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Whumperless Whump Event Day 9: Coughing up blood / Can’t speak
OCs: Ida, Ibys, Yuuto, Elowen (AU)
CW: blood + heart attack but also not really
first actual writing of my new ocs! insane…yuuto!! is by the cool n very awesome @qiuthewhumps !!! check em out
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Ida started his work day feeling particularly uncomfortable and chalked it up to the recent rainy weather giving him some pathogen; certainly not the sterile environment he was currently in. He stumbled his way to the office, nearly turning the wrong direction. All the corridors looked mostly the same with fog seeming to cloud his mind.
He nearly stumbled right into his assistant, struggling to grab his chair to sit down and catch a breath. It felt like he was dying, just like back where his home was. Again.
Ibys was saying something. He couldn’t catch it with the ringing of his ears. Instinctively, he opened his mouth to say something. His throat had something clogged up in it, and when he attempted to clear his throat, violent coughs came out instead.
One hand clutched at his chest as though that could somehow curb the pressure in it, the other covered his mouth. His heart was a mishmash of wires. He was, perhaps, the first to ever use such technology; it was bound to malfunction some time in his life. When he pulled his hand away, he was met with crimson.
Hastily, he hid it from the other, taking out a cream-coloured handkerchief and wiping his hand on it. He could wash that later, but right now he needed to…he needed to…
It was hard to breathe. More than that, he realised, his heartbeat was erratic, stuttering as it sped up and slowed at random. Something was wrong.
The next cough made him fall out of his seat, black spots clouding his sight. There were voices above them, chattering incessantly. Suddenly, he felt weightless, the ground no longer in contact with his body, disorientation rendering him no longer able to keep his eyes open and shouts fading away into nothingness.
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Ida woke up with a start, instinctively putting his left hand on his chest. Still thumping away, beatbeatbeat. Still alive. He was fine.
Then, he caught a glimpse of the operating table and thought otherwise.
“Ida. Calm down before your heart faults again. It’s a new version, but you still need time to adjust.” He was calm, he was — oh. Breathe in, breathe out. It was fine. He never did anything wrong to trigger any failsafe.
The taste of iron in his mouth was all too familiar. He felt like expelling it all out of his body, at that moment, but looked up to three pairs of eyes staring at him and thought otherwise. He slotted the prosthetic arm lying by his side back to its original place and buckled the clasps, fidgeting with its digits as an attempt to ground himself. Clearly, it doesn’t work.
“Water,” Ibys, the person closest to him, said as they held up a small glass. His assistant. Just that thought sent him reeling. How much had they seen?
Ida took the glass from their hand, downing it with two large gulps, nearly choking. He wanted to ask for more, but his throat felt choked and his lungs were still struggling to register that he was alright. He looked at Yuuto, the one person who hadn’t spoken, and pointed at his chest in question.
“Don’t worry,” Yuuto stated, a strange undertone in his voice Ida couldn’t recognize. “The only ones who put a finger on you are the only ones present here right now. The problem was swiftly fixed, and should not happen again. You’re lucky the subject was present with you. Take it easy for a while, but there’s no need for an extended bed rest.”
Yuuto’s mouth opened and closed once more, then settled on nothing but a small apology. For what? Not like it was his fault. If the entire situation wasn’t already odd, it certainly was now.
Ida gestured at the door, a silent request. Elowen nodded, pushing it open; he settled on forcing his legs to take a slow walk forward instead of running right out of the room. Ibys trailed behind them, and if they walked closer than usual to him or disappeared for a while to turn someone else’s gaze away, he pretended not to notice.
The morning had already turned to dusk by the time he returned to the office. Food was left on his desk, long since cold. His mouth tasted like iron.
He stared at the unopened styrofoam takeout box listlessly, and eventually pushed it to the side, picking up a random sheet of data to work on instead. Later. Later, he would deal with it.
The box ends up in the trash. Somehow, that made him feel even more sick to the stomach than before.
