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Why does hydrocodone make me want 2 interact with everyone and everything
#999#but also i am so drowsy i dont wanna move#my pain is gone tho its mostly just a mild headache and ear ringing now#the swelling has not gone down tho#i think. honestly a lot of it is fluid bc its now draining when i press on my face thru my gums#i gotta hold a piece of tp 2 it to drain it bc its so fkn nasty#imagine how yr belly button smells when u aint showered in a Whiiile right. but its liquid and in ur mouth n tastes like that nd bad breath#Having a terrible time#if u read thru these tags please god if i have any kind of tooth issue#Get it fixed as soon as u can#there are occasional free dental clinics#if yr local university has a dental thing its usually cheapest before the issue gets 2 where im at now
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I'm still learning the characters rn so this might not be accurate but please tell me its at least funny
#i saw that post that was like 'if you were my husband I'd poison your coffee' and 'if you were my wife id drink it' and got inspired#vil schoenheit#rook hunt#twisted wonderland#twst#rookvil#vilrook#idk what is more common a ship name for them and this isn't technically ship art but......... still#no one ask me to draw vil again I did not do him justice at all ghhhh#u can tell im tired and just needed to get this idea out as soon as physically possible before it haunted me lol#I FIXED the height difference bc I was embarrassed#i really thought Rook was taller until 2 seconds after posting and im ashamed#fanart
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shenanigans
#pizza tower#peppino#pepperman#the noise#gustavo#spicy hot#suggestive#ONLY A LITTLE#heehee i am FREE from my commission shackles. this is a threat AND warning#gonna post some of the ACTUALLY not sfw stuff soon i think; dont wanna make a twitter for it#they wont be in the main tags but ill put them behind some jokey joke meme pic and then a readmore#bc like even if u put a readmore to cover the images. when its recommended to others from a DIFFERENT post#the first image u used still pops up any way#and i dont want to put peptitties out for everyone to see LMAO#anyway#ive had this idea for ages; peppino getting stuck w pepperman on the their way to a gala#and pepperman is like do not worry my friend; i will simply call in a helicopter to come pick us up :)#and peppino is like WHAT?? dont do that !!!! its just a flat; i can fix that!#but i just now thought of adding the others lol i wanted an excuse to draw them w some fancy hair :)!#noise is like. um. theres no way I can sit here for 20 minutes and NOT embarrass myself. im going to find a rock to sit on#and not look at him#self imposed timeout and naughty shame corner#gustavos comment is from a tag i saw on a post that made me scream laugh#and pepperman watches intently bc that is his muse and he likes committing peppinos form to memory heehee
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repeating “jealousy is a disease get well soon bitch” in my head every time i block rude anons and delete hatemail so i can try to brush it off but i am not ur strongest soldier so can you all stop being mean 🩷 please
#♡.gabi barks#im okay i prommy (im crying rn)#like omg seriously what did i do!!!!! i dont do anything but mind my fucking business!!!! and talk to my precious little friends!!!!!! but#apparently i cant even do that bc no matter what i always get meanies in my inbox 🤞#like im seriously not doing anything i just came back and im already receiving asks telling me to kms and deactivate like do yall realize#im a person too.. like im literally real and i have feelings and im not a complete ditz#like what is so hard about treating people with kindness!!!!#ive spent all morning blocking mean anons and deleting asks and trying to brush off the mean words i see and receive and it hurts!!!!#im just a girl#if u send hate or tslk meanly to or about me im assuming ur a LEWSER and have no life bc i dont even do anything fr!!!!! im coolin!!!!!#i was gonna post this with the jealousy is a disease get well soon girl meme but i couldnt find it#anyway im fine!!!! (as im actively texting my therapist)#no bc im so upset and so angry WHAT AM I DOING WRONG#what am i doing to deserve this like please give me a valid answer so i can fix it im so tired of being sad and mistreated and bullied :(#i know i promised i was gna try to be more active but my little heart is so heavy and sad
