#I AM CRYING AT THE HEAVENS
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I am on my knees and begging to whatever god out there for jaiden to log on at the same time as either roier or cellbit please please please
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"...I'm not done telling you all the things that I wanted to say; there's still so much. It's been so long since anyone listened to me talk. Won't you stay?"
Heaven Official's Blessing, Vol 8
#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#hualian#tian guan ci fu#i was going to use the banquet quote#but xie lian's 'it's been so long since anyone listened to me' absolutely kills me every time#like he goes pretty much the entire story trying not to ask for anything#and when he finally breaks down and begs hua cheng to stay#it's not for any grand reason like safety or happiness or love#he just wants hua cheng to Be There#i am#devastated just thinking about it#excuse me while i cry about these two for the hundredth time#yallstart
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he won his home grand prix after years and years of the universe denying it to him he threw himself into the arms of the team he has loved since he was a child he stood on the top step of the podium with his country’s flag on his shoulders as he sang both the monégasque and italian anthems he is charles leclerc and monaco has finally loved him back
#i am genuinely crying he deserves this sssssssssssssssso badly oh my fucking god#oh my god#genuinely oh my fucking god in heaven
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and they were galpals
#oh i am SO predictable#alternative captiob to this post: welll... good luck babes!#but idk if the dndadders like chappel roan☹️#also lawl this is gonna sound SO stupid but as a lesbian this is. so INSANELY important to me😭#i will write so much fanfiction#for the firsy time in my life#i will write an essay anf publish it when s3 ends#if theyre not canon i will cry myself to sleep until the day i die#dndads#dungeons and daddies#apple pie#IDK I SAW SOMEONE PITCH THAT AD THEIR SHIP NAME AND A PART OF ME MELTED#Kelsey Grammar#is it with an e or an a?? nobody knows#Trudy Trout#someone notify my asap whrn we collectively agree on a ship name#the peachyville horror#peachyville#love them so so so much#god dammit they did it again#hey siri play heaven is a place on earth and do it NOW#me and my girl when we're literally trudy and kelsey
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"Do you have any specific heavenly official in mind to join you on your trip to Ghost City?" "Anyone is fine, as long as they are easy to get along with and have a bit more magical power, so I can borrow some from them at any time"
→ TGCF Donghua update with a special mid-Autumn Festival video 🦋
#tgcf#hualian#xie lian#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#shi qing xuan#shi qingxuan#wind master#tgcf donghua#mine#gifs: donghua#tgcf: gifs#I AM CRYING I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#tgcfedit#tgcfreblogs#fytgcf#BESTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sqx looks beautiful i love them so so much
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UNDESERVED HEAVEN.
More of themmmmmm AAAHHH!! Maybe he just needed to frolic and rest on the fields all this time /j
The lyrics come from my favorite love song, “Exist for Love” by AURORA. Recommended to listen to, many if not all of her songs inspire me so much.
Version without lyrics
#me when I lie (to get to heaven)#ihnmaims#i have no mouth and i must scream#am ihnmaims#ihnmaims am#be ihneaimc#ihneaimc#am i have no mouth and i must scream#i have no eyes and i must cry
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Look at Matthew Porretta Respectfully Challenge (GONE WRONG) (I LOST)
Deadbeat (Season 2, Episode 9)
#matthew porretta#deadbeat#Matthew biscotti#OH GREAT HEAVENS#he nakey#look at him respectfully challenge#I lost#screaming crying throwing up#no reason to be blushing and giggling at this old man but here i am#dude was nearly 30 in ‘97 i wish i wasn’t so busy being born#OH NO HE’S HOT 😭😭😭#my lil wifey is just 😭😭😭
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SEASON 2 SEASON 2 SEASON 2
an incredibly quick Jun Wu drawing to celebrate and uh something i've had sitting around for several months...
#my art#toasterfireart#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#tgcf fanart#hob#tgcf donghua#jun wu#tgcf season 2#tgcf spoilers#i am unwell#screaming crying throwing up#human face disease#daddy oh daddy#cough#sorry
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This scene of him walking after QiangQui.
With an outstretched hand.
And a call of his name that got no answer.
Helpless to stop him.
Helpless to say anything else to him.
He accepted being nailed in a coffin, buried alive for 100 years for crimes he didn’t commit.
Yet he is unable to speak in the face of what he actually did.
In the face of his disciple knowing that his teacher lied to him.
