#I CANNOT DO ANYTHING
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making amends
#spirk#star trek#oh huh you guys are active!#beloved part 2#james t kirk#james kirk#spock#james kirk x spock#star trek art#my art#i was lazy and wanted to draw part 2 so bad so here you go#i really need to continue learning for my microbiology exam in the next month but spirk are all over my head#I CANNOT DO ANYTHING#brain worms
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screaming crying sobbing i hate disablities
#pull is it austism or ocd#a routine changed ONCE#one time#and now#i cannot DO anything#ioDG78WEG98FYERHCD8J#i cant sleep i cant focus i cant AH8FG6Y2E3WGQUDHN#ohg7238wegcgc78qiwdeuchue23hwq8iocnj#its NOT THAT DEEP IT WAS JUST 30 MINUTES ONE TIME#thoughts
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I hate being unable to complete even the simplest tasks like it'd take me an hour max so whyyyyyyyy am I on three cups of coffee four hours of sleep since Sunday suffering in hell trying to do something that I procrastinated yesterday whyyyyyyyyyyyy I had the whole day and started only now I wanna diie
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#i cannot do this i cannoticannoticannoticannot#FUCK#my anxiety is genuinely debilitating right now#i cannot do anything#typing this is the most im able to#i need to work but i cannot i genuinely cannot#im stuck#how do i do anything i dont know anything#god why am i so bad at just existing as a human#i wasnt even supposed to exist#definitely not living this long#its all a mistake#i need help but how#from who#from where#i want to break my work laptop as an excuse#they wluld probably make me pay for it which is not good#why dont they just get it over with and fire me already#im so ill#in so many ways#im trying to heal myself but i am being cut into more pieces at the same time#i want out#i cant do anything on my own#i cant take care of myself#im suffocating#im choking myself and everything around me chokes me too#just let me breath#just a little#i need to call my mother#but she doesnt know how to help either
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The post-social interaction introvert crash is so real
#I want to write and read and respond to messages and do the tag games#but after three intense days of conference and work travel#I cannot do anything#brain is fully broken#I’m sorry everyone
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You like making strangers cum for you ?
Not ncessarily but I cannot control anyone...
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I am going to die someday and it will be by my own hand
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Hey now, Let her cook!
#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#senshi#laios touden#marcille donato#izutsumi#oyasumi punpun#<- In case you are wondering what the source for the little bird guy is.#Yeah that's right. I'm back to my extremely obscure crossover BS.#Punpun is one of those series that falls under the category of 'Good! but I cannot responsibly recommend this to anyone."#If Dungeon Meshi is like a friend asking you to go on a quick errand and you accidently go on a life changing roadtrip -#Punpun is your friend asking to go on a quick errand and they pull up to the vet and tell you your dog is being put down.#Then they explode into sludge. Melting your car. You hitchhike back but the person who picked you up is an axe murderer.#I could not finish it. My friends who did say it was good. But agree it was for the best I did not finish it.#Hey speaking of tone twists...We are one episode away from one of my favourite chapters being animated!#WHO'S READY FOR THE SENSHI BACKSTORY! WHO IS READY TO CRY!#ME! I AM! I spooked my flatmate with how energetic I was this morning. I'm vibrating with energy I was not designed to contain.#I should talk about today's episode here: It was very good. I love how they animated the familiars.#And!!! Anime only people now are in the loop on the Chilchuck lore. Part 1 of many. He still contains multitudes.#They all do to be honest! If this episode told us anything it was that we still don't know these characters as well as we think!#See you guys next week. I'll be inconsolable.
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how do you stop the executive dysfunction depression feedback loop. just out of like. curiosity
#i cannot do ANYTHING#because if i start drawing then i have to be drawing but if i try to write then i guess im writing now#but if i wanna play my game its like. oh now we have to play this game.#well what if i worked on prepping my deck for magic night. then ill have to be working on my deck i guess.#i have been begging and pleading for a break for months and now that i finally finally have one i feel so fucking lonely and unfulfilled#nothing sounds good but i want to do it all so badly#when can i enjoy things again#when does this end
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theres no power at work this is horrible
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energy drain again come ON
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Please pay attention to campaigns that are set up with the goal of rebuilding lives in Gaza. Gaza is not gone. Gaza won't be a ghost town for the occupation to set up their settlements in. When you ignore campaigns that explicitly state that they aim to rebuild lives back in Gaza, you are giving credibility to those nasty beach resort ads, Isn'treal had the audacity to air. I don't want to romanticize because it is dehumanizing in itself but do you know how much hope, how much strength there is in setting up a campaign that is explicitly stating " This money is going to go to rebuilding my life back in Gaza. " Don't disrespect it in this way, don't disrespect these campaigns.
Donate to @siraj2024 at least go through his blog. Go through his fundraiser. Boost! This is tumblr, the stupidest shitposts go viral and we can't get Siraj out to the wide number of people on here?? Help him keep his hope. Help him in rebuilding his life in Gaza. 10k that is all he is asking for his short term goal. Please help. Help.
#I personally have nothing to offer anyone of you#I have no raffles#I have no talent in art#I cannot offer you anything for your 5 dollar#still I am on my knees I am so so poor in so many aspects of my life that I can do nothing but beg you to notice siraj's fundraiser#free palestine#all eyes on rafah
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🐟 - prehistoric marine animals
#please do not bully me if i ger anything wrong i cannot dino or prehistoric very well 😭#cute#agere#age dreaming#age regression#agedre#plushie#system little#little#stuffie#stuffed animal#blue#brown#dinosaur#mosasaur#plesiosaurus#plesiosaur#anomalocaris#pliosaurus#fish#marine#ocean#sea
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diff universes, same sillies
Part 2 to the second pic
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#sonic movie#sonic boom#tbh i think boom!sonadow is the most fun to play with cuz it can anything and funny as shit#wanted to do a follow up for the second one but#cannot decide which reaction to give Shadow would be the funniest#probably basically zero reaction while sonic is having few crisises at once
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oh god is biden dropping out? i don't know what happens then
Jesus effing Christ.
