#HMMMMMM THIS IS GONNA HURT
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Once again, she could feel her throat tightening up as Kieran moved in her direction, leaning uncomfortably into her space. The look in his eyes was so intense, but she braced herself for what was coming. She told him to yell at her and that's exactly what she was going to get.
His harsh warning was unwanted, and she wanted nothing more than to argue his point. She wasn't stupid. She wasn't naive. It was one thing to be mad at her, but the way he was talking down to her was so painful. But before she can argue that point, he went on.
And this is where the knife really dug into her chest.
It was deserved. She did hurt him. And it lived in the back her mind for the last year, unable to leave her alone. He had no idea how much guilt she carried with her. How many times she replayed those events over and over in her head, agonizing over every mistake she made along the way. How she should've handled things instead... But it was way too late for that, now. The damage was already done. And now she had to deal with the consequences.
The anger coming from him was too overpowering for her to focus on what was really being said there.
"Okay! I screwed everything up! But that doesn't give you a free pass to act like this! You're mad at me but you're dragging everyone else down with you?! What sense does that make?!" As guilty as she felt, she wasn't going to let him scapegoat his attitude towards everyone else. "You can think I'm naive, stupid, heartless, or whatever else. Fine! I probably deserve it! But that's between us!"
This was not how she wanted or expected this to go. She wanted to apologize to him, to make things right, but she couldn't do any of that when he was acting like a bully himself.
Kotone's sudden yell did not just catch Drayton offguard. Kieran stared at Kotone for a few seconds, speechless as he was, before his eyebrows knitted together in irritation and Drayton lost Kieran's aggro, so to speak. As the boy approached the girl and got right up in her face about it, not breaking eyecontact once. He wouldn't let her or Drayton know how hard it was for him to keep this eyecontact up with Kotone in particular. She held... special status.
For many specific reasons. Most of which private and very much repressed.
"What are you, naive or stupid? He's using you to piss me off and you fall for it so fucking easily!" Easy there cowboy, you might come off as concerned for her. Backtrack, lest your image falls. Kieran scowled, teeth gritted behind lips pressed together into a thin, agitated line.
A practiced laugh then erupted from him. Clearly fake, brief, joyless; mocking like a mightyena.
"YOU didn't like how we left off in Kitakami? YOU were the person who tore my heart out! And betrayed me! You were my first friend and I loved being around you, and then I learn about how you were lying to me through your fucking teeth. I'm not going to make that mistake a second time. Thanks."
#sourhydrapplin#{ ☆ Kotone ; Paldean Champion }#{ ☆ Drayton ; Dragon Tamer }#drayton is taking a backseat on this reply tbh because they're popping off#he's just watching while sipping his soda like hmmmmmm#also jdfkgnd was gonna wait but I couldn't help myself#these two hurt my heart
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Paimon : Thank you so much for treating Paimon and Traveller to this amazing restaurant Y/N! This souffle is amazing!
Aether : We really appreciate it
M!Reader : Oh shucks! I just wanted to treat you guys to Fontaine's cuisines!
Paimon : paimon seriously never thought a scary and intimidating lady like arlecchino could land such a nice person like you Y/N!
Aether : Paimon!
Paimon : O-oh! Paimon didn't mean to-
M!Reader : Haha! Don't worry I know Arle has an intimidating aura
Paimon : But paimon still is a little bit curious Y/N like what would happen if somebody tried to tease her? Geez that would be scary
M!Reader : .....
Aether : Y/N?
M!Reader : W-well there was one time i teased her
Paimon : Really?! What did you do?! Paimon wants to know now!
M!Reader : Well.... Let's just say it was a really bad idea...
Flashback
[Reveal arlecchino in her office doing paperwork]
Arlecchino : Sighs
[Reveal Y/N sitting on a couch next to her desk while reading a book]
M!Reader : Hm? Something wrong Arle?
Arlecchino : It's nothing dear...
[Close his book]
M!Reader : You know you can take a break if you want to y'know I can make you a cup of tea if you want!
Arlecchino : Chuckles flattering dear but I really can't right now...
[She goes back doing paperwork]
[M!Reader thought 💭]
Okay she is definitely tired... Hmmmmmm... What to do what to do... Hmmmm-
[DING💡]
[Walks up to behind her]
Arlecchino : Hm?
[Wraps both hands around her neck]
M!Reader : Are you sure you can't take a break~
Arlecchino : Chuckles My my~
[Grabs her chin and squeezed it]
Arlecchino : ugh~.... Why you...
M!Reader : you know you're enjoying this hon~
Arlecchino : Teasing me aren't you~
[Y/N kiss her neck]
[Arlecchino releases a small grunt]
[Y/N let go of her and let out a small chuckle]
Arlecchino : Why did you...
M!Reader : Trust me sweetheart there will be more for you if you decide to take a break~ now if you'll excuse me I'm gonna go and check on the kids call me if you decide to take a break~
[Y/N walk up to the door]
[M!Reader thought 💭]
That will definitely be on her mind-
[But before Y/N leaves the room, Arlecchino quickly closes the door making Y/N be between her and the closed door]
M!Reader : What the!?-
Arlecchino : You seriously thought you could just do that to me and leave....
M!Reader : Y-you know I was just joking-
[Arlecchino grabs Y/N's throat and squeezes it]
M!Reader : S-shit~....
FLASHBACK END
M!Reader (Blushing) : L-let's just say doing the teasing made my legs sore....
Paimon : Woah! Paimon is scared of her even more now! did it hurt?
M!Reader : Laughs nervously you could say that 💧^///v///^
#male reader#reader x genshin impact#genshin impact x reader#genshin impact#arlecchino x reader#reader x arlecchino#arlecchino
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AS YOU LIKE IT and Rui Kamishiro
"As You Like It" a song made by Eve is pretty much canonically Rui's theme song designated by colorpalet. I don't think I need to explain why as it stands out among WxS's discography while being linked with Rui a lot in general like him being the only with an alt vocal.
Now I'm gonna dissect some of the lyrics (ignoring the lyric distribution, this time because I don't think it ads too much ?) and explain how all of it links to Rui's character while also throwing in a little bit of speculating in there as I think the song could potentially foreshadow Rui's arc coming forward.
Also I know the song was definitely not written for Rui and this technically damages my analysis in some ways HOWEVER the fact colorpalet completely gave up on their usual normal choices for WxS pick to pick THIS SONG obviously matching Rui's character (and also shoving it in multiple after live shows) means this song is worth of analysis.
ANALYSIS TIME :
We're starting off strong, I think these lyrics go well with how Rui was in the beginning. He seemed apathetic/indifferent to the things around him, he clearly had given up connecting with anyone around him.
Crying over these memories obviously refers to how Rui is constantly hurt by his past weither knowingly or not, the memories of people rejecting him pretty much is still wound that is healing for him.
This could obviously be in relation to Rui's relationship with WxS, Rui says later in a QnA that the most stressful play for him was the RMD one. He constantly lives in fear of being rejected and his relationship with WxS is an act of courage for him.
"cause we shouldn't stand still, right ?" first ding on the disbandement arc counter
"Life is a sham" again very much a reference to his middle school self, and the "don't say you can't do it" is rlly vague but also I believe has multiple meanings.