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duck list chuck list fuck list muck list
#What do we think bout luck list wrt to health. Is the doctor going to be mean to me#😗 hey hey hey hey hey hey hey. Does my bad luck mean I Shouldn't try to fix problems. WHAT DOES IT EVEN MEAN#Should I continue obsessing about st and then feign obsessing about a different thing in a nonsensical way forever to cope#But also like fr tho does the unluckiness imply u Shouldn't act. Or just....... But also I'm not fr that first fr I was jk. But I'm not.#😗😗😗😗😗😗😗😗 *** ******* ** **** *** *** *** ***#Jokes aside doing whatevs but I am sober! so I'm just. Rawdogging the obsessive feelingssss no relief 😞 that celeb idk ig cap of the lady#From girls like ''i think you're all thinking of yourselves too much'' or however it goooooooooooeeeeeees#And it's true but if it's all set in stone anyway action over inaction forever I suppose. I guess pray the doctor doesnt dismiss me pray ev#N if I'm hit w ''oh ya it's joever I mean we can give u a ibuprofen but good lu- *checks bday on clipboard*#oof I mean keep ur chin up'' that I don't drop it like I'm inclined to and I keep seeking treatment hit me w a prayer love beam#THAT ASIDE epicmobile is back in business getting new tires soon. Shoe shopping :)#In limbo in every which way rn ITS SO BORING ITS SO FUCKIN BROKNG I HAVENT RELT ALIVE IN 10000 YEARS but it's cool 😎😃
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i try to avoid my acc being Just vntposting . in this world. but man is it going
#vwoop.noises#rest of tags is a lil heavy one#I am just so like. baseline unhappy with my life#and i can't be distracted all the time because like A) I have to be a person and B) World Cannot Revolve Around Me#and even a bit of those distractions have been Also caked in misery bc i am. difficult#so like what even is the point#And then. school .#did not go to my exams. my parents are mad and sayign i can't take a semester off because this was my write off and its like. NO. NOT REALL#they do not care how much of a mental breakdown i have visibly because they do not believe anything I have Not had any sort of rest .#and also like. they have their own problems. but one of these problems is telling me i wouldn't Really act like this#bc. and i really do like. wish that ppl would get help but we've tried but. over the last couple years my mom has believed that things#have been replaced / altered. and constantly brings up like. Oh yr dad NEVER ate pizza before :/ / you would've never said that / etc#Which like. it's such a genuine mental health thing like I deeply fully understand but I've been the only one taking it on and I am like.#21yo and very useless. And Also She's Mean 2 Me Now. I don't know what to do /shrug#And that's my storey . Kind of why it's been a constant stream of negativity we are doing :heart: Bad#like a year and a half ago: haha it's okay i'll just lock in next semester#the horrors: Hello. You are never doing an assignment again#sorry for the lore drop . thx if youve read this far idc if not. it's nice to get off my chest for real.#i gotta. make something soon idk#i can pretend that it will fix me :D#i am doing okay for the record uhhh we persist or whatever. if u are concerned of my absence my other blogs r in my pinned :]#I am still chronically online believe this. this is just my original posts blog. n mncrft sometimes still#after typing this out i left it on my puter to go search for food#and i had a huge rant sesh with my brother and this did kinda fix me ngl . Still posting tho.
