#I AM SO ALIVE
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LIVE FEED INTO MY ROOM RN
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I am at peace
I have found
Precious refuge
In the scathing wind
In the untouched snow
In the black,
Expressionless sky
I see the lights below,
Warm and inviting as they are,
I dare not go near them.
Keep your warm fires
Your warm beds
Your peaceful sleep,
Out here belongs to me.
I am the cold
I am the ice
I am the black,
Expressionless sky.
#writing#my writing#poetry#poem#thoughts#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#winter#cold#cold weather#this is my element#i am so alive
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i have discovered the joys of picmix. there is no going back. i will never be the same.
#i am so gonna get addicted#it feels like being a little kid and just throwing stuff together#like the arts and crafts stuff in school when youre like 7#i am so alive#ive needed this#watch this improve my mental wellbeing and art block 🙄#honkai star rail#luocha#you get 0 context for this :)#picmix#anyways 1 more sleep before 1.1 >:)))))))))
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if you need me I am going to be thinking about this, the flirtiest head tilt I have ever seen, forever. thank u.
#finally succumbing to sleep. i am on a cloud. i love men.#GOD TIER FLIRTING. OLIVER STARK THANK YOU FOR MY LIFE.#[laughs in incandescent joy] that happened!!!!! IT HAPPENEDDDDDD AHAHAHAHA GOD! I LOVE. EVERYONE.#tim being like 'listen buck doesn't realize he's giving signals but BOY IS HE.' yes. [i've been there. oh man]#Tommy's soft little 'probably not on the same day' [GLANCES AT BUCK'S MOUTH] SAME. YEAH.#I AM SO ALIVE#the way this. the way he. oh my god i'm too gay to type. good NIGHT.#911 spoilers#IT'S SO GOOD. IT'S ALL SO FUCKING GOOD.#'I COULD TEACH YOU' !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they did me in. i'm in heaven.#911 tv
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some phone pictures of the lakeside summer camp. the concert is at dawn on saturday, the musicians are composing their performance in a big fantasy tent down the shore (it has carpets and stringlights and so much electronic music equipment it looks like a cyberpunk spaceship), the photographers are doing their thing all over the place, and us designers/architects are building the floating installations (including the stage)
the workshop is in a soft mossy glade in the tree shade. the lake is clean and clear and inviting. the clouds are like this every evening. there’s delicious food and snacks. people help me with things (like the massive wooden frame) and i help others. it’s fucking incredible.
#i have some camera photos also#but those i will post after this adventure is complete#i am so alive#cherishable aisle#diy architecture#design project#builder
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My skeleton is so minty fresh right now, you would not believe
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Huge day for women
#sabrina carpenter album#lover 5 year anniversary#and sabrina toxic yuri mv with jenna ortega#I am so alive
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Michael Afton gets owned in FNAF 4
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf 4#fnaf cassidy#evan afton#david afton#Fredbear#michael afton#jeremy fitzgerald#I wanna believe so bad Cassidy and David were friends when they were alive#IT WOULD add up am why Cassidy is so friendly to him#especially in FNAF 3/the survival book#where she’s actively trying to get him to remember his own name#SO THEY HAD TO OF BEEN BESTIES (delusional)#Cassidy kills michael live PFF#nobody can bully her bestie 😤😤
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Take It Easy☀️
#haikyuu#hinata shouyou#haikyuu fanart#anime fanart#fanart#madsart#digital art#anime#I just finished the Haikyuu manga#good god#what am I supposed to do now????#go work for all my hopes and dreams?????#literally the best manga ever#I’ve never felt so alive#so happy#I cried like 7 times#just between the nekoma match and the end#god#so good#a masterpiece#I’m so very proud of Hinata my baby
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"Dude," Steve says, pressing on his eyes because he feels like he's about to cry. "What the fuck."
"What?" Dustin squeaks, alarmed. "What? Steve, you're freaking me out!"
"Good!" Because Steve just worked eighteen hours and it's past midnight and he got thrown up on twice and there was a bed pan incident and even though he showered at the hospital he probably smells awful and it rained and he lost his keys so he had to take the bus and he's sweaty and tired and wet and cold and Dustin's DnD friend is hot. "I can't believe you'd do this to me!" Okay, maybe Steve's feeling a little delirious.
"Do what??" Dustin is full on shrieking right now. His hot friend is standing in their apartment looking more and more worried and hot.
"You didn't tell me he was hot!"
The expressions that go across Dustin's face is impressive, before they stop and he settles on a flat glare. "Seriously??"
Hot guy is now blushing and Steve will collapse if he doesn't keep with the righteous fury.
"I've been TRYING to get you two to meet for months now!"
"You didn't tell me he was hot, though! Dustin!!"
"I don't know what guys are hot, Steve!" Dustin says indignantly. "I thought you didn't like nerds!"
"Dustin!"
"Um," says hot guy. He looks like he's panicking.
Dustin's face changes again. "Oh, no. Oh, no, you're right."
