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Sober Curious? Here's an Invitation and a Recipe for You
Maybe you haven't hit rock bottom and you aren't sure if you want to stop drinking forever. Maybe you're the only one who knows that drinking, for you, is becoming more of a nightly need than a nightly want. Come join us for Arid August and try on a ...
Sober-curious has recently become a phrase that sparks debate. When I was drinking, and for the first couple of years that I was alcohol-free, I loved a good debate. I thrived on arguing the pros and cons of a situation. I was determined to fight for right and I got a powerful rush out of defending the truth ā¦ The truth ā¦ The only truth in the sober-curious debate that matters to me now is thatā¦
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#alcohol-free#Addiction#alcohol-use-disorder#Arid August#art#Bansky#Break-the-status-Quo#Dry July#How I Stopped Drinking#poetry#Sober Curious#Sober Revolution#Sobriety#Stop drinking
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On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?
*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)
*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)
(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )
(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)
#polls#tumblr polls#I'm mostly in the 0/1 - 25$ category. Maybe the rare month is a bit over $25 if there's something specific going on like birthday.#Which I'm NEVER eating in an actual restaurant (erm... covid... plus I just hate restaurant environments. i would rather pickup#the food and bring it home to a peaceful quiet environment that I control lol). But more typically like stopping by a grocery store deli#section or something. I don't have coffee that much. And I can't eat fast food much due to my health issues/diet restriction stuff#so if I'm out like coming back from an appointment and I start feeling really sick and weak. I know that a hamburger will just#blow up my system and cause nausea or something. So I try to pick the breadiest most#neutral looking turkey sandwich at the safeway deli to eat during the hour ride home or whatever lol#I actually kind of wish I could do stuff like get food more often vecause it would take the burden of cooking everything off of me#but.. alas... Money... and Health Things... T o T#I still wouldn't do it ALL the time but like... once a week instead of once a month or something.. or maybe turning into a coffee#person.. I do love drinks A LOT .. i am a drink person who will have 5 different drinks sipping on at all times#But i just have to make them all myself mostly lol#And I cant really have too much coffee since it will make me sick. so like.. teas and juice mostly#When I inevitably become a millionaire by never using social media never networking and only finishing one#sculpture every 5 months which I dont even post about or sell - then I shall... get more drinks..#I will somehow wean my body onto coffee and drink one a day solely for the ritual of it#Though even then... I would still probably just like.. buy the mateirals to make it at home or something#Like if you had a million dollars you could just buy a kitchen grade ice cream machine and other stuff to make your own milkshakes and#coffees and smoothies and bubble teas. Genuinely I think even if I were a BILLIONAIRE I would still look at playing likr $8 for a single#coffee and go .. uh.... I could just buy the equipment to make this and then save that money. PLUS. its in my house now so no need to#have to leave. I can make my own drinks in the comfort of home. .. ideal..#Like no matter how rich I ever got I would still have the lingering scroogey stinginess. like i am NOT paying for that. I will jus#make it myself. Especially if it was an Everyday thing. Anythign thats part of my routine I try to optimize and make as efficient as#possible... ANYWAY.. In an IDEAL world I would get treats. but probably not that much. as on a daily basis it would start to get#to me and I would just save up to buy kitchen machinery if I was rich lol
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Task Force 141ās go to Tesco Meal Deals
the tescos outside my uni is never fucking stocked i want the sandwich on ghosts so bad but that shit is always gone
John Price
- gets water as his drink (criminal)
- gets the mixed nuts as his snack (criminal)
- heās smart tho he always gets the boujie water because the meal deal price is set
- the wrap is valid
- usually will also grab another snack bc this isnāt enough maybe like a bag of dried mango or some shit (old)
Kyle āGazā Garrick
- my headcanon continues to live
- the healthy energy shit tastes like ass but he pretends its good
- does not usually shop at tesco, heās a waitrose boy
- sometimes indulges in the odd crunchie bar but rarely
John āSoapā Mactavish
- horrifying (i love pepperami sm everyone disses me for it bc i pull that shit out in lesson and it stanks)
- protein to the max ig
- the whole meal fucking stinks
- uses gazās club card because heās too lazy to get his own
Simon āGhostā Riley
- absolutely classic
- everytime he gets it mentions how cost of living prices have made them more expensive
- grenade bars are disgusting but he loves them for some reason (masochism imo)
- the sandwich is the best one they have bc the bread is always so moist its so fucking good
- the monster bc yall saw the ghost monster can we all know
#i need to sleep but this was important#i am very confident this is canon ty#at the self checkout gaz checks himself out in the screen thing#see what i did there#whenever soap finishes paying at tesco defo says the automated āthanks for shopping at tescoā in unison with the machine#thinks its funny#its not#(me)#ghost is such a tesco trooper he still has the physical card club cards#soap and ghost went to sainsburys once and ghost wouldnt stop grumbling about how the bread isnt the same#gaz once got idād for his energy drink and was so flattered#simon ghost riley#call of duty#cod#call of duty modern warfare#kyle gaz garrick#john soap mactavish#john price#headcanon
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and action! š¬āØ
#myart#genshin impact#kaveh#alhaitham#cyno#tighnari#im backkkk#this is a cover for my genshin artbook whoop whoop#hereās the story: cyno wonāt stop telling jokes on set while kaveh keeps drinking the prop wine#and yae miko is there plotting a new storyline for the 4aggravate š#i really like how this turned out#hope you like it too! š«¶#xiao#aether#paimon#xingqiu#yae miko#wanderer#kazuha#arataki itto#albedo#childe#this is the most genshin chars iāve ever drawn in 1 pic#like wattt
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Please ignore if this is too personal but IIRC you were/are dealing with caffeine addiction? I hope you're doing Ok, as a former addict I know how hard it is so wishing you the best xx
thank you for checking in!!
