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And how nice that Watanuki pulls this together in the least terrifying way and offers the next step as a kind of shared experience. A little equivalent exchange as they both learn something new and move forward into the future. Itâs a very sweet offer, even as he does the Letâs Take Ibuprofen Together pose.Â
OOP LOOKS LIKE IT DID NOT GO DOWN WELL AFTER ALL.Â
MYSTERY CUSTOMER HAS CHOSEN VIOLENCE.
WELL. Complete failure on the customer front.Â
But he did it so well, so I still count this as a good result.
#Congratulations! You failed perfectly#You canât help anyone who doesnât want to help themselves#You could have the perfect Watanuki speech#Which he did!#But it will fall on deaf ears if they just donât buy in#Not liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#xxxholic 89#xxxholic#Watanuki#And Mystery customer#I love the dramatic door slam as she runs out of the store forever#Watanuki just like âwhy dont we try something a little scary togetherâ#And sheâs instantly just ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOT GET OUT OF MY WAY#I mean I say that but she did consider it#She was almost there#He almost got through to her#But she just didnât want the ibuprofen
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i like to think everyone has a colour associated with them, whether its just your fave colour or what you generally wear most of or what colour your bedroom walls are. i always associate the name sophie with dark blue, my mum is always a nice turquoise, i like to think my colour is a bright sunflower yellow.
if you have a specific shade pls tell me i adore when ppl have associated colours and tell me them, bc i think of them when i see that colour
#shut up danni's talking#its one of my ultimate favourite aspects of character designs and i will forever use it w my characters#but i also think abt it w ppl!!!!#its almost certainly spawned from a combo of my mum passionately loving her colour + my primary school#my primary school's name/theme/whatever was related to the rainbow#its common for primary schools in the uk for the uniform to be polo shirts and schools would pick a colour and that was your uniform#but w my school's theme being rainbows they were like lol whatever colour as long as you're in a polo shirt#so kids would choose whichever shirt colour they wanted some kids switched it up every year#others stuck w the colour they chose all 6 years#so of course i would correlate ppl w colours which is how i always relate sophie w dark blue#bc i'd play w this girl called sophie in the afterschool club who always wore dark blue through all the years i knew her#tbh i still think of my brother also as dark blue bc he would wear the same colour#if you could not guess my colour was yellow and i always felt distinctly wrong when i had to wear a different colour#there were a couple times i had to borrow a new shirt bc mine got dirty or all mine hadn't been washed so i had to wear my brother's#i don't know if its just me but i feel like everyone has an affinity with a colour even if its n9t your fave#hence the poll lmao
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CHILDREN OF BHAAL
I adore the vibe of redeemed durge your sister killed your mind and took your place - it was the greatest gift she ever gave you
#orin the red#baldur's gate 3#bg3 orin#the dark urge#cant stop thinking about orin#myart#durge vaye#still deciding what kind of c section scar to give vaye#went with a vertical scar for this one#the lore for vaye is that he got pretty far into his life as baahls chosen as far as milestones are concerned#became unholy assassin almost finished those plans to take over the world had a kid for sacrifice/back up bhaalspawn purposes ect#& was daddy's perfect little murder baby <3 until the lobotomy ofc#then only with memory loss was there was enough distance for him to actually face how fucked the whole situation#btw Orin did Vaye's top surgery c-section and lobotomy <3#thats his whole medical team right there#when you wake up with no memory all you have is your body for evidence so i really leaned into that for vaye's scars#I gave him vash the stampede level scars lol#he wakes up knows 4 things: that hes been through metaphorical hell and survived that someone did a choppy job on his top surgery#that at one point he decided face + eye tattoos would be his thing and that hes had a child#Im debating whether or not Orin would outright kill the kid or if shed keep the kid around until theyre old enough to face her in a duel#Leaning towards the second#that means while vaye is wondering around faerun that kid is having arts and crafts time with auntie orin! (oh no oh no oh no)
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would i be considered a lunatic if i said that horror's story could be read as a parallel for SA. Hear Me Out: (obviously be careful for reading this bc like,,, sensitive topic)