"All this time!" Steve says and he really is close to tears. "You've been nagging on me all this time to find my soulmate, and you had the perfect guy right here?? You had him in my home??? Dustin!"
"Whoa," whispers hot guy.
"I'm sorry," Dustin wails now, just as distraught. "You love nerds, all your favorite people are nerds, I don't know what I was thinking, oh my god!" He whirls on hot guy. "Eddie, give Steve your number right now!"
"Okay," says hot guy Eddie, immediately. His face is super red and his eyes are wide, and he looks scared out of his mind as he fumbles his pocket for his phone. "Yeah-Yep-Absolutely. This is a thing that's happening."
Steve, tears burning in his eyes, watches as Dustin punches his number into Eddie's phone. "Okay," he says a little nasally, wiping quickly at his face. "Okay, I'm going to shower and then sleep for two days, and then pretend like this never happened so I can look hot guy in the eye when he asks me on a date. Sound good?"
"Sounds great!" Dustin says, all cheery now. Behind him, still looking vaguely scared for his life, hot guy gives him a shaky thumbs up.
#robin sitting up out of a dead sleep in her girlfriend's bed: something just happened#steddie#stranger things#dustin henderson is the worlds worst and best wingman i am so sorry to steve and eddie#eddie is less scared and more turned on but he IS still a lil scared bcs the sexiest man alive looked him in the eye and then started cryin#nurse steve my beloved#my steddies
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I can't keep being fundamentally changed as a person by animated movies, it's just not sustainable.
#animation#animated film#animated movies#across the spiderverse#across the spider-verse#spiderverse#puss in boots#puss in boots the last wish#puss in boots 2#nimona#nimona film#yes i'm posting this specifically because i just watched nimona and am feeling all kinds of things but really these are all PEAK TIER#the fact they have ALL been released within 7 months of each other...like...woah we are thriving right now#stylised animation with its own unique style reflecting the movie i love you forever kissing you on the mouth#films that make me ferally rip up any and all art blocks to shreds#and that's just the animation side of things#i won't get started on the plots. they also make me want to bounce off of walls#hugging all these close to my chest#as well as all the other great animated movies that exist because animation wins all catergories for me always#(let's not forget anime movies either; y'all are beautiful too! keeping 2d animation alive and i'm so here for it)
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various trad doodles i made while i was supposed to be paying attention in class
#hello. i am alive#once term ends either youwill get so much art or i will just sleep for three weeks we shall see#i doodle spidey so much in my sketchbooks for pose practice and now one of my teachers has clocked me as a fan from the poses i draw#its so over for me im being perceived#they are ruining my life dawg#anyways#spider man#spiderman#deadpool#spideypool#spiderpool#marvel#ok bye
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my alive gay goth son????
#tma fanart#tma#the magnus archives#tmagp#tmagp fanart#gerard keay#gerry keay#tmagp gerry#HES SO ALIVE AND HAPPY I AM STILL EMOTIONAL#he got an even worse hairdye job... i think...#the magnus protocol
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one day you’ll yearn for the person you are now, to tell them, "hey, look, it turned out to be okay" and "i’m so grateful you’ve held on" and "things just worked out somehow". you’ll want to hold their hand and give them the wisdom that the future is actually better, and you know it because you’re living it. but you can’t reach through time like that. the only way to bridge the gap between the you of today and the you who’s doing better, is to hold onto the hope that they exist.
#late night clarity if u will#staring at a blank wall thinking about who i used to be#and wishing i could comfort her like this#i'm so grateful to her for staying alive and allowing for me to live#as i am#the healing (starts here)#growth in the self#comfort kindness family
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a new star
#i been thinkin about the asteroid again#i think about the asteroid a lot more than i think is normal#like just the complete randomness of it and how everything changed in literally the blink of an eye#like the dinoss rules the fucking earth and probably still would if space had just been a little bit different#how long did it take the asteroid to reach us#at what point was the impact inevitable#like these sound like scientific answers but i need you to know these are questions that my soul wants answered in poetry#yes the math is cool but can i talk about what tragedy looks like melted into the earth#how power and pain and mourning but also change and new life and a future were embedded in a layer of iridum that spread around the planet#can we talk about how looking at the layers of the earth is the most physical type of time travel there is#can i please talk about that layer of pain#can i mourn when i see it#or am i just a weird kid crying when i look at rocks#ALSO. was parasaurolophus alive when the asteroid hit? i dont think so#but it's too late#yall get to suffer with me#dinosaurs
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Wolfstar fame au🎤
Imagine seeing your first (and only) love on stage after years of being appart, and he happens to be singing about you and how he wishes things would have been different🥲
I am never normal about them and I love this AU and I love them pls send help
#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black#the eyes???#do you see the eyes???#Remus is so fcking in love I can’t#can’t blame him tho#marauders#marauders era#marauders fanart#digital art#artist on tumblr#my art#also yes hello I am alive lmao
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