#Hells addiction

[pokeberry5]

i feel like i never draw tim smiling but bb robin tim smiles a lot! (in between angst and tragedy)

brought to you by my continued attempts at figuring out tim’s early robin hair

[inkskinned]

there are a lot of posts out there that are positive and healthy coping mechanisms for handling the holidays. this is not one of them :)

i think there's like. going to be times in your life you will be stuck in a social situation that you cannot escape from gracefully. i do not know why the internet doesn't believe these times exist. it's not always just that your physical safety is at risk - sometimes it's legit like "i just don't currently have the energy or time to put in the effort of responding to this." sometimes it's a coworker you hate so much. sometimes it's just like, fine, you know? like you know you can handle your aunt when she's cheerily horrible, but if you actually set a boundary around her, it's going to be weeks of fallout with your father.

i don't know why people think the answer is always just "cut them out!" or "don't let them get away with that!" because ... the real world is tricky and complicated. i think kind of a lot of us have an internal "radiation poisoning" meter for certain people. like - i'm talking about the ones who are absolutely giving you gradual ick damage. like, you can handle them, but you'll be exhausted.

and yes. you absolutely should listen to your therapist and the good posts about handling others and set good boundaries and take care of yourself. prioritize peace.

HOWEVER :) ...... since im often in a situation with a Gradual Sense of Ick person i cannot just "cut out" of my life (without losing someone else precious to me) - i have sort of developed the most. maladaptive form of mischief possible. because like, if i'm going to have to listen to this shit again, i like to have a little bit of private fun with it.

now! again, i am physically safe, just mentally drained by this man. you should only do this with people you are not in danger with. which leads me to my suggestions for when your Unfortunate Acquaintance shows up and says oh everyone pay attention to me.

my favorite word is "maybe!" said as brightly and happily as possible. whenever the Horrible Person starts in on a topic you do not want to go further with, particularly if they make a claim that you know to be inaccurate, do not respond to it. you and i have both tried to actually argue with this person, and it hasn't gone well, because this person just wants the drama of an argument. however, "maybe!" gives them literally nothing to go on. it is incredibly disarming. they are used to people having some response. they know they can't prove what they're saying, and maybe! treats them like the child they are. it dismisses them in the politest way possible.

i like to say maybe! and then, in their stunned silence, immediately change the subject. this is because i have adhd and i will have something unrelated to talk about, but if you can't think of topics fast enough, i recommend just pointing to something and saying, "isn't that lovely?" because fuck you let's bring in some positivity.

by the way. that second trick - of pointing to something and stating an opinion about it? - that just works on its own, like, 70% of the time. i picked it up from teaching preschoolers. it's an intentional "redirect". it stops children crying and it also stops grown adults from finishing their explanation on why women belong in kitchens. dual wielding!

keep it silly for yourself. i absolutely do not care if people think i'm fucking stupid (it's more fun if they do) and as a result i will purposefully misunderstand things just to see how long it takes them to realize i've completely removed them from the subject at hand. when they say "women aren't funny" i get to be like. "which women." "all women." "all women in america?" "no in the world." "like the mole people? the people in the world?" "what? no. like, alive." "oh are we not counting the mole people?" "what the fuck are you talking about." "you don't believe in the mole people?"

similarly, i play a personal game called "one up me." my Evil Acquaintance literally knows this game exists (my family & friends caught onto it and now also play it) and it always fucking gets him. i don't know why. you have to be willing to be a little free-spirited on this one, though. the trick is that when they make one of those horrible little bigoted or annoying comments they are always making, you need to go one unit weirder. not more intense, mind you - just more weird. "you don't look good in that dress." "yeah, actually, my other dress was covered in squid ink due to a mishap at the soup store." "you shouldn't wear such revealing clothes." "wait, what? oh shit. sorry, your son tears off strips when no one is looking and eats them. i swear it was longer before we left the building."

the point of "one up me" is to completely upend this person's narrative. we both know this person likes setting up situations where you cannot "win" and then they really like telling other people how badly you handled it. in a usual situation, if you respond "please don't say something that rude", you're a bitch. but if you let it happen, you're letting yourself be debased. they are not usually expecting door number three: unflappably odd. because what are they going to say when they're telling everyone how badly you behaved? "she said my son eats her dresses" ".... okay?"

if you can, form an allyship with someone whomst you can tagteam with. where they can pick up on your weird "soup store" story and run with it.

the following phrase is amazing and can be deployed for any situation: "oh, be nice :) it's the holidays!" i do not know why this works as often as it does. i'll say it for the most random shit. i think this is bc most of the time these people know they're being impolite, they just like to fight.

godbless. when in doubt, remember that you could always start stealing their pens.

the whole point of this is - if you can't escape. maybe see how long you can just be. like. a horrible little menace.

