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For one whole Great British pound at the charity shopđ§đťââď¸đ§đťââď¸đ§đťââď¸ my corner is finally complete
(Ignore my ugly uni curtain please pretend itâs a nice wooden blind)
#the charioteer#FIRST EDITION BABY WOOOO#I COULDNT BELIEVE IT#HANDS WERE SHAKING#I ALMOST SPENT 100 QUID ONLINE FOR IT#BUT THOUGHT ILL CHECK THAT CHARITY BOOKSHOP FIRST#and omg#ill never be ungrateful ever again in my life ever#yes that is a hot cross bun candle#please invest in one itâs the yummiest thing ever
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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merlin who uses his magic everyday in ways that he doesnât realize isnât normal. magic helping him see in the dark so he can find his way in the woods or dark rooms with no problem. connecting with the woods around him so he always knows where he is and whats in the general vicinity which allows him to sense bandits just before they attack. using magic to keep warm in the cold or to cool down in the heat. confident and willing to go toe to toe with anyone bc he knows that regardless of what they throw at him, he could always win bc he could just use magic.
then somehow someway (post magic reveal) a sorcerer takes away merlinâs magic. or well just locks it away ig. but anyways merlin doesnât have this part of him anymore and is left feeling empty, exposed, and vulnerable. arthur, the knights, and merlin going on a quest for answers to their problem and a way to get merlins magic back. but. but. but merlin is all jumpy and heâs rambling more than ever and is often reaching out to grab onto someone (usually arthur) and everyoneâs confused and then they get ambushed and merlin freezes in the middle of the path like a deer. heâs watching everything go down around him with wide eyes until heâs targeted and one of the knights have to rush in to save him. afterward merlin is constantly holding someone and his grip is rather tight. he keeps looking around, his eyes scanning the trees around them over and over. when they try and settle down for the night, merlin wont leave the camp without an escort or two and when theyâre trying to go to sleep, merlin is flinching at every noise in the woods around them and ends up shuffling over toward the person closest to him and laying pressed up against them.
arthur opening his mouth to tease and call him a coward when the word registers in his mind and he realizes that thatâs what heâs actually seeing, merlin scared and defenseless. he ofc doesnât realize the true depth of it all, i mean he knows merlin is missing his magic but he doesn't know that magic has always been a part of merlin, it makes him him. heâs had magic since he was born, heâs never known life without it. as he is now, he feels bare and exposed and blind and deaf and terrified. the knights are his defense rn and for the past few years, merlins been their protector so its a complete reversal of everything heâs ever known. heâs scared. arthur bites his tongue and lets merlin hold onto his arm and snuggle up close at night for some form of comfort and security. he doesnât tease or mock and responds to his ramblings of fear with a level of gentleness the knights werenât aware he even possessed. merlin slowly relaxing as arthur subtly comforts him without addressing it
#i feel like this was a plot line in canon#idc#dont tell me#also yeah merlin would probably hide it better but for the sake of fanfiction plots were ignoring that#i just need arthur taking care of merlin#is that too much to ask for#jesus christ#also merlin âthe bravest man arthur knowsâ hunithson would still go on the quest and maybe pick up a weapon to try and fight the bandit#but hes also defenseless in a way he never was before and is shit with a sword#so yeah hes relying on the others for help and protection#merlin blocks two strikes from the bandit before the sword is knocked out of his hand and percy rushes in to knock the bandit over the head#merlins hands are shaking for an hour after the fact#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#fanfiction#fanfic#fic ideas#prompts#lil ooc but who doesnt love that
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They did not know how to dress as kids
#backgrounds? nah. clouds.#togachako#mha fanart#togachako fanart#toga x ochako#toga x uraraka#togaocha#togaraka#bnha toga#toga fanart#toga#mha toga#himiko toga#toga himiko#ochako fanart#urakara ochako#uraraka ochako#my hero academia ochako#ochaco uraraka#uraraka ochaco#ochaco#ochako#ochako urakara#ochako uraraka#uraraka ochacho#if youâre wondering how that hand shake is working they insisted on shaking hands with all four#like. together.#fucking idiots btw#my hc is that they were the type of dumb kids to eat bugs
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Got HELLA sick last night (tested negative for covid, I think it's just a nasty head cold), but we're back!
Had to press all the pink and green stripes with a corner-turner bc I don't have an iron either, and the green did not want to stay pressed so it's been under the ruler and several heavy book overnight to crease and that seems to have done the trick.
#magical weeb milk tea#also my hands were shaking too much to see earlier today and that was. very not fun.