#I AM SO LATE HELP ME#thank god for lem existing or i would have genuinely forgotten#what do i even say about this fic#gay people i guess#(not really but also)#lem’s writing about them for day 9 as well! look out 💥#whump#whump writing#whumpblr#writing challenge#mellowwhumps#prompt fill#whumperless whump event#whumperless whump event day 9#this hits harder if you know both me and ida hate food waste so much
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corvidae
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#blood/#yuuji#im not tagging this as spoilers idc sue me . iykyk but i dont think it's obvious enough at all 2 warrant the tag#idrk what this is sorry ive been having a hard time drawing n feeling inspired lately :'>>> so it goes#i find i tend to default to drawing birds when that happens ???#did it with gojo did it with shiro and now it's yuuji's turn ig#sometimes it's helpful to just . mess around with a whole bunch of brushes until something looks ok#and birds and feathers lean soooo well 2 playing around w brushes theyre very forgiving#flowers also kind of so i threw in some camellias bc i figured why not add More Red#i think they mean something that's probably relevant but i was more looking fr the shape of the petals#th rounded tops blend rly seamlessly with the way i rendered th feathers so i am like!!!! nice#just checked also apparently red camellias just mean love and devotion lmao should have guessed#'perishing with grace' also hm hm hm that's kind of wild with th crows#anyway i didn't put too much thought in2 this one so i won't talk fr ages about the symbolism it's all pretty much right there#anyway ty fr being patient with me im sorry draws have been slow :<#ill come out of it ill bounce back!
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there's something so incredibly sweet about how many times davrin notes in his journal that talking to rook helped him with something. he keeps bringing them out to touch grass and gaze at nugs out in the woods with him which I think must be very good for them, and their company clearly helps him work through and get more clarity on things he's been stuck on emotionally. it's just kind of lovely and a great little nuance in that relationship.
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#davrin#now picture davrin shaking rye by the shoulders (gently lifting him off the ground in the process thanks to the height difference)#and lovingly yelling 'ALLOW ME TO PROTECT AND CARE FOR YOU BACK OR SO HELP ME YOU LITTLE SHIT!!'#and that's basically their late-game dynamic fhsdja#rye spends an embarrassingly long time genuinely believing that davrin thinks he's an idiot. self-worth so abysmal#he cannot pick up on the myriad context clues that this is perhaps Not the case and that davrin in fact trusts him so deeply#it finally clicks literally only in the moment when davrin asks him to help decide the future of the griffons. y'know. we got there#it was kind of embarrassing for everyone involved but the realization did dawn finally lmao#just got to the post weisshaupt talk with him on this playthrough and I am In Agony#also when he says 'make it count I can only die once' and it felt like a knife in the gut! fun times. video games are fun
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Annual drawing of the Mystery kids as a gift to myself 🎉
#my art#I speedran that sht of course as always TvT#buuut it's midnight here so youhou I am on time :DD#aoi akane#yugi amane#mistuba sousuke#tbhk mirai#mirai#shijima mei#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#jshk#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jibaku shonen hanako kun#I love them sm#it's kinda messy but hey it's here yayy#I cropped them as I could it's late help me#around 2 hours on it youhou#they are siblings#I am now old#birthday time I will eat cakes
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they really put alicent in bridgerton blue on the reunion and genuinely expected me to think that she didn’t in fact march all the way to dragonstone to get wifed up? bfr