i'm doing very well!! i haven't cut out coffee completely bc i really don't think i can (it's been one of my daily pleasures for SO long), but right now i only have 1-2 espresso shots and i don't even have it every day anymore
also remembering that i used to have 4-6 shots per drink, sometimes multiple times a day, makes me want to throw up now which is probably a good sign ajkdhdsh
#ramble#tw addiction#i've always felt weird calling it an addiction bc like. it was just coffee and it feels like bastardising a little bit#but i mean it was a habit i couldn't live without and it was making my life actively worse so i feel like it qualifies#the fact that someone checks in on me every couple of months is very sweet :'))#if you're asking how i was like. ok. during the worst of it#amazing question. i was NOT#as someone who already has digestive issues idk why the fuck i did that to myself sjhdhdsh#i'm starting my job soon and i'm a bit worried it's going to get bad again so if it does i'll switch fully to decaf#it's not even about the energy i just like having a fun little drink in the middle of the day#so if i have to stop having caffeine completely it shouldn't be that bad#as long as i have my syrups and my milk frother i'll be grand
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I feel like a lot of people mistake comic relief or goofiness for lack of effort or caring by the creator, and that belies a real lack of understanding of like, writing and humor and art in general.
#i'm thinking about how on 4sd travis and sam talked about the work they put into chet and fcg and veth#all of whom have been treated really dismissively in weird ways#and the people who are like haha they're a dumb joke character invariably stan characters with WAY less effort put in#which is fine! you should like what you like!#but you're not grading on effort clearly so stop pretending you are! it's fine!#this is actually this blog's mission statement. like what you like but stop justifying it with blatant lies#hell for all braius is by necessity not the deepest of characters sam clearly cared enough to rewrite his spoiled backstory!#like i find it just. really...suspicious isn't quite the right word but i'm not landing on the correct one#how people jump to equate their personal preferences with thought and care and effort and quality in the absence of evidence#like man it's ok if you did a wine tasting and your fave was the three buck chuck. drink that and live your truth
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Crosshair would def be someone who, despite being lactose intolerant, would order a cheese pizza and then have ice cream for dessert.
#echo: wtf youāre lactose intolerant!#Crosshair: donāt tell me what to do! what am I supposed to do? not eat dairy??#Crosshair later: Echo help Iāve made a horrible mistake#(he will do this again a few days later)#the first few times this happened echo was concerned but now heās just like *sighs*#Hunter: yeah he does this sometimes he just need to let him and heāll learn eventually#echo: howās that working out?#Tech keeps trying to make him drink milk alternatives but the most Crosshair will do is iced vanilla lattes with oat milk#wrecker encourages him and hunter tech and echo are like NO STOP THAT#heās just like me fr#heās literally me#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#tbb crosshair#the bad batch#tbb headcanons#bad batch headcanon#bad batch headcanons
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When your disciples make you wanna drink but youāre a monk
#wow a double post today#yeah I was waiting for my laptop to charge lol#I just KNOW that sometimes xuanzang wishes he could have a drink the way his disciples act in public#guys please stop terrorizing the locals we need to go get our passport approved#maāam Iām so sorry I know they look scary I swear they donāt bite without provocation#most of the time he says under his breath#rip xuanzang you woulda loved child leashes#being a single mom is hard#especially when your three children are centuries old yaoguais who have the power to kill you if they accidentally pat you too hard#and letās not even TALK about the eldest kid#journey to the west#jttw tripitaka#xuanzang#digital art#my art#journey to the west fanart#figures as soon as I sit down to work my computer dies#how can I work when even the universe is telling me to slack off š«¶
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Late night conversationsā¦ and more than a little bit to drink
#black clover#anime fanart#anime#black clover fanart#madsart#finral roulacase#vanessa enoteca#they are best friends#canāt stop thinking of them#and how they would be there for each other when theyāre down#before Asta they had a lot of nights like this#trying to wash away feelings#talking things out only gets them so far#the drinks help with the rest#they know everything about each other#and they support one another 1000%#dang I love them
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how do people advertise their art. i dont know whta im doing.
