#HEAR ME OHT

[miserye]

Horrible confession to make

[mccnstruck]

you guys im about to put in the most CLICHE most overrated scenario ever into a fic but like again i dont know anything else AHGHFHFHDF

[voltrixz]

Against the kitchen floor electroshocker. (Stares out the window, arms folded behind my back )

[eldritchsquared]

DO NOT SPEAK TO ME

[linda-rose]

the fact that all of these vaults both contain INCREDIBLE songs that are hard to believe were even scrapped AND also show how good Taylor is at shaping and editing albums and their arcs to tell a specific story....is just so wild

[asterias-corner]

Giggles

that’s it, just giggling and cackling

[literaturebf]

sorry but ill literally never shut up about how it does actually get better

[suntann]

with el dorado coming im very excited for leading role hoshimi junna like thinking about it is making me insane

[gh0stchoir]

Thinking abt both Dabi x reader buddy daddies concept and Keigo x reader buddy daddies concept

[mccnstruck]

so yk abotu that english homework i was panicking over,,,,

i still didnt do it,,,

[mrfoox]

Oliver keeps laughing at things I share and im 😭 please.... Why.... Im insecure, you need to tell me excatly why you're laughing or I'm freaking out

Me: uh, I have a limit of talking to people after 9pm if I need to go anywhere the next day.

Oliver:???? Why??? Lol, why does it matter??

Me: b... Because I need two hours to calm down after talking with someone so I can fall asleep?

Oliver: w... What why?

Me: idk bc I'm... Excited? I like talking with people i like so I need to lay and go through all we have talk about before I can sleep?

Oliver: -chuckling-so you... Youre saying you get so excited about talking with Fabian you-

Me: NO! Its that way about everyone I talk with! I can't fall asleep right after speaking, I need time to calm down

Oliver: -barely containing laughter-o... Okay that's... That's nice/sweet

[ssweetiebop]

Things I would like to see written more, or would write about if I could write featuring Disco Elysium:

- Harrier Du bois is a Innocence ! It would start out very subtly, with Kim catching Harry just seemingly not breathing, of course his first concussion would be that Harry’s heart must’ve just stopped, que panicked moments where Kim shakes Harry awake or semi freaks out whenever he sees Harry napping at work or just sleeping in general, because Harry is just not breathing. (Because it’s stated in game that apparently Innocence’s are said to not even breathe, they just eternal like that.) or maybe Harry just makes one too many predictions that are scarily accurate which really fucks with Kim as he entertains the idea of Harry being an Innocence, like he doesn’t believe it, but it’s a entertaining thought to ponder until Harry’s lungs suddenly glow out of nowhere, maybe Harry doesn’t notice himself or Kim convinced himself it was a trick of the light… just alot of second guesses and whatnot!

- Harry dating (and it’s not Kim) Harry, after finding out about his sexuality and finally coming to terms to it — decides it’s time to head back into the dating scene! Maybe Harry just ASSUMES Kim is taken already because I mean… it’s Kim! Kim is so cool! Of course he has a partner! (He doesn’t.) and Kim is just like wow my lungs are burning with hurt right now. Kim painstakingly supporting Harry but also dying inside hearing about all of Harry’s dates and partner(s). I just want jealous Kim honestly. Or even possessive Kim teehee… like Kim overhearing Harry has a date tonight and before Harry himself can tell him Kim abruptly asks if Harry wants to hang out tonight, wanting Harry to choose him over his date, even sweetening the deal by saying he has alot of plans of *insert literally all of Harry’s favourite activities and also maybe Kim confessing or being willing to let Harry do XYZ for once* Harry of course just blurts out ‘YEAH ILL HANG OHT WITH YOU!!’ Without thinking and is like oh shit I have a date tonight. Oh god. Do I blow my date off or Kim?? Kim realllyy smug when Harry chooses him all while acting innocent. Even “scolding” Harry when Harry admits he choose Kim over his date. Just small moments where Kim feels guilty for sabotaging his dates but also just can’t help it, he keeps purposefully somehow ruining the relationship. Of course he feels really guilty but Harry will forgive him because it led to them finally dating. Maybe Kim takes it too far or EVEM GETS CAUGHT ACTIVELY TRYING TO RUIN HARRY’S DATES and for the smallest second Harry sees Kim as some sort of jerk (sorta rightfully so!) and gets mad at Kim until later he thinks about WHY Kim was doing that.