#I am only a girl living in a society#I make connections#she looks so pretty in blue though I want more#also you’re telling me that rhaenyra saw her walk in all cute looking to not completely crumble at the sight of her?#like my girl got all dolled up for you do something#rhaenyra IS a puppy dog when it comes to those bambi eyes shut up#Alicent was like you think you want her? I’m the love of your life you moron#and rhaenyra is like I KNOW#like she’s been trying to get the other woman to realize that very thing for the last 15+ years#and alicent’s all heartbroken like oh so you’re taking her to wife#and rhaenyra is like nO? WHAT?? all dumb and speechless cause jealous alicent was definitely not on her bingo card this year#whilst also having her own mental breakdown#because how on earth is she meant to explain this to her councel#or jace for that matter#that sure was goint to be a fun future conversation to have with her heir#but also Alicent just strutted into the room and started acting like a scorned wife?#which left rhaenyra feeling like the asshole parent who stopped paying for child support after the divorce#but also she never wanted a divorce in the first place?? and alicent doesn’t seem to get this?#like she’s already figuring out how to most efficiently empty daemon’s chambers for the woman to move in permanently#but alicent’s still yapping off about not having a place in court anymore and fleeing across the sea#and rhaenyra can’t help the bitter taste in her mouth as she states how that ship came in a little too late for them and it is messyyyy#hotd leaks#house of the dragon leaks#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#bridgerton
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mo dao zu shi tarot
the hanged man: pause, surrender, letting go, new perspectives
wheel of fortune | jin guangyao
death | wei wuxian
the tower | jiang cheng
#i was busy lately with uni stuff and also trying to move out from the dorms#but finally you get the next tarot card!!!!#figuring out how to do the talismans as someone who knows no chinese#but also wanting them to look like messy handwriting#it was a bit complicated ngl#so if you have anything to say about the characters i chose or the way I wrote them pls let me know#at first i was unsure whether to do mxy as the hanged man but ultimately here we are#as always feel free to text me any major arcana cards or character recomendations you'd like to see#or just message me to infodump about tarot since i still don't know much and am learning as i draw and any help is appreciated#mo xuanyu#mxy#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#tarot#fanart#mxtx#the untamed#rosi draws
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I give you an
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Also I stole this ask just so I can post this fuggin weirdo I made smhh (I raise from the dead just to post an oc again LMAOAOAOAO)




Hopefully this will be my last one in a long while I can live with 7 fuggin wh characters HHFHFUDJSNKSSJ- well- technically 8 if you include Betsy-
But to keep it (somewhat) short and sweet- my loser- a ye ol Milkman- Zachary Milksop (chronically lactose intolerant) and Betsy (a lil mascot moo sentient puppet)
Another character made almost spur in the moment again (like Mari) though thankfully not another bUG, but just some average human smhh. He’s a really simple guy, a loser, is as interesting as normal milk— he’s just the ye ol milkman who delivers you that gud shid smhh— enjoyer of the finer things in life (lunchables). A lil flirty and charming (in possibly the cringiest way possible) however he doesn’t really seem to pick up anyone besides the local cows that constantly harass him (and eats his pants). He enjoys watching them though, from v e r y m u c h afar——
hes just kinda, “that guy”
Also Betsy- a very sweet woman! She always greets everyone and has the friendliest extroverted personality ever! Always the type to bring (albeit tiny) gifts for her favorite neighbors and always leads when talking to anyone. Not like she would allow Zach to say anything anyway, she hates his polyester guts (and only him smhh)
#HOPEFULLY#h O p e fu l ly#Last oc in a while I am too tired to make another one in the spur of the moment again JDHCGDDH#I’m trying to rest damn it LMAO#But also doesn’t help that iv been feeling like absolute garbage lately#Last night specially- I just couldn’t sleep for the life of me- I was so upset and disheartened-#Dw I’m a lot better today- just still feelin a lil hollow#But anyway!#a loser 😔💔🥄🥄 iv been wanting to make a painfully dumb human character since iv made Dusty#But nOOOOOOOOO I MADE EVERYTHING EL S E#Now iv basically made every version of characters iv been wanting to make-#So now I can finally be at e a s e -#Welcome home#welcome home oc#Also hopefully that will actually motivate me to draw welcome home content again LDNHDJDDJDJ been severely l a c k I n’#Zachary Milksop & Betsy#They share a tag 💔🥄🥄
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RICKY YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS HES SO CUTE OH MY GOFISKSNDBDD DD I LOVE HIM SO BAD
https://x.com/leclercsstreet/status/1883924777250992557
he is sooooo dainty.. truly like a little princess. i love how everybody just surrounds the omega like an all-adoring crowd, as they should!!