#lifesteal#lifesteal smp#lifesteal spoilers#lifesteal season 6#lifesteal s6#minecraft#help#i might go a little insane#i cant stop DRAWING LIFESTEAL#i cant stop CREATING LIFESTEAL ART#get it.#like the drinking oil guzzling oil meme#no?#ok.#so im the weird#mcyt#planetlord#jumperwho#justkaboodle#kaboodle#jumper#planet#spepticle#4cvit#4c#i dont know how to post on tumblr help#first post#young artist
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Imagine the Possibilities of Living Free
Hungover, and feeling like shite on the morning of 31 December 2023; I promised myself that I would not āfeel like thisā in 2024ā The bottle(s) of wine, the lazy sofa, bad food, snacks, drunken pancake making; passing out; being an arsehole; snoring; waking up at 4am; dry mouth ā urgh. Hangover the next day; a day in bed. Cancelling the day. One or two days AF ā then back to it.Ā Rinse. Andā¦
#alcohol-use-disorder#Community-Support-to-Stop-Drinking#Dry-January#How I Stopped Drinking#Living Sober#Sobriety
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#tommy coolatta#tommy hlvrai#hlvrai#warning for so many words in the next tags. i talk toooo much ->#this is my second hlvrai post. my first being the ponies my friends and i made#i finally figured out how i want to draw him im so grinning. sniling so sneetly#im scaaredd so i put signature on allllll my drawings with a side of large overlay message attack. internet is horrifying#shoutout to this post ->#https://www.tumblr.com/halflifebutawesome/758107590920110080/bebry-and-tommy-drinking-soda-3-thats-my-request?source=share#<- because it changed my view of tommy coolatta. giving him a skirt.... forever.#I NEED TO STOP TALKING IN THE TAGS OF MY DRAWINGS GOODBYE#my art :-)#OY MY GOD I JUST REALIZED I GEAVE HIM FOUR FINGERS EACH HAND ON THE CREATURES DRAWING. FAIL#HWATEVER BYE IM POSTING THIS I CANT STAAY HERE
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vampire bats share mouthfuls of blood to other bats theyāre close to if they werenāt able to feed and now i need old vampire!ghost sharing a bloody kiss with fledgling!soap, giving him mouthfuls of blood bc his fresh fangs are too sensitive to bite with
itās been so long since he was turned that ghostās forgotten the deep ache that comes with growing fangs and he almost worries when johnny goes to bite into the meal heās brought him only to whimper and pull back; only the slightest pinpricks of a bite left in the manās neck, barely enough to bring blood to the surface
itās only when johnny whines and massages at his gums that ghost realises his oversight; crooning at his sweet mate in reassurance. heās not upset that he couldnāt feed, at the unintentional rejection of his offering. heāll make the pain stop
ghost pulls the man to his mouth and sinks in his fangs, sucking in a heavy mouthful and drops the now paralysed prey back to his feet; his throat steadily gushing with blood and spilling over his body
he cups johnnyās face, looking into his eyes, teary with pain and hunger, and purses his lips to carefully drip the blood into his mouth. the pain immediately vanishes from his eyes, replaced with pure bliss as he opens his mouth wide; curling his tongue to catch every drop. ghost presses his mouth to his in a hungry, blood-filled kiss; tongues twining together as they share the taste
johnny sucks the last of it from his lips and ghost guides him down to lap at the preyās neck; licking up the blood he was too weak to draw himself. heās ravenous with it, his whole face covered in red as he licks up the spill and suckles at ghostās bite
ghostās filled with an overwhelming pride at having provided for his mate in an even deeper way than just hunting for him. he spilled the blood johnnyās drinking; fed him in the most intimate way their kind knows and heāll do it a hundred times over for his love
#pet peeve time i hate the vampire ālicks a bite to stop it bleedingā trope bc it biologically doesnāt make sense#if anything a vampireās saliva would have an anticoagulant effect to /stop/ a bit from clotting so they can drink more#anyway back to bloody kisses lmao#thinking about the actual biological difference between humans and vampires and how much it would /hurt/ to grow a pair of fangs#like the human mouth isnt meant to have teeth that big or muscles strong enough to to support them#or the increased bite force they need#so not only are they growing new teeth theyre also growing bigger muscles and their mouths are having to adapt to them#that would cause so much pain#you ever grown in a wisdom tooth? it sucks and that nowhere near this level#on top of all that youre also starving and have an unquenchable need to feed#the intimacy of a sire feeding their fledgling from their own mouths#weaning them off their blood but still so dependent on them#and even after johnny can bite and feed on his own he still craves the closeness of being fed from ghosts mouth#and ghost never denies him#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod#save post#weāre a team. ghost team
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I WANT ENDLESS BLISS!!!