People have bailled on Rui multiple times saying they can't do his production, but also Rui now was in situations where he withdraws from situation due to trauma like in wonder halloween where he "couldn't do it". "Don't say it's too late" Could be talking about middle school Rui's mindset, who had given up despite still waiting for someone to understand him.
Both could also be a reference to the disbandement arc as well
WxS forming and Rui being at first reluctant to join due to fear/past trauma
Now the "meeting of my selves" could be a reference to Rui's emotions but I think this a very specific line that could end up being foreshadowing towards something.
Asahi/Sakaki both seem to have links towards Rui as a character so it is possible, especially with the idea of conflicts with the different selves that this could be a reference to that (both side character linked to Rui ends up heavily challenging him and his beliefs in some way possibly ?)
"We steadily close the gap/But we remain far apart" could potentially be some ominous WxS foreshadowing but that's grasping at straws
Hmm.
Hmmmmmm....
Anyways !
*LOUD DISBANDEMENT ARC COUGH*
Okay obviously I don't need to explain how this relates to Rui's character. Rui right now still has Asahi looming in the background as the future of WxS still remains uncertain.
This one kinda has two conflicting ideals for Rui
"No meaning to being humble and respectful" could be related to Rui's tendency to be overly humble sometimes despite his extraordanary, he's very much a perfectionnist. He's also just overall very self critical, people reacting negatively to his directing made him feel like there was something wrong with him and that's just how he continued to view himself.
"So bye-bye to my embarassing dreams" Rui often chastises himself for wanting more, he's very similar to Emu in that way. His dream of wanting to have friends or his dream to stay with WxS both were "embrassing dreams" to him.
There are some other sus lines but since I don't have a good grasp on them so these will be the last one and uhm.
Yeah those specific lines I feel like is foreshadowing towards Rui's trajectory.
Because it's weirdly fitting in Rui's weird spot right now right ? He's becoming better, he has improved in so many ways but there are things that are definitely not improving with him (aka his feelings about greedy, his overworking tendencies and overall emotional repression). There are still issues with him brewing in the background and by issues I mean Asahi.
So yeah this was very rambley and I'm sleepy but As You Like It is Rui's blorbo song and colorpalet likes this blue and purple grape way too much.
#project sekai#pjsk#rui kamishiro#rui pjsk#rui wxs#wonderlandxshowtime#as you like it#eve#pjsk analysis#project sekai analysis#prsk#prsk analysis#prsk rui#rui wonderlandxshowtime#kamishiro rui#i'm sorry i finished this while tired so#if there are sentences that make no sense#uhm..#sucks ig
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Haha anyways this but sayonika
Reaching the point where I’m listening to songs and desperately trying to connect it to ddlc in some way. Will I do anything about it? Of course not.
#base game or perhaps even ftlt flavoured hmmmmmm#but here me out please listen like#Monika as the arrow and Sayori as the bird#both draw to each other not knowing they were doomed by the narrative tm#Sayori as the giver who’s hurt by the Monika as the killer who doesn’t want to hurt her but still does#“that when he went through me he’d hate what he’s doing and make me feel stupid for choosing him too#and the second half is them in the deleted void and stuff#and the part of ddlc as a tragedy because of everyone’s inherit natures driving them to do what they did#‘we can’t really help what we are/damned to the end from the start’#girls who are doomed by the narrative and hate themselves for it >>>>>>>>#also pianosssss#anyways i like immediately formed an animatic in my head and I don’t think I’m gonna do it rn but it’s not leaving my brain#add that to the pile of animatic ideas yayyyy#ok I know assigning toxic relationship song isn’t unique but I’m also going through the Garfield effect rn#reblog#doki doki literature club#ddlc#Youtube
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I'm feeling very sappy as of late so:
If it's not too personal, describe your perfect partner. Or at least, some ideal traits you'd like a partner to have.
If it is too personal, tell me one good thing that happened today (or you can just tell me that anyway).
Hmmmmmmmmmmm.....
HMMMMMM...
I haven't really thought about it much (too busy focusing on USELESS shit like careers and stuff), but I think I have a type(??)
Like, feminine, but not like, cutesy girly feminine. Idk how to explain it, so I shall reblog with some pics of people that I find attractive when I get some (ik it's gonna take a while and I wanna answer this now)
Personality-wise, I wouldn't want a huge extrovert, cuz I don't think I could keep up with the need to socialize. Also I need someone who's funny and can take a joke. Preferably enjoying dark humor/dirty humor, as those are my specialty
Also they need to be kind patient to put up with me, and be a little pushy to get me out of my comfort zone, but not too pushy and know when to back down a bit
Also I need someone logical and prefers thinking over feeling. I love having friendly debates and I need to hear both sides of a story before deciding to defend someone, so I would like someone with a similar thinking process
(I feel like being supportive and kind are obv)
Also something I'd very much like in a partner, for lack of better wording, is tits
I always feel so gross and self entitled when describing traits I'd want in a partner, so the bottom line is, don't be a jackass, and you're pretty much good :)
And as for something good that happened today, as I'm writing this, tis exactly 3am, so not much has happened xD
My stomach is hurting less, so ig that's a plus
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TEXTING: MAX
Ivy: hmmmmmm Ivy: how drunk was i last night Ivy: be honest Ivy: (unless it's gonna hurt my feelings)
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What have you been up to Moo? :D Who/What's rotating around in your mind?
Anything for Letter to my Future Self you could share/ramble about? :o the story is super interesting!
HI FERNI!!
Epic the musical has been running wild in my mind as of late (You should 100% go watch it if you haven’t) along with the usual (tmnt, my aus, SWWTRH, etc.) oh and just today I started a lil mini comic that I doubt I’ll finish because… *glances at all my wips* uh yeah… hehe. I do really like the one panel I made for it so far! It would only be like 4-5 panels long so hopefully I’ll finish it ^-^
Okay okay okay OF COURSE i have things to ramble about Letter From my Future Self but what to choose and say without major spoilers is tricky…. Hmmmmmm…. Gonna put it under a cut :D
(This is a spoiler but it’s pretty minor and goofy)
I have recently been thinking about how Donnie deals with the beginning of the movie (after he is sent back in time w/ Casey) and I think one interaction that could happen is rlly funny so I’ll talk about that heheh
In the beginning of the movie, after Casey is thrown into the past, he searches and inevitably finds April O’Neil. As we all know he scares her and she immediately knocks him unconscious. In my au something similar happens, Casey and Donnie are sent back together. At the time Donnie was brought to the future he had only been in their new lair for a couple of weeks, so, with all the craziness and new information that comes with the apocalypse, …he completely forgets where the new lair is. Him and Casey use the photo (like in the movie) and track down April at her school. Donnie sees her from a distance and freezes up. He hasn’t seen HIS April in nearly three years, anything could happen (also he’s all emotional seeing the first person from his timeline in three years but shhhh don’t hurt his emotionally unavailable bad boy image). Then he blinks and Casey has already jumped down and been knocked unconscious. Donnie’s brotherly instincts kick in and without a second thought he’s standing right in front of his Sister. He would be attacking but his instincts are at a hard stand still because that is his brother who is currently unconscious and vulnerable but that’s his sister… resulting in him just immediately mixing the two instincts with the knowledge that April wouldn’t hurt either of them and Casey would be fine as long as he wasn’t left there. This results is his guard being partially relaxed (mainly due to being so flabbergasted) that the following happens:
Donnie (too overloaded to take in anything that just happened): You knocked him unconscious!?! Wha— *hits the ground, unconscious*
April (without comprehending its Donnie): *hits him over the head with her bat* STRANGER DANGER!
