#HE’S NOT AFRAID OF GHOSTS OKAY?
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Jin Ling: I’m NOT afraid of ghosts!
Lan Sizhui: *struggling to breathe* Um—
Jin Ling: Jingyi’s just projecting his fears onto me because he’s a coward.
Lan Sizhui: *gasping for air* Y-Young Master Jin—
Jin Ling: I could walk through thousands of ghosts on my own and not even flinch!
Lan Sizhui: That’s great but if you want me to keep carrying you through this graveyard, can you please not choke me and scream in my ear every time a twig snaps?
#mdzs#the untamed#mo dao zu shi#mdzs crack#mdzs shitposting#apple memes 🍎#jin ling#jin rulan#lan sizhui#mdzs juniors#incorrect mdzs#modern au sorta???#since graveyards aren’t really a thing in the canon timeline#omg ghost hunter juniors would be so fun tho ajdhajAKDHAKD#SAVING THAT IDEA#fic ideas#zhuiling#sorta#HE’S NOT AFRAID OF GHOSTS OKAY?#his legs are just tired#yeah that’s it#lmFAO#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#precious juniors#you just know poor LSZ is getting choked to death by ALL the other juniors during investigations lmaoooo#literally picturing him trying to carry all 3 of them at once 😭😭💀#omg I forgot to tag my sweet chicken boy OOPS#lan jingyi
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Clone^2 Damian
If you really think about, Damian's situation in the clone^2 au is... kinda tragic? Especially in the early months of his arrival. Like,,, think about it. Damian has always known he was a clone of Damian Wayne, that he was a copy of the blood son. There was nothing 'original' about him, not even his name (of which at least Danny has that). He was just... a replacement. A disposable one, to boot.
And he knew that, to an extent, by the time he was six years old. he might not have been actively acknowledging it -- he's six years old -- but deep down he knew. And like, he's six years old. Every small child craves the love and affection of an adult, especially their parents, and even though he knew he was clone, I imagine he still considered - and still does consider, somewhat - Talia and Bruce as his mother and father. And I really doubt he was... getting it?
Now, I know Talia loves Damian, her son. At least in some interpretations she does, and in this au she does. But... a clone of her son? I'm not so certain if she would have the same affection for baby Dames as she would for Damian. I don't think she would treat him badly, but I don't think Talia would treat him warmly either. Kinda just, distant. Colder than she would have been with OG Damian.
And, I know I've mentioned Damian's arrival from Danny's point of view, and its kind of comical kind of insane from his perspective -- a little boy clone of Damian Wayne falls through a portal and immediately attacks him. That sounds like a bad joke.
But, if you think of this from Damian's point of view? It's like he just got dropped into a scary movie. Like, think about it. You're six years old, and suddenly a portal, as green and as swirling as your grandfather's pools, opens up beneath your feet and sucks you through.
After an intense bout of vertigo, you end up in a massive, urban city -- completely different from the rural mountain palace that you lived in for the last six years of your life, and in this city, you don't know any of the language. You don't know what anyone is saying, you can't read any of the signs - you are completely stranded, away from home.
And then, to make things worse, you're facing a figure with a terrifying mask and eyes as burning green as the portal you fell through. Of course Damian's first instinct, six years old, is to attack. He's terrified.
And this figure, he's not a good fighter, but he's fast, and he dodges you quickly. He grabs your sword with his hands, and tries to restrain you, saying something in a language you don't know. Naturally, Damian is just scared. He's six! He'd just be learning how to read if he was normal child going to school.
This figure halfway through the fight yanks off his mask -- he realizes you're scared -- and looking at you now, is a youthful version of your father. This is a clone of your dad, someone you have never met but, six years old, still wants to. Damian gets defensive. This is an imposter.
But this imposter eventually gets you home with him - and he's using his little box, his phone, to communicate with you through a mechanical voice speaking in arabic. and it's frustrating. The boy, the imposter, can say whatever to you just fine, but trying to talk back is a hassle and a half. He's six, he doesn't have that much patience.
He wants to go home.
And so he keeps trying to run away. He keeps trying to find out of this hellish concrete jungle, and he keeps getting lost. It's loud, and busy, and there are people talking to you and you don't understand them, and there are rules and signs you don't understand - Damian tries to cross the street and nearly gets hit by a car. He doesn't know how the road signs work, he was never taught. They didn't get to that.
