#HE DIDNT DESERVE ANY OF THIS

[justaz]

feeling emotional bc im thinking about s1 merlin coming to camelot and looking around in awe and wonder and then stumbling upon an execution and flinching away at the sight of the gore vs s5 merlin who keeps his back turned from his enemy before inhaling and squaring his shoulders to turn around with a cold expression and kill them. s1!merlin who smiled so wide and was so young and carefree vs s5!merlin who forces his own self down into a box to allow some colder persona to manifest to kill his enemies. thinking about child!merlin crying when the livestock in ealdor was killed for meat and s1!merlin pouting on hunts vs s5!merlin who has killed hundreds if not thousands all for arthur - his hands stained with so much blood he cant see his skin, his body, his soul. all he sees is a monster. s1!merlin asking gaius if he was a monster vs s5!merlin knowing he is but unable to stop himself to keep arthur safe and sound.

[isriune]

Do not go home until you finish reading the value of E.

[active-mind-15]

I think it's very deliberate that despite having so many responsibilities, it wasn't the workload that was his final straw. His final straw was losing those he held dear. It's no wonder he snapped after Murasakibara told him that.

Reminds me of how Akashi would talk about how winners are affirmed everything while losers are denied everything. He likely got that saying from his father, but this moment from their last year of Teiko really solidified it for him. If he lost, he wasn't just denied control of the team, he was denied his best friends. And he refused to let that happen.

Thinking about how in middle school akashi's biggest fear was his friends abandoning him because he couldn't keep up with them and then murasakibara tells him that he doesn't want to listen to someone weaker than him☹️☹️

[captainsaltypear]

for legal reasons caine needs to give pomni her own marketable gummipoo plushie. as a treat.

[verflares]

say, what do you think ever happened to that boy from the forest? you think he ever found what he was looking for?

[blackestar]

im sobbing i cant do this, i read the first paragraph and had to put my phone down. im in pain

[risetherivermoon]

am i the only one who thinks that Anya wouldn't actually be mad with Curly about what he did. Like I think some part of her deep down is angry about it, that he didn't help her like he said he would, but i also don't think she's actively blaming him for it.

I personally believe Curly was at fault for not taking responsibility and doing something about what Jimmy did to her. But i feel like characterization wise she wouldn't uphold him to such a standard, that she'd lose trust in him to an extent, but not enough that she'd hate him. I don't know if I'm explaining this right,

basically I just always feel strange whenever i see people depicting Anya as being resentful towards Curly after the crash, i believe she holds the blame on Jimmy alone, and once Curly has become bedridden and disabled, she focuses on helping him and doing her job. She and him were close friends, enough that she did trust him with the information that Jimmy assaulted her, she still cares.

something about the line: (which she says specifically about Curly) "I have to believe our worst moments don't make us monsters" flying over peoples heads when it comes to her characterization

i do think it's hard to figure out a way to characterize Anya in a light that is justifying, especially since in canon we aren't exactly given a good perspective on her. Curly is the closest we get to that, but he isn't that reliable of a source either when it comes to her (thats a whole other post tho)

but I don't think she'd be hateful, even to someone who has wronged her. I don't think she's weak or small, don't get me wrong, but with the way we are shown how much empathy she has for Curly (with her being unable to give him meds because it makes her nauseous with how it hurts him, and with the quote about Curly's worst moments)...i just dont see it

i can see the appeal of having victims resent and be able to stand up for themselves when it comes to their abusers (in Jimmy's case) and people who supported them, (as in Curly) but I just personally don't see that with Anya. And just because you aren't angry or outwardly standing up to the abuse you go through, doesn't mean that you are weak.

Anya isn't weak, but she's empathetic and in a situation that could only end badly for her. She's also a kind person, and a nurse. I don't think violence or anger are her go-tos

[yourfavvgal]

i forget they’re still young in dps. like teenagers - 16, 17 years old. IT MAKES IT SO MUCH WORSE LIKE NONE OF THEM DESERVE THAT 🙏

[canetteto]

"You've never had a family You were always drawn to that word."

[ninoochat]

I'm sorry you're hurting, baby.

[wilsonsmcgillsweatshirt]

"Deep inside, Wilson believes that if he cares enough, he'll never have to die."

What the fuck were the House writers on

[felsicveins]

Going grey

[sheepishartist]

This takes place after their kiss I previously posted

[opens-up-4-nobody]

:-P

[luck-of-the-drawings]

"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.

[the-meme-monarch]

ut fangames as of late have had a lot of heart to them and they deserve all the praise they get but idk something makes me really defensive when people start saying "it's even Better than the game it's based on" like undertale get behind me