- Body swap au ! I know there’s already some of body swaps out there, but I want more! Like the idea of Kim hearing Harry’s skills and being like ‘This is what Harry is forced to hear all the time? It’s so noisy…’ and then Harry being like ‘wow it’s so… quiet… I don’t like it! I miss my friends!’ BUT ALSO!!! BUT ALSO!!! People always do Harry and Kim! I want to see some more variety! Hell even just adding Jean to the mix sounds so fun! Jean waking up at Harry and just being absolutely mortified. I think it would be funny if the skills know right away that the person in Harry’s body right now isn’t Harry, and are deathly quiet during those first few minutes when Jean first wakes up Harry’s body, until… let’s say perspective or reaction speed helps Jean stop a mug from falling and Jean goes very still at the sound of their voices. Harry in jeans body… or maybe KIM in Jean’s?! Oh Kim would be absolutely checking himself out in the mirror (and delighted at how he can SEE!!! WITHOUT GLASSES!) before catching himself and scolding himself to be more respectful. And I think we all know how Harry would be in Kim’s body…

- Furry Elysium ! Look… here me out. we all agreed that Harry and Kim have a very dog + cat dynamic — or at the very least it’s fun to draw them as animals! But alas… I have seen almost ZERO fanfics about them as actual animals/animal-like features! I want to explore a world like disco elysium filled with animal hydrids! … do you think Jean would be a horse? Or a bird like his name suggests? Would Harry actually be a dog or would he be something else? I feel like Kim being a cat or cat-like is perfect BUT if you think of another animal Kim would fit lmk!

- THEM AS KIDS !!! BUT, BUT… I want them to turn into kids! How? Idk! The pale did it maybe?! It doesn’t have to make logical sense. Maybe they remember their adults self maybe they don’t. I just want someone to hold Harry when he’s a toddler… he deserves some soft parental love… or Jean waking up as a teenager and being absolutely pissed because of it… MAYBE they all are different ages, Harry a toddler, Kim a little boy, Jean a teenager. Or just the classic one-person-magically-turns-into-a-toddler-and-then-the-remaining-adults-have-to-come-together-to-take-care-of-said-toddler.

- Kid fic OR parent fic I know I just mention kids but this time I want one of them to HAVE a kid. Of course Kim would likely be excluded from this biological wise but adoption works too! I just like the idea of of Harry being a father or Jean awkwardly holding a youngster or Kim looking around to see if he’s alone before cooing at a cute little kid. Harry would have a blast dressing the baby up. Also imagine just Harry walking into work with a baby strapped to him on day and Jean just spits out his coffee like WHAT is HARRY doing with a baby?? And Harry is just like ‘this is my baby! And you’re the godfather… kinda rude of you to not know!’ I read some kid fics and they were so, SO sweet.

- MAGICALLY TURNING INTO AN ANIMAL ! Yes. We are pulling out ALL the classics. It doesn’t have to be a cat but I WILL be using a kitty here. I’m so sorry this one is the longest. I wanted a fic like this for so long so please allow me to ramble my ass off:

They can’t change back… or maybe when they do change back to being a human it’s not their choice! Think of ‘A Whisker Away’ type of situation. Kim waking up as a kitty absolutely terrified and thinking the one person who would be able to tell it’s him would likely be Harry, right?! Like he gets premonition and predictions and insights all the time! Surely Harry will immediately know it’s Kim! …. Harry does not know or find out actually. Harry just immediately scooping Kitty-Kim once he ‘gains it’s trust’ (but really it’s just Kim stuck between indecisiveness of just running back home or not and trying to figure this out on his own because he already trusts Harry!) and Kim allowing himself for ONCE in his life to be held and loved and pampered and cooed at without shame. BUT I also love the idea of this happening to the others too, like Harry immediately using this to get to know what Kim is like behind closed doors, feeling guilty but also just can’t help but still go and try to get adopted by Kim (newsflash, it takes FOREVER for Kim to finally let Kitty-Harry inside his apartment, and even LONGER for Kim to officially adopt Kitty-Harry, (bonus points if Kim is still in/at precinct 57) but then ! Kim wants to introduce Harry to his cat! uh-oh! Kitty-Harry also kinda afraid of Jean’s reaction to Kitty-Harry but going to be nosy anyways and turns out — Jean is a big animal lover! It barely takes any convincing for Jean to decide to adopt Harry. Harry feeling jealous that he doesn’t get this soft side of Jean but also gives Harry a new perspective on Jean overall. Que Kitty-Harry awkwardly being owned by two of his friends and THEN also imagine them both talking about the cat they own and finding out it’s the same kitty and they both feel sorta backstabbed(?) or are like ‘wow my/our cat isn’t loyal…’ Jean as a Kitty sounds very amusing… just hissing and very annoyed that they don’t clock it right away that it’s him! Knocking over mugs to get their attention and whatnot, getting scolded and put in kitty jail.. :( !

- SWAP AU! Do I really have to go into detail here? I love the idea of a ‘very, very sane’ Harrier du bois and just an absolutely pathetic failure of Kim Kitsuragi in the swap au… shout out to @/Danielcalmdown0 on Twitter for the new perspective/dynamic on this au!! Kim doesn’t own the kineema in this au because they gave it to a more dedicated officer and Kim is just… absolutely heartbroken over it, but also a bit petty and jealous like ‘I WOULDVE TAKEN CARE OF IT THE BESTEST!’ I wish people discussed Jean and Harry’s relationship in this au more though! I like to think in this particular au they would have a bit of a more father-son dynamic?? MAYBE? not necessarily father-son, but something close for sure, just older figure Jean looks up too… (Maybe Harry baby’s or coddles Jean too much in this au and it PISSES Jean off.) would he still be his brooding self?! Let’s just say yes. I think Jean would have a bit of a crush on this Harry, of course he denies it to himself but it’s there, until Kim joins the picture then its pathetic loser vs pathetic loser and Harry wanting them to be friends but it doesn’t really work to much at first… they figure it out later though. IDK! I have a lot of ideas! And a lot of them contradict eachother!

I have alot more ideas. But I been typing for far too long so I’m gonna call it wraps. If you read the entirety of this I love you. AND if you’re a writer… and you get inspired by ANY of these and if you write it?? Please let me know! I would love to read it!

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𝐀𝐝𝐚𝐦 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬

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(this is my first tumblr post so don’t mind me)

🕯 🧸 ☁ 🪐 🕊 🤎 ��� 📷

(𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐓𝐢𝐤𝐓𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐭)

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~ SAD HEADCANNONS ~

• Lawrence felt so guilty about not going back for Adam that he used his power as an apprentice to anonymously stalk Adam’s family, find his parents and send money to them to pay for his grave or to go towards the vigil.

• In an argument with Scott Tibbs (probably to do with the new album photoshoot) he broke the last picture Adam had of his parents.

• He began smoking and doing drvgs in his early teens, and this was one of the reasons why he fell out with his parents and got kicked out.

• After everything that happened to Adam, Lawrence took up photography to help remember him.

• Larry would also go to the parking lot where they first properly met, to reconnect with him.

• Afraid of the dark.

• After the events of saw 1 (if he magically escaped) he would NEVER lock the doors to the bathrooms he would use in public, in case he got locked in one again. But it would kind of annoy you because you’d have to wait for him.

• Went to a rehabilitation camp when he was younger.

• Adam met Daniel at a ‘Wrath of the Gods’ gig. But he saw him as a little brother.

• Daniel would rant to Adam about Eric, but Adam would relate to it all because of his own relationship with his father.

• Adam would often compare himself to the attention Scott got from women, this would make him a lot more insecure and self conscious .

• The photo of Adam (seen in The Scott Tibbs Documentary) was the last remaining thing Scott got from Adam’s apartment, the rest of it was taken by squatters…

• Bailed Scott out a couple times, this is one of the reasons why he is poor.

• Definitely had that one teacher at school that he’d just linger with because all of the other people in his grade/year pissed him off.

• Taught Daniel how to skate.

• HEAR ME OHT FOR THIS ONE BECAUSE I DON’T EXPLAIN IT VERY WELL !!!