[nyrovie-ii]

I can’t

[uncanny-tranny]

I guess what gets me about fatphobia is seeing someone literally recovering from addiction and gaining weight being framed as a bad thing because a substance use problem that is eating you from the inside out is preferable so long as you are twenty pounds lighter.

It has never been about people's health.

[lophii-stormes]

Hits you with my animal crossing beam 💥💥💥

I'm really upset because they got taken off of Redbubble instantly :(

I think I over-tagged them and it triggered the copyright.

[soaring-trash]

Soft Mornings 💜🖤

[candycatfalls]

some ford faces from a little comic I'm doing bc i like them <3

[brandyvampirexx]

[the-woman-upstairs]

It is driving me…cuckoo bananas that Daniel uses his job as a socially acceptable way to chase the high he used to get from drugs and Armand not only is fully aware of this, but he himself then PROVIDES that very high when Daniel beats him and exposes his lies to Louis.

[birdsribcage]

Just a silly little girl with silly little thoughts of suicide

[angelgigisworld]

[song-of-baldy-ron]

As someone who’s dealt with addiction issues I’m begging the fandom to give Laudna an ounce of agency in this discourse

Yes various members of BH have either ignored or enabled her leaning into Delilah more but she has also started hiding the worst of these moments from the group/ lying by omission about how bad it’s getting and that’s absolutely on her

I fully understand where she’s coming from and the shame she’s feeling (I’ve even been there myself)

but she won’t heal until she takes ownership of that and begins to ask for help/ being held accountable by the group

[paprikaries]

"Role Reversal" _ wip sketch The Showman and the Gangster Fanart/fancomics: King Dice show/ Mr. King Dice game / The Devil show / The Devil game (The Cuphead Show / Cuphead the Game by netflix / MDHR studio) What if they swapped for a day? I noticed some character differences between them, and I think they are enough material to create funny situations. 😁 For example, KD game is much less rigid and tends to quietly invade Devil game's personal space, something the latter doesn't seem to care about. Furthermore, although he appears elegant and confident, he does not seem particularly vain, unlike KD Show. Another interesting difference is that KD game is more interested in gambling and seems to make it a matter of life, while KD show seems totally immersed in his shoman life.

[r0-boat]

Whb Leviathan face sitting drabble

Levi's weakness

Leviathan X AFAB!reader

Something you wanted to try with him for a while. Levi looked at you with narrow eyes as you asked him to lay back. He wanted to snap back at you, He wanted to flip you over and plunges fingers into your raw pussy. But he obliges obediently laying back. His heart quickens as he watched you get over him You're naked body above him was always a lovely sight but he tries to hide that fact.

You order him to grab your hips, He obeys His hands on your hips as you lower yourself down onto him. His eyes widen his breath quickens until he is smothered with your wetness.

His breathing immediately cut in half as all of his senses are smothered by you, He could smell only you, hear your ragged breath and see your eyes rolling back in your head as his tongue darts out to taste you. Leviathan's eyes is glazed over with pure lust as he looks just as out of it as you are drunk on your pussy He eats you out as if he's the avatar of gluttony himself

Hell's below. This is everything. He's tasting your pussy while you choke him at the same time, with your hand going back to touch his cock. But every time you move, you let him breathe, and he cannot have that. His fingers digging into Your side team makes you put 100% of your weight down on his face. Completely smothering him with your sweet lips.

You're not touching him as much as he would like, your hand only shallowly around his cock. Levi's hips buck up desperately, trying to get more of your hand, but he cannot bring himself to remove his face from your cunt.

Even as you came he kept going and going. It took all your strength to finally pry yourself off his face.

Leviathan wasn't the same since His eyes glued to between your legs wondering when's the next time you will sit on his face again.

[msrosez]

I solemnly swear I will forever be a pain in men's asses ୨୧

[nyrovie-ii]

Anyways!