i feel like the largest parallel could be the actual event of getting his eye taken. a part of his body is "taken" and literally or metaphorically horror was pinned down and forced to give up his body (even worse considering that a literal part of him was PULLED out with a foreign object designed solely to hurt HIM SPECIFICALLY). it's digusting and horror claws and fights his way out to prevent it but unfortunately it still ends up happening no matter what he could've done. no matter how many backup plans or extra contibutions or begging or fighting he did. which like. sounds honestly pretty simple to the reality of victims of SA. that hopelessness of knowing that even if you did as much as you could, covering up, devoting yourself to a life of chastity, not hanging with people like thay, there's still a chance that something bad could happen and all of a sudden everyone's out to get you and how could they just stand by and do NOTHING while you were left to suffer and defend yourself
which leads onto the next point i wanna bring up which is horror's rage immediately after getting his eye stolen. his anger at the betrayal is (very justified my boy did nothing to deserve this) solely about him and his bodily autonomy. undyne (and alphys ig,,,,) couldn't consider ANY other possible solution than to deprive him of his autonomy and decide to just take what they wanted from his body??? AND THE FACT THAT ALPHYS SAID THAT HE MIGHT AGREE TO GIVING UP HIS EYE? it's giving very much so "oh it'll feel good so don't worry" type shit or whatever (horrortale alphys i DONT like you). a betrayal at the hands of someone you trusted a lot about your bodily autonomy? it just gives off that sort of parallel
and the sheer anger and fury that horror felt and enacted on alphys and undyne and everyone else at the CORE just like DUDE. that is a type of anger that only comes out when you've been deeply wronged. sometimes when a horrific experience like getting SAed happens you just wanna explode and drag down everyone around you and ESPECIALLY the perpetrators no matter how much you rationalize. you can have as many people as you want try to convince you that revenge and being hateful isnt the way but it doesn't matter because they havent been wronged the way youve been. horror deserved to be that cruel because undyne and alphys were just as cruel back to him, so he'll be the same and return it 10fold (he probably wasnt even out of bones when he decided to turn them into chips he just wanted to make it a point that he didn't even need to use his full strength to hurt the guards. horror could've EASILY killed alphys but no he wanted it to hurt for her so she could live a life of eternal suffering and fall to her lowest and to ESPECIALLY hurt undyne. because they deserve to suffer just as much as he did if not more for the crime commited against him)
a betrayal as bad as alphys's is only worsened when she tells him that she doesnt regret a single thing about using him for the underground. that has to be the single most infuriating thing for horror to hear because WHAT DO YOU MEAN alphys doesn't regret a thing? that's exactly what some people gloat about after doing terrible things; they try to sweep it under the rug as nothing that bad or justify it OR JUST STRAIGHT UP ADMIT IT!!! nah horrortale alphys deserved to suffer idc
and back onto that feeling of wanting to kick and scream and drag everyone else down with you after being left so used and betrayed due to getting SAed: i know it was bad that horror tricked snowdin into eating humans it was TERRIBLY BAD but really horror was just operating on anger and spite and the need for vengeance. nobody in snowdin ever did anything to hurt him (and i'm sure horror knows that considering he definitely regrets what he did) but to him maybe they also should feel the pain he feels so they can all relate. so that they can't try and fight against him when he says his side of the story and say that undyne was right with what she did. that maybe he wouldn't feel so absolutely devastated after what happened if he saw everyone around him suffering too, and maybe JUST MAYBE he'd get a bit of something back from his sacrifice that he never consented to
i KNOW i'm not reaching with this but idk if i phrased it the best. but to me horror's story really does genuinely parallel to one of an SA survivor's: the betrayal, the anger, the feeling of loneliness and isolation and just feeling absolutely used for a simple thing as your body. chapter 4 of horrortale really is amazing storytelling and so is horror (he was reasonable in what he did IDC WHAT ANYONE SAYS he might be WRONG but it was reasonable. i love horror sans)
#i'm sorry if this is like kinda not srs enough for this topic just know that this came from a place of genuine relation to horror#his story resonates a lot to me about my own personal experiences and the anger and betrayal i felt myself#and i just wanted to point out the similarities i saw đ#i think that maybe even without realizing it that he might feel replused at sex and especially the intimacy part#touching his eye socket or head wound is like reliving the entire situation over again and he does NOT WANT THAT AT ALL#its a part of his body that he cant just get rid of because it's necessary which SUCKS#the snarkiness that horror has against undyne even after 7 years is so real#you NEVER forgive your abuser in that situation. i know damn well that the grudge will continue to last on for many more years to come#one day horror and undyne might be able to make up and coexist but horror wont ever be able to TRULY forgive her#a part of you changes viscerally for the worse when you go through something so traumatic#and i think horror's outburst fits that change a