And he gets lost. And it gets dark, and Damian is brave, but he is six, and this is the worst stress he's been under in all his six years of life. He wants, desperately more than anything, to go home. Why wouldn't he? The only stable... semi-stable environment he was in just got ripped out from under his feet, literally! He wants his mother.
And it's not happening.
But there's something good to be said, at least. The imposter that looks like his father always comes and finds him, no matter what. He could have left that morning, and he will find Damian at midnight, frazzled and worried, and carrying an extra jacket with him because it is cold in Amity Park and Damian is six years old.
And sometimes Damian attacks him - he's scared and stressed and he doesn't want to be here. And every time he catches the sword. Even though Damian can see it cut into his hand and pearls of blood well up and stains his fingers. Even though Damian can see him wince in pain and bite his lip, he still catches it.
But with that little box, he coaxes Damian to come back with him. It's cold, it's dark, Amity Park is unsafe at night. They can figure something out tomorrow, please. And every time, he agrees, reluctantly. And the imposter takes the extra jacket he brought with -- a flannel, a hoodie, a jacket -- and he wraps it around him. It's warm, Damian's clothes are not that thick, and even though he thinks he might hate this imposter, he still sticks close to his legs as he leads him down the street.
And sometimes the imposter carries him, because Damian's shoes are not that thick, and he cuts his foot on broken glass while they're walking home. The imposter sits in the bathroom with him and carefully cleans the cut out, and makes sure it doesn't get infected.
There's hope you know, he still has it. His mother will be looking for him. She'll be worried. He's important to them. Damian may not be the original, but he is still a blood son. He is still her son. She will come find him. This nightmare will end soon. He can go home.
And then weeks pass, and nothing. Then months, and nothing. His family is not coming for him, and it hurts. Hurts more than anything. And yet while that happens, the boy he's attacked, and hurt, teaches himself arabic in order to speak to him. He takes Damian out of the house one afternoon and buys him new clothes, or tries to. And then he keeps buying him new clothes. He gives him blankets and gives up his bed to him until they can get him one himself, and steadily he teaches Damian english.
This boy is kind. Kinder than Damian's ever experienced, and he doesn't know what to do with it. He's devastated by the fact that he is not as important to his family as his family is to him. What do you do when you're six years old and you learn something like that? When a random stranger who looks like your father is kinder to you, and cares more about you than your family did?
And then Damian tells him he's a clone. He's Damian Wayne's clone, and he tells him his purpose - that their grandfather made him to kill him. And the boy, the imposter, Damian thinks he probably already knows that he's a clone. But he doesn't say that. He just nods, and asks him if he wants to tell his original about him.
Damian says no. He doesn't want to. He's tired of living in the shadow of his original. He wants to keep this to himself. This is his. For once, all of this is his.
And to his surprise, the imposter doesn't try and convince him otherwise. He just nods, and says okay. And when Damian asks why, the imposter - his brother - looks at him and says.
"I don't care about Damian Wayne. I care about you." And in Damian's gobsmacked silence, his brother continues. He tells him that if Damian doesn't want to tell his original that he exists, then they don't need to. They don't need to worry about the LoA going after him, because clearly if his 'grandfather' needs to make a clone of Damian in order to take him out, then whatever it was that Damian Wayne was doing to keep himself safe, was working.
"Wayne already has people in his corner, he's got Gotham's army of vigilantes to keep himself safe." his brother says with his eyes as blue as moonlight. "You, however. Do not." And he continues, and says that if Damian Wayne has the same training as Damian does, then he will be fine. He doesn't need to be aware of his clone. Because if DW doesn't know about Damian, then the LoA doesn't either.
And here's the thing. Damian would not have survived in the LoA for long. Not as a clone. No matter what, he was going to die no matter what he did, and sooner rather than later. The sword of Damocles was always hanging above his head in the League of Assassins.
That portal, and meeting Danny, saved his life. There's no way around it. And to an extent Damian knows this even at six years old. He may not be aware that he would've died, but he knows that meeting Danny was the best thing to happen to him.