#yeah im answering this ask a week late so sorry everybody#but i think the conversation of princess charles is an everyday one#also i would love to be hired as just. the freak who follows him around an picks him up at any given moment#i stand in the shadows waiting for the time he needs someone to grab him at the waist and help him down#yes i am HELPFUL and CONSIDERATE#me at the omega rights convention: hmm actually we should go back to traditional fashion of carrying our omegas around everywhere#yeah actually omegas shouldn’t even touch the ground#i think charles smells like flowers and touching his waist would heal me
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One of these scogan Post-X-Men: Days of the Future Past fics where Logan changes things so everyone from the original timeline is alive and he’s back at the school and about to find out somehow that he and Scott are a thing in this new timeline, but first, after Logan is done explaining himself to Charles, Scott is charged with showing him the way to his room and they talk sort of but not really and all of a sudden they both hear a very happy “Dad!” screamed through the hallway and they both turn and there is a little girl of age four (or more), smiling and running towards them and Logan doesn’t get it because he hasn’t seen her before and he had no idea a child so young could even be at this school and someone here is her father but who? Cyke himself? And he’s about tu turn to see if someone else is standing behind them when all of a sudden the girl slams herself against his legs with such force that it wavers his stance for a moment and surely she hurt herself just now because there is adamantium on his skeleton and there isn’t any on hers and she is only a child after all but then he looks at her and not only is she completely okay, she is also staring at him and she is smiling and as much as it doesn’t make sense, it slowly dawns on him and just as he is about to accept it, the girl lets him go and then hugs Scott, more gently but with no less amount of affection and Scott is affectionate right back but he is also trying to send her away. Only for a moment, though, so he can talk with Logan, and the little girl frowns and doesn’t like it but caves in when he promises to get her some ice cream and Logan doesn’t get it yet again and as if it wasn’t already bad enough, the girl finally smiles again and nodds and then she says, “Thanks, papa!” and runs back where she came from, leaving Logan so awestruck it feels as if he’s a mere breeze away from losing his balance.
Part II | Part III
#scogan#scott summers#cyclops#logan howlett#wolverine#x men#fanfiction ideas#hello yes I’m indeed 24 years late#it’s not exactly my fault as I happen to be as old as the first movie#and I saw these films when I was little and they traumatised me for so long#that I can only now say that I saw them twice#and lo and behold#here I am in the scogan trenches#with this idea in my head which is getting more and more elaborate#don’t know if a fic like this already exists#I wish it did#I hoped writing it down like this would help to a small degree#it did fuck all#but anyways#hope you enjoyed
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Master manipulator vs Master manipulator
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#a-qing#The scenes with XY and A-Qing are so delightfully tense and anxiety inducing#They are both so deep in the mind games with each other. Convinced they have the leg up when in reality they do not know the full scope#Also is is just me or do XY and A-Qing give off the vibe of internet nemeses?#A-Qing coming in hard with 'Oh you think blind people cant do XYZ? Get canceled idiot'#Meanwhile XY is the kind to purposefully use leet speak in descriptive text to antagonize the screen reader population.#a teen girl and a 4-channer who found his way to tumblr would be awful to watch fight irl but the vibes are equivalent.#Meanwhile XXC is going on a nice little walk to pick grass. I love him so much actually.#through writing these notes I have also gone down the rabbit hole of trying to pinpoint Xue Yang's age. Hello? Is it actually not known?#The best resources I could find put him as 1-3 years younger then xxc and song lan#So? early twenties? late teens? Someone who has absorbed more mdzs knowledge...Please help#Oh no I'm even deeper in the rabbit hole now. What do you mean the ages are mostly just relative?#What do you mean cultivators can age differently (usually slower in xianxia)#Oh no oh no wwx doesn't have a golden core. I was too accurate in my homestuck AU re: lifespans. I want to go back.#(I love angst and am now marinating this thought in my little thinking chamber)
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i’ve seen plenty of alt-looper AUs where sapfrin’s wish resulted in someone else looping, assisted by starry loop. and i’ve seen plenty where isatfrin or one of their party members made some kind of wish that resulted in additional people remembering the loops.
but
how about an au where sapfrin’s wish resulted in someone else looping, while sapfrin remained in the role of siffrin? either now there’s two loopers in the party, or, the ability to remember new loops is what transferred, so siffrin wakes up every time with their last memory being the wish for help.
this siffrin is just so ground down and not siffrin anymore. but without becoming loop, they’d keep trying to act the part, which is easy enough when they’ve got a script, but… the more the other looper switches things up, the more siffrin will struggle. the other looper will want to help them, but what can even be done when they're still stuck in the loops??
if siffrin still remembers new loops, then they have to keep going through the fucking house even after they reached their breaking point. but at least there’s hope now? but is there really? and now, for the first time in years, they have to deal with someone else being able to remember their actions, and this person knows about the time loops. siffrin definitely isn’t going to be jumping to confide in them, despite how desperately they need the help — will they even tell them that they’d been looping for ages already?? even if they try not to, it’ll eventually become obvious something is going on.
