#I AM FOREVER BE THANKFUL ENOUGH

[adm-starblitzsteel-4305]

Man, whenever I opened on X, I was bombarded by Zeuszilla fanart and videos and I am internally screaming

[lotus-pear]

learning to love

[dandelion-roots]

[Image description: a digital drawing of sklonda and pok gukgak from fantasy high, two goblins with shoulder length straight hair and short curly hair, respectively. they're touching foreheads and embracing, both of sklonda's hands in pok's hair, while one of pok's hands is moving sklonda's bangs off her foreheads and the other is clutching at her waist. we only see sklonda's face and the look of silent grief on it. in the background on pok's half is a stylized dragon's mouth with teeth digging into his shoulder, and on sklonda's side are sheets of paper. over the background on the left is text that reads, it's okay, and then on the right side in brackets it says, (it'll be ok). End image description]

[chrisbangs]

231003 ♡ Happy Birthday Bang Chan!

[spaceratprodigy]

(palette challenge) PINK LEMONADE OR WATERMELON FOR DELIRIS ⁉️⁉️⁉️

@oldworldwidgets — [ palette prompts ]

WATERMELON LEMONADE DELIRIS 💖💚

[donnabenevientosimpingzone]

Hey! Now that you’re back I wanted to ask about Resident Lover? I remember you were on the team- but then the game came out and your name wasn’t on the dev list... what happened?

I can’t escape this question can I- and for those of you who messaged me, I did delete them in hopes of avoiding this- but I don’t want rumours to spread so lemme be transparent.

Also pls read this for how I’m handling coming back to this blog: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/741337986608873472/complex-feelings-and-absolute-pandemonium-about-my

No, I wasn’t kicked off the team, nor was I invited back when I left- and they made the right choice doing that. I was not mentally stable. I didn’t take the project seriously, I had jealousy issues, and didn’t take criticism well- I self destructed badly- blew up and burned that bridge to ashes, not to mention what sorta hurt I caused the team.

It did hurt a lot when I saw the game release. I was so upset, and spent so many weeks thinking about “what if I didn’t fuck up”. But there are no “what ifs” in history, we are meant to go through what we do in order to become the best versions of ourselves. The whole ordeal was part of the last push I needed to finally seek professional help. And the fact it still hurts whenever I see it around means I still care and carry guilt about everything that happened.

I’m practicing exposure therapy to try and heal that gaping wound. RE8 has turned my life completely on its head and I don’t want to abandon it- the best outcome will be the day I can download and play the game and find it within myself to genuinely love it with no more wounds to lick- but for now I’m content with seeing it float around every once in a while on my dash.

Out of respect- I hope none of you will pester the devs about this either. They did something amazing, and I’m so proud of what they’ve accomplished. Out of all of them I really miss MJ. They were the best, most hilarious friend- I always thought they were super attractive- and the whole reason the game was possible. Show them some love- idk message them “you’re cool!” for me or something. Anon ask if you have to. Don’t tell them I’m the one who sent you- I think it’ll be funny to just have a whole buncha people messaging them outta nowhere bahaha

And with that I hope this clears it up and stops people from messaging anymore about it. It’s still a sensitive wound I’m working to heal and I’d like to do it at my own pace<3 I don’t regret the experience, I’m in such a better place now because of it. I would love to make peace with my past self and accept the pain as a part of growing.

Until then enjoy me going back to my usual shenanigans before all the shit hit the fan. I’m very excited to draw more Spider Donna and Beneviento Sisters, I hope y’all enjoy it too<3

Update edit: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/737803172475781120/stupid-lil-update-i-wanna-do-as-per-my-pinned

Update! https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/737980137572892672/people-who-knowknew-me-personally-probably-arent

Update that shows old sprite: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/738487941680316416/want-me-as-a-professor-okay-damn-ignore-the

Update where I rant about Angie and Daniela with a cat: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/740499151828156416/can-we-see-the-png-of-the-angie-sprite-holding-a

Update about the dangie ask on the RL blog: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/742312364040454144/hey-just-a-heads-up-that-the-rl-team-recently

[astraystayyh]

it’s officially been a year since ive posted on this account 🥹🥹🥹🥹 thank you for showing me so much love and kindness in these past months, i am so immensely happy to be able to share my little fics with you here :,))) wahhh it seriously feels like ive been here all my life im feeling emotional ;;;;

&&& to celebrate!!!! im opening drabbles requests for a short time hehe any member ofc and no smut as always!! it can also be a bonus scene of a fic you liked, head cannons too (just not long fics because i wanna answer as much as i can)

i cant guarantee ill do alll requests but ill try my best! ill tell u when requests are closed again and which ones ill be answering!!! lets have funnnn 💕💕💕 thank you for your support my angels <333

[emry-stars-art]

PSA since I keep going through my inbox like a kid on christmas: I see your asks, I will not ignore them forever, I SWEAR I’m getting to them they’re just TOO GOOD TO RUSH/DO HALFWAY. stop having good ideas and I’ll stop having to do them justice /j

[mrslatifi]

Bro did you see they put you in the recap/on their instagram???

