#HE'S TOO PROUD TO DIE
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ADAR NEEDS TO SURVIVE OUT OF SHEER FUCKING SPITE !!!!!! SAURON STABBED YOU FATALLY?? WALK IT OFF. URUKS TRIED TO KILL YOU???? GET TF UP AND CONTINUE THE GRIND. IT'S NOTHING. BE UNGOVERNABLE.
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Charles has always left Edwin little notes slipped between the pages of his favorite books, in his science equipment, places he knows Edwin loves. Just silly things—post its that say “hi Edwin :)”. doodles of Edwin with his nose stuck in a book. reminders to stock up on wolfsbane. but.
Then, post canon, Edwin tentatively starts dating people. And it’s ridiculous, because Edwin’s right there, all the time, but Charles..misses him a bit. And his heads a mess, and he can’t sort out what the hell he’s feeling most of the time, and whenever he tries to say any of it out loud it comes out rubbish.
So. He writes down some of the shit he can’t say right, and because he’s a coward, hides them so he doesn’t have to see Edwin’s face when he reads them.
then Edwin starts writing back.
Neat lilac blue little envelopes appear in Charles coat pockets. In his bag. Once, in his shoe? Some nights, Edwin will clear his throat and mention something from a letter, offhand, like they’re just picking up conversation, and Charles can pretend they are. That they always have talked about the basement, the belt, the nameless fear that chokes him every time Edwin walks out the door with someone else on his arm.
Sometimes he can’t. The words get stuck in his throat. Edwin’s not mad, he’s maddeningly, stubbornly kind about it, which is worse.
Some nights they trade. A secret for a secret. Charles learns about the novels Edwin used to hide under his mattress, about all the lonely years before Charles got there. About Simon.
Meanwhile, Edwin is losing his mind, because Charles has accidentally stumbled onto what was a fucking courting ritual in his time. Love letters were something engaged couples treasured for years, kept and reread over and over. (Edwin does. keep them in a special box, will take one out and trace the words, tuck it in his breast pocket for courage).
Edwin would rather have to reattach a limb again than lose Charles trust, all the dark and beautiful things he shares with Edwin only. He knows—knows Charles doesn’t mean to make him fall more in love with him.
#payneland#dbda#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#mini fic#charles x edwin#chedwin#fic#anyone is welcome to write this!#maybe I will eventually once I crawl victorious from the mountain of my 10+ wips#either way I’m a strong believer in the 2 or more cakes principle#would love different peoples takes on this#UGH BUT JUST IMAGINE… Edwin being scared to date & try new things#reading over and over how Charles is scared too how he’s faking being brave most of the time.#keeping the letter over his heart for courage#(I do think Edwin should date people for a while because like. he’s hot! he never got to be a teenager!#let him kiss cute boys for a bit! realize there’s nothing wrong with him! become more confident! more centered!#maybe it makes Charles a little crazy! proud and possessive and confused horny!)#they have time! :) & sometimes you need to go on your solo journey so u can then become more freakishly codependent with your#work bestie husband ride or die twin flame in the future. yk
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the Captain and his Baby Captains!!!! [Ghost | Soap | Gaz]
#yessir! i Frank Woods'ed Price here SHAHSHASAH#he's in a veteran's home and the Bois visit him regularly#initially wanted to make Price's polaroid in time for MWIII's gameplay trailer but i was too emotionally unstable at the time#from watching said trailer that is SHAHSAHSHASH#hiii im a proud “Price will die” denier <3#my art#2023#call of duty#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod#codmwiii#codmwii#codmw#tf141#141#task force 141#john price#captain john price#captain price#ghost#simon ghost riley#simon riley#soap#soap mactavish#johnny mactavish#gaz#kyle gaz garrick#kyle garrick
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me finding out there’s no fics for kyle gallner and that he’s married all in the same day
#kyle gallner#dinner in america#x reader#fics#the passenger#jennifer’s body#smile#i’m devastated#he’s just SOOOOO hot#this is unfair#this is cruel#how can i get over him if i cant read everything about him and live out my fantasies#i need fics before i die#hyper fixation goes hard#i will think about him for the next ten months if i can’t read something#somebody help me#😫😫😫😫#i’m not surprised he’s married#he’s too hot to be alone#good for them i guess 🧍♀️🚗#the way he is in interviews TOO? if i was his wife i’d be sweating#or i’d be so proud that he picked me#he’s so flirty#and gorgeous#and his smile#omg#i’m in love#i need a man like him irl#or i need to be institutionalised
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──── happy bunny (lion!?) day 🐇💛
...let's ignore that I'm a bit late, okay?