It's no wonder after that, that Damian is as clingy to Danny as he is. Danny is the first person he's met to offer him unconditional love, with no strings attached, only pure affection.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpdc#dpxdc crossover#clone^2#like god can you imagine how scared he must've been? how afraid? he just wants his mom - only to realize he doesnt even matter to her#dpxdc au#danny fenton is not the ghost king#this poor kid man. no wonder he latched onto danny the moment he gave up on the league like a leech. he's a six year old kid man and#it doesnt matter how smart he is or how mature he acts. he still is six years old. he still needs that validation and affection from adults#or from people older than him. and his emotional needs were just not being met in the league.#cue the song “two” from sleeping at last - some of their songs are very clone^2 honestly.#'sweetheart you look a little tired. when did you last eat? come in and make yourself right at home. stay as long as you need.'#'tell me is something wrong? if something's wrong you can count on me'#'its okay if you can't find the words. let me take your coat and this weight off of your shoulders'#'like a force to be reckoned with. am i the ocean or a gentle kiss. i will love you with every single thing i have'#'like a tidal wave i'll make a mess. or calm waters if that serves you best'#'i will love you without any strings attached'#like just. just *imagine* being in damian's shoes during all of this. he's *six* you guys. i've worked with six year olds and they're#pretty independent but they're still six. they get excited when they see their parents and they get upset when an adult is angry with them.#they're still developing their motor skills. they're still developing everything else!
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johnny comes home with a tarantula (he luvs all animals, especially exotic ones) absolutely beaming and glowing bc hes so stoked and simon’s stood on the kitchen counter like “i swear to god if you don’t get that bloody thing outta this house i’m packin’ me bags and i’m leavin’ ya”
#elexaria writes#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#ghoap#simon is afraid of a lot of animals#unless hes pumped full of adrenaline#then hes like Okay Whatever
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and the crowd… exchanges confused glances?
#lowkey the ending kinda made me mad#like i know she was a ghost in the comics and stuff but it feels meaningless to kill her and let her come back#maybe it has something to do with her making rio promise to never see her face again but idk#and also that kiss? the kiss of death? what?#why would they almost kiss in ep 4 if agatha knew it was gonna kill her? or did rio pick the moment? have they never kissed before?#there’s just so many things that don’t make sense#like the darkhold and why rio sent the salem seven after agatha#i had really high hopes but i really did like the series#i LOVEEEEEE billy maximoff so that was a win#the way nicky went with rio had me sobbing bro he definitely knew who she was#he wasn’t afraid at all#and we saw with alice that you don’t really know that you’re dead bc alice was super confused until she saw her body#but nicky recognized rio so he’s seen her before for sure#agatha all along spoilers#agatha all along#agathario#give me agathario or give me death.#agatha x rio#agatha coven of chaos#agatha harkness#agatha spoilers#rio vidal#mcu#marvel#agatha all along episode 8#agatha all along episode 9#don’t even get me started on the fact that billy made up the whole road#where’s the bitch that suspected this?? someone ask her if she’s okay damn 😭#billy kaplan#billy maximoff
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scully whispering “oh my god” in paper hearts when roche tells mulder that he just wants to see his face when he finds samantha’s body is one of the most affective small moments of the series. scully so rarely lets anything slip, so rarely speaks from a place of emotion rather than rationality, so rarely doesn’t have her words carefully chosen when she does.
but it’s just SO CRUEL!!! it’s just so cruel. and all mulder can do is sit there silently. it’s scully that jumps up and screams. i love the way she goes over to the door and just opens it and stands there, waits firmly for mulder to quietly follow her. she just gets him out of there without directing a single word towards him.
#ahab and starbuck episode#txf.txt#paper hearts#it’s so hard to be starbuck. there is so much grief in chasing ghosts#like trish was saying earlier this episode is HARD on scully. it’s the most haunted that mulder ever is.#it’s the Biggest reminder of what they’re Actually doing#they are NOT just chasing little green men and having adventures and studying sewer worms#they’re trying to make sense out of something that will never make sense. they’re trying to find ‘truth’ that they don’t want to know.#they’re living their lives in mourning of a missing little girl and scully is terrified they’ll find her#and that it will be just like roche threatens. and there is no one there but her#there is no one there but her that even CARES how haunted he is and how deeply stuck and lost and SAD it is#it’s all the little things like her ‘you did good work mulder’ and the way she asks if he’s okay to go tell the dead little girl’s family#‘paper hearts’ is them living out scully’s fear. what she thinks happened. what she’s afraid he’ll find someday.