Feeling that anything good he did for him by taking on the punishment far greater than anyone could ever deserve
Was just reduced to nothing.
He readily took a blame for a massacre he didn’t do
But he can’t handle the guilt of ending a life of a dying person and lying to someone who trusted him
Even if by this he prevented genocide and archived future peace for his people he once failed to protect.
Because he still killed.
And still hurt.
He can’t be pretend to be a cold-hearted Guoshi anymore.
His disciple won’t turn around.
#tgcf#hualian#xie lian#hua cheng#lang qianqiu#fangxin guoshi#why am i making myself cry#tian guan ci fu#tgcf thoughts#tgcf season 2#tgcf donghua#heaven officials blessing#天官赐福#tgcf s2#tgcf analysis
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“Heaven Official’s Blessing moments that plague my mind like how the Human Face Disease plagued Jun Wu”
Xie Lian waking up, with no recollection of his last 800 years, in panic because he’s covered in hickeys and BITE MARKS (to which he swears he’s been violated by the “mysterious man”)
Mei Nianqing and his commentaries (most notably: “fluffy child” in reference to Quan Yizhen, and “He’s been STALKING YOU FOR 800 YEARS! Ew, too creepy!!” in reference to Hua Cheng)
Qi Rong spitting on the palace floor and vandalizing the walls with “GREAT GHOST KING QI RONG WAS HERE!!”
Qi Rong insulting Xie Lian and Hua Cheng with “DOG FUCKED XIE LIAN” and “DOG HUA CHENG” … which somehow makes perfect sense together
Qi Rong dragging Hong-er in a bag tied to a horse
“CAN’T YOU KNOCK LIKE A NORMAL PERSON?!” exclaimed Qi Rong, the abnormal green gremlin cannibal
Qi Rong having a massive cleavage in the donghua:
Xie Lian taking down Jun Wu, a GOD who literally couldn’t be taken down even with THREE MARTIAL GODS AND A GHOST KING, by body slamming him against a rock wall.
When Hua Cheng put on a little outfit changing show for Xie Lian like a disco ball because he was bored
Xie Lian, after 800 years, finding someone who would listen to him and care for him like no one else have and show him what it means to simply be happy and find joy in living (Hua Cheng)
#hi yes i am not okay i have so many thoughts of this series it’s insane#i cry myself to sleep thinking about them#the fact that half of this was just Qi Rong 💀 💀 💀#Qi Rong plagues my mind like chlamydia#天官赐福#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#the tgcf brainrot keeps brainrotting#hualian#xie lian#hua cheng#qi rong#wow river has thoughts??? amazing. incredible. truly awe-inspiring.
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i lasted a full day without tumblr who is proud of me
#i have an issue wherein i think about kevin day daily#and he is trapped in my brain but i am no jailer so i must convey my thoughts on here#enough of that#i will make him cry in all this and heaven too#i promise#aftg#kevin day
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*awkward boyfaill!stan doing the sexc smoke and mirrors vegetarian siren raven vc a.k.a the kenny cosplay vc and wearing the tiny boytoy monster high doll outfit e.t. ten shoehorned him into against his will*
hola, engenra de amanecer, or rather, my dearest dalingest dawn spawn. well, it only took me...a whole damn month, but at long last, i present to you, my magnum (d)op(e)us, the clusterfuck that is...
The Official RM Playlist.
there are, quite literally, 150? i think...songs on it ( rip ). i was very passionate about it and tried to put all the songs in chronological order, but obviously there are a ton of gaps in it/contains references to scenes that i either touched on briefly a long time ago or not at all,
so feel free to send in asks with questions about what corresponds with what on the playlist; i'd be happy to oblige. it's a little choatic and cringe, but she is my baby, mi amor, mi vida. <3
but now, my darlings, as always, i'm sorry or you're welcome, i hope you heal, i hope you enjoy the very worst part of your day, and, finally, i hope you rem(ember)ed to pack a nightlight, dear listeners,
Because It's Always Darkest...
BEFORE.
CRIMSON.
D A W N.