That’s the goofy option but I have a couple others spinning in the mind as well (Donnie stops her from knocking him out, Donnie immediately tries explains things, Donnie attacks April out of pure instinct, etc. etc.)
Thank you for asking about it!!! If you ever want to know more about literally anything I will happily answer (in a way that avoids as many spoilers a possible but an answer nonetheless!) also I’m glad you think the story is interesting it occupies so much of my brain space hfreuhfreuuncfeijnfecniucefihnvfenih
#thank you so much for letting me ramble a bit#I dunno if what I said makes sense but it’s always fun to talk about!!#moo’s moots#letter from my future self#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#answered asks#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt April#rottmnt au
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"You will survive sleeping next to me for one night."
hmmmmmm let's say...
you know what?
let's have some fun with this that past me would have hated and do some Carrie &/ Luke?
When the school decided to do a senior trip to a ski lodge for winter break, Carrie couldn't be more excited. She had thought she would have to spend her vacation alone again, so spending time skiing with her friends sounded divine.
The lodge was lovely, and they all got greeted with real hot chocolate not that sad instant stuff the cafeteria served upon arrival.
"Alright everybody, rooms are being assigned by your teachers, and there will be no exchanges or switches, I don't care how much you whine," Principal Lessa declared. "And we will be checking the rooms and halls so check those thoughts of sneaking around right now."
There was a series of groans all around-a lot of the girls wanted to share with their friends, and the guys wanted to sneak around so they could share beds with their partners. Carrie hadn't really cared-she could have shared with any of the Candis and been happy.
However, when she got her room assignment, she looked at Mrs. Harrison. "This has to be a mistake. Luke Patterson? I thought we weren't shacking up boys and girls?"
"Rooms are set Miss WIlson." was the only answer she got.
Carrie scowled and stomped off to her room, barely holding back a scream when she saw there was only one bed. Because of course there was.
At least there was a second dresser so she started angrily throwing her clothes into one, then stopping so she didn't damage her designer pieces or wrinkle anything that would need more than the subpar iron to fix.
There was a tentative knock at the door, causing Carrie to look up. There was Luke, waving as he entered, and stopping when he saw the singular bed. "Fuck."
"My sentiments exactly."
"Okay, this isn't ideal, but I'm too tired to go argue with Lessa right now. Can we just deal for tonight and see what can be done in the morning?"
"If we have to."
"You will survive sleeping next to me for one night."
Carrie didn't dislike Luke, but she got that he probably thought she did-her ice queen persona kept people at bay and kept her safe. She had to project a teflon personality-like nothing bothered her when she couldn't take being hurt or abandoned again. Not after her mother dumped her as a baby, her dad rejected her for work at a regular basis, and people she thought were friends ditched her after one little misunderstanding.
"Okay. But I'm calling dibs on the bathroom first."
"Totally fair," Luke replied. "I shower in the morning anyways."
Carrie took her time with her nighttime routine-partially to calm her nerves, partially to give Luke time to change. She finally came out, finding Luke on one side of the bed, sitting up, scribbling in a notebook.
"Bathroom's all yours," she said, then paused as she took Luke in-and saw the fabric under his cut off. Now she understood why Luke got roomed with her-and felt instant fury on his behalf. "You don't need to sleep with it on, if you don't want to. I won't say anything."
"My shirt?' Luke asked, and then saw Carrie's pointed look at his chest. "Oh yeah. My folks are saving up, but the school still refuses to accept it. I wanted to share with Reg-he knows, and is cool with it. But I guess they decided it would be safer to put me with a girl."
"Why not Julie then?"
"I guess because half the staff thinks we're dating?" Luke replied, a tinge of pink appearing along his cheekbones.
To be fair, Carrie also thought he and Julie were dating. "You're not?"
Luke laughed at that. "No way! Julie is like, madly in love with Flynn, and vice versa. They just haven't really said as much at school. Plus I like cock."
Carrie sputtered at that. "Ew."
Luke shrugged. "Figured you should know-I'm not gonna like, molest you or anything."
With that he walked away, coming out of the bathroom a few minutes later and laid his binder down on top of his bag, flicking off the light as he slipped into the bed opposite Carrie.
"Thanks, for being cool about this," he said.
"I won't tell anyone."
"I know you won't," Luke replied. "I know you pretend to be aloof, but I see how you are with Kayla and the girls-you've got a gooey centre underneath. Plus you haven't outed Autumn, so why would you do it to me?"
"You know about Autumn?"
"We saw each other at a PFLAG meeting with our folks," Luke replied. "She told me how great you'd been about it, and I guess I believe you'd do the same for me, even if I'm not your friend."
"I will," Carrie promised. She turned off her light then, turning towards Luke. "And my dad funds a bunch of charities that help trans kids-if you want the name of any of them, you let me know."
"That'd be great Care, thanks," Luke said, his smile shining even in the moonlight.
"Can I ask you one question though?"
"Sure."
"Is the whole thing the only reason you wanted to share with Reggie? Because I've seen the way you look at him..."
Luke's reply was a pillow to Carrie's face-but it was all the answer she needed, and wondered if she could team up with Autumn to play match-maker.
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Kristen Applebees Season 1 Character Playlist BREAKDOWN
OKAY, SO this one is gonna be an ordeal.
I set a 6-song limit for every other playlist I made, but this is the playlist that started it all. So, I didn't have a limit. So it's 12 songs long.
Which is honestly like a normal playlist length BUT it's gonna be a long breakdown which I will lovingly do because I LOVE Kristen with my whole heart. Either way, this is deffos gonna be a long post so read if you want (i would very much appreciate it obvi but I get this is pushing it).
Genres Included: Folk, Singer-songwriter, Alternative, 80's
1. Save the People, The Mountain Goats
When wilt thou save the people? Oh, God of mercy, when? Not kings and lords, but nations Not thrones and crowns, but men God save the people For thine they are Thy children as thy angels fair Save the people from despair
Starting off strong with my main man John Darnielle. John, as prolific as he might be, did not write this song it is originally from the musical Godspell by Steven Schwartz. I was raised as a theater kid and I remember one summer my mom took out our cable and the only things we could watch on the tv were dvds and vhs tapes of musicals, and the 1973 Godspell movie was definitely one of my favorites. Its like "what if Jesus was around in the 70s and was a hippie clown and also was crucified on a chain-linked fence and beaten by cops" ...ah, good times.
ANYWAYS, I don't feel like I need to get into why this is a perfect Kristen song - I feel like it really gets to the divide between the way that Christianity is taught to kids vs the way it is enacted by the adults that do the teaching.