(also I'm sknclemalzmlwmala simping over my own drawing I think I should kmslvnrlwlqlqllsdkekwansns I'm gonna explodd)
non-text ver :]
#leona twst#leona kingscholar fanart#leona kingscholar#leona fanart#twst disney#twst fanart#disney twst#twisted wonderland fanart#disney twisted wonderland#レオナ・キングスカラー#leona brainrot corner#im akfnlwmamzms#i should die#this is. too much xor me WHY DID I MAKE HIM LOOK SO PRETTY.#it's rare for me to like my own drawings this much. pls bare with me.#i feel like ive managed to reflect his beauty on this one... im proud...#he isnt too happy about it tho lmao#bunny day
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You guys will let me know when the good trauma hurt/comfort fics drop about Harumasa and Lighter being triggered about being touched and seen without their choker/sunglasses and feeling nervous about their scars/how skinny he looks bc he's sick, right?
You'll keep me in your hearts when those fics drop, won't you? 🥺
#everyone wants them to fuck nasty but I personally need them pushing people away shaking and wanting to throw up before reaching that stage#I just can't envision Lighter feeling comfy with having anyone look him in the eyes or see his scars for the first time#and I think Harumasa would rather die than let people see his needle marks under his choker#the body dysmorphia hc isn't a must but it's very welcome...#I just think between him being so sick and the fear of being an ethereal he has a lot of hangups about his body and how it looks#I think he'd be bitter about it too because every sick person doesn't choose to be sick#so imagine how it feels to be falling for someone and wanting to have sex with them only to compulsively push them away#same with Lighter and his ptsd! He covers his body so much so it plays into the idea he's not proud of how he looks#it's a very intimate thing to be so close to see someone's weaknesses laid bare under the tender moonlight...#you'll tell me when the fics are done cookin yeah 🥺? The Lighter/Belle Lighter/Wise Haru/Belle Haru/Wise Haru/Seth fics....let me know!!!#lighter lorenz#asaba harumasa#zenless zone zero#wyzzze.posting
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“And I mean, hell. If you’re have to live the rest of your life in a memory… ya might as well make it a good one.”
#RvB#Red vs Blue#red vs blue the recollection#RvB the recollection#rvb church#guess who finished season 3#no spoilers for project freelancer btw I’m gonna bawl my eyes out and then watch it#I am so glad im going in this blind#like yeah. some of it didn’t age well but dear GOD this was so good#AND THE FIGHT SCENES???? TEXAS KICKING ASS???#she was making sure griff was the last of his legacy dear god#AND THE GLACIER BOMB TRAP SCENE MADE ME LOOSE MY SHIT she is my favorite#it’s moments like this that make me proud to be a Texan#god. and. just everything. SARGE’S DAMN SPEEECH i was so convinced he was going to die and I was gonna lose it.#the griff death fake out gave me a heart attack. AND SIMMON’S REACTION TOO LIKE BRO WAS SAD#AND. GOD. HE (church) REALLY DOES CARE. HE’S WILLING TO SPEND ETERNITY WITH THESE GUYS WHILE WAITING FOR TEX. ur honor im. emotional
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humans are able to be reborn... humans can be reborn many times.
#keep getting told this is to good to be loveless fanart and thats so real dfvhfdnv#aoyagi seimei#agatsuma soubi#loveless#loveless manga#my art#this isnt finished but im kinda proud of it ngl hbfdfjsf#i think seimei looks a lil too creepy i couldnt get his eyes right LMAO#also this is so untrue i think he would rather die then touch a public restroom counter#tw blood
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personal growth is crazy because it seems like nothing has changed until you're crying because you don't want to die. you learn something about yourself that ten years ago would have actually killed you, and now you're thinking about what you can do to heal and make peace with it. nothing may have changed to you, but to the person you were however long ago, you are the "it gets better"
#guy who's very proud of how well he's handling things rn lol#anyways personal time:#but idk man i kinda remembered smthn from my past n#like. if it wasn't for how much effort i've put into my mental health n coping skills#n my support network now#idk id be in a much worse place.#so i'm gonna forgive myself for not really sleeping last night#n having a hard time with my bpd feelings n emotions#because fuck man! i'm doin really good actually!#growth doesn't have to be oh man i'm never ever sad anymore#it's just. idk i don't cry because i Wanna die anymore#sometimes i have an intrusive thought of suicide#and it makes me cry because i DONT wanna die. and i know those thoughts are not good or needed#but i'm not gonna beat myself up for having them. i'm just gonna be patient n gentle w myself#n give myself time#n everything will be okay(:#bc it is okay! it's in the past and i'm safe now. and i wanna make other people feel safe too#growth starts w baby steps. n that's why it's so hard to recognize in yourself a lot of the time#it goes slooooooowly. for me at least lol.#mine#despite everything i am happy because i know my life now is one i love (: and one im actively trying to better for myself
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Sangcheol complains about Jeongwoo meddling in his business, but then what’s that tiny smile as he turns his head in the first gif?