#*ravenstan estañol vc* aNYTHING FOR SELENAS xx ;) <3#listen the rs cd covers of selena songs mean everything to me#y’all just have to endure the pop punk taylor swift covers#they are my legacy#also the jerseykyle interlude? obsessed#i love my insane deranged man eating boyslut succubus son#he is so crying lighting i literally can’t#it switches pov a million times i am so sorry#i tried to make it make sense rip#ALSO THE TOXIC COVER AT THE CD SHOW????#yOOOOOO!!! I KNOW THAT WAS THE MOST INSANE SEXUALLY CHARGED PREFORMANCE OF ALL TIME#that man is flat like b.o.b thinks the earth is but he was throwin that thang#and dropping it lower than hell god bless#I TOO WOULD PASS OUT JERSEYKYLE#faint was so unserious i am so sorry#all the songs at the end are also mad unserious i put them there for giggles#the 27 arc towards the top? painful! Excruiating!#just like heaven being mirrored#also i was trying to transition the marjorine a indoctrination party scene#into her preforming into the weird cartman scene into greenhouse scene#into the rs/jk really intense reveal scene#and tried to dictate when they were secretly dating to when they broke up#and where the sp trip started there are lots of holes there#IM SORRY I JUST DIED IN YOUR ARMS TONIGHT AND BULLETPROOF#I WAS DYING BROTHER ( not as much as jk rip icon )#ALSO THE DANCING QUEEN COVER AT THE WINTER FORMAL#CRYING AND THROWING UP AND ALSO BETTY#PAINFUL#the songs going from happy and cute to fuckingg miserable#i forgot i also made a section for the chapter 4 fb ( crying )
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MY BOY FUCK YEAH
I know you can’t even see his face but this is the closest official art we are going to get for Quan Yizhen… for now
This is from the TGCF Season 2 audio drama preview to those who were curious
#THE CURLY HAIR#OMG PLEASE LET ME SEE HIS FACE#I AM STARVING OVER ANY YIN YU AND QUAN YIZHEN CONTENT#I NEED TO SEE HIS FACE#wait… tgcf audio drama s2 is going to cover the battle of the lanterns#WHICH MEANS QUAN YIZHEN IS GOING TO HAVE LINES#OMG I NEED TO HEAR HIS VOICE#PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU I NEED QUANYIN CONTENT#going insane over this and you can’t even see his fucking face#I am desperate ok I know#YIZHEN MY BOY I LOVE YOU#I’m going insane#yeyarants#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#mxtx tgcf#mo xiang tong xiu#tgcf audio drama#quan yizhen#qi ying#tgcf quan yizhen#just… him#I NEED SOME OFFICIAL ART OF HIM OK??#oh shit so I guess s3 is going to cover the QuanYin arc huh…#I’m going to cry when they get there#fuck#anyway appreciate this art of my boy ok
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Y'know, I have words on Fruk again because hozier just won't quit with making me feel ravenous and aching for the simplicity yet backbreaking agony that comes with loving someone.
I think the thing about Arthur and Francis is that they function not on love, but on devotion?
With every single aspect of their personalities raw and exposed; They've seen every disgusting, cruel or vile act as well as the soft, vulnerable and pathetic endeavors of one another, and they still stick despite it all.
Love is strong, but love doesn't account for the complicated feelings of both hating and despising someone while continuously loving them through it and still wanting to be there. They've both undergone breaks that leaves neither one obligated to stay. Nothing could ever mend those breaks, nothing could ever make it up or forgive it, nothing would ever tie them to the other after it. They owe each other nothing.
Nothing.
Says I.
But they always come back, through some stupid carnal and fated desire. Because they choose to be there. Because they feel devoted to stay and they do. They do, god dammit, they do!
And it doesn't fucking matter if the reason they remain side by side is for love or obligation or even spite!
What matters is that they know they'll never be without each other! What matters is that they'll go through hellfire and doomsday just to make sure they're together always.
In tragedy and famine and war. When the sun doesn't rise on the horizon and the moon splinters and the stars fade out, they'll know for certain that they won't be alone!
Even in death, they'll be together.
It's more than love, it's devotion. It's RAW FUCKING DEVOTION.
#Sorry I need to sit down oh my lord#I cannot begin to explain#I already did but I can't EXPLAIN#Through you I find my salvation#My eternal peace my eternity is within you alone#I am brought to my knees I am heaving and I am crying to the heavens#hetalia#Fruk#Hws fruk#hetalia fruk#hws france#hws england#hetalia headcanons
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To all my best friends, only twelve leagues and one text message away
1. Dearly Departed, Brockhampton. // 2. The Year of Magical Thinking, Joan Didion. // 3. unsent project. // 4. I am in Eskew. // 5. His dark materials. // 6. Where did you go? Hishaam Siddiqui. // 7. parts in motion, Vera Much. // 8. Your Name Engraved, Herein. 9. Hmu, spacegirl GEMMY.