lot. it seems almost sudden how quickly he goes from sans to horror#and even though he was still spiralling before the CORE he probably wouldn't have changed so drastically without a betrayal THIS bad#he better get the BEST potential ending in horrortale or else i will RIOT#if aliza doesnt save horrortale and give them all the freedom they DESPERATELY NEED#SAS pls SAS pls don't doom them even more than they already are thats all i need#this metaphor is made even worse with my idea that killer or dust pull him around by the eye or skull#probably not dust (when he's calm (when he's not all boundaries get thrown out the window)#but with killer probably. he doesn't particularly care about what horror wants or keeps to himself#if it gets a barely amusing reaction then sure whatever. horror gets unreasonably pissed anyway for someone who just got his eye taken#in fights they could make it a point to hold onto his skull near the eyewound as tightly as possible#just to make it HURT. dust wants horror to remember him with as much hate as he does for undyne#killer does it to get him to remember that moment except this time no he can't fight back. just to keep him in line#it sucks i know but this trio was never truly made to improve eachother. they were made to drag eachother down worse than they already are#tricule analyze#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv
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This a piece from a bit ago (my art style has changed a bit since then) but it's still one of my favs
#Mha#Bnha#mha art#mha fanart#Bnha art#Bnha fanart#my hero academia#Art#Drawing#traditional art#Illustration#Artwork#Artists on Tumblr#Art on Tumblr#I just got a white gel pen in case you couldn't tell#Mina#Mina ashido#No tracing#Not trying to brag but I'm actually really proud I managed this without tracing anything#Also don't ask me why the background is crooked I wanted to draw it like that#I tried to get out of my comfort zone and play with it#And it being crooked has only mildly upset my ocd#You know I gotta give my girl some muscles#Also I showed this to my uncle and he almost immediately went âHer chest is biggerâ#Guys he's onto me đ
#He also tried to flip through the rest of my sketchbook after I handed it to him without asking#Clearly no one has thought this man the unwritten rules of art#Pls never flip through people's sketchbooks without asking#We have secrets hidden in there#chipsdraws
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of tenâs companions, if the doctor couldnât handle losing them and crossed his own timeline to trick them into traveling with future!him instead of past!him so that heâd have a little more time with them:
rose would do it. first because bless her but she has the situational awareness of a rock, and legitimately would not realize this isnât her doctor until his facade starts to break down and he starts bleeding grief-laced love for her at every turn. but once she does realize it, sheâs both deeply sympathetic and a little scared that she could make him into this. itâs a lot to be confronted with having that much power over someone, to break them so thoroughly. rose would try to get back to her doctor, but while sheâs with the future version, she tries to do what she can to ease his pain. (she also tries to figure out a way to subvert her fate. she fails.)
i think martha would be harder to trick. she can smell desperation on the doctor like a bloodhound. she is so tapped into the fact that this man wants to off himself so bad and that sheâs 90% of his self-restraint, so present her with a doctor who is lacking that and sheâs onto him immediately. however, assuming he gets her to come with him, explains why heâs doing this, thereâs like. a minute where sheâs kind of. not flattered exactly, but surprised, giddy with the realization that heâd come back for a little more time with her, especially if this is early season 3 martha. which would all come crashing down around the time that he reveals that he wasnât pushed to this by losing her to some tragedy or her death or anything- but that she chose to leave. that is the point at which martha goes âoh i need to get the fuck off of this tardis right nowâ and ghosts the past!doctor that she was also traveling with because holy shit, man.
donna, like rose, is easily bamboozled into following the wrong doctor home, provided that he shuffles her along into his tardis too fast for her to argue. but she catches on far quicker than rose does. like, three minutes tops of watching the doctor move through the tardis in a way thatâs definitely not enthusiastic piloting and looks more like guilty panic. and then she yells at him for lying to her. and she yells at him for kidnapping her. and then she stops yelling because heâs gone sort of still and quiet and his eyes are just broken. and he doesnât explain himself, he confesses. donna is going to try to stay with him after this btw. because how do you go back to looking your best friend in the eyes when you know heâd take everything youâve become away from you, even to save your life? and this is still the doctor, he still did that to her, but he regrets it. regrets it so much that he canât live with it, heâs breaking time and space just to hear her say his name again. and donna doesnât want to lose him anymore than he wanted to lose her.