Few thoughts:
The billionaire Democratic donors got their way, apparently. All I saw was that the big-dollar donors were secretly putting pressure on the rank-and-file Democratic elected officials (i.e. House and Senate) to denounce Biden or not get any more money, and other shameful backroom maneuvering to knife Biden. I will refrain (lol, no I won't) from speculating that billionaires of any political stripe feel threatened by Biden's increasingly progressive tax/wealth redistribution policies, and saw their chance after the bad debate performance to knife him. Because until further notice, I'm going to think that was the biggest factor.
I don't know if there's an actual health condition that made Biden agree it was the best time (in fucking July) to step down, but if this was an issue, there needed to be planning last year, at the earliest, to prepare for a new successor. I don't know what's going on. This is a clusterfuck on many, many levels.
However: it is true that this does change things and not necessarily only for the worse, as long as Harris is immediately confirmed as the new nominee and this stupid Democrats In Disarray nonsense, which is giving the media exactly what they want, is put to a fucking end. If Harris is also swept aside and the billionaire donors try to install their preferred "Centrist!!!" candidate (lol Manchin or some shit) with an equally antidemocratic closed-door Star Chamber convention, then yes, we're fucked. Because the Congressional Black Caucus and African American voters saw exactly what the rich white man billionaires were trying to do by torching Biden and then Harris, and they are not going to play ball with some Magical White Man replacement.
If Harris is immediately confirmed as the new nominee (and to the best of my knowledge Biden has endorsed her), then she has a chance of reinvigorating the race. There were a lot of Americans who did not want either Biden or Trump. I suspect they were fucking braindead, but so be it. Harris has apparently polled pretty and increasingly well in recent days (in some cases actually better than Biden) and again, there is no remotely small-d democratic alternative to her. The billionaire donors already trashed the duly elected (by the primary process) Democratic nominee. If they do the same to Harris, then yes. We will have Trump and there won't be any more democracy in this country on either side, because the Republican big-bucks donors will gleefully pick up where the Democratic big-bucks donors left off.
Jesus fucking Christ.
The message needs to be "Harris is Joe's successor, she is younger and already has four years of experience and is the only candidate." Anything else is a fucking gift from god to the Republicans, once more getting trashed after Trump's terrible RNC speech. Maybe she can then pick Whitmer or Shapiro (both popular and effective Democratic governors of swing states, MI and PA respectively) as a running mate, but the nominee has to be Kamala. There is no other fucking choice. This is already enough of a mess.
If that can happen, and the fucking donors can refrain from fucking it up, then... okay. It's not great, but it does change things. It makes the ticket younger. It makes it historic (first Black female president beating Trump would be amazing). It could reach people disenchanted with the current two-old-white-guys setup.
This is an incredible sacrifice on Biden's part and I only wish that I could believe he did it voluntarily, rather than being forced out by a small class of rich people worrying about his policies getting too progressive.
I wish him only the best and I recognize this decision was taken under extreme pressure. If we then lose to Trump, I hope everyone who forced Biden out burns in hell.
I was a diehard Biden supporter not because I loved the guy personally, but because he was the only choice for preserving democracy in America. The essential stakes of the election have not changed, even if the billionaires just knifed us in the fucking back, possibly to nobody's surprise, because R or D, they are not our friends.
Kamala is the only choice. I will now have to defend her as hard as I did for Biden. She needs to beat Trump. There is nothing else to it. If you think she can't, then you need to work at helping her do that. There is already enough calamity and doom. We do not have a choice. We cannot lose sight of what is at stake here.
Kamala Harris/Whitmer and/or Shapiro and/or Buttigieg 2024.
The end.
#rionsanura#ask#politics for ts#jesus fucking christ#fucking hell#we don't live in a democracy any more either way#but we can still prevent trump#we cannot forget that#we cannot do anything else#kamala harris 2024#i guess this is how it goes now#fuck i'm going back to bed
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there is just something about the difference between edwin's love interests and having the cat king's reaction to edwin in hell being "i'll be waiting when he gets back" vs charles "no version of this where i don't come get you" rowland convincing a powerful trans-dimensional being to open a door to hell just so he could get him back
i am insane
#like YES i know there is obviously so much more history between the boys than edwin and the cat king#and for everyone who's like “well how would the cat king have gotten to hell”#yall charles got LUCKY that the night nurse was there to open a door for him#you can bet your ass that if she hadn't been there he still would've figured out how to get there no matter what it took#but the cat king calling himself a romantic because he'll wait vs charles GOING TO HELL TO GET HIM BACK????#absolutely insane#i cannot handle these two#like i can vibe with the cat king#but charles x edwin for the WIN#obviously the circumstances between the characters are a lot different#but to me that changes absolutely nothing about the fact that charles who only thinks of edwin as a friend would do literally anything#vs the cat king who claims to have fallen for edwin doing literally nothing and just sulking about it#i don't even care if you dont ship charles and edwin#the love they have for each other will forever outweigh anything else#(ps if you ship catwin you simply do not need to interact with this post. you will not change my mind)#(you do not have to interact with posts you don't agree with)#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#charles rowland#edwin payne#the cat king#painland#payneland#dbd netflix
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