I’m kinda sure that he likes that the puppy is strong enough to beat his @/ss if he wants to 💪🏻😏
#black out#snow white must die#백설공주에게 죽음을#Jeongwoo is a tough guy or he has become one but when Sangcheol grows on him he lets it all go and allows himself to be cared for#and I love that for him#well at least Sangcheol knows he is capable of beating him up if he wants to hmmm 😏#I love JW’s face in the last gif he’s like yeah alright got it you don’t want me to meddle but I saved your arse#you’re welcome#how can he look innocent and sassy all at the same time 😩#and he’s kinda proud of himself too like heh did you see me 😎 and walks back to Sangcheol like the good puppy he is only to get scolded#make up your mind NOH SANGCHEOL!!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️#I’m stuck at this ep after my latest fic don’t mind me
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Strums guitar horribly
I love you, bitch.
I aint never gonna stop lovin you
Bitch♡♡
— 【 ᴘꜰꜰꜰꜰꜰ ... 】
#𐂃「���ʀᴀᴡʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰʀɪᴅɢᴇ」 &&. * 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬.#( my art. )#℧ 「ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀɴ ᴇᴛᴇʀɴᴀʟ ꜰʟᴀᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜰᴀᴅᴇꜱ」 * 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭#starsaught#( TRYING. NOT. TO.#DIE.#HE'S SO FUCKN PROUD OF HER#THIS MADE HIS DAY TBH#AND YES!#I HAD TO DOODLE MY RESPONSE!!#HE'S JUST-#DOING HIS BEST NOT TO BURST#OUT LAUGHING#FUCKN NEVER CHANGE GURL#WE BOTH LOVE YOU TOO <333 )
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Natural team dynamic progression over stream for Blue team (Soulfire) [Day One of purgatory]:
Split into two main groups—
Farming/base-bound: Tina, Missa, Lenay, Niki
Fighters/Runners: Bad, Tubbo, Pierre
Tubbo is main official leader, and Bad and Tina have been acting as co-leaders per their groups for the most part. Tina had been the biggest support leader and the main person keeping morale up within the group-- Missa, Lenay, and Niki being her main supply runners/farmers that she distributed tasks through. Pierre has become main runner who turns in missions, while Tubbo and Bad run distraction. Majority of plans are thought up by Tina, Bad, Tubbo, and Pierre, and are run through Tubbo before execution.
They’ve maintained lead the entire stream for the most part.
#qsmp#this is mostly my personal tracking so I can keep note of character dynamics#I find it really interesting how natural leadership progresses#and Tina has been MVP in keeping them all tied together#she checks in continuously esp on the quiet members like niki missa and lenay#she is the backbone of their opporations handling all farming management and tasks#without her they’d have nothing to turn in#I’m so proud of her lol I didn’t know Tina before qsmp but I would die for her#this is not without noting other members moments like missa getting apples and lenay getting dirt#niki has been fueling them too#bad and Tubbo have been PVP heavy to protect Pierre and do their best to keep close ranks#Tubbo in particular killed a lot of people. probably the most out of all the team#and bad tends to play tubbos close backup#Pierre also had a moment where he snuck in and turned in a BUNCH of missions unprotected#everyone’s done a good job!! they are a very cohesive team#esp with a lot of players not usually present on the server
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IMAGINE! High school sweethearts/early college Brim - personally i dont think Tim would be able to get on T until he can get a job to pay out of pocket (because you know the system isn’t exactly LGBT friendly) - so Brian gets to watch Tim’s t-dick grow the longer he’s on T over time aaaa
i get Sweaty thinking about Brian pushing Tim’s legs back to get a good view of his pussy, and seeing that cute lil thing get bigger and bigger and telling Tim he’s ‘getting to be such a big boy’ to fluster Tim and make him feel good about himself :D and then Brian comments about how much easier it gets to stroke/suck his dick as it grows aaa
Also, god forgive me, but something about the whole ‘getting to be such a big boy’ in terms of Tim’s dick just gives me DOPAMINE. like its that perfect dose of affection and dominance that kills me :D
Oooooooooooooo yes
I love Tim and Brian being highschool sweethearts so much, and them in college/uni is like, so perfect. Tim definitely wouldn't be on T til he could pay for it himself, you're right, I think it'd be once he was in his second year of uni that he started T, so (going off my made up Sorry, It's Locked timeline) during their first year, when they were helping Alex with his film project, he wouldn't have been on T until like, at earliest right at the end of that year I think.