#i am so enthralled by this concept you have no idea#also like. i mentioned in roseâs section how this is a genuinely scary situation for her.#but to be clear. it is for all three of them the moment they realize that this Is Not Their Doctor#because theyre suddenly on a ship going through time ans space with. almost a stranger. and one who has proven that heâs break laws#fundamental to his worldview rather than let them go#doctor who#rose tyler#martha jones#martha girl get the fuck out of there oh my god#the doctor comes out looking the worst in her section rip to him for not handling her leaving him in a normal and healthy way very well#i think it would be very funny if the doctor said goodbye to her and then immediately went. âoh! right! martha is the only thing keeping me#from jumping off a cliff! brb i need to get martha back at whatever cost!â sir go to therapy#donna noble#also also to be clear im not trying to insult rose in her section thats just how she is#remember that time her boyfriend turned into plastic in front of her and she. didnt notice. or that time the doctor was being strangled in#the other room and she. didnt notice.#rose tyler girl that you are. you never know what the fuck is going on around you and i love you for that. how are you still alive.#REMEMBER THAT TIME SHE GOT BACK FROM AN ALTERNATE DIMENSION AND DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THE DALEK ABOUT TO SHOOT THE DOCTOR IN THE FACE#ROSE TYLER. GIRL. LOOK LEFT AND RIGHT BEFORE CROSSING A STREET AT LEAST#donnaâs here is the most fucked up i think because even if this situation is âresolvedâ and she goes back to her doctor like. how does she#keep going with that fact in the back of her mind at all times. that he can and will do this to her. that heâll take himself and everything#else away from her while she begs him not to.#angst <3
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is this a safe space to share by bad kids sexuality headcanons?
Adaine: transfem, ace lesbian (she/her) Fig: non-binary, bisexual (they/them) Kristen: non-binary, lesbian (she/they/he) Gorgug: transfem nb, bisexual (they/she) Riz: acearo (he/him) Fabian: transfem lesbian (she/her)
#Adaine realises shes a women at the end of freshman year however she doesnt start transitioning till shes adopted by jawbone#She and riz realised they were ace together while staying up late to work on a case together#Fig went through every label imaginable in about the space of a month in freshman uear till they settled with nb and bi#Gorgug knew at a young age that she was a girl and her parents were very supportive however when shr got to middleschool they started going#By he/him again in order to not draw attention to themself#It took riz until after the nightmare forest and baron to realise he was aromantic#Riz also doesnt label his gender as goblins have a different concept of gender than most other races#Fabian is the cis/het of the group till junior year where after ecaf she starts questioning if shr actually is a man or if she just kept th#Up to appease her father#She keeps most of that bottled up till she starts dating mazey who helps her realise shes transfem#Kristen uses any pronouns almost as soon as she realises shes a massive dyke BUTCH KRISTEN FOR THE WIN#Fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#adaine abernant#the bad kids#d20 fantasy high#d20 fhjy#gorgug thistlespring#fig faeth#kristen applebees#riz gukgak#fabian seacaster#Im so sorry for the amount of tags
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quick like 3 hour thing to sate my desire to see Narinder But As A Bishop. i tried to emulate the game style as much as possible, and i used shamura and heket as the primary references for the robe design
#shakes him like a squeaky toy. fucked up cat !!!#art#cult of the lamb#narinder cotl#so interesting thing i noticed while looking at the other bishops#so heket is the only one out of her shamura and kallamar that has the horizontal line through the red pupil#but LESHY. while he has his eye covered in this form of his . if you look at his eldritch form with the blindfold off. he also has the#horizontal thing in his pupil then#i thought maybe its the eldritch forms only then but no. even shamura and kallamar's eldritch forms dont have it#so it is strictly a leshy and heket thing#dont know what it means but whatever. thought it'd be neat to include for narinder as well. <3#WAIT SORRY almost forgot to add what was the actual deciding factor to that rather than just whatever:#narinder's eldritch form does in fact have the horizontal lines in his pupils as well#so that was what made me say whatever to also adding it to his non eldritch bishop form here. <3#anyway literally boring ass stock pose against a white bg but i just wanted to focus on the design + copying the game style as much as#possible which im actually really happy with. obv i cant do 1:1 but i think i got pretty close. so. :3