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hahaha hey you guys guess what. you'll never believe it. got the guy who's in charge of my fraud case on the phone and he was like "who'd you give one-time security codes to yesterday" and i was like "the guy who called me from the fraud department after they noticed a weird login in florida??" and he was like "that was the fuckin hacker. you got got. IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!" i handed my entire savings over to a fucking guy on the phone on a silver platter. like some kind of fuckin rube. bro
#IT IS OK THOUGH I HAVE BEEN SORTING IT OUT#account is LOCKED DOWN! card is DELETED! fraud paperwork has been FILED! i have requested a fraud alert AND credit freeze#from the NATIONAL CREDIT BUREAU!#a friend of mine is taking me to MAINE next saturday to go to the BANK! i sent an email to my landlord asking if i can pay rent by CHECK!#i went to my other bank and deposited my BONDS! so i have some MONEY! to pay RENT!#i also got a new debit card from them. and made sure i could use my old checks.#i also bought some STAMPS while i was out and a BIRTHDAY PRESENT for a FRIEND#now i am going to start switching over some auto deposits#so when i get my paycheck on tuesday i will actually get it.#i feel so STUPID but i think i have done all i can to fix this. i am feeling better about it#by next weekend i will have my money again. it's all fine#and hopefully next time i will not get got so easily. lol.#anyway dont get got by people pretending to be your bank i guess. i did think it was weird how many questions they asked but..#they ALWAYS ask lots of questions at the bank!!!!!#i got a text message FROM the bank saying they would be calling me soon and then the next call was from the scammer#and then like a half hour later got one from the bank and was confused bc they'd just 'called me'#anyway. it'll be fine. scary for a while but at least i have things i can do to make it better. it's all good#genuinely feeling like i ought to take out like a thousand bucks cash and keep it in my desk to replace my bonds tho tbh hahah#just in case something like this happens again. you never know. what would i have done if i DIDNT have those yknow#ok thank u all for being along on this journey with me
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I'm starting to think the reason I'm not as good of a writer as I want to be is because I like writing more than I like reading.
#which isnt to say i dont like to read#but i find it so difficult to get interested in new fiction#why would i bother reading stories other people wrote when i could just write mine?#i don't have this issue reading nonfiction ive been so into nonfiction#and i feel like THAT has helped me write better just by teaching me about more things so i can make worlds make more sense#but one time i told somebody i was writing a story that's kind of a zombie apocalypse but for plants and they said#'oh that's exactly like this other book' (i forget the name) 'you should read that one!'#and it made me unreasonably angry#i don't care abt someone else's story with a vaguely similar concept. i care abt mine.#and i know this makes me seem like an asshole and i probably am for this specific thing#but i read every book i could get my hands on as a child#and then as soon as i was able to write my own stories that stopped being the case#like all that reading was just training me to do what i can do now#and i think if i could just get over my disinterest in other ppl's fiction books and start practicing deconstructing what makes a good stor#i would start improving my writing more#and short stories! fuck. i hate reading other ppl's short stories unless they're written by friends#but as im starting to submit my short stories to publishing magazines n stuff#im realizing i'll have a better chance of getting published if i read the other stuff those mags have posted before#and write what they want to have submitted. but then it's not necessarily what *i* want to write. u know?#i don't know how to fix this fundamental problem of me preferring writing over reading#(and this applies to fanfic too btw. i hardly ever seek out fic to read unless a friend sends it to me. and often i like it when they do!#but not as much as i like writing or reading my own writing.)#just why would i READ when i could be WRITING and writing is so much more FUN
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#im so stressed about flying soon and idk if having aeroplane autism is going help this time 😭#masking for over 24 hours is going 2 fucking suck#also im checking my booking every other day to make sure none of the planes are changed to 747 max's#im pretty sure this trip is going to ruin flying for me completely which is sad because its something i always enjoyed since i was a kid#i like the turbulence i like the food i like looking out the window i like watching the little plane on the map#i get to see my family who live on the other side of the world from me#anyway can we go back 2 the days when u could go hang out in the cockpit w/ the pilots if u asked nicely i think this would Fix Me