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[Day 160]
Ancient History
#namemc spoilers#dddaily4sherin#grian#goodtimeswithscar#desert duo#secret life spoilers#secret life#secret life smp#traffic smp#trafficblr#my art#Speedran this too fucking hard sorry for the messiness and color explosion my hands were shaking were drawing this im not even KIDDING#IM STILL IN SHOCK SCAR WHAT THE FUCKCKCKCKFOKSLAKWLWLWLELD
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from what I infer from some of his dialogue, my guess is that while lucanis hasn't had a proper relationship before he has had one night stands and short term flings. and -- listen, I know he's a dick and a menace and probably a hopeless case but please do still spare illario dellamorte a moment of your thoughts and pity for the role of incredulous yet intrepid wing man that he's all but certainly had to play on several occasions for that to happen. there are 100% people out there who were trying SO fucking hard to get no strings attached laid by this stupidly hot emotionally unavailable mysterious stranger who won't be in town for long without lucanis ever realizing it. people who would have remained tragically unlaid if illario weren't there to clue him in.
I'm just imagining Illario staring in pure dismay and disbelief at his dumbass of a cousin failing to pick up what someone isn't just putting down but scattering all over the floor like glittery confetti burning with a magnesium flame brightness to spell out 'SIR PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE RAIL ME THIS IS AN OFFICIAL ENTHUSIASTIC INVITATION TO MY BED' and having to push him out the door after them like 'maker's breath sometimes i don't understand how you have the wits to grip the right end of a knife, lucanis, they were throwing themselves at you and you just stared at them in mild puzzlement until they gave up and went away go fucking GET THEM for the sake of my sanity if nothing else!!!'
#'oh was THAT what that was' lucanis realizes as illario all but throws him onto the person's lap and walks away shaking his head#once he was actually there and the stiuation and what's expected of him were understood I think he'd do wonderfully!#but provably he uh. takes some clueing in at times#illario 'cousin one day you will have fun even if it kills me' dellamorte (dramatic irony edition)#tfw your cousin-brother is SO hot. and so autistic.#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#every day I think about 'get that man to stop yelling at me'. illario snooze that guy for me please. their *Dynamic*.#i finished murder of crows last night and the way lucanis' 'not. now' is so out of proportion to what's actually happened.#he sounds mildly annoyed. like illario blunted one of his knives or something instead of shredded his soul. this family is. something#we never get how much of illario's 'that isn't even my cousin that's a demon' shit is real beneath the. general scarness of him lol#but you know what I call that? free narrative real estate. I'm going to go ahead and make myself so so sad about this for no reason <3#illario loves and hates this guy in ways even he himself doesn't understand. so annoying when abel gets back up again#and still wants you to come to family dinner tonight while your hands are dripping with his blood#if anyone had to listen to lucanis anxiously deciding what would be the best way to court the prickliest man in thedas#and deciding on one of the worst possible options. it was illario. again he sucks and he deserves this. but still. the mind boggles
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dads group at planet anime kc went crazy
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#cosplay#our darryl got a group of dudebros to shake her hand in character#it was so funny#exactly One person knew who we were
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this is absolutely not professional advice but there's something about trust and handling and cooperative care that just boils down to whether your dog knows you have their best interest in mind. it's not just trusting your bond or them being calm or whatever, it's about experience. the time your dog gets a bone or a stick or a pez dispenser stuck between their teeth ideally shouldn't be the first time you poke your fingers in their mouth and they shouldn't be running away from you thinking you're trying to take it from them. there's something about your dog knowing not to freak out because parts of this experience is not new to them, and it's going to be fine.
#sparty used to get stuff stuck between molar and premolar (easy level - pulled loose from outside)#troj tends to get it stuck along the roof of the mouth between the upper carnassials which is more#of a cave diving experience#now. i feed bones (controversial) but honestly#i would not be comfortable feeding bones or anything with bones in them if i wasnt sure my dogs trusted me to let me handle them and that#is NOT something that came by itself. i havent been shoving my face and hands into these dogs' spaces (respectfully)#continuously since they were 8wk old babies for no reason#when you get a baby puppy you gotta treat em like ur a judge at a terrier show sometimes#grab em span em lift em up shake em#see if theyve got any change stuck anywhere
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GUYS . i need 5 more business days to recover
my girl .. wtf are they doing âšď¸âšď¸
#star wars#the bad batch#tbb omega#tbb#sw tbb#NAW CROSSHAIRS HANDS SHAKING WERE FOUL#10/10 cried#HUNTER FATHERING#CROSSHAIR FATHERING#ARE YOU KIDDING MR#my art#star wars fanart#star wars art#omega bad batch save me...#also i decided she doesnt have roots shwing for various reasons you can pick your favorite#option one she is blonde bcs nala se found it silly to make her and boba be different#option two nala se dyes her hair in the lab
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I really hope mcr5 gets released with no previous warning just like foundations. Imagine how fucking funny it would be to wake up and look at your phone to see the album you've waited 10 fucking years for just randomly dropped
#its the only thing that could beat the excitement of foundations#i feel like every mcr fan remembers where they were when foundations dropped#i was chilling with my new friend on a beanbag in class when i got a notification from yt#i literally jumped up and my hands were genuinely shaking and i was like#bro...#bro i think mcr released a new song#anyway#MCR5 IS REAL#mcr5#my chem#my chemical romance
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Linktober day twelve- favourite game
Skyward sword! My favourite game forever :)) The duets with Fi are by far my favourite gameplay aspect and recurring scenes in the game.