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*hands you keykid drawing i finally finished after a month*
#kingdom hearts#khux#kh#oc: dalia#if i wanted to really sell this as kh fanart i shouldâve drawn her keyblade. but i lazyâd out again unfortunately#just trust me when i say itâs my keykid and not an entirely original character lol#this is dalia sheâs very sweet and gentle (<- doesnât know about the Horrors this mobile game is about to put her through)#she can be a bit forgetful and tends to be late#she doesnât get mad at ephemer for standing her up bc she arrived to the fountain late lol#and assumed he had been there but left bc she wasnât#even after she finds out thatâs not the case sheâs very understanding (but still a bit sad)#my art#mine: kh#this was almost purple. then i had to stop myself and say you have used purple TWICE in your last three drawings#i like Purple#i kinda rushed this i confess i was like eh iâve got bigger things to work on#just needed to finally cross something off the list
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Love being able to write. I can do whatever i want. I can make Ryuji interact w Lala-chan and u literally cant stop me.
#chattin#i feel like shinjuku and crossroads doesnt get enough love#ohya and lala dont get enough love đ#if they had an option to work there as a parttimer some how my akira wouldve absolutely taken it#u never see the place packed or w customers at all; it just feels cozy every time u go there#akira doesnt have a lot of places free from prying eyes; so id imagine he goes there often to just hang and study#catch up w ohya and get a bit of knowledge and validation from lala#like shes so sweet. i love her. she comes across as wise without being unapproachable#she makes comments she shouldnt (talking about ohyas job and history) bc she just forgot that she shouldnt lol#adamant about not letting him drink while hes there. its like. a safe space for him.#and i think hed like to invite his friends into his safe space; esp ryuji#gets to a point where even ryuji stops by on his own sometimes.#hes got questions but hes always in his head; never says it out loud#but it leads him in the right direction almost all the time#im thinkin of him having like. the most base level internalized homophobia and transphobia#like the kind of shit you just pick up as a child and teen and never question#and u kinda make fun of it bc everyone else is. but akira stumbles into his life and makes it so confusing#like. i dont think hed be trans. but akira would make him second guess alot about himself#about what he likes. what hes into. what hes okay w doing w someone like akira#and lala is like. u got that look in ur eyes kid. come sit.#doesnt entirely get it. but he feels a little lighter. not on labels but on his feelings#âkid. u think of the ideal person and u think of him. at that point; it dont matter what bits he got.â#and its blunt and MAYBE it gets him a little flustered. but hes always responded well to blunt words. no beating around the bush#makes his brain confront shit head on without the second guessing hed suffer through when left on his own#WAA. rambling.#gonna see if i can draft this up at some point
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Ah, if there are slots open still for requestober, and if you'd like to draw this one-- human RGB, and Hero's reaction to meeting him, please? Apologies if I misunderstood any of the rules and this isn't in line with them...
Day 22 - Nuh-uh! That's not a TV!
#My art#Requestober#The Property of Hate#TPoH#Hero#RGB#You're all good anon! :D#As a quick reminder/rundown - slots are open either until they're filled with requests or the day passes without a request#So there's a limited number of slots just through the passage of time >:3c#And I almost called this one on a technicality since I've drawn RGeeBs bunches but didn't remember drawing his human form -#But then I went and looked and no yeah I totally did once lol silly me! It's been a bit but that counts! :D#I actually haven't been caught up in a while so excuse if their designs look on the older side lol#I mostly went based on the one from last year - I'll catch up again after a while :)#They are both still quite fun to draw haha ⪠Hero's got such a cute and sweet design even with all the replacements!#And while I love RGB's TV head he's quite handsome as a human - and his proportions are still the same!#Funnest legs to draw in the West (lol)#Forced to be a bit on the vulnerable side! Crouching down for her to inspect and hunched on in himself hehe#Be subjected to scrutiny! Turned this way and that! Gotta get used to your sounds coming out of this ''new'' face hehe#Cute lads <3
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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.