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The masculine urge to be strong, consistent and vigorous (physically, mentally, emotionally) and provide (financially, basic needs, shelter, love) as an adult, who grew up in a wrecked and abusive home which then slashed gnarly tears in my spirit (and the life-long desire to have these gaps softened by real love)
#I'd been thinking about this#I mean... I'm succeeding in those areas. I put in a life's worth of work to outgrow my upbringing - tho in a tactic + considered manner#aka I didn't move out the flippin' house as soon as I could - since flat broke I couldn't had built the career I'm building right now i.e.#It hasn't been all daisies choosing to stay home but it has gotten me far and has made me resilient and strong 👐🤠#And now as I enter my 30s I feel I've been together enough for some years that I crave a love who lets me care like a boy lmao -#To eventually build a life with somebody that feels warm and secure and good. while my spirit can learn to heal/rest in their embrace#personal#When I say care like a dude it's not taking someone's independence away. like. just lemme fix your house defects or get u to eat fancy stuf
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despite any bad shit happening, i refuse to succumb to thinking we're doomed. there's always been bad stuff happening in this world, and good stuff. there will continue to be. i make myself stay alive, i fight to keep myself alive, and i keep trying to contribute to the good things. whether that's small or big, just being kind to those around me or if i have the ability to do more. the world will not just 'end' and release people from suffering, it's pointless to want intense destruction, someone will survive that destruction and have to deal with the pain it causes, and death doesn't guarantee you'll be free from the pain (and even if it did - why push for destruction that everyone still alive would have to keep suffering in? why not just want LESS suffering in the world?). it's never the 'end', it's never 'over'. Every day you're alive, it's getting up in a world that's got good and bad, and existing despite the bad, your existence adding to some relief in kindness and safety and care for yourself and others.
#rant#feel free to ignore me#basically theres like 3 kinds of doomerism#(in the us anyway)#theres conservative christian doomerism that prays the world ENDS so they all die and go to heaven and decides its okay if the world gets#worse and worse cause they HOPE we all die. when really like... if u want everyone to die i think fuck you#i think you can control if you yourself dies but don't make it so other people are suffering more. which is what they do... increase#suffering for other people.#there's liberals who say the worlds cooked/over/fucked/that its too late and they 'cant do anything'#and they kind of hope the world is 'ended' so that they can give up trying to fix it. if its already 'over' then theres nothing they can do#and they can stop doing anything. they'd rather just suffer and see others suffer. than try to increase good in the world.#its annoying as fuck and that attitude helps the people who DO want the world to suffer more.#and then there's the people just suffering and panicking so much... that in hoping the world is 'almost over' is really#more them wishing their suffering ends soon even if it means they die.#and i get it. ive been dying before. ive wished it was just over before. i know not everyone wants to stubbornly survive despite it#and the issue with this thinking is 1. you might survive. and if you DO survive then the efforts you put into trying might help you suffer#less down the line (just in case you do survive). 2. others will survive. others you love will survive#and the efforts you put in will maybe help them suffer less. even if you are gone eventually.#and efforts CAN be as small as simply 1. trying to survive until the bad times end!!! 2. telling people doing bad stuff that they ARE doing#bad stuff! telling others that you KNOW things can be BETTER.#being part of that BETTER by smiling at loved ones. laughing with loved ones. talking with loved ones. hugging loved ones.#and doing the same with strangers when there is an opportunity.#yes theres certainly Bigger stuff one can do. but sincerely just NOT being a doomer-hoping-the-world-'ends' (and it wont ever actually end)#and NOT actively working to make things worse... is already helping a ton#just actively NOT contributing to more peoples suffering is a huge thing already so thank you for doing it.#doomerism is vicious because it convinces you to accept your own suffering without resisting the cause of it#. and convinces you to hope all other people suffer intensely.