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[ID: song lyrics reading, "What's the point of havin' a best friend if you / end up losin' him?" end ID]
[[ID: a photograph in the style of an early digital camera of two teenage girls cuddling under blankets on a couch watching something on a computer. end ID]
[ID: a poem reading, "Life changes fast. / Life changes in the instant. / You sit down to dinner and life as you know it ends. end ID]
[ID: a fuzzy photograph in the style of an early digital camera of three people huddled around a fridge. All of the people have brown hair, glowing golden from the lighting and only one of their faces is turned toward the camera. end ID]
[ID: a text entry on a pink background reading, "To: Harry I / i've written 43 / poems about you. / come back and i / won't have to write anymore. / -asle" end ID]
[ID: a photograph in the style of an early digital camera of a couple in a photobooth with only their feet and legs visible behind the curtain. one is sitting on the other's lap. ]
[ID: text reading, "The problem is, my love, is that I can't sustain the fact of your death. / I can convince myself that it's true, force myself to picture your rotting, ruined face dumped in a mass grave somewhere out in the world... / ...and then my phone buzzes and I'm still expecting an unexpected message from you, telling me what corner of the globe you've holed up in, the foods you're eating, the card-players you're outwitting." end ID]
[ID: a photograph of two people in an aquarium, shot from behind. they stand in front of a large window showing a tank of water and seaweed. the two pose as if dancing grandiosely with no one else around. end ID]
[ID: a paragraph reading, "And it was comforting to think she and Will had another thing in common. She wondered if there would ever come an hour in her life when she didn't think of him- didn't speak to him in her head, didn't relive every moment they'd been together, didn't long for his voice and his hands and his love. She had never dreamed of what it would feel like to love someone so much; of all the things that astonished her in her adventures, that was what astonished her the most. She thought the tenderness it left in her heart was like a bruise that would never go away, but she would cherish it forever." end ID]
[ID: a photograph from behind of a group of people walking together down a city street. two of the people have their arms around each other shoulders. another two link arms. the image is slightly blurry. end ID]
[ID: a couplet reading, "One day I woke up and we no longer spoke the / same language. I haven't heard from you since." end ID]
[ID: a photograph of two people, focused on one in the foreground. A young woman looks lovingly towards something out of frame, her face resting on the meat of her hand. In the background a man looks away towards another subject. The lighting is dreamy and yellow. end ID]
[ID: lyrics reading, "Show me it all / Tell me what's wrong / You got your hard drive stolen / Your phone's been broken / Play me a song off of mine / Show me it all / Show me a rise / Show me a fall / Pay me no mind / Paint me in gold / I don't mean to pry, but give me a call" end ID]
[ID: a gif from the movie 'Your Name Engraved Herein' of Birdy and A-han riding a motorbike through the streets at night. Both smile widely as they breeze along, Birdy sitting behind A-han with his shirt off over his head, yelling happily. End ID]
[ID: lyrics reading, "They say everything has reason / Life fluctuates like seasons / And maybe someday soon we'll both find our reason / But bitch you're still the bro / Never letting go / Of the friendship bracelets we made when we were twelve // I'll be waiting by my phone / For you to hit me up / For you to hit me up / Hit me hit me up" end ID]
[ID: a photograph of a plaque on an outside wall reading, "LIFE HAPPENS BUT I STILL CARE FOR YOU. I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL." end ID]
#web weaving#parallels#comparatives#brockhampton#i am in eskew#vera much#his dark materials#the unsent project#back on my quest to make people cry in the brockhampton tag apparently#the caption is a reference to the epic of gilgamesh#when gilgamesh has to cross twelve leagues of darkness to get to the realm of heaven/the gods#but uh yeah madilyn i hate you (your dad) for moving away and im so happy you escaped and we didn't die but i fucking miss you and i hat#that you're taller than me its rude#that spacegirl gemmy song makes me crazy fr though#also listen to vera much. now <3
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the new chapter. it’s unbelievable.
“For someone the very existence of such a person is hope in itself”
#heaven officials blessing#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#tgcf manhua#starember#tgcf official#tgcf official art#hualian#xie lian#hua cheng#i am crying#i need them to kiss so badly
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