2. Father Texas, Birdtalker
Father Texas on his toes Tells me where and when to go He's a savior, liturgy man He's a stickler and a soap monger Shove it down your throat Holy answer man He says obey and I'll love ya Now I'm doing just to prove And I'm walking out of fear But the devils done
Ok so I was raised Catholic, which I feel like is a whole different flavor of religious trauma compared to Evangelical or Baptist vibes - which I feel like the Helioic religion gives. Either way, this song slaps and really gets to that Evangelical vibe.
3. Big Houses, Squalloscope
I build bridges with these arms I will not build a fortress In the circle around the kitchen table I say my "amen" because I feel blessed Secretly hoping, while joining hands, that you can't feel my trembling fingertips
Here's young Kristen Applebees - Chosen One of Helio- who just wanted to help people. She meets her first non-religious friends, plans to convert and save them, and then straight up dies on the first day of school. She comes face to face with her literal god, is disappointed and grossed out by him, and then is magically (and violently) revived.
Can you imagine her returning home, trying to answer her parent's questions about the first day, making it through dinner, crawling into bed, and just lying there? AHHHHHHHHHHH
4. Under The Table, Fiona Apple
I'd like to buy you a pair of pillow-soled hiking boots To help you with your climb Or rather, to help the bodies that you step over along your route So they won't hurt like mine Kick me under the table all you want I won't shut up, I won't shut up Kick me under the table all you want I won't shut up, I won't shut up
Speaking of those family dinners, as the days go by and Kristen gets closer to her party, how do you think she's gonna react to whatever comments her parents make about them hmmmmmm? The result of coming out of your social shell and realizing how bad the people around you really are.
5. Cleric Girl, Sisyfuss
I need my cleric girl tonight So she can bless me in this plight Dress me in crucifixes so they die on sight I need my cleric girl tonight
This is just a fun song I see as Kristen finds her groove within the party, kinda around the DJ brains fight. Also it makes me think of the prayer chain thing that she had the whole party on at some point.
6. Cornflake Girl, Tori Amos
She knows what's going on Seems we got a cheaper feel now All the sweeteaze are gone Gone to the other side With my encyclopedia They musta paid her a nice price She's putting on her string bean love This is not really, this, this This is not really happening
There's something about a Tori Amos song that never fucking misses. This song, for me, kinda gets at the part of growing up when you really start to uncover the truth of things for yourself, instead of listening to the things you were always told. Kristen buys the book of world religions and reads about the atrocities people did in her god's name. She is also told that the "cool camps" she was going to were run by an actual fanatical cult. Yikes.
7. Eldest Daughter, Isabel Pless
Bring me your battered, your bruised, and your scarred Florence Nightingale, to your broken hearts Bring me your bleeding I'll stitch it up with a bow Tugging at the sword in the stone The dormant hero in me is yet to be known Dying to prove myself again, but I don't know how Wanna lay my weapons down Lay my weapons down Want everyone to adore me even though People's emotions are out of my control Smothering fires Letting flames claim my hands I would do anything to be needed Over and over again.
Okay, the thing about this song is that we get the root of it here in season one, and it shows up really lightly, but God almighty, do we get one hell of a payoff in the next two seasons. Damn. The first time I listened to this song I cried. It's on several of my dnd character playlists - because, for some reason, I can't stop making dnd characters with self-saccrificing tendencies. HM! I WONDER WHY?
But anyways, yeah... something something, Christian households raising their eldest daughters to be surrogate mothers and laborers, something something Kristen is a cleric while her brothers are paladins, something something Women being healers
8. Angel Eyes and Basketball, Foot Ox
There are flowers growing all around A massive animal inside of me And it's so ugly, and I'm so broken And I'm so ugly, and it's so broken I am calling all of my friends To pull me out of this hole But they're so caught up in their own shit And I'm so caught up in my own shit
Ok, this is full Christian guilt. I also really like the way this song is one of those upbeat but devastating ones because it makes me think about her inspiring speeches to her party members just being her ranting about how horrible everything is, and then they get +1 to attacks and extra hitpoints. Living La Vida Loca.
9. We Fell in Love in October, girl in red
Smoking cigarettes on the roof You look so pretty, and I love this view Don't bother looking down, we're not going that way At least I know I am here to stay We fell in love in October That's why I love fall Looking at the stars Admiring from afar
Ok, I know this is cheesy. BUT TO MY CREDIT: both the song and the season came out in 2018. Also, you know Kristen would stream the fuck out of this song.
10. Running Up That Hill ( A Deal With God), Kate Bush
And if I only could, I'd make a deal with God And I'd get him to swap our places I'd be running up that road, be running up that hill With no problems
AGAIN TO MY CREDIT: I made this playlist in 2020 - two years before Stranger Things brought the song back to the general psyche. No shade, of course, to the stranger things; it's a perfect song to choose, and the scene effectively made me cry.
But anyway its here because at her bones, Kristen would die for her friends and has and will (unfortunately) continue to. Speaking of
11. Arms Tonite, Mother Mother
I cry in the afterlife I cry hard because I have died And you're alive I try to escape afterlife I try hard to get back inside Your arms alive
Kristen's dying count is more than double most of her friends at this point - and golly gee just wait till season 2!
Can I roll a nat 20 and then be alive?