~ Scott would definitely try and get with 18 year old groupies or Yk younger, but he’d definitely try and set them up with Adam too. Adam wouldn’t have any of this illegal shit and reassure the women that he was nice and didn’t want it.

• The iconic shirt of his seen in Saw 1 was probably given to him by his dad. It’s one of the last things he has.

• Gets into fights at bars bc he RUNS HIS MOUTH. But that doesn’t mean he wins them ….

• He waited every day outside of his apartment to see if Amanda was there.

• Liked Amanda because he knew that she wouldn’t run off with Scott.

• His parents definitely tried reaching out to him, but he didn’t want any of it.

• His parents put flyers and missing poster signs to try and get their son back. But it didn’t work …

• He had such a problem with Larry cheating on his wife because I get the vibe that Adam’s dad cheated on his mom.

• Died thinking that no one loved him. But there’s probably a lil bench put in his name in his hometown.

• Stalks his exes online.

• Got arrested for stalking and harassment.

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HAPPY / RANDOM HEADCANNONS <3 (yay)

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• Hates cheese.

• Went to a blink- 182 concert back when they were REALLY popular.

• He was close to his grandma, but when she died, he kind of spiralled (this is kinda sad but cute :))

• Donnie Darko is his comfort character.

• Gets outfit inspiration from people like Kurt Cobain and Billy Loomis. (If you know you know)

• His couch is COVERED in cigarette burns.

• Owns a tumblr account <3

• Owns a wrath of the Gods fan page. We love a supportive king.

• Owns one of those TikTok accounts that just low-key aims all of his posts about Taylor Swift and the swifties.

• Had a buzz cut back in high school.

• Definitely be one of those people like “Name 5 Songs !!! 😡😡😡” Bro would love pissing people off.

• Loved Smoking at night to Jeff Buckley’s Grace. Loved that man so much.

• Definitely a comic book collector.

• Would love all- inclusive buffets :)

• more than likely got expelled as a kid.

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(that’s all for now <3)

[aceiined]

if i get a woman can i invite her i dont plan on kissing mee considering we're cousins😭

maybe in a different universe im friends with a girl who i end up dating and having 9 cats in our future house except we dont do sexual stuff or romantic its just platonic but im still dating but its like

idk

someone please explain it

thats all i want

[angelmichelangelo]

Ooh, are you taking requests? I'd love to see a little 2012 Raph whump, maybe a little something where Mikey gets to be badass and protect/care for his big bro?

i love badass mikey :3 adding in the medic!mikey hc too because it makes me run around in a circle

x

Mikey soars through the air with the force of a bullet, kusarigama chains go taunt as he whips it forwards and then back towards him all with one movement, a flurry of Foot bowling over in its wake, a series of groans and cries echoing out over the stretch of rooftops.

Raph is slumped over, pressed up against the lip of the roof, practically folded in half, Mikey wastes no time in getting to him, he springs upwards, feet landing on slender shoulders, he kicks off, chucks swing backwards and connect hard with a human jaw with a sickening crack.

“Raph!” He barks, his brother groggily acknowledging his presence as he lifts his head up slowly. “Raph! Hold on!”

He’s skidding to a halt beside him. His heart kicks wildly in his chest when he notices the smear of crimson across his brothers palm that’s pressed into his side.

“Just a knick,” Raph says with a heavy breath. His eyes are rolling around in his skull like googly eyes, his mouth is drawn together in a thin, straight line. “M’fine.”

Mikey pulls his hand away and quickly replaces it with his own. Behind him he can hear the sound of Leo’s katanas cut through the air, Donnie’s bō staff colliding with bone, and a howl of pain ripples through the night air.

“Shut up,” he tells his brother plainly. “How deep?”

Raph doesn’t respond straight away, his head rocks back and forth on his shoulders with each laboured breath. Mikey clicks his tongue at him.

“Raph,” he presses, pushing his palm a little tighter towards the wound, making his brother hiss with pain, head snapping up like a rubber band. “How deep?”

Raph hums, annoyed. “Not deep enough that it stuck,” he tells him. That’s good. There’s a chance it missed anything vital.