Okay, rest of it's under the thingy since it's NSFW, in case you don't wanna see that
Anyway, whenever it happens, he goes on T after he and Brian have already been just quietly dating for a while, so Brian is veryyyyyy familiar with how he looks down there (Brian being very enthusiastic about giving oral is a huge headcanon of mine) and Tim starts seeing changes pretty early on, like bottom growth is one of the first changes he sees. And like, Brian's his boyfriend, so of course he's gonna tell him about it and wanna show him, because this is something he's wanted for ages, and he needs to know he isn't going mad and just imagining it because he's so excited for the changes he knows T can bring.
Brian's 100% on board, he'd never say no to being able to get his head between his boyfriend's legs. I think he'd definitely use it as an excuse to suck him off, like he'd make some dumb joke about "hmm I dunno, I can't see any difference... You should lemme suck you off, I know what your dick feels like better than I know what it looks like". Tim would find it horrendously endearing and would also laugh at Brian for the world's worst pickup line. He'd let Brian suck him off though.
I do like to think it'd go silly wrong just that first time tho, like not badly wrong, everything's fine. It's just like, y'know, bottom growth can be sensitive AF and Brian jumps straight into sucking Tim's dick and ends up almost getting kneed in the head because it's wayyyyyyyy too much and Tim ends up needing to pull Brian off and be like "okay I'm done, fucking hell, yeah no that's a lot I'm gonna need like two to three business days". They kinda have to refigure out oral as Tim's dick grows on T, especially since at first it's very sensitive just cos it's like, so new I guess, and the anticipation for it feeling different then makes it feel even more sensitive cos Tim's thinking about it so much lol.
At first they actually end up kinda leaving his dick alone as much as possible, like Brian will still look at it and compliment it and stuff like that definitely, but his actual effort is all focussed around eating Tim out rather than sucking him off, y'know? Like, if he accidentally bumps up against Tim's dick, that's fine, but for the most part it's getting his tongue inside him rather than his lips around him, y'know?
Eventually tho, Brian gets to suck him off properly for the first time, and he's fucking obsessed with it. Tim practically drowns him he's holding him in place with his hands and thighs so tight. Brian 100% uses that "getting to be so big" line right before he actually gets his mouth on him, and Tim pretty much dies, because it's so hot, and Brian's got his arms under and hooked round his thighs to pull him closer and hold him in place even while Tim's still shuddering trying to relax into it and get used to how overwhelming it feels.
Tim has the best night of his life so far and by the end of it he's so shaky it's actually laughable.
Like, Brian sucks him off, makes him cum like that, and then gets his dick inside him, and they're in a position that every time Brian thrusts in his pelvis smacks and grinds right against Tim's dick, and with how sensitive he is right now that makes him clench so tight around him. Like, Brian's in heaven, and he barely wiped his mouth before he started fucking Tim, so they're making out through it and Tim's just tasting himself.
Like, they both have the best time playing with Tim's t-dick after that, Brian develops a fondness for cockwarming him. Tim will be doing something in his room and Brian will just come in and push his legs apart so he can nose at his cunt, and Tim will just sigh like he's being a nuisance and push his trousers and pants down so Brian can get himself properly situated and just lie or sit there with Tim's dick in his mouth, sucking it gently every now and again.
He uses that "you're getting to be so big" line so often during that. Like, he jokes that it's just him keeping an eye on "how everything's going down there" and he'll make comments every time like he can actually tell the difference day to day. Like, logically, there's no noticeable size difference day by day, but he'll always say there is just to get Tim all flustered and to tell him to shut up all embarrassed.
Also Brian kisses the tip of Tim's dick every time he pulls off for the night.
They've definitely made the tips of their dicks kiss too, just because they thought it'd be funny. I think one of them would have taken a photo, just to have it. It's like the first and last photo of them having sex that they ever take lol, but they just both really love the look of Tim's dick next to Brian's.