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#sigh#another day another medical gaslighting incident#-.-#i s2g i cant remember the last time i had a consult that wasnt just some dickhead ignoring every symptom / word i said#and then blaming all my chronic illnesses & disabilities on sleep / anxiety / weight / being trans etc#dude wouldnt listen to anything other than the sound of his own voice#and Insisted on putting me on a medication i am not remotely comfortable going on bc of oast bad reactions to similar ones#literally was like 'well u can do what i say or u can just figure ur life out and stop being stressed and sedentary all the time'#BUDDY#a) im disabled. being sedentary is not a choice and becoming un-sedentary is not an option#b) my chronic migraines and fibromyalgia r not because of stress. yes stress can make them worse sometimes#but anxiety does not cause or create severe physical conditions and disabilites. ur ridiculous. this is ridiculous#c) 'fixing my life' will not fix my chronically ill and disabled body. what a wild thing to say who tf gave u ur license#and why do u have a job at a pain clinic that specialises in chronic illnesses and disabilities. tf#d) its wildly irresponsible to insist on a medication that's from a family of meds known to cause bad side effects / reactions in a patient#and then ignore them when they tell u they r not comfortable going on that medication bc of that#and then to refuse to discuss alternatives and demand a 'my way or the highway' approach to care#and end in telling the patient they do not care about their health if they don't blindly do as u say when u dont even know them#fuck u dude#i care more about my health than u do. u have known me for 3 minutes and 20 seconds and barely skimmed my file. fuck Right off#and lastly#e) ur a dismissive discriminatory asshole and there's not a chance in hell i will trust a word out of ur mouth#when all u did in that 5 minute appt (THAT U WERE 73 MINUTES LATE TO) was gaslight tf out of me and blame me for all my disabilities#get fucked bro#ur as much of a shithead as every other doctor i've dealt with at that clinic#like the one who put me on said bad medication which caused me to lose half my hair#and then ghosted me as soon as i called to inform her of that and request a med change. its been 8 months & she still refuses to contact me#i've left over 10 messages. i ended up having to go to my GP and a dermatologist who both said to get off that medication asap#which i did. but the telogen effluvium (hair loss due to meds) STILL hasnt bounced back so now im close to balding bc of that shit doctor#and now u want me to go on a med known to cause that even WORSE just bc u feel like it regardless of my well-being? Nah. no. fuck that 🖕👋
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Hello 👋 🤗,
I hope you are well 🌺.
I am writing to you with a heart full of hope and faith, asking for your urgent help. My family is in great danger due to the war, and I am running a fundraising campaign to save them.
Please, could you reblog the post about my campaign on my account? Every share can make a difference in my family's life. 🙏
Note:My old Tumblr account was deactivated💔, and I need your support again♥️.
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hello!
i try to avoid any potentially stressful things on this blog, since i have nothing to donate and hate the guilt of being unable to help.
this is the link to the gofundme, and its been vetted plenty,by what i saw. im glad youre getting closer to your goal and wish you safety and fortune going forward.
#asks#donation#i ma not going to make a habit of reblogging these things since i have so few followers and the only good i think this does#is take a moment to show where i stand(people should not be killed en masse)#anyways. i tried to donate a few times but it refused-my only guess as to why would be a currency uh transfer issue? would you happne#to have any alternate payment methods outside of gofundme? i have like 10 usd in my spendings i can try to give#jts not much but it can help add up i hope .#but . to anyone who is reading this i assume that if you could donate you probably have and if you cant then theres no point in just . guilt#it doesnt make things better to hate yourself for not being able to fix thhings so dont worry .#itll all be ok in the end so if its not ok its not the end <-only thing keeping me going some days</3#hopefully some day youll get to the point you have the opportunity to help others . whether that be disposable income#or a moment in time you can offer .whatever . if that time isnt now thats fine itll come eventually so just keep going#any ways . i just dont like people feeling guilty for something they cant change or didnt choose. its not ur fault#n as long as you choose to help when u can thats the thing that defines you and the thing that matters#(this would have gone on my sb for these kinds of things since they stress me out to no end but since the ask was sent here#thats where its gonna end up ig</3)#hope everyone has a good day or moment . if not now then soon . just to take a moment and breathe and feel okay#that would be nice