The music is The Ballad of the Goddess with Link's harp accompaniment. I played through on three different instruments like fifteen times, and checked every note on ocarina before I carved it. So. It's very accurate. Close ups of the music +my reference because yes
Also I replaced the treble clef with the triforce
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#HIGHLY recommend you tap for quality on this one#linktober#Loz#Zelda#sksw#skyward sword#Fi#Smoll art#dirogjdifjdkfjkfjf#thank you to my friends in DMs who were patient with my fifteen panic attacks (/not literal) trying to carve this#this was very hard and I wanted to make it look good. so I struggled with being heavy handed in areas#this is the level of detail where if my hands started shaking I would have to stop and sleep and come back to it the next day#but I took breaks and stuff so I'm good. kind of. this took six hours for carving- plus like three hours the day before framing the glass#I've never framed glass with this technique so it was slow going#I love music so much#like halfway through doing the music lines (lines not the notes) I realised I had unconsciously started doing deep breathing exercises lol#I just stopped breathing for the notes fidjfjdjfndjf I care a lot hehe#I'm rambling now but that's ok. art <3#invisibly tagging:#sera Peggy Emmie and uni
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I got. thoughts. about valens and voices in imperial roman history. but I also got a lot of thoughts about uhhhhhh choosing your brother for co ruling the Fratricide Foundation Story Empire. many thoughts about themistius' oration too
Brotherly Love, Themistius (trans. Peter Heather & David Moncur)
â places Iâm at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / insta
#it's also the Incest-Cannibalism Empire but that's a discussion for a different blog#all of the heavy hitters were Incest Empires btw. that's a feature of Empire across all of time. not always Cannibalism tho. TRAGIC.#but rome specifically being the Fratricide&Stuprum Empire is funny AND makes parts of this speech feel. uh. UHHHHH.#feels like you're trying to overwrite history and while you succeeded ONCE the uncle-nephew antagonism with a body count#somehow feels worse????? feels worse. i dont like anything that happened to valentinian 2#anyway. as a result: i personally will be including the bigamy accusations against valentinian into my belief system#stuprum babyyyyy! a requirement for every emperor! valens is lacking here so valentinian has to pick up the slack#valens will be giving me an opening to fire shots at figures in christianity i dislike which is honestly better than scandalous sex#later roman empire tag#komiks tag#brother emperors tag#IF. you missed my brother emperors posting. the head in hands thing here is meant to be a little bit offputting on account of#valentinian being valens' imperial maker. that's a life in your hands. overtures of fratricide. etc. you get the point#whatever other subtext you want to apply to it from the subtext spice cabinet. im not picky. this was a quick comic i did#to shake off the depression cobwebs lmao. eventually i'll style guide this era and do comics with more intentional thought later
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me when my meteor-powered robot gf attempts to murder me đłđł
#context:#after Bortom city recognized Beatrix as a threat and began persecuting herâ she became widely known#A great reward would be given to those who captured the runaway androidâ and most people feared her.#To sum it upâ she was alone in her journey and refusing to trust anyone so easily.#The persecutions got worse when more cities allied themselves with Bortom. This attracted robot hunters.#At some pointâ Beatrix met this golden-eyedâ humanoid shadow that always seemed to watch her from afar#It wouldn't stop following herâ until it was close enough to initiate a confrontation#Beatrix was basically FED UP with the persecutions and so she fought using her fists... while he had a gun.#The bullets couldn't cause great damageâ and were actually microchips designed to stunt robotic enemies#Beatrix barely resisted the effects and managed to take down the other... who raised its hands in defeat.#Imagine the situation: She's literally got him on the groundâ fist raised to deliver a powerful blow while he's SHAKING IN HIS BOOTS#Turns out the microchips take effectâ and Beatrix attempts to escape before it's too late... But her systems go off abruptly#...Then she wakes up in this cozy workshop of sorts. She goes outside and BOOM!!!#A ship moved by machinery? Robots living peacefully? People walking past her without batting an eye? This must be a dream!#She's finally found Fusionsprunt (or was found but it). The city built for and by rebells like her.#and about the golden-eyed enemy? yeah uh. that's Hunter. of course that was Hunter. he could NOT resist making a dramatic appearance.#the mysterious enemy is actually just some silly guy w workaholic tendencies father of a prodigy and who also enjoys piloting his spaceship#fusionsprunt#fusionsprunt hunter#fusionsprunt beatrix
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iâm SOBBING malec you will always be so special
#malec#qoaad#theyâre everything#this was everything#and the way alecâs hands were shaking bec he was so nervous#magnus bane#alec lightwood#magnus x alec#tda
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Hes soooooooo fucking average. He's like a solid 6 on a good day. I need him so bad I'm gonna start tearing up furniture. Oh my god..
#crying shaking screaming and throwing up#its not even funny how obessed i am with with average business man.....#sorry for the horrible pictures by the way#my hands were shaking#mp100#mob psycho 100#reigen arataka#bonkstuff
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