12. Glory (Bunker Sessions), Bastille
And all their words for glory Well, they always sounded empty When we're looking up for heaven Looking up for heaven Way down here upon the ground When we're lying in the dirt There's no looking up for heaven Looking up for heaven
I really love this bunker session version of this song; the strings and the piano just give it a lovely honesty. Gorgeous song. Perfect way to end this season
#dimension 20#fantasy high#d20#spotify#fantasy mixtapes#kristen applebees#d20 kristen applebees#ally beardsley#Spotify
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live "tweet" books with me (via the Goodreads progress bar) pt. 6 A Court of Silver Flames by Sarah J. Maas
SHAMELESS PLUG: The rest of the books are on my page as pt 4/4.5 and pt 5 hehe
Nesta laughing at the cauldron is so badass oml.....she was really pissing me off in frost and starlight so this book better redeem her"
you're reading my mind cassian...man up and knock
is he gonna call her nes the whole book YES PEASE
Nesta "You're not my high lord" Archeron back in action
hahahaha rhys is scared of nesta (for good reason but it's still funny)
I still say that Nesta and Mor are gonna be besties.... it's just a matter of time
HAHAHA self insert smut book shaming
damn Cass brutal as hell
I am beyond excited to watch these two losers lust after each other for the next 700 pages...my favorite annoyances to lovers....plus Cass drooling over Nesta in pants is HILARIOUS
cassian comparing his reactions to things that happened to Nesta to Rhys' reaction to feyre and Tamlin cracks me up....just patiently waiting for their mating bond to kick in
Eris is right, they need him...but 1 he doesn't need to be a dick about it, and 2. I'm not excited for Mor to find out
Nesta making fun of her celibate bat boy "making fun of my smut books? I raise you making fun of you having to jerk off yourself" ICON
how Az isn't laughing his ass off rn I will never know...he's stronger than me that's for sure
hmmmmmm....Nesta dear, that sounds suspiciously like a mating bond
these mf have dirty ass minds....they're really just horny af
cassian don't be a creeper
yes Cassian be very bashful about what the sentient house can see...ya nasty
I would choose to read books with a romantic subplot over just a plain romance book literally every day but sometimes I'm really just like "fuck your war go kiss"
hehe Nesta and Gwen bestie prediction
I love the house so much...such an instigator
OMG JUST KISS ALREADY WTF
choosing to ignore the length of Cassian's hair bc long hair is an ick
AHHHH HIM TELLING HER TO KEEP REACHING OUT HER HAND JUST LIKE MOR TOLD HIM TO DO WITH HER IS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL...IM SOBBING
I'm really ready for the Archeron sisters to be on one team...this 2 vs 1 bullshit is stupid...like clearly you love each other
YYAAAYYY KISSIINNGGG
YAYA RHYS AND FEYRE BABY!!! I saw that coming from a millleeeeee away
that is gonna be the most spoiled child known to man
reading this in the library at school is an interesting choice
"Just sex," my ass
azrial is the worst chaperone in all of existence... but he's also clearly the biggest Cassian/Nesta shipper in existence, so it's fine... Also, the way he just knowingly ate at the table after what they did is BOLD
awwww smutty book club
the older sister disapproval is real...also Nesta calling Rhys Rhysand is hilarious
I love Emerie and Gwyn so much omg
Emerie and Gwyn giggling at the sword inuendos is peak bestie vibe energy
every once in a while the Archeron sisters will say something very "human girl in her 20s" and it cracks me up to no end to watch their centuries-old faerie boyfriends look at them as if they're speaking tongues
just admit you're in love with each other..." just sex" is just hurting both of you
that is just about the hottest thing I've ever read
ewwww what does Tamlin want
Nesta needs a pin that says "bitch and proud" bc she really owns that shit like no other
"your my friend" my absolute ass
I love dancer!Nesta
bc I haven't read in like 5 days I can't remember what plan Cassian is ruining rn but I'm glad he's doing it...go dance with your girl pookie
HE HAD MOR GIVE HIM DANCE LESSONS??!!?!? YOU SHUT UP RIGHT NOW
Rhys is good at his job bc he can have feyre AND Cassian freaking out at him in his head and still hold a conversation....live laugh love feyre and Cassian as the Nesta Archeron protection squad
ha ha az...can't hide that you are in love with Elain from Nesta, she sees all
Az getting Nesta a gift is the cutest thing ever
FUCKING FINALLY JESUS CHRIST 🤦🏽♀️
Cassian has the confidence of an actual doormat...sometimes it's sweet, sometimes it's annoying as hell
YAY THEY'RE MATES....BOOO THEY'RE STUPID
I love Gwen so much...that's all
THEY'RE GONNA WIN THE WHOLE THING I JUST KNOW
hehe her mate taught her 😊
there is a little too much plot happening right now for a book that only has 30 pages left
cracking jokes after you almost just died...Cassian I love you
OH GOOD GOD FEYRE
death pacts make me want to kill the people who made them
miracle magic objects are gonna miracle magic object now and bc Nesta's a badass everyone's gonna live...the end
YAY NESTA AND RHYS ARE GONNA BE BESTIESSS
awwwwww nyx
if I die never knowing what happened with Eris and Mor I'll kill Sarah myself (I never got to know)
(Afterthought in post-production: this could've been two books bc the way the plot was resolved in the last 30 pages of a 750-page book is WILD)
I'm also not gonna be reading fantasy for a while just bc that's not what's next on the tbr, so it might be a while before I do the next part cause these are harder to make for contemporary novels tehe
#amren acotar#acotar#elain acotar#morrigan acotar#nesta archeron#nesta x cassian#a court of silver flames#a court of thorns and roses#a court of mist and fury#a court of wings and ruin#rhysand#feyre archeron#elain x azriel#live tweeting#goodreads#cassian acotar
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1 & 13 for palmarosa! I'm so hooked on it and it's lovely to immerse myself in such a crunchy, well-written dynamic :3
Oooo less go, Palmarosa time :D (I'm so glad you're enjoying it!!)
1: What inspired you to write the fic this way?
So, I looked for Astarion fics early on and saw a lot of Astarion/Halsin, Astarion/player and general pairings I wasn't super interested in, or scenarios I wasn't very interested in. I tried a few, didn't bookmark any, and was like 'hmmm, I expected some more angsty fics for Astarion.' At the time - which to be fair was quite some time ago and the fandom has grown since - everything biased towards very fluffy, or very dark, but where Astarion had the power and was the top, and it was just not quite what I was looking for.
I knew I wanted to do something with Astarion, but I didn't ship him with anyone. I don't ship him with Gale, I didn't want to write an Astarion/player fic, I don't ship him with Halsin, etc. (I am playing an Astarion/Gale run now, but mostly because I enjoy their bitchiness and not because I truly ship them). But when we started spending more time with Raphael I started thinking 'hmmMMMM WHAT IF....'
I looked for fics, there was like 3 at the time (literally, mine is the fourth in the rarepair on AO3), and it was like 'well.... ehhh.... we'll see.' At this point I knew what Astarion's endings were - good and bad, according to Larian - and I didn't like either of them. I was kind of salty in advance that some companions get very clear cut happy endings, and others get sort of...shafted either way. And around that time I was like well... if we take Astarion's 'good' ending (according to Larian) and then actually give him the things I wanted him to have at the end (sans my player character, because I don't like player/X fics), then I could do something with that.
I knew I was shipping him with Raphael, but I actually spent a fairly long time thinking about how to solve the sunlight issue, and what Raphael would want in exchange for that, and how much that would actually matter to him, and why he would offer something like that, and what that would mean for a run where he was killed. I made a lot of thorny choices early on, like killing off Hope (she survives in my run) so Raphael could return to the House of Hope, etc.
But yeah! Basically a very classic 'once more fandom wasn't delivering a weird specific niche thing I wanted in any pairing, so I found a weird rarepair that almost no one was writing, and decided to do what I wanted in that little corner' scenario + 'I love BG3 as a game but fuck what they did with Astarion's character right at the end, I'm going to make a third ending just for me.'
...I'm both really stubborn and pretty weird actually when it comes to writing fanfiction *hangs head*
I'm just kind of obsessed with Astarion, he's a very specific kind of character 'type' for me (he gives me Felix Harrowgate from Doctrine of Labyrinths vibes and frankly I wrote a similar-ish fic about him too at least in spirit). Raphael I find fascinating. Because we get so much less information about him, I can put more of my own needs for the fanfiction into him, and develop his back story in a more robust manner in a way that suits the pairing. Him being a cambion, being able to add monster fucker elements, being really certain mentally that he's like... that he doesn't have a very 'classically' human way of thinking, makes him extremely interesting to me as a love interest to write!
(Not gonna lie, part of me actively resents how fluffy fandom is getting, and I wanted to put more rape and dubcon into AO3 overall for Astarion in particular. Like, I want more angst and hurt/comfort etc. I get that his back story is tragic, but I also wanted to push that in a different direction, and I really love writing a character that's been through so much awfulness they become almost expectant of it? That's also a Felix Harrowgate vibe. It's fun kind of...guiding those characters specifically to a better place internally, and not just externally).
