#Hard Drugs

[dizzydrugz]

I know shits getting bad again when I go on drugblr

[theaddictspoetry]

Grief is weird I think of you every day, Some days I smile. some days I cry. some days I just drown, drown in the could have beens, should have beens, the unknown. the unknown- is what truly kills us. this wasn't supposed to be this way, i'll spend forever trying to find out why you're not here anymore.

@theaddictspoetry

[ballern-du-fotze]

[the-drug-addicts-diary]

every time i think to myself: 'this sober shit is boring' i remember there were times, when i was willing to give up anything except my next dose, for a chance to be where i am today.

[spaceepilot]

[anaxietyyy]

A new friend of mine said she's gonna hook me up with some guy she knows who knows where to get dope, I'm so excited cause I haven't had actual dope in a WHILE cause my main dealers can't get it atm for some reason and I didn't really know anyone who knows where to get dope until now, so that's "good"! I'm so grateful we still have actual h over here in the Netherlands for now instead of that xylazine infested stuff or stuff cut to death with fent. Fent is available as well, but as a separate thing you actually have to look for, it's not cut into our dope with lethal doses like in America for as far as I know

[trxppybae]

Du hast mich aus einem Loch geholt nur um mich nach kurzer Zeit wieder reinzuwerfen.

[death-347]

💎

[poisondoux]

Lil’ treat for me

[luvsicdog]

addicted to skipping class

[butter-pie-enthusiast]

I hate everyone.

[ballern-du-fotze]

„überdosis, überdosis, lass mal schauen wer früher tot ist“

[dizzydrugz]

From the last time I snorted hydros.

[spaceepilot]

[anaxietyyy]

Tfw you're dopesick all day but you manage to score some more 🤪📶 also took 2 benzos 💊with this so I hope I can finally fucking sleep for once!

I'm not proud of this life, but this is how I'm coping and surviving rn.. addiction is a severe disease and I'm still in denial about it tbh to myself and to my therapist.. in my eyes it's only a problem if you shoot up,

But when I blow my nose, it bleeds from all the snorting. I hide it from everyone and I'm literally physically dependent now, get violently ill if I skip a dose or two. I really need to get help, but I'm not ready yet to let this security blanket go, it sounds pathetic but it's literally all I have to make it through atm..

[trxppybae]

Und wenn man auf einmal alles hat, was man sich gewünscht hat, dann macht es einem angst und man zerstört es, weil man den Schmerz vermisst.