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I wanna know what he thought
#the band ghost#bc hes visibly afraid of plushia#okay to reblog i guess#ghost band#ghost bc#cardinal copia#papa emeritus iv
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im on mission 27 out of whatever the fuck in final shape and i like. literally just love my ghost. i love him. and therefore i wanna look aat fanart BUT I CANT CAUSE THEN ILL GET SPOILED. AND IM SO SO SO CLOSE. SO CLOSE. and i already went to the helm to see if i can get better guns from this one engram and it said dont do that so now im like OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. IM. SO SCARED
#also i feel like. for some gd reason tis campiagn is so mmuch harder than previous ones im doing it all solo and like#never have i died this much and WHYYYYYYY are there ultiple boss battles essentially permission IM ON NORMAL MODE IM NOT A GOOD GAMER#HOW TEH FUCKK#i love the strike i was like FINALLY IM NOT GONNA FUCKIN DIE AND HAVE TO RESTART 😭😭😭😭😭#i have one friend who plays and im too afraid to ask him for help cause im so bad and hes already done on legendary#and also ive never done the fireteamm finder and im SCARED#OKAY ANYWAY THO. I LOVE GHOST#final shape#destiny 2#i dontttt think this is spoilers but ill tag it just in case#destiny spoilers#final shape spoilers#whirlywhat
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So This Was A Little More Angsty Than I Recalled...
We’re probably both going to be bruised black and blue by the time this is over, Ezra thinks, blocking a hard swing and throwing it right back. The sun was setting when they started, and it’s nearly dark now.
Sabine’s eyes glow too gold for comfort in the dusky night. Just like he has every day for the last month, he bites his tongue and holds back his questions.
Hera and Zeb won’t tell him about whatever happened to Sabine on Malachor, Kanan and Okadiah are as lost as Ezra is, and if Ahsoka knows anything, she’s not telling. When Ezra brought it up to Mom and Dad, they just told him to be there for Sabine.
He’s been trying.
Sabine has not been cooperating.
So after a month of being there with no success, Ezra gave up and decided that it was time for some non-optional friendship bonding time, but even his best efforts at finding a so-bad-it’s-good holofilm like they used to watch together, even after making some really good movie snacks, all for her, she sulked and complained the whole time, being so—so—infuriating that before he knew it, they were yelling in each others’ faces about tropes.
Ezra stopped yelling, stopped the film, took her by the arm, dragged her outside into the Atollon landscape, and said that they were going to beat the crap out of each other.
(For Mandalorians, sparring is training, recreation, and even courtship. He figured… maybe it would work as therapy, too?)
He doesn’t feel bad about throwing the first punch, because she hit back twice as hard. Ezra thinks his lip is split from a hard hit to the front of his helmet, and Sabine’s knuckles are scraped raw and bloody. They circle each other, slower now than when they started. Her hair has blown out of her braid and sticks to her face in the heat.
It’s a little bit pretty, but now definitely isn’t the right time to think about that.
Sabine rolls one shoulder—he thinks it’s where he landed a decent punch.
“Had enough, tin can?” she demands, but the tension has started to drain from her body and she sounds a little closer to playful than he thought she could ever be again.
“Not if you’ve still got that attitude, wizard girl.”
“You’re gonna regret that,” Sabine warns. She settles into a stance, rocking a little, coiled like a spring.
“Probably,” Ezra agrees.
She draws a breath, and Ezra must have blinked or something, because in the space of an instant, she’s flown at him. He can barely see her in the dark and even the night vision in his helmet doesn’t help.
But he has a split second of advantage. In pure chance, she overextends, and he slams into her, sending them both tumbling through the Atollon dust.
She’s up on her feet again right away—or at least she would be, but Ezra snags her wrist, and drags her back down, flipping over so she’s neatly pinned beneath him.
All he needs is a knife to hold to her throat and it would be a near-perfect replica of the scene in the holofilm that started their stupid fight in the first place.
Sabine doesn’t say anything. She just lies on her back in the dust, looking up at him with the eyes that always seemed to see through his mask, but now they don’t look like they’re seeing anything. He hopes she’s processing her emotions and not disassociating.
Ezra is about to move off of her when something catches his eye, and he brushes some of her hair away from her face. It clings—not with sweat, but with blood. There’s a cut on her cheek.
“Did I hurt you?” he breathes, not sure what he’s even saying, and he draws away.
Flying up, her hand seizes his wrist, gripping painfully tight, even as her sharpening gaze fixes right where his eyes would be.