13: What music did you listen to, if any, to get in the mood for writing this story? Or if you didn’t listen to anything, what do you think readers should listen to to accompany us while reading?
The Palmarosa playlist! I put it on every time I write for this story. Some songs I listen to more than others, Trench and Menace generally accompany me during the more sexual scenes for example. And I have put on the instrumentals for I Want To Live from the official BG3 soundtrack (by Borislav Slavov) on repeat for sections as well. I still am expanding the Palmarosa soundtrack but I have enough kind of music to also be comfortable writing the story as well. :D
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From this fanfiction meme!
#asks and answers#memey goodness#palmarosa#thespectaclesofthor#raphael x astarion#bg3 astarion#bg3 raphael#i have zero belief that astarion will genuinely heal in either one of his endings in the game#and i'm like#'i can fix him / i can make him worse / i can hurt him / i can help him'#put it all in the pot dsflakfjas that's what i love#i'm doing the same for raphael too but he doesn't know it yet
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☆other questions to consider:
☆can nightmare's body conduct electricity, or does it nullify it? either way does this harm him?
☆if he were to be consumed (assuming he can be consumed safely or at least non-fatally) does the body digest it or reject it? (basically what i am asking is whether nightmare gets absorbed into the bloodsteam as nutrients or if he gets shitted out)
☆does his goop weaken paper the way water does? can you dissolve anything in it, like pills or something??
☆and, of course, what does he taste/smell like?
Hmmmmmm
As long as his soul is still in him somewhere, I'd assume that electrical currents would still hurt him. Or cause death, depending on the voltage and how long he was electrocuted/shocked for. Technically, the human body is a conductor. Human souls are a part of the body, and given that souls are much more sensitive and fragile than anything external, that's my logic for why electricity might hurt him
If he could be safely consumed (I don't think he could be tbh, but I'm going with your questions anyway), I feel like the human body would probably reject it since it's a foreign substance. The body's never encountered something like it before, so it could be registered as something to get rid of asap
Assuming Nightmare can touch things and walk around without leaving wet handprints or a trail of any wet goop byproducts behind, I don't think it'd weaken paper. Not unless he has control over the amount of moisture he's giving off. In canon, I think his goop was meant to be acidic to some degree, so there's a good chance that you could dissolve lots of things in it, pills included
Then with taste and smell,, I'm gonna be real here, I don't think the goop would taste like anything good. It'd probably be gross, actually. The scent could maybe vaguely be like the scent of apples, but uh... maybe slightly rotten ones, at that
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I know nothing about the DmD trio other than from your blog... But you already know how in love with the Tinman I am XD I had to send an ask for my random few thoughts.
- please- indulge me for a moment. You know that ship dynamic of the gentle giant and the overprotective short stack? That's what I've been imagining with Tinny. Him getting an S/O who is smaller than him (though that wouldn't be hard, I guess XD), but I will absolutely throw hands on his behalf. If he could without hurting them, he could pick them up and set them aside before dealing with the danger himself. Because he'll fight for them too ^^ (Also made me think; If Scarcrow got a Tinman's second in command!S/O and Lion has a Scarecrows assistant!S/O, what if Tinny got a Lions best warriors!S/O? Assuming he has his own army. Or someone associated with Lion?)
- TINMAN FEELING SO GUILTY WHEN HE ACCIDENTALLY CUTS YOU AND APOLOGIZING SO PROFUSELY, EXPECTING YOU TO YELL AT HIM LIKE DOROTHY, ONLY FOR YOU TO ASSURE HIM THAT YOU KNEW HE DIDNT MEAN IT 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
- In general; Tinny knowing what it's like to be loved through you ^^ and just- realizing he's no longer in an abusive relationship the longer you two are together 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 you don't yell and insult him, you don't order anything from him, and you never expect him to commit terrible crimes for you. You just want your lovely tin man <3
- Imagine taking in interest in his crafting hobby and sitting with him, or even asking him to teach you! Even if you just want to enjoy his company and have no desire for metal bending, Tinny will be so so so happy and elated to have you here with him ^^
- KISSING TIN!!!!! Holding his cold, metal face delicately while rubbing a thumb along his cheek, maybe brushing against his sharp overbite, your guys' eyes filled with love for each other before you lean in and carefully press your lips against his needle like teeth and lips??? SIGN ME UP! 📃📃📃📃📃
- TIN BEING TOUCH STARVED TIN BEING TOUCH STARCED TIN BEING TOUCH STARVED-
(.... Uh... *cough* I'm not sure if Tinny still has the ~equipment~ or the ~desire~, but you can try to grind on a smooth part of him, or convince him to get extensions. I'm certain he'll want to make happy in bed as well 😏 ok bye-)
- hm... Ngl I'm already wondering what a Yan!DmD!Tinny would be like... I have no self control 😅 of course you know his character more than me, but I like the idea that if he truly went full yandere mode, completely love struck with someone more hopelessly than with Dorothy, he would be more persistent in gaining their affections. It feels like with Dorothy that he'll try something with her, she'll hurt him, and he'll give her some space before trying again. And was slowly realizing that she didn't love him, before Glinda stepped in. But he still hasn't given up. Can you imagine how amplified that'd be if he were yandere?? Maybe even fully deluded that you'll love him instead of just listening to what others tell him? 🤔 what do you think? If you want to comment.
All I've got for now XD as you can see, in my mind, we're already married, live in a cottage in the woods, and are raising three robot children that we built togetger XD (omg this is another example of us falling in love with partner characters(?) You have Scarecrow, and I have Tin... It sounds like we might share Lion though XD) I hope these make you smile! ^^
THIS MADE ME COMBUST.
C OM B U S T.
I- HMMMMMM *BUZZING FROM EXCITEMENT* WHERE DO I EVEN START-
Okay first of all OMG YES!! It is another Norman/Wayne / Psycho/Greasy / Granny/Big Bad kinda situation!! 🤣🤣🤣 I love this, I love that we do this XD YESS Lion is like Wheezy, we both love him and need to appreciate him more XD
And second of all- YES! TIN MAN IS GONNA GET A FIC WHERE HIS S/O IS CLOSE TO THE LION! THAT WAS THE PLAN FROM THE START! XD I love sympatry.
Okay okay okay now onto your actual points- I must take a deep breath first XD
... hoo, okay. Let go.
Gentle Giant/Over Protective Short Stack: Yessss 🥺🥺🥺 Oh boy, does he need it. He needs someone who will CROSS the throne room the millisecond that Dorothy crosses the line and curse at her like a sailor like how DARE you!?- And that second part?? Tin picking his crazy small S/O up (Very carefully, with those fingers of his) and placing them somewhere to the side (Maybe into the arms of one of his tin soldiers- yes, he has entire army fully at his command. They're tin/biology hybrids frankensteined together by Scare) before Dealing with the situation himself. I can see it so clearly it is making my heart ache. Tin scooping you up, saying 'thank you, spring blossom (he'd use all sortsa cringy cute names like that genuinely XD ), but please, please let me handle this for you. The last thing we want is for you to be hurt', and carefully passing you off to another soldier he trusts. He carefully pushes some of your hair behind your ear, then turns back to the threat; straightens up to his f u l l building-like height, and takes care of shit. And the whole time, he wouldn't let even one piece of whoever he's Taking Care Of to hit you (The man is THOROUGH).
