okay this seems interesting and maybe even overpowered-”#“oh it wipes your board whenever you use it. never mind.”#but this one costs mana to use so it's different#and then the control changing ability i think is fine because it costs a total of 5 mana and for that price you could just Invoke the Winds#normally “gain control” spells cost 7 mana like Lay Claim but this one is both conditional and has a downside so it's fine#also “exchange their blockers” is totally made up wording but i hope it gets the point across#it's not in the comprehensive rules but nothing in the section on the word “exchange” contradicts it so it's probably fine#ALSO the control changing ability originally costed 5 mana but didn't sacrifice the carousel and um. yeah that's probably a bad idea#some things should Not be repeatable#oh hey i'm getting to show of the “one man's firework is another man's rocket ship” line!#i was trying to find a way to explain how the Party Enchantments contribute to magic-science progress#so i tried to think of examples of that in real life and fireworks popped into my head and :O that's perfect!
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