Ezra swallows dryly. The look she gives him is making him feel a thousand things that he doesn’t really want to sort out, now or ever.
“Sabine?” he asks. “What…”
He trails off. Her thumb slides to the little space between his glove and his sleeve, pulling the cloth back. Never looking away from his face, she pulls his arm up and softly kisses the pulse of his wrist.
“You’re dangerous, Ezra,” she smiles, breath on his skin.
Then, like the Spectre she is, Sabine is gone.
#ezra and sabine: this is a perfectly normal way to handle our traumas and requited but unacknowledged feelings for each other!#yeah so Sabine still has trauma but it's DIFFERENT trauma so she's slightly better at admitting she has feelings#ezra on the other hand...#'don't be ridiculous i have no feelings whatsoever for sabine. sure i would die for her. that doesn't mean anything.'#(he's secretly afraid that his adoptive buire are still alive and will be not-mad-just-disappointed that he's crushing on a jedi)#but sabine isn't entirely emotionally healthy either and due to her Specific Trauma she tends to swing back and forth#between shutting down/completely ignoring him and basically saying to his face#that the only reason she hasn't pinned him to the wall ripped his helmet off and kissed him senseless is that she respects his creed#which; as you can imagine; is a little confusing for ezra! but it's okay he doesn't need answers this is fine he hAS NO FEELINGS#and okadiah (the only Emotionally Competent person on the Ghost) is watching them like#'i'm no therapist but if i may offer some advice—'#FUN FACT I FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHO TO SWAP ZEB WITH#so he's a jedi and Fulcrum! and Ahsoka was a royal guard to the queen of Shili!#and chopper died instead of okadiah BUT he's a droid so they installed his memory in the Ghost and now he lives in the ceiling#until they can find him a new droid body#twin blades and beskar au#lifeswap au#sabezra
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#i told my roommate's psychologist father about how my therapist broke up with me via text without providing referrals#and he says that was really poor treatment and is called ''abandonment'' in the field and my response was ''it's fine im used to it''#so um. IM FINE LATELY. apparently. i have an appt with a prospective new therapist next week lmao#like her communication with me had totally fallen off as well and im screaming about it internally a little bc like#i knew this was not kosher but i was blaming myself for having slow progress#which like. no shit i was having alow progress she was cancelling on me every other week.#but oh no said my inner voice no she doesn't want to keep treating you because you're stuck. it's a you problem#like i understand that she was Going Through It but like she's the professional in this situation#i have sympathy but i also feel really hard done by#she basically ghosted me#and im just frog in a slow boiling pot (yes i know that's not real) every time im in a less than ideal situation where i should stand up#for myself bc im so ready to blame myself for the way im being treated and so afraid of retaliation if i speak up that it just happens to m#and i don't even know it until it's done with#and someone else points it out. or like i know it but i haven't allowed myself to be conscious of it yet.#it just makes me so mad that im like this bc what it means is that i tried so many times growing up to voice#things that were not okay with me and i was shut down so often and so dismissively that eventually i just#decided everything was my fault and became passive so i couldn't mess anything up
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aous was...fine, imho, it was fine, but it was fundamentally white, middle-class british and i could accept that but i couldn't forgive it
#aous#aous spoilers#namely...paul mezcal being terrified at having seen a ghost#people treating ghosts as unnatural or weird or wrong was bizarre to me#latinos built different!#also visually the film felt Too Polished#it should've been grainier; the past and the sex all felt too clean#but mostly i can't get over the ghosts part...i.e. why would you be afraid#there's something...comforting about them being able to linger and then choose to leave#anyways things i did not like about it included seeing andrew scott in pjs. the ways money didn't seem to figure into anything.#(he's a writer but he lives in these high end flats but he spends all his time visiting his childhood home which is empty but not??)#(paul mezcal is an alcoholic who lives alone and seems to live at andrew scott's beck and call - WHAT DOES HE DO FOR WORK)#the whole sheen of ''we don't need to think about the material conditions here'' really bothered me actually#it felt necessary to engage with if we're also doing the magical realism#anyways when we left the theater this gaggle of young 20-something women were also exiting#and one of them said ''okay i think that movie forced me to process a bunch of shit i hadn't wanted to think about''#and i laughed bc i'm glad it reached out and touched her
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me realizing fawniel is a more openly affectionate couple than fawnric: this is fucked up and evil behavior actually