“Kay,” Mikey muses. He drops his chucks by his feet, letting them roll a little ways away from him. He uses his free hand to rummage around the belt pack that holds all his emergency first aid things.

“S’gonna sting,” Mikey warns him before he’s pulling out a small bottle of antiseptic. “Don’t be a baby.”

Raph goes to say something, probably a well aimed curse word but whatever it is, it dies down in the back of his throat where a cut off sob replaces it, his whole body doing a quick little jerk of pain before he’s quickly stilling himself.

Mikey’s eyes meet his. He can’t help but smirk.

“I said don’t be a baby.”

This time Raph gets his chance to cuss him out.

“Fuck off.”

Mikey reaches in for a bandage. He’ll have to wrap it, only for the time being until they get off this rooftop and head home but this is all he can do for him for now.

“You’re a terrible patient, Raph.” Mikey says around a grin.

Raph huffs. He’s squirming still, probably the lingering effects of the antiseptic itching at his broken skin.

“Yeah,” he says through gritted teeth. “Well you’re a—”

Whatever Raph says, Mikey doesn’t hear it. Probably for the better too, given it was most likely a heated insult, but Mikey would take brotherly bickering any day over the sudden explosion of pain that comes down on top of his head.

“Mike!” He hears Raph call out, a shuffle of his sluggish body kicks Mikey into gear. Raph can’t move. He can handle this fine.

He blindly reaches for his discarded nunchucks. Praises Kami when his fingers find familiar wood groves. He yanks them up and spins on his shell.

Raph is trying to get up, clutching uselessly at his side as he stumbles to his feet, Mikey sends him back down with a meaningful jab of his elbow.

“Raph! Stay down!” He spins again, kicking his legs oht like a bronco horse, he feels connection with a torso, a crunch of broken ribs beneath his heel. With the wind kicked out of the Foot solider, he quickly leaps to his feet and moves.

There’s definitely a concussion swimming around in the back of his skull. His vision blurs for only a second, the whole earth seems to dance beneath him, unsteadying him just briefly, but Mikey keeps low to the ground and darts to the side.

He does a cartwheel despite the way it makes his brain bounce about in his head, hands moving outwards he grabs a hold of stiff shoulders and jerks them sideways, sending the solider spilling to the ground with a thud.

Mikey also goes sprawling across the floor but not before he’s scrambling upwards to get to Raphael.

“You idiot,” he huffs, shaking his head. It sends white spots bursting about the edges of his vision. “Stay still. I gotta re wrap this now.”

Raph’s eyes are blown wide. Mikey can just about hear the sound of the fight dulling down behind him.

“Me?!” Raph explodes. “You nearly got your brains bashed in— Leo! Don!”

Mikey scoffs as he gets to work on the bandage wrapping. His brother jerks around too much for it to be as tight as he wants but now that the fight was done, they could head home and he could make good of it there.

Leo and Donnie appear at his side, breathless and crowded with worry, Raph is quick to redirect their anxiety.

“Mike got his head conked,” Raph rats him out. His breaths are wheezy and shallow but Mikey puts it down to sheer excitement and adrenaline. “Like really conked.”

Leo looks like he’s ready to scold him, perhaps scold them both for getting themselves into such trouble, but Don hooks a hand under his arm and gives him a gentle, knowing tug.

“We should go,” he tells him. “It’s gonna be daylight in about an hour and we all know Raph is about as heavy as a horse when he’s hurt.”

Raph doesn’t take kindly to such an insult, but has to be carried home anyway, where Mikey tends to his wound and clears him of anything serious. He even slaps on a My Little Pony bandaid that’s totally useless to his injuries but gives him a good laugh anyway.

And then when Leo assesses his probable concussion with a flashlight shot into his eyes and gentle hands feeling around for any fractures creeping up around his skull, he wraps him up in a hug and tells him he’s proud.

“You did good today. Thank you.”

Mikey shrugs. “Raph was right. It was just a knick. Nothing too deep or serious.”

Leo just holds him tighter. “Doesn’t matter,” he says, breathing into the space where his neck meets his shoulder. “Thank you. For doing what you do so well.”