Tin Accidentally Hurting S/O:
He was on his knees, again. You told him a million times he doesn't need to do that, but the sweet, dramatic man just cant help himself. And honestly? You don't mind it, actually- You can kiss him and fluster him a lot easier this way. But this time?? This time he was on his knees profusely apologising. And you couldn't take it!! There was no need!! He just accidentally sliced you across the cheek with one of his fingers- he didn't mean to, and you both know it! You hear Dorothy give a snigger from her throne nearby, baring witness to this. You also see the Scarecrow drops his head backwards and sigh heavily at the display- but you don't care about Tin's so-called friends. You care about Tin. You take Tin's big metal head in your hands. " -so sorry. I don't know what came over me, I can do better. I would never, ever fetter your perfect skin on purpose- " "I know, I know." Instead of insisting he don't be silly and he cant help it sometimes!!, which is what you want to do!, you focus on calming him. Because everyone is watching, and he's probably mortified. You just want him to be okay. "Please Tin, its fine. Everyone knows you wouldn't hurt me on purpose." There's a hint of panic in his voice when he speaks next, a little quieter; following your lead and acting as if its just you two, here. Just him, and you. Safe. "Someone might think they could care for you better then me." "Doesn't matter." You whisper. "I know, they couldn't."
Having a Healthy Relationship with Tin: My heart <3 Yes! I can see him struggling with that- even before Dorothy went bad he was willing to give her anything. But imagine any time he offers you something, you're like 'oh that sounds nice! good idea Tin! lets do it together ^^' and leading him off before he can protest. And he s l o w l y starts to feel so so comfortable with you <3<3
"Moon flower, could I get you a drink?" "Oh yeah, I'd love one! Thank you! ^^ Lets go, and we'll get you some oil as well, love." *connecting arms and towing him towards the kitchens* *Eyes wide* "Oh- but I'm fin- " "I can hear you squeaking. Lets go!~ " *gentle voice* "You don't need to worry about me, my love." "No, I don't need to, but I don't mind." *pats his arm gently*
Crafting Together: WAHHHHHHHH, JUST IMAGINING SITTING THERE NEXT TO HIM WATCHING IN UTTER ADORATION AND AWE AND HE DOESNT EVEN NOTICE, JUST ENJOYS TELLING YOU ABOUT HIS THING, UNTIL LATER LION MENTIONS HE SAW YOU HIM AND 'YOUR LADY FRIEND LOOKED BESOTTED, OLD FRIEND'
Kissing, Affection & Sex: Yes yes yes kissing Tin <3<3<3 Oh my goodness. Cupping his large face and stroking his cheeks, leaving feather-light kisses all over his smooth metal cheeks and underbite, gently scraping your nails down his chest or any other smooth part of him and he SHUDDERS (I don't know how physical feeling works for him, especially since Scare was able to pop open his chest and enhance his heart without Tin feeling a thing but when Amy sliced it open it hurt him, but I don't care. It works. It is all in working order because I say so XD), curling your fingers between tangled springs and wires and hearing him gasp, kissing the side of his pointy nose, absentmindedly and gently sliding your finger along the dull side of each of his fingers, etc. Him stroking the dull side of his pointer fingers under your chin when he wants you to look up so he can see your pretty face, him being afraid to touch you or kiss you himself but asking you to touch/kiss him, him raising his hips or his leg (Or wherever you've deemed it safe to rub yourself) in an effort to make it feel better for you- aghhhhh XD I'm not okay XD
And- EXTENSIONS?? Omg yes he would absolutely do that for his S/O XD You wouldn't even have to ask man!! He'd anticipate it, once you two actually got together!! XDD But like, the thing thats getting me here?? SCARECROW IS THE ONE WHO'LL HAVE TO MAKE THOSE ADJUSTMENTS XDD
"I'm sorry, uh, old friend, let me just... let me see if I fully understand. You want to...? " "I want to make some necessary improvements to my body for the sake of my human love's pleasure. At night." "... uhuh. And that means?" "I would like to be fitted with the tool's a human man has, or something better, for- " *impatient with Tin's awkward pussy footing* "Are you asking me to attach a Dick to you, Tin Woodman!???" "... Yes. Will you do it?" "... Fine... For Science."
Yandere Tin Woodman!!!!!: Oooooookay. I'm struggling to gather my thoughts here XD To an extent, I think Woody is actually already kindof Yandere XD I mean, before Dorothy even shows her 'true colours' herself, he's doing some not-so-above-board things for her. Like forcing his people (The Winky's) to walk for days non stop to the Emerald palace to be her army. And then, when she seems displeased, letting Scarecrow do what he wants with them (He's shocked when he finds out WHAT Scare did with them, which was Frankenstein them of course (which killed a good portion of them before he got the procedure Right), but he was miraculously easy to convince that it was a good idea when Scare and Glinda said Dorothy would like it). As well as letting Scarecrow adjust Tin's own heart with magic For Dorothy. So... yeah, to an extent, Tin is already obsessed with getting her to like him. But if he was All The Way Yandere like you're thinking... oh boy.
There would be no getting away. Remember how he's got a whole army at his disposal?? And d u n g e o n s??? 👀 Yeah. He'd be like 'I know you don't love me yet, and it is painful my sunlit dandelion, but you will eventually. You'll fall for me, eventually'.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ASK!! Aghhhh, you're really enabling me here XD
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💭 - brainwash my muse into forgetting something, replacing it with a false memory.
Brody/Preston!!
Hmmmmmm.
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Preston doesn't look up from his magic book as Brody walks in. "Ready, Preston?" the Red asks.
Preston shrugs, closing his book and setting it on the desk. "As I'll ever be, I guess. I still don't think this is a good idea."
Brody puts a comforting hand on Preston's shoulder. "It's gonna be okay. If it works, I forget all about Madam Odius torturing me. If it doesn't, I continue coping. No harm, no foul."
"I'm not worried about you," Preston replies. "What if I mess up?"
Brody squeezes the hand on Preston's shoulder. "It's okay, Preston's. I have total faith in you."
Preston sighs. "Okay," he replies. "Let's try it out."
Brody lays down on the couch and makes himself comfortable. Preston's hands shake as he pulls out the old pocket watch and lets the watch drop so he holds onto the end of the chain. Brody watches the watch as it swings slowly from side to side.
"Keep your eyes on the watch. Watch as it swings. It swings back and forth. You're watching the watch." Preston had watched Now You See Me before he tried this, Brody can tell. The Red shuts that thought down before it can break his concentration.
"You're getting tired. The watch is swinging and the hours pass as it does. Very tired. And," Preston clicks his fingers right under Brody's nose at the same time he commands, "sleep."
Brody's world goes dark.
~
Preston startles as Brody's eyes shut and he collapses back against the couch as if someone had hit his off switch. "Oh god," he murmurs, panicked. "Brody? Can you hear me?"