#gideon shut the hell up challenge#OKAY BUT WE DO HAVE REASONS FOR IT. okay. listen.#it relies heavily on the fact that ric has it in his mind that He Knows Fawn already. he knows how much they value their privacy#and he thinks that he can accurately judge whether or not they'll spook if he tries to be overly affectionate in public places#which like.... he's right !! to a certain degree#but daniel. does not have any of that going for him !! like he's perceptive but he also doesn't have the same hesitation that#chen and ric do when it comes to dealing w them / predicting their reactions. he just... treats them like he would any normal person !!#(we have it in mind that this is a v big Point Of Contention for him w ric bc like. stop treating them like a ghost or an echo or w/e !!!#if he can get over the fact that they're different irl from how he spent years imaging they would be then ric can come to terms w#the fact that they're different than how he knew and he should be focusing on getting to learn them all over again !!! which ric ofc#argues that he Is but. spoiler alert. he only Kinda is. listen. we can't explain it all okay we've all played the game u can see it)#so. anyway. danny is not afraid to be v touchy w them :) he also will do subtler gestures if he's getting that vibe but otherwise.#tldr they weren't socialized enough as a pupby and he's fixing it <3#♡: fawn x daniel
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"Scratch is the most complex/interesting character in the show and yet everyone ignores him outside the fandom despite also being in the title lol" - EMositeCC
RIGHT???
I wish I could voice an opinion to this, but my first thought is 'there's such thing as outside the fandom????'
(If they're ignoring Scratch then, like, what are they focusing on???)
#asks#anon#thank you for the ask!!#the ghost and molly mcgee#tgamm#like im sorry how can you IGNORE the deuteragonist#hes literally right there#and also a thirst trap okay im not afraid to say it
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gentaro and jyushi’s cards are so cute and i’m so sad that it’s just gentaro roping jyushi into horror hijinks lol
#this is vee speaking#the arb chronicles#pray for jyushi y’all lol he’s now on gencha’s radar ever since that one spoopy event with him and ramuda 😭😭😭😭#doppo isn’t afraid of ghosts according to one of his radios but i wonder if he’ll be okay#and i’m looking forward to seeing everything come together from the previous event lol
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It’s almost 6 a.m and I can’t sleep because I’m being plagued by thoughts of The Latest OC
#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#Jia is genuinely making me lose my mind#right now the aftermath interests me a bit more because I live for emotional whump and angst#just.. imagine being her parents#you beg for your daughter’s life and your plea is listened to. she’s released. having proved herself useless. you barely recognise her#she’s nothing like the upbeat and cheerful girl you raised who loved working in this palace. who loved her lady#she’s so thin. hollow cheeks and empty eyes. she barely reacts to anything but Lord Jusamah’s voice which makes her flinch#you’re afraid to even hug her in case she disappears like a ghost would. something is very very wrong with her#you remember the rumours that she was tortured for the information. she looks like she’s starving#it’s clear she was hurt. she wouldn’t act like this if she wasn’t. you’re scared to think of what is hidden beneath her clothes#you want to lunge at Lord Jusamah and strangle him with your bare hands. inflict everything he’s done to your daughter on him tenfold#but you can’t. he’s rich and you aren’t. he has power and you don’t. if you try.. none of you are seeing the sun ever again#you barely care. it would be worth it. but you have two other children to worry about. and Jia deserves her freedom#so all you can do is drop to your knees. press your forehead to the floor. and thank him for his kindness#you tell Jia that you’re taking her home. alertness returns to her for but a moment#‘home?’ her whisper sounds so sad. so broken. you can barely stand it#you rush home as fast as you can. she’s so skittish it hurts. she feels the sun on her face and doesn’t move for a good 10 minutes#you can’t bring yourself to say anything. one of you goes ahead to warn the family so the children won’t crowd her#you finally make it to your house and Jia looks at it as if it was a mirage. she touches the wall to ensure it’s real#the first thing you do is help her take a bath. the sight of her back fuels you with bloodlust. there’s no untouched spot on it#your sweet gentle girl was whipped until criss crossing scars covered every last inch. it must have been hell#you bandage her wounds and take her to eat. she gorges herself on it as if someone would take it away. some light returns to her eyes#she always had a good appetite. at least that didn’t change. after lunch you let her sleep in your own bed#instead of making her share with her siblings and cousins. she needs space. she passes out the second her head hits the pillow#you stay and keep watch. and when the first night terror occurs. you’re ready. her screams are impossibly loud#you wake her. calm her down and hold her hand as she falls back asleep. recovery won’t be an easy road#but you walk it anyway. and with time. she gets better. she returns to her old self. only some traces of that horror remain#she’s happy again. smiles a lot. helps out. plays with the younger kids. she’s the Jia you know and love#she has nightmares. her scars hurt. no one touches her back. she’s paranoid about food. but she’ll be okay. you’re sure of it#(I reached the tag limit again but at least I said all I had in mind. but I could probably ramble on about this for ages…)
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Thinking about Ghost who hasn’t had a woman in…a while. (Longer than he’d like to admit)
He doesn’t fuck when he’s on duty, and he’s on duty more than he’s off, these days.