#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. itâs been six years since he was back but he hasnât heard from her#and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. itâs almost too much immediately. he still canât get a hold of Laura#he canât resist going home. itâs like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once heâs 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life#deputy stilinski is sherrif now. itâs reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was#he catches her scent and itâs putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura itâs like the world ends all over again. he canât stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least#he visits Peter. heâs not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship#but this isnât the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way#Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless#he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it#she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone#he studied English. never finished his degree. doesnât look like he ever will now. he canât go back to Laura and his shared home.#canât bare to see another shell of a home#he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes#Derek leaves. he wants to promise heâll return soon#but promises feel costly these days#he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura#someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here#his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldnât stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them#but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. theyâre still here#he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention#he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once theyâre closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures theyâll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods#he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.
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Thinking abt Kaeâs Fatui verse,,,,
#â â ( .ooc. );#//Him having a sort of fatal attraction vibe goin with Traveler like Came||yaâs whole thing almost hdbfb#//The whole âyouâre interesting; I really like you; I canât WAIT to see what makes you tickâ#//Except he might actually be more of a danger to them; considering his endgame for those he âlovesâ#v; lâinnamorato (fatui!kaeya)#//The love idea of him v attached to Signora; deffo got along with the kiddos of the HotH better fjhdh#//Prolly loved presenting her W|ll Sm|th style; even if the attention it drew to him too did make his skin crawl more often than not#//Love the idea of him stalking Traveler thru their journeyw lil heart eyes; interfering at key moments to hinder or help them progress#//Depends on how heâs feeling at the moment jcbcb#//In this verse would deffo butt heads with Taru in Fontaine specificallyâhe wants Travelerâs attention too jfbfb#//Prolly met them in Mond as part of Signoraâs lil entourageâIMMEDIATELY got intrigued at first glance#//Background wise; I like to think he was a Fatuus meant to infiltrate the knights like many of Erochâs ppl#//And in the progress of going through the knight thing got acquainted w Luc & began to have doubts abt the Fatui cause#//After visiting his home; hearing abt and meeting his father; then the day of the Heckening happens & they fight#//Bc Kae already planned to come clean & renounce the Fatui & Khaenriâah; but the mess Crepusâs death made of him#//Tried far too hastily; far too bluntly to tell Luc the truth of his origins; swearing he knew nothing abt the Delusion#//Only to get claymoreâd; which absolutely helped cemented him into the Fatuiâs ranks more#//A part of him knows it wasnât the time to say it; that he is at fault for trying to take advantage of Lucâs vulnerable state to tell him#//Only for the lad to have been far too volatile & so it turned out badly; but he still blames Luc for the break of their bond#//Anywho; I like to think as of Inazuma; he does have a certain grudge against traveler bc of Signora#//Before; encounters were more of puppy love bordering on dangerous obsessionâafter that; the dangerous bit became Personal#//Ohhh Iâm writing a yandere here; okay<-should have realized that from the FIRST slew of Fatuiverse hcs lmao#//He genuinely does love Traveler; would like to see them breaking down in despair in his arms#//The two of them together would make a most beautiful ice sculpture indeed#//Even with his grudge; Traveler does stand a chance at swaying him to actually be helpful#//Sumeru quest wise; Co||ei is the magic wordâi like to think he came along with there bc he wanted to see abt the Eleazar#//And maybe find clues to her family or even her herself; Traveler or Paimon dropping the name would make him cooperate SO fast#//Klee in Mond is basically his Teucer jffb. She is as good as fam in his eyesâI like to think he keeps up his habit of collecting pyro ppl#//Bc he never got over his broken bond with SOMEONE. Even if this verse has him more bitter abt it#//But ye jdbdbd. Is it rlly a Allie posting if it not short lol blurb and then heckin TAG SPAM lololol