#nsft#tim wright#brian thomas#mh brim#marble hornets#marble hornets fanfic#mh sorry its locked#fic/series rated e on ao3#in case anyone would prefer not to read that#popping that there cos even tho this did start out meaning to just be general MH i used the SIL timeline so it works for SIL too#i should post that timeline at some point cos im pretty proud of it. It runs all the way from 2005 to 2014 and has full dates for everything#also goes back to when everyone was born as well as when Tim went into and got out of the hospital#i have exactly how old everyone is during specific fics too lol#ooooo looking at it now i havent put in when Brian “died/was killed by Alex” yet. i need to do that. the timelines a bit messy around their#uni years but i think Brian would “die” some time in 2007? unless theres a canon date he “died” then i might have to try shuffle things#around to make that fit the SIL timeline. first half of 2007 kinda works i think tho? for SIL anyway. itd be like Alex going back to tie up#loose ends i think. then he can go back to his happy “im free of the operator” life with amy for a few years before entry 47 >:]
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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: EARTH (PART 1 - REVAMPED)
Ft. Staff Cmdr. Sophie Oliveira-Shepard Alenko-Oliveira, Cpt. Arno Delacroix, and Zaeed Massani-Shepard MIRA'S MORE CANON ME3 "Shadow Broker resources? Yeah, they might be good for a lot of shit, Dove. Convincing the brass to get off their asses and do something about the Reapers? Not one of them. Think that one might be up to you, this time. Entertaining diction and goddamn fucking all." Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#arno delacroix#zaeed massani#mass effect#mass effect 3#dailygaming#TBO:ME3#MORECANONMASSEFFECT#heyyyyy do you guys remember when i used to make those big fucking gif sets of the me3 missions? :)#i brought them back just a little bit :) but i felt inspired to make them a little more canon :)#zaeed is a certified little shit when it comes to soph. he will die if he does not find some way to constantly annoy the fuck out of her#he is also certified ‘i steal my husband’s clothes’ (sorry regis but he’s not sorry in the slightest)#i like to think he has very one-sided beef with arno. he pisses him off for a reason zaeed will not disclose to anyone (it's a dumb reason)#SPEAKING OF ARNO :) my beloved boy :) i’ve only shown him in renders but :) enjoy in game arno :)#i will never be more proud of anything in this galaxy than i am of the work i did getting his head ported into game#holy fuck all of the work to weight paint those lip piercings and do blending and conversion work on his face textures#he turned out so well and i am so proud of him :) those lip weights will never stop making me :)#(also his cybernetic arm is sick as fuck and i love him and could rant about my favorite pilot all day)#my favorite normandy pilot :)#i ended up making way too many gifs so this is a two parter :) i blame bioware for making me swap 9 pawns in 5 files in the prologue :)#i wanted as much content out of this swap as i could get because it turned out so much better than the idea i had in my head so :)#thanks i guess for my partial mesh swap suffering bioware. 5 files for just the prologue walk is wild though lmao#yeah there's a little bit going on here :) definitely some changes from the last time i gif'ed the prologue :)#i made some decisions about canon that are very not bioware ME3 canon because fuck bioware ME3 canon :)#also yes i gave soph a promotion. fuck ME canon lmao. soph gets a promotion lol#she also got a name change too ;)
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DUEL
#woah no way velvet actually draws what he says he will .......#bet2graft and v1graft are like ocs now i guess ? i like their designs . kind of proud of it toobbut ehhhh#also this isn't centered. ny eyws hurt . i wnat to die. sorey abt thwt#also not as detailed as the previous ones vut magma wouldn't work properly if i made a canvas biggee than i already have so uh .#also 2px pencil tool too . this is like the most i could do. on a phoen 💔#ok ok i'll put the actual tags now#phighting#phighting!#phighting roblox#phighting fanart#roblox phighting#phighting art#biograft#biograft phighting#phighting biograft#betagraft#betagraft phighting#phighting betagraft#roblox#roblox art#roblox fan art#mecha#mecha art#robots#velvet red's art#waw tags r plentiful
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I'm getting more beerus muse so that means one day i'm gonna write up how beerus feels about certain people and how he would literally rather die in a gruesome and excruciating fashion than be open or vulnerable and admit he cares about someone.
#out of food (ooc)#// that champa scene where he gets erased is so interesting to me!#// that was by all intents beerus seeing his brother about to die and not even have peace in death for he was about to be nothing!#// both brothers are too proud to give a proper goodbye#// but beerus WANTED deep down for something to be said between them and could not find it in himself to admit that until it was too late#// the tournament of power has its problems big&small (i mean what arc doesn't in dragonball lmao) but it can have its good parts as well
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