When he finally slips between your thighs, he’s forgotten how soft another person can be, forgotten how wet a pussy can get, tight enough to nearly snap his cock off. And then it’s him vs his own body as he fights not to cum straight away and embarrass himself.
I want him fists clenched, head ducked and eyes squeezed shut (because if he sees that look in your eyes—that almost-afraid, mostly-awed look as your body manages to swallow his monster cock whole with nothing more than a burning stretch—he knows he’ll spill inside you before he’s even managed a single thrust). I want his teeth gritted, mind on anything except the wet heat that surrounds him, muscles tensed as he fights tooth and nail for his control.
And I want to see him lose it straight away when you whisper in his ear that it’s okay, you can let go
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absolutely gorge.
for a person who's been kind of drifted off from cool movies their whole life and is like, learning how to find things to watch that isn't centered at youths
(two of my most fave shows are steven universe and shera spop (and also russian doll, good omens and the boys but i haven't finished those yet so they don't count),
and has the task of recommending cool-fish whimsical weirdo movies and creations to a newly formed norm critical film group that me and a buncha disabled nerds are watching at our non-work-cause-we-cant-work-cause-we-v-disabled-workplace... :
does anyone have any recommendations on where to find films like this, or films to discuss, in such a group? or recommendations for specific films or media
(especially the watchable kind - one one can put on an old projector that's kinda shitty because we have not gotten the funding from our workplace (that's not actually a workplace, the corpos and govvies just want us to call it that. a lot of us going there call it dagis tho (informal slang for kindergarten)) to really gust this shit up yet)!
we are a bunch of funky polyminority queers and blooming cis+ers who all are into weird shit. but they (and me aswell, to a certain level, its just i know more than many of them on things like these) have not yet unlocked our potential for weird and norm critical/aware fully.
i think if this group goes well, we can motherfucker unlimited a Whole lot of people, honestly.
so yes, i am looking to make these all fuckers bloom out even more.
here are some movies i am going to suggest to our viewing, so you may know what we already got ahead:
- but i'm a cheerleader!
- everything everywhere at the end of time
- John waters movies and medias, esp those with divine (but i have not seen any yet, so if any of you have specific recs i would Love them)
- epsilon (i think?) - this one swedish short film that was a part of the yearly swedish film festival sometime between 2015-2020 that i can Not for the life of me find any even trace of online.
pretty sure it was called epsilon and it was about a brain that was being used in science experiments, that didn't realize it was just a brain, and a psychic one at that -
and the owner of the brain had donated it to science and had written away the right to have the ability to take away consent after they (the swedish scientist institute) had acquired the brain.
so they (the scientists) keep deleting its memory every time it gets 'too feisty' (tries to escape or attack the people abusing it for science).
it had one kind of notable swedish white older woman actor in it, but i can Not find her through imdb searches as i do not remember her or any works she has done. i tried searching through old women actors there but could Not.
- liv strömquist tänker på dig!
i am having hard time finding it online.
there was a recording made by SVT (Sveriges Television) of this Swedish theatre divising production, which is based on Liv Strömquist's feminist tragicomedy comic book also called Liv Strömquist Tänker På Dig! (Liv Strömquist Is Thinking About You!) - and i went to it live aswell Two times - and it was amazing, and i even got a script from (i think it was, retroactively) the director herself as i showed my huge nerdiness about it - and i foolishly never saved my own RIP of the recording of it!!)