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as of ten minutes ago we are officially Joblessâ˘ď¸. my sign to retire early and devote the remainder of my existence to writing toxic old man yaoi
#pennforyourthoughts#personal#someone rb this with silly tags i feel it deserves some levity#warning: novel-length tags lmfao#THEY TOLD ME TODAY MY LAST DAY IS FRIDAY? that's only two whole workdays for me HELLO??#knew it was coming bc they let my friend go two weeks ago and he had more seniority than me but jfc#at least let me ride out the contract till november. WHY. i JUST went back to uni i need money goddamn it#full disclosure tho i haven't been able to stop laughing bc so much of the surrounding circumstances are insanely funny to me#1) i was LITERALLY at a job fair yesterday and I almost considered not going bc I was so damn tired#surprisingly made some really great connections so ty universe now i have people to poke in the coming months#2) i switched from part time to ft course load at the last second and have been regretting it ever since but if im to be unemployed then#MAYBE now I can actually handle the uni workload :D#3) when my boss called me she asked how ive been and i told her i was sooo sick last week and got into a car accident#that same day omw back from uni (universal karma for skipping class for my health ig)#THE WAY SHE PAUSED ON CALL IS SO FUNNY IN RETROSPECT. was prolly thinking fuck. now i have to add to this#she literally went âomg im so sorry...anyways i have bad newsâ#im not even lying when i say i was GIGGLING through that whole call she was so concerned#love her bc she genuinely tried to fight for me and is the reason i wasn't let go two weeks ago but man. the timing is impeccable#also don't think i get any unemployment benefits bc i was temp contract and my situation as a whole is a bit complicated so YAY :DDD#the way i ran to my bestie to spill the tea & we're over here like đ¤ fired buddies đ¤ time to speed run job interviews while juggling uni
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Back on my Warden Amell bullshit!
I always knew Adalia was just the first draft of my canon playthrough. Being an Amell, she has a blood connection to Hawke, which is such a cool detailâand Cullenâs crush on female Amell adds another connection I enjoy. But as Iâve refined her character, I realized she wouldnât actually fall for Alistair.
She hates (loosely used) nobility in terms of social structure and how it pushes people into doing something they donât want simply in the name of blood, which is why she didnât want Alistair to become king. He LOVES being a Grey Warden, why would she take that away?
Plus, she dreams of travel and adventure, craving stories from beyond Ferelden, which led her to bond deeply with Zevran and Leliana. She got so engrossed in their stories that I accidentally made Zevran catch feelingsâa situation I had to quickly shut down since I was very calculatingly romancing Alistair. Still, Zevran wanted to follow her anywhere, and I keep noticing how perfectly they fit together. Adalia adored his humor, and her flirty, playful nature complements his so much better than Alistairâs would.
And on top of that, her cousin Hawke also pursues a fair-haired elf! Alistair just feels better suited to someone elseâmaybe a dwarf or human noble.
#warden amell#adalia amell#dragon age#dragon age origins#mage x alistair#alistair x mage#dragon age zevran#zevran arainai#zevran x warden#dao zevran#zevran x amell#Amell x zevran#renaming her to Daphne Amell because it sounds similar to Bethany#got so startled when I saw Bethany because she looked similar to my Warden#now i absolutely must commit to the bit and create a headcanon just to fuck with Carver#imagine watching your sister die only to go through a near-death experience that lands you in front of someone who is almost her twin#on top of that imagine feeling like your constantly in your older siblingâs shadow just to wind up on the same position with your cousin#he just canât escape the feeling of incompetence until he realizes itâs all in his head and heâs perfectly strong and reliable#heâs in no oneâs shadow except the one he cast over himself#Daphne Amell
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This was meant to be a lazy fanart, but then I started doing the patterns and prints and that added an hour or two of work to this.
#fanart#buddy daddies#kazuki kurusu#rei suwa#miri unasaka#Illustration#I ALMOST didn't add rei#because I didn't want to have to figure out how to place him in#but once I finished coloring miri I realized exactly where he'd fit#and now he's there#miri did rei and kazuki's nails#while kazuki did her's#he made it a point to clean up the paint he got on her fingers before it dried#but uh#yeah good luck getting that nailpolish outu of your arm hair dude#originally I was going to have Miri's overalls be themed after that show she likes#but I didn't want to have to be accurate#so they're their in spirit through that blanket in the back
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