Oh my goddddd 😭 Williams!!! 💙

The way the edited it where Logan was talking about feeling happy and comfortable, then it cut to the clip of me 🥹 that’s just the sweetest thing ever!!!

That edit makes me believe that he probably really did feel happy and got a little confidence boost from what I said. He definitely made my day so I hope the feeling was mutual! 💙

[moe-broey]

Pen tests....

[sosoffete]

HANNAH WADDINGHAM, Into The Woods:

one word: ʙᴏᴏʙɪᴇs

[thelasttime]

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[reikunrei]

all i really need to know about my experience w the byIer fandom is that when i decided to jump into the st fandom here in feb-march 2023, people were already complaining about the tag being dead and everyone being quiet and boring. that was, what, less than a year out from when st4 dropped? that’s how fast the whole thing cannibalized itself? and it’s still gnawing on its own rotting corpse instead of trying to do something else? whew

[titsthedamnseason]

THE FORTNIGHT BEHIND THE SCENES OMGGGGG

[microwavetoaster-selfships]

I normally have trouble getting the motive to draw, nonetheless do comics(even though I love to or love to think about them), but for some reason I got really tempted to do so for an idea @dmclr gave me, based off of this post, annddd since I happened to have some free time that needed occupying so I wasn't sitting around bored, I made the mini-comic! Putting it under the cut.

Giggling at myself a little cause you can kinda see me getting a little more tired and messy with it as I revert into my "doodle" style😅 I have drawn Lightning better, whoopsies, sorry 'bout that...

JUST incase, I am specifying that the "silver"(grey/blue color) is Finn, brown is Mater, and red is Lightning. There is no brown text color on Tumblr so at the bottom I just threw orange for Mater.

This is a once in a bluemoon event yall, enjoy, haha!

(Go to bottom for added context and explanations cause I have NO clue if any of this actually makes sense at all)

Mater, I don't think that's how that works..

I think you're just upset that he didn't let you say "Zed".

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A joke on how the British pronunciation of the letter "Z" is "Zed", and Finn being British, that is how he says it. Mater, an American, mistakes Finn's pronunciation of the letter "Z" as a seperate name, as opposed to a way of just saying the letter. Finn, at the start, is mumbling about Peofessor Z, one of the antagonists in the Cars 2 movie who works for/with Axlerod.

I was actually going to add Axlerod being dumbfounded in the background of some of the shots at first, but my energy was quickly like...yeah, no. I don't know why I pictured it at first as the scene of them at the last race, where they are confronting Axlerod infront of the Queen, but I suppose that's cause my brain just defaulted to "When do they all appear together?.."

[prototypelq]

DMC Questions Anon here!

What do you think are the biggest fears of each of the DMC cast (that you want to talk about)?

Hi Ember, thank you for the ask! First one in 2024 in fact) Happy New Year!

I think it's quite obvious this fandom is the Abandonment Issue Land. Literally everyone has them. Even the most faraway background character has them. As for other things...

I headcanon Dante to have claustrophobia and fear of fire. Normally, they don't affect him too much, but if something comes up on a very bad day it may startle him, or cause a brief flashback of some sort.

Vergil has paranoia. An actual need to be aware of his surroundings. I also think he is actually still afraid of demons, childhood trauma be a bastard like that. To get him to calm down enough for proper rest is a true Herculean feat.

After the Savior incident, I think Nero will be afraid of the magical side of the DMC world, and all rituals concerning demons.

Trish is afraid of Mundus. She is his creation, there is no sure way to know she escaped his influence.

Nick is afraid demons too, it's the reason she is trying to hard to do research into them. Rationalise her fear.

Patty is afraid of forever needing to hide/remaining helpless. She is targeted, like the twins, for her ancestor's legacy, but very much unlike the twins, she doesn't have the inherited power to defend herself. She needed Dante, or an amulet to protect herself. (obviously all the sparda loser bois are also afraid of not being enough to protect their loved ones, however, again, they actually have the means to do that, that fear is halfway irrational, while patty is actively helpless against her pursuers, though it might depend of the interest in her legacy/amulet, which is probably much more situational than the very powerful sparda blood allure, so the risk of her being hunted is also less than the one of the sparda idiots)

I'm gonna do a crack one and say Lucia is afraid of deep water. Because she lives on an island, and this only furthers her isolation.