HALF-AWAKE, HALF-DEAD, HALF-LIFE CRISIS
ALL NATURAL POMEGRANATE PULP.
FERMENTED TO PERFECTION, SAVOUR YOUR SAVIOR.
Q: What's your favourite food? A: THE ALE THEY SERVE AT THE TAVERN!
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#uhhhh happy pride month have a fucked up chilchuck that im really proud of#i took so long on that hair rendering just so i could cover it up with the stars...#this was a reaaaally experimental one#if i had another go at this id change a lot of things but sometimes you gotta know when to stop#ive learned my lesson from this one so ill do another one with my knowledge now ykyk#ive discovered i reaaaallly reaaaaaally like thin lines#still figuring out how rendering + painting works but hey it was a nice attempt!!#this is my first finished peice in a looongggg loooooongggg time and it makes me really happy how well it came out#i guess switching things up really helped with things.. i usually get stuck at flat colors because i get so bored#cw alcohol#cw alcoholism#eyestrain#<- maybe? its really saturated#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#by the way i always thought him saying āaleā as an answer to āfavourite foodā was odd#maybe its a translation thing where theres a japanese wprd that covers both food and drink and the translator just estimated it to āfoodā?#cause if its not... sir??? chilchuck thats not a food... my man... you have a problem...#this is#[ tragedy au ]#but honestly you could take it as set in canon#by the way do you like my little poem : ) im pspspsps-ing at the dungeon meshi fandom/fandom in general to write more poetry/short lit#maybe ill tweek it and post the poem on ao3.... shrug !
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Does Nik do anything for John the day after he visits his mother's grave?
The day after visiting his mother's grave John knows he fucked up. The big flashing "you fucked up again, moron" sign presents itself in the form of his head leaning over the toilet as he vomits for the umpteenth time that afternoon. He can see a little blood which means he's been retching hard enough to tear the inside of his throat, again.
Nikolai is being far more gentle than he should be. Instead of treating John like the idiot who fucked up again he's treating him with care. He brought him a glass of water a while ago and John knows there's a plate of crackers with two painkillers next to it on his nightstand.
He spits out another mouthful of bile, leaning back and slumping against the cold tiles of the bathroom wall before the smell leaves him gagging. There are hands on him in an instant, one brushing the sweat-soaked hair from his face as the other wipes around his mouth with a damp cloth.
"Are you done?" Nikolai questions him quietly. He can't bring himself to look in the Russian's direction as he makes a vague noise of acknowledgement. He has no clue and he doesn't feel like moving to test it out.
He can't remember a lot from the previous night and trying only hurts his head more. He went to his mother's grave, he went to a bar and then he woke up and dragged himself into their bathroom to spare Nikolai from watching him vomit on the bedroom floor.
He hasn't been this hungover since he was in his twenties and that morning he woke up on Mac's bathroom floor next to a pool of his own vomit that the Scotsman had been forced to clean. He had never apologised for that incident and he still wouldn't, that was the captain's fault for offering to pay for shots.
The hand that moves his head to the right is far more careful than he deserves. "Do you want to talk about it?" Nikolai's face is deliberately blank and it almost frustrates John. He wants to see the other man lash out at him, call him a stupid wanker and leave him to his suffering. It's the least of what he deserves.
"No. I don't- I can't." John's father would've taken a belt to him for how shaky his voice is, for cutting himself off in the middle of s sentence like that. Nikolai just nods and trails his thumb across John's cheekbone.
He chooses to believe that the reason Nikolai eventually turns his head away is to avoid getting vomit all over their floor and not because he cares but because one is much easier to handle in his current state.
He also chooses to ignore the hand that rubs his back because he isn't sure he can handle crying while hungover as a grown man,
#writing about a hangover while drinking feels like a premonition#LIVIN LA VIDA LOCA CAME ON WOOOOOOOOOO#okay im feeling the drinks i should stop mixing liquors this early on into my night#i say at half 1#had to put an endm to this one because a cupcakKe song came on and i genuinely cannot handle how funny thta is rn#captain john price#john price#cod nikolai#nikprice
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Doodlessss of the lovelies
#also I need to talk about another bad sanses headcanon#Game nights#to me it's a big part of how the others got used to Cross#I feel like Cross didn't do game nights at first#the first one must've been very very akward#Nm says it's team bonding but really it's just the guys playing board games and drinking#They have a designated room in the basement for it and everything#anyway#i'll stop rambling#my art#undertale#undertale au#sans au#sans#utmv#killer sans#killer!sans#killersans#xtale cross#cross sans#cross!sans#Pigeon's art stuff
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