or if siffrin doesn’t remember new loops anymore… how would the new looper handle it? how many times do they explain that they’re looping now instead before they stop bothering with it? or does not explaining means siffrin freaks out too much at the looper abandoning the script entirely for no apparent reason? but there’s no way they won’t freak out upon learning that they’ve just doomed someone else to live out this hell in their stead, that’s quite the news to have to break every single time. perhaps there’s an in-between that would work?? lying about what’s changed, or following the script until they suddenly deviate, then immediately loop back once done with the deviation? they have all the time they need to workshop it, at least.
either way, this siffrin is probably gonna be even less help than loop was. at least loop got to chill out at the favor tree and think — siffrin doesn't have that luxury. and while the new looper will be bringing in a fresh perspective, they simply don't know the things one needs to know about siffrin in order to figure out these siffrin-based loops. and, at this point, siffrin might not anymore either! it's been years since they made their wish. that doesn't make it unsolvable, especially since it's possible to get out by pure chance. but it'll be hard, especially since siffrin has even more intense reactions than isatfrin, as evidenced by them not even making it to euphrasie before looping back.
what a fun little bad time for everyone ^^
#you all know me i am definitely imagining odile looping here#but mirabelle would also be fun#or the whole family!#though that option does basically remove the possibility of hiding what's happening by following the script for siffrin's sake#i like the siffrin not remembering new loops idea bc it's fresh#i've seen fics where siffrin doesn't know at all#but only one fic where isatfrin was unknowingly living out one of their late-game loops (act 5) over and over while someone else looped#and being fresh off of the breaking down and wishing for help.. whew! what a volatile moment to be stuck in#howeverrr#siffrin continuing to remember allows for more complex interactions with the looper. an evolving relationship#and it's hard to say no to that#so shrug either is good.......#isat#yknow sometimes i feel like i ought to tag a post as start again as well but i have no idea what tag people. use. for that#sasasap? sasasaap? saap? start again: a prologue? or the full ass name??#isat spoilers#thoughts#thoughts about loop#loop
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sick(?)
#messyr#doodle#vent art#?? well not really! just skl#coping through drawing bc its what keeps me from rotting in bed#my body cant keep up fjdshzhl and i just feel worse every time i try to 'function' even as basic tasks it makes me want to throw up AAAAH#this artist does not KNOW how to take care of themselves help help help help fsdjxhf#how am i supposed to fkin tell my dad nor my relatives im just so- PHYSICALLY- and MENTALLY TIRED without it perceived as lazy or an excuse#same goes to my professors bc ive been missing out ALOT in school lately and my classmates are also probably wondering where the hell I am#( group activities etc etc i want to km s - I've failed TWO MAJOR SUBJECTS BC OF HOW IVE BEEN DOING-AAAAAAAAAH)#if not physically then its my noisy ass brain that spirals me into depressive episodes where I literally cant do jackshit about
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I had a vision
#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#jshk#aoi akane#shijima mei#I half tried to do Aida's style tbh I was too lazy to go 100% on it#so it's kinda uncanny it's funny#it was to help me out of artblock too#it's a ref of all the recents promo art of 'unusual duos'#everyone think Akane and another character will be next (I saw mostly people saying Tsukasa)#And I went 'I can be full delulu'#Akane looking for something strange late at night at school to look for clues and Mei the teacher who is 'tf are you still doing here'#my real delulu is Kou and Sousuke seeing either Mei or Akane next chapter#I am desesperate for unusual teamups interactions#my art#jibaku shonen hanako kun#jshk fanart#tbhk fanart#hanako kun#I haven't posted in ages youhou#this was also a reason to draw my two favs together
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Spoilers for arcane!!
I wonder if Ekko ended up getting curious abt the father/daughter relationship between silco and jinx. I mean, in episode 7 we see a whole alternate universe where silco and jinx are good. I call bullshit if you’re telling me they’re not close over there. So imagine Ekko seeing this and suddenly recontextualizing basically everything he knows abt jinx. Especially if Ekko ends up talking to Silco and realizing he’s not actually that bad of a guy when he’s just hanging out.