- clue (tim curry etc version)
- derry girls (a few eps?)
we have watched, so far:
- dating amber (nice, we watched it in two parts. the first 3 meetings we had to setup the tech thing and the weird room we borrowed from the nearby building, dirty dusty room that was part of some old nearly empty office buildings, that was like a time capsule from the 70s. really funny to explore, super abandoned vibes and like it was left in a hurry with crap thrown places and sensitive documents, and broken and Untaken care of.
an old drink-yoghurt bottle that they stopped making like nearly 10 years ago stood in the projection hall that with old ass dusty ass tech sat. we nerded out REAL HARD y'all. also seems haunted by the past. also one time we heard a weird sound, and one of the friends there gathered it was an elevator alarm, cause she knows the sound as she lived in places with bad elavtors. and i was like. we should probably look to see if anyvody needs our help, but where tf is that elevator even, because it wasn't the regular elevators we use? so we find the elevator (in a room we didn't realize was there because we had explored it before and not seen that whole part.) and we pressed the button to see if it would help. and after a pretty long time (for an elevator, but not too long if it was a broken elevator) the elevator moved to our floor and there was a man there looking really confused. the door was bolted so we would have to unbolt it to open it. He didn't really say anything at first even after I said hey, so I asked 'are you okay? do you need help' and he was like 'no i am not okay, i am stuck in here, but there's people down there who are saying they can help me' so he went down and after he started going I was like. okay we'll press it again and if he's still in there we have unbolted the door so he can get out. but when we pressed it back he was gone.
anyway one of the friends got real scared and spooked out by that whole ordeal and honestly the place to begin with haha. but she was the one who showed up the next time to watch the second part of dating amber, and me (apart from our coach) , cause the other two were sickomoding.)
and are gonna watch:
- rocky horror picture show, next monday!
we are going eat snacks and dress extra camp for it, cause we wanted to also have it more like a viewing of the original cult movie watchings, and like some places still do?
yanno with the singing along and the throwing popcorn and that kinda hullabaloo?
but we just didn't have time to prepare all that for this one (we are all burnt out/are recovering, even our coach/leader is lol). so this is our pre!
oh yea this is a huge long comment where i just kinda had time to write down all this for the first time! longer than i anticipated, but i am gonna let myself be long for this one.
Woman of the Seventies
#love hilariously bad horror where the chars also get to slay cunt.#krockat krockar#(i am putting my main posting tag here cause i did cunttribute w my comm. i don't remember what my commenting tag is sryyy)#movies#cult movies#horror movies#call to action for the movie nerds queering it up to hmu here or in dms or wherever#this certain flavor of Long Ass comments is a bit unhinged of me perhaps. but i do think i can hit a target audience perhaps on this one.#i think honestly... i am gonna pin this lmao#fuck it. why not#hmu!!#oh yea as i sat writing this down.. the thought did pop up for me like. what if that guy was a ghost lol#kinda ghost coded tbf#anyway. it can be whatever it is. he acted like a ghost and i hope he gets well. that he can touch the world and get help and live a little#ask for help when you're literally stuck in an elevator and blared the Help Me alarm. Just because a group of cunty queers show up-#dodnt mean you gotta be afraid to ask. it was the cunty queers who did not know you at all that also showed up. and also those workers#downstairs that got u out. ur gonna be okay. ask for help and take it.#edit:i am trying to put in a readmore. but it refuses to put the readmore where I want it to put a readmore.#it is putting readmores different places different times. like. Girlieee - I am Trying Girrlieeee#but also. so sorry to those who want to look at my blog. now this post is pinned at the top and. i can not get my readmore where i want it#and each time I try to put a readmore it puts it later and later in the post. so Sorry - but This is how it's going to be.#considering i am the most avid looker on my own blog. it's gonna hit me the hardest#but that is the length i am willing to go to rn at the chance of queer film recs and community.#do hit me up on anon or @ me or whatever if anyone thinks its too much a bother. i will take it into my calculations#tumblr doesn't just have beef with me. it has bugs. the future protein they said. and it's all gushed into my gullet. SURE i say.#I Will Hold Your Burdens i say to my beloved tumblr. crumbling at the seams in discrete ways only visible to me and a few others (supposedly#. probably) who have met these rare bugs. but i shall carry her. i have been on tumblr for more then 10 years and I defend her. and i think#she's super funny and weird and creative and Creatively weird - and just really astonishingly weird sometimes. and i shall stand here and#take all the ricochets of her being. i shall. and i will. and i will continue to penetrate the 5k following limit til the end of time -#if she allows me.
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