It had taken a long time for Mikey to stomach such a high amount of praise, practically solar opposiyes from his eldest brother, who soaked up words of affirmation like a damn sponge, Mike was finally able to find himself welcoming whatever confidence his brothers voiced about him.

He squeezes Leo back, even if it does knock the wind out of him a little, he lingers between his brother's arms a little longer. He knows he has a job to do. And he knows now that he does it well.

He smiles.

“No problem, bro.”

[autisticlee]

when you're autistic and can't mask and genuinely don't know how to talk to and interact with people, but you really want friends or something.....people tell you "go to places and ~just talk to people~ it's easy" but when you ask how to talk to people they say "just say anything" but you're super confused because any attempts to try to speak either end in getting completely ignored, bullied, or worse, because you're "weird and creepy" and can't say things right, make everyone uncomfortable, and making strange noises to communicate when you can't speak actual words isn't acceptable. that's if you can even physically say anything at all! because if you struggle to speak in general, then it's game over before it even begins. small talk seems simple because you can script most of it, but I can't even do that irl. even online when I do it, it never goes past that. i never feel connected to people, get bored/uninterested, don't know what to do after, and don't know when it's appropriate to start talking about special interests, if at all, because most people dont share my interests at all

no one has advice for that besides "just do it" and no one is ever patient or kind enough to try to engage themsleves, because no one understands how hard speaking is! it's always expected that *I* initiate everything and have to do all the work because im the one that wants a friend. no one is interested in me first, so no one will be the one to initiate first. i've gone to things alone, awkwardly did everything alone, tried to talk to people and failed, but no one approached me first or tried to converse and be friends. if someone did try to talk to me, i'd be so overwlmed with sensory processing disorder that i dont hear them and before i can try to clarify what they said, they walk away. my processing speed is so slow that i cant react before they get lost in the crowd.

I always end up extremely overwhelmed, burnt out, and need to find a quiet place alone to have at least a few meltdown or shutdowns. i'm struggling and suffering the whole time, but i'm "just doing it" because people keep telling me I need to "just try" and no one will help or support me and my needs and struggles so I have no choice but to put myself in dangerous situations where I can't be fully aware of my surroundings because i'm so disabled by my brain. I don't know how to behave if i'm not following and copying someome i'm with. instead I just dissociate until i'm not present and i'm unaware of myself and everyone and thing around me, while also being painfully aware of all the sensory input that wants to send me into meltdowns.

realistically, I don't think I *should* be going anywhere alone. I need help. I need support. I've gotten into near trouble with strangers who see me as an easy target but somehow got lucky and got away. I can't ask got help if I need it. I can't scream if one of those strangers got ahold of me. actually one DID get ahold of me once. I don't remember how I got oht of it. i dissociated so bad I have no memory after being grabbed...I don't know how to react to trouble correctly. I don't know basic common sense needed for being out alone. *I* know i'm in danger by being out alone but everyone in my life ignores my needs and struggles and forces me to either do everything alone or rot in my tiny dark room alone. so I decide to prove to them doing things alone is dangerous and doesn't help me. i'll tell them the dangerous stuff I got into they don't care. they just lecture me for not acting normal.

but I try. I try so hard. I hate every moment of ot and never get anythjg out of it except misery and pain and mental and emotional turmoil. but people don't believe me that i'm actually trying because they swear it will work if I "just try" so I keep trying and keep having a horrible time. it always ends in me feeling horrible physically and emotionally, being burnt out and disappointed that i didnt make friends like i was told i would just by going there alone. going to places does not mean you automatically make friends!!!!!! everyone else goes there *with* friends. they aren't looking for new ones. people who are good at making friends don't need to go places to make friends, because they already have them! so no social person who is good at talking and really nice is going to be there looking for friends, see i'm alone, and become my friend. hell, most social people talk one look at my awkward ass and turn the other way. they dont want someone awkward around them. my first impression is horrible. that's what people judge by. it's expected that i'm the one to try to break into a group of people and sell my soul to them and make them want to add me to their already established friend group. but i'll never know what group i'd fit in. I barely have the social energy to be around a crowd of people. how am I expected to interact with even a single person??? when you don't have the skill, social energy, or general ability to do any of the expected social stuff and cant mask on top of it, you have no other choice but to accept being alone forever...😞