I mean, for one, the silly potential of alt!Silco being like “I was a giant dumbass and I needed some damn therapy or at least someone to talk to” and Ekko slowly realizing that maybe the reason Jinx is so fucked up is because her and her evil dad were equally fucked up at the time and just trying to achieve their goals whilst coping, but he can’t say that aloud so what he does say is “huh.” Meanwhile silco is looking at him strange because the dude has the look of someone who just solved the world’s greatest mysteries despite him having heard this info before (in his perspective, at least.)
For two, the angst potential of “hey so I went to another universe where you and your dad Weren’t Evil and he was actually lowkey chill so I wanna know what he was like for you” and for a moment jinx just looks at him in a “wtf” kinda way but then she just accepts it bc That Might As Well Happen (also the added evidence of his little machine and injuries that Were Not There Before) and starts telling him stories ranging from stupid to cute to sad and she’s breaking down halfway through them because lately she hasn’t had that much time to grieve him properly especially since a lot of people hated him so to reminisce with someone who she actually cares abt who is willing to listen and not write her off is therapeutic. Also I just think Jinx absoLUTELY has some hilarious silco stories. They probably bond over the course of the whole thing.
#you cannot tell me that jinx doesn’t have some stories abt silco#I mean#imagine when silco takes this small child home#he has no idea wtf to even do with her#and it is a literal re-enactment of#‘uh… ya want a gun/explosives?’#‘Silco she’s like NINE’#‘WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THEN?!’#or jinx being late for Silco’s eye injections#and she sneaks in to do it but he already figured she’s not coming#so he tries to do it himself but is having trouble and getting frustrated#and jinx is just watching unsure of whether or help or just laugh for a bit#or even just silco celebrating her first missions or bombs that work!#and her being so proud that A) she could help and B) her dad is proud#also just Ekko adjusting his worldview to ‘Silco was a girldad’#also that the reason they were so clingy to each other is because they thought they had nobody else that they could count on#but we’re not gonna focus on that#weirdocat83 ramblings#silco and jinx#jinx#silco#arcane#jinx arcane#arcane silco
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I think we should all disregard that these requests were from April C:
@sun-marie @kirikitsune
#fe fates#xander#camilla#september is drawing to a close and im SO excited bc september is my depression month#i can already feel my mood improving#though it might have helped that i went for like a 2 hour walk today ? which is why im drawing / posting so late#i say late as if i have a scheduled posting time or like i havent posted way later before#it just feels late to me#not actually taking reqs currently ! as said these are from april when i was taking reqs#im also excited someone super cool bought conquest and gets to experience the nohrian siblings bc i am truly nohrian scum#idk why but i like drawing camilla with dragon like slits in her eyes but then just ? no other nohrian sib gets those honors#except obviously corn who also deserves them
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realizing i have. a lot of untapped trauma potential for clone^2 danny because i just Fully Processed Four Months Late the fact that his parents were capturing and torturing ghosts in the basement before he became Phantom. and the fact that he was on house rest for 2 weeks. during that time period. and he wasn't really leaving the house. he could hear their screaming through the floorboards
*points at clone danny* i can give you suuuuuuch a bad time babe ahaha. i've got two untouched years before you meet damian what fucks you up before then
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#like i dont even need to traumatize you worse the pure explorative options from this aLONE is enough to feed me for a week.#like. tucks hair behind ear let me shatter you into glass pieces then glue you back together babe. i can put you back together so good.#i'm missing a few shards because some parts of you broke into such small pieces i couldn't pick them back up again so you'll be missing a#few chunks of yourself that you'll never get back but that's okay. you'll still be a resemblance of your old self :]#don't let anakin (me) listen to late night sad songs he makes angst.#hhh imagine being stuck in a house for two weeks where you can hear your parents torturing ghosts in the basement and not only that but#you're the only person who can undERSTAND the ghosts. how many times did he see his parents drag in a ghost with whatever capturing device#they made recently? iirc the thermos was like. brand new in episode one right? but gOD the trauma this alone would cause#nobody touch me im cooking rn i need to think about how this would impact danny. like obvs it would fuel into a developing obsession to#keep his parents away from ghosts and to help the dead but what *else.* i need to refine my becoming phantom ficlet i wrote back in winter#raaa#and like even after two weeks they were *still capturing ghosts* danny just wasn't in the house 24/7 at the time.#*but those two fucking weeks man*#i need to sleep on this first before i make any major moves bc i know im tired but i am having thOUGHTs
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