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@ my ex ay yo get ur shit off my calendar lmao
#/j lol#idek if he knows my current url. but if he does: boy shoo. scram. skedaddle. i'm done w/ u. i been done w/ u.#last i checked his friends were dinks who said they wouldnt care if i died. 🥴 (that was 3 yrs ago or smth @ this point but still.)#like ik i was shitty as fuck. but like. i was 18-20 & freshly out of a shitty situation. idk if 3 yrs is gonna fix my bullshit.#yeah i can only imagine how horrifically exhausting i was to be around. but like. lbr. what did u expect.#did u honestly expect me to be perfect & normal as soon as we moved out#ur trauma might have made u soft (which is fine). but mine made me callous and mean. that's just a fact.#i'm not shit talkin his decisions; he had to do what was best for him. and i respect that.#i'm mostly miffed @ his friends LOL#his friends wre basically like: ''once an abuser always an abuser. no exceptions. only fictional abusers are ok.'' like. hello. what.#idgaf if im misinterpreting what they said lmao. they still said. verbatim. ''i wouldn't care if you lived or died.''#the Eldest of his friends said that as well. (i think they were 25 or 27??)#is a scared and injured dog not worthy of life? hello? and what is the difference between a man and a dog?#i've said it before & i'll say it again: i just needed more time to get better. but he didn't have to give me that time. and that's fine.#i didn't have enough time to grow out of my shit. nor did i have the best resources. it took my mom like 5-6 yrs to get better.#but she still fucks up sometimes. and she's still unintentionally mean. and she's in her 50s#gave me a wake-up call like no other tho i'll tell u what lmao#orignaletti
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There's gonna be a big MC AU megaref update soon btw
#well 'soon' is up for debate#we'll see#but its mostly little but important stuff#anatomy fixes. color corrections. characters more on model. stuff like that#AND eventually we will be making alt refs for certain characters#primarily for different clothing options. Rana's usual attire is going to replace her raincoat fit on the megaref actually#mostly bc a lot of ppl get confused about her wearing it + it doesnt make a lot of sense in terms of the work she does#its still staying around tho! u cant get rid of her iconic outfit#its her comfort outfit on rainy days :)#post-integration Groda and post-cure White Eyes are also planned as alts since they vary quite a bit#as well as an additional view for the side of White Eyes' head for both since it can be hard to nail down the exposed skeleton/scarring#we also learned from this experience that Riley draws almost every character off center by leaning them to the left#her: what else would need to be changed?#me: flip the canvas#her: ...I see the problem
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he doesn't want a relationship.
wow what a pattern with ppl I like.
me and my crush's mutual guy friend interrogated him if he wanted to date and shit and my crush said no. This guy friend of ours is like a messenger, bc my crush said to him 'here's what u can share with her' and 'here's what u can't. '
And its like dude I fucking knew, after I confessed to him I said "don't give me an answer" bc in the back of my mind I already knew what the answer was.
God why didn't he just say it to me without this messenger thing.
Fuck I mean like shit I was going to delusional and was like 'I'm going to pull him!' AND YK WHAT OUR GUY FRIEND TOLD MY CRUSH "she wants me to wingman her" AND LIKE BRO THAT WAS A JOKE/I WAS ON THE FENCE FOR THAT AND FIRST OF ALL THATS NOT HOW U WINGMAN PPL.
WHY WOULD U TELL HIM THAT GOD.
anyways I cried a lot last night and now I'm going back home for winter break.
I wished me and my crush were closer on friendly terms bc I wished he would just break my heart completely and just tell me straight up.
I get delusional everytime he looks at me.
let's hope these 3 weeks of no close proximity gets me over him.
#unrequited crush#best friend's brother#god i wish i could stop thinking about u#lets hope this ends soon#venting bc i dont have another outlet#emotionally unavailable r my type apparently#fucking what is this i can fix attitude god someone start liking me first and do smth about it pls#why wouldnt u just tell me yourself#why not just complete just break my heart so i just starting getting over#dont be a nice person and ik its partiality my fault#i was going delusional and i told him to mot give me an answer but still he end up doing just that#why do i do this to myself#ap
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