Brody slurs out a, "Yeah," and Preston feels like he can actually breathe.
"Okay," Preston says. He thinks back to the information he has from his spell books on hypnotism. Most sorcerers in the books had considered it a forbidden art. To mess with a person's memory is to commit an unspeakable crime. However, Preston had found a few and he holds to the rules they'd set in place like a life raft. "Brody, your mind is open to you. There is nothing you can't remember, there is nothing hidden from you." Brody makes a humming noise that Preston chooses to take as assent.
"Go back in you memories to the years on Galvanax's ship. Do you remember them?"
"Yes," Brody replies, hushed.
"Good," Preston soothes. He wraps one hand around his arm and rubs his shoulder, trying to soothe himself as well. "Think back to Madame Odius. To her torture and everything she's done. Do you remember?"
Brody makes a pained noise, but replies with an affirmative. Preston wants to reach out and touch him, but the books say not to so the Blue restrains himself.
"I want you to imagine the memories as file folders, okay? Take all those memories and put them into a box. The box is safe. The memories can't hurt you if they're in there." This tactic is mostly born of Preston's hands. His experiences with memories are to put them into a box and shove the box into the furthest corner of his mind. He's sure the therapist his teachers say he should see would love to talk about it. For now, though, Preston's thinks it should work fine here, too.
"Okay," Brody replies.
Preston swallows. "Now lock the box and set it on a shelf."
"Okay."
"This box is forever untouchable to you. You will not remember the contents of this box, when you awaken. You will not remember what Madame Odius did to you while you where on Galvanax's ship. When I snap my fingers, you'll awake with no memory of the box or its contents. Do you understand?"
This is the trickiest part. The hardest to get right. It has to be worded just so, or Preston could mess everything up.
"Yes," Brody replies.
"Okay," Preston says to himself. "Ready?" he asks Brody. "Three, two, one," Preston clicks his fingers again, once more commanding, "Wide awake!"
Brody's eyes snap open and he sits up. "Hey, Presto," he says. "Did it work?"
Preston shrugs. "You remember Madame Odius or her actions on the Warrior Dome?"
Brody frowns. "She didn't touch me on the Warrior Dome."
Preston breaks into a relieved smile. "It worked!"
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@estel-eruantien thank you!
#power rangers#power rangers ninja steel#power rangers super ninja steel#ask#mutuals#estel eruantien#thanks estel!#writing prompts#ask game#brody romero#preston tien#brody romero/preston tien
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You need plenty of sleep! If you're gonna be up this early make sure to take care of yourself! Eat something or get a cup of water!
both of those things hurt tho ;-;
Also why are YOU up this early hmMMMMM???
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Hiii so right now I think requests r open right? Can I pls ask for let kanae and lee sanemi
Only if you want to 😊
-Leafy🍀non
Yeah! Sorry for taking so long! I hope you like it! A request from my previous account also asked for a fic but with lers! Shinobu and Kanae... I hope you don't mind it
Lers: Kanae and Shinobu Kocho
Lee: Sanemi Shinazugawa
Kanae sighed and immediately went to the room.
'Shinazugawa-Kun, again? It's the third time this week you've been here for your injuries. I thought we had talked about this seriously' 'Sorry... I'll try to be more careful'
'Nee-San!'... 'He here again? He's been coming around a lot lately, I'm not going to let him get close to Nee-San' again, Shinobu walks away from the room.
It didn't take long for Sanemi to arrive at the butterfly estate again with new injuries.
'He...again...' 'Shinobu, what's wrong?' 'Hey, what's up-?', Sanemi dodged a quick kick from Shinobu.
'Kanae, what the fuck?!' 'Shinobu! Sorry Shinazugawa! I don't know what happened to her, she's not like that. Shinobu, apologize to Sanemi right now,' Shinobu frowned as she turned to face Sanemi, she wasn't going to apologize.
'Well Shinobu? Apologize' 'It's your fault, I think it's suspicious that you always come with injuries and that you always want Kanae - nee san to attend you'
'I come here injured because I'm a hashira, I face dangers like this every day. Doesn't Kanae come hurt?'
Kanae covered her face embarrassed, she knew that Shinobu was like that but she didn't think it would go to that extreme
'Has no one taught you manners? I'm still waiting for my apology' 'Don't you dare put my sister's name in your damn mouth... I'm going to correct you, Shinazugawa', she whispered this last, as she approached Sanemi with her head bowed.
'Starting butterfly mansion correction...' 'Eh? What are you whispering?'
Kanae removed her hands from her face when she heard a blow, she thought that Shinobu and Sanemi were fighting but...
'Kocho Kocho - Technique!' 'Da-Damn it-! Kanae-! Ngh! '
And yep, Shinobu has his own technique to 'correct' a person's bad behavior. Her quick and agile fingers moved over Sanemi's ribs, but since she didn't get an effective reaction, she chose to go up to his armpits.
'Gah-! N-no! No-not gonna wohork on me!' 'Nee-San, please help me!'
'Shinobu's technique, Shinazugawa's reaction... Ohhh~! It's-?!', Shinobu nodded and smiled wider as her sister moved behind Sanemi and dug her fingers into his belly.
'Shinazugawa - San is ticklish!', what a discovery...
'Kocho! Stop! I swear-! Hmhmhmhm!!', Sanemi ground his teeth together as best he could, dammit, Kanae had found a particularly sensitive spot on his belly. 'Good job Kanae! Let's see... How about here? Or maybe here?! Or maybe...'
'HMMMMMM!!! NGH!!! GHGHGH!!', Sanemi was beginning to break down, both sisters smiled upon noticing this reaction.
'Ohhh~ Shinazugawa~! How cute! Kitchy kitchy kitchy!' What happen? Not that you were a hAsHira? Kocho kocho kocho kocho!!'
Sanemi was definitely in hell, the teasing and precision of both of them finding and attacking his worst points was too much for him, but he knew he could take it, he hated to admit it but Shinobu was right, he was a hashira!
'NGH!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!', but he was still a human....
'Ohh Sanemi! How cute! Listen to that cute laugh!' 'Hey Kanae, do you think we can make him snort?!', Sanemi would definitely kill Shinobu if she wasn't Kanae's sister.
'DON'T YOU DARE!!' 'Ohhh~ I dare Shinazugawa-San...'
For almost 15 minutes, Sanemi was fighting against the sensations that both sisters produced in him, he had sworn that neither of them would see him vulnerable side, but... it didn't help much.
'STAHAHAHAHAP!! *snort* I CAHAHAHAN'T!! *squeak* YOHOHOU WIN!!!', Sanemi gave up, he had no strength to continue fighting
'Oww~ poor thing. Alright Shinobu, we can stop now' 'B-but.. Ugh!', they both stopped, Kanae approached Sanemi and gently patted his head, making sure he was okay
'Whahahay?' 'Because we could and I hope this will teach you a lesson so you don't go near my sister...'
'And that's how I met Sanemi. A nice story, right Tomioka - San' 'I guess? I'm surprised he didn't kill you and still talk to you after that', Shinobu smiled, I guess it was a secret
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